April 24th
Lukewarm water flowed down his face, numbing his brow, drenching his eyelashes, sneaking into his parted mouth as he breathed. It ran over his body, cooling long welts left by fingernails, taking with it rusty blood from the side of his throat to sully his Marks on the way down. The scent of mint and metal had long since chased flowers and sunshine from his senses.
He had not planned to clean up before he left, would have preferred to keep every memory of the night before that he could to carry him through what he was about to do. But on the off chance that someone saw him, propriety begged him to appear decent and not like he'd spent every dark hour of the night drowning in flesh and fire and sin.
Right hand palmed the faucet handle while the left cleared his face of a sheet of water. The chirp he'd been hearing beneath the stream became clearer after he swept the shower curtain aside. His cell phone, nestled on a neatly folded pile of clothing balanced on the edge of the sink, glowed with a corded headset dancing in its cradle. The name beneath it read Zynnara. He answered, pressing the device to his wet jaw. Two days' worth of stubble pricked the scars on his knuckles.
"Hello. ? Alright. ? ? Yes. I'll be there soon. Thank you."
Cutting the connection, he pushed his fingers through the scoured mess of his hair and exhaled. A sheet of fog kept the mirror matte, turning his reflection to a flesh toned, black line riddled blur. He did not need to see himself to know.
He did not want to have to do this.
But it was too late to back out of it now.
He owed it to Zynnara to see it through, to himself to prove that he could. To Bianca for much the same reason.
And to Leena. To make their parting worth it.
Gripping the edges of the sink, he hung his head low. A droplet of water followed the thin line of his nose. He felt his pulse beat in each of the raw, crescent shaped punctures nestled in the valley between his throat and shoulder. Twelve in all, together they would create a perfect, circular, bite. The pain had receded to a dull ache that would last as long as he was gone.
He was sure of it.
A moment later, he reached for a towel and resigned himself not to stall any longer.
Lukewarm water flowed down his face, numbing his brow, drenching his eyelashes, sneaking into his parted mouth as he breathed. It ran over his body, cooling long welts left by fingernails, taking with it rusty blood from the side of his throat to sully his Marks on the way down. The scent of mint and metal had long since chased flowers and sunshine from his senses.
He had not planned to clean up before he left, would have preferred to keep every memory of the night before that he could to carry him through what he was about to do. But on the off chance that someone saw him, propriety begged him to appear decent and not like he'd spent every dark hour of the night drowning in flesh and fire and sin.
Right hand palmed the faucet handle while the left cleared his face of a sheet of water. The chirp he'd been hearing beneath the stream became clearer after he swept the shower curtain aside. His cell phone, nestled on a neatly folded pile of clothing balanced on the edge of the sink, glowed with a corded headset dancing in its cradle. The name beneath it read Zynnara. He answered, pressing the device to his wet jaw. Two days' worth of stubble pricked the scars on his knuckles.
"Hello. ? Alright. ? ? Yes. I'll be there soon. Thank you."
Cutting the connection, he pushed his fingers through the scoured mess of his hair and exhaled. A sheet of fog kept the mirror matte, turning his reflection to a flesh toned, black line riddled blur. He did not need to see himself to know.
He did not want to have to do this.
But it was too late to back out of it now.
He owed it to Zynnara to see it through, to himself to prove that he could. To Bianca for much the same reason.
And to Leena. To make their parting worth it.
Gripping the edges of the sink, he hung his head low. A droplet of water followed the thin line of his nose. He felt his pulse beat in each of the raw, crescent shaped punctures nestled in the valley between his throat and shoulder. Twelve in all, together they would create a perfect, circular, bite. The pain had receded to a dull ache that would last as long as he was gone.
He was sure of it.
A moment later, he reached for a towel and resigned himself not to stall any longer.