Topic: The Promises We Keep

Kruger

Date: 2012-04-01 20:11 EST
(Cross-Posted in Letters to Raye)
Kruger woke with that startled exhale and half shout that he was becoming so used to. It was early, and somehow he had gone from sleeping on the table at the arena to a room upstairs. It was likely Rachael since she was the last with him. His body was quivering from the session in Adenna. Strange, how running would set his entire body to quivering. He sat and put his legs over the side of the bed, his goal was the bathroom and relief from all the water he had consumed since his return. There was a light burning, so he could see his goal, but as he hit the floor his legs nearly wouldn't support him. It took every bit of concentration to make the desk just across the room he grabbed at its edges to steady himself.

The desk had a pad of paper already placed in a position for writing, as if somehow the inn itself knew that he would need to write at this moment. The ink bottle had a stopper, making it easy to open with a shaking hand. Kruger focused every thought he had on grabing the quil and filling the nib. He managed to scrawl out a few words before the slowly increasing violence of the shakes made anything more than toddler like lines impossible. The grip on the desk failed when his legs gave out, the quill skitterd across the desk and fell into a waiting trash can. All Kruger could manage to do was crawl beneath the desk. He hugged knees to his chest and lay there shaking. The desk shook with him, and that opened ink bottle toppled onto his hastily scrawled letter. It covered over those jagged lines that were all he could manage at the end, but it never advanced far enough to blot out the words he wrote.


Raye.....someone...please...kill...me

Rayvinn

Date: 2012-04-01 20:12 EST
Rayvinn arrived at the Arena later than normal, having decided early in the evening she wasn?t going out. After a text conversation with Apple, she changed her mind.

?Damn, everybody left already.?

The elf went to the bar where one of the serving boys was finishing up his shift and plopped down onto a barstool.

?Hey kid, see the Anvil tonight??

?Yes?m, he was here. Didn?t fight, though. Miss Rachael paid me to get him up to a room at the Inn.?

?To get him up there? Was he alright??

?Yes?m. He fell asleep on the table not long after he got here.?

?What room did you rent for him??

?Seventeen.?

?Thank you...ehh...I don?t know your name. I apologize.?

?It is Phillip, ma?am.?

?Thank you, Phillip.?

Some coin was placed upon the bar for the information and the young man?s time before Rayvinn slid from the barstool and made her way up the stairs to the Inn. Likely Hank and Jack would be angry, since she was still a hunted woman; she stayed in her old room that night nursing a bottle of tequila and a wounded heart until the sky began to change to gray as the very first rays of sunlight permeated the darkness. She left her room and walked down the steps to the floor below her own, gaze casting about as she looked at the room numbers until she finally arrived at room seventeen. Knuckles were rapped lightly against the door.

?Hey Krugey, your favorite elf has arrived to rudely awaken you bright and early, I need to hitch a ride to Adenna and haven?t seen Seiri or Nayun to get transport there.?

Raye forced the cheerful disposition, knowing Kruger was dealing with so much right now that he didn?t need to empathize with the drama going on in her personal life. She heard a soft groan, that really wasn?t all that soft to the ears of an elf, and a thumping noise and decided to let herself in. Luckily for the door, it wasn?t locked which caused the paranoid elf to frown as she pushed it open.

?It isn?t safe to keep your door unlocked in this hellhole, Krugey.?

Raye chastised him as she walked across the room but stopped when she saw him lying beneath the desk with his legs drawn to his chest. Crouching down in front of him, Raye stretched out her arm slowly so that her hand rested upon his forearm. Her voice took on a soothing quality, much as a mother would sound as she tried to calm her crying child.

?Hey sweetie, what?s wrong? Why are you down here on the floor??

Her gaze roamed over his face, took in the dark circles beneath his eyes and the cold sweat on his brow. Her attention shifted so that she was glancing him over and then the immediate area, to see if he had maybe fallen down. This was when she noticed how hard he was trembling. He still hadn?t spoken to her but he had looked at her when she spoke so she knew he was alright in that way at least.

?Oh sh*t, Krugs. You started your week of sobriety already didn?t you?? The elf raised her hand to smooth a damp curl back from his forehead.

?Don?t worry, we will get you through this. You aren?t gonna do it alone.

Rayvinn

Date: 2012-04-01 22:43 EST
Raye stood and made her way to the restroom to wet a washcloth then grabbed a bottle of water off of the side table where Phillip had apparently placed it in case Kruger woke up in the middle of the night.

Bringing both items with her, the elf folded into a cross-legged posture upon the floor just in front of Kruger. As she bathed his forehead and cheeks gently, she spoke to him to try to help distract from the obvious misery of his condition.

?I know this is awful, my friend. I tried to warn you but there really isn?t an adequate warning for this experience, is there? I feel sorry that I am the reason you are going through this but I cannot say I am sorry that you are trying to regain control of yourself.?

After mopping the sweat off of his brow she slid out from in front of him and urged him to crawl out from beneath the desk. Once there was space above for him to stand, she assisted him to do so, catching him under the arms as his shaking legs gave way once again. She helped him lower safely to the floor and then plopped down into that cross-legged stance once more.

?Alright, we can just sit here and rest for a moment. Baby steps, Krugs...that is all you gotta worry ?bout. Just little tiny steps and before long you will be feeling better.?

