The squeezing stopped. Did she really just accept her punishment? Was she willing to die after all of this? Something? something wasn?t right. Wolvinator was furious with her, but even he realized that things probably weren?t what he thought they were. She was the answer to his questions all right, and he was intent on finding the answers from her. His grip then released from her neck, letting her drop down to the floor.
?So then, speak.? He stated boldly, taking a step backward.
?Yer tryin? to tell me that yer not some femme fatale, that had been changed by the program and made into an assassin? What did Weapon-X do for you, huh? What did they offer you to steal my humanity? Prove to me yer not like Toxin.?
She gasped, sucking in a breath of air, her chest heaving. She was so weak. Blood still trickled from her stomach and her ribs still felt broken. Aly wasn?t in the best shape of her life at the moment, however she answered his queries.
"They offered me the world to find you again, to take care of you. Money, My Family, you name it, it was offered. I rejected it all. All of it. Look into my mind, it's open, every barrier is down, see their graves, see what I did to my family! I don't know how to prove myself. I'm sorry. That's all I have.?
?I don?t want to look into your mind damnit!? He shouted, leaning down to scream in her face. But this time, the anger was absent from his tone. The shouting was more-or-less out of desperation. As they sat there, and the moments passed, his brain was able to process what she had projected earlier. The confusion was leaving him slowly, as his brain did not reject the memories anymore, no longer thinking that they were more memory augmentation.
When he initially woke up, he thought of Alystrianna as if she were Toxin, also known as Natashenka Jiganov, a Weapon X infiltration expert and assassin. Weapon X had a modus operandi of using beautiful women of this nature to take out key targets, and Wolvinator figured this was no different. Year?s prior, Jiganov had managed to seduce him before attempting to take his life, and right now it had appeared that history was repeating itself. The woman who had taken his heart was going to try and take his life. But somehow despite his anger, and their association, he knew deep down that Aly was different.
?I want to hear it from you.? His voice was much calmer now, as he was no longer shouting in her face as if he were a boot camp drill Sergeant.
?I don?t want any other memories; I don?t want any other mental injections. I want to know that what Alystrianna D?Vaustaival is telling me is the god?s honest truth, or so help me god? I?ll give you what you asked for. Adamantium, straight through yer heart.?
?Okay. Okay. I swear. Just please feed me. I need you.? Aly was begging him. ?Think about it. Do you really think I would give myself to you, depend on you for life, if I was going to kill you? I'm dying right now and you're the only one who can save me. What kind of assassin would I be?? She shook her head a bit, trying to clear that thought from her mind.
?It's the truth, I swear it. I don't know how to make you believe, but I need you. I love you and I'll do whatever you ask of me to prove it.?
Aly was desperate. He was listening to her, but she needed to continue listening to her. It was the only way she could explain herself. Again, he leaned down, although this time it was to actually help her to her feet. He didn?t give her an arm, a neck, or anything else to feed on. He was going to bring her downstairs.
?Cold blood, that?s what yer getting? fer right now. I?m not lettin? you sink anything into me.?
Aly and Wolvie had a unique relationship. She was a Vampire, and Vampires used the blood of their prey to feed and to regenerate from wounds or injuries they may have endured; this also gave them supernatural abilities that made them stronger, faster, and more agile then their human counterparts. In this instance however, Wolvinator?s blood cells were quite different. His uncommon mutagenic healing factor made his blood accelerate her healing abilities far beyond any previously comprehendible means. It sustained her, took her scars away, and enhanced her superhuman abilities greater then most, if not all, vampires.
Even though she needed that now, he was only going to give her the minimum.
?Okay. I understand.? She nodded, thankful that he seemed to be willing to listen. She stayed silent as he carried her, she didn't want to press him at the moment.
?I have it packs in the bottom drawer of the fridge, can I have the ones with the newest dates on them, please??
She needed the freshest available to heal faster, and he remained silent until they reached their destination. Once they reached the kitchen he carefully set her down on a chair and complied with her request. Opening up the refrigerator and searching through the bottom drawer her removed a blood pack with a date from two days prior. As he turned around, Wolvie grabbed on the plastic and ripped a small hole open for her to drink from before handing it over.
?There.? Wolvie stated rather sharply.
Aly took it between her bloodied and shaking hands, lifting it to her lips, she drank slowly not wanting to get sick from drinking too fast. She wanted to allow it time to seep in and heal her wounds, rather than pour out of them. Crying out in pain, she felt her body accepting his blood and painfully repairing itself. Leaning back into the chair, she went limp as she drank, being completely exhausted.
?Thank you.?
