Topic: Daydream: Introduction

Daydream

Date: 2005-09-08 17:30 EST
I sat on the floor and stared blankly at the empty bag I held, paying attention neither to the damp salt-air blowing through the open doors, nor the chill it raised on my skin. A neat stack of possessions, all of which I had worn and used, but none of them mine, was settled next to the foot of the bed, and each item brought a flash of memory:

...A duster, leggings, and ubese shirt in mottled green:

I crawled through the grass on Rori, the reek of muck and mire and singed flesh in my nose, dragging his motionless form behind me. He'd taken a shot to the head and one to his side, and the Rebels were still firing at the faint depression left in the grass. I wondered how his cover had been broken, whether they'd hear me moving over their blaster fire... whether he was just stunned or worse.

I spied the gleam of some feral animal's bright, wide eyes through the tall grass, and squeezed off a quick shot on my silenced spraystick, sending the panicked creature bounding towards the camp of Rebels. I heard their fire tracking the movements of the poor animal, and the body I was carrying emitted a faint but very fluent curse. I quickly lowered him and fumbled with my medkit.

?He's going to be livid when he realizes I left my post,? I thought to myself, pulling out an advanced wound series and a stimpack. I noticed how the streaks of green and yellow left on my medical whites caused me to fade into the foliage; I knew he'd also be angry when he saw how badly I'd damaged the uniform.

Maybe the headache he was waking up with would keep him distracted.

...A silver bustier and a matching skirt:

?Turn around,? he chuckled, and I obliged with a pirouette, letting the silk skirt flare. ?I like the look, though it blends with your skin too well. You look nearly naked.?

I smiled patiently, made a show of cringing, and folded my hands modestly, earning a cool laugh from the man. ?You'll wear it anyway. No one will be so gauche as to comment on how I display my property for this reception, though I'm sure the paper-pushing noncoms will find it an amusing distraction from Lord Vader's upcoming visit.?

He reached for the skirt, grabbed a handful of the shining fabric, crushed it between his fingers, and I watched his lips curl into a little moue of disdain. ?Have my dress uniform prepared in ten minutes, and assist me in bathing when you are done.?

I nodded, curtsied, turned away, hearing him mutter about Imperial grey.

...An intricate arrangement of red ribbons:

I wondered how I was supposed to wear the crimson ribbons dangling from his forefinger. ?Stop smirking,? he snarled in response to the skeptical expression I wore. ?It was to be a reward for completion of your studies, but I can use it to leave you bound on the balcony to dance in a hailstorm until you re-learn your place, twi'lek.?

I dropped to the floor, kowtowing and whispering an apology for the disrespect. ?I'm sure even a brainless alien like yourself can figure out how to put these on. The cantina girls in Kaadara are wearing these now.?

He dropped the ribbons on the floor. ?I expect to see you dancing in this within half an hour,? he answered, sneering as he glanced through the window, obviously noting the stormclouds gathering in the late afternoon sky above the balcony. ?Outside, where I can see.?

Daydream

Date: 2005-09-08 17:31 EST
I shook my head and glanced at the wall past the white-armored troopers, noting where the unloaded laser rifle was set neatly in its rack, and an array of vials in sealed glass cannisters sat on a shelf.

I wondered what the thin-lipped officer standing behind me would do if I tried to claim the poisons there or the rifle as personal effects, or if he had any idea I'd been trained in their use. I shook my head mutely and tossed the empty bag atop the stack of clothing, rose to my feet.

?You're taking nothing?? The officer leaned down to speak slowly and loudly as if he thought I was incompetent or not fluent in Basic. ?I told you, he isn't expected to return; the regional governor had no business taking an active combat mission after his promotion. His property reverts to the Empire.

"We will arrange to have your aptitudes tested, assuming you have any.? He barked a laugh. ?I'm sure there's a use for your kind picking up trash in the barracks. You are, however, permitted to take whatever personal effects he left you. ?

?You are my property, as much as is the clothing you wear, the air you breathe, and your damnable stubborn pride, twi'lek. You have nothing that I cannot take away if you should disrespect me. Property does not belong to property.?

I shook my head again, glanced up. ?None of this is mine. Where am I going?? My voice was barely more than a whisper, but I hadn't spoken to anyone in the three months he'd been gone, and my vocal chords felt unused. This officer and the stormtroopers were the first people I'd seen since the day I'd been left with instructions to remain inside the villa on Naboo, and to not admit visitors.

?You will be returned to Bestine, Tatooine. The Outer Rim,? came the clipped response.

