After a brief visit to his hotel room to shower and change, Devon Goral again hit the streets of Linden. Around the corner from Linden Suites was a small laundromat, and Devon stopped in with a bag of laundry. (His clothes from the previous evening's scuffle were somewhat damaged and needed care.) Afterwards, he stepped back out on the street and made his way towards the school.
"Excuse me, sir! Yes, you."
Devon glanced up at the person speaking to him. He was passing on front of an upscale Greek restaurant, where several employees were setting up an outdoor menu board. A middle-aged balding man with a thick beard waived Devon over, so he approached.
"You're Carl's friend, yes?" the man asked, a pleasant smile on his face.
Devon raised a brow. "Sorry?"
"Carl? Detective Meurling," the man corrected. "I saw you with him last night."
Devon's lip curled. "Oh."
The man reached into his pocket and produced an antiquated flip-style cellular phone. "This is my restaurant," the man explained proudly. "Carl?was in here last night for dinner and he left his phone behind. I tried calling out to him but he didn't hear me. Then I saw you two walk by later in the evening."
"I was just helping him home," Devon explained curtly. "I don't know him."
The restaurant owner frowned, the phone still proffered awkwardly in his out-stretched hand. "Oh."
Devon faked a smile. "Have a nice day."
"Say," the owner said, "if you haven't made plans for the evening, please consider having dinner here. My head chef is preparing a roast chicken that is unlike anything you've ever experienced. Mention my name to the waiter and you'll get ten percent off your bill."
Devon paused, waiting.
"Uh, Stephan," the man introduced, extending his other hand. "Stephan Kavala."
Devon shook Stephan's hand firmly. "Thank you for the offer, sir. I will consider it."
* * *
Devon resumed his walk to Kittredge Prep, but his focus was distracted. He kept replaying the previous evening's fight with Maria in his mind. Should he have handled things differently? Was his threat to the Matthews kid excessive and overbearing? Maria's a smart girl, surely she would have realized eventually that he was a punk.
Then again, Ryan's brother did pull a knife on Devon. They were both dangerous. It was Devon's job to protect Maria from people like that. To keep her safe.
Or was it?
Devon sighed. What was he doing? He was on his way to the school to meet with more professors about academic issues, while Maria wasn't even speaking to him. This wasn't him. This wasn't what he was built for.?
He stopped. A waive of panic came over him. Flight instinct reared its head and he seriously considered walking back to his hotel, packing his suitcase, and leaving for good. He had no experience fathering a young girl. No right to step into Berto's shoes. Maria would be better off if he just left now, so that actual adults could handle things.?
But who? Her worthless aunt? The school administration? There was no one to guide her. No one to protect her.
Only him.
So, after yet another sigh, Devon continued forward. Four meetings today, and he'd be almost done.?
But then what?
* * *
As the sun set slowly over Linden, Devon stood near the fountain at the center of the town square, letting water vapor mist over him. The weather was pleasant but not particularly warm today, yet Devon found the coolness refreshing.?
The Protector was dressed typically in a fashionable dress shirt with an eclectic print, tucked into dress pants. He did not wear a coat or jacket this evening ? there was no need to mask a weapon (nor any weapon to mask). He felt exposed to the world, yet it was strangely liberating.?
"I'm not sure how often they filter that water," Amelia joked with a smile as she approached. "You might not want to get too close."
Devon half-turned and responded with a smile of his own. "I'll take my chances."
"Shall we?" Amelia asked.
Devon nodded, and the two walked leisurely together out of the square.?
Amelia was again dressed casually, this time in a loose skirt and a flowery peasant top. Her outfit was accessorized with nice sandals and a small canvas purse. Her choice of attire made her appear at least ten years younger ? only the small patches of gray at her temples suggested otherwise. Despite her whimsical attire, however, she carried herself with poise and confidence.?
"I didn't even think to ask where you wanted to go," Amelia said. "I forget that you don't know this town."?
"I was thinking the Greek restaurant just off the square. I understand they have a chicken special tonight."
Amelia laughed. "You're not wasting any time finding our best cuisine. Isabella two nights ago, and now Helen's?"
Devon shrugged. "I'm a bit of a foodie, I guess. There are few true pleasures in this short life. Good food is one of them."
Amelia's eyes sparkled under the light of the antique street lamps. She did not comment.
* * *
The two were seated quickly at Helen's. It was a fine restaurant, well-appointed and probably a bit on the pricey side. All of the guests were adults, most dressed up ? some probably tourists and the others employees at the schools. The staff were friendly and helpful, and their waiter was especially effulgent.?
