It wasn?t the first night Jewell suffered from nightmares, far from it, and it certainly wouldn?t be the last. She probably should have warned Skyler that she was prone to them?had always been prone to them since she was a little girl?when they started sleeping together. It would have been a well-deserved warning; she was known to get violent at times, cry out at others, and cling to the one she was with as if they were the only thing keeping her head above water. It was just one of the many inconsequential details of her life she forgot to mention.
The worst part about her nightmares was that they could be incredibly vivid and realistic.
She started out walking the streets of RhyDin alone, although they were sparkling clean and shined like the sandstone buildings of her home world; it smelled like her home world too, tangy salt from the surrounding sea thick in the air. She used to love that smell and the way the moisture made her blue curls go wild. She wasn?t savoring either of those at the moment, however. Instead, she was very much aware of the feeling of being alone, so much so that she paused in the middle of a wide busy street and looked about for familiar faces.
People that she knew so well looked her straight in the eye and kept walking: Brian, Alex?Cher. She reached out for them, one after another, only to have them easily pull from her grasp as others in the crowd jostled her further away. She finally stopped trying as again and again they passed her by, joined with family members new and old?Gene, Wyheree, Thyme, Icer, Woody, Midara, Isuelt, even some of her children. They completely ignored her cries at times, sending her cold glares and uttering disdainful words at others.
She allowed the crowd to knock into her and push her around until she finally fell, no one reaching out to catch her before she hit the ground. She didn?t take anyone down with her, not this time.
Jewell wasn?t sure how long she remained on the ground; people continued to pass her by, stepping on her, kicking her, knocking into her. The world started to blur and grow darker, the bright sandstone fading into the dirty bricks of the West End and the crowd thinning out until finally she was well and truly alone.
The worst part about her nightmares was that they could be incredibly vivid and realistic.
She started out walking the streets of RhyDin alone, although they were sparkling clean and shined like the sandstone buildings of her home world; it smelled like her home world too, tangy salt from the surrounding sea thick in the air. She used to love that smell and the way the moisture made her blue curls go wild. She wasn?t savoring either of those at the moment, however. Instead, she was very much aware of the feeling of being alone, so much so that she paused in the middle of a wide busy street and looked about for familiar faces.
People that she knew so well looked her straight in the eye and kept walking: Brian, Alex?Cher. She reached out for them, one after another, only to have them easily pull from her grasp as others in the crowd jostled her further away. She finally stopped trying as again and again they passed her by, joined with family members new and old?Gene, Wyheree, Thyme, Icer, Woody, Midara, Isuelt, even some of her children. They completely ignored her cries at times, sending her cold glares and uttering disdainful words at others.
She allowed the crowd to knock into her and push her around until she finally fell, no one reaching out to catch her before she hit the ground. She didn?t take anyone down with her, not this time.
Jewell wasn?t sure how long she remained on the ground; people continued to pass her by, stepping on her, kicking her, knocking into her. The world started to blur and grow darker, the bright sandstone fading into the dirty bricks of the West End and the crowd thinning out until finally she was well and truly alone.