Kamiki looked down at the bundled baby girl in her arms. She had a girl, just as Sileth had wanted. Sure she had been through alot for this little one, The puking, the mood swings, the squashed bladder, and in the end, the pain of child birth. Oh but it was worth it. Every contraction, every round of pain had been worth it. The little one was sleeping now, and she was just watching her do so, amazed that she could have brought something as sweet and precious as her into the world.
She held her close, and let her eyes wander over her features. He hair was the same firey red as her Father's, Sileth. Her heart threatened to tear at that hole that she had there, the one that had been formed when she had found Sileth face down in the fountian, and she shook her head. The little one's eyes were a deep blue, just like hers. She had her mama's nose too.....
She let her eyes close after a moment, and she pictured Sileth in her mind, and how he would be acting right now, if he was there by her side. She believed that he would be grinning in that crazy way of his, and more than likely wanting to hold her. And he would have more than likely been kissing her at random times.
Proud of her, and their baby.
Everything had been perfect.....except for the fact that he hadn't been there. That Sileth was dead, and that he would never be able to hold, to touch, or to even see the one he had helped create. His daughter would grow up, never truly knowing who her father was. Sure, There were the pictures, and the stories, and the personal things that had belonged to him, but it was never the same. She knew that from experience.
She went silent for few more minutes as she held his image in her mind, before she let it fade slowly. Her little one needed a name. She sifted through her memories, until she came to the day that her and Sileth had sat and thought up names for the baby. She smiled as she remembered the First girl name he had suggested with that crazy grin of his. And the more she watched her little one, the more the name seemed to fit her.
"How could you have cause me that much pain, My little Irain..."
She smiled softly, and she leaned down to kiss her little one's forehead gently, before she leaned back, letting her eyes slip to a close.
She held her close, and let her eyes wander over her features. He hair was the same firey red as her Father's, Sileth. Her heart threatened to tear at that hole that she had there, the one that had been formed when she had found Sileth face down in the fountian, and she shook her head. The little one's eyes were a deep blue, just like hers. She had her mama's nose too.....
She let her eyes close after a moment, and she pictured Sileth in her mind, and how he would be acting right now, if he was there by her side. She believed that he would be grinning in that crazy way of his, and more than likely wanting to hold her. And he would have more than likely been kissing her at random times.
Proud of her, and their baby.
Everything had been perfect.....except for the fact that he hadn't been there. That Sileth was dead, and that he would never be able to hold, to touch, or to even see the one he had helped create. His daughter would grow up, never truly knowing who her father was. Sure, There were the pictures, and the stories, and the personal things that had belonged to him, but it was never the same. She knew that from experience.
She went silent for few more minutes as she held his image in her mind, before she let it fade slowly. Her little one needed a name. She sifted through her memories, until she came to the day that her and Sileth had sat and thought up names for the baby. She smiled as she remembered the First girl name he had suggested with that crazy grin of his. And the more she watched her little one, the more the name seemed to fit her.
"How could you have cause me that much pain, My little Irain..."
She smiled softly, and she leaned down to kiss her little one's forehead gently, before she leaned back, letting her eyes slip to a close.