Topic: Intimate Debates

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-05-27 14:24 EST
The Baron watched the carriage depart the Estate with a soft sigh and turned back to his desk. The leather bound journal he kept hidden in the bottom drawer, pulled out and set atop as it always was after a chance encounter with the Greek. He had been keeping the journal for well on ten years at that point, noting each and every interaction, thought and reminiscent word for later appraisal and speculation. Such a layered creature she was, each element being peeled back like the layers of a sweet onion. He wished not to forget one thing about her, right down to the way she always bested him at Chess.

Some maintained an ill misconception of the word Courtesan, instantly deeming it of filth or blasphemy and while to some it was....to others it was quite the opposite. Maximillian had the pleasure of knowing Shai for many years, they had never touched physically, although he had a certain likeness for her dainty feet. The contact between them was more of the ethereal kind, the mental seduction that few could maintain for any long period of time. He was married many many years and while he yearned for the stimulation of a voiced debate or a competitive game of Mah Jong, he would never disrespect his vows....not in this lifetime, not in another by giving into a fleeting notion of tangled sheets and sweaty limbs.

So it remained. Shai's life had changed so much over the years, Maximillian's time with her unobtainable for months on end, then suddenly she would show herself out of the blue with no warning, lighting up the estate with her presence alone. The maids catered to her, the cooks urged her to eat, which she did without hesitation, testing and devouring each and every morsel they set out before her. The gardeners enamoured with her as she lounged, surrounded by their blooms and stems. In a word, the Greek was a delight and left a spark of light in the elder Baron's eyes that had not been there since his youth.

Hence, the reason for the journal. When it was opened and fell to the first page, the Baron smiled. August 19th, Sixteen Hundred Fifty Four. Yes, nearly ten summer's earlier.

19?me Jour Auguste, seize cent cinquante-quatre,

I have been blessed to have shared the company of the most intriguing creature, I have ever had the pleasure to meet today. It was over a Queen's piece, that dark eyes had uplifted and met mine in challenge, the exact moment I knew my life will never be the same, was only enhanced by her whisper. "A piece of advice, Maximillian....Never cross a literate courtesan." The journey has begun.

A fluent rhetorician, Shai taught political oratory as well domestic economics to both intellectual men and their wives. Much to the dawned scandal of many, as her true involvement with several husband's of democracy was revealed.

Born into a family of entertainers, her future was one that became well bred. As soon as she arrived at the age of youth, and was now ready for the world, her mother put her on the stage. Forthwith, she became a courtesan, and such as the ancient Greeks used to call a common one, at that: for she was not a flute or harp player, nor was she even trained to dance, but only gave her youth to anyone she met, in utter abandonment.

Her general favors included, of course, the actors in the theater; and in their productions she took part in the low comedy scenes. For she was very funny and a good mimic, and immediately became popular in this art. There was no shame in the girl, and no one ever saw her dismayed: no role was too scandalous for her to, accept without a blush. She was the kind of comedienne who delighted the audience by letting herself be cuffed and slapped on the cheeks, and made them guffaw by raising her skirts to reveal to the spectators those feminine secrets here and there which custom veils from the eyes of the opposite sex.

With pretended laziness she mocked her lovers, and coquettishly adopting ever new ways of embracing, was able to keep in a constant turmoil the hearts of the sophisticated. And she did not wait to be asked by anyone she met, but on the contrary, with inviting jests and a comic flaunting of her skirts herself tempted all men who passed by, especially those who were just reaching their manhood.

Once, visiting the house of an illustrious gentleman, they say she mounted the projecting corner of her dining couch, pulled up the front of her dress, without a blush, and thus carelessly showed her wantonness. And though she flung wide three gates to the ambassadors of Cupid, she lamented that nature had not similarly unlocked the straits of her bosom, that she might there have contrived a further welcome to his emissaries. Thus was this woman born and bred, and her name was a byword beyond that of other common wenches on the tongues of all men.

The sigh once again fell from the Baron, the book turned page by page, each passage read until finally a clear spot for him to pen his thoughts of the day was found. One thought looming, that he may never see Shai Vevea again. If this was the case, he would die a happy man knowing she had walked into his life in the first place.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-05-27 15:18 EST
Several days previous, Shai had returned from Rome and was assured noone was aware of it, except for those of her choosing. The Greek had spent her time catching up on matters that needed her attention. She had promised the gypsy sometime ago, that she would never bring the children into what had once been her world, and it had been with that promise, the now nearly grown children were left in Rome, safe and sound.

A carriage hired for the day, her first stop had been to see the Baron, and how glorious that visit had been! Karl had welcomed her with open arms, and it was within the sight of Maximillian that he finally realized that Shai was fine, and actually touched her in an embrace. Something he had never done before, even though she had spent countless hours in his company. Most of the morning spent, and part of the afternoon, she had played him several games of Mon Jong and dared him in Chess. When she left, there were burning tears within the elder mans eyes, and Shai gave him hope of her return back to see him soon.

