Topic: Illusion in the Silence

Shai Vevea

Date: 2014-01-19 18:13 EST
Dr Petty, was just leaving Belglade, after finishing Nikolai's six month examination. Six month's already. It was staggering. The boy was right on track with his development and growth. Always so observant and full of babbles, the sound of him was a blessing between the four walls of the house. Rolling over and attempting to get his knees beneath him, he was an absolute joy to behold. Spring would be upon them soon and Shai could not wait to get him outdoor's and let him feel the kiss of the sun and blade's of grass to tickle his tiny feet.

So much on the move these days, he had outgrown the bassinet in his parent's room and spent his sleep time, in the nursery surrounded by the constellation's above on the ceiling, that he so loved to fall asleep staring at.

Nikolai was always spoken to, interacted with, by most that came into the main house, but it was Kruger, Rochelle and Shai that had the continuous conversation's with the child. Shai had recently begun speaking to him about Mount Olympus and the 12 God's - Dei Consentes or the Roman Council, while rocking him to sleep at night.

"In ancient Rome, the 12 major gods were called the Dei Consentes - the Roman Council. The Dei Consentes was created around BCE 200 or so, after Hannibal had beaten the Romans badly in the north. Hannibal had not yet made it to Rome, but he was targeting Rome, and the Romans knew it."

"The Roman Senate called on the Roman College, the professors and teachers in Rome, and asked for advice. The College thought about it and came back with an idea. They suggested the problem was that? Rome needed to present a special public display honoring the top twelve gods, along with a special feast." Nikolai's eyelids began to droop to a slow forming close at the continued sound of his mother's voice.

"The Roman Senate decided that was a great idea. They named this Roman council of 12 gods the Dei Consentes. They ordered six couches to be set up in public, and ordered their top artists to create sculptures of 12 god heads - no bodies, just heads."

"These sculptures were displayed in public on the couches in pairs - Jupiter and Juno, Neptune and Minerva, Mars and Venus, Apollo and Diana, Vulcan and Vesta,?Mercury and Ceres - six couches, 12 gods, no Pluto. In Roman mythology, Pluto was not a member of the Council of 12, the Dei Consentes, but Vulcan was."

"Hannibal never made it to Rome, so the people believed that this display created in the honor of the Council of Gods - the top 12 - worked, It saved Rome."

"Forever after, the ancient Romans believed that if Rome was threatened, the Dei Consentes, the 12 most powerful gods in the heavens, would defend Rome. They truly believed this. This belief gave the ancient Romans a lot of confidence.?It is a belief that still stands true today, Nikolai. You will grow up into a man with the same unchartered confidence."

Her words trailing off, Nikolai was sleeping soundly, but Shai didn't put him in his crib quite yet. Instead, she watched out the nearby window as the snow began to fall once again and was drawn from her thoughts by Rochelle, who was whispering from the doorway. "I'm retiring for the evening, Shai. If Kruger comes in late to see Nikolai, please tell him, I left a plate of dinner for him on the kitchen counter."

"I will, Rochelle, thank you..." Shai smiled softly, and watched as the woman turned to make her way to her own rooms.

What she was thinking, was not verbalized. Shai didn't think her husband would be coming that night. The weather was too bad, nor had she seen him in several day's. This was concerning on many levels, but would give it some time. He was perhaps' busy at the Forge and his classes.

Shai missed the daily interaction with the Blacksmith, it was all so bittersweet. But it was also apparent with the upcoming of Spring, it would be time to give pause in thought to her future and the future of their son. For now, they had Nikolai's christening to get through, which was coming up swiftly.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2014-01-22 10:32 EST
The Reverend Thomas, was not one to make house call's, but he took liberty to do just that when it came to this instance.

The occasion was to speak on the Christening of Nikolai and to make plans accordingly. The visit was mostly, uneventful. Specific things gone over and to be passed on to Kruger, as he was not in attendance. Mostly that Nikolai's father was not of Greek Orthodox, but there was little to no fuss over such a thing. At that point, Shai was not even quite certain in what province the ceremony would be held.

