Topic: We have to stop meeting like this..

Noni

Date: 2008-07-07 05:51 EST
July 2nd

They had been best friends since they were children, so she should have known better than anyone. But he had scared her, coming up behind her and grabbing her like that. Reflexively, her hand closed around Luvvie as she whipped around, prepared to shoot.

From then on, it was hit and miss, but now, finally, they were alone. And Noni found it exceptionally easy to talk again.

"Guess it's just you an' me now." Alek fell silent and walked towards the door. "You don't have to walk me home. I'm sure you've got better things to do." Reaching for the door, Alek ignored the heaviness in his chest as those words forced their way past his lips.

"Alek, wait!" Nearly tripping over herself to catch up because she'd frozen in the middle of putting on her left show, she grapples a hold of a nearby chair, and curses, kicking the culprit footwear off.

He pauses, holding the door open. "Uh, ok." She was sending some weird signals, but he knew better than to get his hopes up. So often had she literally tripped over herself to be with him and yet nothing was cultivated. "Put on your shoes, tonta ni?a. I can wait for you."

Her Docs have a slight heel to them, so she limps to her left shoe and stomps it on her foot. "Look, the stuff with Fio.. I know how I said it and.." she lifts her head with a sigh, brushing back frizzing curls. They seemed to respond to her fraying attention. "Well, you said the same thing she did, about knowing your place." She scuffs over to her jacket and shrugs it onto her frame, tugging it into place, then grabbing her coffee.

Alek shrugged, nonplussed. "It's true, though. I just work for them. It's none of my business." He leaned against the door, waiting patiently for her. While she skittered around gathering her things, he watched her with a faint smile on his face. Noni was a little thing with big personality. When they were younger, he'd called her his Little Spanish Firecracker. It drove her crazy because she wasn't spanish. He admired her tenacity. "Don't worry about it."

"Just work for them.." Her frantic movements began to crawl as she says that aloud. Could she really just say that, though? She'd known them since they were all kids, and while she wasn't a close knit member of the Bohannons, they treated her like she was. Noni tentatively sipped at her cooled coffee and joined Alek at the door. "And I'm sorry about earlier, too. You just.. scared me." Nodding, unable to meet his eyes for the longest time, but when she does, they're twinkling in a smile that hasn't even touched her mouth.

He couldn't help it. He drew her into a hug for the second time that night, this one away from the leering eye of society and family. It was more for his sake than hers and it's length could be passed off as a hug from a best friend. That's how she would see it. Alek was just happy to hold her. Noni squeaked in surprise and threw her arms around his neck in response, holding tightly to her coffee and inevitably winding up on the very tips of her toes. "I'm glad you're back," he whispered into her curls before releasing her reluctantly. "You're not allowed to leave for that long again."

He led her outside and let the door shut tightly behind them, the bell ringing soundly as he didn't possess the stealth and prowess that Noni did when it came to sneaking around.

"Yeah.. that wasn't planned either. We've got a lot to catch up on." Noni stomps a touch of feeling back into her toes as she's ushered out, and she glances back at him with a ghostly grin. "I'll teach you someday, too."

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Noni

Date: 2008-07-07 13:49 EST
July 7th: Early Morning

The last two days had taken their toll on her self control. The fight with Andre, the presence of Fiorella, Dulcie's calculating glances, Lisa's irritation, the pressing feeling that she was being followed, and most of all Alek's complete absence. She'd been trying to get a hold of him for the whole day, and nothing. In no mental condition to actually put her mind to something, she did the worst possible thing: she sat and waited for him and tried her best to keep a normal conversation.

"She's a big girl. And most of the time, she knows what she's doing. Just like the rest of us." Dulcinea turned slowly towards Noni, rubbing her cheek with two fingers. Dying drug insight. "Have you ever noticed the odd directions of our family?"

Tired chuckles fall from stiff lips at the question. "It's hard not to sometimes, Dulcie.." One tiny hand tames a wandering curl back from her brow and presses it down with the others. "Do they fascinate or annoy you?" That same hand whips out her phone and all but slams it onto the counter before her. It's a true test of self control whether or not she's going to get a hammer and turn it into a pile of metal and plastic. Now having nothing else to really occupy herself with, Noni gulps down her coffee, ignoring the urge to cough, and sets the empty cup down beside her phone, wiping her lips.