Raye handed him the water bottle after uncapping it and quickly helped to steady the bottle in his trembling hands after some of it splashed out of the bottle and over his hands. After he drank a few sips, she recapped it and stood, extending both hands down to him.

?Alright, buddy...time to get up. We are getting you ready to go to Adenna. You are gonna punch things and use exercise to combat those withdrawals. Don?t try to argue with me. This isn?t debatable.?

When Kruger started grumbling under his breath and resisted standing up, Raye drew her hands back and placed them on her hips. He had to know what this stance meant. He had just smacked up against a wall, without moving an inch. The stubborn elf narrowed her eyes as she gazed down at him.

?Listen Krugs...I can?t let you be like this when ?jira gets back. You would never forgive yourself if she saw you in the piss poor shape you have been in since we got back from Istandor. Now, being the friend that I am to you...I am gonna do whatever I can to help you. If that means kicking your ass every step of the way, I will do so and I will await your gratitude once you are well again.?

So much for coddling and soothing. Raye wasn?t angry with Kruger, in the slightest bit. She did know him, however. They were quite similar in their iron resolve and stubbornness and when all else failed...they could win a battle by strength of will alone. The life of her friend, Kruger?s life, was not a battle she would lose. She would help him in spite of himself. Such an ironic twist of fate that such a broken individual was hell bent on putting someone else?s pieces back together when she couldn?t do so for herself.

Once she finally got Kruger up and moving around, the shaking lessened a little and she was able to convince him to get dressed with minimal assistance. As she was packing up his belongings so they could go get breakfast and coffee and finally leave for Adenna, she noticed the five words that were smeared and jaggedly written upon the parchment. Raye...someone...please kill me.
Rayvinn swallowed the lump in her throat, empathy for her suffering friend, and finally led him out of the room. His coloring was better since he was moving around and though he was still shaking, it was considerably less than it had been.

?Sweating helps the detoxification process so training will be even better for you than usual.?

Once they got downstairs, settled into a booth, and ordered breakfast and coffee -- Raye?s own internal conflict surfaced in her mind once again. She had been able to push past the confusion, hurt, and anger while helping Kruger but now that he was doing better and didn?t need her immediate assistance, it all came flooding back. I can?t make much noise because someone is asleep beside me. That one sentence in the text from Apple had sent daggers of ice through her heart. Her initial reaction had been one of irrational anger. She had wanted to demand to know who it was so she could ?deal? with the problem. She had recovered from that initial rush of jealousy quickly and soon convinced herself she didn?t give a damn what Apple did and with whom, though this was obviously untrue. She decided within moments that she was leaving, though she didn?t know for how long.

They finished breakfast and coffee and were getting ready to leave when Rayvinn remembered something.

?Hold up for a sec, Krugs. Gotta do something real fast. I made a promise and I will keep it even if it doesn?t mean anything to her."

Raye pulled her phone from the pocket of her hoodie and sent a short text to Apple. She had basically promised her she wouldn?t leave again without saying goodbye.

?Keeping my promise even if u don?t care. Bye.?

Apple

Date: 2012-04-02 02:16 EST
Confusion. Utter confusion. Andrea didn't understand this at all. Her hand pressed gently against that laptop of hers so that she could lower the screen and close the item all together. The redheads other hand had been currently busy pressing a thumb to that menu button so that the backlight of her cell would turn on once more. It allowing her to read the message.

Keeping my promise even if u don?t care. Bye.

What was that about? Even the second - no - third time looking at it caused her to come to the same conclusion. She had no conclusion. What did she mean by don't care? And by promise.. That's when it hit her. The promise she had Raye make with her some time ago. .. I want you to tell me goodbye the next time you have to go.. Apples heart sunk then. Raye was leaving.. again. But what meaning did the if u don't care have? Why would she not care about such a thing? Andrea brought up a hand to scratch against her scalp as she tried her hardest to think things through. She rose, then turned, only to fall right back into that sitting position; this time instead of a chair, she'd now be upon her bed.

Should she text her back? Of course! There wasn't any reason not to. But what should she say? Raye hadn't been exactly stable the past few days. The moment they shared after their run in at Teas 'n Tomes had been a clear sign that something had been troubling the elf.. Even if it had been started by a mention of her dead friend -- no, there seemed to be more than only that. Andrea hunched over then and brought her phone up so she could read it more clearly. Phone was then flipped open and she took a two handed hold of it after turning the cell to its side. Thumb pressed to that left arrow button. With one tap, the text before that slid onto the screen. She did it again, and again. Reading over the conversation they had. Everything, at least to her, seemed perfectly fine. But there had to be something here -- it was their last conversation before she received Rayes newest text.

Forward, going back to the latest text.. then back, to read the others over once more. Andreas eyes began to squint even more. It forced her to bring the phone closer for a better look.

".. told her I was out with the guys.." She mumbled to herself. Then continued on with another press of that right arrow key. ".. Someone sleeping next to me.." Then another press -- followed by another. Getting those few quick texts down to the one Raye had sent her about needing to go. It had come rather abruptly. That was when Apple finally blinked those green eyes and leaned back. Her back pressed against the bed in a sudden thump so that she could look to the ceiling. "... I f*cked up."

That cellphone was closed and the address book was flipped through. Number brought up then pressed against. She raised the phone to her ear and waited for those rings to follow. ".. Hey, Seth.. is your girl there?" Eyes kept themselves staring straight up at the ceiling. ".. Nah, I just need to ask her a question.. You know, a girl question." Andrea pressed a hand to her forehead. Pressure was then added so she could begin massaging against it. ".. Hey, um.. It's late, I know.. but this'll be quick.. If someone texted you saying that they were out with some guys.. and then later on said you couldn't make much noise because someone was sleeping next to you.. what would you think was happening?"

