Topic: Mother Superior [ Mature Warning ]

Nayun Takamine

Date: 2011-12-29 04:30 EST
"The bell tower?" Maria spoke with a hint of question in her voice. Her answer, in the form of a single nod, would be all the smaller girl gave in return. Nayun stood there in silence as she watched the Nun press a finger to thinned lips in thought. Would she not allow it? Nayun was no longer the Baroness of Old Temple - her requests could be denied without even a second thought to them. The young Adennian attempted her best to show no sign of these troubled thoughts; her face wearing the guise of that lack of emotion she had grown used to masking with.

".. Ah, yes.." The Nun spoke. Her lips curling into a caring sort of smile. "I do not see how it would hurt.. but, it is late. You wont be allowed to ring the bell. It was something you enjoyed doing, wasn't it?" Hint of a chuckle left those lips. Something hidden away by a well placed white-cuffed sleeve. Nayuns shoulders relaxed slightly then. Though her face spoke one thing, this small tell tale of body language could have been seen as another. Those same shoulders would find palms pressed to them, and soon enough the vision of Maria pushed forward in a lean. Closer and closer she came to Nayun. "I thought we had lost you.. but to see you return." The girl kept still. Feeling the older womans palm gently caress her cheek. "It's heartwarming.. that's what it is." Another palm took her other cheek. It lingered along with its twin for only a moment and soon released. "Now, come. The sights of Old Temple await you."

Step by step. How they felt so long. What usually took minutes felt like hours for Nayun. Step by step. Closer to the summit. Nayun could see that bell as she looked up. So close, yet felt so far away. The only sound between the two had been their own steps against creaking boards that made up those stairs. Another step taken, then a turn. They'd resume their climb up the bell tower. It was then that Maria spoke. "I'm still surprised you came back.. It is the Lords work." Nayun watched as the taller woman gave a nod of her head while the girl herself tucked in her lower lip.. but then footsteps stopped. "Why are you so quiet, child? Is there something on your mind?"

So close to the top. Why did she have to stop? Nayun stood there with that blank expression, one that Maria looked to in question. "... I wanted to see the church again.." The raven haired girl spoke in almost a whisper. "It leaves that effect, doesn't it? It is God calling back to you." The Nun said with a smile. That smile. How bright it was. Nayun could look to it and without a second thought know how true and genuine it was. The walk continued then, this time with Nayun keeping red eyes on those wooden steps.

"Here we are." Maria spoke with spread arms after taking that final step. They fell after Nayun took her own. Turning, the Nun looked to the smaller girl and gave her that bright, heartwarming smile once more. Nayun stood there beside the stairs; frozen.

".. Does your God.. really see everything?"

Nayun Takamine

Date: 2011-12-29 04:32 EST
Marias expression changed from happiness, to confusion, then finally back to that smiling happiness once more. Chuckle leaving her lips -- lips that were yet again hidden away by the sleeve of her habit. "He knows all and sees all, young Nayun.. He knows what is in the hearts of men. There is nothing you can hide from the Almighty." She'd turn. Looking through down at the district of Old Temple from their high perch. A sight of such beauty, of exquisite architecture design. Even at night, there was no denying this to her. Old Temple was something dear to Marias heart.

Perhaps it was why she didn't hear the light click that came from behind.. or the soft hiss that soon followed.

It would be then that Marias body lunched forward. Adenna steel pierced through her front, her own blood glistening and slowly dribbling from it. "... W..what..?" It was all she had time to say before Nayuns soft boot pressed to her back and gave its push. More blood graced the blade, but not from the original wound.. No - Maria had risen her hands to take hold of the weapon in shock, and it would be those palms that now wore the large gashes that followed when the razor-sharpness was pulled away. She crumpled, she fell. Her knees hit the ground in that instant while trembling, bleeding hands pressed to her wound. ".. B.. Baroness..?" Her startled expression turning to the girl who stood beside her.

