It was a plain leather bound book. Nothing special about it. No pretty pictures. No fancy words on the front. But it was kept safely tucked away with a pen.
Huh. A journal. I've never kept one of these before. Never had a reason to before. I'm use to cruising through life without feeling the need to reflect on it by putting it down on paper. Someone once said I was going to worry myself to death over things I can't fix. Perhaps they're right. Now, even more so.
There was an election for governor here recently. At first I didn't think much of it. G'nort was the only candidate I had heard about, so I thought it was just some silly thing he made up to get attention. But then Talomar announced he was running too. I didn't think those two even knew each other. It's likely they hadn't until this. I tried to help G'nort, since I thought the idea of Tal having a position that had even suggested power deplorable. But the man was so infuriating! Trying to get him to actually get to KNOW these people was impossible! He appeared about as sincere as.. well.. a politician. When I shared my frustrations with a few of my friends in the Red Dragon, Alysia suggested I run too. I'm still not sure what possessed me to do it, but I did. Can't say I tried too hard. I'm lousy at speeches or wild campaigning. The idea of mudslinging made my stomach turn. All I did was hand out some buttons my sister had made up and then just continue my life as normal. And yet... I won.
I'm still in a bit of shock over winning. Truth be told, I don't know if I'm even qualified for this job. But then again, what *is* my job? I'm the first governor Rhydin's ever had. There's no prelaid out plan. I'm forging out a completely knew path. Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to hack my way through a jungle with little more than a little pocket knife. The Oracle wants me to start sending them a report every month. I'm not sure how well I'll do at this. I have the journalistic skills of a rock. Thankfully Jewell has agreed to help edit and clean up the mess I'm likely to send her.
Taneth has been acting strange lately. I thought once I got her to go to sleep, she would improve. It doesn't seem to be helping. I'm so worried about her. I wish I knew what to do.
Tass is acting odd too. He's... cold. Distant. I'm not sure if there's actually something wrong, or it's just a part of him that's taken over so he can better protect Jewell in her time of need. But since nobody else has the answers, all I can do is wait.
Jewell lost Skyler. That Tommy guy killed him. Another thing I wish I could fix. Technically I could go down into the Land of the Dead and strike a deal with Beeze. After all, I brought him the caged spirits of two wyverns that were taking over dragons and one demon that was taking over that Fomir fellow. Haven't seen him in awhile. I wonder how he's getting along. He's the only other moredhel I've seen in this town that's not a relative. Anyway, if I go down and get Skyler's spirit to bring back... would he *want* to come back? I can't make the guy return if he doesn't want to. Chryrie could do the resurrection, but if the spirit doesn't wish to return to the body, it's pointless. At least, that's what she tells me.
In more pleasant news, I do have a boyfriend. How odd for me to be writing this. Boyfriend. Something I never thought I'd have again. His name is Vrastiel. He use to be the Mask, but after he had me break his mask, that changed. He's very sweet to me. It's nice to be romanced instead of simply playing. I was worried the fact that I'm not monogamous by nature would be a problem, but he said it wasn't. He said he didn't wish to change something he knew was a part of me long before he ever met me. The last person I was monogamous to was Maddock. Sometimes I still miss him. Even if we didn't make the greatest couple, he was still a wonderful friend.
Chryrie got married to that drow of hers. CKalb. I like him. He seems very stable, unlike his brother Knite. Hopefully this one won't die or disappear on her.
Now I have to go do governor type stuff.
Huh. A journal. I've never kept one of these before. Never had a reason to before. I'm use to cruising through life without feeling the need to reflect on it by putting it down on paper. Someone once said I was going to worry myself to death over things I can't fix. Perhaps they're right. Now, even more so.
There was an election for governor here recently. At first I didn't think much of it. G'nort was the only candidate I had heard about, so I thought it was just some silly thing he made up to get attention. But then Talomar announced he was running too. I didn't think those two even knew each other. It's likely they hadn't until this. I tried to help G'nort, since I thought the idea of Tal having a position that had even suggested power deplorable. But the man was so infuriating! Trying to get him to actually get to KNOW these people was impossible! He appeared about as sincere as.. well.. a politician. When I shared my frustrations with a few of my friends in the Red Dragon, Alysia suggested I run too. I'm still not sure what possessed me to do it, but I did. Can't say I tried too hard. I'm lousy at speeches or wild campaigning. The idea of mudslinging made my stomach turn. All I did was hand out some buttons my sister had made up and then just continue my life as normal. And yet... I won.
I'm still in a bit of shock over winning. Truth be told, I don't know if I'm even qualified for this job. But then again, what *is* my job? I'm the first governor Rhydin's ever had. There's no prelaid out plan. I'm forging out a completely knew path. Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to hack my way through a jungle with little more than a little pocket knife. The Oracle wants me to start sending them a report every month. I'm not sure how well I'll do at this. I have the journalistic skills of a rock. Thankfully Jewell has agreed to help edit and clean up the mess I'm likely to send her.
Taneth has been acting strange lately. I thought once I got her to go to sleep, she would improve. It doesn't seem to be helping. I'm so worried about her. I wish I knew what to do.
Tass is acting odd too. He's... cold. Distant. I'm not sure if there's actually something wrong, or it's just a part of him that's taken over so he can better protect Jewell in her time of need. But since nobody else has the answers, all I can do is wait.
Jewell lost Skyler. That Tommy guy killed him. Another thing I wish I could fix. Technically I could go down into the Land of the Dead and strike a deal with Beeze. After all, I brought him the caged spirits of two wyverns that were taking over dragons and one demon that was taking over that Fomir fellow. Haven't seen him in awhile. I wonder how he's getting along. He's the only other moredhel I've seen in this town that's not a relative. Anyway, if I go down and get Skyler's spirit to bring back... would he *want* to come back? I can't make the guy return if he doesn't want to. Chryrie could do the resurrection, but if the spirit doesn't wish to return to the body, it's pointless. At least, that's what she tells me.
In more pleasant news, I do have a boyfriend. How odd for me to be writing this. Boyfriend. Something I never thought I'd have again. His name is Vrastiel. He use to be the Mask, but after he had me break his mask, that changed. He's very sweet to me. It's nice to be romanced instead of simply playing. I was worried the fact that I'm not monogamous by nature would be a problem, but he said it wasn't. He said he didn't wish to change something he knew was a part of me long before he ever met me. The last person I was monogamous to was Maddock. Sometimes I still miss him. Even if we didn't make the greatest couple, he was still a wonderful friend.
Chryrie got married to that drow of hers. CKalb. I like him. He seems very stable, unlike his brother Knite. Hopefully this one won't die or disappear on her.
Now I have to go do governor type stuff.