Topic: "Begin at the beginning..."

FinMack

Date: 2015-05-20 01:27 EST
January 9th, 2015

Normally, Fin enjoyed the winter because it was a time of peaceful evenings spent by a fire, enjoying warm food (when it was available) and good company. At least, that was how he grew up. That notion changed drastically once he left Kintail, Scotland and was taken to a place that had no winter. Only the unrelenting heat and despair that had engulfed him for nearly a decade. Now he was back in a place that had real seasons again and that had his spirits lifting despite the surroundings. Rather than go to the Red Dragon, he was slowly but surely exploring more of this neighborhood where he worked and sometimes lived.

The clientele wasn't well off. Bunch of working stiffs that spent what little coin they had here to get warm and forget how crappy their lives were for a few hours, pretend they had another life or were another person. Beer and women were aplenty though the former was weak and the latter was well used but Fin hadn't really come for either. He was just sitting at the bar, listening. Getting a feel for the pulse of West End and the other types of people that lived here. The bartender had given him the side eye until he gave over good coin for his ale and then he was mostly ignored. A few regulars looked at him warily but Fin just nodded and kept himself to himself until he got his bearings.

Just like the rest of RhyDin, the people here were a very strange mix of old and new. West End was on the border between Old RhyDin and the other part where the nexus brought people from other times and worlds. Though he'd stumbled into it accidentally, it was perhaps the best place for Fin to be because at least there were things familiar to him that helped him to feel comfortable while trying to figure out everything else. Even wary locals and weak ale made him feel a little more at home, a little more comfortable as he surveyed the men and women, young and old, modern and antiquated.

Ketch was waiting. It was something he did often these days: waiting on, waiting for, waiting 'til. By dint of his own history, he knew it to be a passing phase, and so his patience was well stoked and further aided by the bottle of beer he sipped from occasionally. Next to him on the bar sat a small brown gift bag with a confectioner's label blazoned on the front; whether or not the contents of the bag would be a sweet surprise was a matter of relativity, but he suspected it would be well-received at the least.

It was habit the way his gaze passed over the crowd at regular intervals, a system of surveillance so innate that he hardly even noticed the movement anymore. Mind working through a system of calculations and blithe, blank-faced assessment that weighed the perceived capability of each body in his immediate radius: the one in the crewneck tee would fold easily, the older gentleman in rumpled shirtsleeves was a scrapper who'd put up a good fight, the blonde in the dress two yards past decent...well..she was no human at all, and it was a tactician's scrutiny rather than desire that kept his attention on her the longest. It made the time pass faster, at least. Fin's appearance was noted during one of those sweeps, although he refrained from an immediate greeting. It was odd, sometimes, catching someone out of context and in unfamiliar surroundings, and the last time Ketch had seen the man, Fin had appeared angry or distraught--Ketch hadn't had enough time to gauge which before he and Antonia vanished.

Instead, he waited until a wizened man appeared from the back hall and hobbled up to the bar next to him. Ketch turned away, studied the TV playing old sports reels with sudden interest and waited two beats before turning back to ensure the package was gone.

It was then that he angled his body forward slightly over the bar, out from behind the shadow of a tall fellow that was spewing cigar smoke between uttering broken syllables into a cellphone until he found Fin's profile. Ketch muttered to the bartender who produced a bottle of whiskey and a shot glass that he filled and set in front of Ketch. Ketch promptly sent it sailing down the bar in Fin's direction, past the cigar-smoker, the shady blonde and a host of other stiffs looking to get laid or get numb. Maybe both. It was less about the liquor (which was a shitty well brand) and more about a greeting with a touchstone of familiarity, since he had offered the man a shot previously. Ketch was not infallible with his aim, but he felt pretty sure that the glass would stall somewhere in Fin's vicinity, and should Fin happen to look, either out of curiosity or irritation, he would find Ketch with a devil's smile that was all sun-warmed western-world charm.

