Topic: The Music Sheet.

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-09 17:49 EST
A thread for showing music that either gets us in the mindset for, is relevant to, or describes the characters or events in the characters life. Enjoy!

For Instance:

The tune you'll often hear him humming. A song his mother used to sing him to sleep through childhood.

Mordred's Lullaby by Heather Dale

Hush, child
The darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Child, the darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep

Guileless son,
I'll shape your belief
And you'll always know that your father's a thief
And you won't understand the cause of your grief
But you'll always follow the voices beneath

Loyalty loyalty loyalty loyalty
Loyalty loyalty loyalty only to me

Guileless son,
Your spirit will hate her
The flower who married my brother the traitor
And you will expose his puppeteer behavior
For you are the proof of how he betrayed her loyalty

Loyalty loyalty loyalty loyalty
Loyalty loyalty loyalty only to me

Hush, child
The darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Child, the darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep

Guileless son,
Each day you grow older
Each moment I'm watching my vengeance unfold
For the child of my body, the flesh of my soul
Will die in returning the birthright he stole

Loyalty loyalty loyalty loyalty
Loyalty loyalty loyalty only to me

Hush, child
The darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep
Child, the darkness will rise from the deep
And carry you down into sleep.

Whitest Light

Date: 2016-08-10 12:13 EST
A song that has Boo written all over it.

Chain Lightning by Rush

Energy is contagious
Enthusiasm spreads
Tides respond to lunar gravitation
Everything turns in synchronous relation

Laughter is infectious
Excitement goes to my head
Winds are stirred by planets in rotation
Sparks ignite and spread new information

Respond, vibrate, feed back, resonate

Sun dogs fire on the horizon
Meteor rain stars across the night
This moment may be brief
But it can be so bright

Hope is epidemic
Optimism spreads
Bitterness breeds irritation
Ignorance breeds imitation

Sun dogs fire on the horizon
Meteor rain stars across the night
This moment may be brief
But it can be so bright
Reflected in another source of light
When the moment dies
The spark still flies
Reflected in another pair of eyes

Dreams are sometimes catching
Desire goes to my head
Love responds to your invitation
Love responds to imagination

Respond, vibrate, feed back, resonate

Whitest Light

Date: 2016-08-10 12:20 EST
It's Boo. Rush speaks to her to most, deal with it.

Vapor Trail by Rush

Stratospheric traces of our transitory flight
Trails of condensation held
In narrow paths of white
The sun is turning black
The world is turning gray
All the stars fade from the night
The oceans drain away

Horizon to horizon
Memory written on the wind
Fading away like an hourglass, grain by grain
Swept away like voices in a hurricane

In a vapor trail

Atmospheric phases make the transitory last
Vaporize the memories that freeze the fading past
Silence all the song birds
Stilled by the killing frost
Forests burn to ashes
Everything is lost

Washed away like footprints in the rain

In a vapor trail.

Whitest Light

Date: 2016-08-10 21:23 EST
Boo's Main Song

Freewill by Rush

There are those who think that life has nothing left to chance
A host of holy horrors to direct our aimless dance

A planet of play things
We dance on the strings
Of powers we cannot perceive
'The stars aren't aligned
Or the gods are malign...'
Blame is better to give than receive


You can choose a ready guide in some celestial voice
If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice
You can choose from phantom fears and kindness that can kill
I will choose a path that's clear
I will choose freewill

There are those who think
That they were dealt a losing hand
The cards were stacked against them
They weren't born in Lotusland

All preordained
A prisoner in chains
A victim of venomous fate
Kicked in the face
You can't pray for a place
In heaven's unearthly estate



Each of us
A cell of awareness
Imperfect and incomplete
Genetic blends
With uncertain ends
On a fortune hunt that's far too fleet



Whitest Light

Date: 2016-08-10 21:26 EST
One of Boo's Favorite Songs

The Spirit of Radio by Rush

Begin the day with a friendly voice
A companion unobtrusive
Plays that song that's so elusive
And the magic music makes your morning mood

Off on your way, hit the open road
There is magic at your fingers
For the Spirit ever lingers
Undemanding contact in your happy solitude


Invisible airwaves crackle with life
Bright antennae bristle with the energy
Emotional feedback on timeless wavelength
Bearing a gift beyond price, almost free

All this machinery making modern music
Can still be open-hearted
Not so coldly charted
It's really just a question of your honesty, yeah
Your honesty
One likes to believe in the freedom of music
But glittering prizes and endless compromises
Shatter the illusion of integrity



"For the words of the profits were written on the studio wall
Concert hall
And echoes with the sound of salesmen...of salesmen...of salesmen."

Martyr

Date: 2016-08-11 10:55 EST
This is a pretty notorious Slane song, but I had to post it here, too. <3

Die Dead Enough.--Megadeth

It's twilight and I wake up hot
My body's soaked in a cold, cold sweat
I re-enact the lurid scenes
And clawed engravings in my head

Oh, I can't punch hard enough (and I run)
I can't kick high enough (and I run)
I can't shoot straight enough (and I run)
I can't hold on enough (and I run)
Oh, I can't stay down enough (and I run)
I can't take pain enough (and I run)
I can't bleed fast enough
I can't die dead enough

The air is thick, but the oxygen's thin
My heart is beating like a drum (boom!)
And ice is flowing through my veins
Explosives on my lips and in my lungs

Oh, I can't punch hard enough (and I run)
I can't kick high enough (and I run)
I can't shoot straight enough (and I run)
I can't hold on enough (and I run)
Oh, I can't stay down enough (and I run)
I can't take pain enough (and I run)
I can't bleed fast enough
I can't die dead enough

I don't know what I'm running from
And I don't know where I'm running to
There's something deep and strange inside of me, I see

I don't know what I'm running from
And I don't know where I'm running to
Something's compelling me to run into the dark

And now I am more driven than before
And now I live just to settle score
And now I feel the nearness of you breath
Now I introduce you to your death

I am more driven than before
I live just to settle score
I feel the nearness of your breath
I introduce you to your death
I can't punch hard enough
I can't kick high enough
I can't shoot straight enough
I can't hold on enough

I can't stay down enough (die dead enough)
I can't take pain enough (die dead enough)
I can't bleed fast enough (die dead enough)
I can't die dead enough (die dead enough)

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-13 02:47 EST
A song I can't believe I didn't think of sooner. Every lyric suits him perfectly.

Stranger Than Fiction by Five Finger Death Punch

It's stranger than fiction
How you've decayed
It must be so lonely
Lost within your ways

You're born alone, you die alone
The rest is yours to fill the gap
The world goes on without you here
Adjust or just collapse

Is this what you wanted to be
Alone standing by yourself
Is this all you wanted to be
Or was that a cry for help
By yourself, by yourself, by yourself

Verbal grenades
You throw in vain
I can't believe you'd stoop so low
Of all the things you took away
I miss my mind the most

Is this what you wanted to be
Alone standing by yourself
Is this all you wanted to be
Or was that a cry for help
By yourself, by yourself, by yourself

Is this what you wanted to be
Alone standing by yourself
Is this all you wanted to be
Or was that a cry for help!

It's stranger than fiction
How you've decayed
It must be so lonely
Lost within your ways

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-13 03:09 EST
Daemien and Mira's song.

Cry Little Sister by Aiden (Originally by Gerard McMann)

A last fire will rise behind those eyes
Black house will rock, blind boys don't lie
Immortal fear, that voice so clear
Through broken walls, that scream I hear

Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall
Come to your brother - Thou shall not die
Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear
Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

Blue masquerade, strangers look on
When will they learn this loneliness?
Temptation heat beats like a drum
Deep in your veins, I will not lie

Little sister - Thou shall not fall
Come to your brother - Thou shall not die
Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear
Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

My Shangri-Las
I can't forget
Why you were mine
I need you now

Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall
Come to your brother - Thou shall not die
Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear
Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-13 07:57 EST
A song that I feel pertains to the Slanes and Daemien for various reasons.

The Weapon by Rush

We've got nothing to fear...but fear itself?
Not pain, not failure, not fatal tragedy?
Not the faulty units in this mad machinery?
Not the broken contacts in emotional chemistry?

With an iron fist in a velvet glove
We are sheltered under the gun
In the glory game on the power train
Thy kingdom's will be done

And the things that we fear are a weapon to be held against us...

He's not afraid of your judgment
He knows of horrors worse than your Hell
He's a little bit afraid of dying
But he's a lot more afraid of your lying

And the things that he fears are a weapon to be held against him...

Can any part of life be larger than life?
Even love must be limited by time
And those who push us down that they might climb
Is any killer worth more than his crime?

Like a steely blade in a silken sheath
We don't see what they're made of
They shout about love, but when push comes to shove
They live for the things they're afraid of

And the knowledge that they fear is a weapon to be used against them...

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-13 08:28 EST
Read the lyrics, need I say more?

