Topic: A Hard Lesson Learned

AmandaRavenlock

Date: 2007-08-02 17:34 EST
Amanda was sitting on the edge of the fountain in the Marketplace. She had run an errand for her mother and was due back for dinner shortly but she just didn't feel like moving. It had been over a week since she had been out of the house and wandering around town, and the city was so nice in the late afternoon. She leaned back, careful not to fall in the water, soaking up the parting rays of sunshine that gleamed off her dark hair. She was watching the people walk by with a disinterested air; none were familiar to her.

Thomas had been watching that girl for a few minutes, among the hustle and bustle in the Marketplace. He was over at the inn just a little while ago, and had cussed out at least two people, along with smoking a couple of cigarettes. He was Dakota Steele's son, and was doing everything he could to live up to his dad's "legacy". He had picked some unsuspecting guy's pocket only minutes earlier, and stashed the coins into his own pocket. It was right then when he caught sight of that cute girl sitting at the fountain. He wouldn't mind meeting her, but how? Oh, the hell with it. He wasn't intimidated by anyone. Calmly, he headed towards the fountain and sat himself down just a few feet away from her, offering her a half smile. "Hi there?"

She seemed almost startled out of whatever daydream she had been lulled into while watching the crowd pass by. She sat up straight at the greeting, looking aside to the boy. Grey eyes wandered over him, almost as if appraising for a threat. He didn't look threatening, though, and he was pretty cute too. She leaned back again, "Hey..." She was unsure of what else she was to say; strangers rarely approached her.

Okay, awkward moment of silence there. Thomas was blessed with his dad's gift of not being afraid to talk to anyone and always saying exactly what was on his mind, but this was a little harder than he thought it'd be. Eyes cast downwards for a second before rising back up towards her. "I was actually walkin' around a lil' bit, pickin' up a couple things for my dad, and I seen you sittin' over here. Ain't too often I see someone 'bout my age sittin' by themself. So I just wanted to come on over and meet you. My name's Thomas.." Lighting up yet another smoke as he spoke. "This don't bother you, does it..?"

"I..uh.." the truth was, she wasn't accustomed to smoke at all. No one she was around did it, her mother absolutely forbidding it at home and it being against the rules at school. However, she was taught to be polite above all. "Not at all, and I'm Amanda." Once names were given, she felt a little more comfortable. "I was out running an errand for my mother?I didn't feel like going home just yet but I don't know many people my age in the city at all so I just decided to sit here. How old are you and isn't that bad for you?" Once she got started, it was hard to get her to stop.

"I'll be 13 in 'bout a month.." Totally spoken with his dad's drawl. "Is this $hit bad for me? Yeah, it probably is. But we're all gonna die anyway. Might as well die with a smile on your face." Laughing just a bit. Why in the world was he being so nervous around this girl??? "Tell you what, why don't we get our errands done together? We might have a better chance of survivin' if we stick together." He proceeded to show her the rather imposing looking blade he kept strapped to his thigh. "People usually don't f--k with me, if you know what I mean." Flashing a grin that was Dakota made over.

Her elder, an older man! She looked at him with newborn respect even as he displayed, what she would consider, a sailor's mouth. She gave an indignant little toss of her head, "I'm not dying anytime soon...but I guess enjoying whatever life you have is okay." Conceding to his wisdom on that point. She gave a little shrug at his suggested, she pushed into a stand, "Yeah...I guess we could do that." She was trying to act uninterested but she was grinning. She even gave a little playful scoff as he showed her the knife, "I should show you what I can do some time. All sorts of magic." She was trying to act mysterious now, isn't that what her mother did around men?

Oh, she better not do that unless she meant it. Thomas would call her bluff in a heartbeat!! He grinned again and nodded at the comment about her magic, before his face turned slightly quizative, head tilting to the side. "Before we go, who's your mom anyway? My dad might know her."

She blinked, having taken it for granted that everyone knew who she was, whose daughter she was! "The Empress...Jewell Ravenlock Kidd." She gave grin, she was proud of who she was!

Nope, he didn't have a clue who she was, but he feigned being impressed. "Woooow....my dad is Dakota Steele. Don't know if you've heard of him or not?your mom might know him."

"Dakota?" Her brow furrowed a moment, that sounded familiar. "I think I've heard that name?not sure where though." She shrugged, it didn't really matter. "Let's go, it's getting late."

They walked together until the sun had set, chatting in an easy manner like old acquaintances. She told him about school, how she was away for most of the year there, and about all her siblings. He told her a lot about his dad, and the things that he'd seen while being with his dad. He was PROUD of his dad, and wanted to be just like him, for better or worse. They bonded over the loneliness that could be felt even in a busy city. She was impressed by his brazen attitude as it even surpassed her own. He was amazed at how interested she really was in hearing his stories about his dad, and how she didn't seem scared of him. By the time they parted, Amanda realizing she was going to be late for dinner at this rate, they had promised to meet again soon to hang out.

