Topic: Glimpses in the Dark

Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-08 19:55 EST
( Following the thread of Kidnapping of Tass...)

"Darkness" always it returned to darkness. But this was of a different sort. There was still the feel of life around" it was more than just the Nothing. This was a darkness of unconsciousness, not of Home. There are"

FLASH

"Voices skirted the outsides of that blankness, entering into it enough only to make their presence known before they fled again, to dance on the outside of that void. But, they were there" always there"

"In that darkness, there were flashes. Images of the past, at least I think it was the past. Perhaps the present weaseled its way into those flashes, but I didn't understand what it was, if ever I did know"

FLASH

Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-08 19:56 EST
"The face of my Father, a face I had once forgotten, long ago. It was a face hard lived and showed little love (though that love radiated form him). Even in rest, it held a fierce scowl, as if always in a battle, constantly struggling, striving to win out, but always losing ground. But this face was troubled, creases deeply engraved into his forehead. His eyes, once so enthralled and involved in everything that was within and around him, still held that awareness, but was clouded by that light which was within. My Father" the Dreamer" the Dream"

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-08 19:58 EST
"Sid. There was a life. It was the first time that I saw her that I felt the pull. It was of a familiar soul, if we had souls. Do the Ancient have souls" Those born After do. I see them all the time, even in my Kin. But what of me" Khirsah" the Second" What of those created before mortals and their like" There is light, even in the darkest of us, but is that light?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-11 11:02 EST
"Blinding. Emotions are so blinding. They take away from thought and reason, totally controlling action. But why' Why are they so powerful as to dominate that which is needed in order to function' Thought is needed in order to process what we encounter. Reason is needed in order to understand that thought. But emotions" They hold no sway in the process of decisions. They only provide a distraction that?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-11 11:08 EST
"breaks. Why does everything break" I have not had peace from these things for so long. My sister" my family' my home" my heart' Will there ever be peace for one such as I" Will there ever be a time when things don't break" when I can just sit back and relax, knowing that I will not need to be there to mend" to fix" No, there will never be a time, I know that. That is not my nature, not my way. I will forever be there to fix, to mend. That is what I do. That is who I am. I will always be there for those that I love. Always there to help them?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-11 11:09 EST
'survive. Kitty survives! So the transplant worked. I had feared that I had not purified it enough, that there was still a small hint of the Darkness mingled in with it. But no, if that were so, she would not be awake, she would be further away from the others than she was previously. Yes, she would be closer to me, but she would not come back from that Darkness. She is not born of it, and thus it would consume her. But would that have been better than to turn her into a part of my Kin" To bear the burden of my blood" Not my kin's blood" my blood. I've done that once before. I have shared my life once before. What came from that was"

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-11 11:10 EST
"a second. That is all I need, a second. These constant flashes of faces, images" they are tearing?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-11 11:11 EST
"a whole. I cannot believe I was so impetuous. If I had taken more time, had done it right, my world" my World! would not have fallen into the state which it is in now. I have placed an unfathomable burden on Alais. How can I ask her to fix my mistake" She strives to rebuild what I should be able to will back. But why don't I" Why do I not do what needs to be done" Was I hurt so much by the leaving of my wife" Why couldn't I fix her" Why did she not return to me" I did everything which I could to revive her" Did she just choose not to come back to me" But she did come back. She came back, but was not the same. Was she" Or was it I that was not the same" Was it I who turned her?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:03 EST
"away. Perhaps it's time that I went away. My time here has been long and I have changed many lives, not all for the good. Would it really matter if I left' If I returned to the land which I was meant to be part of? Returned to my duty as Guardian of those kin who needed the choice, and those that had chosen" Perhaps it was time that I returned, and set right was I had let become wrong on my Isles. Perhaps it was time to return and shut the doors, and build what once was. Perhaps" or perhaps it was time that I let myself make that choice. To live or to?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:04 EST
'die. They will die. All of them. How dare they come to MY Islands and attack MY Kin! They will pay with their souls. Death has found them once, but death is but a door, and I will show them the hell behind it. Oh yes, they will claw their own minds out trying to escape the torment which I will unleash?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:06 EST
"upon the night sky. How long has it been since I have flown free, truly free, in that light encrusted paradise" So close to that of Home, but so much less" so much more. Why do I choose to keep myself within this form' Why do I not take my true form' To return to"

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:07 EST
"me. Return to me. I hear the voice. Return" To where" Why is it pestering me" I feel so content in this darkness. At peace, for the first time in a very long time. There are no worries, no sorrows, no fears and no regreats. There are none that I can hurt, none that deserve?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:07 EST
"torture. I will shred the skin from their mortal bodies and bleed their souls dry. How dare they attack me! They will feel the wrath of the Primordial! They will know what Darkness truly is. They will know the true power of?