Fin wasn't waiting for anything in particular, just...soaking in the people and the place. Letting it all wash over him without influencing anything with his presence. Once the regulars figured out that he wasn't going to start anything and was going to sit quietly with his ale, they went back to ignoring him. For his own part, he completely missed the presence of Ketch in there but then, the man was trying to be missed and so did a good job of it, sort of hidden behind someone taller than himself. Fin's attention was elsewhere, idly glancing to his left as the bartender chatted and laughed with an older gentleman missing some teeth but the noise of the shot glass scraping over the bar top did draw his focus. And the attention of everyone it slid past, surprising them. It stopped a few inches before Fin but that stool was empty so...could it be for him? Brows rose and he glanced up, blue eyes trying to fix upon the point or person of origin.

There he saw Ketch leaning forward, smiling right at him. Fin even looked behind him to make sure there was no mistake; his memory was on the shitty side and so it took him a moment to realize that the man seemed...familiar. Like he'd seen the face before. Brows puckered and his head canted to one side in confusion before the truth slowly dawned on him. He had seen the man at the inn, albeit briefly. Expression smoothed out into a smile and the shot glass was pulled closer, gesturing for the man to come closer, join him at the bar and share a drink with him.

Ketch had an excellent memory, which was a gift or curse depending on the situation, but had proved useful more than once in the labyrinth of alleys that veined the city. He watched the vague recognition dawn on Fin and iron his expression into something more welcoming, and since Ketch had no game plan beyond making sure the gift bag had gotten into the proper hands, it was easy enough to vacate his position and relocate alongside Fin, offering a placating shrug to those whose drinking had been disturbed by the traveling shot glass. He signaled the bartender for another glass and passed a small wad of bills over to him so he'd go ahead and leave the whiskey bottle as well. Even if Ketch had no intentions of drinking it dry, he'd rather not have to continually wait on the bartender for a refill. He spun the glass once on the counter, watching the way the liquid was jostled within before he angled slightly towards Fin, "You look a damn sight better than the last time I saw you." Instead of offering his hand for a shake, he tipped the rim of his glass in Fin's direction instead. "I'm Ketch. Fin, right? I gathered this by verbal pummeling Antonia dealt me for what she felt was a suggestion on my part about her bruises." The woman had upbraided Ketch in a way he hadn't known since he'd been a kid outrunning his mother's switch, and the memory twitched a brief grin that was erased by the astringent burn of whiskey as he tossed it back.

Delighted to see that the man was coming to join him, Fin waited patiently while the other man got comfortable and signaled the bartender for another glass. Brows rose a bit when he saw the amount of money being passed over, figured it was for the bottle, but just smiled gratefully. Who was he to turn down a free drink?

Unable to remember when he last saw Ketch and why Fin might have not looked so hot, the Scot just shrugged a little and took it as a compliment. "I thank ye for it." Couldn't remember the man's name and was eternally grateful that he thought to offer it up first, before things got awkward. But after that first shot was thrown back, the edge of his woolen cloak was flipped back so that he could offer a hand to shake. "Finlay Mackenzie, it be a pleasure to meet ye," his Scottish accent rolling out unmistakably, but not so thick it was difficult to understand. The name was still knocking around for a split second longer but it all fell into place when he mentioned Antonia. His eyes lit up and his smile widened. "Oh! Ye be Antonia's friend, Ketch!" Hey, give the Scot a prize! "I forgo' tha' we had seen each other before, at the Inn. But please do no' take tha' personally as I have a shite memory," grinning warmly as he poured them a second round of shots.

His glass was lifted and he tapped it to Ketch's. "To m'wee angel," toasting Antonia since she was the reason they knew each other and then it went down the hatch.

Spotting Fin's look, Ketch slid the bottle to the side a bit so that it sat more evenly between them, a silent offering for the man to take as he pleased. Fin's mannerisms had a certain warmth to them that put Ketch more at ease in surroundings that usually kept him edged in tension. The softening line of Ketch's shoulders and the resulting slump of relaxation was something he hadn't felt often since his return to the city and, inexplicably, he felt a momentary flicker of guilt over it.