The Enemy Within by Rush

Things crawl in the darkness
That imagination spins
Needles at your nerve ends
Crawl like spiders on your skin

Pounding in your temples
And a surge of adrenaline
Every muscle tense to fence the enemy within


I'm not giving in to security under pressure
I'm not missing out on the promise of adventure
I'm not giving up on implausible dreams
Experience to extremes
Experience to extremes...

Suspicious looking stranger
Flashes you a dangerous grin
Shadows across your window...
Was it only trees in the wind?

Every breath a static charge,
A tongue that tastes like tin
Steely-eyed outside to hide the enemy within

To you, is it movement or is it action?
Is it contact or just reaction?
And you...revolution or just resistance?
Is it living, or just existence?
Yeah, you! It takes a little more persistence
To get up and go the distance




Daemien

Date: 2016-08-13 10:11 EST
I Apologize by Five Finger Death Punch

One day the shadows will surround me
Someday the days will come to end
Sometime I?ll have to face the real me
Somehow I?ll have to learn to bend
And now I see clearly

All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize?

One day I?ll face the Hell inside me
Someday I?ll accept what I have done
Sometime I?ll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I?ve become
And now I see clearly

All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize?

One day the shadows will surround me

All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize?

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-13 11:17 EST
A relatively perfect song to describe Daemien and Martyr's relationship as of 8.13.16

Hard To See by Five Finger Death Punch

I'm growing so distant
Nothing makes sense to me anymore
I'm learning to resist
Becoming more than you ever were

Can't explain,
What's come over me (come over me)
Can't explain,
Why it's so hard for me, so hard to see your side

Projecting all my anger
I can't seem to get this through to you
The walls are closing in
I dare you to walk in my shoes

Can't explain,
What's come over me (come over me)
Can't explain,
Why it's so hard for me, so hard to see your side

Your side
I won't see your side

Can't explain,
What's come over me (come over me)
Can't explain,
Why it's so hard for me, so hard to see your side

Can't explain,
What's come over me (come over me)
Can't explain,
Why it's so hard for me, so hard to see your side

I won't see
Your side

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-14 05:09 EST
A song that signifies Daemien and Renzea (his late wife)

Vampire Heart by H.I.M.

You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone)
All faith is lost for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave)

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns on every rose
You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before)

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me (Like you held on to life)
Like you held on to life
(When all fears came alive and entombed me)
My vampire heart

Love me (Like you love the sun)
Like you love the sun
(Scorching the blood in my)
My vampire heart

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-14 05:26 EST
Daemien and his original vampires song.

Devil's Night by Motionless in White

I am an enemy of everything
My life is not for sale
My heart is in this fight forever
What can you take from me?
When there?s not a single fucking day
I haven?t fought to stay alive?
We?re finding hope in the hopeless
I am still their voice that gets stuck in your head
I am me
And I have come to fucking scare you to death
Because that?s what you deserve you disgusting piece of shit

I know the only words that you have for me
Are give up and get out
You'd like to think that we've been beaten
But we're here to stay
Forever and always

Every single day
Not giving up, living up all my dreams
So go ahead and look like I?m inferior
Condescension, Suffering, Callousness and Loathing
Are the badges I have earned for my cause
And I am finding hope within hatred
A reason to persist, to push past everything
We are here
And we have come to scare you to death
Because that?s what you deserve
You fucking fake ass hypocrites

I know the only words that you have for me
Are give up and get out
You'd like to think that we've been beaten
But we're here to stay
Forever and always

So loud
We are the ones that you pushed away
For drowning your voice out
You?d like to think
We've been defeated, but we?re here to stay
Forever and always

We've been through everything
And we all have our scars
We may be broken but you
CAN?T KILL ALL OF US
GOOOOOOOO!!!

Think before you fucking speak

I am no villain, think before you fucking speak
People fear what they don?t understand
And so now beauty has become the fucking beast

(Maybe you didn't hear me?)

I SAID GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!

I know the only words that you have for me
Are give up and get out
You?d like to think
That we've been beaten but we?re here to stay
Forever and always

So Loud
We are the ones that you pushed away
For drowning your voice out
You?d like to think
We've been defeated, but we?re here to stay
Forever and always

Daemien

Date: 2016-08-14 07:20 EST
A song to suit Martyr and Daemien as of 8.14.16 thanks to recent... endeavors...

Contemptress by Motionless in White (ft. Maria Brink of 'In This Moment')

In darkness, you're all around me
I know our future, I feel your body

What if I told you that I planned this?
What if I want to lose control?
What if I take the blame, become the drug, dissolve as you swallow?

Covered in your silhouette
Elated for your bitter end
Don't hide the shame from our lips
Glowing in amber, burn in sin

Against the wall, we fall from grace
The pain we love is taking shape
A burning lust to touch the flame
Over and over again

We've played this role a thousand times
The same old script, just different lies
You disappear without a trace
Concealing the crimes on your face

Beneath all the pleasure, all you are is pain
And you deserve every second of your suffering
But yet I can't stop, crawling to your doorstep
Every time you beckon
I'm self destructing, trust in nothing
Save me

You burn like a cigarette
I took my time to suck you in
So take me out of my head
And spread your ashes on my skin

Against the wall, we fall from grace
The pain we love is taking shape
A burning lust to touch the flame
Over and over again

We?ve played this role a thousand times
The same old script, just different lies
You disappear without a trace
Concealing the crimes on your face

Fall

Your skin like winter, I felt you shiver
I heard you whisper but the pills were quicker
I watched you wither, I am the killer

Against the wall we fall from grace
The pain we love is taking shape
A burning lust to touch the flame
Over and over again
We beg like dirt and flesh disarms
We built it up, to fall apart
Even the "honesty" was fake
Concealing the crimes on your face

Mordekai

Date: 2016-10-12 09:48 EST
Sink or Swim by The Monsters I've Met

This is how it ends
Oh!
You gave up on me
I tried to be everything that you need
Slowly sinking down and underneath
Will you ever forgive me?

Get ready baby
'Cause we're going down
This is what you get yourself for fucking around

A wasted space or perhaps a waste of time
Was it worth it maybe nothing's ever perfect, baby
Take a breathe before you decide
And when you lie to me at least look me in the eye

Oh captain captain I think I've sunk this ship
Oh captain captain let's abandon it.

We watch the flares burst like fireworks
But we're going down, yeah we're going down
Rehearsing stories and alibis
And it's finally over
I can watch you drown

I can watch you drown
I can watch you drown
I can watch you drown.

I'll hold fast as you tread water
I'll watch you drown just like you did to me.
Like you did to me.

The Ashen

Date: 2016-11-18 19:06 EST
Coheed and Cambria - You Got Spirit, Kid

You, you keeping on screaming from the top of
Your lungs, Mr. Who Gives A Shit, just shut up
Oh, the podium is all yours, go right ahead
The plastic king of castle polyethylene
Go on, time to be a good little pig
You're worth it, oh you're so, so

'Cause when the rug gets pulled out from underneath
Just embrace the fall
Oh you got spirit, kid
You're number one
Go on living that farce
Cause nobody gives a fuck who you are

You, I'll never have the chance that you got
No, oh, I won't dwell, I'll just accept I'll be forgot... forgotten

'Cause when the rug gets pulled out from underneath
Just embrace the fall
Oh you got spirit, kid
You're number one
Go on living that farce
Cause nobody gives a fuck who you are

So why are you crying?
So why are you crying?
When you've got the world
When you've got the world
To command

'Cause when the rug gets pulled out from underneath
Just embrace the fall
Oh you got spirit, kid
You're number one
Go on living that farce
Cause nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody, no-o-o
Nobody gives a fuck
Nobody gives
Nobody gives a fuck
Cause nobody gives a fuck who you are

The Ashen

Date: 2016-11-18 20:13 EST
((Pulled from the Polyvore CD Contest, thought I'd add it in here, too. Forewarning: All songs were chosen with his current mindset which... is rather aggressive, indifferent and overall "done" at once.))

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Fireflight, "Unbreakable"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWRJAHaOrYg

Bullet For My Valentine, "Don't Need You"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6DdX51fnxM

Say Anything, "Futile"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOb4gOfeZ-E

Bullet For My Valentine, "Worthless"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnDZphSDhr8

New Years Day, "Kill or Be Killed"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDIqbM_Q1gE

Icon For Hire, "Make A Move"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_S9VvJM1PI

Motionless in White, "Break the Cycle"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atzrIixEKZM

The Letter Black, "Fire With Fire"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7lEbeejgOE

Apocalyptica ft. Adam Gontier, "I Don't Care"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxDcWvZCSRg

New Years Day, "Angel Eyes"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHmSF-_6xlo

Stitched Up Heart, "Finally Free"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acZbW-CmUTA

Coheed and Cambria, "You Got Spirit, Kid"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ydkfdq0Xggo

Atreyu, "The Crimson"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEefN3rpGYs

Chiodos, "Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute on the Creek"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGN89b4CP-E

Chiodos, "Is It Progress If A Cannibal Uses A Fork"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bY61a2DdyU0

Kazuki Ryuga

Date: 2016-11-20 15:16 EST
((From the CD Contest on PV, slapped it in here. Artwork on the album is a collaboration from Alex Pardee's artwork. A personal favorite artist of mine, check him out when you get a chance! Anyways, Kazuki wrapped in a nutshell.))

