Topic: Bri's thoughts.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-05 16:55 EST
Well... This really isn't my cup of tea.. Someone really wise said I need to let some of what I keep crammed in m'head out on some paper. It seems to help sis at times, so.


Well lessee.. I left Rhy'din two years ago and come back and damn has it changed! More people, larger egos, loose women and stern women, great drinks.. Okay so maybe it really hasn't changed as much as I first thought. Katharine is gone.. I wish she were here. We could use her wisdom on a great deal of things. I got mixed up in a heap o' trouble, course it was all my fault. Hey I know when to take the blame and this was all me.


Someone made a play at sis, I in turn made a play at them. It was ugly for all involved and truth be told I did something I shouldn't have done. All seems to be well on that front. kudos to Sis and Des for the saving of my butt in regards to that.


I met Charlotte.. Complete upswing on the life front with that one. She is something alright, an I am clueless as to what she sees in me. But I gotta be doing something right, so I won't ponder it too much. She is staying in the Villa with Jean-Luc, Sorreah and myself. It's been pretty fun. I hate this.. No not the Charlotte thing, this damned writing. "Try it a few times and see"- they say.. My %$#.

I left for Vana'diel to handle some business and then catch wind of some goings on here. Seems some Jackhole decided to accost Des. Well, I can't have none of that, what kind of Boy Toy would I be if I wasn't around for my Boss? A sad one indeed. I talked with sis in regards to the new Inn, and we talked for a very interesting Kristia. It seems many powerful people are in bed together and this might be fun.


Sis says it might not be fun and who knows what will come. but I feel it. Excitement. Truth be told I feel 20 years younger an can't wait to see what happens. I talked with Renna about a few things I dug up, and she agrees we need to keep an eye open. It still excites me, and I know deep down sis feels it too. I wish we had Alex, i think we'll need him if thi goes South on us.

So in total: a heap o' trouble, a whole lotta waiting and excitement in the wind. Powerful people bedding and chains and a new Inn, oh my!


I feel like a tool. I hope I get better at this crap.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-06 12:04 EST
Okay... It's me.. That's stupid who the %$#% else would it be..


Okay, last night rawked. I spent a great deal of time with Charlotte, got to see some cool Air Spirits, watch sis and Tara be mysterious (actually it was kinda cool).

Hmm. Charlotte said she loved me. That caught me off guard, again I have no clue as to what she sees in me, but I must be doing something right. She asked me my favourite foods and I answered with "Overstuffed Wombat" heh heh heh . Wombats... gods love those little tactical savages.

We kissed, cuddled and all that fun mushy stuff i am truly not so used to. I wont lie, it was a great change o' pace.

The Inn is still tense as hell and I can understand why. Talks of slavery and Inns, Renna is off at the mouth again and jumping the gun like a rabbit in heat. I told her just to watch her back, because her own little gambit might attract the wrong peoples attentions and she needed to be careful and if she needed a hand I would assist. Buuuuuut Nooooooo Now it's "Brian's group" and "he is gathering people".. My ass it is. This aint my fight, lest someome decide to accost my sis, or anyone else close to me. Slavers, slaves, chains.. Who the %$^# cares. All I care about is the fight.. I wont lie, I am excited as what may come. But I sure as hell am no sheep and I wont run with the flock just to do so. I'll see what happens and see if sis needs me. As far as anyone else, they better be prepared, this looks to be big..

OH well, I am tired as hell and Charlotte is now asleep. But i can't bring myself to leave her side. I guess sleeping on the floor against the bed it is for the night, sides Jean is here with us.. Damned cat.. He is loud as hell.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-07 00:09 EST
Well, its round 3.. For some reason I am kinda liking this.. Buuuut I hope no one finds this, cause it will really embarrass me, oh well @*%! it.

So today... Had a talk with Icer, for some reason she had a really bad run o' luck. I really respect her kind and it kills me to see her stepped on time and again, so I poked and prodded and got her upset enough that it made her think of what she is capable of. Maybe now Talos will step off when she goes to stomp his @ss.


Toby kissed Renna... Why the %$%# I am writing about that is beyond me, maybe it's cause I am pulling for them. They do seem good together. Then again like I am some relationship expert.. I broke up multiple weddings, killed engagements (in addition to my own), womanized, lied, cheated and stole.. Damn my youth was a #$@#!. Good think I grew up a few years ago..


Spoke to Miles tonight in the Inn, apparently there will be a Bar B Que involving some new establishment in town and it requires towels and gasoline.. I dunno what we're gonna cook, but I hope it tastes good.


Spoke to Renna again, she wanted to get plastered.. I refused, we exchanged stupid quips. Kinda reminds me of a dog and cat always trying to piss off the other. She upset Kairee and Kairee undid the healing she put on Renna from a week ago. I didnt know that was possible, I mean her own body should have healed a bit more on it's own. But i am no expert in magicks. I will have to update my file on Kairee's abilities, this should be interesting.