He pursed his lips and leaned back against the fridge, crossing his arms as he watched her ingest what she needed.
?Uh huh.? He responded. It wasn?t a ?your welcome?, but it?d have to do. At least at this point he wasn?t trying to tear her limb from limb.
?Take yer time. Get yer strength before you start explainin?.?
She nodded to him and finished off the pack, it would do for now, she'd need another in a few hours. Closing her eyes, she tried to sort her thoughts; it was hard to remember the truth when she had been living a lie for so long.
?Can you ask questions and tell me exactly what you want to know? You have to understand, there is so much and it's hard to remember. Please? Bare with me??
?I?m bearin?, yer not dead yet? right?? He smugly remarked.
Despite her telling him the answer prior, he asked her again. He wanted to make sure he was getting straight answers, and it was his own way of fact checking, not to mention getting a complete explanation from her.
?Why did you join the Weapon X program? What did they offer you to join them, and then what did they offer you to assassinate me??
?I didn't join on my own terms.? She answered.
?I am a scientist, that is true. I had started to toy with the idea of Admantium sometime before they discovered me, it wasn't complete and I just had some notes really. I wanted to help people, people like you, who needed to be made whole again, and then they turned it against me. I had no choice but to join them. It was join them or die. In a sick way, I thought I was still helping people, I never knew what was really taking place until it was too late. Leaving after I met you would have meant death, I had to wait it out, play my cards out, but even then they still found me out, and I was given ultimatums. You for my family, you for my life. That was it. I've been running for such a long time Wolvie because you were my choice. You always were.?
She was being completely sincere as she spoke to him, and as she spoke he nodded through her words, picking through them, using his detective skills to try and pick up any lying or misleading tone that she might have. However for all accounts, and without using their psychic link, he knew she was telling the truth.
?What else??
?Is your name actually Alystrianna D?Vaustaival, or is that a cover? Do you have any other aliases??
?My name is Alystrianna, yes.? She nodded to him.
?I know it's stupid to be using my real name, but I didn't want to go by what they called me anymore. I wanted to be me, the real me, somewhere inside. I wanted to honor my family, not let their name die like they did. At Weapon X they called me Violet.?
It was quite obvious why.
?Or Sixty Four. I don't know why, but they, picked Sixty Four for some reason. ? She bit her lip. ?I'm not Sixty Four Wolvie. I'm much, much... older. ? She winced, hating the lie, she had used her code name as her age.
Wolvie nodded, pushing his back off of the refrigerator, and he started to pace through the kitchen. Pacing usually helped him in thinking in the moment, especially in intense situations like this.
?And ... ? her voice changed some, it was still her, but her dialect sounded English, not the slight Slavic tones he was used to. ?I'm from England.?
She looked up to him, afraid for her eyes to meet him. Aly was being a completely open book with him and she was answering questions that he hadn?t even asked her. It was time for the truth, all of it, and he was going to get it.
?England?? Wolvie reiterated. ?Not Leitils Transylvania??
?I spent some time in Leitils...? She offered casually. Wolvie sighed, shaking his head, and continued on with his questioning.
?Alright. It?s been a long time since the project Aly. How in the hell did you follow me to Rhy?Din, a completely different planet, in a completely different plane of existence? It isn?t exactly like walkin? through the park yanno. I would?ve realized if you were followin? me all these years.?
?I didn't follow you, all of the time, just on and off from time to time. I really did arrive here to live last winter. But I could never approach you, I was too scared, until you did it for me that day in the tea shop. I couldn't turn back then, I finally had you and I couldn?t give that up.? She nodded and carried on.
?I know your children, I've met them both, although, they wouldn't recognize me. I can change my look easily, I can be who I need to be.? Pausing for second, she gathered her thoughts and set the empty blood pack aside. There was a grunt as Wolvie shook his head and responded.
?Met my children huh? So this isn?t yer real look? This isn?t the real Aly, my Aly? So yer a fake now, on how many levels??
As he paced he came closer to her, his tone was much lower now and his voice was calm. He moved from being on the brink of berserk, to a much calmer individual. For both of their sakes, it was probably the better choice.
?No no. This is me, my eyes, my hair, everything.? Nodding to him, she gave him a soft smile even despite the harsh question and answer session.
?Not all of it was lies, only the parts necessary to protect you, and now I see that I failed horribly. I'm so sorry. I really am.? She rubbed her stomach again, gently checking for wounds, but they had closed now.
?I'm your Aly, just some of the back details are different. The spunk, the brat, the pain in the ass, the submissive vixen, they are all me. Please try to love me. Forgive me...?