In through the Alley door, hoodie pulled up to cover most of his face. Wild-eyes glance left and right as he slinks in, keeping close to the walls. Alek grimaces as he quickly crosses the room and heads towards the bar where Noni was standing. He vaguely recognized Dulcinea as part of the family, but was more concerned with finding out what Noni was so upset about. As he drew near, his bruised and battered face may clue her in as to why he hadn't answered the first time.

"Well..." She spun her still mostly-full glass about. It went from palm to palm. "Both. I imagine you feel the same, prima?" Was this another moment shared outside of the family's eyes? "I like how we grew up. I like how we are, all of us. But..." She paused, and narrowed her eyes. "Doesn't it all feel planned, sometimes? I mean...we're all in the family business, aren't we? It's not like we can just..." She used her fingertips to walk along the bartop. It took her a while to formulate. Such was the way of Dulcie. She almost reached for the phone to toy with.

"Sometimes, but not really.. I chose what I do, and I chose it because I'm good at it. There's really nothing else I want out of life, so for me.. it's pointless to question." Dark eyes dart to the hooded figure and watch it closely with a narrowed, irritated look.. that melts once Noni realizes the individual's identity. It's uncanny the speed the tiny female possesses when she wishes. "Alek..? Jesus.." Being so short gave her the vantage point of easily seeing his face, even if it was cast downward. "What did you do..?"

"But..." Lost with Noni's shift of attention. She twirled to find the source of such concern, thinking family was behind it...and instead, she found someone else. Plus, a name that matched a certain whisper heard earlier.

He'd never be able to tell her that her incessant calling and texting had been the cause of his misfortune--that would only make her feel terrible and Alek couldn't afford to push her any further away. "Qu? tiene de malo, cari?o? You've got me worried." Words were slightly slurred, but it was as if he didn't care how he was feeling. He didn't even care that she assumed it had been his fault.

"Treat her well, hombre." Offered to Alek, along with the socialite-sweet smile, as blue-greys deciphered her cousin's expression. She slid the cup back into her palms and left them alone.

"Yeah well.." Flustered didn't sit well or look good on the assassin, and she whirled around to keep both Alek and Dulcie from seeing it. Eyes land immediately on the cooler, and she follows through with her only thoughts of ice. Bottles and cans clink together as she searches for a cold pack, but then gives up, scooping handfuls of shaved ice into a thin rag and making one of her own. She holds it out to him with both hands. When she heard Dulcie, her head snapped that direction, surprised. "What..?"

"Like you're the only one who can threaten and be protective?" She asked Noni, with one of those 'oh, come on!' looks. Dulcie wasn't the most...tactful of people, at times.

He wasn't startled that even Dulcinea knew. Apparently Noni was the only person who couldn't see it. Alek attempted to smile, but Dulcie only received a nod. He looked back to Noni, mildly depressed that she shyed away from anything romantic. He reached for the make-shift ice pack and held it to the side of his face. "Answer me."

There was something going on behind the scenes that she wasn't privy to, she knew it. Curls bounce with her quick head turns and water drips down her fingers at least until Alek takes it from her. Her wet hands shake violently, droplets flying this way and that. "I.. it's not that important, really. It'll get straightened out soon."

Alek would have frowned if he could have, but the split lip prevented such an expression. His gaze fell and drifted over to Dulcie. "How've you been, mami?" He blinked painfully, waiting for a response, but was disappointed to see she'd gone. Now his distraction had disappeared.

Her eyes wander, and she notes Dulcie's lacking presence, making a mental note to question her about that later. "Do you want to sit down or.. or maybe you should just stay here. You're not completely screwed up, are you?" Has to stand on tippy toes, but doesn't mind, and dances her fingers beneath the hood he has on, trying to shimmy it off his head in the most painless way possible, tutting as she does.

Caught between acting childishly by leaving and melting at her touch, Alek tensed. A few moments later he slumped onto a stool and let her remove his hood. She'd find an obviously broken cheek bone, black eye, dried blood from an earlier bloody nose and a split lip. Someone had gone to town on poor Alek's face. Not to mention other bodily harm he's acquired. Though, none of that is visible.

