Friday, 29 August 2014
Did she know what to do with a whole studio? Hell, no. So that was why, in the middle of a barren floor, she sat with her legs curled under her with a blood red, unplugged Fender in her lap.
Ishmerai ascended the steep staircase, taking a deep breath. He had left one difficult woman behind him, stubbornly quiet as she licked her wounds, and was about to approach another. He gave a brief yet firm knock to the door, "M'lady," he dared to address her still, "I would like to speak with you."
Thanks, Ish, you're a true pal. "Back up a few steps, turn around, fricken try again without makin' me sound old." Long thumbnail plucks at each string.
The poor man couldn't win. "Lain," he tried again, although using her given name seemed to smack of disrespect, "please allow me to enter. I believe we really must speak."
It did in his circles. But to her, it's acceptable. The 'please' part's cute too. "S'better. Get on in here, bro. Should'a brought a chair with ya."
Opening the door to enter, he briefly considered lecturing the Trueblood on the importance of locks but quickly dismisses the idea and simply closes it behind him. "I will remember that for next time, thank you." But he wished he had thought of a chair because there is a moment of hesitation as he takes in the bare room of what he should do: stand awkwardly or sit on the floor facing her? He opted for the latter. "The place looks.. lovely." At least he had a sense of humor.
"Course it does," says to the guitar. "It's got its essentials. Four walls an' a floor, couple'a jacks an' outlets." Another chord strummed. "So, what'cha want? Playin' mediator? Ain't too often ya wanna speak to ME."
"I do not believe I am qualified to be a mediator with my rather.. particular skill set." There was one of those rare smiles that usually only Jewell could provoke, but only when she was not being a pain. "I believe I am here to say, and I quote, 'Get the hell out,' but I thought perhaps we could discuss what perhaps caused my lady's change in opinion towards you once more?"
She must have heard it in his voice because she looked up, but her expression says she doesn't get it. "Ya keep problems from gettin' outta hand, don't ya? Mediator." Another strum. His question is what makes her smile, with a wolfish spread and an upnod. "Ahaaa, she that ticked?"
"If you would like to call that mediation.. then yes. I am here to mediate." The smile had yet to die when she looked up, and brightened for just a moment before it was replaced with something akin to disappointment at her own. "I think ticked would be an understatement."
"Please," rolls of silver eyes. "You ain't really pissed unless yer blowin' crap up, schway? She ain't been doin' that yet. I'd'a heard." Ducks her silver head out from the guitar strap. A fluid gesture of one thin hand has the instrument rising off her lap, turning in the air, and moving to rest upon the only piece of furniture the room had: a guitar stand. "Ya've known her longer than me, what do you think's tha only thing could get her this mad?"
Ishmerai checked himself, not divulging what Jewell considered a rather embarrassing secret: she couldn't blow up anything. Such displays of power were truly beyond her now, leaving her with a broken hand thrown against the solid wood of a bar as her main release of anger. "There are several things that can make her very angry but few that can make her so hurt." He emphasized that last word to clarify.
Lain had dead eyes. They'd long since lost their Trueblood sheen and not even a body reconstructed to perfection could bring it back. But a searchlight flickers through them, like she hadn't considered it possible to HURT Jewell. Piss her off, sure. But hurt? "Ain't like nothin' she ain't done ta me first, schway?" Getting up, she swats the seat of her pants, black and baggy with elastic at the waist and the word BANANA in block letters down her left leg.
Acting the part of a disappointed mentor, he frowned at Lain even as she stood. "A rather childish defense. I did not mean that you hurt her physically. This is something she needs no help in accomplishing on her own." Done with the lecture and following her in standing, he pressed the point of his visit: "What did you say to her, Lain?"
The Fae did cast a shadow, but she crosses her arms and stares up into his scale-bordered face like they were eye level. "I ain't stupid, Ish. I know what I did. I asked 'bout tha kids. At first," tilts her head. A waterfall of chrome trinkets dangled from the only sharp point of her ears. "Then I kinda pushed her 'bout'm."
He had opened his mouth to challenge her on that; clearly Lain had done more than merely ask, but when she admitted it herself, he only had one question, "Why?"
"Cuz no one else is. YOU ain't, none'a her "friends," air quotes were applicable, "are. She can pretend she's all over it an' crap, and doin' all she can an' movin' on'r whatever, but you spit tha word KID 'round her and you watch how easy it is ta kill her.
"Yanno she likes ta prattle on 'bout how many enemies she made 'cross the Way?" Chin jerks over his shoulder like a Way to the Nevernever had just opened. "She's too easy ta take out, Ish. You know that."
"Have I not?" He seemed more amused than annoyed at her assumptions. If only he had the time to tell Lain the journeys he and Jewell had been on together to save those children he had never even met. Perhaps would never meet. "Perhaps not as easy as you may think, Lain. I pity the person who comes after Jewell truly looking for trouble."
"Why, so she can talk'm ta death an' flip her hair? Politics ain't matter here, bro? Fricken shoot'r with an iron bullet straight up in tha head," slices a hand across her throat. "She's done.
"You know her better'n me, Ish. And maybe that's part'a tha problem, schway? I ain't been where she is, an' I ain't done what she's done. But I ain't no innocent lil' Elf from 'cross tha Border." Juts out her chin. "She's stronger'n this, Ish. Someone's gotta make her believe that."