Andrea closed her eyes and listened to the other end. ".. Yeah, it's about last night.. and no.. I didn't mention the car or anything.." Eyes then opened as she let out a sigh. ".. Yeah, that's what I thought." Apple brought the rubbing hand away from her forehead and pressed it to the bed instead. With a push, she'd force herself to sit up once more at the edge of the bed. "Yeah.. Thanks. No." She then shook her head and sighed. "I should go. Yeah.." A pause came after her words -- and then the sound of silence over the phone as she pressed that button to hang up.

How should she fell right now? In all honesty - she felt tired. Half of her wanted to say that Raye shouldn't simply assume that she might have done something wrong -- that she shouldn't be upset with her. The other end explained the opposite; that she was the one who had created this simply because she didn't explain herself. It was hard to relay emotions through words on a screen. She didn't know Raye might of been upset with how she responded to the texts the night before. Everything, at least to Andrea, seemed perfectly fine at the time.

Apple took in a breath, held it for a few seconds, then finally let it loose. Her cell brought up and held above her face. She slid it open, the tiny image on the screen turning long-ways and that message screen popped up. Her thumb pressed to the conversation she had held with Raye, and the final text the elf had given her. Another thumb press, then another against reply

I dont know what to say. I dont know what youre thinking. Whatever it is it isnt right. Just know i meant what i said that night about us. When you come back ill be here waiting.

Her thumb worked against that screen to add an attachment: a photo. One she had taken the night before with her phone. By the looks of it, it must have been taken in the backseat of a car. It showed Andrea - herself, in the same clothing she had texted Raye a picture of the night before. Bright smile on her face for the picture. At her right had been a sleeping man. On the opposite side, there was another. The other man, who looked to be sleeping as well, had been leaning away from Andrea so that he could rest against another woman's shoulder. A woman who was waving at the camera with her tongue out.

Sent

It felt strange having to prove herself. That she wasn't trusted. She took in a deep breath and sighed before closing her phone and laying it down beside her. Red strands of hair falling across her back and sweeping against the bed when her form turned about so she could rest on her side. Right now all she could do was wait. Either for a text back, or not.. Hand reached out to grab hold of her pillow. Drawing it in close. Her body turning once. Now resting against her stomach. Andrea removed her glasses and pressed her face right into that pillow.

Rayvinn

Date: 2012-04-02 23:05 EST
Rayvinn and Kruger arrived in Adenna without incident. Raye somehow managed to recall how to get to the Slipkey and led Kruger there so he would know where she was staying. She knew she wasn?t the best friend for leaving right now, when he was going through withdrawals, so she wanted him to be able to find her if he needed to. It would be so much simpler if the blacksmith would just get a phone!

?Alright, Krugs...have a great workout and remember that sweating will speed the detox along. I?m not sure how long I will stay but if you need me, you know where to find me. Reap is supposed to be coming back soon. He promised it would only be ten days. So if you see him, tell him I am alright and not in any trouble this time. If Jack or Hank come looking for me, tell them I am fine. Jack is going to be so p*ssed because he can?t get to Adenna to haul me back to RhyDin.

Raye looked almost pleased at this prospect. Kruger was given a light hug after Raye had given him all of these parting instructions and she strode through the door as the doorman opened it for her.

She was rather surprised when she saw Christopher Andan once she was inside. She had only met the man briefly when she had been here during the swimsuit competition. He and Dyarhk had seemed to be great friends and he had been very polite so she offered a light wave to the man, forcing a smile upon a face that felt weighed down by the heaviness of her heart. He appeared to recognize the elf and she could only assume it was because of her pointy ears; perhaps there weren?t many elves in Adenna. Joining her at the reservation counter, Christopher introduced her to a young man by the name of Vincent who began asking for the required information in order to register her. Christopher was then on his way, confident that Vincent would take care of whatever Rayvinn needed.

?Would it be possible to have the three bedroom suite on the fifth floor that I stayed in when I was here for the swimsuit competition? I believe it was room five twelve.? Rayvinn smiled politely at Vincent as he checked if the suite was vacant.

?That suite is vacant, Ms. Darkmont. Do you have luggage that you would like the bellhop to deliver to your room?

?I was in such a hurry that I forgot to pack. If you could have Sarina visit my room in an hour, I should be settled in and have a list of the items I will need her to shop for. Could you also send up a glass of Meswen and Rainwater from the Blue Solace Bar?? Rayvinn accepted the key card and turned towards the elevators, calling over her shoulder. ?Thank you for such excellent service, Vincent, I appreciate you very much.

The button for the fifth floor was pressed until it lit up and the elevator doors closed. For old time?s sake, the elf did the Cupid Shuffle across the elevator. Her heart ached that her dancing partner from the last elevator dancing session was not there but she thought he would have highly approved of the way she chose to remember him at that moment. All too soon, the elevator dinged and came to a halt. The elf stepped out onto the plush burgundy carpet and walked slowly towards her room. She had to take a deep breath before opening the door but finally made her way inside. The grandeur that met her vision was exactly as she remembered, though it was bittersweet this time.

