Topic: Strange findings

naevein

Date: 2013-10-31 11:59 EST
It had been a short and memorable evening at the Inn. Connie went through the front door with a good night. The woman carried herself with a quiet confidence. Naevein thought to herself if their paths crossed again she would have to ask her about her shaman grandmother. Shaking it off, she turned to climb the stairs after Cris.

Fragments of light caught her attention as it seemed he shoved something inside the door to open it. Slowing her steps as not to come right upon him, but once he was inside, she lingered outside his door for a brief moment. Extending her finger toward the keyhole, but not touching, she felt the heat from light. Small sparks on her side, but then she pulled away and shook her head. The encounter struck her odd.

How did he understand what she said earlier that night so well? He had to have experience with ? with a soul matched and mated to his own. Reaching her door, Naevein stood there for a few moments and looked back down the hall to make sure she wasn?t followed. After vanishing inside, the door was closed and locked. The room was sparse, she had very little belongings, except for the one modest size trunk holding all of her worldly possessions. Opening the top, she removed the prayer mat and spread it out on the floor.

Kneeling prostrate, she opened herself up to the secrets of the dead and what whispers they bring her to pray for. Yes the dead scream and need to be heard. They need prayers for those that they love and unfinished business. She prayed for hours in many tongues with broken words of their language. Then oddly she heard a name and looked up. No one was there, but why she heard the name? Green eyes swollen from tears, offering given for those more deserving than she would ever be.

?Know me not what to do.? Someone said Cris. Why? She had no idea or maybe it was the pain finally surfacing as some sort of transference. She sat for another few hours in silence waiting, but nothing came. Then it came to her in thought, her own doing, not one of another. Standing up and returning to the trunk for scented paper and pen.

Moving to the desk, she sat down with the paper, ink and pen and wrote a short note to put under his door.

Cris,
Thanks of me for invitation. Eyes saw light at your door before inside you go. Of my soul, feels pain for you. Sorrow of me if your soul weeps with pain. I listen for many if words need release. I share no secrets for I am keeper of secrets and souls. Friends I hope we be.

Always,
Naevein


The paper smelled like wild flowers in the desert and spiced heaven. The letter was blotted, folded and delivered swiftly. The folded piece of paper tucked under his door and she vanished back to her room.

naevein

Date: 2013-10-31 20:09 EST
The veil lain beside her leg coved in dark purple silk. The book gifted to her by Uzzi was empty, the pages as barren as some souls in this outlander land. Uzzi said to write her thoughts, the most sacred of hopes and dreams up the pristine pages. ?How will this do good Uzzi?? She thought to herself. How will writing all this down what was captured in her mind?

The Snapdragon picked up the pen and started to write. At first it was only a few sentences, which were non-sense, the words which remained broken in her mind and on her tongue. Before the last end, before the curse, she sometimes wrote for hours on end letting the words pour on the page. After the curse, the accident, she did nothing save keep everything locked up and bottled away so it could rot away in her soul.

Naevein had plenty to say. She had an ocean of feelings, words and dialog with herself which needed out. Gravity pulled at her soul as she tried to make sense of what pour from her soul. Hours passed and she finally moved, but it was dark outside. Pages filled with a vision of confusion and a beautiful dream or a terrifying nightmare. She couldn?t figure out what it was.

Words and numbers underlined. 738. Es-sex. Back. Maybe. Floor. Maroon. The color of her nails, that color stuck out in her mind more than any other. This was so sort of passage to secrets, she had no idea Cris called out and maybe this was first invitation to a darker way? The book closed and she went to meet the tailor. She soon would be a moon fairy and play with the children.

Crispin

Date: 2013-10-31 22:21 EST
Halloween

She didn't have time to change out of her costume earlier. The M'hajid were looking for her, and she barely escaped earlier from the main room. Naevein was dressed up like a moon fairy, with black silk from her shoulder, over flowing to the ground, spilling a few feet past her ankles. Her hair was down, and it was forbidden and frowned upon for a woman in her situation to let it loose. Woven in dark curls diamond like crystals to look like stars and an abundance of silver glitter.

On the back of her silk, sheer wings, which moved when her arms moved. The mask was painted on with silver and black kohl liner, for an ethereal look. She was lingering in the back alley, more like leaning near the windows making sure she wasn't followed. The street light sparkled as the abundance of glitter trailed where she walked. You'd have to have a keen eye to see the sparkles. Thankfully the one making chase never looked at the ground.