". . . . ." Why was she not dead? Did her blade pierce the wrong spot? This was a problem when one had not killed before, these minor inconveniences could prove to be annoying. Not only that, but the look on Marias face caused the young girls heart to jump within her chest. The betrayal written all over her features.. Even Nayun could understand that expression. Her fingers loosened their grip on her blade, almost daring to drop it in that instant.. but she seized the weapon once more and held tightly to it.

".. You freak..." The Nun coughed out. Blood spitting out from between her lips before they curled back to expose gritting teeth. ".. That is what you are, you know that?!"

Silence. It was almost robotic - the way the next set of actions took place. Nayun quickly rose her blade. The metal of her left meeting under her right, the force of the jerking rise causing blood to fling from the steel itself and stain the bell behind her. Red eyes watched the kneeling woman. The way she sneered, the way she trembled at the face of death. She was scared - wasn't she? Scared, yet angry. "S.. stop.. Wait..!" The sneer left. It was panic that Nayun would now see - but words would not delay her. That blade fell fast, hard, and with the precision it lacked from its first assault against the woman. It cleaved through her skull and set itself within her neck.. and then, Nayun would twist the blade. That bone crunching, skin tearing, blood oozing squelch of sound followed.

Another twist, allowing that razors edge to face down once more.. and she'd pull back. Left hand passing through the split of her kimono to pull free a cloth hidden away at her chest. Nayun folded the white fabric against her blade and gave a single, slow wipe; gathering the blood from the steel before moving to set it back into place within its saya. Her brows furrowed and eyes set themselves on the sight of the blood soaked cloth.. and then the split head figure of Maria before her.

Nayun Takamine

Date: 2011-12-29 04:34 EST
It is a contract from Rhy'Din.

She'd turn and slowly begin her decent down the stairs.

The target. You say you know her?
I know her, sister..

Slow, yet steady boot steps led her down the rows upon rows of old wooden pews.

Child trafficking.

Exiting through the large doors of the church. Step by step, brought her to the quiet night streets of Old Temple.

Orphans.

The final step to her mission. The large envelope she held within her right hand. The girl looked to it, but had no understanding of what was inside. All she knew was that the addressed receiver would be the Watch. Her sister had only told her to send the letter. She questioned it.. the wanting, the longing to look inside - to know what exactly was hidden from her eyes. But, she could not..

Do not look. Only send.

So, with the closing of her eyes, she'd press it to the slit. There was a pause. Pinched fingers held onto the package. "... Hn.." Leaving Nayuns lips. Finally, with a taken breath, she'd push it through and turned with haste to walk away. Her night here in Rhy'Din as over. It was time to return home.

~ Adenna ~

There Nayun lay. Freshly showered and within the warmth of a white rope. Resting in the guest room of The Sunrise Overlook. Dyarhk, gone, no longer had a need for this residence. The same with Corea and the elder daughter, Marissa. With the both of them safely housed under her caretakers roof.. that meant there had been no one left to watch over this house. So, it came to Nayun. A girl who had dreamed of her own room, gained a house to look after instead.

".. She looked to strange.. with her head split like that.." Said as she rose her right hand and looked to the palm. The same hand that had guided her to her missions victory. ".. I am.. a woman now.." That palm came to lower itself over her face. Eyes peering out between spread fingers. It was like as if she wore a mask. "... Why.. why is my heart beating like this.." Tha-thump.. tha-thump.. Just thinking about it. The way she pierced her flesh.. the way she split her skull apart. Why was it so.. Saddening?

"She did something unforgivable.. she deserved to die.."

Nayuns body began to twist then. Setting itself on its right side. Her knees gathering up slowly, pressing close to her chest. "... She deserved to die.." The images flashing in her mind. The womans expressions.. That trusting smile, that laugh, the way she looked the moment she realized she would die. It all ran through her thoughts.

".. She deserved.. to die.."

There would be no sleep for Nayun that night.

Nayun Takamine

Date: 2011-12-30 11:03 EST
Reflection

"... Haa--aa.." That shaken exhale flowing from between parted lips.

