Topic: Thoughts of a vampire

Victor Walsh

Date: 2007-06-19 16:43 EST
I just got back from talking to Darkmere...on another subject..that I have kept to myself for a long time. I have said nothing to no one about it...least of all Shea. I do love her...our daughter that grows in her womb...and Aiden..like he was my own son.


- He sighed a moment, as he looked around the empty house, then back to his new book. -


I had to get this off my chest to someone, and as luck would have it..I was able to talk to Darkmere. He helped me many times before in my life...and did so again. It will be a hard topic to speak with my morning star about, but I hope it goes well...and I don't blow up..and start yelling..


I just hope...that she can see..that we have a specail moment in life going..and we stay together...I have already said things..I shouldn't have...but sometimes...you have to say things that hurt..to let someone know how you feel.. It's a part of life.


Victor


- He sighed softly again as he reread what he just wrote, before closing the book, and tucked it into the desk, after signning his name. -

Victor Walsh

Date: 2007-06-27 17:01 EST
Shea and me talked about everything. Things that bothered me, and things that bothered her. It went well..We came to terms with each other yet again, with her pulling back from fighting in Rhy'Din.. I have taken her place, but do so in the shadows...like I always have. We still go to Rhy'Din..but it seems to be less and less.


Things are going well for us. Adamina is growing everyday in Shea's womb.. I know that she will be loved by our family. I know we have talked about it many times...but I never thought I would be married..or have a family. I have both now. Shea means the world to me.. My lovely...elven goddess...My wind mage..My morningstar. Nay...my angelic..vampiric morning star.


- He smiled to that after writting it down. -


It surprised me when Shea willingly made that change. I know it is magic, but still it meant alot to me..that Shea wanted to make us closer than ever. I will always love her for the woman she is.. A knight and a lady, as well as my loving wife. She is my soul and my heart. I should head out now..I must continue to fight the good fight..but I don't do so for myself, or the people of Rhy'Din. I do so because Shea can't.

Victor Walsh

Date: 2007-07-03 16:27 EST
It has been a few days since I wrote down anything. I know Shea has always done things on her own, and I understand that. I was used to that as well, but time changes people. I have gone from a former killer, to the man I am today. I have everything I ever wanted. I have a family of my own.


Yet still...there is a part of me...that feels like the world is falling to pieces around me.. I say nothing about it. I know I should bring it up to someone, but I still keep it to myself. It's a habit I have always had. It is hard to put into words, what I am feeling.


I find myself once again, with a topic I do not wish to worry others with. I should talk to someone, but I'll do that after a brief trip. I need some time to think things over, before voicing them. I'll inform a few people, so they can keep watch for me. I am doing this to get my mind focused again... I just hope everyone will not hate me for this.


- He sighed softly as he looked around the house a moment, before closing the book.. In the next moment, he slipped out of the house...and into the horizen. -

Victor Walsh

Date: 2007-07-08 16:31 EST
It is done. I just got back from my trip, after Shea came to me. We talked again, on the things bothering us. She had talked to Darkmere and her sister, Shavyn before coming to me. Once we finished talking, we both decided from now one...our family and our marriage comes first. I will keep my promise to her, and only go to the Inn. As well as keeping myself out of fights, unless I just have to step in.

He looked over his shoulder to the sleeping wind mage, and couldn't help but smile.



I will never leave her again. We have seen and overcome alot, in the short time we have been together and married. I regreat nothing, that has passed between us. All the talks, the meetings and partings, or the choice to protect her over all others.. She is my lover...The mother to our child..but more importantly...She is my wife.


Victor

He closed the book again, then put the candle out before slipping back into the bed with Shea. Once he laid down, he fell asleep...Not a worry in the world.

Victor Walsh

Date: 2007-07-17 16:58 EST
We are here in Greenstone, visiting Salice and Etten. We learned that Kahn and Audrey are expecting as well as Gabe and Alana. It seems as if there is something in the water here, seeing how most of Shea's family I have met here..are expecting childern. I find myself thinking back from time to time..on how everything started.


It started so innocently between us. The meetings in the marketplace, in the Red Dragon Inn, with it slowly turnning with the both of us falling in love. I remember my trips here, meeting Shea's family before our trip here for the Spring Festival. Gainning the trust of her sister to the point of getting their father's sword, which I still carry, as well as their father's medalion.



I know we have had our differences in the past, but what couple doesn't? Yet..dispite all the arguements we have had...It has brought us closer together, as well as deepening our love and devotion to each other. I have told Shea, about a vision I have seen of our daughter.. She will be like her mother...A beautiful young woman, with a strong wild spirit. Then there is the other side of the coin..as they say..I have seen a glimpse of the male..that I feel will win her heart.


I think I will go and see Gabe and Alana, while we are here. I am not sure..but I have the feeling, a meeting with them will confirm what I have seen. Enough on that..I am starting to ramble, then again...seems I do a lot of that now, since being with Shea.



Victor

Victor Walsh

Date: 2007-08-16 17:15 EST
I was told once, that if you want something bad enough..that you have to fight for it. I know that to be true to a certain point. I in a way, had to fight with Shea to get her to take a step back..and relax. True, it was that dedication that made me fall in love with her. Enough on that, we both have put our love, marriage and family first.