It's not possible, that thin of a line her mouth takes, or the severity of her gaze as she inspected him from top to bottom. "What happened." A no nonsense tone was taken; she wanted to know, and she wanted to know now, and his response would determine if he received any further injuries.

"You'd think a little warning about that would be included...." She spun on her heels, clicking back towards the bar. Her cousin was given a brief look, but the journey was really for the bloody mary left behind.

To tell the truth would mean Noni would feel terrible. To lie would mean she'd be pissed at him for not answering. He glanced briefly towards Dulcie, drew in a labored breath and spewed a lie. "Wrong place, wrong time, wrong crowd. Guess I should have been more careful. Sorry I didn't call you back." That last bit was mumbled.

Alek was lucky she was as easy to convince as she was. Either that, or she's just not ballsy enough to go through with what her glare suggested. Noni sighs forcefully, her eyes closing as she thought it over. "You're an idiot.. and don't apologize for that, it's obviously not your fault." Not realizing she's contradicting herself, she flicks a glance over her shoulder towards the ledger and pen, and makes a split second decision. "You're staying here with me." Moves to fill out the proper information.

Watching her cousin's movements, she almost smiled, but it wasn't as if it was an easy vibe. She sent a quick look over to Alek, again, cocking her head long enough to investigate.

"You don't have somewhere to be, do you." Severe, and clippy, assassin's expression being sent over to Dulcie, shadowing her face.

"Even I can't fill up my schedule that fast, Noni." She said, calmly, twisting the little vial open. She held it below her nose and took in a deep breath. It was all over rather quickly. "I'll be fine. It's not a long walk. Besides, don't they have cabs here, or whatever?"

"I can't promise I'll take care of you too at the moment, so you'll have to make do with your skills." Fluttering glance given to her cousin while she moved back to Alek, rubbing her cheeks.

"What do you mean I'm staying with you?" He looked almost alarmed. Dulcie got another look, but this time it was confused. "I'm perfectly capable of..." he trailed off, noting Noni was severely pissed.

She sets the pen down gently, and fishes out a fat wad of bills, fitting it into the nearby till. The voice she takes with Alek is quite different; softer, even tired sounding. "It means you're staying with me so I can keep an eye on you. I'll make sure you're settled, then get you some clothes."

She re-capped the little vial, and tucked it back into her purse. She smiled to her cousin in a very careful manner. "I'm a big girl, too, prima. Try not to have too much fun."

His pride reared it's head quickly. "Mujer, no necesito ver a usted despu?s de m?." Attempting a frown, he made his lip bleed and he cursed, getting off the stool. "Why do you have to make it sound like you have to keep an eye on me like I'm some child. Can't you just pretend that you're worried, Noni?"

Clapping her hands to her forehead as she closed the distance between them, mustering up a hurt look that was not completely fake, but not completely real. She was, after all, worrying about countless things at once, and to let one more thing tip the scale would be a catastrophe. "You think I'm not..?" she asked, nearly soundless.

Alek's hardened expression turned soft after a few moments, casting the melting icepack away while shaking his head. "It doesn't matter. I need to lie down. I came all the way here because you sounded frantic. You called and texted me nine times." Exasperation evident, as well as exhaustion, Alek slinked towards the stairs.

"You're always taking care of me, can't I take care of you just this once?" There was more emotion pushed into that simple sentence that she'd let show in weeks, and she resisted the urge to drop to her knees and cry like the little girl she was pretending she wasn't. Her head turned halfway over her shoulder to regard him, defeated. "I'll check on you in a bit, okay..?"

He paused, turning to face her. That small bit of emotion had been all he needed. The few times she showed she cared were enough to keep him going. "Come with me," he pleaded softly, needing to be with her. "Te necesito," he added just as quietly.

Noni sucked her bottom lip between her teeth and chewed for a few seconds. Roses of pink blossomed along her cheekbones when she made another split second decision. She moved to silently collect her jacket. Luvvie's gleam was slow and calming, as were her own strides, bringing her beside Alek. "Do you need help..?" Noni asked quietly, nodding towards the stairs.

"Yeah," he lied, holding a hand out to her. He waited for her to draw close before putting his arm around her. After a few moments silence, Alek looked down at her. "Gracias, Noni."