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Three Days Grace - "You Don't Get Me High Anymore (Phantogram Cover)"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0gKxgdl7Bw

Apocalyptica X VAMPS - "Sin in Justice"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwqhIMh9wcI

Melanie Martinez - "Tag, You're It"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLYlMq6MU2s

Ghost Town - "You're So Creepy"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13bKRAovSmk

Ghost Town - "Monster"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuwk50IpdLI

I Prevail - "Blank Space (T. Swift Cover)"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czb_CZfWko8

Escape the Fate - "Situations"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USriZAMR2nA

Falling In Reverse - "Raised By Wolves"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=un82tyFzG7I

Say Anything - "Admit It!!!"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82CGzI5d_so

Say Anything - "Hate Everyone"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LA0EFr3XqLs

Say Anything - "The Church Channel"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5FbDdM9D1lk

Hollywood Undead - "Dead Bite"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dma6gGhbHg

Panic! At the Disco - "Ready To Go"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xDf-_8KvGM

Coheed and Cambria - "The Running Free"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpuDUTPJZL0

Ghost Town - "Mama (MCR cover)"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qmOUTTNJQ4

The Ashen

Date: 2016-11-30 16:09 EST
Elton John -- The Bitch Is Back

I was justified when I was five
Raising cane, I spit in your eye
Times are changing, now the poor get fat
But the fever's gonna catch you when the bitch gets back

Eat meat on Friday that's alright
Even like steak on a Saturday night
I can bitch the best at your social do's
I get high in the evening sniffing pots of glue

I'm a bitch, I'm a bitch
Oh the bitch is back
Stone cold sober as a matter of fact
I can bitch, I can bitch
`Cause I'm better than you
It's the way that I move
The things that I do

I entertain by picking brains
Sell my soul by dropping names
I don't like those, my God, what's that
Oh it's full of nasty habits when the bitch gets back

Daemien

Date: 2017-02-10 23:00 EST
The Crimson by Atreyu

I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time


Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips (crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you

And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting your jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day



And all I have is hope, and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again


Daemien

Date: 2017-02-10 23:02 EST
Creature by Atreyu

Go
Run away
In Distress
Try To Hide
From What's Creeping And Crawling And Stabbing Within
Try To Deny
The Turmoil Inside
If You Fight Yourself Hard Enough You'll Never Win
Any Ounce Of Serenity
Or A Calm Hope At Best
(Or A Calm Hope At Best)
Can leave you heaving on the floor
Gasping for breath (Are You Gasping For Breath?)
To Be Left On The Floor Gasping For Breath!


You're either the person you are
Or The Person Your Trying, Trying, Trying, Trying To Be
Don't let the outside sway too far
From where you want to be

And at any cruel moments Of This
You Can ruin The Best
Where's Your Body is Brutally Pressed
Against The Confines Of Your tense Flesh

And If You Close Your Eyes Tight Enough
Then None Of The Bad Can Get In
And If You Close Your Eyes Tight Enough
Then None Of The Light Can Get In (Then None Of The Light Can Get In)

Boom
You scream as the light hits you
It radiates though out your whole soul
Boom
The pain is clarity
It cleanses, and if it still fucking hurts than you still fucking know
That You Are Still Alive
That You Are Still In Control
If you would only take hold
Boom
The day with both hands
A death grip
And a good chance to outlive your past
You are living free
Where You Will Be Free


Millie

Date: 2017-02-13 01:48 EST
Damn these Vampires.--Mountain Goats


Brave young cowboys, of the near north side
Mount those bridge rails, ride all night
Scream when captured, arch your back
Let this whole town hear your knuckles crack

Sapphire Trans Am, high beams in rain
Drive wild broncos down the plain
Push up to the corner where the turbines hiss
Someday we won't remember this

Crawl til dawn,
On my hands and knees
God damn these vampires
For what they've done to me

Tie those horses to the post outside
And let those glass doors open wide
And in their surface, see two young savage things
Barely worth remembering

Feast like Pagans, never get enough
Sleep like dead men, wake up like dead men
And when the sun comes, try not to hate the light
Someday we'll try to walk upright

Crawl til dawn
On my hands and knees
God damn these bite marks
Deep in my arteries

Crawl til dawn
On my hands and knees
God damn these vampires
For what they've done to me




Lynched

Date: 2017-02-18 01:18 EST
Hurt covered by Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Lynched

Date: 2017-02-18 01:54 EST
Dragonfly by Shaman's Harvest

Maybe the sky's falling out around the babies
Maybe the world is gonna spin out of control
I don't care anymore
What if I quit today working for the man
And said I've had enough, well, maybe I can
Cause It's all gonna end anyway
Tell me doctor, whats the cure, for the wicked man's blues

Fly Dragonfly
Fly Dragonfly

When the sky, falls to the sea
I won't mind
The cause in me
When the wind burns through the trees,
I won't cry for dragonfly

Fly Dragonfly
Fly Dragonfly

When I come
Get me a piece
Take my advice
Just let me be

When the moon, turns black as night
We'll bathe in the fires,
Of Dragonfly

Fly Dragonfly

Don't take so long
I'll be there before you know
I See you in my mind's eye
Fly dragonfly
Fly Dragonfly
Fly Dragonfly

Fly Dragonfly

Lynched

Date: 2017-02-18 02:17 EST
The End Of Me by Shaman's Harvest

Where do they go,
those who love me well
I guess they jumped off this train.
When we got to the gates of hell
And crystal halos
shattered as they fell.
When I could no longer stand
where we were you to do me well.
I guess you hated to worry
and god how you worried.

I know I deserve to suffer,
I've earned to be alone.
But like a thief who sells a lover
for a handful of shiny stones.
So I wrote you a letter
you won't find until I'm gone.
For a song given to the devil
he's come to take me home.
With a 4-10 to my lips.
With a 4-10 to my lips.
With a 4-10 to my lips.

I'm sure you all know how this story ends.
I've just been wondering where it all began.
And words fall short they fall right through me.
I can't stomach the taste of them.
Where did they go.
Where did they go.

Oh you set me on fire,
watched me burn.
Where do they go.
Where do they go.

I guess they jumped off this train.
When we got to the gates of hell.

Lynched

Date: 2017-02-18 19:21 EST
Silent Voice by Shaman's Harvest

Well you know you better run,
to the hills and the convents.
With hair raisin' goosebumps
you can feel the man comin.
Oh with the watchers and the scapegoats,
you were hidin' in the rain.
With a back cut and music,
you were bleedin' out your pain.
Oh where you think you're gonna run to when the man is you.

And hold me close, you'll never see
You're the only one who understands
the storm in me.
And I'll wait for you here,
with silent voice.
God only knows I never wanted you to make this choice.
Oh dai dai da, oh dai dai da, oh dai dai da.

Well you loathed down in the mire,
cuz you didn't wanna face it.
With a gunslinger's desire,
you'd rather burn out than save it.

Oh with the watchers and the scapegoats,
you were hidin' in the rain.
With a back cut and the music,
you were screaming out your pain.
Oh where you think you're gonna run to when the man is you.

And hold me close, you'll never see
You're the only one who understands
the storm in me.
And I'll wait for you here,
with silent voice.
God only knows I never wanted you to make this choice.
Oh dai dai da, oh dai dai da, oh dai dai da
Oh dai dai da, oh dai dai da, oh dai dai da.

Lynched

Date: 2017-02-25 18:34 EST
Moth by Hellyeah

I've been cast out, sequestered.
Pushed the fuck around.
Blindsided, beaten, locked up and bound.
Always thought I was human but maybe I was wrong.
I've been treated like an animal since the day I was born.
The wounds that I wear are the crown upon a king.
So heavy they lie, with all the pain that they bring.
My life is full of longing, but for what I'll never know.
I've been drawn in to the fire as I reap what I sow.

Like a moth to a flame, my wings burn away,
When things are too beautiful, I smash them to pieces,
The more that you love me insecurity releases,
And I'll be the one that's to blame,
So I'll sell my soul to blaze
Like a moth to a flame.
(like a moth to a flame)

The ruler of the kingdom that ends up the pawn,
So tired of thinking of where it all went wrong,
Friendships they come and go and sometimes they end,
Wouldn't dream in a million years that this would be one of them.
Faith in the life, belief to the end,
Failure's not an option, but the options exist,
I gave up my everything, I give till I bleed,
Take it all, take everything just take it from me

Like a moth to a flame, my wings burn away,
When things are too beautiful, I smash them to pieces,
The more that you love me insecurity releases,
And I'll be the one that's to blame,
So I'll set my soul to blaze.

