Topic: Seeking

Katt Batten

Date: 2009-11-29 14:28 EST
The rain was cold against her skin. White blouse had bleed through after the hours of being out in the chilling rain. She didn't care. Maybe she would catch her death. Heh.

It was hard to follow the trail of blood, most washed away. Eventually she gave up and just strayed into the wilderness. She felt cold. But not from the weather. It was a empty dark feeling. She felt..alone. Ixora left without keeping watch over Mayu, probably pissed at Katt for telling her to back off. Mayu apparently thought her the monster everyone else did. And Toby...that was just a long list of pain.

What she had told Toby days before was true and the look Mayu gave her, braving against her to protect Toby, was proof. To the world she was a ugly, disgusting monster. No matter what she did she would always be..Mayu's stare and words not to hurt Toby struck deep.

Mayu.

She who came into Toby's life like some wayward breeze that he captured and found his bliss in. He listened to her. He ..adored her. It showed by the way he lingered by her. Or the way he touched her.

She was jealous.

No matter what she did she never could give Toby that feeling of peace that Mayu gave him. No matter what she had tried not even her words didn't hold any light. Mayu could repeat her words and Toby would listen to Mayu first. It was heart tearing. But she didn't hate Mayu. Envied maybe..but never hated. She knew from the moment she met Mayu that she was Toby's..true comfort. He looked at ease with her. The delicate, pretty flower that was Mayu.

His Mayu..

It was the hatred in Mayu's eyes that had made her decide. She didn't belong in their world. Views always as the beast first, friend later.

Face twisting up she looked to the sky when a fat waterdrop splashed her face. She had something to do first. She needed to find her. Lisa. It had been some time since she had seen the Claymore but she would be found.

There had to be a way to help Toby.

And she would find it before...

Inhaling deeply her pupiless eyes took in the surroundings. How would she start her seeking of the claymore? And to what extent would she go to save the one who she meant ..nothing to.

She twitched as warmth collided with the cold rain. Tears. Did she really mean nothing to him? Or was she begin greedy in wanting him to live? Selfish. Did the kisses they shared mean anything? Her eyes drifted closed, remembering faintly the heartbeat that had laid under her fingers. Beating like a mad drummer while his lips met hers so ...heatedly.

Brows furrowed and her head reared back, "Where are you Lisa?! We need to talk!" The words were bellowed out. She didn't expect to be answered. Instead her eyes remained closed, drinking in the coldness of the rain.

To what extent would she go...?

The answer was easy enough. There was no price she wouldn't pay.

Lisa

Date: 2009-11-29 15:53 EST
Thp. A plated greave striking filthy mud, sloshing mortal essences like water about steel. Never seeping, never moist.

Flaxen struck at hardened cheeks of ivory, silver hues of untold stories; with everlasting history, watching with profound interest. She, that Witch of the past who had been called, was no super hero masquerading as a simpleton of the world. She was not bound to the restrictions of aide when requested for. For mere chances, those things called coincidences, only came in the guise of miracles.

For whom, pray tell, whom would this miracle benefit in the ever after?

The beast of a woman, her lithe figure; her small height, not pronouncing the lingering ferocity of a bear, had come. Tink, sabatons rattling with unspoken unpleasantries, thick steel capable of such aggravation, of those things the silver-eyed witches were rumored to be without, but a foreshadowing of what she may consider to come; to sink deep teeth into the bareness of a skinned apple.

To deem such a task so easy, was it possible? To proclaim a solution without means of urgency?

"You speak with the foul viciousness of a primate," Lisa callously expressed for whom spoke her name aloud. "Are all of your sorts so liable to bark this season?"

Her rhetoric was not intended to find means of an answer. Silver spheres glowered, an impatient mood already at a limit she had not set; but predetermined many ages since passed when she first signed on as a hybrid. No longer a human, but against all her odds of the demon, of the yoma, that clenched her heart instead.

"So soon you are to call for I. I hope, in any interest of yourself, you have suiting reason," she ruthlessly warned. Of Lisa's sort, under the protection of The Organization, she must maintain vigilance. These pitiful things, these "House Calls" as she'd express them to be, were beneath that of a hunter; her prey far superior than effete tears or wholesome love triangles.

It all came crashing back to one singularity. One atom in the chain that eradicated all others; he who defied his purpose to live and succumbed to the depths and desires of another.

