RhyDin
The Workroom at ~Heart Notes~
Saturday, the 25th of February (2012); Early Morning.
Freshly baked madeleines and hot chocolate to fortify us this morning to reorganize and restock the parfumerie. Not only will Zahra and Ginny be here, but so will Lirssa. I have missed the teenlet so much while she has been away at school. Afterwards, I will take her to Koy's to see if she likes the dress I picked for her for the wedding.
Then she'll be sent on to visit with Ali for lunch. Yes, a visit with Ali. It seems as if the tidbit in Franco's blog is accurate: Ali and Fio have split. I am shocked. I know relationships and marriages do not seem to last long in RhyDin, but they just seemed so....right. And there are a few very long-standing relationships even if they are rather rare.
Now, I have a severe case of the "jitters". I believe Luke and I are meant to be too. I feel it deep down in my core, on a level I never felt before — not even when I was in a soul-bind. But what if I am wrong" What about the differences in our life spans" I doubt I will live a typically long, elven life. Not at the rate I am burning through my personal resources even in a land as mana rich as this. Add in the extra-helping of danger and Evil that abounds in RhyDin and....well, who knows how long any of us have?
Relationships in RhyDin are fragile and not just romantic ones. We are all scarred somehow. We all carry past histories more traumatic than most.
I think I need that hot chocolate now.
~E
~We may shine, we may shatter,
We may be picking up the pieces here on after,
We are fragile, we are human,
We are shaped by the light we let through us,
We break fast, cause we are glass.
Cause we are glass.
I'll let you look inside me, through the stains and through the cracks,
And in the darkness of this moment,
You see the good and bad.
But try not to judge me, 'cause we've walked down different paths,
But it brought us here together, so I won't take that back.~
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((Lyrics from Glass; Thompson Square))