Another Katharine sighting in the realms as well. I really hope she comes home. We all miss her dearly, and I want to see the kids again. I really would like to have a family outting with all of us one day.


Anyways, not much action today, I feel a bit better, this writing stuff may not be as bad as i thought it was.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-08 02:50 EST
It's late and I can't sleep. Ths sucks. Jean and Charlotte can sleep but not me. I am like a kid who can't sleep the night before a big trip. I talked to Des today and she confirmed that Tal and Trav threatened to collar herself, Icer and Charna. Icer confirmed and Charna said nothing. Renna and I chimed in and we discussed what is occuring around the realms. Des mentioned 3 other groups readying to go after these slavers or whatever the hell they are, for the moment i will just use slavers to refer to them, it's easier on my mind.

So anyways, three groups planning different things. I guess this makes me and Renna the 4th group now that I tossed m'hat in the ring. Like I told a stranger in the Inn, No one screws with Destre and walks away. I may not be Jean, but I am the Boy Toy and I wont see m'boss screwed with. Some woman in the Inn asked me if I knew who Tal's partner was. I replied I didn't care. If I take the time to sweat the details I wont get any %^$# done in life. He could be anyone it wont matter. I heard some people refer to force adept, I'll have to ask Narin about that when he and Atheala arrive from Vana'diel to assist us.

There is an X factor in all this. Tal's wife and Jewell's best friend, Tara. I do not believe she is involved, but Jewell said she inherited something called the SA, it might mean Slavers Association, but I truly have no real idea and will set out to research it a tad. Back to my feelings about that, I dont think Tara is involved and truth be told I pray I am right. But then what do we do, walk to her and say "Hey yer hubby wants to chain and collar Icer,Des and Charna with Lord knows who else afterwards, aaaaaand if he doesnt stop a buncha people are gonna get together and all hell is gonna break loose." Yea, like that'll fly. Truth be told I want to take the "Tara, can I ask ya something?" and just ask her flat out with no smart remarks and no quips. An if she says "yes I am aware and I am okay with it" then we know where we stand, but again.... I really dont think she is involved. Sis thinks too highly of her as does Des, and truth be told I think highly of her as well. At Des' request nothing will be said for the moment, But I know the opposition has an idea of what's do come. My goal is the same as always, find an ass to put my boot in.

I also worry about sis. I dont want to cross her and I also want badly to confide in her. But I also dont want to put her in a bad position with her best friend. I dont care where I stand in all this, but I when it comes to sis I am very conerned. This is not going to bode well for anyone involved. In the beginning this wasn't my fight, but after talking with Des it most definitely is now. I was owned once.. I hated it. if someone wants to be slave let em, if they choose it leave em, but I wont stand by and let people be taken. Many powers are gathering and just as I am excited by what may come, I am scared as hell. I dont want to lose what I have. I love Charlotte and want to be able to return to her. I dont want her to know what's going on till the last possible moment. She has way too much to deal with on her plate. I could just stand by her side and let this whole thing pass us up, but again that just isnt me.

Maybe it aint my fight, then again maybe I dont think it was the other groups fight as well in the beginning. But something is brewing and it's gonna be big. I dont know exactly what we have to deal with, I dont know how big theyll be, Hell i dont even know if we can beat em. But what I do know is that a message will be sent, be it win or lose they will think twice before ever trying something like this again. They again maybe I'm just too hard headed for my own good. Hmm I feel better again, maybe the doc is on to something here.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-09 04:55 EST
It's me. I had a late job last night and came into the Inn early and Hanzo waltzed in too. I dont think we ever really sat down and talked before, but today we did. He really is an interesting person. Apparently he was invited to the Bar B Que at new Inn as well. I am still bringing the gas and towels. It sounds fun.

He also told me about Tara hearing about the opposition against her husband. I dont recall the exact term he used, but I will go with a terran term "Hella-pissed". So they now say Tal abandoned his plans against Icer, Charna and Des. Sooooo that makes it open season on Trav.

I talked to Renna as well, her plans in the south seem to be doing well and she seems in a in a better mood than usual. She dispatched riders to return home for any coming events we assist with in regards to Trav, and I have my cousins Atheala and Narin enroute as well from Vana'diel. But it's been rather quiet, so who knows what will even occur. I guess I got excited for nothing. But we'll see.

I have been working a lot. I need to wrap up my last two contracts and I will have some time off. I really want to do something nice with Charlotte. I dunno, maybe a trip somewhere. I was actually pondering taking her back home to Tyrsis for a visit. It isn't like anyone will recognize me after all my years away. An it is beautiful this time of the year, so who knows.