Toby.

What he will pay?

Katt Batten

Date: 2009-11-29 16:16 EST
Someone hadn't changed. Her head rocked towards Lisa calmly though pupiless eyes stared at the Claymore rather blankly. In a 'past life' she had been jealous of Lisa. Strong. Confident. Beautiful. The way Toby always clunged to her was..

Head shaking the splendor of white rippled about her. A single turn upon her heels to face the familiar Claymore. "It's been a while." It was a greeting of sorts that was short lived. Primate? Heh. She said nothing about it. Nor flinched from the sharp tongue of the flaxen haired one. "My sorts. Hm." She simply shrugged it off and got down to business since she seemed so ready to be on her way.

"Toby." Was the answer to her warning. "Is there a way to help him. To subdue, remove, or quiet the darkness within him. Any way..aside from killing him." She turned fully to face Lisa. She wondered if Lisa even remembered her. There was difference now. "If there is any way I want to know. If I must do something in return for the information that is fine. I don't care. I want to help him."

Lashes lowered, half-mast over her emerald eyes. Anything. Even if Lisa planned on killing her for the information that was fine. She would find some way to give it to Mayu or Ixora.

"Tell me. If I can help him. Please." Her eyes raised back to Lisa and though under her hard gaze she held her ground where in the past she might of shrunk back. Jaw tightened she held her resolve she wondered if Lisa was really involved in what has happened to Toby. She was a Claymore. They..did this to him. Lisa had always wanted to protect him though. Did that change?

Lisa

Date: 2009-11-29 16:45 EST
She eased to one side, mercury-filled hues drinking in the pleas, the urges. Were it so, that she be asked, questions of filth like the mud that gripped with suction to the graves she wore? A jerk, a motion, flaxen cutting the air as she shook her head; droplets of water casting a similar shower to the one she was graced with.

There was no solution to the question. "You ask for miracles," miracles that nobody in her line of work could, or would, assist with. Those who did the deed may have other secrets; methods of removal. To remove the heart, how does that life beat, to refresh and continue on? Steel didn't seize the moment of clarity, glowering all the way to the bank. Were it an expression, doubtful; but a vivid reminder that she was but one of them.

A beast to a beast.

"Do not forget your Toby is a hunted criminal of the Organization. Should I see him, I shall end his darkness myself. As will we all."

A hint, a taste, that her words her bitten upon. A false declaration? Or something much deeper; disdain at the heart, the core. A penny in a jar of quarters, seen, uncared; a minuscule soul against fierce titans.

Lisa did not recall the woman. By name, by face, a blur to the intoxication of her memory. Were it sober, life carrying them separately, those devilish things called miracles might possibly be granted; a face in the most crowded of stadiums remedying poor or sheer forgetfulness.

"A choice to beat one's heart with the demon blood, of yoma; an infusion. He has chosen his fate, and you yours to cling to such uselessness," Lisa answered her questions in one swoop. Those dreams she must have cared for deeply. They were not Lisa's to protect, ants amongst grains of sand in similarity. "You pay the fine with your bindings to the human life; and that child did what we all must? pledge to it. To be amongst the very monsters we once cringed at."

The eyes of the witch did not falter; her dark gaze on Katt like a hawk seeking a mouse for her young.

"However, to subdue the tainted soul; the dark clutches of that yoma heart, is not unheard of. The cost is greater." She spoke from experience, the years of which bore down on her greater than sabatons of heavy steel. "Passion is a weapon, and men are particularly at a disadvantage. They cling to their urges to release, that sexually driven disdain of mortality. Has he done so?"

She questioned Katt with a sense of knowing; unable to believe that he, the child, if even a fraction of their absoluteness, was under any different circumstances. Were he not, she would not consort with the silver-eyed witch. Her inquiries befitting bindings of user manuals and "How-To's."

Lisa visibly sneered.

Katt Batten

Date: 2009-11-29 17:07 EST
Miracles. Lisa's words slashed through her heart better then any knife or sword ever could. Raising a hand to her chest she rubbed at the upper-center area. "His choice. It was not his choice to have this happen to him. He wants things to be how they use to be."

