Topic: Sara's Story

Sara Bailey

Date: 2010-07-12 14:23 EST
March 3, 1992
Manhattan - Upper East Side

"Sara!" A woman's voice called from another room. "I don't hear any practicing going on in there!"

Sara frowned at the sound of her mother's voice, pencil moving quickly over the sheet of paper that lay beneath her hand. She knew that if her mother didn't hear her plunking away at the piano keys soon, she'd confiscate her paper and pencils until she felt her daughter had spent a sufficient amount of time on her lessons.

Maureen Bailey had plans for her daughter -- big plans. Ever since Sara had been born, ten years ago to the day, the woman had been carefully planning her daughter's life for her, but Sara had ideas of her own.

Sara set her pencil aside with a sigh and studied the sketch that lay before her -- a whimsical drawing of a garden in full bloom, fairies flitting from flower to flower, instead of birds, bees, or butterflies. She'd paid careful attention to the wings, painstakingly trying to get them just right. Fairy wings had a particular look to them, she thought -- delicate, diaphanous, graceful -- almost, but not quite, like butterfly wings.

Even at the tender age of ten, it was obvious the girl possessed talent beyond that of her peers. Her teachers had said as much, encouraging her to draw and develop that talent, despite her mother's misgivings.

Sara carefully gathered up her art supplies and put them away before her mother could do it for her. She then settled herself on the piano bench, small, slender fingers poised over the black and white keys, eyes moving over the sheet music as she gathered the nerve to once again attempt to conquer "Moonlight Sonata". Her mother had insisted on Beethoven, claiming he was the world's greatest composer, though secretly Sara preferred Lennon and McCartney.

"Sara!" her mother called again, startling the girl out of her thoughts and rattling her nerves. "There will be no party until you've finished your lessons."

Sara frowned again, nervously gnawing at her mouth. She made no reply except to take a deep breath and finally let her fingers glide over the keys. She played the first part of the piece perfectly, having committed the notes to memory, but it wasn't long before her fingers faltered, struggling over unfamiliar territory. Her piano teacher would be unhappy with her, as would her mother. She was supposed to have learned this part of the piece by now, but music did not come as easily to her as drawing.

Sara Bailey

Date: 2010-07-12 14:29 EST
"Sara!"

She heard another voice call her name and looked up from the piano to see her father smiling down at her before sweeping her up into his arms.

"How's my girl?" he asked, grinning from ear to ear, blue-gray eyes shining with pride and joy. It was clear the girl was the apple of his eye, and she returned his love with equal affection.

Sara threw her arms around her father's neck and hugged him close. "Daddy!" she cried. "It's my birthday! I'm ten years old!"

"It is?" he asked, feigning surprise. "I suppose that means presents and cake then."

She smiled and nodded, hazel green eyes shining with delight.

He slipped a hand behind her ear and as if by magic, produced a small, gift-wrapped box tied with a pink ribbon. "This must belong to you, then," he said, as he handed her the box.

Her eyes widened in surprise and delight as she tentatively took the box from her father. "What is it?" she asked, with mingled curiosity and excitement.

"Rob!" Her mother interrupted, shattering the moment, and Sara's heart sank. "She hasn't finished her lessons yet. You'll spoil her."

Robert Bailey heaved an exasperated sigh and set his daughter on the floor, unconsciously tucking her behind him to shield her from his wife's sudden ire. "Beethoven can wait. It's her birthday, Mo."

"Birthday or no birthday, lessons come first."

"Why don't you let her be a kid for once? She's a little girl. She supposed to be spoiled."

Sara frowned at her parents, clutching the small box tightly to her chest, tears filling her eyes. If she could have just one wish, it would be that her parents wouldn't argue so much, especially about her.

"Don't tell me how to raise my daughter, Robert!" her mother scolded.

"For chris'sakes, Maureen, she's my daughter, too!"

Sara Bailey

Date: 2010-07-12 14:33 EST
Sara swallowed hard, tears sliding down her cheeks as she ran to her bedroom, slamming the door shut behind her and collapsing onto the bed sobbing.

