Topic: Elemental

NightRunner

Date: 2009-11-07 20:35 EST
Elemental
Stone Cold Reality

"I've seen your world with these very eyes.
Don't come any closer; don't even try."
--Steve Perry; I Stand Alone






The beach was as he knew it would be.

It wasn't far from the Red Dragon; in fact, quite close to the Rhy'Din dockside. The thing was, it was close to the sea and that was the thing. Wasn't it?
He didn't ask himself that question too many times.

When his paws touched the sand, Renne called his pony out and for a while, let her run. He let her run, roam and graze wherever she wished -- that animal was the thing he could trust. There was only one thing he wished and it was beyond Ty'Rekh. And that was all right.
Ty'Rekh was Ty'Rekh and he loved her.

When she ran full pelt down the beach, he smiles at hearing the pounding hoofbeats alongside the rolling surf. When she was gone to her favourite grazing spot, Renne faced the sea and the emptiness and the miles of what he had to confront in himself. He didn't kid himself; he knew. The marble thing stained in sand, salt and spray knew; its lengthening shadow against a setting sun seemed intent on touching him with its cold reality.

Darkness

Renne paced along the beach in a very old, very familiar triangle-path. He remembered too much and too little all at once; felt the colours and tasted their bittersweetness.
You are beginning to like them.

His head shook against the words whispering in his mind. The words drew the temptation too close to ignore. He kept on going, rounding to the second leg in his familiar route. What he knew, logically, was the truth. It wasn't embellished or gowned. It just was, and was heavy on his shoulders.
What was, what is and what might be rang through his ears and nearly made him choke as he came to the third leg of his path. It was like lancing a bitterly infected wound and he tasted the brown-amber-black of it all.
The foul shadows were like a sulfurous mass caught in his teeth. In his mind, he felt the dull, sadnpaper-burn of the past.

Renne stopped.
That was just it, wasn't it?

I have found the edge of silence

Without a thought, Renne broke from that familiar path and raced down to the pounding sea. To it, he cried. He hadn't wept in a long while and it hurt to cry. Renne sang in the tears, re-living all that had been.
When he screamed to the sea, the sea roared back and when he was silent, unable to cry for the sheer fact he couldn't breathe, the sea still roared at him.
Red blazed by with the taste of cinnabar. It taunted him with the irrational rage, hot/cold. It smelled bloody and Renne turned his face away from it.

You are beginning to like them.

Amber. New things and old things entwined and gave a new sensation. It was terror, earthen-brown terror but it wasn't. Muted by something like honey. Tempting. Just barely out of reach.
It was enough to whisper the questions.

Renne turned from the sea, backed up and sat on the sand for a while. He found himself singing his name as it was meant to be heard as tears streamed down his face.

He was beginning to like them.

And it scared the Hell out of him.

NightRunner

Date: 2009-11-09 16:33 EST
Elemental
Prospero Storm

"All my dreams pass before my eye, a curiosity."
--Kansas Dust in the Wind






In a strange, twisted way, Renne thought of returning to the Labyrinth.

He knew the Labyrinth in the far-western deserts. He knew its place on the barren, featureless landscape where life either became tough or didn't survive. You either survived or you didn't. If you didn't, the wind scoured everything away until only dust remained.
Dust.

Dust and the Labyrinth.

Renne remembered the intense exchange with Oobie in the back alley. He'd gone there after the sea had roared at him and he had screamed back. He had told her one of his ancient legends; one that had been well known. He told her about friendship and its tenuous grip here in Rhy'Din. They had ended up in tears out there in the quiet of the back alley. Coming to grips with one another was the easy part. Coming to grips with his churning emotions? It turned out to be the storm that a bardess had sung of later that night.

Yes sir, ready for the storm

A storm had come down through the Inn that night; one that he wasn't ready for.

The bardess had sung, so he had sung with her, offering an eerie countermelody to the song of a sailor in his tempest. When they had silenced, the Red Dragon's door opened with an onslaught of emotion. He had heard a familiar pair of Humans enter; his happiness at first barely bridled.
It was in fact, the quiet and the way of them that sent warning bells into his head.

Albatross is flying

Thunder and wind lashed in his mind.

Renne had felt his skin and eyes turn to tiger-eye amber. He hoped the amber didn't turn into full-out brown and he kept an ear on Oobie. Sometimes literally when the jesterette took up a place on his head. The emotions swirled about; he tasted and felt them all.
The metallic denial in Harold's voice, he heard it and his skin flashed. The deep warning of something between a sickening gray and bloody crimson. He knew Fear and he was beginning to feel it again as the winds of emotion danced around him.

Quietly, Renne wondered how Humans understood Emotion.

He was caught in a hurricane indoors.
The winds only howled in his ears, across his amber-gold flashing skin but new voices thundering from somewhere upstairs made him whimsically think of the few Deities he'd heard in his lifetime.
It sounded like an angry god unleashing his wrath upon an otherwise oblivious world beneath him.

Wrath of the gods.

It seemed somehow fitting in the torrential swirl that made up the noise he felt.

Renne curled in, covering his ears as if he could block out the howls that couldn't be heard. The storm was felt, understood and he had a choice. He knew the choice well enough.
Oobie's voice caught him off guard and he flushed a little as her words rang through.

Part of him cursed but he made up his mind.

He didn't run from the storm indoors; the emotions washed around and through him. His skin flashed amber, gold and tawny as another instinct presented itself. Renne held onto it and kept his promise.
Memories relived in the middle of an indoor storm; a Prospero-voice chanting at the edge of the hurricane.