Passion. As far as she knew..Her head shook slowly. Lisa's words bugged her. Sexually driven. Was that why he seemed so calmed and peaceful around Mayu? Jealousy flared as well a mild sense of sadness. "Toby is far from being sexually driven. I mean.. as far as I know. I don't think he's ever done more then kiss someone." Her eyes drifted down to the wet grass at her feet. There was a splash of color to her alabaster skin. Lifting her eyes she watched Lisa sneer and she gave a soft, throaty chuckle.

"All these years and you've changed so little.." Brows furrowed and her head slowly drifted to one side. "Do you still protect him now that he's.." He rarely if ever spoke of Lisa and now..Now she stood only feet away. "Yes. I know it's useless to cling to some things but hope..is not useless. I hope and want to help him. If there is a chance to subdue that darkness.."

She found herself fearing the answers now. More then she feared Lisa. It hurt. A moment of helplessness settled over her face.

Lisa

Date: 2009-11-29 17:50 EST
"His choice began the very moment he accepted his fate. To pray for an outcome is not progress," her hatred for that word pray oozing from a sharp tongue. Aspects of a life forgotten, or soon to be discussed, did not prevent even the coldest from breaking metaphorical bones like twigs. "And to encourage this feeling that rides his heart; to mount his soul, I see little hope."

Lisa did not tend to wounds inflicted, licking the salt clean or disinfect the grime that prevented clotting. The seeping, proverbial blood would run freely, color the soaked earth a dirty, bittersweet burgundy.

"You do not understand the process of Claymore when they rile their powers, do you?" The question could have been innocent enough, were she not speaking so sharply that her saliva could shatter glass. The sneer could not find means of letting up. "You can relate that feeling to dire, sexual passion. Men, feeble and disgusting as they are, cannot fathom the understanding of controlling such a release," again, her words judging experience rather than bedtime stories. "They want that climax. They? pray for it."

Lisa judged proximity, a mine threatening to go off, ticking from a closeness she was not comfortable nor shying from. Of matching height, Katt one inch her greater, Lisa's gaze hardened. A fluctuation, unstable jitters from the Claymore, brought on a radical change to the woman's mercury eyes, opaque citrine flooding; the dam disintegrating and unleashing the fierce powers that lingered within. No longer a fox, but a rabid jackal.

"Filling ourselves with but even ten percent of the filthy blood alters us in such a remarkable way," displaying the power that she could judge Toby unleashed, yoki as thick as the crust beneath. "He only obtained this level, and already he lost control of himself."

She ensured Katt was paying attention to her here; a nose so close that breaths as hot as a summer day puffed against smooth skin; grazing of flesh to flesh. That judged proximity a lost wonderment, once-upon-a-time now forgotten. "Each time this power is used, we feel the desire of pleasure, not unlike the climax of sexual desire? of orgasms and screams. Of release."

Fear was not a weapon of a Claymore; for their unspoken rumors and devastating history did far greater damage. Their presence boiled fear greater than they needed to. This was Lisa's intent to display; to be the seer of fortune and diminish once and for all these unruly questions.

"And each time we touch on this power, the closer we become to that which we all must eventually face." The citrine washed away, blanched silver. Airborne quakes, disturbances in the airflow across her shoulders, calmed to a soothing brush of wind. She sidestepped Katt, greaves snapping through gunk frosting the ground; earth's wedding cake. "The time when the yoma consumes us; and we must meet our death by another of our ranks."

Katt Batten

Date: 2009-11-29 18:22 EST
Truth be she couldn't really relate the feeling but she had the idea. She remained still even as Lisa grazed so close. She didn't move, standing like steel with the semi-familiar woman so close. She shook but not because of Lisa's close presence but of the words she offered.

Toby would crave more. She understood that and her eyes drooped faintly, tears wetting her lashes. Fingers curled then relaxed. "He..lost control because he's afraid of what he is." Turning her head sharply the snow white trailed in her wake as she turned to face the retreating Lisa. "He is afraid of what is inside him. He doesn't take into it because of the sensation it leaves him in. He.." Her jaw twitched several times before she hissed out, "He's not like other men. I would not.." She stopped herself and curled her fingers to her sides.

Dread filled her completely. She felt ill from it. "How can one subdue the darkness? You said it's not unheard of.." Frowning she raised her chin and looked after Lisa. "Why is it your kind is after him? He's not consumed. He..he just can't control it."

The frown seeped away into a sense of sadness. "Please. I love him, Lisa. If there is even a sliver of hope.." She knew Lisa didn't care about her personal feelings. Turning her head her eyes closed and her shoulders slowly sulked. Her heart ached and she regretted seeking Lisa out. To know there was no hope in the end..