Daydream

Date: 2005-09-20 19:29 EST
I had been offered residence in a small complex outside of Bestine, only a short walk up the blistering dunes to the Imperial base that overlooked the city. I'd been stationed off planet for a week, where they'd run me through all tests imaginable. I still don't know what the results of those tests were, just that I saw a lot of arguing made silent by the permaglass barrier between the testing chambers, with a black-uniformed officer brandishing a datapad at a team of white-uniformed medic.

I guess the test results indicated that I wasn't suitable even for drudge work in the barracks, because they told me I was free to find whatever employment I could until otherwise informed, but that I had to check in every week with the technicians in the city medical center.

Even after they finished the first set of weekly tests (which mostly involved a surgical droid passing a series of scanners over me, drawing a vial of blood, and obtaining a sample of my skin), I spent all day in the hospital. The staff quickly realized I had a medical background, and obviously the prejudice against non-humans didn't extend too far into the frontier worlds of the Outer Rim when there was tedious duties involved.

I was set to work mixing pharmaceuticals for stims and wound packs, and it was a measure of their trust that they even let me work with the neurotoxins used in minute amounts for their emergency anaesthetics.

Daydream

Date: 2005-09-20 19:30 EST
?Daydream?? one of the technicians rapped her fingers on the holopanel at my station. I looked up, assessing the woman's rough skin and tired face, the smirk on her mouth; she always snickered when she said my name, as if she couldn't believe anyone would name a child that.

She looked like hell, and I glanced past her at the mirror against the wall, checking my own reflection, wondering if the planet would burn its mark on me like it had on her. Wide blood red eyes stared from a face smooth as silk and pale as milk; only the hint of pink on the head-tails tucked neatly behind my shoulders suggested I'd been caught in the twin suns and scorching sands unprotected.

?Ma'am.? I carefully sealed the kit and stood up, offering a deep bow to the white-clad human female.

?You know where the bar down the street is? Go tell Doctor Vandris that he needs to stop drinking and get back down here, the idiot's not answering his comm. We have a few guys in here with some bad cuts and blaster burns ? probably a bunch of drunks got in a brawl at the cantina. IG92 is scanning them in, but I don't want to deal with them on my own, and the other med techs are giving a class at the local Academy.?

I looked up at her. ?I could help ? I did have a bit of field practice, and ??

She interrupted me with a cool smirk, her tired eyes flicking over my head tails, which twitched anxiously. ?I don't think you've had enough ?practice? for real work, Daydream. It's messy.

?You know we can't have you working here for long, anyway; the next time some bored, battle-fatigued officer is up for a promotion after a big fight, they'll transfer your contract to him. Or maybe they'll ship you off to the Hutts if they think they can turn a good profit. They get away with anything out here.? She dragged her fingers through her sun-bleached hair and chuckled, the sound condescending and dismissive. ?Just go get the doctor.?

?Yes, ma'am. I will send Doctor Vandris to you.?

I passed through the treatment area, almost tripping over a man sprawled half-on, half-off of a cot. IG92 had the guy's hand in a clamp, prodding at a nasty charred wound marking his arm. He jerked as he spotted me.

?'s you! I seen you all over the holonews a few months back,? the guy rasped. ?Seen you last month at the tavern in Anchorhead, too. You was pretty mean. What you doin' in here??

I stared at the man. His eyes were pretty glassy, and it was obvious he was raving. Perhaps he was going into shock, or just hopped up on spice. I could smell the faint tang of muon on his clothes.

I cleared my throat politely. ?I'm sorry, sir. You must have me mistaken for someone else? I only arrived last week, from Naboo.?

?? Nah, nah, it was you, recognize the eyes. What you doin' here?? he repeated, trying to sit up. ?They finally catch you for beatin' them engineers to a pulp? Bare hands, even, who'd have guessed a pretty little thing like you had it in 'er? I bet they deserved it, right? You get conscripted into workin' here or somethin? Didn't think they used anyone with them brain tails for anything other than slave labor and rewards for them good little officer men who wants a pet 'stead of a medal. Y'know, there's some big fightin' in this city now, we could use a good fighter like --?

I felt my smile turn a little awkward, my lekku phrasing silent annoyance around my shoulders, and I patted his forehead, stepped away to let his babbling trail off into silence. Maybe it was some sort of mental trauma. I headed towards the cantina.