"What would you two like to drink this evening?" The waiter, who identified himself as Paul, asked them.
"I'll take the seasonal draught special," Amelia ordered.?
"An excellent choice. Sir?"
"The Greek beers here are fantastic," Amelia offered enthusiastically. "Can I buy you one?"
"I'll just take a club soda," Devon ordered.
"Of course. I'll be right back with those."
Amelia tilted her head curiously once Paul departed. "Forgive me for prying. Do you not drink?"
Devon smiled, briefly glancing down. "Not currently."
"Oh, I'm sorry, Devon. I shouldn't have offered."
Devon looked up again. "No, it's fine."?
"How long?" she asked curiously.
Devon thought for a brief moment. "It's been about three weeks."
Amelia blinked. "Uh, oh, wow. Forgive me but you have remarkable aplomb for someone only three weeks sober."
Devon laughed. "It's not like that. I'm not in a program or working the steps. I just haven't had a drink in three weeks."
Amelia was clearly confused. There was an awkward silence during which they received their drinks.
"Three weeks ago I received the news that my grandfather passed away," Devon explained solemnly. "I was in a dark place at that point, and I felt that I needed some clarity. So I spilled out my drink and haven't had another since then. I don't think I intend it to be a permanent thing, but I need to know that decisions I make are free of that kind of influence."
Amelia nodded slowly, the humor gone from her face. "I have a lot of respect for that, Devon. Maybe I'll just have water this evening."
Devon shook his head. "Please, enjoy your beer. Just because I'm not drinking doesn't mean no one else should. My demons don't affect the rest of the world, nor should they." He raised his glass in a toast.
Amelia nodded, raising hers as well. "To clarity, then."
"To clarity," Devon responded. They clinked their glasses.
"In the past I considered myself a bit of a wine aficionado," Amelia explained, "but as I get older I find myself appreciating the really good micro brews. I suppose I'm doing it backwards," she added with a smirk.
"Nothing wrong with that," Devon observed, the levity returning to his face. "I'm a scotch drinker, almost exclusively. My grandfather is ? was an investor in a distillery and we had it around quite a bit. In fact I have several fine bottles at home waiting for me right now."
"Were you close?" Amelia asked delicately.
Devon sighed, observing the bubbles in his drink. "My grandparents raised me after my parents passed. I was a bit of a rebellious child and I ran away from home when I was a teenager. But I've always kept in contact, and we reconciled somewhat a few years ago. As I age, I find that I've become more like him ? and that I am only now starting to understand some of the choices he made."
"You've experienced quite a bit of tragedy, Devon," Amelia observed. "How old were you when your parents passed?"
Devon pursed his lips, remembering the lights and the decorations and the train. "I was four ? almost five. It was Christmas Day."
Sorrow flooded Amelia's face. She instinctively reached out a hand and placed it on his. "Oh Devon, I'm sorry."
Devon squared his jaw and shook his head. Withdrawing his hand. "Thank you, but it's alright. I came to terms with that grief long ago."
Bright light. Heat. Shards of glass.?
"I'm fortunate, both of my parents are still alive," Amelia said. "I'm very close to my dad ? we talk at least once a week on the phone. He jokes that I'm a Daddy's girl, and he's not wrong," she added with a chuckle.?
"It's great that you can have that," Devon observed with a smile.
"I do remember when his brother died, though," she said, her eyes going a bit out of focus. "They were very close ? only about a year apart ? and Uncle Roger used to come to the house all the time. He contracted an aggressive form of stomach cancer at an unusually early age. He stayed with us for a few months towards the end, and I remember it being very hard on my father. I was just a little younger than Maria at the time."
Devon nodded slowly. "I'm sorry you had to go through that."
"Do you feel that you connect with Maria on that level?" Amelia asked. "Both orphaned at a young age?"
"I've considered that before," Devon admitted. "We definitely have had similarities in our paths."
Paul returned to take their orders.?
"I'll take the pan-seared salmon, please."
"An excellent choice, ma'am. And sir?"
"I understand from Stephan that the grilled chicken is not to be missed."
Paul grinned. "We can't get him to leave the kitchen, he's bursting with pride."
"Then I have to see what all the excitement is about."
"You got it. Any appetizers?"
"Bread is fine," Amelia said.
Paul departed, practically skipping away from the table.
"He's way too cheerful," Devon observed with a grumble.
"Tourist trap," Amelia offered. "You get used to it."
"The town or the restaurant?"
"Both," Amelia answered with a grin. "Although Carl loves this place. He used to sit at the bar all night and watch obscure third-world soccer matches."
"Football," Devon corrected playfully.