Oh yeah, Hanzo also said Tara had her baby in the Inn. Go figure on that one. Makes me wonder the gestation period for the undead, not that I am an expert, but damn thats faster than most creatures hands down. Nearly rabbit like. I'll have to study up on that, I can't very well be ignorant on such a subject with all the undead, Vampires and lord knows what else living in the realms.

I also had a talk with Grem and Hanzo.. Well it wasn't really a talk, more like an insane rant on my part. It was about pelting someone with a medium sized wombat. Y'know years ago Alex and I began that whole wombat craze, we used em weapons and even made "wombatomatic" launchers and other tactical wombat related goods. Still we never get a mention or credit in regards to it. I'll have to check our patent records on the goods related to Bertha and the other wombats. Ah those were the years.

Tanzin came around and picked a fight who the two new Huntresses in the Inn, one seems to use the element of fire and the other gives the air of a psychic. They seem standoffish, but I can see that's their game faces. They seem to be after some big game, my bet is it's Trav. I'll wager they have a few more run ins with other patrons as well.

Renna also said we need to keep an eyes in some mage called Brax-something.. She thinks he has his eye on ruling the area. Yet another big fish to come and play, ya think someone would have something better to do. Tal (at one time), Trav, Renna(at one time), Talos, and Lord knows who else will come down the pipe. It's always someone with too much time on their hands. Then again the same can be said for me sticking my nose into business and getting into trouble. Sooooooo that's that.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-12 17:31 EST
Itsa me! Heh heh I always wanted to say that.

Anyways, its been a few days. Des got married and I am happy for her. She deserves every bit of happiness. I can't lie, I know a bit how she feels. Especially since Charlotte came into my life.

All has been quiet on the slaver front, the robe festival plans have picked up once more and we even have a seamstress/embroider named Galina to assist. She is new to the area and I am sure she will be a great help to us all.

Hmm, Icer had a collar on her, apparently she attacked Kristia and Kristia slapped a collar on her. I hated to see Icer like that, but ya reap what ya sow.

Lesse.. Charlotte has returned. Granted she was beat like a rented mule, and her life spared due to a stranger who brought her back and Renna who in turn killed Damien. My dept to Renna was quickly repaid in kind later that evening, and I got reprimanded for it. But the slate is clean and I have no regrets about my actions. Edea, Jeskola, Narin and Atheala came from Vana'diel. Edea and Atheala healed and took care of Charlotte. All I could do was sit and watch. It killed me. I dont ever want to see Charlotte hurt like that ever again. She means way too much to me, I wish however I could express it better. It's been so long since I have felt this way and the truth of the matter is, it scares the hell outta me. But Charlotte is easily worth dealing with anything. I took the first step and asked her to stay with me in the Villa, I told hert it was our home and that's so true. She has made me a much better person, the my home has become such an incredible place to be. I know I sound sappy as hell, and truth be told it's unlike me. But I love her, end o' story.

Okay on to other events, Renna reverted to her skeleton self. Toby blames me, I could care less in the matter. Jewell, Amthy and I engaged Tara and her husband Talomar in a toy soldier war game. Needless to say, plastic casualties were emormous. Houses were burned, patrons were pelted and Amthy gave her life to save Jewell. She died, I cried and we all had a great time. It was surprising. truth be told Tara is quite the enigma, i dont know which personality I enountered last night, but I made note of it. So far I have seen three of em. Some people say there are possibly twleve, maybe more.

The scars on my arms are starting to heal once more, hopefully they will fully heal before too many questions get asked. I know I should not have done what I did, but Like I said. No regrets. My choice and my place to deal with whatever comes. I am taking a leave of absence from work as well to spend more time at home. I want to redecorate the house and also spend time with Charlotte and hopefully have a get away of sorts with Jewell, Alex, Charlotte and myself.

Anyways thats it.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-15 04:49 EST
It's me.. I really need a new line.

Anyways.. I am out 500 gold.. But it was worth it. Y'see Jeskola (my little Taru mage buddy) was in a shopping district with Edea and Narin when a woman came out of nowhere, grabbed him and proceeded to cuddle him and say how cute he was. She offered money and more and refused to out Jes down, well this didnt fly too well. So in short, three vendor stalls trashed, two carriages a cookie stand were laid to waste. Three city guards later and they still couldnt restore order. So I paid the fines and all is well, and a great laugh was had. But I need to talk with Jes about his spells.. i didn't realize he could delay a chain spell like that for a multi targeted strike, it was very smart and made for quite the chaos.

Jes is also working on a project in my home, I have no idea what it is. But the last time we had something like that in Bastok, I ended up with a catapult in my room that was aimed for the markets courtyard and Jes would fire off fruit at passers while I was in the field. So I am kinda scared as to what he might be doing.