It was as if a million marbles, had been thrown into the air. While they were pretty to look at, there was no order in which they fell to the ground. That in itself was disarming.

Rolling her shoulder's back, Shai sat a bit more erect at the edge of her chair and grew quiet, while he sipped at his tea. "What is it, Mrs. Allen? You seem troubled."

Setting her tea cup to the table, palms were smoothed across her lap and fingers were laced together. Always prim, always graceful to the naked eye, the facade was fracturing it would seem. "Perhaps, another time, another place, Reverend, we may speak on another matter. The matter of annulment and the stance the church takes with such thing's."

The Reverend thought he was hearing things and promptly choked on his tea. Dabbing at his lips with his handkerchief, he cleared his throat and remained silent, but a moment.

"Yes, of course, Mrs. Allen. When you are ready to talk about this, please seek me out or send word for me and I will come to you. Such matter's are extremely delicate, but I offer you my council."

"Thank you, Reverend..."

At that point, Shai rose as Rochelle came into the room and she bid the Father farewell.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2014-01-30 07:35 EST
"Shai, you cannot be serious?" Rochelle looked at the younger woman in shock, but she knew she was. Once Shai got something into her head, there was generally no wavering her from it.

"I am....quite serious." Shai turned to look out of the kitchen window. "I returned, Rochelle, on business. What transpired beyond that was not something expected." Belglade, the rape, the trappers, the husband, the child, the emotional destruction, falling into love...a one sided love.

"Belglade will remain. The families will remain if they so chose. If they do not wish to stay, they will not be left without compensation and time to regroup." Turning once more to face Rochelle, she forced a well placed smile. "I don't belong here, Rochelle. Even you must see this."

"I...I just thought, things were beginning to settle down and became hopeful once again, that you and Mr Allen would find what was lost..." This disturbed Rochelle, right to her soul.

"As did I. He led me to believe that there was a chance, for what, I have no idea. But here it is again..." A hand waved in general. "He comes and goes as he so chooses, which is fine...it is wonderful, but now he has disappeared again. No word, no respect, no honor. I think my open arms to him, only to be spit upon for the second time, is enough. It's not as if he could even give me an intelligent answer as to why he did it in the first place. He has no regard for those he has placed in this position. He has no intention of standing by his vows, his own decisions...no he is lost in something that isn't tangible and made those that truly care and love him, a victim in his own charade. A charade, I was more than willing to feed in my attempt, to right whatever has been wronged. Even now, I am still clueless." Shai's tone was rising, this was not something she was enjoying, this was something she was loathing. Entirely.

"When will you be leaving?" Rochelle, busied herself about the kitchen, trying to become distracted.

"As soon as it is safe to make the journey." Winter was lingering, in a heady display. "I've decided to not have Nikolai christened here, it is best in Greece. From there, I will return to Venice and pick up the pieces. I would like for you to stay here, at Belglade to oversee the property and the house. Is this something you would be willing to do?"

"Absolutely, without question!" Rochelle, snapped.

"Thank you, Rochelle." She knew it would only be a matter of time before Belglade stood, the way it did in the beginning...abandoned and utterly alone. But she refused to be a willing participant in a facade, even if she was so in love with that, she could not wrap her mind around it.

"How do you think he will react, Shai?" Folding the hand towel and pressing it to the counter, Rochelle had turned into a puddle of turmoil.

"Honestly, Rochelle? I think he will be relieved. I will speak to him at some point in the near future about my decision." From upstairs', Nikolai awoke from his nap and was none too pleased to be trapped in his crib. "We can discuss more of this later..." With that, Shai turned and made her way upstairs'.

Rochelle stared after her and visibly trembled, keenly aware of Shai's coldness now to the entire situation. Something, she never thought she would bear witness to.