"Ugh, are you a fan also?"
Devon shook his head. "My sport is rugby. Although where I live, there aren't many viewing options."
"I've never found the appeal of watching sports," Amelia confessed. "I was on the track team in high school but lost interest in college. I suppose I wasn't hard-core enough. I still kill it on the jogging path, however," she added with a grin.
Paul returned to the table with fresh drinks, and Amelia polished off the last of her first beer with zeal.
"This morning I didn't thank you for walking Carl home last night," she said, her tone more serious. "Instead I accused you of things and I was hasty in my judgments."
"That's not necessary," Devon dismissed.
"You did a favor for a person you don't really know ? a person who has not been particularly kind to you. And in the process it put your life and safety at risk. I'm not sure most people would have done that for him."
"I didn't do it for him," Devon offered quietly.
Amelia tilted her head to the side curiously.
"It's fine. Don't waste another word on it."
Amelia glanced down at her beer. "Now there's someone who needs to take a break from drinking and find some clarity. He was hammered in front of the whole town."
Devon shrugged. "I've had nights like that. It can happen."
"I can't picture you out of control like that."
Devon grimaced. "It's not a pretty sight."
"I suppose not."
"I have to admit," Devon hedged, "I have a hard time imagining you two together. He's ? boisterous, and you're ? not."
Amelia chuckled. "An interesting choice of words."
Devon waived off the subject. "It's not my business."
There was a long pause, and mercifully their food arrived. Amelia's salmon was fried in butter and herbs and glazed with red pepper. Devon's chicken looked especially juicy, roasted in garlic and lemon. Both dishes were first rate.?
"I was in my late-twenties when I first came here for my interview," Amelia recounted as if dictating to her biographer. "It was stressful because I really wanted to teach here. I nailed the interview and got the job a few days later ? and I've been here ever since."
"I imagine this place is an academic mecca. Brilliant children from grammar school through university."
"It really is. Positions don't open up often and it can be very competitive."
"A tribute to your talent," Devon offered, tipping his glass in her direction.
"Thank you," Amelia responded with just a hint of color. "I met Carl virtually on day one. He kept making excuses to come see me about things, and I'm certain he was pursuing me. I barely gave him the time of day for the first two years because I was so focused on my career. Plus, as a cop and a bit of a brute, he was not at all what I was looking for."
"What were you looking for, if you don't mind my asking."
"Well, I suppose I wasn't looking at all. I buried myself in my work. In those two years, not only was I trying to establish myself here but I finished and published a book on ancient philosophy. There was no time to do anything else ? barely even to breathe."
"Fair enough."
"I suppose in my dreams I pictured myself with a handsome-but-studious professor of art history. Someone who would take me to all the finest museums and discuss the finer points of neoclassicism."
Devon dug into his chicken. The meat fell off the bone and the aroma was succulent but not overpowering. The chicken was flavorful ? easily the best he'd ever had. Stephan was right.
"But it didn't work out that way," Amelia continued. "Instead, as things here started to settle down and I came up for air, I finally noticed what had been in my orbit the whole time."
"Carl," Devon observed.
Amelia nodded. "No one was more surprised than I. He had a certain danger about him ? a rebellious streak that appealed to me. It's an old story that has been told a thousand times, and I fell into that trap. I wanted a bad boy to fix. I fell hard in love and we got married less than a year after we started formally dating."
"So you're human after all," Devon offered casually with a disarming smile.
Amelia pursed her lips. "Somewhere deep inside I knew it was a mistake. But it didn't stop me from getting pregnant with our son ? the best thing to ever happen to me."
Devon was taken aback by that revelation ? he hadn't considered that she might have children. "Does your son live with you?" he asked.
"Brian," she answered with a nod. "He's eleven years old and he attends Kittredge." She produced a small photograph of a handsome young boy from inside her purse. Devon smiled.?
There was an awkward pause as Amelia put away the photograph, and Devon hedged. "We don't have to discuss this if it's too personal."
Amelia frowned, glancing down at her fingernails. "One of the things about living in a small town is that everyone knows your personal business. I guess it's not fair that you're the only person that doesn't know the story."
"You're welcome to take solace in that," Devon offered earnestly. "You have a clean slate with me."
"No, it's okay, I don't mind," she said. "Unfortunately, over the years, Carl and we had an increasingly difficult time finding common ground. The qualities that I found cute when we were dating, became annoying and frustrating after we were married. He began drinking and carousing and picking fights. And his temper ? oh Devon his temper."
"Were you ever frightened of him?" Devon asked, his tone serious.