"A proper Scottish name," Ketch returned, taking the man's hand in a brief, but solid grip-- no pumping action:that was for businessmen and ladies trying to shake like a man. There'd been a time when Ketch would've judged a person by such a thing, but experience had taught him that it was unpredictable at best, that liars and saints too often both shook the same way. Ketch chuckled at Fin's admission to having a shite memory and curled the second shot within his hand. "Friend," he repeated with a slight scoff. "I imagine she'd probably disagree, but she's good with cars and can be sort of...uh......" what was the word? He was clearly choosing carefully, "..refreshing..when she's not hurling insults in my direction." Suffice it to say, those moments had been few and far between. "Apparently I say the wrong thing a lot, at least to her mind. Usually sounds like normal conversation in my head." Ketch didn't appear particularly disgruntled by this, though; his smile was still fully greased and more so as he lifted his glass in preparation to toast Fin. The words that followed, however, lifted such a raucous laughter that several of the nearby patrons turned their heads and glowered in the duo's direction. Clearly joviality was not the norm in this bar. Ketch quieted and peered at Fin, thinking maybe that wasn't a joke after all. "You must know the right things to say. To your wee angel, then, with the mouth of a demon." How was that for a compromise?

Fin was just Fin - he tended to treat everyone the same way unless prompted otherwise by their behavior. He genuinely liked people, liked to get to know them and interact with them. He also didn't try any pump action in that handshake - that wasn't a thing in 18th century Scotland. Just a firm grip and then he released because there was whiskey to drink.

There was affection blatant in his expression as they spoke of Antonia, not minding at all that Ketch didn't have quite the same view of the woman. Few did because that was how Antonia wanted it but Fin knew this and wasn't offended when others didn't think of her in a squishy way. "I be certain she would disagree, as well. The woman be contrary for its own sake," lips twitching with humor. "But wha' I have learned is no' to pay so much attention to wha' be comin' out o' her mouth. Ye can judge the woman more on wha' she does for others." Antonia would definitely disagree with what he just said but again, she didn't want others thinking she was nice. Fin knew better. "She migh' hurl insults at ye but she continues to help ye wit' yer car. She keeps spendin' time wit' ye. Those be the things tha' count wit' her." He paused and his grin widened. "But, eh...do no' tell her I said all tha', aye?"

Ketch's laughter made him grin, not insulted at all but no, he also wasn't joking. He felt the eyes on them but paid them no mind, keeping his focus on Ketch. "Aye, the mouth of a demon,? chuckling lightly. ?So where are ye from? Ketch be an interestin' name, I canno' place it as ye can m?own."

Ketch listened with consideration to Fin's assessment of Antonia and nodded a couple of times. He was thinking back on their few encounters, the harsh invectives followed by an occasional comment that cut through the insults with the ring of genuinely helpful intention. Antonia had followed up a gruff departure from a shady car lot by depositing a handful of auto books in his mail slot at the Red Dragon. So there was that. And previously she'd helped him fix his car; of course in a move that vexed him to no end, she wouldn't share the secret of exactly what she'd done, and he hadn't entirely given up on figuring it out on his own, though he'd had no luck so far. "You may be a little biased, but you're probably mostly right. Remains to be seen, I guess. We..." Ketch stalled out again around his wording, hesitating for a moment before picking up his train of thought, "..we have similar lines of work, so sometimes that immediately raises the hackles, you know?" This was true on both counts: Ketch was as guilty of being brusque and reticent as she was, so he could hardly fault the woman for her attitude. It was a protective measure he understood.