Steps were taken towards the baby grand piano just as they had all those months prior, when life was so different for her. Rayvinn settled onto the bench and elegant fingers began to float along the keys, playing a soft melody that brought a ghost of a smile to her face.

The tune was completed a few minutes later and she stood, with a heavy sigh, and found the hotel stationary with the gold embossed, fancy lettering that spelled out the name across the top. Pen was lifted and placed to paper to scrawl out a list of the items of clothing and sizes, as well as other necessities, so that the personal shopper could perform her service.

As this order of business was finished up, there was a light knock at the door with the announcement of ?room service.? The elf strode to the door to accept the lovely, fruity drink and pressed a gold piece into the palm of the delivery boy as payment for his time. The cost of the drink would be added to her bill when she checked out.

Once the door was shut, Rayvinn strode to one of the two stylish overstuffed sofas and sat down, sinking just the perfect amount down into the soft cushion. Her shoes were kicked off and legs drawn up onto the couch to the side of her. A few sips of the fruity concoction later, Raye decided she had to finally deal with Apple?s reply to her text.

I dont know what to say. I dont know what youre thinking. Whatever it is it isnt right. Just know i meant what i said that night about us. When you come back ill be here waiting.

Raye read the text a couple more times and frowned down at the phone. ?What I?m thinking isn?t right? What the hell is that supposed to mean?

The jealous rage she had felt the previous night had died down to an ache in her gut. The elf was a bit more rational than before arriving in Adenna which was likely the only reason she was even contemplating a response instead of just stubbornly ignoring Apple. Should she have asked for an explanation instead of just assuming even though the situation looked pretty clear? Raye sipped at her drink as a hand was lifted to rub at her forehead. Her mind had become more muddled instead of clearing like it was supposed to when she got here. She looked at the photo again, magnifying the image and then sliding the picture a bit so Apple was the only one of the four people visible. She looked so happy that Raye felt her heart leap at the sight of the smile. How could she begrudge the redhead that happiness? She wasn?t sure what the picture was about, it showed Apple with a guy leaning against her and another couple. It could mean anything but why would she send a picture that incriminated herself? Unless it didn?t...

Lower lip was drawn beneath upper teeth as the elf texted a short reply. ?I have no idea what to think...my head is f?d up. I don?t know wtf is right. Who is the guy laying on you??

Sent

The drink was placed upon the table in front of the couch and Rayvinn stretched out to quickly fall asleep and escape the reality she didn?t care for at the moment.

Apple

Date: 2012-04-03 07:44 EST
Did she expect a response the day she sent the text? No. It was that reason that when she awoke the next morning and saw there was no reply -- all she could do was shake her head while lowering the phone back down to the bedside table. Knuckle pressed to tired eyelid while lips pulled back to let loose a yawn. With what happened yesterday still fresh on her mind, and the fact that there had been no response, Andrea still felt rather tired. A drained sort of feeling. As if all she wanted to do was lay back down and do nothing. Phone was slid open and checked again. No - no change. The redhead closed it with a sigh and set it down once more.

"C'mon.. you got stuff to do." She murmured to herself. Palms pressed to pale cheeks and soft slaps were then given. Wake up, she told herself. Andrea pressed bare feet against hard floor and rose to stand. That oversized Char Aznable Custom t-shirt rose up while the woman brought up both arms to stretch. Belly button, along with those boxers, exposed to the empty room about her. Arms dropped like dead weight at her side before feet shuffled her forward. Step by step - leading her to the bathroom. First order of business.. a shower.

...

That time under the constant stream of hot water was quite calming. Though at times of peace the mind always did wander to other subjects. Raye was thought of, the night before as well. Everything that had happened in that short time span. Was she in the wrong for what she did? Or was it simply just some misunderstanding that blew up in her face. What made things even worse was that it was so close to the elf's birthday.. a day Andrea had found out about in that same text conversation. At times like these.. she really wished she could still speak with her mother. But that wish only brought up other feelings that Andrea would rather not think about. Her mind switched to more of an auto-drive then. Thinking more on the normal tasks of her morning. Looking into the bathroom mirror while she stood there in a robe; busying herself with having brush in one hand while other kept hold of that hairdryer.

Andrea could only focus on that for so long. Soon enough she'd be out of that bathroom and sitting before her laptop. Still wrapped within that white fluffy robe. There was no need to get dressed in such haste.. for now, she'd just try and relax herself while checking over a few things. E-mail. Her blog for comments. A few message boards. Checking her bank statement. It ended as it usually did. Those glasses covered eyes looking to the flickering screen while it streamed a television show she hadn't quite caught up with. Lips parted and let loose a sight sigh while Andrea began to shift in that chair. Moving from left, then to right, so that she could finally feel comfortable. Her cheek pressing softly against a curled fist. "... Should stop watching this.. When are they ever going to leave that farm.." Mumbling to herself like a crazy person.

Buzz, buzz. Andreas attention turned away from the scene that was playing upon that laptop screen; something with an old guy saying ``This is my farm.`` for about the millionth time. She drew her cheek away from its propped position against her fist and looked to the vibrating cellphone. All she did was stare, then turned back to the laptops monitor. She should answer it. What if it might be disappointing news? Andrea continued to stare at the screen before finally exhaling a small huff. She then leaned over and reached out with index and middle finger. They pressed to the phone and slid it close enough, allowing her thumb to push up underneath it. With the phone pinched between fingers and thumb, she'd bring it close and slide it open. Andrea tilted her head back only slightly while eyes lowered to peer out from bifocal lenses.

