Topic: A Dream, in Four Parts

The Flash

Date: 2006-03-27 09:49 EST
((the dream takes place during the night of March 25 (or, perhaps more properly, the very early morning of the 26th), 2006, after the events of http://rdi.dragonsmark.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=938 on the 25th. Three of the settings come from the lyrics of “When Push Comes to Shove,” by the Grateful Dead, as does some of what happens. An element or two is taken from other songs of theirs. Frost’s poem, “Miles to Go Before I Sleep” is referenced, as is “Ozymandias,” which was penned by Percy Bysshe Shelley, who was Mary Shelley’s husband. In case anyone wonders at the connection to Frankenstein in the desert.))

In his dream, the Crimson Flash was running.
This was not all that unusual, in itself. After all, when one does something enough, it’s going to creep into their subconscious. Once that happens, it’s only a matter of time before it winds up in dreams.

But while he ran, things without faces screamed, gibbered, and called. That was brief. Before long, the things resolved themselves, became a man. He was sure he’d seen the man before, and eventually realized that he recognized him from his days in school. Goethe. Or was it Goethe’s creation, Faust? Either way, the senseless sounds shifted and twisted themselves into a human voice, speaking of reasons and callings. “What is the reason for a calling?” he seemed to ask. “Can a calling lead to reason?” was the question in response. Crim wondered if Goethe was having a conversation with Faust, all in one. Or was one of those voices his own?

As dreams tend to do, the scenery changed. He had been running through an undefined landscape, full of shadows and vague shapes. It could have been anywhere, really, depending on which angle you looked at it from. Except that it was no where, and the angles were all wrong. Triangles did not add up to one hundred-eighty degrees, rectangles did. Now, it became the city. Buildings rose up, wood and stone and steel and brick and glass. It was Rhy’Din, he was sure of it, but not any part of Rhy’Din he had been in before. Most of what he had seen was either medieval or modern, with small variations on those themes, in style. This was Victorian. Where was he?
He considered stopping to ask for directions, but one is not always in control of their own actions in dreams, and he could not stop if he tried. Besides, there were no people, any more. Not even Faust/Goethe.

He was running toward a great edifice on a hill, a towering structure built of brick. A blink, and the building is made of living lightning. No. A trick of the light. It is still brick.
He realized that the door would not open, nor would the windows. But he did not slow as he got closer, instead felt an adrenal surge. Muscles tightened, and his body shook.
When he reached the door, yards high and made of shining steel, he kept running. And passed through it.
Inside was another person from the books he used to read. Or two. Victor von Frankenstein and his monster, in one. Was Frankenstein always the monster? He didn’t have bolts in his neck, originally, Crim was sure of that. Hollywood added those.
Tesla coils sprang to life, and lightning shot across the room. A white noise, a scream that lasts for miles, an animal snarl and, more frighteningly, a human one.
Crim stopped running.

The Flash

Date: 2006-03-27 09:49 EST
He was no longer in the city. He felt sure of that.
Odd that he should feel the need to think that, to remind himself that he was sure, when surrounded by trees and other vegetation. He had wound up in a wood, a leafy forest. When did that happen? He had known he was dreaming, at some point, but that knowledge had passed out of his mind since.
There was lightning, he was sure of it. A glance up, through the canopy, revealed a tapestry of stars. Not a cloud in sight. Did the lightning bring him here? He wasn’t sure. Lightning can do amazing things, he knew. He had ridden inside a bolt of it, once. Or did it ride in him?
“I must be dreaming,” he said aloud, though his mouth never moved. He wondered why the realization did nothing to reassure.

He was on a trail, so he followed it. Walking now, not running. He couldn’t run here; there were trees and roots and snagging vines. These woods were lovely, dark and deep, or so his mind said to itself. In truth, they were older than he could guess, the trees wider and more gnarled than they should have been. Leaves were green, but they were also red and gold and brown. Some were even all four. Moss grew in wide spirals around the trunks of the trees, giving lie to the notion of it always pointing north. Of course, in this dream, north could be in every direction.
There was something about this forest that seemed to call to him. Like it was home. But there was something else, telling him to be afraid. Did something gibber in the distance? Maybe that was himself. He was no longer sure of the difference between himself and his surroundings.
“If this is a dream, there is no difference,” he reminded himself.

If he had to guess where he was, when he first arrived in that wood, he would have guessed somewhere in Europe. France, perhaps, or Germany. The Europe of long ago, before industry made it modern.
As he walked, for miles and for hours, it seemed, the character changed. Now, he would say Asia. He couldn’t say what hat changed. Perhaps the leaves got broader, or the trees more slender. Regardless of how he could guess Asia, he could swear there were tigers out there, though he could not see or hear them. He thought he could smell them, but he didn’t know what a tiger smelled like, so that couldn’t be the case. There paws were brick, more solid than clubs, and their claws were stainless steel. Where did that image come from?
Tigers there were, and he had the proof of it when one burst out of the trees in front of him. He could not stop walking toward it, could not speed up his gait to run. A mighty swipe of a stone and steel paw, striking his ear, and Crim stumbled, eyes squeezed closed.