You're pushing me, I'm pushing back,
Falling down my heart attacks,
Compassion is lost,
No more hope, no more trust,
I tore it down and burnt it up,
All faith is gone.
Respect, devotion,
Dead,
Disgust, hate,
Lies
I'm not a hero, or a villain,
Not a god, I'm just a man,
Staring through the hourglass,
At the footprints in the sand,
I'm stripping off my armor,
My battles here are done,
Wave my white flag to surrender and fly into the sun.

Like a moth to a flame, my wings burn away,
When things are too beautiful, I smash them to pieces,
The more that you love me insecurity releases,
And I'll be the one that's to blame,
So I'll set my soul to blaze.
Like a moth to a flame.
Moth to a flame

Lynched

Date: 2017-03-05 05:00 EST
Hearing Voices by Anberlin


I feel lost, conflicting thoughts course through
Clarity, she's gone, don't know a thing I thought I knew

Everyone wants to see Heaven
But no one wants to say goodbye
Everyone wants to see Heaven
But no one wants to die

Can't escape this feeling (fears are born inside)
Can't escape this feeling (how can I deny?)

I hear voices (voices) in my head
The choices (choices) I can't contend
I hear voices (voices) and they all know your name
They all know your name

Trapped inside a cell that I built myself
Failed so very beating, cold, dark, and lost

Everyone wants to know God
But they're afraid of what they'll find
Everyone wants to know God
But they want to live like he died

Can't escape this feeling (fears are born inside)
Can't escape this feeling (how can I deny?)

I hear voices (voices) in my head
The choices (choices) I can't contend
I hear voices (voices) and they all know your name
They all know your name

I built it all, I built it all around
I heard it call, it doesn't make a sound
Was in my hand and now I see believe
I hear you left, I know you're here with me

Can't escape this feeling (fears are born inside)
When this feelings moves you (how can I deny?)

I hear voices (voices) in my head
Can't stand a ghost when the ghost's not dead
I hear voices (voices) and they all know your name
They all know your name

I hear voices (voices) in my head
The choices (choices) I can't contend
I hear voices (voices) and they all know your name
They all know your name

Malcolm Fox

Date: 2017-03-30 23:24 EST
Rich Man -- 3OH!3

I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And my hom-- and my homies all singin' to it,
3oh...3oh!3,

I ain't callin' for a close-up,
No clubs, no cars, bitches with the nose jobs,
No dubs, no stars,
I'm 'a do it how I always have;
Whiskey in a 40 bag,
Pissin' in the alleyway out back where the party's at,
I'm 'a spend it on a new whip, new hat, new kicks,
Bitches with the huge tits, new gat, new slips,
I'm 'a do it how I always do;
Sleep until the break of noon,
Wakin' just to make it through another night of shakin' you

I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go,
I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go,

I ain't signin' on a new lease,
No cooks, no keys,
Models with the nose bleeds,
White lace, gold beads,
I'm 'a run it like a marathon;
Party 'til I'm 50,
Wake up on my parent's lawn,
Them cops still out to get me,
And I ain't sippin' on a mixed drink, pinkie out, lips pink,
Talkin' to a rich skank filled up like a sperm bank,
I'm 'a go where I always go;
Drinks are on the house,
Whiskey's on the rocks while your sister's on my mouth,

I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go,
I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go

And if I was a rich man,
I'd never been to sea,
Could I take you anyways,
Would you come with me, baby?
And if I was a sick man,
I'd never meant to be,
Would you love me anyways,
And would you marry me?

I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go,
I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go,
I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go,
I mean what can I say,
Three babies in the backseat singin' to you,
Hey Dj, won't you play that song for me,
And turn it up on your radio,
I got 200 seconds and I'm ready to go

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 05:09 EST
Do You Know Who You Are by Atreyu


It's the end of the world and nobody cares
Got problems of our own so nobody stares
At themselves in the mirror anymore
A good hard look can shake you to the core
So

Do you know who you are?
Part of the solution or the one at fault
Look in your heart

Pull the pin, be careful where the fragments go
Live for yourself, don't care about collateral
Damage and such don't mean too much
When your head stuck up in your own asshole
It's easy not to see (so easy)
To be blind to the fact that the problems
That lay before us as we (as we)
Were created by a lack of our respect
So

Do you know who you are?
Part of the solution or the one at fault
Look in your heart
In your heart
Do you know who you are?
In your heart

Yeah, do you know who you are?
(I do, I do, I know who I am)
Part of the solution or the one at fault
(Cause today I'm standing up)
Look in your heart
In your heart
Do you know who you are?
In your heart

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 05:26 EST
Start To Break by Atreyu



Hunted by mindless beasts
Haunted by my desire
To create and destroy
To defy with a smile

Everyday is stick and move
Either way they're after you
Mediocre their soulless lives
They live for nothing, they have no pride
They're always after me
Pleading eyes and vacant arms
They're always draining me
Needy souls, empty hearts

Can?t pull the wool over my eyes
I can still see

I'm so tired but I won't stop moving
Fearful, my humanity is running away
I?m not foolish I won't stop dreaming
I know that I can be better than I am today
The pressure builds and I'm starting to break
I'm so tired but I won't stop moving
Fearful, my humanity is running away

Away, far from here
From all the cowards and fear
Far away, from here
From all the cowards and fear

The push beyond ones self
To live in the unknown
The push beyond ones self
To live in the unknown

Can't pull the wool over my eyes
I can still see
Can't pull the wool over my eyes
You can?t blind me

I'm so tired but I won't stop moving
Fearful, my humanity is running away
I'm not foolish I won't stop dreaming
I know that I can be better than I am today
The pressure builds and I'm starting to break
I'm so tired but I won't stop moving
Fearful, my humanity is running away

Go

If you've never been tested
Then you'll never see
What lives inside of you
Is worth more than anything
If you've never been tested
Then you'll never see
What lives inside of you
Is worth more than anything

And at that moment
When I doubt myself
I pick my feet up
And I hit the ground

I'm so tired but I won't stop moving
Fearful, my humanity is running away
I?m not foolish I won't stop dreaming
I know that I can be better than I am today
The pressure builds and I'm starting to break
I'm so tired but I won't stop moving
Fearful, my humanity is running away

Away, running away

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 06:20 EST
A song that can be applied to multiple instances in Dae's life, more recently: the blow they took by losing Diana. While the rest of the crew took it emotionally, losing an underling can be traumatizing to either of the alpha twins.


Moments Before Dawn by Atreyu


The falling's out, but we'd be back
Like a gunshot that may have hurt less
Than the words I caught in the chest as your body rot
I tried to catch you but I keep my heart locked

I fall through the floor
Hell can hurt like this

All the things I'll never say, the way it never plays (never plays)
Out the way I see it in my head
The pain, the way it haunts me lingering for days (lingering)
No funeral for what it could have been

Paralyzed again, engaged on the auto pilot
We can fight it but it's hard to hide it
Trying to deny the loss
Trying to hide the fact that
I haven't slept for days
(I haven't slept for days)
And you won't stop crying
(And you won't stop crying)
These moments before dawn
I'd rather be dying

I fall through the floor
Hell can hurt like this

All the things I'll never say, the way it never plays (never plays)
Out the way I see it in my head
The pain, the way it haunts me lingering for days (lingering)
No funeral for what it could have been

All the things I'll never say, the way it never plays (never plays)
Out the way I see it in my head
The pain, the way it haunts me lingering for days (lingering)
No funeral for what it could have been

I haven't slept for days
And you won't stop crying
These moments before dawn
Feel just like dying
But what do I know
I'm still here, broken and alone with my fears

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 06:29 EST
Need more be said?...

Stop! Before It's Too Late and We've Destroyed It All by Atreyu


I live
I stalk
I hunt
I eat
With indifference for all
I walk
I kill
I sleep
I breed
Slowly taking control
The sickest part of our species
Ravenous to evolve
We spread like a fucking disease
No vaccine protocol

And at the end of days
This will be our legacy


We
Kill, kill
Multiply
Until the skies are black
And the rivers dry
Take, take
Take our time
We leave no one else behind
Kill, kill
And deny
Until the skies are black
And the rivers dry
Take, take
We take our time
We leave nothing else behind

I don't
Feel anything
At all
As rats gnaw at my bones
I'm not
Made of the
Same things at all
A mechanical heart
The sickest part of our species
Ravenous to evolve
We spread like a fucking disease
No vaccine protocol

And at the end of days
This will be our legacy



You cannot stop what never ends
You cannot stop what never ends

And at the end of days
This will be our legacy


Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 06:32 EST
Seems SO dumb that I haven't posted this sooner... considering it's the song this folder was named after. But here it is... MONTHS late.