He was easing up, but not entirely, at least not yet. Wolvie pulled a chair up alongside her and gently sat down. There was dried blood all over his right hand, from their previous entanglement, and as he stared down at it the thought crossed his mind to clean it. Then, his blue eyes looked back up, staring her in the face and searching her for more answers.
?So why were ya followin? me, if you stopped workin? for Weapon X years ago? Why bother? Why not just move on??
?Because I told you, I've loved you since I first met you. I've never forgotten your eyes. They've never stopped haunting me. I guess it's the Florence Nightingale affect?? Shaking her head, as she was unsure if that was the symptoms she had for all of these years.
?I don't know, but I fell in love with you when I was caring for you. I had searched years for my mate and the moment I first saw you, laying there in your hospital bed, I knew you were my mate, my true mate. I haven't had another until you. I waited all these years to be with you because I knew no one else could ever make me feel complete.?
?Aly?? There was the voice she knew well. He wasn?t interrogating her anymore, now he was just asking her questions.
?Why didn?t you just tell me? Hiding it like this, I? I coulda killed you Aly. I would have, I? nearly lost all sense of morality upstairs. All? all I saw was the process, the treatment, Toxin, that Doctor, and you. ?
?How could I?! If I told you in the beginning you would have never let me in to get to know you. And now, I was so afraid of losing you. I was scared, I'm a coward.? She hung her head, starting to cry again.
?Weapon X. They are the reason for all my scars. They burned me for hours on end to try and get me to give you up. I wouldn't, even before I really knew you, I knew that I loved you. I'm so sorry I lied to you. But I did tell you some truths. Without you, I will die. I really did bond with you.?
Sighing he shook his head as well. If she were an assassin, this wouldn?t be how things would have turned out. They weren?t only responsible for her scars; they were responsible for his, mentally and physically. The organization had its way of doing that to their test subjects. His hand was placed on the table, nearly reaching out for her, but instead he just let it rest on their kitchen table.
?This changes everything Aly. You need to understand whats going through my head, how can I possibly ever trust you again? What else are you hidin? from me??
?I don't know. But can we try? Can you try to trust me?? She looked up, her eyes searching his. ?I'll do whatever it takes. Get to know the real me, understand why I did it. I've spent years waiting for you and I finally have you, please don't go away now. Please. I'm not hiding anything else. From now own, I am an open book, I swear. Whatever you want to know.? And then she nodded to him.
?No more mind barriers.?
?This is gonna take time Aly, I dunno how much, but I need time. This is possibly the most unexpected news I could have ever thought to hear.? Now his hand reached for hers. His fingers outstretched desperately, needing her just as much as she needed him.
?Just, gimme some time, help me through this Aly. I?m shocked, I?m worried and it?s hard for me to put two and two together right now. I just had the carpet ripped out from under my feet, and I?m thanking god I didn?t over-react and do something that I?d regret.?
?I accept full responsibility.? She responded. ?Whatever you want. I'll sleep in another room. I'll wear an ankle monitor, you name it, I?ll do it. Just please don't give up on us.?
Her hands rubbed over her chest and stomach again, the pain coming back, she was still in need of his blood. Her hand slid back to meet his.
?I'm so sorry.?
?Take it.? He said, motioning to his hand. ?You need it, just take it.?
Obviously meaning for her to feed. She had multiple stab wounds, and even though they healed, they hadn?t healed completely. However she couldn't feed from him, not right now, not like this. Shaking her head, she got up and grabbed two more blood packs from the fridge.
?In time. I need to get myself together too.? Tearing open one, she started to drink from it. "
?I?m not sayin? I?m gonna give up on us, and I?m not sayin? I?m not, but I just need some time to myself. You don?t have to leave, I?m just? gonna need to do a few things.?
?What do you need to do?"
Shaking his head he moved to stand.
?I dunno. I?m just gonna go out for a bit, do some thinkin?, but after I make sure yer alright. I? hurt ya, its my responsibility to make sure yer better.?
?I hurt me. This is my fault. Do what you need to do. I'll be fine.? She sat in the chair, almost zombie like while she drank the blood. ?Really.?
Wolvinator nodded to her and then moved out of the kitchen, starting for the front door.
?I?ll be back?? he said in a low decibel, canvassing the entire length of the house as he made his way toward the exit. She nodded and started to sob again as she quickly ran from the room. She couldn't go to their bedroom; it would kill her to go back in there. She needed to get out anxiety and anger and instead ran for the sub level lift.
After opening the closet he grabbed his thick brown robe. Throwing it around his frame, he quickly laced up his boots and exited the estate, moving out into the early morning light, unsure if he was going to return.