I shall not run.

NightRunner

Date: 2009-11-18 20:20 EST
Elemental
Baptism of Fire

"To indulge in a Human colloquialism: Have you lost your small, glass gaming spheres?"
--Foreword; I Am Spock







Rhy'Din had always been a confusing place.

Confusing, conflicting and he wondered why he always came back.

It was far into the dark of night after he'd heard Pavel and Scotty depart to find sleep. He'd stayed on the Red Dragon bar to try and sleep but that proved easily fruitless.
He had frightened the Russian; that much he knew. He had asked the man questions he didn't think he was bold enough to ask. The right to ask them? Renne didn't know the answer to that either. The memories and emotions these people stirred in him were frightening. Familiar and frightening.
Always the precedent

Renne said nothing as he packed his furs and crawled out of the inn.

The outside to him was scalding-cold but it didn't seem to matter. Wind whipped over his face and through his hair as he moved as fast as he could go, running to a place constant and not. He knew the beach as soon as skin touched sand, knew the sound of the sea as it roared to him.
When Renne stopped on the shoreline, he sat and forced himself to be still. He didn't notice the sand beneath him turning to glass anytime it touched his burning, colour-flashing skin.

-Analysis-
Begin.
-The Humans. Scott and Scott. Pavel. Coraline. Harold.-
I shall run.
-Why? Logic? Explain.-
I shall not repeat.
-Why? Speak.-
Concepts, too lofty. Too much to handle.
-Friendship? Belonging?-
Do not exist here.
-Then...why have such emotions begin toward them?

He couldn't answer his own question.

The words shocked him out of the trance-like state and the rising tide around him vapourised away at his touch. He could turn sand to glass and water to steam. He could burn like a star and not think twice. He could survive in the most savage environments.
But he couldn't stop running.
The Analysis trance came again as his skin burst into a blinding array of colour. Poison-dart-frog orange, coral-snake red. Goldfinch yellow. Under all that came the tone of earth-brown.
He was terrified.

-His mind was a familiar place-thing-time. He ran through the petrified forests of banfa'al trees, turned gray from death and bare from years in death. The road beneath his feet clacked the hollow echo of bones.
Fire burned behind him. Thunder crashed above him.
Renne howled at the searing wind, ran and kept running.-
"You cannot flee them."
"I can! I will."
"You cannot."
He skidded to a halt.
"Why?"

The fire behind him grew closer, roaring its fury. The landscape echoed of gray death, blue sorrow and hollow, meaningless steel. Meaningless steel and insincere gunmetal gray.
It wasn't logical to flee, was it? It had to be.

The fire consumed him as he remembered. He didn't yet know if saying what he had to Harold, to Pavel, to Scotty...He didn't know yet if calling them "Friends" was going to be another mistake.-

The tide rose and steamed around him. No rain fell tonight, but as the sun rose on the horizon, it bore the blood-red warning of old. With that angry sun at his back, Renne crawled wearily back to the Red Dragon Inn.

Red sky at morning.

NightRunner

Date: 2009-11-22 21:45 EST
Elemental
What Means, the Sea and Rain

"Misfortune shows those who are not really friends."
--Aristotle








The rain wasn't a thundering storm.

It was a steady kind of rain, somewhere between a mist and a driving sheet. With the sun reflecting off of the sea and sky, Nature gave Renne a blazing light show whose beauty he'd never know. They did it never knowing the emotions they so well blazed for the world.
Their audience which remained on the beach oblivious to their spectacle thought of things. Reconciled things.

-The sun and stars wept as they put on their show. Their single-entity audience was bound to never see it, never know it but they put on their show anyway. Sol reflected a blazing blood-red from his sister the sea and she answered back with diamonds. You see, the sea and sky knew that Renne wept. The sky wept but aimed to cleanse him. To finally rid him of the shadows that had plagued him for the last three years.
Polaris shone and the Star-Shepherd's sheep followed. They were like ice-silk drops that foretold a musky dance partner in the Blood-sun red.
Blood-sun red streaked across an azure floor, perpetuating a strange cold-warmth. The stars above dropped diamonds into ephemeral clouds. When the clouds wept, the sea became quiet.
Below the celestials, a life form struggled to hold on and let go.-

Renne crawled to the place that had begun a walk through Hell and back. He remembered almost a year's worth of things said here. The sea dissolved most of them into the forgotten expanse -- not that words to the dead are ever meant to be heard.
Here, he had become a cynic against a pathetically deceitful thing called faith. And yet it was always here he returned, to understand why. To understand where he was to go...or not go anywhere.

Names still whispered in his mind.

Old names however, whispered with new.
Something whispered that maybe these whispers weren't warning bells to run away from despite their Human voices.

He sat there in the glow of a sunset he'd never see and turned parallel to the ocean. Renne could never leave here fully, nor forever -- he'd promised. And unlike many, too many, he had learnt well to take promises seriously.
...called him Friend...
So it was parallel to the sea he faced when his legs shakily strove to stand him upright. It was time to try again, time to become stronger, to be the one to do more than just pick up the pieces. Part of him wondered where Matrim was by now, where Cinder was. Where 'Nathan was and what Kyra might say if she saw him now.
I'm trying, Pendrell.

The rain slowly drenched him to the core but eventually, just as the blood-sun sank below the horizon, Renne lifted his head. For about ten seconds, ankle deep in a slowly rising tide, Renne stood up on his own two shaking feet.

When his legs gave out, sending him to the ground, Renne quietly found the strength to try again.