Some hours after Lelah had gone, Ori finally stirred from his seat in the chair. He?d spent all of that time simply sitting and thinking, going over the events of the day, and the few days before, ever since he?d arrived here in RhyDin. He?d told himself that morning that he should keep a journal of his time in RhyDin. He?d even gone and bought a blank book from the Marketplace. He?d kept a journal in high school, and it had really helped to write everything down, lay it all out and be able to look back at it later.
Well, no time like the present, Ori. Get to it. He stood, and walked through one of the doors on the right, into the study. There was the book he?d bought, waiting for him on the desk. He sat down at the desk, opening the book to the first page. At the top, he wrote ?Sunday, April 24th.? That was the day he arrived. Then he skipped ahead two pages, wrote ?Tuesday, April 26th? at the top of the third page. That was the day he?d gone to Inn, met that prick Gideon, and went home with Lelah. The night she?d kissed him. He smiled at the memory. Nothing much happened on the 25th, just him trying out his magic. Two more pages, ?Wednesday, April 27th.? Last night. Dinner. He?d go back and fill in the previous days later. Tonight?s events were too fresh in his mind to put off. He chewed the end of the pen for a moment before starting to write.
At first blush, the night?s events seemed like a near-catastrophe. As I thought about it, though, I realized that I was looking at things entirely the wrong way. She wants me. She wants me. All by itself, that?s more than anyone before. So what if she?s prioritized getting the studio running and the first movie out before a relationship? It?s not that long to wait. Even if it takes a year, it isn?t that long, compared to the emptiness of my life on the Other Side. It?s not like I won?t be busy, either. I?ll be working on the movie right there with her. Which is something else amazing. Look at me now. I?m starting a job, a real job, for a real studio, and I?ll be working on movies! And the most gorgeous woman I?ve ever met told me tonight that she wanted me. Me! She wasn?t teasing me, either. When we were on the bed earlier, I could feel as much desire in her as there was in me. God, she felt so good in my arms. I wanted to keep kissing her until it hurt. And?no, that?s enough of that. I?m going to need more than one cold shower already.
I didn?t much like hearing about her dating Rhys, or flirting with that mamzer Gideon. But that?s stupid. I?ve only known her for four days. We?ve been on one, count it, one date. She knew both of them before I even arrived in RhyDin. I don?t have any right to complain, and I won?t. Not to her, at least. But I?ve seen it before, people trying to juggle relationships like that. It always ends badly. Someone?s going to get hurt. I don?t want her hurting, she?s got enough pain and sadness in her life already. I don?t want it to be me getting hurt either, obviously. Do I have the chutzpah to fight for her, though? Will it even come to that? I don?t know the answer to either, yet. I guess we?ll just have to wait and see. She asked me if I wanted to go to this Beltane Bonfire thing with her on Sunday. Do I ever. It?s only three days away, but even that seems like too long. I wonder if she?d be upset if I called her later. Maybe we could get together, and talk about the studio or something. I don?t care what we?re doing, as long as I?m near her. Which reminds me?I need to ask her if she wants me to make a sign for the studio. Something magical, I mean. I?ve got a spell for permanent illusions that would be perfect for a sign. Wait, I have an idea for a present for her, something that?ll not only look nice, but will give her an idea of what I can do for the studio. She always wears some kind of tulip jewelry, it must be her favorite flower. I can make her a tulip. Yeah, I?m going to go do that now.
He pushed back from the desk and stood, looking down for a moment at what he?d written. It was a good start. He could put the rest down later. And it really had helped, just like he remembered. He felt way better now than he had just after she left. Maybe things were finally looking up for him.
Well, no time like the present, Ori. Get to it. He stood, and walked through one of the doors on the right, into the study. There was the book he?d bought, waiting for him on the desk. He sat down at the desk, opening the book to the first page. At the top, he wrote ?Sunday, April 24th.? That was the day he arrived. Then he skipped ahead two pages, wrote ?Tuesday, April 26th? at the top of the third page. That was the day he?d gone to Inn, met that prick Gideon, and went home with Lelah. The night she?d kissed him. He smiled at the memory. Nothing much happened on the 25th, just him trying out his magic. Two more pages, ?Wednesday, April 27th.? Last night. Dinner. He?d go back and fill in the previous days later. Tonight?s events were too fresh in his mind to put off. He chewed the end of the pen for a moment before starting to write.
At first blush, the night?s events seemed like a near-catastrophe. As I thought about it, though, I realized that I was looking at things entirely the wrong way. She wants me. She wants me. All by itself, that?s more than anyone before. So what if she?s prioritized getting the studio running and the first movie out before a relationship? It?s not that long to wait. Even if it takes a year, it isn?t that long, compared to the emptiness of my life on the Other Side. It?s not like I won?t be busy, either. I?ll be working on the movie right there with her. Which is something else amazing. Look at me now. I?m starting a job, a real job, for a real studio, and I?ll be working on movies! And the most gorgeous woman I?ve ever met told me tonight that she wanted me. Me! She wasn?t teasing me, either. When we were on the bed earlier, I could feel as much desire in her as there was in me. God, she felt so good in my arms. I wanted to keep kissing her until it hurt. And?no, that?s enough of that. I?m going to need more than one cold shower already.
I didn?t much like hearing about her dating Rhys, or flirting with that mamzer Gideon. But that?s stupid. I?ve only known her for four days. We?ve been on one, count it, one date. She knew both of them before I even arrived in RhyDin. I don?t have any right to complain, and I won?t. Not to her, at least. But I?ve seen it before, people trying to juggle relationships like that. It always ends badly. Someone?s going to get hurt. I don?t want her hurting, she?s got enough pain and sadness in her life already. I don?t want it to be me getting hurt either, obviously. Do I have the chutzpah to fight for her, though? Will it even come to that? I don?t know the answer to either, yet. I guess we?ll just have to wait and see. She asked me if I wanted to go to this Beltane Bonfire thing with her on Sunday. Do I ever. It?s only three days away, but even that seems like too long. I wonder if she?d be upset if I called her later. Maybe we could get together, and talk about the studio or something. I don?t care what we?re doing, as long as I?m near her. Which reminds me?I need to ask her if she wants me to make a sign for the studio. Something magical, I mean. I?ve got a spell for permanent illusions that would be perfect for a sign. Wait, I have an idea for a present for her, something that?ll not only look nice, but will give her an idea of what I can do for the studio. She always wears some kind of tulip jewelry, it must be her favorite flower. I can make her a tulip. Yeah, I?m going to go do that now.
He pushed back from the desk and stood, looking down for a moment at what he?d written. It was a good start. He could put the rest down later. And it really had helped, just like he remembered. He felt way better now than he had just after she left. Maybe things were finally looking up for him.