Lisa

Date: 2009-11-29 19:22 EST
Mere words were like gnats to her ears; a constant buzz that she'd swat were waves of sound tangible to physical conflict. The Claymore snapped, "Do not try to lie to yourself in hopes that he will be preserved because of it. This situation is more dire than your hopes and dreams can fathom."

She turned to Katt, leather crinkling as her hands tightened into fists, bowling balls of maximum weight; of tremendous mass. Twenty stories of pressure in nothing greater than a hand capable of sinking inside a jar of pickles. "He is progressing faster than they anticipated, thus is why he is to be beheaded and forgotten. The child will AWAKEN if he is not tended to. These are not times for expectations. Should he awaken beforehand," The Claymore paused, a gesture so strong even for she. "Not even I will be able to draw a closure to this story."

Fingers loosened from their balled homes, escaping the clenching wildfires that burnt taut muscle. A heavy burden was in that gaze of Lisa's, years of regret she couldn't so easily let up like she would given any other circumstance. She despised very a many thing, a hornet's nest aggravated by the thrown rocks of ignorant children.

"Awakened Claymore are an entirely different species from what you may think. If you believe you have much to fear now by losing him, you've seen nothing yet," there was no mistaking her seriousness. It corroded the callous intentions in her voice, leaving nothing but naked truth. "When his body gives out, that is when the next phase of his existence begins; when evolution destroys him and leaves in its terrible wake something so foul, demon does not describe it."

She turned her back to Katt, a hand held to haphazardly catch a glimpse of the rain that no longer fell. Nature was not crying for she, or they, this time. It cast a gloomy shadow in the sky that was falling into darkness, a tale only the tarot readers tell. "He will not escape that outcome if you continue to believe he is only afraid. He's afraid because he is well-aware how his story will end. He will stop at nothing to prevent it. I know that much." And she did. She didn't lose faith in Toby. She lost faith in the overwhelming power that dented the shields of powerful knights, the armor of the most sturdy crusader, and left them in nothing but a shallow grave. "But he does not choose when, or how."

"He will require training; to put it crudely for you. Training to prevent himself from activating the power of the yoma in his heart. A technique I have mastered," she explained to Katt. "It is ill of you to assume I will be providing it. Already I have done much to contrast this situation; for you because you ask on his behalf."

A turn, a pivot in her step, grinding muddy prints into the base of the slick earth, to face Katt. She was hard like granite, and had no intentions of putting her own self into further danger. She was willed by the Organization; and the ticking clock of death loomed its nasty pendulum closer and closer. "You have the information set before you. The keys on your ring. But I will not hesitate to eradicate his presence before it threatens not only this city, but myself.

"Now go. I risk much by conversing with you so openly about this subject." Fingers inching a motion to suggest she be on her way.

Katt Batten

Date: 2009-11-29 19:49 EST
There was no movement at the snap. More dire then her hopes and dreams..

"That is why I am here. To ..'tend' to him. I..we both don't want that to happen. For him to Awaken to this darkness. Though I am not of this..demon..it is a demon that registers on a close level to what lays dormant in me. I suppose that's why he ..."

Sighing she watched Lisa's movements carefully. There was one last question she wanted to ask the Claymore. She struggled with it but in the end found herself retreating before she could answer. A single motion had her stepping back, shadows inking up her legs as if they were alive across her lithe being. "Then I will help him train. Thank you, Lisa. But I will don't think he would allow things to get that bad. I think.." Her mind flickered to the morning. Her dagger...his chest..by his hand. Blood still coated her fresh from his closeness.

She wouldn't let him fall to his darkness. She would not allow him to lose..himself. Even if she had to...

Chin lowered to her collarbone but pupiless eyes remained on the Claymore. She would continue to watch as the shadows seemed to swallow her right on up. "I am in your debt." The words whispered hauntingly as the last flicker of white silk was eaten away before she shadows simply melted away back to their original place. Several yards off she sprung out of the shadows, springing with speed from branch to branch.

Many things ran through her mind. She should of asked. She should of asked if emotions would trigger the yoma. But she could ask Toby that. He would know. Lisa gave her pieces to a puzzle that she prayed she could piece together.

Training..

The question is..would he allow training. Bigger question. Would Mayu?