Topic: Know Any Constellations?

Harold Lee

Date: 2009-11-21 16:14 EST
Harold, c'mere.

A space on Scotty's hammock, Harold-shaped. That had shocked the hell out of him, no mistake; it was the days when he'd been terrified to move, to seek Scotty out. Delve.

Back when he'd thought it almost sacrilegious to try and get any kind of window into the beautiful Scot who'd kicked him in the backside to get some of his life together.

So, he'd asked about constellations. What followed was among the most peaceful interludes of Harold's life, even if he had been near frozen stupid through the whole thing with knowledge of just how close Scotty was at that moment. It hadn't ended when Scotty nodded off.

Oh, Harold hadn't slept there. Well. He'd tried. Dozed, now and again.

Couldn't quite let consciousness slip away. Impossibly warm weight beside him, a faint outline at night, a soft breeze that cut through the hammock easily. No; no, Harold Lee wouldn't sleep. Convinced he'd never see the like again, he'd stayed awake to burn the sensation into his memory.

It was before Scotty brought him real, honest smell. Before Harold had quite tapped into that bubble of reality the man took with him. He couldn't remember the smell of that night - actually, it was morning - but he could recall as clear as day the sound of Scotty's breath. The gentle swing of the hammock and the determination to stay perfectly, carefully still. Letting the man sleep as long as he would, preserving the moment. Close enough to touch, though Harold didn't.

Harold still watches him dream, sometimes. No less awed for the vision, no less fascinated with the man. Some better idea of what's going on behind those eyes, now.

Wondering how long it would be until Scotty learned the constellations on Rhy'din.

Scotty

Date: 2009-11-21 16:32 EST
The Granite City.

On fine days, the city sparkled; the sun hit it and turned it silver, and there could be few doubts that Aberdeen had weathered world wars and the march of time without losing all that much of itself. He knew the city well; had walked it in all hours. But mostly, it didn't sparkle. Mostly, it was overcast, and cool. There wasn't much to be said for the climate variation in Aberdeen, except that it didn't change much. The north wind blew hard regardless.

There was a good deal of fog, but only rarely thunderstorms. And it rained most of the year.

Aberdeen didn't change much. Scotty knew that if he reappeared in that city, he would not see anything different since he'd gone to San Francisco, however many universes away that was now.

He dreamed of it now, though; Union Street, or the University of Aberdeen's campus; wandered down the roads, through neighborhoods, on wet roads and pinned on both sides by granite. The spaceport, just some removed from the city proper for historical purposes, and the cafe down from that. Wandered through in the night and the rain, but he didn't know what he was looking for.

In the conscious world, he twisted in bed, then automatically reached out to find Harold. Instinctive touch. Smell. Find the anchor.

He didn't want to go back to Aberdeen. It had taken everything he had to leave it, to hold his resolve in the face of so much disapproval just to be able to get into Starfleet. He didn't want to go back, not even to dream.

There, the salvage yard. One of the better times, in that city, working there. He said his goodbyes, but he hadn't realized when he boarded the shuttle for processing in Maryland that he had said them for good. It still had not truly sunk into his head that he would never see his family again.

The part that scared him was that anytime he did touch on that thought, he wasn't sure he was bothered by that.

He walked the streets of Aberdeen; the granite city. It wasn't sparkling now. It was dark, and rainy -- a late night, all was quiet. No one at the house knew he was gone. He didn't know if they would mind if they did know.

He didn't want to go back, not even to dream, but walked regardless. He didn't think there was anything to find here, except old memories, ones he wasn't all that keen on keeping anyway. Family, wandering in and out, and there was the hospital.

He jerked himself awake in the darkness of their room in the Red Dragon Inn. Three universes removed from the Granite City. He didn't sit up, didn't whimper, didn't make a noise. Just a little jerk, and he was alert, though it took a long time for words to filter into his mind and displace the thoughtless, pre-verbal, feral instincts that gave unerring, unhesitating commands.

Thought filtered back into his head, though, and he was not surprised to find what those instincts told him this time.

His fingers were threaded through Harold's; a strong grip.

Touch. Smell. An anchor.

No Aberdeen when he fell back asleep, still holding on. Just an endless expanse of stars, above the sea and beach.

And them.