Dimitri, being the next call of order, had not been so pleasant. He was running things just fine and although the girls were all happy and well kept, they missed their Mistress. Several things would definitely have to change in the coming days. The Salon had been sold. Each receiving a thick envelope containing their severance, they were not left poor. There was no choice in the matter. Life had changed. A chastised kiss left upon her footman's cheek, Shai departed the Salon.

The way things were now, none seemed to understand. Why Shai took on a man so many years ago, that was blasphemous by most accounts and two children that were not hers, being raised by the Courtesan. She didn't ask for anyone's understanding, nor did she offer an explanation.

Hazeal was no exception to this when she ran into him near the Bookstore. It had been a brief conversation, that ended up lingering farther when he asked her to the Tavern for a drink. Accepting, for she saw no harm in this, Shai had swept into the common din as if a day had not passed and chose a corner table, where her gloves were removed and the precisely kept woman enjoyed her brandy beneath the scrutiny of several. Yes, they recognized her and whispers loomed. What these gawkers didn't seem to realize, was Shai enjoyed this, relished in being the oddity where they all certainly fell short. Arrogance at it's finest.

It wasn't until, a woman that looked the part of a common whore, spoke a name that indeed caught her line of hearing and she beckoned Hazeal for a moment's pardon, while she listened to the prattling of giddy women. They spoke of Dante. She knew this by the mention of the brother, and the Captain, as well the Artisan. It would seem, that somehow, he had a hand in the poison of two women. One being a woman named Remmy and one Basil. Now, most would have been astonished, even mortified, but not Shai.....she gave a swirl of her snifter and continued drinking.

There was not one person, who understood her relationship with the male. By all accounts, she should have run from him screaming the moment she had met him. He was brass, and cold, and even wicked by design. He could be mean, and hateful and ruthless. But, never in her eyes....and never directed at her. She knew him, and knew his reasoning behind things. There was reason, for everything. Perhaps they complimented one another, in a way none else could. It was a free affection, a love affair by most accounts that held no boundaries. Nor did it hold any demands.

Shai was actually amused by these women, because they almost seemed drawn to the debauchery of two others being poisoned. Poison....hmmm, that truly made no sense to her, but she supposed it was the way of the situation.

But there was something else, the man had been dead for year's and the past would not be revisited. Shai held up her end of the bargain all of those years, the children were raised and educated to be upstanding individuals within the political hierarchy. The chapter was closed.

Having seen and heard enough, it was upon Hazeals arm she left the Tavern and took the carriage back to where she was staying after bidding him farewell, and a promise of dinner at some point soon.

"Do not forget, cheri...the Blacksmith, he answers to the name of Kruger, seek him out on the morrow. Across from the Teas n' Tombs." Shai dipped her head to Hazeal in response and hurried up the steps.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-06-01 11:38 EST

Le 1er juin


My Dearest Maximillian,

It is with my every hope this letter finds you well and in good spirits. I promised you, I would keep in contact, so that we may reclaim the bonds so lost while I was in Rome. Again, I apologize for scaring you and my desire is to not do so again.

I arrived safely back in Rhydin. It was with jubilation that the Salon had already been sold. Jubilation as well deep sadness. While the women and Dimitri have been given several weeks to find new homes, they were also given a fair severance pay, I cannot help but feel I have failed them in some way. Dimitri is almost cold to me, perhaps Karl can reach out to him? I fear what this may do to him.

It will make you happy to know, that I have purchased a glorious home. I think you would approve. It is in need of much work and care, but I think I am in need of it more than the home is in need of me. While it breathes of an Italian flare, it is also laden by that in which I know you will smile for, the french bylines. It is my hope when the restorations are complete, that you will holiday with me.

Also, I have met an absolutely glorious Blacksmith, Maximillian, by the name of Kruger. Hazeal recommended him to me for the iron work that needs to be done at the balcony's. He will be replacing them all with my favored balustrades.

I happened upon him rather unexpectedly and I have to admit, we spent a good deal of time together not only discussing business, but he allowed me to witness the process of his metal work and I have become enamored not only with his craft, but with him. I must say, it is rather different to be in the company of another, without it being expected of me. This is something, I have only ever experienced with you and perhaps Dimitri. While it is so very refreshing, I am somewhat taken aback. Who knows what the fates have in store.

I will close this for now, but as I seem to recall, it is my move. Nf3 Qh5.

Comme toujours, vous ?tes dans mon coeur et les pens?es,

Shai

Baron Maximillian

Date: 2012-06-07 10:25 EST
The letter left in plain view upon Maximillian's desk, when he had arrived from the gardens that day and seen it, his aging heart swelled. A snifter of Brandy in hand, he had sat down and read each word Shai had written several times and the smile racing across his face could not help but be noticed by Karl.