I have no idea what to think...my head is f?d up. I don?t know wtf is right. Who is the guy laying on you?

Andrea just stared at the phone while the sound of squabbling post apocalyptic zombie survivors played out in front of her. "My roommate Jay" She began. Those thumbs of hers pressing against the different letters of that tiny keyboard that had slid out from the cellphone. "The guy on the other side is my other roommate Seth and his gf. I told u about them theyd pick me up after my shifts" Andrea began to lean back against that chair. Her form slouching slightly to allow elbows to press against the chairs armrests. "Im sorry. I should of explained it better. But i didnt think youd think i was doing something wrong.." The thought of trust came to Andrea then. Andrea didn't know the full story behind what Raye was thinking, as of now she was only assuming to know - though it seemed she might be right.

Then something came to mind just then. The thought of truth, along with trust. Andrea kept her eyes on the message screen before her. Lower lip was then bitten. Her fingers checked against the phone. Finally, she'd once more thumb at those letters. "When you get back we need to talk." Wasn't it strange how the convenience of short-hand left you when things were serious? It was like that for Andrea right now. The redhead looked to her message. Looked long enough for the background light of the cellphone to go dim. Another minute then passed before she pressed a button to flash it back on. Delete it. Just delete it. That nagging feeling in her mind was telling her. Instead of listening to it, she went with the other voice. The one telling her that it'd be for the best. The one that finally prompted her to press that button.

Sent

Cellphone was placed lightly against the table by a shaken hand. Andrea looked to it, and then to her opposite. They couldn't help but shake. As did the rest of her body. Her legs rose and drew closer to her chest. Arms curling to wrap around them. Andrea buried the lower half of her face against bent knees before she mumbled to herself. A mumble that held a worried tone. "... It was fun while it lasted.. wasn't it?"

Rayvinn

Date: 2012-04-03 17:50 EST
Rayvinn heard the twinkling ringtone, her eyelids fluttered open as pale green eyes glanced around quickly, not recognizing her surroundings at first. A few moments later, her location was recalled and the moment of near panic was past. She reached quickly for the phone and typed in her password on the virtual keyboard to unlock it. The message button was touched and Apple?s words had her attention.

"My roommate Jay. The guy on the other side is my other roommate Seth and his gf. I told u about them theyd pick me up after my shifts. Im sorry. I should of explained it better. But i didnt think youd think i was doing something wrong.."

"When you get back we need to talk."

Raye read and reread the words with a blank expression upon her face. Slowly those delicate features showcased a deep frown with furrowed brows and downturned lips. ?Oh gods! Why am I so f*cking ridiculously dim witted??

The elf dragged her body upwards from her reclined position upon the couch and ran fingers through her hair slowly as she exhaled. ?Alright, Raye...just stay calm. Gotta think so you don?t make this worse.? She whispered to herself, scrolling back through the previous texts between herself and Apple until she reached those exchanged on the night this all began.

It was all there. She could still see what had made her jump to this conclusion but she also saw where she had completely messed up. ?Sh*t...why didn?t I just ask her?? She hadn?t asked because she had completely lost her temper without a second?s pause. She was hotheaded and as many times as that had gotten her into trouble and as much as she had lost due to being this way, right now she was finally seeing it and full of regret. The truth was laid bare before her...she simply didn?t trust anyone. Not even herself. It wasn?t because she didn?t want to...it was because she didn?t know how to. Raye had no idea how to push aside all of the years of learning not to trust in order to survive.

She sat there for several long moments before clicking out of the messages and to the music player. Once music began playing, the elf leaned back against the overstuffed couch cushions and tapped along to the beat of the song as she tried to figure a way out of this. "When you get back we need to talk." That last sentence kept playing through her mind. So this was it. They were over before they had even begun.

Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne began to play and a flurry of ideas rushed through Raye?s mind. She had a plan finally. First things first, however.

?Miss u already. I don?t want to lose us over this. Come here 2 talk. Find Seiri Ichi and tell her I will buy her dinner if she will bring u to the Slipkey room 512. Don?t think about it, just do it. Please. 4 my bday present.? Raye then attached the same Avril Lavigne song and hit the green button to send the message. She let out a deep breath and mentally crossed her fingers.

Now all she had to do was figure out what to say IF Andrea showed up.

Apple

Date: 2012-04-03 20:54 EST
"You're just lucky I showed up tonight." The woman named Seirichi said. "You better remind her of that deal. I'm expecting something expensive."

Apple narrowed her eyes at the holder of PathFinder in small annoyance. Though she was grateful, she couldn't quite stand the woman's attitude. This crossed look shifted from her features though; changing to a small smile instead. ".. Thanks, I'll be sure to tell her." Andrea finished her words, which caused the woman before her to perk a brow. Then, with a hmph, Seirichi turned and began to walk away. "One of you escort her to the Slipkey!" Andrea winced at the sound of that roar of an order left Seirichis lips. It was then that Andrea began to look around her surroundings. She had never been here before.. Though the thought of visiting during the swimsuit competition had crossed her mind.. but in the end - she couldn't take much time out of her life during that week to attempt the trip. Still -- it was rather impressive. The gray cobblestone streets, the gothic inspired architecture. The wispy clouds of purple smoke that floated about overhead. Andrea had no idea what to make of this place!