Amelia paused, a piece of salmon speared on her fork. "I was never afraid for my safety, no. He never laid a hand on me. But he'd get into bar fights with strangers and I grew ?concerned that he was going to get himself seriously hurt ? or worse, seriously hurt someone in a fit of rage. And I'm not going to lie, it affected my reputation as well. By this point I'd become a respected administrator at the school, meanwhile the whole town knew that my husband was a violent drunk. I'd hear the whispers and it really bothered me."
"It must have been hard."
Amelia paused, collecting herself. "Finally we split up about fifteen months ago and the divorce was finalized just after the holidays."
"Good."
"But it's a small town. We keep running into each other. And we share custody of Brian. So I'll never truly be rid of him. And his drinking, frankly, has gotten even worse ? either because of his frustration at the divorce, or because I'm not there to shame him. Or both."
"That's not your fault or your responsibility."
"I know that. Doesn't make it any easier. For either me or my son."
Amelia was now trembling with emotion. She tried to hide it by focusing on cutting up her fish into small bite-sized strips, but the toll on her was obvious.?
"How's your dinner?" Devon asked kindly.
Amelia forced a smile. "It's good. It's really tasty. Yours?"
Devon nodded. "Quite good."
Amelia took a long drink of her beer, finishing all but a sip as she tried to regain her bearings. She then wiped her mouth with her napkin and looked back up at Devon. "Well, you know all about me ? way more than I intended to say. What's your story?"
"My story?" Devon asked simply.
Amelia gestured with her eyes at his left hand, and the wedding ring he wore. "Your wife. You said she couldn't make a trip."
Devon took a long pause, looking down at his hand. "We are recently separated."
Amelia frowned. "I'm sorry, Devon. How recent?"
"Five months, two weeks, three days and some odd hours," he recounted without any hesitation.
Amelia winced.?
Devon glanced up and forced a smile of his own. "It's okay. I'm okay."
"I'd ask if you miss her, but I think I already know the answer to that," she offered gently.
Devon nodded. "I keep hoping it will get easier but it doesn't. I see her all the time ? well, I imagine I see her."
"I miss Carl every day. He's a lout and a bully, but I love him. I don't think I'll ever stop loving him."
"You don't have to," Devon said calmly. "It's okay."
Amelia took in and let out a deep breath. "Wow, I didn't expect this conversation to get so personal. You're easy to talk to, have you ever considered social work?"
Devon chuckled. "I don't see that working out well. I tend to be impatient and lack empathy."
Amelia scoffed. "We both know that's not true, Devon."
"I appreciate that you felt comfortable enough to talk to me," Devon said. "Of course I will keep your confidence."
Amelia gain reached out for Devon's hand, stroking it lightly with her fingertips. "And if and when you decide you're ready to talk, I'm here."
Devon tensed up a bit, his arm flinching at her touch. He bit his lip and nodded. "Thank you."
Amelia tilted her head curiously before withdrawing her hand.
"This dinner was supposed to be about Maria and we've barely mentioned her name," Devon grumbled.
"You're right. We ? you have yourself a problem."
"So how do I fix it?"
Paul arrived and refreshed both drinks. Amelia took a long sip of her third beer. "Maria will never admit it, but she needs structure. She needs an adult telling her what to do. She wants you to be there for her."
"Her words last night said the opposite of that," Devon observed dryly.
"She won't tell you that. She might not even realize it on the surface, but deep down it's there. Especially a bright, intelligent young woman like Maria. She craves authority."
"How would you have reacted if your father told you not to date and marry Carl?"
"Oh, he did. The first time he met Carl, they almost got into a fist fight over politics. Afterwards, my father told me in no uncertain terms to leave Carl and never look back."
"And how did that go?"
"I screamed at him, he yelled at me, and we didn't speak to each other for a month. Then my mom yelled at both of us and we worked it out. At the end of the day, my father just wanted me to be happy ? despite the fact that he knew Carl wasn't right for me."
"But how can be want you to be happy, and hold his tongue about Carl? It's a contradiction."
"It sure is. But he eventually did hold his tongue because I was an adult and he realized he wasn't going to change my mind. He needed me to come to that realization myself. Which I eventually did."
"After years of difficulty."
"But if my father had been successful and broken us up, we wouldn't have had Brian. Ten years of chaos were worth it for my son. I'd do it all over again."
Devon paused, scratching the beard on his chin.
"Not that I'm saying we should let Ryan Matthews impregnate Maria Napoli," Amelia added. "Those two definitely need to be broken up."
"So how do I do that?"
"Maria's a smart girl, among the brightest we have here. You have to trust her to come to that realization herself. Equip her with the tools she needs and be there for her. But it has to come from inside."