The Butler knew his employer was coming into his season and perhaps it would be his last one. So to see the man smile as he did, gave Karl great pleasure. A frown then, the Baron looked at his butler across the top of the parchment. "Karl, daresay Dimitri is having issue with the changes. Before the end of the summer, might you best to pay a visit to your friend." That was not a request, it was an instruction and Karl nodded. He would do so, regardless, Dimitri's well being meaning a great deal to him.

Sometime later that day, quill was dipped into the inkwell and Maximillian scribed a response to the one so adoringly referred to as Gift. For it was what her name meant.

7, June

Dearest Cadeau,

I cannot begin to describe the elation that ran through me when I received your letter. You fill me with pride and admiration as you tell me of your latest journey.

Daresay, the news of the Salon is one that fills me with many things, but most importantly, a genuine sense of your life moving forward. For too many years, Shai, you have disregarded what would truly bring your happiness and further freedom to fruition. I stand behind you at all cost in this.

Your new home sounds splendid, I am sure with your touch, it will become yours post haste, if it already has not done so. I cannot wait to bask in the splendor of it.

Although I am not quite certain as when that will be. I have taken to the Manor over the last few weeks as I am not exactly up to par. Julian has summoned the herbalist to come around at some point over the next few days. As you well know, my dear wife worries over the smallest of bodily complaints.

Also, Karl with be taking holiday to come see you and Dimitri at some point before the end of the summer. When that date is solidified, I will let you know. Or he will perhaps surprise you.

This brings me to the mention of your Blacksmith. Given the fact that you become enamored with very little, much less admit to such, it is with my heart that I hope the path is a discovering one as well sublime for you. It is so very much deserved.

Oscar Wilde has said it best, "A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world." See the dawn, dear one....not alone.

I respond to your move with, d4, Bg7.

I look forward to hearing from you again soon, know you are steadfast in this old Baron's heart and mind.

My Love,
Maximillian

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-06-08 18:26 EST
The conversation between Shai and Dimitri was strained at best, and so it continued.

"You will be pleased to know, Morgana and Sheryl have each found new places to live. As well Morgana has been taken in to work at the Apothecary on Elm Street." Watching Shai work in the back garden, Dimitri had to admit that she seemed at peace. His demeanor however, still distant and separated.

A brush of palm to an errant tendril, Shai nodded and glanced up from the planter she was filling with soil. "Wondeful! They will find their way, Dimitri, much like we all will. Rochelle has come around several times, actually and is doing quite well."

Did he truly think this was something that was easy, for her? It was far from that. "It is time all of us start anew. I know you are angry with me, Dimitri but that is a burden I must bear and I do so, willingly."

"So now I am a burden?!" He exclaimed, clearly not hearing her as he once had. "It is with my utmost pardons to tread upon you." Fist's clenching, Dimitri stared at her for a long moment and went to walk away from her.

"Wait Dimitri....please..." Shai's tone never changed, she could have been fighting a thousand battles internally and it never would have shone through the constant that was her nature. "You are not the burden..." The small shovel set to the side before she walked to him, fingers set to his forearm. "The situation and it's ramifications are the burden. Dimitri, you have been sour with me since before we left Rome. I know you are not pleased with any of this, but my decisions must be based upon me and not everything else for once. It's always been about everything else. This time it's about me and what I need. That life is not what I need, not anymore."

Dimitri knew all too well what -that life- entailed. While she had been in Rome the last few years, raising two children that were not her's, he had been back and forth to Rhydin, assuring there was a seamless continuance of the Salon's clientele and needs.

At this moment, he could not see that it was not that the Greek had changed....it was simply that she had gotten older and things were not the same. She was his constant....and had been for many years. He depended on her, and that was something unsettling to him.

A life spent beneath the scrutiny of prying eyes and judgements that were of the absurd, this he also knew. Deemed a whore, when there was not a sweaty body in her bed. A countenance of political expectations, always necessary to prove her worth and steadfast placement. Many times being the one who guided these men who were so blinded by power and wanderlust, into a sense of reason and legitimacy. Always maintaining the facade of perfection, she had never once wavered.

"But what you fail to remember, Miss Vevea, is that you took me along with you for all of these years to suit you and your needs of the moment, your gain. You have been selfish and arrogant! All in the name of society and political drivers which only sent your business circumstance's through the roof. A ruse!" Moving so that her touch fell away, that burning touch he had for so long craved and dreamt of. Scathing in his tone as it rose in volume, loud enough for the crew of men working on the house to take notice and turn to regard the two down the garden path.

A step taken back, Shai looked as if someone had just slapped her as hard as they could across the face. Her gaze instantly stinging as it pooled. His accusations were staggering, shocking and absolutely disgusting. Somehow, someway, composure was maintained. She would not allow him to see the pain he had birthed within her. Chin uplifted, she did not yell, as a matter of fact her tone never rose as she spoke to him.