JewellRavenlock

Date: 2007-08-02 17:35 EST
?Hey Manda, can we talk?? Jewell was leaning in the doorframe of her daughter?s room, watching the girl idly flip through one of her schoolbooks she was supposed to be studying for the upcoming year.

Amanda looked up, grateful for a reason to close her book, ?Yeah sure.? She sat up and scooted over, sitting back against her pile of pillows while her mother took a seat leaning against one of the bed frame posts. ?What?s up??

Jewell pressed her lips together. She had spent the last half hour after dinner trying to compose herself and get control of her emotions before she came upstairs to have this discussion with her eldest daughter. ?Where did you say you went the other day after delivering that note for me??

She had asked calmly, but Amanda could tell she was clearly upset about something. ?I told you, I went window shopping because it was so nice out and I hadn?t been out??

?Without lying to me this time,? Jewell cut her off, her tone a little sharp; she was disappointed in Amanda. ?Where did you go??

Realizing her mother was obviously suspicious of whatever it was she had done; she knew spinning other lies wasn?t going to work. ?I was out?with a boy.?

?Thomas??

?How did you?? she branched at the stern look Jewell was giving her. She should have known Jewell would find out, her mother knew everyone in this stupid city. ?Yeah, with Thomas.?

?Why didn?t you tell me??

The girl realized that what she had mistaken as just anger in her mother?s expression was really a great deal of hurt, as if she had betrayed the trust that existed between them. ?I?I don?t know.? She reached for an explanation, not even truly understanding why she had lied to her mother, ?I guess I just know how you get about boys and I didn?t want to hear your usual speech??

?Oh yes, because all I ever do is lecture you about the boys you associate with at school.?

?No, it?s not that,? she was starting to get defensive and frustrated. ?It?s just?Thomas isn?t?it?s not the same.?

?Do you mean you know I wouldn?t approve of you befriending him for some reason?? Jewell crossed her arms, now they were getting down to it. Amanda just gave a slight nod of her head. ?So, instead of telling me about him and just seeing what I would have to say, you decided you were going to go behind my back, knowing that I wouldn?t likely approve for very good reasons??

?Don?t make it sound so insidious!?

?I?m just trying to tell it like it is.?

?Well, it?s not like that,? she grabbed one of her pillows, clutching it to her chest.

?Then tell me what it?s like, sweetheart,? her tone softening.

?It?s just?I hate it here!? Jewell?s brows went up, as far as she had always understood, her daughter loved RhyDin. ?Barely any of my friends from school live in the city, they?re all over this stupid continent. And I can?t even make any new friends around here because I?m away except for on school vacations and even when I am home I don?t get to go out very much because you say it?s too dangerous.?

?But honey, you know why it?s too dangerous for you to be out wandering around on your own.?

?Yeah, I know. But that doesn?t make it any better.?

?Manda, I understand that you?re lonely but someone like,? she stopped herself, that wasn?t coming out right. ?Thomas isn?t the solution.?

?Why not? What?s so bad about him? He?s the first friend I?ve been able to make all summer and now you don?t like him. I knew this was going to happen!?

?Amanda, he is involved in behaviors that are absolutely not appropriate for you and you know it.? Stony silence, the girl?s jaw set, was her response. ?I?m not saying this because I want you to be lonely, sweetheart. It breaks my heart that you?re not happy here. But I don?t want you getting in any type of trouble with him just because you?re having a hard time right now.?

?Gods, mamma, we just talked once! It wasn?t like we were going to run away together.?

?I realize that, honey, but it doesn?t take long for a bad influence to work upon anyone. I refuse to let something bad like that happen to you.?

?So, you?re saying I?m not allowed to see Thomas?? There was a challenge in the way she said that, a defiant upturn of her chin.

?If you?re going to force my hand on this and not agree that Thomas is not someone you should be hanging out with, then yes, I?m saying you?re not allowed to see Thomas.?

?You are being so unfair!? She pushed the pillow from her lap at her mother and set her feet on the floor. ?I?m going to go talk with Stephen about this, tell him how crazy you?re being. At least you?ll listen to him when he says your being unreasonable.?

?If you would rather speak with Stephen about this, that?s fine.? She ran her hand over the pillow that had been forcibly pushed onto her lap, watching as her daughter headed for the door. ?But he?s not going to agree with you, Amanda. We?re worried about you and we don?t want to see you getting into the kind of trouble a boy like Thomas eventually leads to.?

?I?m not going to get into any trouble, he?s just my friend, and I?m not you!?

That one hurt but Jewell didn?t show it. ?I know it feels like that, sweetheart, but you don?t know his intentions and even if his attentions are honorable, bad things can still happen.?