Our home (I like sayin that) is coming along well, Charlotte made quite a few changes, and I love em. It really feels like a home once again. I know Jean and Sorreah are pleased as well, and Jes really likes Char a lot too. Edea, Narin and Atheala headed back to Vana'diel for a bit. I will need to leave soon as well, and we will all head to Aht Urghan for a pilgrimage of sorts. I should be gone for a few days at best.

I also decided it was time for Charlotte to learn more about me, where I am from and what I have done. She also asked if her parents could visit. I really liked that idea as I wanted to get to know about her as well. I wish my parents were around for her to meet, but then again it's been so long since I have even seen them, that I can't recall their faces. Oh well.

Char also had a great idea, she mentioned a picnic for just the two of us. Now that is an idea I can really get into. I like this change of pace, it's a pleasant thing indeed. So long as I can keep my nose outta ^&%$ that isnt my business I think things will be all aces and everything'll be jake.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-04-26 13:53 EST
Damn I need a effin' break..

Okay let's start things off. I proposed to Charlotte. Yep, I broke down and did it, well it wasn't like breaking down or anything. But I did propose and she said yes. Needless to say I am quite happy, and cannot wait for us to start a new chapter in our lives together. I put work related issues on hold until after the Honey Moon. Truth be told I am hoping to take Charlotte back to Vana'diel for the Honey moon, but if that doesnt pan out, I would love to take her back home to Tyrsis & Tantagel. In fact that's where I found the ring I gave her and walking around once more, made me realize how much I missed home. The trip for the ring was the first time in eleven years I returned home. I chose not to visit the Castle and pay my respects, as I would rather not deal with formalities of any kind for a bit. So back on track, I proposed and she said yes. We are quite happy, as are our friends.

Lessee.. Oh yeah! Dwyn showed up in Rhy'din! We acted all stupid like we were about to fight, but it didn't go over so well. I guess people here arent truly ready for humor from Vana'diel.. Oh well, we had fun at least. Dwyn looks a bit down though, an I have an idea why. It's hard to be a Dark Knight, especially for as long as Dwyn has done it. I only lasted a year and I tell ya, it was not cake walk. It's a hard walk towards that path of darkness and the fact Dwyn did it for so long and remained as he is is a testament to his strong will, and convictions. I know what it is like to live with the Spirit of Anger, and even worse with Darkin. But I had a lot of help to overcome all of that, I hope if Dwyn decides to stay we can help him find a new path or at least other options. I can't lie though, seeing him again actually gave me the idea to bring out my Great sword "Death Eater" and have a bit of a go at it in the training circle. It was rather amusing, but after about 15 minutes I was getting into the groove of things. Still, it just isnt for me. I hope Dwyn can find something. Plus it's nice to have someone around I can talk about Vana'diel with. Still I wonder how he got here..

On another note, the Trav situation has kicked up yet again. This time it's Icer and Arthur they are after. Boss sent me a letter and I pledged assistance as always. This time I'll be fighting along side the Huntress Fire, she is amazing in many ways. I can't wait to see her in action. With any luck this will be quick, and I'll make it to my wedding in one piece.

Also Emma has returned to us, granted it wasn't in the best of ways. Renna fled before we could get to her, as of now she in a desert. I have an eye on her at the moment, then in turn she has an eye on me as well. It's temporary at best and will pass. But for the moment I'll leave Char and Em outta this one. I hope to have the chance to beat everyone to the punch on this one and maybe wrap this up. Maybe Dwyn can.. Nah, he'd more likely try to bed her and have litttle Dark Knight kiddies. eeeewww..
Still, a three year performing a soul eater manuever... Hmm..

Now to the "WTF" moment of the week. Katharine has returned. I'm in the effin' Hall working and she walks right in. I told her I was afraid she was dead, she looked at me like I was nuts and said she thought I had left again and then she went to her homeland to see her Father. When I relayed to her how long she had been gone she looked at me like I was nuts again (Iknow I get that a lot). She returned home to the twins and Sara, and I sent Sorreah back home with her. It's better that way, Sorreah after all was given to the children and her. She also heard about the engagement from someone else. So much for me telling her myself. I won't lie, it was rough to talk to her of it. I mean we are adults after all, but with everything we went through, and what nearly camr to pass it was hard. But I understood when she married and had the twins, and she understands I love Charlotte and even wants to meet her. That made me very happy as Katharine means a great deal to me, and she and the twins are family to us all. Katharine is someone I will love till the end of my days, she is family and so much more and the same goes for Jewell and her army, Emma and a few others. The family continues to grow with Charlotte being the latest Ravenlock, it's a great time for us all. gods be willing things will settle down for us all and we can live normally for a bit. Well I gotta run. Something about a Tea Party and I need to go to the office.