"You stand here, tainted by sensationalism, which only tells me that this is something you have been harboring for a very long time. I hope you feel better now that you have gotten this out and in the open, Dimitri. It is also my hope, that at some point, you realize that you have now bankrupted me for further explanation. It is not owed. Nor is my further acceptance of this conversation. You have lashed out, now leave me to my devices."

Dimitri, the picture of stunned watched as Shai turned her back on him and went back to what she had been doing.

Dismissed.

Not another word spoken, he stormed back up the hill and ignored the several sets of eyes trained on him.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-06-14 09:54 EST
Unable to sleep the night of the Debate, Shai had listened to the sound of Kruger's breathing as a haven all of her own. Swirled within it, her thoughts running a gambid from one thing to another. It wasn't often her thoughts were consumed, but this evening was an exception to that rule. Finding herself wrapping the thin silk robe around her body, she didn't wince when the bite of bruised and scratched flesh sang anew, much the contrary in fact....she smiled....a knowing little smile.

A candle lit on the bedside desk, quill and paper were gathered, as well the Baron's most recent letter. Reading it over again, the quill tip hovered over the ink-well, as she thought of where to begin.

My Dearest Maximillian,

My heart skipped a beat when I received your letter. It had been my fear that you had not received mine, leaving us once again in a state of turmoil.

I will begin by pleading with you, to please do as the medicinal woman asks you to do. You are a very stubborn man, lovingly so, but I cannot help but side with your wife Julian as she is correct in beckoning them to the Estate. Please do not make me travel again so soon, to scold you into submitting. And please do not make me face this world, without you, for it would be a very dark place.

Belglade is coming along wonderfully so. The grounds have been restructured, the gardens are in full bloom and the balcony replacements are nearly complete. Or at least I think they are. Kruger has hired several men to assist him in this task, and I must say his business tactics border on that of being sublime. Hopefully, the gates and surrounding fences will also be on the agenda, we shall see how far the balustrade's proceed over the next weeks.

I have almost finished unpacking inside of the house, and am taking great pride in giving everything a new place to be, a solid and long term place. I can see myself growing old here, Maximillian.

I am finding myself more and more at peace. I believe that has a lot if not everything to do with the presence of the Blacksmith. You see, we have fallen in love. Words you have never known me to entertain, but there they are and I could not be more enchanted. However, I am not blinded by a ruse of romantic inclinations....it is far from that. We have come into each other's lives, as if a twist of fate placed us there before one another. With each day that passes, our bond becomes stronger. I am tangled up in such a way, I wish to not ever be not so.

It is my desire for the two of you two to meet. If you are feeling stronger, perhaps you could come on holiday with Karl at the end of the summer? Please consider it, when you are refusing the herbalist's ministration's.

I don't think I mentioned it before, but Kruger is running for Governor of Rhydin. The primary debate was held yester evening and while it could have been considered a disaster by some, for me it was not as such. Max, things have not changed in this city politically. If anything they have grown progressively worse, than you would remember. Never before have I witnessed such a travesty on some levels. But there has been postive change in other's.

I was and am so very proud of Kruger as he took each in stride, never a waver from what his agenda was as a simple man, to bring the community back around full circle. Focus coming back to the people and not the lining of one another's pockets. We shall see what happens, but I fear the future of Rhydin is in a dire strait now and will continue to be so, unless a new hierarchy is embraced.

While I think a more down to the foundation type of Governor, such as Kruger would be the greatest of fits for change and a more structured type of governing body, it also makes me wonder if it would backfire. I am not speaking from a biased standpoint, you know me well enough to know that I do not allow such things to cloud a valued opinion. I truly believe he would be the beacon, so many have sought. We shall see.

However, I will say, it gave me a tingle of sadistic pleasure to see several that I had not in many years. They had not changed much, by appearance or ignorance. One imparticular, was definitely unsettled by my presence amongst the audience. I do say, such a paranoid chap, as if I give the first thought to his dealings. He burned his bridges, as was so well known....I simply lit the match.

I am closing this now, Max, with a smile on my face. I long to see you and will not continue my next move in your precious game of Chess, until I can do so with you sitting before me.

Avec amour et lumi?re,
Shai

The letter left there on the desk, it was not put into an envelope. Shai had nothing to hide from Kruger or anyone. The candle blown out and the robe discarded to the floor, it was but a moment and she was curled up against his back, lulled to sleep by the sound of his breathing.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-06-19 13:08 EST
Dimitri arrived and found Shai in the kitchen, standing on the counter top barefoot and painting the east window free handed in symmetrical patterns. Obviously creating a stained glass effect, it would be positively beautiful of this he was sure every morning when the sun rose. But beauty was not the reason he was here this day.

"You wished to see me Shai?" Inquired, he stood there in the doorway, not venturing in any further as he once may have.