When Fin turned the conversation in a new direction, Ketch perked a bit, not in the least opposed to sharing his roots, though they seemed to grow farther away with each passing day in the city. "I don't think my name has much root in my heritage. I'm...not exactly sure how my mom even came across it. I grew up in the West. Of the United States," he clarified. "In a place called Arizona. Lots of red and orange, lots of dust. Some Reservations. Have you been in RhyDin long?"

He had a general idea of the push and pull between Ketch and Antonia, based on what the lass told him after the encounters, but he could tell that she didn't hate Ketch. Brows rose to hear they had similar lines of work and, being that he knew what Antonia did for a living, some questions sprang to his lips but he kept them to himself here and now because they had so many ears surrounding them. "Well, the lass does have her hackles, I will grant ye tha', but she be worth the time o' gettin' past them." Ketch got clapped gently on the shoulder. "As I be certain ye are, as well." Grin! Since they were having a drink together and talking, Ketch was already in Fin's 'friend' category.

His hand fell away and Fin poured them another round though he just sipped at this one while listening to Ketch start on his biography. Considering they had similar lines of work, Ketch was much more open and easier to talk to than Antonia was for most people but Fin was glad about that, didn't feel so much like he was prying. He got a little lost with talk of the United States but at least he knew what it was now. "Wha' be a Reservation?" asked with a puckered brow. "Oh, I been in RhyDin...eh, a few months. It was summer when I arrived, I remember it was warm enough to be sleepin' in the streets as I was. But it no' be the first time I ha' been here. The other was....well, the one I remember was a verra long time ago. But then I left for another place where I...was for a long time." It wasn't that he was being purposefully obtuse but there were many things he honestly couldn't remember. Such as the name of the land where he lived with Stefin, if it was part of RhyDin or some other place altogether, as Scotland and the United States were to this tavern. He just gave a crooked smile and shrugged his shoulders in a little apology. "But I do no' think there be a way for me to go back home so...I be here for as long as it will have me. Wha' about yerself? D'ye plan on stayin' for the long term? Have ye been workin' here as ye did back in yer home?"

Fin was quite the bucket of camaraderie, especially to a man like Ketch who went entire weeks without uttering much more than monosyllabic grunts and one-word directives to people who operated much the same. It was its own spartan language, really. His instinct was always to be suspicious of others' goodwill, and yet in Fin he read it as genuine; it was such a departure from Antonia's burrs that Ketch could immediately understand the magnetic pull that she and Fin would exert on each other. Ketch had spent his fair share of time in the gore-ridden shadows of back alleys, but he was not without some sense of decorum, and a keen ability to compartmentalize made it relatively easy for him to settle into more mundane turns of conversation. He squinted sidelong at Fin. "You're kind of the optimist sort, aren't you?" This was not spoken disparagingly, but with actual curiosity.

New round poured, Ketch spun his glass idly on the counter, also slowing his pace while he thought about how to explain a Reservation. "It's like a consolation prize. A little apology made for the land that was taken from Indian tribes. See, what we call Indians are not actually Indians. They're Native Americans. The Europeans that crossed the sea fucked it up and thought they'd landed in India. But even after they realized their mistake, the name stuck." And....he'd derailed right off the track of conversation into history. He stopped himself, took a drink and restarted. "Anyway, the governing body that set up the new country gave the natives some space and sovereignty of their own as a completely inept apology, basically, for taking over. So I was born on one of those. My mom is Din? or Navajo,? this would all probably go right over Fin?s head. ?But my dad was a traveling missionary bringing the 'word of God' to the 'savages.'" Cue copious air quotes. History: by Ketch Creeley. Take it with a grain of salt and a shot of whiskey. "Anyway, that's all past tense. I came here ten-odd years ago and then left. Found my way back here again. Not sure why, exactly, but I'll go with it for awhile and see what's left here for me, if anything." That was not to say he was unsure of how he'd arrived here. That part had been of his own volition; he just wasn't entirely decided on the motivation behind it. Fin's answers were far from transparent, but Ketch was not one to pry initially and just went with it, though he did have to ask, "How'd you find your way back?" So many had stories of falling out of the sky or randomly waking up in the realm. "Did lightning strike twice?"