If only she hadn't been here for other reasons.. perhaps she could express more interest. But now, the main thing on her mind had been getting to the Slipkey.

"Hello!" Andreas attention was drawn just then. A moment before, the redhead was trying to figure out why she couldn't see the sky up above.. but then she realized, it looked like they had been underground. Green eyes looked to focus on the shorter looking woman before her. "My name is Tori. I'll be your escort for the evening." The purple-robe wearing girl gave a bright smile -- and even tapped against the nametag that had been pinned to her chest. "Welcome to Adenna! You're currently in the Liltu District, the starting and ending point of all transportation to and from Adenna!" Her enthusiasm was enjoyable. It even caused Andrea to curl her lips into a small smile. Not only that, but a hint of a chuckle left them. "I'm in your care then."

"Now before we enter the city.." That cheery voice seemed to have left the girl then. Instead - a serious one of sorts had taken its place. One that told Andrea that she needed to pay attention to what was about to be said. Red strands of curly hair shifted from her shoulders and fell along her front when she gave a nod of her head. "There's three basic things you must know." Tori brought up her index finger. "Do not look any woman in the eye." Middle finger then rose to meet with the index. "Do not respond to their words." Finally the third uncurled. "If anything does happen.. hopefully, nothing will, but the small chance that it does. Simply say you yield and bow your head. They'll take it as a sign of weakness and leave you be." Her cheerful voice then returned with her next set of words. "I tried telling this to a few Rhy'Din women during their stay for the swimsuit competition. Let's just say, they did the exact opposite.. I believe their families are still requesting for the bodies to be sent back home for proper burial." Tori then leaned forward. Cupping the side of her mouth with her right hand as she whispered. "Between you and me.. I wouldn't want them back. Not after what happened to them."

Andrea didn't exactly know what to think. A mixture between anxiousness and fear. She shifted lightly within her stance and gave a look over her shoulder. It seemed the other woman caught onto the uneasiness and spoke out once more. "Like I said." Fist pressed to her lips in a soft cough. This caught Andreas attention and forced her to turn about. "You have nothing to worry about. As long as you follow the guidelines, everything will be fine." Andrea listened as the smaller girl finished her words. Bottom lip was then bitten, but she'd finally nod her head once more in understanding. ".. Right, I'll be sure to follow them." This alone made her escort smile brightly. "Good! Then I'll say it again. Welcome to Adenna!"

Welcome to Adenna indeed.. Now she only needed to make sure she could say goodbye to Adenna while still in one piece. "Follow me!" Tori spoke again and Andrea listened. The redhead followed along, though she couldn't help but grasp a bit tighter to her coat. "Ohh.. The chill. Yes, it's still the rainy season, you see. You can't tell by the way the islands block most of it overhead." The witch rose a finger to point up above. Andrea looked and made another mental note.. So, islands - huh? "And if you look over there." The quiet red head followed her escorts words, along with that pointed finger, to place green eyes in the direction of a rapid downpour that was spilling through what looked to be a hole dug through the ceiling.

"You might want to watch my legs now.." Andrea perked up her head. Instincts told her to look around, but the corner of her eye had caught the reason. A small pack of women had been looking their way. The thought of what happened to others crossed her mind - so she instantly set her sights onto her escorts legs then and there. "Hello!" She couldn't see it, but Tori had risen a hand and waved to the small group. "Who's the girl?" One of them had said. "She's from Rhy'Din! The Siovanui Seirichi brought her here!" -- "Ahh.. So Seirichi has another f*ck buddy?" the sound of laughter came from Tori then. "Maybe! But don't start any rumors! You three stay out of trouble!" It was said in a scolding voice. Which caused a bark of laughter from the women, and even a response from one of them. "And what if we don't?" -- "Then I'll come back and bring the pain!" Then came silence. Andrea blinked, wondering if her escort had gotten them in trouble.. but then, that barking laughter returned. "Get the f*ck out of here!" The way the woman had said it; jokingly. Andrea had held her breath during that small moment, and was relieved to finally let it loose in a small sigh.

The rest of the walk seemed to go rather easily. As long as Andrea kept her head down and her mouth shut, things never got out of hand. The only time she had been allowed to really sight-see was when they took that small ride across the waterways. Fear had left Andrea all together during her fifteen minute ride on the boat. Green eyes looking all about. At the way the rain drops caused that purple barrier above the boat to ripple with every light impact. The way some women even waved at her as they passed by.. then again, they might have been waving at the small witch who stood beside her. Then finally the vision of.. "There. That's the Slipkey." .. the Slipkey. Tori pointed it out with a bright smile on her face. When Andrea saw it -- she couldn't help but marvel. But then came the realization.. Raye was there. She'd be having to face her soon. ".. it's beautiful." Andrea said, somewhat half-heartedly.

Her time with Tori was over. Both of them giving their goodbyes and Andrea giving her thanks. This left the red head alone within the busy lobby of the Slipkey. "Room 512.." Spoken in a soft murmur. Andrea looked to the side and spotted the front desk. She might as well start there.

Rayvinn

Date: 2012-04-03 21:53 EST
Ding. Ding. Ding. That elevator bell chiming as it passed floor after floor. Each and every one of those dings told Apple she'd be getting closer and closer to reaching that final destination: Raye. A step back was taken, causing a small loss of balance as the elevator continued its trip but. Her back pressed against the wall while green eyes lowered themselves to the floor. ".. C'mon, Andrea.." She said to herself in a whisper. Another ding.. then another. When the elevator finally came to a stop and the double doors slid open, all she could do was stand there and wait. Thirty seconds had passed, and there was still no movement. Only when the door was about to close did she step forward to stop them -- then soon enough slip past them.