She was talking to herself in an old tongue of her people. Then she climbed down off the old crate and sat upon it waiting patiently.

Halloween was a mundie holiday, a safe way for humans to dabble in the Shadow World with the promise of four walls and a warm bed afterward. The one night where they could dance with what they thought was the truth about their existence. As a Nephilim, he had no time for it. And that's what found him strolling down the alley at an easy pace, a take-out bag tucked into the crook of his arm. Bootheels silent, whispers on stone. He heads down the alley, unaware that it was being used as a refuge.

"Of me I saw 7 3 8 upon metal. Why lay down? I know not, not were should be. Very bad sorrow." Repeating what she witnessed earlier and out poured in the book Uzzi gave to her to fill up the pages with words. "7 3 and 8. Not know why numbers tick tock flash lights stars." She was talking to herself, trying to improve her common tongue. No one was out there but her and her back was to the alley, she sat near a corner and if it wasn't for her voice no one would be the wiser she was there.

"Get back. Esesex on voice, why? Why?" Get to someone, was the message. She clearly heard a message about sex and getting back to someone. Details of the vision were in words on the page, what she was repeating now were the things that stood out most. Though she sounded like a lunatic talking to herself in whispers.

He hears it, and it makes him pause, the quiet sound that wasn't like any animal he'd heard before. Frowning, he puts his free hand on the alley door to let himself inside, but seems to think better of it. Produces a stone from his pocket. Dormant, it looks like a piece of white quartz, etched deeply with the same runes that circled his stele. They spoke of light, truth and warmth and when he holds it in the net of scarred fingers, a soft white-blue glow begins to illuminate the alley.

Maybe it was because she extended herself, that it started from the first jolting between beautiful dream or a terrifying nightmare. She remained confused, but if she thought about it long enough, maybe it would come to light. Her head was down, so she didn't see the light, though the light shadowed play wings upon her back which may have been a reason to believe there was another kind of creature there.

A faerie, in an alley? Blinking, he heads toward the curled form, bathed in its glitter, with all its starlight brilliance. "Lady, why have you not gone inside? Surely there's greater warmth and comfort to be found," speaking to her wings.

Having only heard the woman's name from his lips once, she would not try to slaughter it in thought. Hearing another's voice, it startled her and she fell off the old crate and looked over her shoulder. Green eyes were radiant against the black and silver liner. Hand against her heart and she breathed. "Naevein." Turning around and up on her knees, she put her hands together and bowed her head. Cris probably did not know it was her. "No lady, only Naevein. Slava." Bowing her head out of respect.

No, he certainly had to look far beyond the glitter and the mask to even see a resemblance to the woman he'd met only last night. But her voice and her lilting abundance of seemingly random words gives her away further. In the harsh white-blue glow, his eyes are leeched of color. The stubble on his jaw dark as his hair, framing a slight smile. "Naevein. My question still remains the same."

It would take a moment to get up since she was now tangled in silk tail. Taking a moment to lower herself to one side of her hip, she worked the bottom and loosened it from her ankles and finally managed to get some semblance of grace to stand up. "Safe of me not." Said as she stood up and dusted the ground's residue from her hip. She felt awkward simply because she knew something he did not know she knew.

Stepping back to give her room she did not seem to need, the tightness of his brow returns. "That's an even greater reason why you should not be lingering here where any can find you. Come, we'll go inside." Half turns, he gestures with his netted fist to the door, sending the witchlight's glow to bath the wet alley wall.

Not moving from where she stood. She can run out here, inside she was trapped. She was perfectly content to wait outside. "Thanks of me." Shaking her head no. The witch's light was pretty, but she was not moving. To many times she was nearly trapped when the hunter cornered her. He might find Constance inside, she was dressed as a woman fish earlier.

Ever were he to venture in without her, his thoughts would still be outside. And so when he receives her gratitude, but not her company, he exhales, lowering his hand. "Then perhaps I'll join you here. What is it that has you thinking your safety is in jeopardy?"

He was free to join her. The old crate was put back up to sit and another also propped up not far away from it. She didn't mind sitting in the alley waiting, she had been in worse places. Sitting down and looking up at the sky for a moment. "Know of me, think it doubts. Know of me hunter comes looking. Not go back to .. Vershera. Time gone for that. Why see of me 7 38?" After she asked the question of him about the numbers, she found his eyes and stared.