Daydream

Date: 2005-09-20 19:36 EST
The building was sunk slightly in the ground and dark, lit only by the glowlamps on the tables and around the bar, and the faint gleam of a skylight set in the wall; it was dim and dusty, but not as hot as the ground-level buildings surrounding it, and the air bore a trace of spice and alcohol. The buzz of crisp-accented conversation, polite arguments, laughter, hushed whispers, and the raspy voice of a chidinkalu horn warbling out a jazzy melody greeted me.

I stood there a while and let my eyes adjust to the darkness. Men and women of various species sat at tables, both uniformed and casually dressed, some in armor, some wearing dusty farm-rags, some slurring their speech and others talking in crisp cadences. A few tired-looking human women wearing enough to earn them a fatal sunburn outside alternately wiggled, danced and brought drinks to tables.

I took a step further into the room, trying to find the tall figure of Doctor Vandris, and almost tripped over someone sitting on the floor. I looked down, crouched to offer my apologies.

Dark eyes blinked up from the black-tattooed face, and a broad grin settled on the man's mouth. ?Bout time they sent another dancer in here,? he drawled lazily, ?Was getting tired of these ones. No grace, you know. Humans.? He tossed a few credit coins to one of the tired-looking women, laughed and stood up, taking my hands and pulling me to my feet, making as if to spin me in the opening steps of a formal dance.

?Oh - no - I'm sorry, sir, I'm not an entertainer. I'm just here to??

?You should be, honey,? he leered, ?Rather watch you.?

I just looked at him for a few moments. He definitely had a theme going with the black color: He was wearing all black, his hair was black and fell straight and glossy to the middle of his back, and there were peculiar little black horns poking through the crown of his hair. He stared back. Carefully released my hands and stepped away, stooping to retrieve a laser rifle from the floor next to a glass of something strong smelling with ice. Sweat beaded on his brow.

?Hey, aren't you the one that was on the holone-?

What's with these people?

My voice was quiet as I tried to figure out what was wrong with him and what he was talking about. ?I'm sorry. I came from the medical center ? I'm just looking for Doctor Vandris, they need him there.?
?Yeah... Okay.? The tattooed man looked relieved and he held up a calloused hand, turning around. He pointed to a nearby table at which a tall, skinny man sat slouched in an ill-fitting white coat. ?He's in here all the time.?

?Thank you, sir.? I stood on my toes and kissed the tattooed face on the cheek. There was a muffled thump behind me as the black-clothed man sat heavily on the floor, swearing in some language I couldn't understand.

?Doctor Vandris?? I called quietly, heading towards the white coated figure.

Daydream

Date: 2006-03-23 19:44 EST
?Dr. Vandris??

A bleary gaze greeted me as the man in the long coat looked up. His eyes were bloodshot, his face flushed. If the collection of empty glassware cluttering his table and the reek of cheap jawa beer crawling through the air was any suggestion, he either had taken a table that had recently occupied a very large party, or he'd been drinking. A lot.

He blinked owlishly, paused. ?Tha's me. Wha.. Who're you??

I tucked my hands into my pockets, fidgeting with the mementos I'd collected there - a smoothed splinter of some red stone, a couple of vials I had been working with and needed to return to the medical center, and a handful of credits. I offered a polite bow of my head, letting my lekku hug my shoulders.

?I'm from the medical center, Doctor. They said you weren't answering your comlink.?

Dr. Vandris swore loudly and slapped the palm of his hand against the table, making the glassware jump and dance with a brittle chime. A couple of Rodians, pilots by the flightsuits they wore, glanced over for a moment, their sensors swivelling as they chattered. I watched their bright eyes flicker towards the entrance. I flinched away from the doctor as he grumbled a louder curse, glanced down at the table, caught sight of an erratic light pulsing at the bottom of a mostly empty pitcher.

No wonder he hadn't answered his comm. It was swimming in a few inches of jawa beer.

Clearing my throat, I tried again. ?They need you at the medical center, sir. Most of the medtechs are at the Academy this afternoon. There's a lot of ... ? I trailed off as the man got to his feet unsteadily, swaying, apparently carrying on a dialogue with himself:

?...Hellhole of a planet . . . middle of nowhere, shoulda - suppos'd t'been sent to Cor - Cor... uh... planet... but they sen' me here, horrible dusty hellhole... damn freaks, sendin' me a mis'rble stupid alien to check up on me, brin' me back 'stead of let-lettin' me drink... patch up som' stupid worthles... not worth th' . . . not wha' I signed up fer, didn' sign up t'fix up soldiers... didn' sign up at all...?

I stepped back, idly clinking the vials in my pocket against each other, and suppressed a sigh as Dr. Vandris continued in that vein, his deep voice growing almost plaintive, whining. He sighed heavily and stacked a row of credits on his table with the exaggerated caution of the very drunk. ?S'okay. . . I'm comin', guess I better dose m' with some st??