Since she has no way to gauge his injuries, she's awkwardly trying to be as gentle and soft as possible while providing firm support. It was nostalgic, for there had been many times where these roles were switched. She slid up beside him, and shrugged her shoulders into his grip, her other arm ghosting around his waist. Once she figured they were alright for movement, she began the slow ascent. "Just.. heal up quickly, alright?" Nods, sending him a flicker of a watery eyed glance.

"With you poking and prodding me?" It was an attempt at humor. He gave her a light squeeze. "I'll heal just fine. You'll stay with me.. like when we were kids?"

She snorted. "Shut up.." But that snort quickly becomes unsmiling laughter, less restrained than she usually lets slip. Since childhood, even into high school, they had shared a bed with one another. It was a chaste gesture, something done because they both just wanted to be within each other's presence. Although it sometimes resulted in one of them falling onto the floor. Noni dipped her head in low nod, and not wanting to squeeze him back, gives him a soft look. "Yeah.. of course." Her tone was incredulous, like she'd already decided on this long before. God knew she was long overdue for time spent with him.

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Noni

Date: 2008-07-09 02:24 EST
July 8th: Early evening

Emerging from the bathroom, hair wrapped up in a towel and just buttoning her faded jeans, Noni clenches her jaw to stop the yawn from coming. A sleeveless tee is donned, half of the angry rippled scar on her left shoulder peeking out from the cloth. Once done with her clothes, she shakes the towel from her head, and fluffs her hair into a curly, wet.. mess. She shook out the towel, and draped it over the foot of the bed, and proceeded to try and fix her wet mop of hair beyond its pompom state in the vanity before her.

Alek shifted his weight so that he rolled over on the bed when the bathroom door opened. Baby blue eyes peered up at the freshly showered Noni and he smiled. ?I didn't know you sang in the shower.? He smirked. Grabbing his hoodie, Alek pushed up from the bed and pulled it on.

Small roses of pink bloom in her cheeks, and she snorted, curling her fingers against her scalp and just scratching. Droplets of water flew all over the place, she nodded, then turned around. ?I do a lot of things when I'm stressed out.? Her short legs strode quickly to the bed, and she crawled onto it, getting comfy. ?I'm glad you're awake, I uh.. have something to ask you.?

It was difficult to quirk his eyebrow and maintain a confused expression with a broken cheek bone--the pain was almost unbearable. He sat back down on the edge of the bed. ?Que pasa??

She shifted around so she could sit indian style, elbows to knees, hands folded before her lips. Dark eyes drifted to Alek for only a moment, then flicked off to the left, staring at anything but him. Those roses of pink in her cheeks just keep blooming. ?Dulcinea.. she's been saying some things and..? a forced sigh, ?I've been fighting with myself to ask you this because at first I thought it was completely crazy, I mean.. you're my best friend, and.. but I guess that's why I need to know.?

Alek tensed. He really hadn't wanted her to hear it from Dulchie.. or anyone else for that matter. How he'd seen things happening in his head were far different than this. He sat, eyes transfixed on the minute woman in front of him. "Need... to know what."

Her tongue clicks against the top of her mouth as she stalls. Just a second ago, her words were getting away from her, and now she couldn't say anything. ?She asked me why I thought she figured she was worried about you and I,? a pause, ?And if I've ever wanted to kiss you before,? the last nearly silent.

He wasn't about to just blurt out his feelings. He'd been broadcasting them for over ten years. He was done chasing. She'd have to come to him. Alek scratched the top of his head as she finished. "And what did you tell her?"

?That's the thing, Alek..? a little breathless at that, and she runs her fingers through her hair, mocha curls stretching and springing back with lavender scented bounces. Eyes were wide, a deer in the headlights; scared and uncertain. ?I didn't know how to answer her..?

Don't break, Alek, he told himself. Be strong. The Mexican reached out a hand, settling it on her thigh. It was meant to be a comforting gesture, but also one to evoke some kind of response. He wasn't going to give in and do all the work. He gazed at her lavender-scented curls, her lips and then her eyes. His tongue darted out to wet the small split in his lower lip. "Try.."