The argument in the other room was slowly escalating into shouts and angry accusations, and for the umpteenth time in her life, she felt she was to blame.

After what seemed like forever, the shouts finally died down, and she stopped crying. She wiped the tears from her face and reached for the small package her father had given her, carefully pulling at the ribbon and tearing away the brightly-colored paper. She hesitated a moment, her heart beating a little bit faster, before opening the box.

Inside the box was another box, this one covered in dark blue velvet. She held her breath in eager anticipation as she pulled the hinged lid back to reveal a gold, heart-shaped locket hanging from a chain. She carefully drew the necklace from the box and pried open the locket to find a tiny photograph of herself and her father, a small card folded up inside the box that read, "Forever in my heart."

Tears filled the ten year old's eyes once again as she closed a hand around the locket and pressed it to her chest, her heart swelling with love and affection for the man who was her father. It wasn't so much the gift that touched her heart, but the gesture and the meaning behind it. Secretly, she promised that she'd treasure the locket forever, just like she treasured his love.

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Sara Bailey

Date: 2010-10-28 13:17 EST
June 9, 1988
St. Luke's Roosevelt Hospital Center, Manhattan

"Daddy, he's all wrinkly," six-year old Sara remarked as she pressed her nose against the glass to peer into the hospital nursery at the small bundle wrapped in blue that was her newborn baby brother.

Robert Bailey laughed and scooped his six-year old daughter up into his arms. "Newborn babies always look like that, Sara. I promise he'll look better in a few days."

"Did I look like that?" she asked, turning curious, round, hazel eyes toward her father.

"You were the most beautiful baby ever," he told his daughter with a smile.

"As beautiful as Max?"

He laughed. "Boys aren't beautiful, Sara. They're handsome."

"I think he's beautiful," she proclaimed turning back toward her brother. It was true he was red and wrinkly, but there was something about him that touched her heart. It was love at first sight.

Robert smiled, touched by his daughter's innocence and honesty. "No one is as beautiful as you, Sara."

"Not even Mama?" she asked, eyes wide.

He smiled. "Not even your mother." He leaned closed to whisper in her ear, "But let that be our secret." He brushed a kiss against her cheek and held her close. She was more precious to him than anyone or anything. He'd almost lost her twice, and he wasn't about to let anything happen to her again, no matter what.

Sara looked in wide-eyed wonder at her father. In her opinion, her mother was the most beautiful woman in the whole wide world. Tears sprang to her eyes as she wound her arms around her father's neck and hugged him close. The love he showered on her almost made up for the lack of affection shown by her mother. "Do you think Mama will love Max?" she asked, tears sliding down her face.

The smile faded from Robert's face. He once thought he knew his wife's heart, but she'd become a stranger to him these past few years, and he'd wondered more than once if Max was even his.

He remembered the night Max had been conceived, the only night he could have been conceived. They'd fought and she'd gotten drunk, blaming him for trapping her in a loveless marriage and ruining all her aspirations. None of it was true, of course, but in her mind, Sara's birth and their subsequent marriage had ruined all her plans. Somehow, she'd found her way into his arms, and for one night, they'd recaptured what they'd once had, but in the morning, she was gone from his arms and his bed, leaving an empty hole in his heart.

He wasn't sure what to tell his young daughter, who at the tender age of six, could already sense her mother's ambivalence. If anyone felt trapped in a loveless marriage, it was him. He'd done the right thing and married her, but there was little love left between them. If it wasn't for Sara and now Max, he would have left, but he loved his children more than anything and couldn't bear to be without them.

"What do you say we get some ice cream?" he asked his daughter, quickly changing the subject.

"But we haven't had lunch yet!" Sara exclaimed with a small gasp.

Robert smiled widely, green eyes dancing with mischief, as he brushed the tears from his little girl's face. "Just this once, let's be bad and have dessert first."

Sara's eyes grew wide with undisguised surprise. "Really? Can I have chocolate?"

Robert laughed and started toward the door with her in his arms. "You can have whatever your heart desires, my angel."

Sara wrapped her arms around her father's neck and hugged him close. "I love you, Daddy!"

That was all he needed to hear to make it all worthwhile.