Topic: Dawnstar: Introduction

Dawnstar

Date: 2005-08-26 17:21 EST
My first memory is of standing in the shade of an experimental Imperial cloning center, squinting at a distant star made dim by the dawn of the twin suns that so fiercely scorch the sands of Tatooine. There?s nothing before that memory. I chose the name Dawnstar to match that memory.

I was ?born? at that cloning center. If you have access to the Imperial Personnel Database, you?ll find me classified as Failed Clone: BSTNE-TWLK13D2. The technicians there told me most of what that classification meant.

A few years back, the Empire was attempting to further develop the aged technology used in the Clone Wars. They were working on quicker flash-imprinting with a new series of Sparti cloning cylinders. The techs explained imprinting personality and memory development are always the longest, most tedious, and most unpredictable parts of cloning. Fast cloning, of course, has been an increasing priority for the Empire.

After telling me that the personality data didn?t imprint at all, and only bits of memory did, the techs went on to tell me that the genetic sample I was created from had been accidentally contaminated by another experiment, one involving a rawl. They suggested that aside from some bizarre physical characteristics I sported (fangs and a faint pattern of scales on my skin in a place most people will never see), I would probably manifest unpredictable moods and an unpleasant temper, rather like the serpent I?d been blended with. I later learned that this ?contamination? was no accident - it was a deliberate phase of an experiment.

Dawnstar

Date: 2005-08-26 17:21 EST
I was based on a cellular sample from a Twi?lek named ?Daydream? - a petite dancer who at the time was the graceful and usually sweet-tempered concubine of a high ranking officer of the Imperial Navy stationed above Bestine. While I was as innately graceful as any other Twi?lek, the Moff who had commissioned the clone of his companion was completely uninterested in supporting anything less perfect than the original. He was also annoyed that the cloning center had not disclosed their intent to experiment on his pet dancer, and he curtly informed them that he would not take responsibility for a failed clone.

So, the cloning center apologized and sent off their report on Failed Clone: BSTNE-TWLK13D2 to Coruscant. The grinding gears of Imperial government bureaucracy made the usual arrangements; they tested my aptitudes, put me through the Academy?s rigorous basic training program, and eventually set me up as a dancer, image designer and courier. This was a plausible shield for the more covert, bloody duties I was assigned. After all, Twi?lek are renown for being an innately submissive and sensitive species; it?s a real stretch of imagination for most souls to imagine a pretty little dancer to be capable of guile, menace, or a taste for bloodshed

Though I enjoy dancing, I really don?t have the temperament necessary to be an entertainer. I dance for myself, to express perfection of form and to find some sort of peace from my emotions. It is not, and will never be, for the amusement of a slack-jawed, drooling male. I don?t tolerate idiots or weaklings well, and I frequently speak my mind.

Twi?leks, especially the mouthy ones, are considered quite dispensable in the Empire, I have found. The Empire measured my loyalties in a few unpleasant ways that I try not to think about anymore. I still have strange and disturbing dreams about it, every night. For all I know, they were testing the tenuous control I had over my anger just for laughs.

Dawnstar

Date: 2005-08-26 17:22 EST
After basic training and indoctrination, I ingratiated myself with the Hutts on Tatooine, where I learned some of the?niceties? needed to survive in a contentious environment of social climbers, murderers, spice fiends, bounty-hunters, and desert madmen. Such niceties usually involved fists, feet, and blaster fire, but hell, sometimes a cold smile or cute hip wiggle worked wonders.

It was there that I got a taste for spice. It sharpened my reflexes and brought my temper to a trigger flashpoint. It kept me going, allowed me to do what I had to do without remorse to work my way up through the ranks, even as my mind was being burned in a sweet, blissful fire.

When my ?courier? contact in the Empire found me unconscious under a table in a cantina next to an empty crate of Muon Gold, he sent me to rehabilitate on Naboo. I spent a week detoxing in a bacta tank, then I was ordered back to duty in the swamps of Moenia, where I was to attempt to infiltrate the Rebellion. I spent nearly a year working with smelly, unwashed Rebel scum, diverting messages, inhaling swarms of gnats, splashing through the ubiquitous, stinking mud, and taking occasional kill missions against stormtroopers in the field.

Dawnstar

Date: 2005-08-26 17:22 EST
It really didn?t take all that long for the Empire to decide I was enjoying the killing part too much to be reliable. I was recalled to Theed for medical evaluation and a painful official reprimand.

The doctors at Theed U decided I was suffering from spice withdrawal and clone instability, i.e., I was acting more like a rawl than a Twi?lek. One of the specialists called me mentally unhinged and suggested that while I would probably really enjoy life as a bounty hunter, I should probably take up something creative or artistic if I planned on living much longer. On his recommendation, I was prescribed regular, minimal doses of Muon Gold, then demoted and placed on indefinite leave from ground forces.

The prescription for Muon makes a great piece of paper to wave in response to the contraband searches ordered by the regional governor. I stopped counting the creds it took to replace crates of spice confiscated as illegal goods. Granted, the prescription isn?t for a whole crate of it, but the Royal Security Force can?t read anyway.

Dawnstar

Date: 2005-10-24 12:51 EST
I was in the cantina in Theed last night, reviewing some old schematics and cleaning up my datapad while the garage made some repairs to my speederbike. The Mon Calamari mechanic made a few snide remarks about cute little Twi?lek girls not being able to drive without running into trees and rocks, but he stopped when he saw the pilot officer bars on my uniform. It always gives me a little frisson of cynical happiness to see that look of surprise. They wonder how the hell a twi?lek female made it into the Imperial Navy without getting grabbed as a new bit of adornment for an officer.

I despise those smarmy, supercilious fish. They?re almost as bad as wookiees. Don?t see why those sub-humans allowed to work in an Imperial city without binders on and a blaster held to their heads.

Anyway, Tenaclo was in the cantina, bouncing off his nalargon. He was absolutely fiending, so I gave him some of my Muon gold, mostly to shut up him. I had a headache (probably from the damned imported Jawa beer), and he was making it worse. He needs to find a good smuggler to get his own spice, or declare his loyalty to the Empire so he can get it legally. Can?t imagine what Tenaclo needs it for... he normally seems pretty even. Of course, he was working on some of the more advanced aspects of image designing, so maybe he needed the inspiration. That?s the excuse I used to use.

Degenerate - what a name! It?s even worse than the name I choose to wear, and a sight better than BSTNE-TWLK13D2. He tried to get me to try Booster Blue last night. Talked about having hundreds of crates of the stuff at his house. Right... just what I need, to wake up in some strange man?s house three hours after I was supposed to report in my TIE to escort a freighter bound for Endor. Yeah, that would look absolutely spectacular on my record.

Dawnstar

Date: 2005-10-24 12:51 EST
The other night, Degenerate also pointed out that I?m mean. What was he expecting, a dancing slice of air cake with lekku, drizzled with extra-sweet carbosyrup? Being what I am. . . the Empire is mother and father to me. My loyalty and duty cannot be questioned. Some scout in the corner muttered something about indoctrination and brainwashing.

Well, yeah.

Lord Fa?Zell questioned me about the Muon prescription before sending me out on patrol again. He claimed that the more time I spend in space, the less spice I?ll need to use, and suggested that it wasn?t appropriate for an Imperial Pilot Officer to be so reliant upon the stuff. Then he mentioned that the Rebellion was gaining ground in this sector, and that a certain amount of recklessness might prove helpful on my next duty.

It is so strange for an Inquisitor to present himself as helpful and kind, particularly to his underlings. The man has a strange charisma.