It's the first time in my life..that I feel I belong somewhere..That I am wanted and needed. " Things come to those who wait. " It appears that if true as well. Shea, Aiden..and Adamina..even though she hasn't been born yet..are my world. I would do anything for them, even if I have to travel the realms.. I just hope I turn out to be a good father.



Aiden is a good kid. He is as smart as Shea...and has more wit than me, but he in my eyes already a grown man..I can teach him. I am honored and blessed that he calls me father. I know what he has gone through, without having a father...yet at the same time..I never knew my family.


I have come far from where I started in life.. Everyone here..knows of my past. I went from being a blind..assassin..to being the man I am today. Married to a lovely woman, whom carrys our child. I now look towards the future, and with Shea beside me...I can face anything.. She is very precious to me...My wife...My morning star. My angel. She is my heart and soul now..without her..I would be nothing.



He smiled softly, as he looked over to the sleeping form of Shea, drapped in cloak.


Victor

Victor Walsh

Date: 2007-11-11 17:36 EST
We are back in Shea's homeland for the winter festival, as well as the marriage of Darkmere and Jade. They are to be married on Jade's birthday, with Salice being the one to marry them. On top of the wedding and festival..There will be a few childern being born. Etten and Salice are looking mre and more like a married couple as time passes by.


I look around the lands, and sence the peace this place has..as well as the happiness that flows through out the land as well. So many childern being brought into the realm here. Adamina will be born in the coming weeks, with Warner to be born within hours of that. I know that this is a tough time for Shea, with all that has happened in the past.


I have said it before to her, and wrote it down many times. Nothing will ever change how I feel for her. She is my morning star, as her smile always brightens my darkest days. I love her deeply, and will always love her. I will do all that I can for her and our family..No matter the cost.



Victor

Victor Walsh

Date: 2008-01-29 13:57 EST
It's been a while since my last entry. Adaminna and Warner have been born. Both such lovely babies. I have been staying closer to the castle as of late. Spending more time with Shea and our daughter. Darkmere and Jade have been staying at the castle as well. As they are on a long honeymoon.

They have also been helping out with Adaminna. It's nice to see Jade so willing to learn how to take care of childern. As well as seeing how happy the two of them are. Not much has happened since my last entry.

Shea still slips off to Rhy'Din, every so often. But I don't act that I know. Tis alright with me now. We both have friends there, as well as it seems. When the day comes. There will be more family members in a way.

Georg..A long time friend of the Alcars, and of mine. Is wanting to marry a young woman called Nicole. From what Shea has told us about her. She's a perfect match to the pirate. I wish them both the best of luck. As well as a life time of happiness.

Everyone here is still enjoying the peace, as well as getting along. Well..Most of the time. There's still Magus from what I have heard, still pesters Willow when ever he gets the chance. They so act like a married couple at time. Though I'd never tell either one that. Willow would deny it, with Magus using it to add fuel to the fire.

Well..that's all I can think of to write down for now. I'm sure something will come up later.

Victor

Victor Walsh

Date: 2008-06-06 19:39 EST
I have bee slacking off on my writting, but a lot of things had been going on the last few months. Things have happened that have shocked everyone, but things have been patched up.

The first thing was what happened between Shea and Darkmere. It was a hard couple of weeks after they had slept together, but things are much better now. No sooner than that problem was taken care of.

Alaric returned and was finally defeated by Magus of all people, after he had a fight with me. I am not taking anything away from the shadow mage, that Novella loves. He fits right in with the men here, even if he tends to keep to himself unless his wind mage is around.

After the trouble with Alaric was settled, there were some old enemier of Willow that showed up. It took most of the combined forces to defeat them. I know Ghallon is worried over what happened with Willow, once everything was over. I would be the same way if anything happened to Shea.

And now we are at the current moment. Shea is with Ghallon to keep an eye on him. As are Shaun, his lady Sira..as well as Aiden and Mila. Salice from what I have heard..went to help with caputring the only two remainning Cutless men.

Everything here is being taken care of in Salice's brief absence. Etten and Kahn have taken up getting messages out, with help from Darkmere when he isn't pampering Jade. Adamina is growing just fine, and looks more like her mother everyday. Though I feel when she gets older, Shea will go out of her way to try and keep her locked up.

That is all I can think of to write down for now. I just hope that the peace that so many had bled for this time, last for a while. No one here cares for war, but everyone here has somethign to fight for. They have their loved ones, their friends..and their homelands.

Victor.

Victor Walsh

Date: 2010-09-18 23:07 EST
I have really slacked off on writting in this journal, but there has been a lot going on again as of late. I will hit the hight points of everything that has been going one.. Where to start?

Ah yes. Darkmere and Jade added two twin daughters to our ever growing family. Angel and Azura, both growing up every day as I write this down. With both looking like Jade, with traces of their father within them.

Etten and Salice are finally married and are expecting a child of their own, with Lang and Hera being marred and a child of their own. Now we have gotten word, that Damien has finally asked Sira to be his wife.

Georg was in Credia recently, with a woman called Lori. If I must say. They make a rather cute couple, from what we were told by willow. With Willow herself meeting her own daughter for the first time, and finding out she is with a drow male named Zhorn.

There is more I ma probably forgetting at the moment. I will try to keep up better with this. But being a father has been taking up most of my time, minus spending time with Shea, Aiden and Mila. I no longer have the drive in me to fight, but for them I would do so without a second thought.

Victor.