Bleeding Is A Luxury by Atreyu


Ive talked the talk, I've walked the walk,
It's taken ten fucking years,
For them to see I don't need their approval.
I've paid the piper,
I've stayed my course,
Lived chomping at the bit.
With only blood, sweat, and tears to adhere to-


Open your eyes and see,
That it's so menacing,
You need to realize that bleeding is a luxury.
Give 'til there's nothing left,
Value in every breath,
You need to realize that bleeding is a luxury.

Take it for granted,
Forsake the costs,
Wear a big, shit-eating grin
(with only blood, sweat, and tears to adhere to)
Now bear the burden to chase your fate
Grind your teeth 'til it fucking hurts
So they can see I don't need their approval.



Seize the day,
Take your beatings,
Lead the way,
Or decay as you fall down...
You fall down.



It's a luxury,
Bleeding is a luxury!

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 06:36 EST
See a theme? Yes, a good portion of Dae's playlist would involve this band. Deal with it.


Congregation of the Damned by Atreyu


I'm gonna give this monster life
I may not have the pieces
I'll keep on going through the night
To see you are left screaming

Face to face
The congregation of the damned
Face to face
Screaming while we can

I get carried away
Lost in a moment
Torn into pieces
A violent display
I'm carried away
Lost in a moment
Searching for answers
I'm lost in the fray

This life's a case of do or die
Sometimes I need no reason
To lose myself in you tonight
Right now's the time to season

Face to face
The congregation of the damned
Face to face
Screaming while we can

I get carried away
Lost in a moment
Torn into pieces
A violent display
I'm carried away
Lost in a moment
Searching for answers
I'm lost in the fray

The congregation of the damned
The congregation of the damned

Face to face
The congregation of the damned
Face to face
We're all screaming while we can

I get carried away
Lost in a moment
Torn into pieces
A violent display
I'm carried away
Lost in a moment
Searching for answers
I'm lost in the fray

I'm carried away
Lost in a moment
Searching for answers
I'm lost in the fray

I get carried away
Lost in a moment
Torn into pieces
A violent display
I'mcarried away
Lost in a moment
Searching for answers
I'm lost in the fray

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 06:51 EST
Insatiable by Atreyu


Can't check myself at all
Break my fist on the fucking wall
Because raw instinct is all I know
And it suits me just fine

Convince myself that my
Actions aren't received as spite
Then passionately is how I'll go
And it suits me just fine

When I have everything I want
Will I be good enough?
But I can't have everything
Cause nothing's good enough
I'm insatiable
And I hunt down my dreams
It's the only thing I know

Suddenly anger cripples
Colours red everything around me
Sometimes we hurt the ones that we love
And it kills me inside
Then I will pay a price, you see?
The cost is overbearing
The price I pay could be undreamed of
And it fills me inside

When I have everything I want
Will I be good enough?
But I can't have everything
Cause nothing's good enough
I'm insatiable
And I hunt down my dreams
It's the only thing I know
I'm insatiable
Don't look down on me
I can bear this burden alone
This constant dart craving
Ripping apart my soul

Cause nothing's good enough
I'm insatiable
And I hunt down my dreams
It's the only thing I know
I'm insatiable
Don't look down on me
I can bear this burden alone
This constant dart craving
Ripping apart my soul
I'm insatiable

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-03 06:55 EST
A song for the days back in Purgatory and his rise to Lich King back in the 1700s with the "original" crew.


Ravenous by Atreyu



All hail
The tip of the spear
The misguided, unyielding force
Unleashed abroad a foreign nightmare of pain
Is this what we want for ourselves?

Creep, crawl
Under your sheets
Cheat it's way through the back door
Unaffected till we are affected
Then we push for war
Then we push for war
Then we push for war


Ravenous and racing forward
Never looking back
We've killed more than we need

Knives out
We bare our teeth
Strength and pain are what rules the world
End of days and we're racing to red lights
Does that make sense to anyone else?

Deny any wrong doing
Pass the buck and then fake some more blame
Lie's a circle then we all reap the whirlwind
Then we push for war
Then we push for war
Then we push for war



Gluttonous we feed on power
Never looking back
We've killed more than we need

What goes around
Comes around
And around and around and
Hateful young men
Turn to old hateful men
What goes around
Comes around
And around and around and
Hateful young men
Turn to old dead men



Gluttonous we feed on power
Never looking back
We've killed more than we need
We've killed more than we need

Malcolm Fox

Date: 2017-04-04 06:11 EST
The Curse of the Curves -- Cute Is What We Aim For



I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward
Are you perspiring from the irony
Or are you sweating to these lyrics
And this just in
You're a dead fit
But my wit won't allow it
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I'm too hip to keep tight lipped
And you're on the gossip team
You're making something out of nothing
And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win

We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah, that's where mine go
that's where mine go
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah that's where mine go
Where the reality grows:
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
With skin you'll win
Skin you'll win

Malcolm Fox

Date: 2017-04-04 06:21 EST
Situations -- Escape the Fate


Situations are irrelevant now.
She loves the way that I tease,
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh.
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put it in my lap
"It's way too full," she said
"Once you have me you'll always come back."

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,
don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to resist
and all it takes is a kiss
and you just love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies
so don't act surprised
that I just love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who love to hate.

(Whoa) Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your latest fashion

Darling (leave me) what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (darling) go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your favorite passion

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-04 06:31 EST
Makedamnsure by Taking Back Sunday


You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

Daemien

Date: 2017-04-04 06:36 EST
A Song to Millie.


You're So Last Summer by Taking Back Sunday


She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)

Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)

Daemien

Date: 2017-06-12 00:57 EST
The Theft by Atreyu


He bends and he breaks
If he gives they will take away
His passion, his pain, his grace

He exhales,
A thousand black flowers explode
Into butterflies as they're away


Rip them out, take them,
Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing
That resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed (see him numb, see him crushed)
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing
That resembles a soul of a man
Leave them numb, leave them crushed (leave them numb, leave them crushed)

Took the fire inside
One too many times
He's burning over and out now,
He flails
Up against the raging tides,
No more fights
Everything you ever wanted to see,
See it in his eyes
One more time, one more time

Climb down to test the waters,
My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah, yeah, yeah,
So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter
I'll stay here as long as you let me,
Decision's been made obvious so I will return
Where I started I'll stay here
When I'm finished I'll whither away


Millie

Date: 2017-06-14 10:48 EST
Dispatch?Out loud

Would you be the wind to blow me home?
Would be a dream on the wings of a poem?
And if we were walking through a crowd,
Well, you know I?d be proud

If you?d call my name out loud
If you?d call my name out loud.
Do you suppose that I would come running?
Do you suppose I?d come at all?
I suppose I would.

And if we were walking down a dead-end street
Would you be the one to let our eyes meet?
Or would you just keep on walking
Down to the turn-around
Cause you know I?d be proud

If you?d call my name out loud
If you?d call my name out loud.
Do you suppose that I would come running?
Do you suppose I?d come at all?
I suppose I would.

And if I was gone, from the land we know
Would you be the dawn, let your beauty still show?
And if you were walking, heard the cold night coming
Would you call my name?
Cause you know I?d come running
If you?d call my name out loud
If you?d call my name out loud.
Do you suppose that I would come running?
Do you suppose I?d come at all?

You know I would,
You know I would,
You know I would,
You know I would,
I?d come running
I?d come running,
If you called my name out loud.

Millie

Date: 2017-06-18 00:00 EST
Curse + Crush--Dispatch.

18+ very light profanity.

We try to understand
The right to life like fire to the arson
You got it right at last, but then the world
Had a different plan and it took it all away

Years and years you fought
To try to light your darkness with a reason
Maybe a woman someday, maybe even a child
To hold and help and start over again

And we run and we gun and we die young
And we curse and we crush and we hide
And we fight and we fuck and we make up
And we love and we shove it aside

Years and years you fought
To try to light your darkness with a reason
Maybe a woman someday, maybe even a child
To hold and help and start over again

And we run and we gun and we die young And we curse and we crush and we hide
And we fight and we fuck and we make up
And we love and we shove it aside

Your eyes they shine, they shine from somewhere else
I'm going in and out, I gotta lie down
Never seen a light like that myself

And we run and we gun and we die young
And we curse and we crush and we hide
And we fight and we fuck and we make up
And we love and we shove it aside

Your eyes they shine, they shine from somewhere else
I'm going in and out, I got to lie down
Never seen a light like that myself

Your eyes they shine, they shine from somewhere else

Lynched

Date: 2017-06-20 05:28 EST
Then There Was Darkness by Shaman's Harvest

Last night i had a real bad dream that you left me
Last night i had a real bad dream that you left me
Last night i had a real bad dream and you left me
You didn't have a single word to say
You just walked away, you just walked away
Sitting around and waiting for the sun
Fall asleep and let the nightmare come
Fog rolls in, it's gonna block the sun
I've got enough hell for everyone, everyone
I've got enough hell for everyone