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:08 EST
"the law. Why is the law in my mind" What matter is it to me" My law is my own, though I abide by the majority of those set by the council, for no other reason that it would be more of a headache to do otherwise, and more of them followed the same rules I had laid for"

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:09 EST
"power. I can feel it reawakening. But it's purer, darker. Has the Dreamer grown active" What has transpired to cause this" Who has caused Him to"

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Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-06-13 12:10 EST
"awake"

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"Awake"

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?AWAKE!

Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-07-19 17:03 EST
It was as if the sun was beating into my eyes, the light was so bright. But it wasn't the sun. That light wasn't this white. No, the light that demanded my attention came from a different source.

It was not so much that I stood up from what I felt was laying down, but more of a feeling of being picked up and dusted off, much like a parent would a child. Hands, unseen, lifted from me once I was righted, hands which I did not know where there when I awoke. It took but a moment for those hands to clear, and the image extended from them into the man who they belonged to.

"So he awakes. I had begun to believe that you were going to follow your sister"

"Father?"

The man before me smiled, more of a patient one rather than any amusement. "Who did you think it to be? Am I not the one who created you?" He spread his hands, as if to encompass all that which was in and around him. "Did I not create all of this?"

"You did, Father, but why bring me here" What could possibly be of use for me here?"

"You still do not understand, do you, son. I created all this, but I placed its care in your hands. I created you from the logic of your brother and the love of your sister. You are what you are because of them, and are the better of them. Do not get me wrong, I would never choose you above the other two, for they are of me as well, but you hold both of them in you, the best of them in you. Because of that, you were given the task of looking after the Dream."

The look that passed over my face must have been interesting because the man before me chuckled and sighed. "Open your eyes, boy! Has not the world changed as you have" Has it not reacted to what you feel?"

"Yes, but the Isles have always been thus because I am tied to them, Father!" There was an almost whining tone that caught my voice. That didn't sound like me at all.

"Fool of a child, listen! The Isles are your creation, yes, and by that they would feel your moods, but it's more than that place that changes. I will not stand here and tell you what you should see. You are smarter than that and you know of what I speak."

I stood there, a moment, trying to deny once more what I already knew, and knew as well that it was futile. "Yes, Father, I know what you speak of. It is only' I do not want this burden alone any longer."

"It has and always will be yours alone. No amount of companionship will ever change that fact. You know that, so get this silly notion of love out of that thick skull of yours. Even now, while you lie there, others are looking for you, yes, but they are not looking for you because they are your true mate. They do it because they are your friends, and that is all they will ever be." The sneer in his voice only seemed to grow thicker as his lecture grew. "Even now, the one who you gave your bone to companions herself with another. The one who broke the dream stays with the one she was with. The one that was your wife still strays from you, choosing her own way rather than you. It is your lot' get use to it boy.?

Tasslehofl

Date: 2007-07-26 15:44 EST
As he spoke, his words continued to cut deeper and deeper into me. I had not felt so much hurt since the first of the Wars, when we" I" had lost my sister. Even then, it did not hurt so.

"Lies!" I bellowed. I did not care anymore that I sounded like a spoiled child. I would not stand here and take this kind of abuse from anyone, let along my Father. "You know nothing of what it is to love! You, who has always found happiness in creation and destruction! You, who has never truly felt the touch of love! You..."

I was quickly cut off. The blow that stuck me I had never seen, and in truth, had never come. That, however, did not stop the blood splattering from my mouth and nose, and my head rocking around enough that it caused me to twist and fall to a knee.

"Speak to me not, Youngest of the Three, in such a manner." His voice was cold, emotionless. It was as if I was dealing once more with the Elder, but what emanated from the one before me was so much more. I knew that I would not win in this confrontation. "If it were not for love, you would not be, nor would anything that you know."

Had any other stuck me so, I would have risen and destroyed them on the spot. But, as I stood, and turned to face my Father once more, calm settled over me, much like that before the Storms. It did not miss my Father's attention, for a smile twitched at the corner of his lips.

"Now you will think clearly. Anger always did clear your mind of the barriers you placed around it. Our time has ended. I have done what is needed" well, with the exception of one thing.?

Before I could question, there again was a FLASH.