That long hallway was what she had to look forward to after exiting the elevator. Andrea stood within the hall, not exactly ready to move just yet. ".. C'mon." She said again. Trying to urge herself to go. The girl sucked in a breath just then and took her first step. First step followed by a second.. then a third. Eyes looking side to side.. Matching numbers with rooms. 510.. 511.. and finally - 512. Andrea could only stand in front of that door and stare at the number. Then, with a shake of her head, she brought out the rest of her courage to bring up that fist to gently begin knocking at the door.


Rayvinn had paced about the room after she sent the text to Andrea. She hadn?t expected an immediate reply to the text but considering she had asked Apple to arrive today, she thought she would have received a confirmation or refusal within a reasonable amount of time.

Sarina, the personal shopper contracted by the Slipkey, arrived not long after the pacing began and had to admonish Raye to stand still several times as she measured her. The elf had tried to put her off, saying she had already been measured a few months ago but Sarina was the best at her job (which was why she was employed here) and wouldn?t accept the excuse. Once she left, Raye checked the clock on her cell and frowned. Two hours had passed and still no reply. She felt her heart start to sink a little.

Deciding to take a hot shower, she walked into the master bedroom that she had stayed in during her previous time in Adenna. After stripping down, her clothes were tossed haphazardly onto the floor, a sure sign of the ragged edge to her nerves as she was usually quite neat, unless she was under the influence of something.

Rayvinn wanted to take a few pain pills and one of the little blue pills the shrink had prescribed that made her extremely calm and laid back but she didn?t dare dull her wits at all in case Apple did decide to show up. Taking a deep breath, she walked into the master bath and started the shower. Pinning her hair up with a multitude of bobby pins she kept in her purse at all times, she waited for the room to become steamy and then stepped into the impressive shower. Sitting down upon one of the two seats, the elf inhaled the steam and focused on the feel of the near scalding water upon her tense muscles. She felt herself begin to relax and only then did she stand and begin washing.

Nearly an hour later, the elf had finally finished her shower and was standing in one of the hotel?s plush robes, picking out an outfit that Sarina had purchased on her behalf. After dressing, her hair was brushed until it gleamed, and pulled into a low ponytail over one shoulder that reached her waist. Lip gloss was applied but no other makeup and when the elf was satisfied that she was somewhat presentable, she left the bathroom and went out into the living room to pour herself a drink.

She had been perched upon the edge of one of the high backed pub style stools at the counter when she heard the knock. There was no announcement by hotel staff so Rayvinn had a decent idea of who was at the door. Nearly wringing her hands, the elf slipped from her seat and moved for the door, forcing herself to slow down. The locks were disengaged and Rayvinn rested her hand upon the door?s brass handle; pausing as she took a deep, steadying breath. The handle was finally turned and the door opened. Pale green eyes blinked a couple of times as if this was the first time she had seen Andrea in months instead of only a day or two. Words betrayed her so she stood there silently, gaze locked with Apple?s, unable to do anything but that.

Taken from live play with permission from the player of Apple.

Rayvinn

Date: 2012-04-03 23:11 EST
Apple tried her best to situate herself before the door could be answered. Right hand rising up to brush along strands of curly red hair. Pushing back those locks so that they slipped away from her right shoulder and would now rest against her back. Why she was worrying about her appearance right now could be anyones guess. Maybe she just wanted to at least look fine. But when the door opened, she'd only fall silent as well.

That awkward gaze continued for many seconds before she blinked and looked off to the side. As if attempting to look into the room. "May I come in?" She'd start. One leg shifting weight to the other, then back again. Andrea couldn't think of much else to say.. No, that wasn't true. She could think up a few words. But it was her nerves that kept them back.

Raye stood there for another ten seconds or so, staring and nibbling at her lower lip before she blinked several times and shook her head lightly to remove the cobwebs. ?Oh...uhh yeah. Damn. Sorry...please come in. The flustered elf stepped aside and gave an expansive motion with her arm to welcome her, turning to follow her once the door was shut and locks engaged once more.

?Do you want a drink or something to eat? I can order room service or we can go downstairs to the dining hall or out somewhere. When I was here last time I went to Isaias Dragon House & Oyster Bar and it was really great. Or there are some really great pancake houses and seafood restaurants. Uhm...? Rayvinn had been chattering rapidly for fear of saying something else, something that would make her much more vulnerable. She didn?t want to put herself out there until she knew what was going through Apple?s head, as childish as it was. She had already let down her guard so much in her last text; going against her every instinct by trying to work things out with Andrea instead of just staying away.

Out of conversation ideas, the elf puffed out her cheeks slightly as she moved passed Apple and towards the kitchen.
"Hm..?" Turning slightly to look over her shoulder. Spying over at Raye. ".. No thanks, I'm not really hungry." Of course she wasn't hungry. Her stomach was turning in such a way that wouldn't even allow a bit of food entrance. Andrea looked about the room while placing hands behind her back. Looking left, then right, then finally stepping over to a window to peer out from it. ".. This place is pretty scary. You should of heard the rules my escort gave me."