Daemien

Date: 2017-06-24 12:48 EST
Bloodbath & Beyond by Ice Nine Kills

It's been six days since I've had my fix
And now I'm fixed on you
Despite your trembling body
I can tell you want it too
I'm every man you've ever dreamed of
All your fantasies combines
You can tell I'm the best by the blood on your dress
There's no bite as good as mine

Through the darkest of ages and blackest of plagues
I have fed off the blood of the land
Every girl that's in sight knows she's mine for the night
They're all trapped in the palm of my hand
I've crossed ocean of time, caused unspeakable crime
But I would not change a bloody thing
Hunted by all mankind but they're one step behind
"Prince of Darkness?" Fuck that, I'm the king

And I'm slipping through the cracks again
They'll never take me alive because I'm already dead
And forever in your head
So won't you come with me
And taste immortality
You're dripping from the ecstasy of one last crimson kiss
When the blood pours out like rain
Take pleasure in the pain
You're not the only girl to scream my name
But the first I can't resist
So here's one last crimson kiss

In my hungrier years I would prey on their fears
Devoid of all reason or rhyme
I've made every girl melt for the notch on my belt
But I swear that it's different this time

Don't think of this as damnation
Cause we don't need their salvation

And I'm slipping through the cracks again
They'll never take me alive because I'm already dead
And forever in your head
So won't you come with me
And taste immortality
You're dripping from the ecstasy of one last crimson kiss
When the blood pours out like rain
Take pleasure in the pain
You're not the only girl to scream my name
But the first I can't resist
So here's one last crimson kiss

And you know what, baby?
Your neck is up next

And I'm slipping through the cracks again
They'll never take me alive because I'm already dead
And forever in your head
So won't you come with me
And taste immortality
You're dripping from the ecstasy of one last crimson kiss
When the blood pours out like rain
Take pleasure in the pain
You're not the only girl to scream my name
But the first I can't resist
So here's one last crimson kiss

One last crimson kiss
Don't think of this as damnation
Your neck is up next

Malcolm Fox

Date: 2017-06-25 23:05 EST
Casual Sex -- My Darkest Days


You'll never meet my mom, strings will never be attached
We'll always get along, cause it doesn't have to last
And anytime I call, you don't have to call me back
I'm never gonna fall, but I'm never hard to catch!


She says she's cool with it, she's down with it
There's nothing wrong with it, cause it's easier this way
She's so cool with it, she's down with it
There's nothing wrong with it, don't want it any other way!


It's just your typical, hardcore, casual sex
We're single but we're lovers, crazy for each other
Just your typical, hardcore, casual sex
We're wild under the covers, crazy for each other!

We don't have to go on dates, you don't have to like my friends
I won't get in your face when you're making other plans
If you're tired of the taste, you can try another blend
My heart will never break, I'm just here to break a sweat


That's why she's cool with it, she's down with it
There's nothing wrong with it, cause it's easier this way
She's so cool with it, she's down with it
There's nothing wrong with it, don't want it any other way!


It's just your typical, hardcore, casual sex
We're single but we're lovers, crazy for each other
Just your typical, hardcore, casual sex
We're wild under the covers, crazy for each other!


She's so cool with it, she's down with it
There's nothing wrong with it, cause it's easier this way
She's so cool with it, she's down with it
There's nothing wrong with it, don't want it any other way!


It's just your typical, hardcore, casual sex
We're single but we're lovers, crazy for each other
Just your typical, hardcore, casual sex
We're wild under the covers, crazy for each other!

Everybody wants a lover like that
Fire under the covers, crazy for each other
Everybody wants a lover like that
Fire under the covers, crazy for each other!

Lynched

Date: 2017-07-16 01:25 EST
In Chains by Shaman's Harvest

Angel of death and mercy, come take me from this cage.
Cause these four walls and iron bars have been witness to the rage.
Of a thousand broken hearts in chains.
Like a cripple without his cane, a king without a crown.
The passion that once consumed me,
Has turned to ashes on the ground.
All that I've been given I give it to you.
I can't stand here watching you fail to tell the truth.

Somebody break these chains.
Wrapped around this heart.
I don't want you leaving,
I'm begging for mercy, oh to break these chains.
Oh heaven help me now,
Trade these shackles for a crown.
And I'm on my way, way down.

Warm the ice that fills my veins, pumping till I'm numb.
Lead me out of the darkness where it is so hard to escape from.
All that I've been given I give it to you.
I can't stand here watching you fail to tell the truth.

Somebody break these chains.
Wrapped around this heart.
I don't want you leaving,
I'm begging for mercy, oh to break these chains.
Oh heaven help me now,
Trade these shackles for a crown.
And I'm on my way, way down.

Listen
Bless my heart and bless my soul,
You can set my ass on fire.
Momma won't you call me a doctor
Cause my temperature rising higher and higher.
Dip me in that cold muddy water, I think I need to be saved.
Unless someone breaks these chains

All that I've been given I give it to you.
I can't stand here watching you fail to tell the truth.

Somebody break these chains.
Wrapped around this heart.
I don't want you leaving,
I'm begging for mercy, oh to break these chains.
Oh heaven help me now,
Trade these shackles for a crown.
And I'm on my way

Lynched

Date: 2017-07-16 01:36 EST
Torn to Pieces by Pop Evil

Here I sit all alone like an airplane
On the edge of a sky full of solid gray
Staring at the ceiling, tell me that I?m dreaming
Oh, I wish you were here today
All these days that I know I?ll never get back
All the words that I always wish you would?ve said
All these dreams that we had now fade to black
Try to wash it away

I?m torn to pieces, I?m broken down
I still see your face when you?re not around
I sit here in misery wondering if I?ll ever be
Half the man you wanted me to be

Here I float through the air like a waterfall
Then I sink to the bottom like a cannonball
Having trouble breathing, suddenly I?m screaming,
"Why wasn?t I good enough?"
Even though I know you?re not gonna come back
I can?t wash it away

I?m torn to pieces, I?m broken down
I still see your face when you?re not around
I sit here in misery wondering if I?ll ever be
Half the man you wanted me to be

I?m torn to pieces, I?m broken down
I still see your face when you?re not around
I sit here in misery wondering if I?ll ever be
Half the man you wanted me to be

It?s tearing me to pieces
Tearing me to pieces
It?s tearing me to pieces
Tearing me to pieces

Even though I know you?re not gonna come back
I can?t wash it away

I?m torn to pieces, I?m broken down
I still see your face when you?re not around
I sit here in misery wondering if I?ll ever be
Half the man you wanted me to be

I?m torn to pieces, I?m broken down
(I?m torn to pieces)
I still see your face when you?re not around
(I?m torn to pieces)
I sit here in misery wondering if I?ll ever be
Half the man you wanted me to be

Daemien

Date: 2017-08-16 00:43 EST
Night of the Vampire by Roky Erickson


Tonight is the night of the vampire
Tonight is the night of the vampire

If it's raining and you're running
Don't slip in mud cause
If you do you'll slip in blood
Tonight is the night of the vampire
Tonight is the night of the vampire

The moon may be full, the moon may be white
All I know is you will feel his bite
Tonight is the night of the vampire

Me castle bran Transylvania
On Saint Swithens Day he was born
Eyes stare through the darkness with no form
Maidens his bite horns

Tonight is the night of the vampire
Tonight is the night of the vampire

Never sleeps in the night
Comes out when the moon is bright
Tonight is the night of the vampire

Daemien

Date: 2017-08-16 01:03 EST
Just for LOLs. If you can't laugh at it.....

Dracula's Wedding by Andre 3000 (Feat. Kelis)


You're all I've ever wanted, but I'm terrified of you
See my castle may be haunted, but I'm terrified of you
I've cast my spell on millions, but I'm terrified of you
Baby I do this from the ceiling, but I'm terrified of you


I wait my whole life to bite the right one
Then you come along and that freaks me out
So I'm frightened... Dracula's wedding


I've never ran from no one, but I'm terrified of you
See my heartbeat is a slow one, but I'm terrified of you
I've been around for ages, but I'm terrified of you
Put my fang across the stage, but I'm terrified of you.


You know I'm terrified of you
You know I'm terrified of you
You know I'm terrified of you
Here she comes


Give me the chance to dance romance
Don't run, I'm not the sun
So much at stake... oh!
Bad choice of words
But I'm not the gun with silver bullets
And I can count, 1, 2, 3, plus I make great peanut butter
And jelly sandwiches... Van Helsing

For richer or poorer, through sickness and in health
Til death do us part
Til death do us part
You only live once
Well, not in our case
because we live forever.

Daemien

Date: 2017-08-16 01:33 EST
Our Lady of Sorrows by My Chemical Romance

We could be perfect one last night
And die like star-crossed lovers when we fight
And we can settle this affair
If you would shed your yellow take my hand
And then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity
This riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way

Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
And take my fucking hand
And never be afraid again

We've only got one chance to put this at an end
and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights
You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes
I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition

Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
And take my fucking hand
And never

Trust, you said
Who put the words in your head
Oh how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying

Stand
Take my fucking hand
Take my fucking...

Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
And take my fucking hand
And never be afraid again

Just because my hand's around your throat!

Daemien

Date: 2017-09-05 01:57 EST
Kings by Tribe Society


Running with all of my brothers
I always wondered how far we could go
If we could break through the ceiling above us
There'd be no point of us looking below


We could be free, we could be free
Finally, we could be free


I been through the darkest of caves and suffering
One hundred steps off the end of the road
Painted with passion, my favorite color
Hope I'm alive when the story gets old


We could be free, we could be free
Finally, we could be free


I ain't at home, home's where I'm going
I close my eyes to see
I'll take my throne, lay it on a mountain
And make myself a king
I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king
I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king



Lost in the world full of nonbelievers
Searching for smoke in a stillwater pond
A nothing king, they called a dreamer
This is my life and I call it a song


We could be free, we could be free
Finally, we could be free


I ain't at home, home's where I'm going
I close my eyes to see
I'll take my throne, lay it on a mountain
And make myself a king
I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king
I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king


Kicked through the shackles, broke through the chains
There's no oppression, there's no one to blame but you

Kicked through the shackles, broke through the chains
There's no oppression, there's no one to blame but you



I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king
I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king
I ain't at home, home's where I'm going
I close my eyes to see
I'll take my throne, lay it on a mountain
And make myself a king
I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king
I said whoa-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Make myself a king


Make myself a king

Ada

Date: 2017-11-02 09:27 EST
I Prevail-- My Heart I Surrender.
(An extraordinary representation of the way Ada feels for Malcolm. Special thanks to Malcolm's player for finding the song!)


I'm a ghost in your eyes,
A shadow you can't seem to recognize..
I have thought of you for every
Star in the sky,
But I'm scared I'll never cross your mind.
Yeah, I'm scared.

Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender.

Chasing love that can never be mine,
Maybe one day you'll realize..
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender.
My heart I surrender..

I can't count the times
I stayed awake pretending you were mine..
Now I'm left here with this emptiness inside.
Oh why can't I make you mine?

Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender.

Chasing love that can never be mine,
Maybe one day you'll realize..
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender.
My heart I surrender..

Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts beat in time?
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender.

Chasing love that can never be mine,
Maybe one day you'll realize..
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender.

Malcolm Fox

Date: 2017-11-21 05:11 EST
Yes. Malcolm is a douchebag.

Fashionably Late -- Falling in Reverse

It's 9 o' clock on the dot at the spot and I'm hangin' with her friends again.
Great Taste, Beautiful Place and you're fashionably late.
HEY!!
I don't wanna be that guy, that makes you sad, that makes you cry again.
Without a doubt sorry about making out with your friends....... GO!!

Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na

I love the way that this began. Started off right, so innocent.
I'm letting you know, I'm letting you go, I want your best friend.
I'm giving it up and asking why you seem so shocked and so surprised.
I'm sorry it hurts, I'm surely a jerk, I understand why you're mad.

Don't talk that crap when you call me back as a matter of fact don't act like that.
Everybody knows you're right, everybody knows I'm wrong (wrong).

It's 9 o' clock on the dot at the spot and I'm hangin' with her friends again.
Great Taste, Beautiful Place and you're fashionably late.
I don't wanna be that guy, that makes you sad, that makes you cry again.
Without a doubt sorry about making out with your friends (muah)!

Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na

It's got nothing to do with how you look,
Just another excuse to write a hook.
I'm letting you know, she liked my post up on my Facebook.
And after all you're not my type, but all your friends are pretty nice.
You know what I mean, stop making a scene and take some words of advice.

Don't talk that crap when you call me back as a matter of fact don't act like that.
Everybody knows you're right, everybody knows I'm wrong (right?).

It's 9 o' clock on the dot at the spot and I'm hangin' with her friends again.
Great Taste, Beautiful Place and you're fashionably late (hey)!
I don't wanna be that guy, that makes you sad, that makes you cry again.
Without a doubt sorry about making out with your friends.

And I have got the topic conversation now and I know I'm running out of time (yeah).
It's not an honest demonstration now, you're not the only one, not the only one.

Don't talk that crap when you call me back as a matter of fact don't act like that.
Everybody knows you're right, everybody sing along.

I don't wanna be that guy, that makes you sad, that makes you cry again.
Without a doubt sorry about fucking all your friends (what?)

It's 9 o' clock on the dot at the spot and I'm hangin' with her friends again.
Great Taste, Beautiful Place and you're fashionably late (hey)!
I don't wanna be that guy, that makes you sad, that makes you cry again.
Without a doubt sorry about making out with your friends.

Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na

Making out with your friends

Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na

Making out with your friends

Without a doubt sorry about having sex with all your friends ha ha ha

Daemien

Date: 2017-11-21 23:50 EST
Pretty obvious who that's about...

There's Nothing Holding Me Back by Shawn Mendes


I wanna follow where she goes
I think about her and she knows it
I wanna let her take control
'Cause every time that she gets close, yeah

She pulls me in enough to keep me guessing, mmm
And maybe I should stop and start confessing
Confessing, yeah

Oh, I've been shaking
I love it when you go crazy
You take all my inhibitions
Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

You take me places that tear up my reputation
Manipulate my decisions
Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

There's nothing holdin' me back
There's nothing holdin' me back

She says that she's never afraid
Just picture everybody naked
She really doesn't like to wait
Not really into hesitation

Pulls me in enough to keep me guessing, whoa
And maybe I should stop and start confessing
Confessing, yeah

Oh, I've been shaking
I love it when you go crazy
You take all my inhibitions
Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

You take me places that tear up my reputation
Manipulate my decisions
Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

There's nothing holdin' me back

'Cause if we lost our minds
And we took it way too far
I know we'd be alright,
Know we would be alright

If you were by my side
And we stumbled in the dark
I know we'd be alright,
I know we would be alright

'Cause if we lost our minds
And we took it way too far
I know we'd be alright,
I know we would be alright

If you were by my side
And we stumbled in the dark
I know we'd be alright,
We would be alright

Oh, I've been shaking
I love it when you go crazy
You take all my inhibitions
Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

You take me places that tear up my reputation
Manipulate my decisions
Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

There's nothing holdin' me back

I feel so free
When you're with me,
Baby

Baby, there's nothing holdin' me back

Ada

Date: 2017-11-22 20:31 EST
A Fine Frenzy--Almost Lover.



(Ada to Malcolm from their most recent interaction. (Some parts of the song are not fitting. The parts labeled in red apply...)



Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swayin? in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick.

Well, I never wanna see you unhappy.
I thought you?d want the same for me.

Good-bye, my almost lover
Good-bye, hopeless dream.
I?m trying not to think about you
Can?t you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should?ve known you?d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images

Good-bye, my almost lover
Good-bye, hopeless dream.
I?m trying not to think about you
Can?t you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should?ve known you?d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning,
Without you on my mind.
So you?re gone and I?m haunted
And I bet you are just fine.

Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

Good-bye, my almost lover
Good-bye, hopeless dream.
I?m trying not to think about you
Can?t you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should?ve known you?d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

Ada

Date: 2017-11-29 01:13 EST
Human- Christina Perri


I can hold my breath,
I can bite my tongue.
I can stay awake for days, if that?s what you want.
Be your number one.

I can fake a smile.
I can force a laugh.
I can dance and play the part
If that?s what you ask.
Give you all I am.

I can do it, I can do it, I can do it?

But I?m only human,
And I bleed when I fall down.
I?m only human,
And I crash and I break down.
Your words in my head,
Knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
?Cause I?m only human.

I can turn it on.
Be a good machine.
I can hold the weight of worlds if that?s what you need.
Be your everything.

I can do it, I can do it, I?ll get through it.

But I?m only human,
And I bleed when I fall down.
I?m only human,
And I crash and I break down.
Your words in my head,
Knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
?Cause I?m only human.

I?m only human, I?m only human
Just a little human.

I can take so much.
?Til I?ve had enough.

?Cause I?m only human,
And I bleed when I fall down.
I?m only human,
And I crash and I break down.
Your words in my head,
Knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
?Cause I?m only human.

Ada

Date: 2018-01-03 03:32 EST
Three Days Grace--Over and Over.
3 guesses who this is about...



I feel it everyday
It?s all the same
It brings me down
But I?m the one to blame
I tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again

Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

It feels like every day stays the same
It?s dragging me down, and I can?t pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again

Why do I do this?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don?t even try.

So many thoughts that I can?t get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead

I know what?s best for me
But I want you instead?
I?ll keep on wasting all my time?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to.