Ishmerai laughed. He liked Lain. Which was why he had been willing to come and speak with her. He also thought the hard-ass thing was a bit of an act, which just made him like her more. "Would it relieve your concern for Jewell a bit to know that all this," he gestured around at the studio to indicate the neighborhood it was a part of, "is really just something for her to play at while she works on something much larger?"
"No. Cuz I told you I ain't stupid. There's a lotta hours in the day, schway? I know what it's for." Blows out a sigh that rounds her lean cheeks. "Look. Maybe it's just me hangin' onto a memory. Maybe I ain't ever really know her. Maybe she an' I are just WAY fricken different in how we handle crap. But it ticks me off ta see'r busted so easily. I ain't ever been able ta bust her before. She always got ta me worse.
"She's gonna get herself screwed over if she don't get a handle on it. Cuz as much as she ditches you? Tch." Smirk.
"All right." He nodded, the pieces from last night coming together a little and her last comment earning another smile. The question really was how far off was Ishmerai from Jewell at any given time? "She is more fragile than before.. but only in some ways. The children will always be her weakest point, Lain because no matter what she has tried, what she has attempted.. what she has given up, and she has given up more than you know, they have remained beyond her grasp. So she has failed them. And she has failed Alex. And you. And Brian. And Stephen Kidd."
A few white locks of hair moved without the benefit of her hand. "I could slap'r fer includin' me in that list. Alex.. tch," that seems to be all she's willing to say about that. "Brian's a joke. And Stephen's worth less. I guess that's part of it too."
Ishmerai neither argued nor disagreed. "She only came back here because she had no choice. Otherwise? She would not have bothered, not without them." He fell silent a moment before thinking to mention, "You do realize that her current state of.. weakness is because of the the kids? A punishment for killing those involved in taking them. Anyone who planned it, knew about it, participated in it. She went after all of them as soon as she could."
She wasn't surprised. She'd never had kids, but she'd had dogs once. And she had brothers that he could remember. Real ones. "See? You know she's got it in her ta be stronger'n this. I know it too. I've seen it, you've seen it." Throws up her hands. "All I want really..? An' it ain't even for me. Is fer her to remember that. If'n she's gotta bust, don't do it out there."
"It is not all weakness. It is part trap as well. What better way to draw your enemies in than to appear wounded? Perhaps it is not always intentionally so, but we are using it. And it is working."
Another scoff, another roll of her eyes. That was as much concession that he was going to get out of her. "Good thing all her enemies so far've been wusses." Turns to face the Fae. "I ain't need ta stay here, Ish. But I expect ya ta gimme a hand with all this stuff," waves her arm at the empty room.
"Who said you were going anywhere?" He tilted his head, confused.
"Uh.. Yer terrible impression 'bout a half hour ago? 'Fore ya say anything? I'm doin' her a favor by considerin' it, schway? I could totally make her like SO much worse."
"As far as I am concerned, you will not be going anywhere unless you so desire. But," his tone was one that brooked no argument, "you will not be.. pushing, I believe you said, her on this topic again."
She turns on her heel, slow, as slow as silver brows rise. Disbelief shaves off all hostility. "Worry 'bout yer ACTUAL charge, schway?"
"I am only worried that in focusing on Jewell's weakness, you have forgotten that I do not share them." He liked Lain, but that could only go so far. His devotion to Jewell was absolute.
"Ya've been doin' lots of assumption 'bout me, yanno that? I ain't got a bone ta pick with you. An' I ain't wantin' ta get in a pissing match." Arms unfold for slender hands to clasp her hips instead. "You want somethin' outta me, you ask." Which was really unfair considering she'd ordered him around before, but the tone of their discussion had shifted. He was no longer playing around, and neither was she.
"I have made assumptions about you? No no, dear lady." He shook his head slowly. "I am simply asking, a consideration few people ever receive, that you do not push my lady as you have done. It is highly upsetting to her and therefore highly unpleasant for me." There was no doubting in such moments how many years Ishmerai had spent in the courts of Faerie. "My job is to keep her from all threats, not just the physical ones. I would appreciate it if you would simply remember that as I would like to continue working with you in the future."
'Dear lady' trips down her spine like a mantis's bladed hands. She'd never been good at hiding her feelings. This time, disgust. But he keeps talking and it evens out. To consideration and finally into a half curved grin. "S'all ya had ta say, schway?"
He bowed his head to her, "I will remember to be more concise during our future dealings if possible."
"Eh. Yer a Faerie. Ya like words." Hand flap. "One thing'll make workin' with me REAL easy, though's not tellin' me what I will'r won't be doin'." Sticks out the same hand for him to shake. "Ta seal tha deal, schway?"
Not overly comfortable with the hand-shaking stuff, he did his best to not shake hers awkwardly. "It was my great pleasure to converse with you this afternoon, Lain." The knight could be taught! No more "lady" for the Trueblood.
Next step, call her Schway. Brilliant smile gifted up to Ish. Her handshake is firm and solid enough for the both of them. Somehow. With white fingers thin and long as twigs and evenly shaped fingernails, it's a wonder she had any strength at all. "Back at'cha."