Her movements were quick, laying a hand on his and giving it a squeeze, but she stood exasperatedly, and began to pace. "I mean I.. I blurted out no because it was such a sudden question, and the thought of it.. it's not like it hadn't crossed my mind before but.." She throws her arms into the air and whirls around. Her eyes are having trouble getting anywhere near his presence on the bed, prickling and stinging in the corners. "But then when I think about it.. Why do I get so mad when you look at others? Why did I shoot at that girl, why do-" She takes a moment to sniff deeply, rubbing her beet red cheeks, smoothing back her hair. "Why do I fall apart when you're not here..?" Noni finishes with a weak sound that's a cross between a chuckle and a sob: pent up anxieties all pushing against the crack in the dam of self control.

The speed at which he launched off the bed when she nearly began crying made his head spin. The grip he took on her shoulders was half to steady himself. Alek could barely contain himself in that moment, but he held off for a moment longer, wanting to hear her admit it. He'd waited years for this.. no sense in rushing it. With one hand, he gently grasped her chin and forced her to look up at him. "Yes, why do you do all those things. Answer me," he pleaded.

Noni squeaked in surprise, and gripped his elbows to make sure she wouldn't topple over. As he lifted her face, one tear slid from the corner of each eye, and back into her ears. It tickled, but she didn't dare move. His touch on her, even if it was a simple gesture, made her feel like she was floating. Like she was free, and that they were all that mattered. "You've been there for me since I was a kid.. when I got this," her left shoulder rolled to indicate her scar, "when Angelo died.. even when I came back here, you were right there." Pursed lips were threatening to break their dead state, and they twitched around her teeth as her mouth parted. "You told me you needed me, remember..?" Noni forced her chin down against his grip, fingers curling into his arms like he would blow away if she didn't. "I think I.." A long sniff, and this time, she really did sob. " .. I need you, too..."

Alek's heart swelled in his chest, it felt as though it were about to burst. Holding his breath as Noni spoke her sentiments, his lungs burned. Was this really it? This moment.. when his world stopped spinning. His hands released her arms to bury themselves in her wet, curly hair. He made her look at him again, but this time he didn't speak. No, this time his lips met hers in a feverish kiss that told her exactly how glad she'd just made him. Split lip be damned.

There was no time to react, no time to respond with nothing more than a strangled gasp. That one second of her life seemed to take forever to pass, and she didn't care if it never would. Watery wide eyes soon fluttered closed at the feel of his lips on hers, fingers sliding up his arms so as to curl within the material of his hoodie. Noni couldn't be sure if she was still on the ground, the weightlessness she felt making her chest swell, her feet tensing and forcing her onto tip toes. Once the initial shock of what she'd expressed, and what Alek was doing passed, she tasted a small droplet of copper. A noise was made against his mouth at the realization, but it seemed that the 'split lip be damned' though was shared by them both.

After waiting so long, Alek didn't want their kiss to end. Not now. But she had made a noise and it had been interpreted incorrectly. He knew he was bleeding, so he pulled away. One hand remained lost in her hair, cradling her head. The other dropped to rub over her scar--he knew she was self-conscious, but he loved every part of her. "Took you long enough," he said quietly.

There was a brief slice of time where she nearly fell backwards, but somehow, she was able to stop when the soles of her feet touched back down. Breaths were quick and shallow; like she'd just narrowly escaped death. Except during those countless times that she had, none of them had excited her, or made her feel more alive than this. Right here. One tiny hand balled into a fist and thudded weakly into his arm over and over again as her head lowered, and she swept the fingers of her other hand across her mouth. "I'm sorry.." for the blood, "I'm sorry.." that it took her so long to realize, "I'm so sorry.." for everything she put him through concerning it. Noni knew he had injuries on his torso, but she couldn't help resting her forehead against it, shaking her head as she repeated apology after apology.

"Shh," he quieted her, gently petting her hair. "Est? bien. Tengo ahora." Alek pulled away from her just slightly, suddenly mildly embarrassed. "Noni, maybe we should go for a walk or... go downstairs. If not, I'm about ten seconds away from locking the door and showing you just how much I've been needing you for the next few hours." He was never very tactful and was usually quite crass. He couldn't help it sometimes.

Her shoulders shook violently, but not in sobs, no. It was laughter. Unrestrained, mirth filled, sugary sweet and freshly broken through the pounds of barriers. For once, she didn't care. It felt natural to do so. And who better to be the first to see such a smile in three years than the one who kept her sane when she first cut that part of herself off?

"Shut up.."

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