There was a lone figure in the dreary morning mist beside the twin oak trees. She seemed to be sitting in front of one of the graves there, and she was talking softly. To anyone who didn't know anybetter they'd think that this woman had lost it, but due to everything that has happened lately, its a wonder she hasn't.
"I miss you so much Sileth, And i wish you could truly be here right now, with me and Little Irain, As a family.....Like it should be. Like we never had a chance to have, because you were taken from me too early, and way too quickly. Sometimes there are days when i dont even want to get up, to go on living anymore. Then Irain makes herself known somehow, and i am reminded why i have to live. She looks so much like you, other than her eyes"
She fell silent after that was said, and sat there, letting her tears freely fall. She let her greiving heart show, and she let her emotions take over. What she said had been true, and sometimes when she thought of sileth, the hole in her heart felt torn even more. There was a pause then a shake of her head, before she sighed softly and glanced to the stone.
"Why did it have to be you that was killed because of proposition 37? And why couldn't it have been some one els—" she cut herself off at that. She would never wish this pain, this hurt on anyone else. There was a tremble of her lip, and a shake of her head. "Oh and I wonder How sento feels being a granfather..." was said softly with a chuckle, a glint of amusement in her tear filled eyes.
Maybe she'd be better further on down the road, but for now she was still greiving, still had to hold herself together when ever she heard his name unexpectedly. Maybe in time she'd get the courage to go out, perhaps to the inn, and meet new people. But for now she was content to stay in the lair, and avoid painful memories. Especially the ones that were right here in the Glen. She had met him here, and near the lake shore was where they had first made love.
"It hurts my heart too much right now to leave the lair..." was whispered, but perhaps it was the fear that she would meet someone else, someone new that would get close, and take Sileth's place. That if that happened she may forget the one that she had loved so much, the first person that had showed her she was loved for who she was.
"I miss you so much Sileth, And i wish you could truly be here right now, with me and Little Irain, As a family.....Like it should be. Like we never had a chance to have, because you were taken from me too early, and way too quickly. Sometimes there are days when i dont even want to get up, to go on living anymore. Then Irain makes herself known somehow, and i am reminded why i have to live. She looks so much like you, other than her eyes"
She fell silent after that was said, and sat there, letting her tears freely fall. She let her greiving heart show, and she let her emotions take over. What she said had been true, and sometimes when she thought of sileth, the hole in her heart felt torn even more. There was a pause then a shake of her head, before she sighed softly and glanced to the stone.
"Why did it have to be you that was killed because of proposition 37? And why couldn't it have been some one els—" she cut herself off at that. She would never wish this pain, this hurt on anyone else. There was a tremble of her lip, and a shake of her head. "Oh and I wonder How sento feels being a granfather..." was said softly with a chuckle, a glint of amusement in her tear filled eyes.
Maybe she'd be better further on down the road, but for now she was still greiving, still had to hold herself together when ever she heard his name unexpectedly. Maybe in time she'd get the courage to go out, perhaps to the inn, and meet new people. But for now she was content to stay in the lair, and avoid painful memories. Especially the ones that were right here in the Glen. She had met him here, and near the lake shore was where they had first made love.
"It hurts my heart too much right now to leave the lair..." was whispered, but perhaps it was the fear that she would meet someone else, someone new that would get close, and take Sileth's place. That if that happened she may forget the one that she had loved so much, the first person that had showed her she was loved for who she was.