Lynched

Date: 2018-04-06 06:41 EST
Hyde and Seth

In the Air Tonight by Nonpoint

I can feel it
Coming in the air tonight
Oh Lord
Ive been waiting for this moment
For all my life
Oh Lord

Well if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
Ive seen your face before my friend
But i dont know if you know who i am
Well i was there and i saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe of the grin
I know where youve been
Its all been a pack of lies

I can feel it
Coming in the air tonight
Oh Lord
Ive been waiting for this moment
For all my life
Oh Lord, Oh Lord

Well i remember
I remember dont worry
How could i ever forget
Its the first time
The last time
We ever met
But i know the reason why you keep me silenced up
No you dont fool me
Cause the hurt doesnt show
But the pain still grows
Its no stranger to you and me

I can feel it
Coming in the air tonight
Oh Lord
Ive been waiting for this moment
For all my life
Oh Lord, Oh Lord

Orchid Evans

Date: 2018-04-14 23:28 EST
Merril Bainbridge - Mouth

I feel like I've been blown apart,
There are pieces here I don't know where they go.
I don't know where they go..

Kiss me on my salty lips,
I bet you feel a little crazy, but for me.
We'll be famous on TV~

Would it be my fault if I could turn you on?
Would I be so bad if I could turn you on?
When I kiss your mouth, I wanna taste it..
Turn you upside down, don't wanna waste it~

I jump on you, you jump on me,
You push me out, and even though y'know I love you,
I'd be inclined to slap you in the mouth
When I kiss your salty lips, you will feel a little crazy, but for me.
I'll be famous on TV~

Would it be my fault if I could turn you on?
Would I be so bad if I could turn you on?
When I kiss your mouth, I wanna taste it..
Turn you upside down, don't wanna waste it~

Would it be my fault if I could turn you on?
Would I be so bad if I could turn you on?
When I kiss your mouth, I wanna taste it..
Turn you upside down, don't wanna waste it~

Now will it be my fault if I take your love and throw it wide?
You might restrain me...but could you really blame me?
And you will feel you're blown apart
All the pieces there will fit to make you whole..
And I know where they go~

Would it be my fault if I could turn you on?
Would I be so bad if I could turn you on?
When I kiss your mouth, I wanna taste it..
Turn you upside down, don't wanna waste it~

When I kiss your mouth, I wanna taste it..
Turn you upside down, don't wanna waste it~

When I kiss your mouth, I wanna taste it..
Turn you upside down, don't wanna waste it~

Malcolm Fox

Date: 2018-08-28 01:20 EST
To Ada

Stay -- Smash Into Pieces

Stay, stay, stay, stay

I thought you would be around forever
No matter where I would go
So I started taking you for granted
Forgot what I used to know

Guess I sold my soul, just to have some fun
Think I lost myself trying to be someone
I gave you the blade, looked the other way
Never thought it would drive you away

If I could turn back time and change my life
Get another chance to make things right
If I had one more word to say to you
I let you know, I want you to

Stay, stay, stay, stay

I have learned a lesson of a lifetime
Won't be myself again
I forgot the things that really mattered
And lost it all in the end

Never told the truth, kept it all inside
Got you thinking there's something I'm trying to hide
Knew I needed change, but I stayed the same
Never thought it would drive you away

If I could turn back time and change my life
Get another chance to make things right
If I had one more word to say to you
I let you know, I want you to

Stay, stay, stay, stay

In my dreams we are still together
Everything is like one big, happy ending
I'm right there, I found my way home now
It's too good to be true, and then I wake up
Like a ghost

I thought you would be around forever
No matter where I would go

If I could turn back time and change my life
Get another chance to make things right
If I had one more word to say to you
I let you know, I want you to

Stay, stay, stay, stay
I want you to
Stay, stay, stay, stay

Malcolm Fox

Date: 2018-09-06 06:20 EST
Sang to his niece, Alice, to get her to sleep. A meaningful song between Mal, Millie, and Micah's parents. Mal doesn't speak of his parents much.

Rose of My Heart -- Johnny Cash

We're the best partners this world's ever seen,
Together as close as can be.
Sometimes it's hard to find time in between,
To tell you what you are to me.

You are the rose of my heart,
You are the love of my life.
A flower not fading nor falling apart,
If you're tired, rest your head on my arm.
Rose of my heart.

When sorrow holds you in her arms of clay,
It's rain drops that fall from your eyes.
Your smile's like the sun come to earth for a day,
You brighten my blackest of skies.

You are the rose of my heart,
You are the love of my life.
A flower not fading nor falling apart,
If you're cold, let my love make you warm.
Rose of my heart.

So hard times or easy times, what do I care,
There's nothing I'd change if I could.
The tears and the laughter are things that we share,
Your hand in mine makes all times good.

You are the rose of my heart,
You are the love of my life.
A flower not fading nor falling apart,
You're my harbor in life's restless storm.
Rose of my heart.

Rose of my heart.

Oh Diana

Date: 2018-10-08 12:46 EST
A song for her in Purgatory.

"I'm Not Afraid" (feat. Wondra) -- Produced by Tommee Profitt


You strangled me like an addiction
You captured me like an affliction
And I will be nimble and I will be quick
I will overcome all of this

The shadows are falling they’re falling, they’re falling around me (I’m not afraid, not afraid)
The wolves are closing, they’re closing, they’re closing in on me (I’m not afraid, not afraid, I’m not afraid)
The shadows are falling they’re falling, they’re falling around me (I’m not afraid, not afraid)
The wolves are closing, they’re closing, they’re closing in on me (I’m not afraid, not afraid, I’m not afraid)

There are monsters outside and they’re waiting
There are vultures in line salivating
And though it is dark in the dead of night
I never go down without a fight

The shadows are falling they’re falling, they’re falling around me (I’m not afraid, not afraid)
The wolves are closing, they’re closing, they’re closing in on me (I’m not afraid, not afraid, I’m not afraid)
The shadows are falling they’re falling, they’re falling around me (I’m not afraid, not afraid)
The wolves are closing, they’re closing, they’re closing in on me (I’m not afraid, not afraid, I’m not afraid)

Everything changes when the sun goes down
Everything changes when the sun goes down
Everything changes when the sun goes down

The shadows are falling they’re falling, they’re falling around me (I’m not afraid, not afraid)
The wolves are closing, they’re closing, they’re closing in on me (I’m not afraid, not afraid, I’m not afraid)
The shadows are falling they’re falling, they’re falling around me (I’m not afraid, not afraid)
The wolves are closing, they’re closing, they’re closing in on me (I’m not afraid, not afraid, I’m not afraid)
I’m not afraid, not afraid
I’m not afraid, not afraid, I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid, not afraid

Oh Diana

Date: 2018-10-08 13:34 EST
"Bloody Creature Poster Girl" -- In This Moment

Some girls like diamonds
Some of them want fancy things
They hunger for the taste of glamour
And we rot and find some others' rings

Your sweethearts need their princes
Flattery and filthy pearls
Barbie, don't mess with the Marilyn kisses
Your original material girl

But I'm not like those other types, baby
I'm your bloody creature poster girl

Make you crawl, make you beg, make you plead
(Bloody creature poster girl)
Make you want, make you hurt, make you bleed
(Bloody creature poster girl)

So toxic
Psychotic
Chaotic
Bloody creature poster girl

Make you laugh, make you cry, make you need every little slasher
Fuck the father's sweetheart, bloody creature poster girl

Baby, you can keep your diamonds
You can burn all your fancy things
I hunger for the taste of a painful week
That can survive my wicked sting

Darling I don't need no princes
I'm no damsel in distress
The only thing I'm needing is for you to be bleeding
From my homicidal kiss

You see, I'm not like those other girls, baby
I'm your bloody creature poster girl

Make you crawl, make you beg, make you plead
(Bloody creature poster girl)
Make you want, make you hurt, make you bleed
(Bloody creature poster girl)

So toxic
Psychotic
Chaotic
Bloody creature poster girl

Make you laugh, make you cry, make you need every little slasher
Fuck the father's sweetheart, bloody creature poster girl

Your dirty girl
Your bloody slasher girl
Your selfish sweetheart girl, girl
Your bloody creature poster girl

Bloody creature poster girl
Bloody creature poster girl
(I'm your poster girl)
Bloody creature poster girl
(Your toxic girl)
Bloody creature poster girl
(Your bloody slasher girl)
Bloody creature poster girl
It's obviously a girl, girl, girl, girl
Bloody creature poster girl
Make you crawl, make you beg, make you plead
(Bloody creature poster girl)
Make you want, make you hurt, make you bleed
(Bloody creature poster girl)

So toxic
Psychotic
Chaotic
Bloody creature poster girl

Make you laugh, make you cry, make you need every little slasher
Fuck the father's sweetheart, bloody creature poster girl

Your dirty girl
Your bloody slasher girl
Your selfish sweetheart girl, girl
Your bloody creature poster girl
Bloody creature poster girl
Bloody creature poster girl
Bloody creature poster girl