?I can?t believe you?re telling me who I can and can?t be friends with.?

?You put me in that situation by not using your own reasoning when choosing your friends.?

?Dad would let me be friends with him. Maybe I?ll just go live with him and Lain.? It was a bluff, a well-worded attack against her mother that brought a smug look to her face when she saw the tight-lipped look that crossed Jewell?s face.

?If that?s what you really want, I will see if that can be arranged.? She stood slowly, setting the pillow aside. ?However, until your situation changes and while you are living in this house, you are under Stephen and my rules and you will not be spending time with Thomas, understand??

The calm tone her mother was using, that poorly hid the anger rippling under the surface of her words, clearly meant there was no further reason to fight this unless Amanda wanted to be punished on top of it all. ?Yeah, whatever??

Knowing that was all the agreement she was going to get out of her daughter, she left it at that.

Dakota Steele

Date: 2007-08-02 17:35 EST
"Dad...?"

"Come on in, son..."

Young Thomas Steele slowly stepped into his dad's room at the Red Dragon Inn. Ever since the messy divorce, this was home for Dakota. Thomas, who was Dakota's only natural son, had chosen to live with his dad, knowing full well that it would be much easier to get away with things around him than it would be if he had stayed with his stepmom.

Thomas was only days from his 13th birthday, but he was headed down the same path of destruction that his dad knew all too well. The drinking, the smoking, the cursing, the defiance of any sort of authority...it was already a way of life for young Thomas.

Dakota knew everything his son was doing, but he honestly had little clue how to corral him in. He'd talked to him, he'd beaten him, he'd threatened him...he'd tried everything. Thomas Steele was a natural born rebel, and he simply had too much of his dad's blood running through his veins.

But today, it wasn't about any of that. Thomas had something that he actually wanted to talk with his dad about.

"I met this girl a couple days ago.."

Dakota already knew the whole story, but he let his son tell him a little more.

"Oh really...? Tell me about her.."

She's really pretty, and she's fun to talk to. I like her a lot. She makes me feel good, dad. We talked for a long time over at the market....I think me and her could be really good friends."

Thomas was trying to hide his little grin as he talked about Amanda, and he just kept going on and on and on, confiding in his dad in a way that he truthfully had never done before. Dakota just sat there, listening to his son, and absolutely heartbroken over the fact that he was going to have tell him that this girl he met is off limits.

"Tell me, son...is her last name Ravenlock..?"

"Yeah, that's it!!!"

A pause followed...and Dakota sighed to himself, knowing he was about to crush his son.

"Thomas, son....I know this girl's mom. And she made it clear..."

Thomas didn't even let him get his sentence out, as he stood up angrily and let out the kind of raw emotion that a only a raging, hormonal 13 year old could. Combined with his dad's temper, it wasn't pretty.

"YOU ALREADY TALKED TO THAT BITCH??!!!?!? SHE TOLD ME TO STAY AWAY FROM AMANDA, AND I AIN'T DOIN' IT!!!!! F HER!!! I THOUGHT YOU'D BE ON MY SIDE ABOUT THIS!!!!"

Dakota just sat there, letting his son rant and rave....before finally responding.

"First off, boy...I have told you that I don't care WHAT you hear from me. YOU DO NOT TALK LIKE THAT!!! I put up with it a helluva lot more than other folks will, and you probably screwed up whatever chance you had of bein' friends with her last night by bein' a smart a$$ to her mom!! Now what I'm tryin' to tell you..."

What Dakota wanted to tell Thomas was that, sometimes in life, you run into people who will judge you long before they even take the time to know you. Those kinds of people, you simply cannot associate with. Jewell had indeed met Thomas, and she hated him from the word go. Later on in the night, Jewell made it explicitly clear to Dakota that he was to keep his son away from her daughter at all costs. A war of words ensued, but it ended with Dakota apologizing for the hurtful things he said, and that he would try to talk to his son.

Once again, Thomas didn't let his dad finish whatever he had to say.

"Just forget it, dad...JUST FORGET IT!!!! I swear, I don't know WHAT I'm gonna have to do 'round here to get folks to take me serious!!! I'm gonna talk to Amanda whenever I want. You ain't stoppin' me, and her mom sure as HELL ain't stoppin' me!!!"

Dakota sat there, stunned as Thomas stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind him. He honestly had no idea that his son had that much pent up anger inside of him. He knew that Thomas had been going through a hard time with this divorce, and it killed him to have to tell him that he couldn't have anything to do with the one person who seemed to put a smile on his face.

The old outlaw had seen it all and been through it all. But raising a teenager.....this was going to be his toughest venture yet. Dakota just buried his face in his hands for a few moments and whispered with a deep sigh.

"Good luck with that, son..."