"Oui, Dimitri...." Turning from her placement, the Greek offered him a smile that was not well received nor did it start this conversation off on a positive foot. Setting the brush down, she slid from the counter and began to wipe her hands on a nearby towel. "Things are coming along splendidly, do you agree?" An excitement in her voice, could it possibly not be contagious.

"Yes, yes most definitely Belglade is coming along very well. I see the workmen are here bright and early. I saw Monsieur Allen as well this morning, he was opening up the Forge as I went by." Dimitri was cordial at best, no hint of exuberance in his voice whatsoever.

That being noted, Shai thought perhaps she should break the ice and be as blunt as she should have been with Kruger the night before. "For my part in our disagreement, Dimitri....I apologize deeply, it is not my wish to quarrel with you....not after so long, not ever."

Stepping towards him, Shai halted some several feet away, keenly aware that his gaze had not softened upon her as it had in the past. She continued. "I know it seems as I have yanked the carpet out from beneath you and it is my wish that you know ...it was not my intention."

"It was not your intention!? How can you utter those words?!" Dimitri yelled and slammed his hand onto the nearby counter.

Almost a Jekyll and Hyde effect was the Footman the last weeks. One moment he was wonderful and the next he was exploding violently. This being something Rachael nor any of the women of the Salon had mentioned to Shai, as she was so busy with the selling of the business and acquiring Belglade. Never did they think it would be directed at her, no not her.

"How can it not have been your attention, Mistress when you returned from Rome and the Salon was already sold, giving you what you wished. What did you think, that it would not have a cause and effect reaction?" Stepping towards her, Dimitri then stopped his progression as Shai's eyes went wide and she stepped from his path.

"Twenty two years I have been employed by you, I gave you my breath, my very heart....for you to inform me one morning....Your services will no longer be needed, Dimitri...." Mocking her openly, he had no shame....not the sort he should have. "Cast like the morning garbage while you went about your business...! The Courtly Fashioned Courtesan has what she wanted!"

Outside, aware of the yelling, the workmen all looked at the same time towards the kitchen windows knowing they could not see anything at that time of day. They had each grown rather fond of Shai, if not outwardly speaking of it, they had felt it and this wasn't setting well with any of them as they knew the Blacksmith had already left hour's ago.

Broad sided, once again, Shai was speechless. It was not what he claimed it to be, not at all in fact. She rarely got angry and was a firm believer that ninety five percent of the time, anger was a useless emotion and used up so much energy that a semblance of right and wrong more times than not were left unseen. However, this had gone on between them for days and she was still uncertain what exactly she had done.

"Dimitri, I know not of what you speak. This has been planned for almost two years and you were the driving force which made me consider it in the first place. How you can stand before me over and over, stating the hateful things that you have, is a mystery to me." Her tone even and not rising, however her chest was rising as she attempted to quell the fury that was boiling and tickling at the surface.

"Do you even hear yourself, do you realize what you are doing to me with this?" Her mind spinning, perhaps it had all been a mistake, a ruse, a dream in the making. You have always been the ying to my yang, the spirit where I at times faltered....you pushed me from all sides when I could go on no longer and said enough. You."

The sculpted line of her jaw firmly set and almost grinding, she looked at him dead on and near spat. "I think it is you that has realized that things were not as you professed them to be. I think you see yourself out from the lick of my attention and that has left you reeling! You are a selfish creature, one in which I feel I have never known, it is no wonder your elderly father celebrated your departure from Greece. I have nothing left to say to you."

Pressing from her stance carefully, her emotions raped and stretched piano wire tight. Moving to walk around him in the doorway, Shai had only gotten several steps before the bite of Dimitri grabbing her by the forearm was felt as he whirled her around to face him.

It was a moment in time that stretched painfully long, slow motion as Dimitri's heart told him to embrace the woman to him and hold on, making all of this disappear. But it was not to be, as instead in a motion he would regret until the day he died, he slapped her as hard as he could across the face with an open palm that was goliath in comparison to her countenance and released her as he did so, forcing her to hit the tile floor below, violently hard.

(cont)

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-06-19 13:26 EST
The men met Kruger at the gateway, coming in a hurry their thick accents making it difficult to pick out words. He only needed a couple to bring speed to his step. The words Miss Vevea fell from their lips in agitation. He spotted the coach, and figured the coachman was inside with her. From the reaction of the men it wasn't going well. Kruger stepped through the door to the sounds of shouting. He followed those into the kitchen and was met with the sight of Shai hitting the tiles and Dimitri standing over her.

It was obvious the man hadn't seen him, because his own fist was striking home on the man's face. He wasn't sure how he had gotten there so quickly. He didn't recall moving. One moment he was stepping through the doorway the next he was across the room.