Duck.

I looked over my shoulder, frowning: Who??

Daydream

Date: 2006-03-23 19:50 EST
Rolling over, I realized I was on the floor, somehow half under the table, dazed and deafened by the roaring of the concussive blast that had knocked me down. I saw the trousered legs of Dr. Vandris propped against the table, crawled forward a bit to look up and see whether he was all right.

Fire was licking over the table, and the abandoned comlink was still flashing insistently in a pitcher of burning jawa beer. But I didn't see the top half of Dr. Vandris anywhere. Nor did I think my limited medical training would do much for what was left of him.

I pressed a hand to my mouth, nauseated by the smell of sweet smoke and hot metal, and retreated back under the table. There were hoarse shouts, the crackling sound of flames eating away at the cantina walls. Some weak moans and whimpers.

?Finish it up! We gotta get out of here before they call in reinforcements!? one of the figures screamed. He wore some sort of heavy armor, looked to be ceramic, maybe composite, all black. His voice was distorted by the full-face helm he wore, and he was spraying fire over the entire cantina.

?Cool it, it'll be a while," one of the other figures growled, gauntleted hands twitching on a laser rifle. "We got some people starting fights in another part of town, and we got a riot staged outside the Prefect's office. We can finish off the loyalists here and be back in Anchorhead before they get here.?

Daydream

Date: 2006-04-04 19:49 EST
Loyalists? These guys must be with the Alliance to Restore the Republic. What would drive them to kill everyone here? This isn't a military target, is it? I wonder if I can get out of here to get word to someone. I scrabbled back under the table as another pair of figures came in.

?Any of ours wounded?? a woman's voice queried hoarsely. ?The other team has the local troops tied up at the regional governor's estate. Let's finish up here.? I peered out at the new speaker, frowned as I realized she was a twi'lek, rutian, her lekku bound back with black tape. She was armed with a blaster, but not armored as the rest were. I noted the grenades strapped to her belt.

The man with the flamethrower had paused to pull his helmet off, and he stared at the woman, his young human features uncertain. Waving her blaster impatiently, she barked, ?The troops are busy guarding the governor. We still need to hit the medical center for supplies. If there's no one worth taking as hostage, finish off the rest and get moving!?

I watched the guy methodically spraying fire over the ruined cantina. I wondered how many were dead, how many were just stunned by the concussive blast and awaiting death. Movement caught my eye - the male with the black hair who I'd tripped over walking in. His head was lolling about, and he'd somehow been flung by the force of the blast into one of the alcoves, a pair of the dancers sprawled underneath him. I tried not to snicker at the compromising position they'd have made had the place not been filled with smoke and fire and pain and death.

I clenched my hands nervously in my pockets, frowned as I felt the vials there, tried to remember why I had them in my pockets. A memory siezed me.

- - -
The smell of wilted vegetation mouldering in the swamp filled my nose. The faint gleam of fading starlight through the clouds above, the glow rods ringing the perimeter, and the flickering of a portable data terminal in the camp all seemed bright to my eyes, and the pre-dawn sky seemed like mid-day.

I listened to the hushed voices of the insurgent sentries, the faint pulsing whine of some sort of transmitter, the chattering song of insects, soft snores from deeper in the camp, and the barely audible hiss of the ventilator mask worn by the man at my side.

He reached out a gloved hand, tapped the case at my hip, sketched a silent sign with wiggling fingertips: -Handle the download. See if your tolerance innoculations work. Try not to damage the monitors this time.-

Eyeing his gloved hand, I let the tip of my tchun wiggle and signal a gesture of assent: -One minute. Three more to clear. I see the terminal.-

He nodded and moved away, a grey figure in the grey pre-dawn even as I was, and I busied myself with the case, letting my fingers find the trio of slender cannisters packed inside. Palming the chilled vials, I rose to my feet and assessed the locations of the sentries. Only three of them . . . perfect. They were standing idle and easy, and somehow I could almost read their thoughts from their slouched posture - sleepy and relaxed, bored with another night's uneventful duty, convinced the area was completely secured by the Alliance.

I depressed the tab on top of the first cannister, lobbing the pierced vial in a slow, underhanded toss towards the feet of the first sentry. Two and three followed in quick succession. I tapped a composite tab monitor affixed to my collar, watching the three figures glance around wildly, clutching their throats and writhing. Releasing a breath I hadn't realized I was holding, I counted down in my mind and stepped forward, watching the anguish and silent screams roiling on the purple-black faces of the sentries.