Her words broken but not completely indecipherable, his mouth eases into a customary frown as he joins her on that empty crate. He can feel the cold, though not the damp, through his gear. Puts the witchlight stone near his left knee, the take-out on his lap. Though he blinks at her question, meeting her gaze in confusion. "I'm sorry...?"

"Sorrow of me. See me.. 7 3 8. Cris laying on floor, confusion of mind. I know not why. Sorrow of me."

"I...I don't know how I am supposed to help you figure this out. I've not been on the floor in some time." The numbers sound like only numbers to him. He's seen them before. Oh, how he has seen them before, but the way she speaks of them is too obscure. She must mean something else.

She obviously wasn't explaining herself. She stood up and moved closer to him and put her hand on his shoulder. "See Cris..and dark hair woman. Look like this.." She showed him a clear look of confusion. "Look of you saw me. 7 3 8 light numbers me know not why see me.. of you." Letting go of his shoulder. He said nothing about her note. "Sorrow pains eyes of you. Sorrow of me, so sorrow of me." Hopefully he understood that she had empathy.

"Mouth of you said Bb-... bee-awn-ka.." She said it very slowly and exhaled. "Sorry of me. Bad, bad am me. Bad me do, sorrow of me." Standing back up. "I go."

He blinks again at her, but the more she explains the more he can feel the blood draining from his face. Luckily for him he was quite pale to start with and the glow of the witchlight stone further casts him into harsh monochrome. Her hand on his shoulder is warm, fighting off his chill. He's silent for some time, unable to decide whether or not he's outraged or horrified. He flinches when she says the name and his expression then turns to stone. "Who told you these things?" voice like rocks cracking under pressure.

She announces her intention to go and he reaches for her arm, to try and catch her in her flight. "No. You will stay, and you will explain this to me. told you this?" Because it had to be someone.

She started to walk, his hand caught her arm and he demanded she stayed. She was easily caught, she didn't run fast unless being chased. "Think of me, Cris said. Lonely in your eyes. Much sorrow behind. Night of last saw of me, much sadness. Monks say secrets need out. I keeper of secrets." She didn't try to jerk her arm from his. "Swear of me, tell none. I die first. Swear of me whisper none of secrets."

Loneliness, sorrow. "How is it that you can see these things...?" The fight had gone from his voice, sapped, bled out by an unseen wound. He lets go of her arm. He was not in the business of restraining anyone and felt a bit guilty now that he had. Lowering his head, he closes his eyes, and sighs. "I did not tell you to think about me, Naevein."

Putting her hand on his shoulder why she was there. "Some of time heart calls knowing not how. I give note of you, under door. Friend of you if need. I whisper of none for you. Please be no sorrow now. I help?"

"Yes, I received your note. I was rather touched, but..." Puts his fingertips against his brow, sliding them back through the lank, inkspill of his hair. He did not know what to say.

But meant no. Removing her hand. "Sorrow of me. Try I. I whisper none, swear of me." She thought it best to step away and let him have peace without her. She would not press to be there for him, she offered and but always meant something else. This word she knew very well. "Sorrow of me." She would keep praying for him though.

"You've still not explained... How is this possible? You a heart calls, how many hearts can you hear?" He looks up, brow tense, wrinkled in confusion and the desire to understand. She kept apologizing and while it eased him the first time, he did not want to keep hearing it. If this was truly something she could do, it was not her fault.

She stopped. "Many, many all times. Loud was call from Cris, I pray to quiet calls, hurt me. Know not how, monks say of me secret keeper, curse of some. I hide .. no.. hide them me. Protect others from bad thing me be. Sorrow of me. Only of me to help for you. I try quiet calls of you. Forgive of me please."

Glittered trailed where she paused and it was going to be a good night for a walk and prayers. Turning to leave him alone with his thoughts, she felt horrible that she hurt him. Her intent was to help, never to harm.

Puts his hand at the base of his throat like it burned from the strain of crying out. Fingertips dimple the Marks and long lines of spare muscle and sinew that make up his neck. "What did I say to you? Only to think of me?" He does not make a move to go after her.

"Say nothing to my ears. Saw of me in your eyes." She looked up at the moon. "Dead with color, but kindness night of last. Understands words, maybe this how call of you to a secret keeper. Hearts call when is needed. Keepers of secret, way help heal. Be sounds and secrets and help. Even strong warrior need quiet place to rest in middle of storm. Little place to hide in light, little place for comfort. Of me.. small-small fragment in all world. Nothing of worth, but a place to keep secrets. I thank all gods in heavens.. for giving to me place and heart to help in so small ways no one see." Meek shall inherit the earth, but Naevein did not want the earth, she simply wanted to help those in need.