It was true that Fin had a sort of boyish enthusiasm about him at times, usually a friendly smile on his face and a general concern for those around him. But he, too, had seen his share of back alley gore and the depraved, soulless monsters that made those kinds of things possible. It was sheltered inside him, compartmentalized as he tried desperately to move forward. Ketch's question caused his smile to falter a little at the edges and his gaze became...pensive and then sad. Blue eyes cut away from Ketch to stare down at his drink a moment, shrugging his shoulders in a minute gesture. "I do no' know wha' I be," his tone sounding world-weary for a moment before he was distracted by the history lesson.

Brows furrowed as he tried to follow along but there were a lot of things in there that sailed right over his blonde little head. He didn't know where India was but maybe he'd explore the map again. Some days he was really, really tired of feeling like an idiot, but some things did translate and he grunted, nodding his head. "Sounds much how the bloody Sassenachs treated us," he muttered, throwing the rest of his shot back and then pouring himself another. Offered to top off Ketch, while he was at it. "Yer mum was one o' these natives?" His glass clinked against Ketch's. "I be certain she was a good woman. To her," giving another impromptu toast before throwing that shot back, as well.

"Well now...the second time I got here, I was lookin' for it, the Nexus that migh' bring me back. But...eh, well I stumbled upon it accidentally, by the by. M'mind was...hazy at the time, I canno' remember everythin' but I knew when I changed over. Everythin' felt different, the air was...different," not knowing how else to describe it. "But I was happy to have found it. It no' be home but...it no' be where I was before, either." And that was a good thing.

"Ah well, we're 75% water anyway, right?...fluid states, constantly changing." It might have been an attempt to perk Fin from his momentary drift into weary thoughtfulness, or it might have been a reminder to himself. Either way, the philosophical detour was abandoned when Fin started asking questions again.

He stalled as it occurred to him that he might have forgotten an important query to be appended to the circumstances of Fin's origin. The sharp points of blue eyes narrowed speculatively upon the man. "When are you from?" The way Fin was asking questions suggested that there might well be a gulf of time separating them. He paused to give an affirmative nod regarding his mom's native status as he swallowed another shot.

And though Fin's explanation of his second arrival sounded more like a dreamscape, when the man mentioned the difference in air, Ketch gave another nod in accordance, knowing exactly what he meant. Somewhere between the burn tickling the back of his throat from that last shot and a fist knuckled against the beginnings of bleariness in his eyes, Ketch got an idea. "When's the last time you went to the public library here?" Ketch didn't look like the kind of guy that'd haunt libraries on a regular basis, so there was probably some other draw. "There's this librarian there that lets me into the archives where they have this machine that," he cut himself off again. "It's hard to explain. Better if you just see it." Granted, Ketch had only seen it in passing on the way to the darker corners of the archives, fiddled with it on occasion, but the librarian was fascinated by it, always talking about it excitedly until Ketch found the place where the hem of her skirt kissed the tops of her thighs and she went quiet.

The philosophical bint in the conversation went completely over his head so it was best left alone or else Ketch was going to have to start drawing diagrams for Fin. The next question had him straighten and give a crooked smile. "I was born in the year of our Lord 1715." That always seemed to shock the hell out of people for some strange reason, even though there were talking animals that frequented the Inn on a regular basis and people throwing magic around left and right.

The second arrival in RhyDin had been somewhere between dreamscape and nightmare but that pretty well summed up the past third of his life. It wasn't exactly a secret but Fin didn't really volunteer much information on that subject unless pointedly asked. He grinned and perked at the mention of the library. "I have no' been to the library yet but I want to go. I be much better at readin', now. Been workin' hard at it," a little bit of pride conveyed in his carriage. That Hooked on Phonics was no joke! His head canted at the mention of a machine but he was ready to go. Poured another shot, downed it fast and rose to his feet. "Let us go an' see it!" Ketch got a clap to his shoulder while Fin stood with an eager grin, ready to have an adventure. "D'ye go to the library often? Are ye friends wit' the librarian?" The other man seemed pretty confident he could get them both in to see it.