Raye heard Andrea from the kitchen and called out to her as she reached into the refrigerator for a bottle of local beer. ?Adenna has a charm all it?s own, you just have to look for it sometimes.? The cap was twisted from the bottle and a long drink was taken, the last robust mouthful savored. One more drink for the road, and the elf was heading back out of the kitchen to stand at a prop against the counter, watching Apple look out the window.

?I find the direct approach of the Adennians to be refreshing. Never have to wonder what is going on in the mind of an Adennian woman...? Raye trailed off as she realized how her words might be misconstrued. She wanted to facepalm and yell ?f*ckkkkkk? at the top of her lungs. Instead, that bottle did it?s job and masked the scowl upon her face as she took yet another drink.

".. I'm just happy I didn't get jumped." She tried to laugh. It came, yes, but it wasn't what she could ever call her normal laugh. That nervous brush of her hair over an ear came next while she turned. Her back now to the window. ".. So, maybe we should talk about what happened.." There. She said it. There was no reason to keep this going. The back and forth while trying to ignore the real topic at hand. Why she was here.. ".. What'd you think happened?" Andrea had a feeling. But she wanted to know Rayes own thoughts about it. Bottom lip found itself lightly bit between teeth as she began to step closer to the elf.

Why did Andrea have to bite her lip like that as she walked towards her? Her attention shifted to the shiny lip rings and then to the lip they encircled. For a moment, the elf went completely stupid and couldn?t form a single reply. She snapped out of that silliness as quickly as she had fallen prey to it and lifted her gaze to meet the redhead?s darker green one.

?Yeah, I am glad of that too. These are probably some of the fiercest warriors I have ever seen and it would be a shame to have to test my skill against theirs when I just want to reside here peacefully. Someone would die and that would ruin a perfectly lovely vacation.?

Raye tried her best to make that threat of murder seem more cheerful and less like what it was but she failed miserably. Maybe she would seem romantic and caring instead of psychotic and blood thirsty, since it would be for someone she cared for? Regardless of how it was received, the elf wouldn?t take back the sentiment behind the words.

She motioned to one of the couches, for Apple to sit and get comfortable and then moved to the second of the pair. Forcing herself to appear relaxed, despite the butterflies dive bombing in her belly, she settled back against one of the overstuffed cushions and crossed long legs at the knee, the hem of her army green capris rising up her calf. A light nod was given to Apple finally, agreement that she would calmly discuss this.

?I thought you were...in bed with one of the guys you said you were out with. And I thought you were just nonchalantly throwing it in my face.? It really sounded far crazier spoken out loud than it had in her head. That was nearly always the case, however. Regardless of how crazy it sounded, her gaze didn?t waver from Andrea?s own; pale greens heating up with betrayal remembered, even if it hadn?t been true.

Rayvinn said nothing further, allowing Apple the opportunity to respond. She didn?t expect this to be pleasant.

Taken from live play with permission from the player of Apple.

Rayvinn

Date: 2012-04-04 00:30 EST
"... So.. You thought I'd do something like that." It could be heard in her voice. It matched well with the hurt expression that crossed her face. She did her best to mask it while looking into her lap. ".. I don't understand.. Why would you think something like that?" One leg bent then. Rising up so that she could wrap her arms about it. Her cheek pressing to the knee as she stared across the room. "I mean.." She swallowed back hard. She was trying, really trying hard not to cry. But she couldn't help but squeeze those eyes closed while sniffing back.

?I have learned that people are capable of anything. No matter who they are.?

This was the elf?s initial answer, her voice flat and cold as she delivered that judgement. Drawing in a deep breath through her nostrils and exhaling slowly, Raye forced that wall down that had been erected so quickly again.

?Andrea, I didn?t even think when I read that. It wasn?t like I sat there and thought it over and contemplated and then came up with this idea that you were out f*cking some idiot guy. I read those two separate texts and somehow it fit together and I just lost it. I was hurt and enraged.?

Her gaze shifted to her beer bottle that had been placed between her legs. It was lifted for a drink that finished off the bottle. After sitting the empty bottle on the table, she looked back to the redhead. ?I don?t know what you want me to say. I don?t know what to say. I f*cked up but I didn?t do it alone. I should have asked questions but...I couldn?t. I was already beyond that.?

I have learned that people are capable of anything. No matter who they are. Those words alone caused Apple to turn her face about quickly. Green eyes just staring in almost disbelief at what the other had just said. The arm that was about her leg squeezed tightly. The words that came after didn't make the blow any less powerful. She sniffed back again while pressing a knuckle to her eyes. Wiping at those tears. "... I just wan't you to say sorry.."Andrea then shook her head. "But I can't expect it.. not when I haven't been truthful to you.."

Rayvinn blinked as Apple sniffled and moved her hand to her eyes. ?I didn?t mean that I think you would do that, Apps. When I *think* about it...no, I don?t think you would. Gahh..you have no idea how sorry I am that I didn?t stop and ask for an explanation.?

Raye dropped the leg that had been crossed over the top of her other one and stood silently, making her way back to the kitchen for another beer. Mostly she just needed to put space between herself and the vision of Apple crying because of something she had said. ?Gods, why do I bother to open my big mouth? I cannot make anyone understand what I am trying to say.? Yes, she was talking to herself again.

The beer was opened and she took a sip of it as she walked back to the couch. ?And what haven?t you been truthful about? I don?t need to know all of your secrets if you don?t want to tell them, Andrea. I have plenty of my own that I will go to the grave with.?