Just like he isn't one to grab and handle a woman, he isn't one to rebuke one, or anyone, for abilities that are outside of their control. Lips press together to form a line, and he studies her across the distance between them. "...Thank you. You must understand, Naevein, this is all rather sudden. Yes? I do not often go out and hear that a woman I've just met has seen... How much did you see...?"

Her back to him so he may feel she wasn't staring at him or judging him. He'd see she was looking up. "Thanks of me not. Understand hard for others to know another sees secret. Trust must be earned. I swear no tell. Sorrow of me for pain inside of you. I see some, more than numbers and floor.. two women, essex.." Breathing. "Pain, confused of you. I tell none. I knew secrets, they hurt me .. to forget. I pray for you I forget. Maybe gods come let me forget again."

She saw plenty for the first calling. It wasn't something she sought out, it just happened. "Sorrow of me. Very sorrow of me."

She understood, and he was grateful that she did. Grateful too, that she understood his desire for privacy. Secrecy. Nodding, he looks back down to the cobbles between his ankles, hands folding in the space. The runic eye on the back of his right is only half visible. "If these gods of yours let you forget, perhaps you'll convince them to let me.

"Thank you for telling me, Naevein. I am not...angry. Not angry. I'm only... I need a bit of time, yes?"

"I not sure they know of me, I pray if you want this to forget. Cris no explain of me. Fault of me, I curse for all." She didn't feel sorry for herself, she knew what she was and accepted it. The monks warned her, told her how others would see her, how they would react. "I leave you. Sorrow of me, true it is. Time promises for none, today only now. I leave alone of you, no burden. I see secrets, I keep, keep in self. I swear." She wouldn't tell him again, it hurt people too much.

She gently pulled the netting of silver crystals which looked like stars in her hair and let it fall to the ground. Stars fall. Darkness covers. Naevein left him there to be with himself and his secrets. She would speak no more of it and do her best to avoid him. The bells faintly chimed as she moved in the alley.




naevein

Date: 2016-05-06 13:27 EST
The secret keeper made a small altar in the most secluded north part of the glen where the north lights sparkled brightest. Hours before arriving at the glen, she spent time engraving the enkeli stones with the power of star lights. In total she carried seven stones into the open field. The altar had two parts, the center was stacked with branches, sticks and dried leaves into a peak like structure. Outside the center altar, seven stones were set in a circle with enough space between the peak and circle for her to walk in the sacred place.

Heaven was weaving its solace all around her with the voices of nature, the crickets, singing frogs, light fairies and even wind. So humbled by what the darkness whispered, it took her breath away. She stood and instantly placed her scarred palm to cover her heart. Her lips murmuring a sacred prayer. Once the altar was finished, she stepped outside of the circle to lay prostrate with her face presses hard into the ground. Naevein humbled herself before all that was holy.

*?Ben rahmet, l?tuf ve bilgelik i?in dua b?y?k ruh. Benim savunma duymak edin.? The small desert woman remained on her face for hours repeating the same plea over and over until her throat was raw. Tears saturating the ground around her, which unbeknownst to her crystalized and extended to the edge of the altar.

As she pleaded to the heavens. Naevein had to wait for the hour of tweens to be able to cross into the realm of heaven and look for the enkli. This was her right to do so. However, before that, the heavens reminded her of that night in a flashback when she swore to keep seen secrets. Her words fire, each one burning out of control in her mind. ?Say nothing to my ears. Saw of me in your eyes. Dead with color, but kindness night of last. Understands words, maybe this how call of you to a secret keeper. Hearts call when is needed. Keepers of secret, way help heal. Be sounds and secrets and help. Even strong warrior need quiet place to rest in middle of storm. Little place to hide in light, little place for comfort. Of me.. small-small fragment in all world. Nothing of worth, but a place to keep secrets. I thank all gods in heavens.. for giving to me place and heart to help in so small ways no one see. I not sure they know of me, I pray if you want this to forget. Cris no explain of me. Fault of me, I curse for all. I leave you. Sorrow of me, true it is. Time promises for none, today only now. I leave alone of you, no burden. I see secrets, I keep, keep in self. I swear."