-Well, I'm not screaming. I guess the innoculation worked.-

The eyes of one of the guards, blackened and bulging from their sockets, glared sightlessly at me as I minced over his corpse to the glowing terminal. I let my fingers work through the routine, finally plucking the datacard from its port and swapping it with the one I'd brought.

I crept away, hearing the faint hissing of the bodies as the toxin worked on the organics; I knew if I bothered to turn around, I'd see that the sentries had been deconstructed and decomposed into the everpresent muck that filled the swamp. . . just another sweet stink to pollute the air.
- - -
The sharp retort of a laser rifle shattered my reverie.

Daydream

Date: 2006-04-14 19:38 EST
I watched the man, who in turn watched me, the display of a data terminal between us. The screen cast a corpselike blue glow over his pale features and the crisp uniform he wore; it was obvious that, despite being stationed on Tatooine, he didn't see much of the suns. Most humans on Tatooine were normally quite brown.

His stare sharpened into a glare as his eyes followed my lekku, the tips of which were twitching idly, tapping back and forth, back and forth, on my shoulders. A nervous habit of mine, I guess. I'm not usually even aware of it.

Permitting himself a sigh of disgust, exasperation, the man pushed himself to his feet. ?This is quite irregular,? he declared.

I looked up at him, letting my eyes focus about mid-chest level on him. ?Sir.? It was respectful and neither agreed nor disagreed, and he could take it how he wanted.

?The number of charges that could be levied against you, starting with your unauthorized removal of medical components from an Imperial medical facility . . . ? He recited a litany of offenses I'd apparently committed when I'd flung the pilfered vials of toxin towards the invaders, with spectactular results. I'd been expecting chemical paralysis, not a mass of blistered, bloody death.

I hazarded a quick glance up at the man's face, which was pinched with disgust. I'd seen the expression before. ?Stupid twi'lek? was usually the next phrase uttered by someone wearing that face. However, he simply finished his speech with ? . . . the number of civilian casualties is regrettable, but as one stupid alien, yourself, was the sole survivor, the report making the rounds on the holonews places all blame squarely on the insurgents.?

Clearing his throat, the man continued: ?However, one of the ... rebels... was apparently the son of the Regional Governor, which places all of us in an awkward position. He is, of course, humiliated that his family harbored a traitor to the Empire, but neither will he allow the matter of his foolish offspring's demise to pass unnoticed. Somehow, he has become aware that a twi'lek employed in our medical facilities obtained an amount of a venomous agent intended for ... classified purposes.?

I looked down, deciding against arguing that the vials had been with those marked for use in emergency anaesthetics, and hadn't been sealed up or classified or anything of the sort. A thought crept along the pathways of my mind: Someone put those there intentionally.

?He is also aware that said twi'lek was sent to the cantina on an errand, and that his son died as a result of this venomous agent, and that said twi'lek miraculously escaped death. Thus, he has called for the termination of this twi'lek.

?I concur.?

My lekku curled tightly around my shoulders, I held myself motionless, and stared into the man's flinty, steel-grey eyes.

?However, despite my recommendations,? he sneered, ?I've received orders that indicate that such is not to occur. The Empire apparently thinks a worthless alien like yourself has more value than the wounded pride of a politician with his career in shambles. We cannot, of course, let your transgressions go unpunished. You have been 'terminated' ? from employment at the medical center. ?

I stammered something, I'm not even sure what, it might have been a disbelieving laugh. Whatever it was, it elicited a cold laugh from the human.

?Your resistance to that venom, particularly when it destroyed everything living in a most impressive radius, is doubtless why you are not scheduled for termination. Even aliens have their uses, and fortunately for you, you have already been conditioned to loyalty to our ideals - your records make that quite clear. We have some ... assignments... for you to complete.?

Eyebrows arched quizzically, I coughed, then managed a single word. Not the brightest remark, but I was still stunned by the entire conversation. ?Uh - assignments??

?It is expected that some targets of interest will be visiting Bestine within the week. You'll find the descriptions in your datapad.?

?Sir??

He looked impatient, but obviously realized my remark was regarding his expectations. ?It is an embarrassment to have a ragged band of scum holding our township hostage. Our bio-engineering teams expect to have some chemicals rather more subtle tested and monitored, and we expect to have the insurgents removed. Preferably with a minimum of loyal citizens being harmed, of course.?

?Where . . . ??

He smiled mirthlessly. ?Even terrorists need to relax with a drink occasionally. Figure it out.?