The Flash

Date: 2006-03-27 09:50 EST
When he opened his eyes, the forest was gone. The tiger was a limestone statue, surface gouged deep by wind and time.
Golden sands swirled around him, dunes as far as the eye could see. The dust, kicked up by an unfelt wind, stung his eyes. He blinked, reaching up to his mask. The lenses were gone. Had they been there when the tiger struck? He thought they were, but he couldn’t be sure.
He walked, having chosen a direction at random. The sun was directly above him, and it was hot, but not uncomfortably so. As he looked at the dunes around him, he thought he saw faces. There were some familiar, some not. Had there been faces in the forest? He thought he could remember them, in the trees. Was that a true memory, or was he adding it as he thought back on it? Was there a difference? He was, he reminded himself, dreaming. Or had he woken up when the tiger struck?

He turned, to look back. His footprints trailed off in the distance. A trick of the light, or of the mind, and they shimmered. He could swear there were other footprints in the sand, walking with his own. Some of them were not from human feet, he was thinking.
When he turned back, to look forward, he saw two great stone legs, broken off near the knees, rising from the sand. A look past them, and a face lay half-exposed. This stirred a memory, though he couldn’t be sure what. He felt a connection to Frankenstein, in that partially buried face. There was a poem behind it, he was sure. He had seen another poem, in this dream, if dream this be, he thought.
He walked past the legs, past the face, past the pedestal with words carved into it he had no hope of reading. The lone and level sands stretched far in that boundless and bare desert. He was sure that he stole that thought, but from who?

No matter, there was a sound now. A shaking, a rattling. Was it his teeth, as the sun has gone down and the stars come out, and it was cold? No. A hand rose, and his jaw was steady. He stopped to look for the sound.
Out of the sands, a bolt of tan lightning streaked out. Fangs struck the lens over his left eye, and he caught the rattlesnake. Wasn’t that lens gone, only a moment ago? He wasn’t going to question it overmuch. It may have saved his life. The snake was thrown to the side, and he ran. He felt silver pepper his back, though he couldn’t say how he knew it was silver. A bullet flew past, made of the same sands he ran through.
As he looked back, to see no living creature but that snake, his feet caught on something. As he fell, he was vaguely aware of barbs digging into his shins and ankles.

The Flash

Date: 2006-03-27 09:51 EST
He put his hands out, to catch himself as he fell. He noted, with some surprise, that they were not gloved. As his hands sank into a pool of clear water, finding purchase in the silt, he realized that his entire costume was gone. He was wearing loose and simple clothing, in brilliant green and warm deep brown.
As he rose, water dripping from his hands and arms, he turned to absorb his surroundings. He was not surprised to see that they had changed again. Soft green grass crept up to the rushes and sugar magnolias, in the shadow of weeping willows. More flowers could be seen on rolling hills in the distance, violets and roses, orchids and lilies.
The building was dark and full of mystery. The forest was deep and ominous. The desert was bare and lonely. This garden, though pleasant and calm and lovely, brought fear into his heart. He felt sure that some danger lurked under the carpet of green, beyond the fluttering wings of butterflies.

As he walked, and the garden proved more beautiful than that first impression, his worry grew. He knew that beauty could be dangerous, but that wasn’t what was bothering him. He realized that he was afraid not of the beauty itself, but of the knowledge that all beauty is fleeting.
Flowers wither. Trees fall. Grasses die. And cool, clear pools dry up. The best of things can be destroyed in a night, or in a moment of carelessness. “When push comes to shove,” he muttered to himself, wondering what it meant. He was sure he had heard it before, in a song or a rhyme.

He came upon a river as he walked, dark with kicked up mud. Kneeling by it, he dipped his hand in, drew up a bit of the water, which became clear as it left the river. A sip, and he felt refreshed.
He stood to walk alone by the black muddy river, following it. There was a quiet joy to it, the dark soil pulled up, full off nutrients drawn from the dead of the past. That mud, when it settled, would create life, he knew. Life leads to death leads to life.
Beauty is fleeting, but it is also never-ending. As he stopped to reflect on that, his eyes lifted to follow the river, which seemed to roll on forever. A deep, contented breath, and his senses were filled with the scent of flowers.

He turned, to see a vast spread of rose bushes where before he was sure there had been only grass. His hand shook, though he could not say why, as he reached out, fingers brushing lightly over the petals. He wondered at them, for they were not red, or pink, or white, but blue-green. It was a strange color, for a rose, but it seemed to fit.
He reached to pluck one, to take with him in his journeys, but the thorns pricked his unprotected fingers. As his lifted his hand to his mouth, dark red beads forming, the roses moved. Vines sprang out, and thorns dug into his flesh as they wrapped around him. He felt pain, skin tearing. He also felt…release? He gave up, decided not to struggle. While the vines grew tighter, the pain subsided. The perfume of roses filled his nose, his senses, his mind. There was nothing beyond that scent, as the vines crushed him and tears flowed from his eyes.

He woke, sitting bolt upright, sheet wrapped tight around him. He shook, adrenaline from the dream kicking through into the waking world. He rose from his bed, got himself a glass of water, and paced the floor until the surge passed over him. A glance out the window, to see that it was not yet even the twilight before dawn.
Going back to his bed, he lay once more. A contented sigh, and he returned to sleep.