Every word branded her mind. She screamed out in pain as time passed as she was holy reminded pf what being a secret keep means. Blood dripped from her nose trickling down onto the crystalized tears. At the middling hour, the altar lit a fire from a direct hit from one of the dancing north lights. The altar fires burned blue, green and yellow-white. It was time. Finding the strength to push herself up, she stared at the altar fires and the enkli stones. ?Betrayer of secrets. Betrayer of light.? She called herself. If it was true, she?d see for herself the truth.

Reaching for the dagger tucked in the silk pocket. The blade slipped from its sheath and dropped to the ground. The metal reflected the altar fire lights and the blood dripping from her nose. With direct purpose, the snapdragon opens her flesh with the metal allowing blood to pour from the center her palms.

After bathing herself in blood, she stepped into center circle. ?Not know of me how say goodbye. Never want of me of soul of you go so soon. I try keep secrets of you. I try make friend of you, but not know why you hate of me. Now of me search of soul of you.? She had every intent to see a fraction of his soul in the heavens if that where the Nephilim ascended to.

Only the heavens knew what the secret keeper would find. The last time she attempted to breech the chasm of worlds it ended in madness for the desert woman. Suspecting the same outcome, she risked for more reasons than simply the enkli, but a sliver of her own purpose.

Something taken must be repaid with a price more valuable than blood.


(*translation: great spirit I pray for mercy, grace and wisdom. Please hear my plea.)


(permission to post here)

naevein

Date: 2016-07-21 12:56 EST
?No matter what you?re looking for, it isn?t here.? The voice reverberated in the air like a hollow tone you?d hear in the back of your mind.

In the nearly blinding light, she felt her way along. She wondered how she could feel nothing and something at the same time. ?I come here seeking.? The strange stutter and problem she had with the common tongue gone.

?Yes. I know. You seek what is not yours to seek. I touched him once and he turned his back.?

?It was not his fault, it was mine. I should have told him what more I saw. Now? He?s dead.?

?You should worry about your own death and the death of the one you say you love.?

?I do not understand.? She stopped and tried to veil her face from the light.

?You breech a chasm that is not yours to breech. I tell you, he is not here. Things will never be the same. When you ..?

There was an interruption of light by darkness. The darkness was just as blinding as the light. There was nothing, a void which started in the beginning.

?Where are you?? She waited several minutes in the deafening sounds of silence. ?Please do not keep this hidden. You called me keeper. I did not call myself this. I did not ask for this. Why are you hiding??

?I am not hiding child.? The voice was closer, but still shrouded in the darkness.

?Where are we?? Naevein asked.

?In a void. In the beginning. In the place where it started.?

?I do not understand.?

?Unlocking the beginning is the answer. You must find the pieces and when you do, return. Until then keeper, I cannot help you.?

Naevein woke up outside the of altar covered in blood and pieces of darkness sparkling like stars.

She knew what was coming was nothing good, nothing good at all.

naevein

Date: 2016-08-01 14:33 EST
The small desert woman laid prostrate against the jagged stone whispering prayers in an old and forgotten language.

Just before dawn she went to the lake in the north most part of RhyDin proper. It took her most of the night to walk there and reach the north most point with water to offer her prayers and supplication. As she started to pray a stray piece of light pierced through and forced the air from her chest. Whatever creature it was, it went through her and left her body shivering and shaking.

?I told you what you?re looking for isn?t here. You want that face to touch heaven. Once it happened, once and he ran. What place do you have now? None. Opportunity is non-negotiable.?

?I submit myself to the holy one. I beg you to bring peace and answer. I do not ask for myself, but for the strangers.?

?Strangers? You?re assuming there is room for strangers here.?

?I am not assuming. Forgive me if it seems like it. I only wish that there is peace after the edge.?

?It is not your place to pray for his peace.? The creature?s voice growled louder. ?You are an obsolete piece of the void. You should burn.?

?If it is the will of the holy one, I shall. I come and ask for peace. I cannot turn my back.?

?It was already done, months ago. You are forgotten in his world. You opened the door and had it slammed. Tell me when happened when you offered a touch of heaven??

?Not everyone is ready. I do not doubt..?

?DOUBT WHAT? Enough. There is no more touching heaven. Humble yourself all you want, but your prayers turn to white noise no one wants to hear. You are tainted and doomed.?

It started to rain blood. Some hours later, she was soaked in red and the reality of what was happening finally transplanted in her faith. The small desert woman returned to RhyDin proper and to pack her things.