He was far from done with him, feeling nothing but a rage build in him at the coachman. "I hadn't pegged you as one of those who likes to knock down women sir...especially this one." He moved in to better explain why he felt Dimitri had made a mistake.

To say Shai was stunned, was an absolute understatement. Yes, she felt the assault and she also felt herself hit the floor, but she was stunned. Never had she ever imagined Dimitri could do such a thing to anyone, much less her.

The tiles cool beneath her palms, at the sight of blood dripping onto them, she reached up and touched her nose and gleaned the fact that is where it was coming from. Her head whipping at the sound of commotion, her terrified gaze landed on Kruger and she scooted herself away sort of to lean on the wall as she drew herself to her knees. So confused, it was clearly apparent she did not believe what had just happened.

Taken by surprise, Dimitri hit the floor even harder with a solid "oomph!" and was actually grateful for the moment as his face sang in pain and bright crimson began to pour from his mouth. Rising up, the normally pristinely put together footman was in disarray but even more so, his eyes were wild but no longer combative.

Back and forth between Shai and the Blacksmith he looked, his heart shattering seeing what he had done to her and then in turn almost throwing himself at the males feet. Hands to his knees, he breathed gasping breaths and shook his head.

"I hadn't meant it....she infuriated me..." Of course would be the worst possible response he could have given. Shai finally finding her feet, rose and hurried up the stairs, knowing Kruger would handle it as he saw fit. Uplifting himself, Dimitri stared at Kruger. "You won."

Kruger's mind had gone cold, his thoughts were only of how many ways he could pull the footman apart. He heard the man speaking as though from another room, another world. How could the kneeling man know what the smith had done before only that time he had been to late. He slammed another fist into the mans face to stop the noise coming from him. Grabbing hold of the Dimitri's clothes he hauled him to his feet again and slammed him bodily into the shelves dishes hitting the floor with that tinkling sound they make as they shatter.

Dimitri didn't seem to be fighting back. On some level Kruger realized that, but he also knew he didn't care. His hand drifted to his weapons belt and pulled the hammer with the demons all over it. He lifted it and swung down at Dimitri.

A hand caught his arm before it could go any further, and the three workman began to drag him from the room. The sound of the dishes crashing had brought the masons running. They had saved Dimitri's life, but their intention had been to save the smith from facing charges.

Hearing all of this, Shai cringed not just from the pain of her cheekbone, but from what she knew to be transpiring downstairs. Standing before the mirror, she gingerly touched high near her eye and the hand print was already beginning to welt and bruise. As the dishes began to shatter, she ran to the stairs and it was just as the men were pulling the Footman out.

Beaten to a pulp, Dimitri wasn't moving and it was but for only a single moment that she felt a shred of pity for him. At that moment, she cared little where he was taken and if pressed, she wouldn't have blinked at the knowledge that he was dead if he was so. There was one thing in her mind that wasn't ever acceptable and it was what he had just done.

Moving slowly down the stairs, she could hear Kruger's hard breaths around the corner and sunk down onto the very bottom one, arms curling about her knees to bring them towards her chest.

The men each glanced at her as they carried him outside and Shai looked away, hand moving up to shroud her face instinctively. How would she ever be in their company again with her head held high? How? "Mon amour...say something please, let me know you are alright..."

(cont)

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-06-19 13:28 EST
The Blacksmith sat on the floor near her, the three masons had finally pulled his hammers away from him, leaving him to calm down. They went immediately in and assessed Dimitri. They had seen Shai come down the stairs and were quite tempted to pick up where Kruger had been interrupted. His head turned towards Shai, and he gave her a sorrowful look.

"I shouldn't have told you to talk to the man. I shouldn't have..." He dropped his elbows to his knees and put his face in his palms.
Are you alright, mon amour?" The first thought and the last were about her. He rolled to his knees at that moment and looked. "I wouldn't have lived with myself if I let that..." He couldn't go on considering what might have been. "Tell me you are okay."

Everyone's world was full of would haves and should haves, but his went much deeper....much more destructive in plausibility and even through the haze of all that had just transpired, Shai knew this. His words bringing her throat to nearly close in on itself, she reached out to run a hand through his hair. One of the men coming back inside from who knew where, he took it upon himself to start cleaning up the glass in the kitchen. "He's changed, mon amour...how could anyone have known. This is a man I have known since I was a child, he had never been violent with me nor anyone else, I know this for fact...something has gone awry...desperately."

There was something that spun even farther however and she found herself sinking down onto the floor with him, half on and half off his lap, her face forgotten for the moment. Urging him to look at her, the silent tears were falling steadily and her jaw trembled so very hard.

"My heart....you have to stop blaming yourself for the things that happen within your realm of people...instances happen, but they are not of your doing, of your making...they are at the hands of others...you cannot always stop them. If you continue to do so, you will destroy yourself even more so than you already have and that is not something that is fair to you."