"And if she rejects me? I'm not her father."
"But you love her. You came a great distance to be with her and help her, and she respects that."
Devon grumbled. "I hope so."
"Trust her," Amelia stressed. "And let her trust you."
Devon smiled, his eyes reflecting the candle on the table. "I'll give it a shot."
Amelia finished off the last morsel of food from her plate and pushed it back, reaching down to pat her belly. "Forgive me for not being lady-like, but I'm stuffed."
"It was good," Devon agreed.?
"Our little town meeting your foodie approval?"
Devon laughed heartily. "Yes. This little town has much to be proud of."
"On behalf of all of Linden, I thank you."
Paul returned to the table, asked if everything met with their approval, and then left the bill. Devon snatched it up off the table and left his credstick.
"Taking me out for dinner? I don't believe that was part of our original agreement."
Devon shrugged. "You've done a lot for Maria. Least I can do in return."
Amelia winced. "Careful, I'm not allowed to accept gifts from parents of students. It's a conflict of interest."
"Not even an apple on the teacher's desk?" Devon asked disarmingly.
"I'm willing to bet you can buy a lot of apples for the total balance owed on that check," Amelia answered playfully.
"Well, the owner is taking ten percent off the total, so it's not that bad. Okay, leave Maria out of this," Devon offered. "It was my pleasure to take you out to dinner."
"I'll let you pay on one condition."
"Yes?" Devon asked, his eyebrow raised.
"I'll tell you later."
Devon furrowed his brow, but nothing more was said. He paid the bill, tipped handsomely, and the two departed the restaurant, walking leisurely down the sidewalk.
"Can I walk you home?" Devon asked.
Amelia bit her lip. "I need to pick Brian up from the babysitter's house. I think it best that I walk you home."
Devon's protective side flared, but he nodded acceptingly. "If you prefer."
"I can't imagine tonight was enjoyable for you, Devon. When we weren't talking about your dead parents or grandfather, we were talking about my failed marriage. I'm pretty sure we broke every rule of?" she trailed off.
"Of what?"
"Uh, well, you know. Every rule."
Devon shrugged. "What would you have liked to talk about? The weather? Television? Life's too short for small talk."
A sharp smile came to Amelia's lips as she glanced over at Devon. "I imagine you have a great many stories to tell, Devon Goral."
"Stories?"
She nodded. "I've spent all of my life either teaching or attending school. But you've been out there."
"Out where?"
"The world. The universe. What aren't you telling me?"
This time it was Devon's turn to smile coyly. They reached the Linden Suites and paused outside the entrance.
"I'm going to try reaching out to Maria tomorrow morning," Devon said seriously. "Hopefully we can work through this."
"I'm confident that you can," Amelia answered. "Just don't give up on her."
"I don't intend to."
"How long are you in town?" Amelia inquired.
"Err, well, my return ticket is undated. I had planned to be here five or six days, but I can't say for certain. Depends on whether Maria tells me to leave and never come back, I suppose."
Amelia chewed her lip.
"Why do you ask?"
"That condition you owe me," Amelia answered.
"Oh?"
Amelia took a deep breath, and she wobbled just a bit as the three beers seemed to hit her all at once.
Devon reached out for her elbow, giving her a steadying hand. "Out with it, Doctor Hansen."
"Like you said, life is short," Amelia said, her face looking about like one does before jumping out of a plane. "Tonight you took me out, tomorrow I get to take you out. There's a new sushi bar in town that's supposed to be quite amazing. I haven't wanted to go alone, and well, I just haven't gone."
"Sushi bar?" Devon asked.
Amelia nodded.?
"Sure, sounds good. I can report back about how things went with Maria and maybe we can plan further strategy."
"I don't want to talk about Maria," Amelia blurted.?
"Oh?" Devon asked, his eyebrow again raised.
"You know everything about me, Devon, and I know very little about you. Tomorrow night, we talk about you."
Devon cringed slightly at the thought.
"Unless ? unless you're not ready."
Devon's face demurred. "I don't know if I'm ready." It was the most nakedly honest thing he'd said in weeks.
Amelia reached out gently, taking her hand in his. She gave it a brief squeeze before letting go and taking a step backwards.?
Devon caught a whiff of her perfume and he watched as the street lamps caused her skin to seemingly dance. She was a beautiful woman, mature and confident. And her lifestyle was completely alien to him.
"You don't have to make decisions like that," Amelia offered from a safe distance. "It's just sushi."
Devon smiled. "Tomorrow night, then. You're buying."
"Good night, Devon Goral.
"Good night, Amelia Hansen."