The ceiling in the nursery had changed in the few hours he had spent. From his arms the silence and a pair of amber eyes. He pointed out the nine different colored stars within the many he had pinned up. They were handmade, his own rendition of a constellation. Far off in the corner was a moon The smith had looked for what he thought was right, what would fit within the room and mean something. ?You see, those red stars Niko?they are Ara, the altar. They appear in Greece at the coming of winter. Winter is coming young one, cold and barren for some of us. Never for you though I think.?
He didn?t care how he sounded, he only cared that the world seemed smaller today than it had for a long time. He found a rocking chair and sat in it lightly. ?There will be many stories to come from me, and more about me I suppose. You have never been part of what happened, never let anyone make you believe it is so.?
The light cooing noise came from the lips of Nikolai as he tried to shove his entire fist into his mouth. ?Children?they forgive easily. I don?t ask forgiveness, or even understanding.? Kruger took one finger and slid it across Nikolai?s forehead. The callused digit couldn?t really feel the skin of the child save that something was there and offered resistance.
He rocked the child holding him there as the sun fell away and the light of the world darkened and went with it. The stars on the ceiling began their luminous glow of yellow-green. Nine however glowed red and were in a shape that the world would see as Ara, the altar. Kruger only saw it as what it was to him, the anvil and the place where Nikolai could always find him.
Kruger did his best to ignore the voices downstairs, he couldn?t hear them well enough to even speculate if they were about him. If he allowed that speculation he would convince himself it could be nothing else. Better to simply believe it and know that he deserved whatever was being said. He rose noticing that Nikolai was in a deep slumber. As much as he wanted to put him into the crib he left the nursery and slipped sideways through the door to the master bedroom.
It was bizarre walking in here, knowing the room so well and feeling like a stranger in it. Could it be otherwise? Nikolai went into the bassinette with no issues, Kruger straightened and looked out the window into the place where his forge once stood. The answer laid there in the emptiness. There was little need to pretend that he was anything close to the man who had built the forge. He resembled the scattered remains of the little building, an eyesore and a thing to be removed.
He laid a pouch on the nightstand that used to mark his side of the bed. It was heavy with the coin inside. He was sure she would find it, that she would use it as needed. It was true that she had more than enough wealth to go around, just as it was true he had never wanted it to be assumed that was why he was there.
Kruger looked down at the baby one last time and wanted to touch him. He knew that would wake him and resisted the urge. He slipped quietly from the room and down the stairs, the parlor was crossed quietly. He knelt to put on his boots, the voices were clearer now still he chose not to eaves drop. He pulled a coat round himself and ducked quietly outside. He knelt down to Sophie and whispered to her to let the lady know he had gone and that Nikolai slept. The silence of the road took him not long after passing through the gates. There would always be questions he figured, wonderings of what should be and what he had brought about. ?Winter is coming??
He didn?t care how he sounded, he only cared that the world seemed smaller today than it had for a long time. He found a rocking chair and sat in it lightly. ?There will be many stories to come from me, and more about me I suppose. You have never been part of what happened, never let anyone make you believe it is so.?
The light cooing noise came from the lips of Nikolai as he tried to shove his entire fist into his mouth. ?Children?they forgive easily. I don?t ask forgiveness, or even understanding.? Kruger took one finger and slid it across Nikolai?s forehead. The callused digit couldn?t really feel the skin of the child save that something was there and offered resistance.
He rocked the child holding him there as the sun fell away and the light of the world darkened and went with it. The stars on the ceiling began their luminous glow of yellow-green. Nine however glowed red and were in a shape that the world would see as Ara, the altar. Kruger only saw it as what it was to him, the anvil and the place where Nikolai could always find him.
Kruger did his best to ignore the voices downstairs, he couldn?t hear them well enough to even speculate if they were about him. If he allowed that speculation he would convince himself it could be nothing else. Better to simply believe it and know that he deserved whatever was being said. He rose noticing that Nikolai was in a deep slumber. As much as he wanted to put him into the crib he left the nursery and slipped sideways through the door to the master bedroom.
It was bizarre walking in here, knowing the room so well and feeling like a stranger in it. Could it be otherwise? Nikolai went into the bassinette with no issues, Kruger straightened and looked out the window into the place where his forge once stood. The answer laid there in the emptiness. There was little need to pretend that he was anything close to the man who had built the forge. He resembled the scattered remains of the little building, an eyesore and a thing to be removed.
He laid a pouch on the nightstand that used to mark his side of the bed. It was heavy with the coin inside. He was sure she would find it, that she would use it as needed. It was true that she had more than enough wealth to go around, just as it was true he had never wanted it to be assumed that was why he was there.
Kruger looked down at the baby one last time and wanted to touch him. He knew that would wake him and resisted the urge. He slipped quietly from the room and down the stairs, the parlor was crossed quietly. He knelt to put on his boots, the voices were clearer now still he chose not to eaves drop. He pulled a coat round himself and ducked quietly outside. He knelt down to Sophie and whispered to her to let the lady know he had gone and that Nikolai slept. The silence of the road took him not long after passing through the gates. There would always be questions he figured, wonderings of what should be and what he had brought about. ?Winter is coming??