"I know I can't control things that happen especially when they are far from me." I was here this time though. He held her tight to him, as though trying to be certain she wasn't an illusion. He wiped her tears gently.

"There will be a time that I need to discuss with you something that I did. Tonight I don't want to, it is too close to the surface right now." Had he found the one to whom he could speak of it? Many had offered to be his confidant. "Je T'aime Shai. All of my heart loves you." His knuckles were scuffed and bleeding once again. He couldn't feel it yet, but in time they would start to burn and stiffen.

"What would you like done with him Shai? Say the word and I will take him out deep into the woods and..." He let the last few words fall off. His grin was gone, as was his jocular attitude. He had eyes only for Shai and a mind to do whatever she wanted.*

Curling against him as hard as she could, Shai rested her ear to his chest and she closed her eyes. Her cheekbone was beginning to burn and her fingers curled against his back. "There are things we will tell each other when it is time, mon amour....we are on a journey....together. I love you so very much...I cannot begin to explain all in which I feel for you..."

His latter question bringing a stifled sob to rage in her chest, her touch deepening. "Please have him taken back to his home, have the herbalist tend to him and have the bank note already made in his name that's on the desk there given to him. I wish not to see or speak to him..." Hard in itself to muster, her heart was essentially broken by Dimitri, whatever it was causing his change. "May I ask something else of you?"

He started to nod then spoke instead. "You may ask me anything Shai...if I can do it I will." He had taken mental notes on what she had said. Difficult as it would be to let him go, he would do it for her. He wondered what else she needed from him, but would wait for it.

Giovanni poked his head in to check on them. Kruger beckoned him over with his hand and gave him the instructions on what was to be done with Dimitri. The Italian nodded his head and said he would take care of it personally.

"I'll take care of the bank note tomorrow Shai. Tonight is just more than he will get from me. What did you need mon amour?"

Knowing in her heart of hearts, when such devastation occurred, in the past she would lock herself away, unwilling to see or speak to anyone until it passed, that would be exactly what she would do this time as well. But there would be something distinctively different this time. "If....and I do mean if, there is nothing pressing at the Forge for tomorrow, will you please stay here at Belglade with me?"

Avoiding eye contact with Giovanni, Shai smoothed her hair over her cheek. She would not come face to face with the men, nor would she go into the city until every shred of bruising of the flesh and demeanor were healed over. "If you have things to do, it is with my understanding, please know this.."

How Kruger smiled for her. "I would spend everyday here with you, but it would ruin me. Tomorrow is yours though Shai." He leaned back against the wall as Antonio left the kitchen. He gave a bow to the smith and the Greek and headed out to the carriage. At least he got a ride home out of the deal.

The sound of the carriage horses pulling off could be heard through the open windows. Kruger didn't suggest that they move. There was no mad rush to the bedroom. Tonight was all about having her in his arms and on his lap. He breathed with her silently just the two of them against the world.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-07-11 15:48 EST
It had been weeks since Shai had sent the last letter to the Baron with no response from him. While things were more than stressful at Belglade, with every new repair, every new bloom that was planted and every sunset she watched dipping beneath the horizon, her thoughts moved to the man so well embedded in her life for so many year's. She missed him. Horribly.

There was so much she wished to share, so much she wished to hear from him in his life while it was so far away. In truth, considering his last letter, Shai was concerned...greatly.

That night, Shai had sat down after dinner with Kruger and penned out a simple letter to Karl, his footman for nearly twenty years, in the hopes that everything was alright.

Dearest Karl,

It is my hope this letter find's you more than well. I look forward to seeing you over the summer, but it is my understanding that Dimitri has returned to Greece.

I grow concerned Karl, as I have not heard from the Baron since our last coorespondence. Can you please tell me if things are well?

Please do not tell him I am inquiring as he will grow upset and claim me to be a worrysome wart. I thank you for this.

Also, let me know if you will be coming on holiday soon, we have a tremendous amount of room for you here at Belglade.

I look forward to hearing from you, Karl.

Best Regards,

Shai Vevea

The letter would be sent with Kruger the following morning to be dropped at the postal.

Shai Vevea

Date: 2012-07-18 11:52 EST
Of Carnival's and Home

After many weeks of preparation, the Rhydin Small Business Carnival went off splendidly. Shai could not have been prouder of Kruger, Antonio and the many other's that put their blood, sweat and tears into such an event. The smiles and laughter having been at an all time high, there was much fun to be had and everyone did.

This left the Greek with a sense of community she had not known in so very long, if ever. A reprieve of sorts from the constant clouds looming over Belglade, it was in fact needed and a distraction well received. Much time that evening had been spent with not only Kruger but the toddler Berith and Ella, along with Zoee and Zander.

