".. I do not know what to do.. The Lilith," Nayun bowed her head some as she spoke of the name. Eyes to her lap. "She, to go against her wishes in such a way.." Her mind had been attempting to wrap around the subject. She paused, her body tensing up as she thought.. and then, her head rose. "I am the Queen of Settesh.. though in name only. The orders I follow are of the Queen of Adenna, my sister -- Nayon Dagger Sasc.."
Nayun swallowed back. She sat up more straight and nodded her head. "Miss Lamix. Accept my body," She spoke in a matter of fact sort of way. Her voice, monotone as most normal. Her eyes held authority.
"and I will become your woman. Not for this night, but for how long you wish to have me. You have feelings for me.. much like I have feelings for Miss Candy." She gripped at her kimono. "Is this true?"
".......Yes." Lamix whispers, her eyes closing. "....Yes, this is true. I ...I have feelings for you. " She spoke, her fingers gently pushing to her chin. " ....but...what..what of Nima, Nayun? What then...? " She asks as she takes a firm swallow. If she did this. If she tasted of this sweet fruit. Nima would know. As soon as she laid eyes on her. And yet. She wanted to do this. Nayun would become a woman like Seirichi. And there would be dangers to this. She was saving her. Wasn't she?
"The Ninth Lilith has many consorts." Nayuns chin lifted more. "I have not asked for much.. I was told I would be allowed favors should I do what I am told during my time in the desert region of Settesh.. I will ask that you becoming my own consort be one of these favors. The Eighth was the one to allow me these conditions. This dojo was my first.. Miss Lamix, you will be my second."
"Following orders is all I know, Miss Lamix.. But, even if rarely, I would like to issue orders."
"Should the Ninth find issue with this.. I will bring it up with her mother. Miss Nima may have the position, but even I know the true power of Liltu still remains with the Eighth."
Lamix took in a deep breath, her lips curled into a slight smile. She tightened her lips. She was right there in front of her. So, why wasn't she reaching out? Why wasn't she taking her? Swallowing back at this point, she looked back towards Nayun. She wanted her for her consort. She didn't know what this would bring for herself. For all of them. She remembered Mia's words then, that night at the bridge. An' you got it pretty good too. 'Cause incase you ain't know...you still got the b@*#$iest girl in Adenna waitin' ova' there ready to fight tooth an' nail for that @$$ if she had to. ...did Nayun wish to fight for her too? Did she care? Or did she want to use her for the relief she could end her torture with? " ...Nayun....if this..." She tightens her lips some. "....right now?" She inquires.
"I..," Nayun stilled her words. An unsure expression crossed her features. "I apologize, my dear.. But, I am confused by your words." Yes. She had said my dear. It was a shift from the normal Miss Lamix that she spoke oh so often when referring to the other. An added bit of authority, along with a formal tone to it. "What do you mean?"
Lamix tightened her lips some. It sounded just like Nayun, too. Having it like this. She recalled the song that she made for her. She recalled what Nima had done. Was willing to do. She closed both eyes. It was in her grasp. It was so...so close she could taste it. Taste Nayun on the tip of her tongue. " ....Nayun. We...I can't do this. " She speaks gently. " I want to...but I can't. Not right now. I can't claim you just yet. " She took her hand. " ....you remember what happened with Seirichi and Mia. " She spoke, to put it more into perspective. " ...It was something that happened behind her back. ...Nima....is not going to be happy. With either of us. You already know this, too. But, at least she'll know my intentions. I need to tell her straight up. " And, she needed to process everything currently happening around her at once, too. "....Can you do that for me?"
"So.. you are saying," The fabric of her kimono lifted. Once more covering her shoulders. She clutched, wrapping the warmth about her body. "That you will be speaking to Miss Nima of this."
Nayun's face turned to an expression of thought. "I will need to speak with my Sister then.. But," She turned her attention back to Lamix. "I want to know, from your mouth, your decision.. What do you want to become of this situation? Between us?"
"...I'd like to.....I ....I want to be your consort. " Lamix confesses. "...And yet I'm afraid of breaking Nima's heart, too. She's....she's been annoying, yeah....but ever since we've met, she's ....done everything she could to help me. I....I feel as If I'm betraying her somehow. That's why I can't just do this. Not like this, so far away from her. I need to be certain I can be your consort. That I can look her in the eyes and say that I'm going to be with you from here on out. " She looks to her. "...does. ...that make sense?"
Nayun turned as Lamix spoke. Her body inching toward the small table beside the wall. A piece of paper grasped upon to, and soon enough a writing tool. Nayun kept silent, even after Lamix had asked her that question. It would be a minute before the sound of folding paper came, and then she would turn.
"My dear, it is your choice.. I have said that you will be my consort, so I will view it as that until your mind is changed." She held out the folded parchment toward Lamix. "Show this to Floe, it is my consent that you be allowed to use the portal ways between here and Liltu.. Speak with the Ninth."
"I.. am not good at this.." She had recalled what she was taught during her stay in Settesh. If and when Lamix took the letter, that would be when Nayun reached to take her hand. Her knees allowing her to inch closer so that she could brush her lips against the others cheek.
"I will wait,--"
".. Nayun-sensei?" A voice called out from behind the door. It was the one that belonged to Saito Mio, a student of the dojo.
Nayun straightened up and spoke out. "What is it?"
"It's 4 AM, are you ready for your run?" Saito answered from behind the door.
Nayun looked to Lamix. ".. I overslept. Return in thirty minutes." She stilled her words then.
".. Understood." Came, and soon enough the sound of footsteps moving away.
"I will wait for you.. but, do not keep me waiting for long." Nayun finished what she had wanted to say.
"...But not too long. " Lamix murmured. " ....No. " She spoke with a soft smile. " ...I don't think you'll need to wait too long at all. " Assured the teen with a gentle smile.
"Hm..," Nayun nodded her head, then rose. "I will be changing now.. I've kept you up for far too long. So -- please, get some sleep. I will have Saito bring your meal later." She turned and pressed a hand to the door she locked some time ago. Slowly, the soft click sounded before she slid it open.
"Rest well.. my dear," She lingered only for a second after her words, then moved to leave the room. The door sliding closed behind her.
"............Goodbye...my...." And then came the sliding door. Lamix breathed. "...my dear... " She spoke softly, long after the door had closed. Her eyes shut. And her fingers lifted upwards into her hair. She leaned over, and bent over as her toes curled. She swallowed, keeping her parchment close to her figure as she gazed to the wall. "....Seirichi. What...would you have done..." She murmured helplessly.
(( Taken from Live RP ))