It was over.
It was over.

She kept telling herself this. Her heart felt like it was about to jump from her chest with the way it beat so heavily, so rapidly. The figure of the life she took. It was right in front of her. Crumpled over with steady stream of crimson liquid spilling forth from it's split skull. No -- not an it.. it had a name; Maria. The girls lips pressed to one another while she gave a hard swallow.

The woman looked like.. like.. It was hard to describe, it was hard to explain. Nayun didn't know what she looked like. A corpse? A body without life? No.. a person. She could see the images of Maria within her thoughts. That smile, the way she helped her in the kitchen while cooking dinner. The way her face lit up when she tasted one of Nayuns dished for the first time. How they'd feed the doves together, how Maria'd tell stories of her God, and how willing she was so willing to listen.

And now? She was gone. Just a heap of flesh and bone. Nothing more.

".. Haa...nn.." She caught her breath in a bit of a gasp. Her chest heaving now. What was wrong..? Why was she feeling this way? It was easy, the act of killing. It was like the many animals she had hunted back in Adenna. They'd look to her, knowing their breath would be their last.. but this - why was it so different?

Dull yourself to the world, Nayun.
The pain will go away, Nayun.
Do what mother taught you, Nayun.

Become your blade, Nayun.

I'm steel.
I'm a weapon.
I'm a tool.

Her trembling hand rose up and pressed to her cheek. Something wet felt against her finger tips. She'd brush it along her flesh, causing a streak of liquid created from those tears. ".. Why.."

"Remember her face, Nayun. Remember the look. It will stay with you forever."

"I wish I could help you, kid.. but this is something you have to do alone. If Dyarhk was still here.. He'd probably tell you to do your best.. But also to not forget.. the person might have done something wrong, but they are still a person.. Remember that, okay?"

Become your blade.
Become your blade.
Become your blade.

"They are still a person."

Maybe that was why, before she left, the body of Maria had been laid out. Hands clasping one another in prayer. Split face hidden away by the same cloth that had been used to gather blood away from steel. Nayun kneeled there before the body. One last item held within her hand. That golden cross Maria had gifted her only a month before. She squeezed it to her palm and held her breath, but finally lowered it to rest the item close to the womans stilled heart.

Nayun Takamine

Date: 2011-12-30 11:07 EST
Nayuns eyes flashed open.

Sleep had taken her at last, but she didn't know for how long. However long it was - her body still felt drained, still felt tired. She didn't want to move, she didn't want to rise from the softness of that bed. Red eyes instead peered to the window of the Sunrise Overlook. Nostrils flared to take in a breath, followed by the soft gulp of a swallow. Get up, she told herself. Get up. Move. It continued - and would repeat within her mind till she finally stood up and slipped legs from the edge of the bed.

".. She deserved to die.."

Slow steps took her forward to the window. Hands reaching out to grasp at curtains. With a quick push at both, she'd be allowed the sight of Adenna. ".. She deserved to die." Forehead found the morning chill of the glass window. Her eyes closing to the touch. ".. Goodbye, Maria.."

The scene changed then. Her morning feeling as if she were drifting through a dream. Even in this new home, she knew enough of it without putting much thought to her actions. It would not be long before she left through the door and found herself walking the streets of Adenna, and it wouldn't be long before she found herself accompanied by a taller girl.

"Nayun..! Did you come to walk me to Fathers shop?"

Nayun stood there. Her eyes peering up at the smiling face of Dawn. "... Yes."

A smiling face that grew brighter at her one word. The raven haired girl took in a calming breath before slowly nodding. "Come. You should not keep him waiting." Turning before even finishing her sentence to begin walking down the street. "Hm!" Dawn exclaimed, an excited tone to her voice as she gave a nod of her own.

"Would it be alright if I came and watched your lessons today? I'll bring lunch."
"Do as you wish.." .. but then Nayun continued.".. I would appreciate it."

At least now, in this moment - she felt at ease.