The children a constant source of entertainment in their own right, the breathy sighs and smiles left in their wake was staggering. Perhaps living vicariously through them for a time, a different place...a different time where innocence roamed and baby elephants were of the norm. Moment by moment, Shai's demeanor was shifting from the absolute formal to the better relaxed and this was relished to an extreme. After many years and many homes, roots had not been formed since originally leaving Greece. Day by day, the foundation was becoming more secure and Shai felt she was finally home.

However, she would admit that the swimming attire the Blacksmith had donned for his dunking expedition was something of a curious fabric and print, there was much taunting of him during the carriage ride back to Belglade. Not to mention the way it had hugged his adored rear end.

The treasure of the Carnival being the Enchanted Carousel, while there had not been time for a ride alone with Kruger, at the end of the evening, the Greek had done so with all of the children and Ella. Moment's would be made in the very near future to venture into the former of that.

New memories....

Baron Maximillian

Date: 2012-07-25 09:27 EST
The Wing's of Eternity

A thick envelope was delivered to Belglade on such a rainy morning. Once opened by Shai, there were two letter's enclosed as well what appeared to be the legal paper's of a last will and testament. Giving those a quick glance, breath was caught in her throat and she quickly looked to the first letter and leaned again the parlor couch for support.

25 Juillet

Dear Miss Vevea,

It is with much sadness that I write this to you. It would be much preferred if you were here and able to sit with me. This is so impersonal and it is my hope there is someone with you.

My husband, passed from this life last evening. He did so with the grace and tranquility that was Maximillian, from the moment he was born. He was at peace and continued to grip my hand long after he was embraced.

I fear, I will not know what to do with myself in this large house now, it is so silent and foreboding.

Enclosed is a letter Maximillian wrote to you, with my and Karl's assistance as his hands were shaking so very hard.

This may come to you as uncommon, but I wish to thank you, for everything you provided over the year's for him selflessly.

As you well know, the placement of all that was out of our control, fell upon your shoulders and you took this with the grace only you could give.

As a woman, I was jealous and hard pressed to accept this. But, as a wife, you enhanced his existence, in ways I could not. You were not a fleeting butterfly that landed upon his hand temporarily. You cocooned yourself into the fiber of his being.

Please smile when you think of him, for he is doing so now.

Best Regards,

Lady Julian Beauchene


(tbc)

Baron Maximillian

Date: 2012-07-25 09:41 EST
The Wing's of Eternity (cont)

24, Juillet

My Dearest Cadeau,

I find myself weak and a martyr upon my knees to the universe as we know it. I wish for you to say something, a whisper at the shell of my ear, from a placement at my bedside. A story, or to play a part you claim as your own in a verse on passion. I wish for that to be mine, but there is no way to rewind the clock that is swiftly breaching forward and out of my grasp. But that the universe is not suitable to adequately describe my feelings for you no matter how many pens and paper, it should contain, for it is not the amount that I would use to describe; it is most definitely the content, the qualia.

So many year's, I have watched you flourish and open as a bud would to the morning dew. Such a shock it was to find that I had to forcibly wrench my mind from thinking of you to ensure the qualities of my attentions were not in jeopardy.

Even with this intent, it was clear the subject matter was pale and lifeless in comparison. That I could relinquish the curves of a graph to carefully study your curves and lines; cease pursuing business requirements and pursue yours in terms of companionship, affection and attention, diligently and with purpose; to stop encouraging witless people to submit required verbiage and instead encourage you to shine such that I may adore more of this shine myself, selfishly.

These feelings that were too silent to share verbally, but something always known as the magic penetrated each moment that was spent. Something tangible, but untouchable.

That first evening, so very long ago, you stole me away to the quiet of your suites, for I could not interrupt the glorious Lady that is, that was. Your guests dined in your divinity, while I watched the glow from afar. At first, I thought it was the Moon rising, but that the Moon already in the serenity of darkness, was jealous, I found the glow on the horizon that permeated from your radiance.

Shai, you brought something into my life that I never thought or dreamt to be possible. If for only a moment, to bear witness to that smile of your's.

Over the years, I told little of what was in my heart: fear made me silent and scared; tongue hid but heart wanted what on which, in pain, broods so. I languished, but I did not complain, because so far, as the sea embraces the earth, there's none so kind. Actually, as the chosen one for whom I long.

Foolish is he who, for the sake of speech turned his joy into pain, because slanderers, God curse them, never had a nice tongue. One whispers, the other brays, and so withdrew a love that was great. I dared myself to fight back, disguising their blame, and love with no hesitation.

Now, I have read and re-read your fine words wrought from your delicate hands yet sung through such a strong and harmonious heart.

Needless to say, I have already saddled my steed for the journey that is eternal and my heart is beating slower.

Do not shed tear's for me, Shai....know that my adoration and love for you, was truer than the God's deemed righteous. Know that you brought a light to the heart of a man that was not destined for such.

I will not bid you farewell, my Cadeau, I will simply await you, and we will continue our game of Chess.

My Love,
Maximillian