Ketch's grin cracked wide open when Fin mentioned the year 1715. "Jesus, man, you could probably school me in a few things. We've got at least a couple hundred years between us." It had been a very long time since Ketch had met someone from a different era altogether, so he was reciprocally intrigued. Somehow in a realm of living mythical creatures and talking cats, it was the guy from antiquated times that stuck out like a sore thumb. There was irony somewhere in that. "Boy, I'll bet Antonia has taught you a few things." He imagined it might be somewhat disconcerting to encounter the level of technology the realm came with. After all, there were plenty of things that went right over Ketch's head as it was.

He made a sheepish, twisted sort of grimace that bespoke humility and shook his head. "Unless ye harbor a desire to become a blacksmith, I do no' think I could tell ye much tha' ye do no' already know. When I came here, I would ha' been lost if no' for Dair an' a few others, Antonia, as well. She has shown me how t'work m'telephone an' I no' be as uncomfortable in vehicles now." They still gave him a bit of motion sickness but it was a much easier way to travel than walking all the time, he had to admit that much at least. "The...eh, television be a strange beastie," making a face because he was still trying to master the art of working the remote control. "Sometimes it all seems a dream or magic o' some sort," shrugging one shoulder. Made him feel lost and out of place on bad days.

Another lengthy study followed Fin's mention of working at reading, but Ketch made no comment, just rose from his stool, shoulder bumping against the descent of the man's hand to his shoulder with a resounding smack that had him chuff a laugh as he moved towards the door, assuming Fin would be right on his tail. "We'll catch a cab. 'Cause I ain't walking and I left my car behind." Outside, the frigid air bit against exposed skin, and Ketch was quick to hail a cab before shoving his hands in his pockets and turning back to Fin with a slightly smug smirk compliments of the alcohol. "I don't go often anymore, but I used to. One of the librarians, yes, we are...or were...friends in a manner of speaking." Ketch had no idea how'd she'd react to his return, but was willing to chance it. He opened the door as the cab slowed to a creep and gestured Fin inside.

Ketch Creeley

Date: 2015-05-20 01:42 EST
They both rose and moved out the door, Fin making a bit of a face at the cab. He had learned that those people were...herky-jerky drivers. The swerving made him feel extra queasy but...he swallowed and nodded, climbing in to go find this library. The lure of this mysterious machine seemed like it was worth it though Fin was tense while he sat inside, eyes closed. Just waiting for it to be over.

Ketch's heritage showed in the strong line of his nose, the pitch darkness of his hair and the burnished tinge of his skin that suggested the umber of arid desert lands. His eyes were the aberration: a clean, clear blue that must have been his father's strongest offering to the gene pool and, if asked, Ketch would say they were the only kindness his father had unwittingly extended.

"I don't watch tv much anymore," Ketch said as he slid in beside Fin and pulled the door shut behind him. "Never seem to find the time. 'Sides, there's enough fiction and soap opera happening right outside the window on any given day." He leaned in to confer with the driver briefly. True to stereotype, the driver peeled out and roved all over the lanes, cut and wove in and out of traffic and punctuated it all with sharp and sudden braking. Ketch had been about to speak when he looked over and saw Fin's expression and closed eyes. He leaned in again towards the driver, clapping a hand solidly on the man's shoulder, startling him such that the car careened reflexively and Ketch had to brace a palm against the seat to keep from colliding with Fin. "No hurry, fella. We'd like to see scenery rather than streaks of color. Bonus points if you pick a lane and stick with it." Ketch's tone was friendly but firm. The driver grumbled though slowed significantly and moved into the right hand lane, keeping to a pace that seemed to cause him endless frustration and bore out as occasional heavily-huffed sighs. Ketch only grinned, looking across his shoulder to Fin, and made an attempt to distract the man by circling back to a former point of interest. "What kinds of things do you make?" Outside the window, the scenery crawled by at a more manageable pace. They'd be at the library within a few moments.

