Elemental
Stone Cold Reality
"I've seen your world with these very eyes.
Don't come any closer; don't even try."
--Steve Perry; I Stand Alone
The beach was as he knew it would be.
It wasn't far from the Red Dragon; in fact, quite close to the Rhy'Din dockside. The thing was, it was close to the sea and that was the thing. Wasn't it?
He didn't ask himself that question too many times.
When his paws touched the sand, Renne called his pony out and for a while, let her run. He let her run, roam and graze wherever she wished -- that animal was the thing he could trust. There was only one thing he wished and it was beyond Ty'Rekh. And that was all right.
Ty'Rekh was Ty'Rekh and he loved her.
When she ran full pelt down the beach, he smiles at hearing the pounding hoofbeats alongside the rolling surf. When she was gone to her favourite grazing spot, Renne faced the sea and the emptiness and the miles of what he had to confront in himself. He didn't kid himself; he knew. The marble thing stained in sand, salt and spray knew; its lengthening shadow against a setting sun seemed intent on touching him with its cold reality.
Darkness
Renne paced along the beach in a very old, very familiar triangle-path. He remembered too much and too little all at once; felt the colours and tasted their bittersweetness.
You are beginning to like them.
His head shook against the words whispering in his mind. The words drew the temptation too close to ignore. He kept on going, rounding to the second leg in his familiar route. What he knew, logically, was the truth. It wasn't embellished or gowned. It just was, and was heavy on his shoulders.
What was, what is and what might be rang through his ears and nearly made him choke as he came to the third leg of his path. It was like lancing a bitterly infected wound and he tasted the brown-amber-black of it all.
The foul shadows were like a sulfurous mass caught in his teeth. In his mind, he felt the dull, sadnpaper-burn of the past.
Renne stopped.
That was just it, wasn't it?
I have found the edge of silence
Without a thought, Renne broke from that familiar path and raced down to the pounding sea. To it, he cried. He hadn't wept in a long while and it hurt to cry. Renne sang in the tears, re-living all that had been.
When he screamed to the sea, the sea roared back and when he was silent, unable to cry for the sheer fact he couldn't breathe, the sea still roared at him.
Red blazed by with the taste of cinnabar. It taunted him with the irrational rage, hot/cold. It smelled bloody and Renne turned his face away from it.
You are beginning to like them.
Amber. New things and old things entwined and gave a new sensation. It was terror, earthen-brown terror but it wasn't. Muted by something like honey. Tempting. Just barely out of reach.
It was enough to whisper the questions.
Renne turned from the sea, backed up and sat on the sand for a while. He found himself singing his name as it was meant to be heard as tears streamed down his face.
He was beginning to like them.
And it scared the Hell out of him.
Stone Cold Reality
"I've seen your world with these very eyes.
Don't come any closer; don't even try."
--Steve Perry; I Stand Alone
The beach was as he knew it would be.
It wasn't far from the Red Dragon; in fact, quite close to the Rhy'Din dockside. The thing was, it was close to the sea and that was the thing. Wasn't it?
He didn't ask himself that question too many times.
When his paws touched the sand, Renne called his pony out and for a while, let her run. He let her run, roam and graze wherever she wished -- that animal was the thing he could trust. There was only one thing he wished and it was beyond Ty'Rekh. And that was all right.
Ty'Rekh was Ty'Rekh and he loved her.
When she ran full pelt down the beach, he smiles at hearing the pounding hoofbeats alongside the rolling surf. When she was gone to her favourite grazing spot, Renne faced the sea and the emptiness and the miles of what he had to confront in himself. He didn't kid himself; he knew. The marble thing stained in sand, salt and spray knew; its lengthening shadow against a setting sun seemed intent on touching him with its cold reality.
Darkness
Renne paced along the beach in a very old, very familiar triangle-path. He remembered too much and too little all at once; felt the colours and tasted their bittersweetness.
You are beginning to like them.
His head shook against the words whispering in his mind. The words drew the temptation too close to ignore. He kept on going, rounding to the second leg in his familiar route. What he knew, logically, was the truth. It wasn't embellished or gowned. It just was, and was heavy on his shoulders.
What was, what is and what might be rang through his ears and nearly made him choke as he came to the third leg of his path. It was like lancing a bitterly infected wound and he tasted the brown-amber-black of it all.
The foul shadows were like a sulfurous mass caught in his teeth. In his mind, he felt the dull, sadnpaper-burn of the past.
Renne stopped.
That was just it, wasn't it?
I have found the edge of silence
Without a thought, Renne broke from that familiar path and raced down to the pounding sea. To it, he cried. He hadn't wept in a long while and it hurt to cry. Renne sang in the tears, re-living all that had been.
When he screamed to the sea, the sea roared back and when he was silent, unable to cry for the sheer fact he couldn't breathe, the sea still roared at him.
Red blazed by with the taste of cinnabar. It taunted him with the irrational rage, hot/cold. It smelled bloody and Renne turned his face away from it.
You are beginning to like them.
Amber. New things and old things entwined and gave a new sensation. It was terror, earthen-brown terror but it wasn't. Muted by something like honey. Tempting. Just barely out of reach.
It was enough to whisper the questions.
Renne turned from the sea, backed up and sat on the sand for a while. He found himself singing his name as it was meant to be heard as tears streamed down his face.
He was beginning to like them.
And it scared the Hell out of him.