The difference between a cool, overcast morning and a beach blazed by the unchanging light of two suns was almost overpowering.
Rhy'Din felt and looked like fall; it felt and looked like a real place, all blowing leaves and half-bare trees and a chill wind under gray clouds. Rain, and fog, and the smell of the sea it bordered permeating everything.
The beach felt and looked like anything but a real place. It was familiar; you can't spend months in a place without it becoming familiar. But it didn't look like reality anymore, if it ever had to begin with. There was little real about an unchanging place, where the suns always shine and no fog rolls in off of an ocean seemingly tamed.
Where, despite being able to handwave whatever you might want into existence, you can't really leave. As cages went, it was a fine cage -- all needs cared for, no worries aside running afoul of the other denizens.
But it was still a cage.
Harold had gone to work this morning. Scotty had work Monday. An actual job. He was still some bowled over by that. And not only a job, but a job as a mechanic no less. A job where he could work with engines (albeit of a somewhat older style than he was used to), where he could fix things, where he could lose himself in connections and motion, doing what it seemed he'd been born to do.
So, after seeing Harold off to work, Scotty figured that he should likely go and pack up what they had left that they wanted to keep from the beach. He hadn't failed to note that the distortion that let them cross back and forth was getting further away on both sides, and harder to reach. He had to hike about two miles this time to find it -- mercifully it seemed to be a linear motion -- and then once he was back on the beach, he had to hike again to the house.
Honestly, he hadn't stopped too often to try to gain perspective on things. He'd come to the conclusion early on that trying to come up with theories was going to drive him to madness -- he was smart, be there no doubts, he could concept and design and that was on top of a mechanical aptitude that most people envied. But the beach defied any laws of physics or biology or even reality that he knew, and every time he tried to wrap his brain around it, all he ended up with was a headache. It was a wholly unfriendly place to anyone who liked having a concrete understanding of their universe.
Therefore he couldn't understand why, walking back to their little home, he suddenly felt so afraid to leave.
There was no dust settled when he came through the front door, but he still had to pause to grapple with... with everything. He expected Harold to come down out of that attic, but Harold was at work, one reality over thataway. He itched to go through a meticulously carved routine, from the fabric of an unreal place, that was his attempt to inject more reality into it. There, boots off. Into the kitchen for a glass of water, then start making dinner. If Harold wasn't hanging about the attic, he would be on the beach, and so when he came home, Scotty would have dinner made. He didn't like cooking for himself, but he really liked cooking for someone who appreciated it.
And while he was making dinner, he'd have tea, and generally lose himself in the required focus to make a good meal.
After dinner, they might have a roll in the proverbial hay, or they might just sit and read side-by-side in bed, or they might go back out onto the beach to talk with the others there. Less likely the last one. It had been a long time, or at least it felt like, since the people out there felt real themselves. As though the very unreality of the beach had seeped into them, hollowed them out, and they became... this.
Whatever this was.
Scotty hadn't stopped often to try to gain perspective. He couldn't. His biggest problem was, though, that he didn't know if he hadn't stopped because there was simply no time to do so, or if it was because he was afraid of what he would find there if he did. What would the picture look like, if he stepped back and breathed and looked at the whole?
He had to literally keep himself from taking off his boots, and following that silly routine. Had to literally stop himself from calling up the ladder to the attic to see if Harold was there. Harold was at work. He had a job himself to go to Monday. He had an actual job, in a place with real weather, and aye, it had dragons and vampires and zombies and whatever else, but it was still more real than this.
He scrubbed a hand through his hair, looking around the house, just inside the door.
Looking around their home.
Rhy'Din felt and looked like fall; it felt and looked like a real place, all blowing leaves and half-bare trees and a chill wind under gray clouds. Rain, and fog, and the smell of the sea it bordered permeating everything.
The beach felt and looked like anything but a real place. It was familiar; you can't spend months in a place without it becoming familiar. But it didn't look like reality anymore, if it ever had to begin with. There was little real about an unchanging place, where the suns always shine and no fog rolls in off of an ocean seemingly tamed.
Where, despite being able to handwave whatever you might want into existence, you can't really leave. As cages went, it was a fine cage -- all needs cared for, no worries aside running afoul of the other denizens.
But it was still a cage.
Harold had gone to work this morning. Scotty had work Monday. An actual job. He was still some bowled over by that. And not only a job, but a job as a mechanic no less. A job where he could work with engines (albeit of a somewhat older style than he was used to), where he could fix things, where he could lose himself in connections and motion, doing what it seemed he'd been born to do.
So, after seeing Harold off to work, Scotty figured that he should likely go and pack up what they had left that they wanted to keep from the beach. He hadn't failed to note that the distortion that let them cross back and forth was getting further away on both sides, and harder to reach. He had to hike about two miles this time to find it -- mercifully it seemed to be a linear motion -- and then once he was back on the beach, he had to hike again to the house.
Honestly, he hadn't stopped too often to try to gain perspective on things. He'd come to the conclusion early on that trying to come up with theories was going to drive him to madness -- he was smart, be there no doubts, he could concept and design and that was on top of a mechanical aptitude that most people envied. But the beach defied any laws of physics or biology or even reality that he knew, and every time he tried to wrap his brain around it, all he ended up with was a headache. It was a wholly unfriendly place to anyone who liked having a concrete understanding of their universe.
Therefore he couldn't understand why, walking back to their little home, he suddenly felt so afraid to leave.
There was no dust settled when he came through the front door, but he still had to pause to grapple with... with everything. He expected Harold to come down out of that attic, but Harold was at work, one reality over thataway. He itched to go through a meticulously carved routine, from the fabric of an unreal place, that was his attempt to inject more reality into it. There, boots off. Into the kitchen for a glass of water, then start making dinner. If Harold wasn't hanging about the attic, he would be on the beach, and so when he came home, Scotty would have dinner made. He didn't like cooking for himself, but he really liked cooking for someone who appreciated it.
And while he was making dinner, he'd have tea, and generally lose himself in the required focus to make a good meal.
After dinner, they might have a roll in the proverbial hay, or they might just sit and read side-by-side in bed, or they might go back out onto the beach to talk with the others there. Less likely the last one. It had been a long time, or at least it felt like, since the people out there felt real themselves. As though the very unreality of the beach had seeped into them, hollowed them out, and they became... this.
Whatever this was.
Scotty hadn't stopped often to try to gain perspective. He couldn't. His biggest problem was, though, that he didn't know if he hadn't stopped because there was simply no time to do so, or if it was because he was afraid of what he would find there if he did. What would the picture look like, if he stepped back and breathed and looked at the whole?
He had to literally keep himself from taking off his boots, and following that silly routine. Had to literally stop himself from calling up the ladder to the attic to see if Harold was there. Harold was at work. He had a job himself to go to Monday. He had an actual job, in a place with real weather, and aye, it had dragons and vampires and zombies and whatever else, but it was still more real than this.
He scrubbed a hand through his hair, looking around the house, just inside the door.
Looking around their home.