Harold Lee was an island on their bed, centered in a sea of scribbled-on pages.
They were scattered, mostly purple marker work winding across the pages. Any image that passed over his mind he tried to project without bearing down on it, some easier on paper than it was trying to take hold in his mind's eye alone. Less fleeting; he didn't have to hold onto it, if it was out of his head. It was an odd variety of images that sometimes infringed upon one another on the page, a mix of somehow significant or poignant and goofy or playful. Very few of them given any great amount of detail.
A cat, black in his mental picture though obviously purple on the page. Curled between cushions of a couch that, while he gave it no detail, was familiar to him. This, once the drawing was done, he knew; it was Lin's cat, though why he thought of it, he wasn't sure. That thing had hated him.
Two figures drawn in the simplest of lines; a male and female, faces mostly hidden, twined in a gentle hug. One tall, with a severe haircut that Harold utterly failed to render and wearing what might have been a uniform, though Harold couldn't grasp enough detail to make it recognizable. The female had relatively short hair, short in stature as well. The male held a flower up for her. The image filled Harold with simultaneous dread and glee, though he couldn't place why.
Scotty's old hammock, broken at the fastens and in mid-fall to the sand, whipped by what he knew to be an unnaturally warm breeze.
Pasha, dressed in a mad scientist's uniform and big, goofy goggles, fussing over some strange piece of equipment. Exaggerated curls, eyes up, finger at her lips as though deep in thought. That one was entirely cartoonish, and it made him grin.
Marley smiling, perched on a branch of Harold's tree, her feet dangling happily in the air.
He didn't particularly want to draw his last girlfriend Maria, but she came to mind, and he allowed her to flow onto the page. Comically large eyes, little nose, flowing dark hair. Looking utterly confused.
Then he doodled Kate Nash, just because she's hot.
Harold had not often drawn Scotty, for reasons that were vaguely respectful in the sense that he didn't think he could. He'd draw small details, mostly his eyes, but not often in his entirety. And yet, there he was - and Harold got up especially to get a black marker to render it - head tilted slightly down, flicking an entirely gorgeous sidelong look at the blank page beside him. 'Prove it.' scribbled beside.
He didn't even attempt the kilt he knew Scotty to be wearing in the scene. No way he was going to try and wrap his brain around tartan.
There were, in fact, several attempts to draw Scotty scattered across pages around him. Most often sleeping, a view from where Harold might have held him as he slept. Some smiling. The one that gave Harold the most pause was of his lover - though for some reason it was with less familiarity that he drew the scene - curled in the back seat of a car. Harold got a very emphatic sense of not mine when he looked at it, so strong that he'd left it incomplete.
He was left with a vague unease after that one, so he switched back to purple and tried to lighten some of his mood by attempting to draw a cartoon of himself. That didn't work out so well. His hair came out too long, and though the rendering may have been cartoony, the eyes were still entirely sad and did not meet the eyes of the observer. As though he couldn't. Why he was dressed quite like... that, Harold couldn't say.
Ayel! No way Ayel could go wrong! Pointed ears and an entirely open smile. He'd actually pointedly looked up in Montgomery's book how to write 'rhadheis' in Romulan block letters. So what if he felt some kind of strange duality to the image, some dread and sympathy for the man for which Harold could give no reason?
He frowned. His hand was starting to get sore. He decided to switch to the here and now, as the last few drawings had bore down on his drowsiness and he didn't want to end up flopped over, drooling on them.
Snowball, a lump of fur in her bigass hamster ball. Easiest thing ever to draw, for the record. Speech bubble beside her, with a stylized coooooo written there.
Turns out, Harold cannot for the life of him draw dragons. He tried to scribble the hatchling holding his stolen pen, and failed utterly. He marked through it.
Winding vines and plants, random and somehow soothing.
The Stew, Harold's dent and all, though in this case the chains were broken and scattered. A wave of Stew was holding the lid up, as if tipping its hat to someone.
Those memories gave way to Coraline wielding a spanner, frozen in mid-swing with determined smirk on her face, though he left that one incomplete as well.
What the hell? He gave up on that one, finding himself overwhelmingly sleepy again, his eyes streaming and a weight pressing on his shoulders. He shouldn't have been quite as annoyed about it as he was, considering he'd been at it for hours, though the passage of time had rather eluded his notice. Marker notched through his fingers, he rubbed at his forehead with the back of his wrist. Sighing out, he decided to rest his head for just a few minutes. He settled on his pillow, shifting and probably kicking off the bed several sheets of paper.
Harold promptly fell into a deep sleep, the marker left between his fingers, purple ink bleeding slowly into his jeans fabric.