Both men slid into the cab and it took off with Fin taking up his defensive position. Sometimes it helped if he didn't watch the cityscape go sliding by because it reduced the feeling of moving magically through time and space. Didn't matter how many times Dair explained it to him, Fin just...he couldn't help how he felt in his gut. "The television be a strange thing," he muttered for the second time, distracted with the vibrations of the beastie in which he currently traveled. The swerving from the driver just made him feel ill, one hand clutching the door handle tightly, knuckles turning white. The last one made him brush against the door and he swallowed hard around a tight lump.

He heard Ketch's words and felt the car slow though he wasn't sure which was better - slow and easy, or to just get it over with as quickly as possible? Taking a deep breath, he cracked his eyes open to look at Ketch, who was smiling at him. The tension he assumed inside of vehicles must seem an amusing sight, to be afraid of them like that; even small children around here knew more than he did, could handle a car ride better than him, a grown man. Luckily for the both of them, Fin didn't have a problem with overbearing pride and didn't mind digs in his general direction. He managed to keep his eyes open while answering the other man but hands still gripped the edge of the seat firmly.

"Oh, the usual sorts o' things. Do a bit o' ferrien' on the side. To shoe horses," in case Ketch didn't already know that. "Mendin' o' pots an' things. Swords, some light armor though no' many 'round here wear tha' sort o' thing now. I be makin' a weapon for Antonia, goin' to show her how t'use it. I ha' no' sparred in some time so it will be a learnin' process for the both of us," flashing a small smile, his gaze flicking to the window for a split second before he tore it away, back to Ketch. "I have no' fough' in some time, no? as I was raised to do. No' many here fight wit' those types o' weapons anymore." The nervous babbling portion of the evening was in full swing! " ?Haps when Dair comes back we could do tha' but I just want Antonia to know how t'defend herself against larger men, aye?" That was a good thing; Ketch could agree, no? Oh god, were they there yet?

Ketch was not unsympathetic to the discomfort that was plain on Fin's face, but there was not much to be done for it in the current situation. Ketch was not particularly good with reassurances, having grown up in a household that remediated fears by psychological flooding. When he'd shown signs of being nervous around heights as a kid, instead of a gradual acclimation to them his father had taken him to the lip of a cliff and made him stand there at the edge until his knees stopped shaking. And they did, eventually, but there was a price to such brash techniques, and it proved to be merely the first of many bricks in the wall that quickly grew between father and son. Among other things.

"I think they still fight with swords in the sanctioned duels," Ketch's lip curled slightly; he preferred fights that were bloody and left scars. He might have been in the minority, but the marks he carried had been hard won, or lost, depending, and each was a reminder tied to a memory. He'd not erase any of them. "Who is Dair?" The question came as the driver slowed to a stop before the building, but it was Fin's reference to Antonia defending herself against larger men that stopped Ketch from a hasty exit of the cab. He sat a moment longer, fingers curling over the edge of the seat and brows drawn into a deep furrow. He chewed on the inside of his cheek a moment before giving a grunt that eventually formed itself into a slowly drawn out "Yeah." He clearly had some opinions on the matter of Antonia and her shiners, but schooled his expression back into neutral territory as he swung open the door and exited after handing the cabbie a handful of bills.

Being that this was their first time in each other's company, Fin didn't expect comfort, didn't look for it. It was his cross to bear, that was how he thought of it. Maybe he'd get over it one day, maybe he wouldn't, but there wasn't much to be done for it. Vehicles were the most convenient way to travel, end of story. Fin just tried to face it the best way he knew how.

"I ha' heard o' the sanctioned duels but have no' seen them. I suppose it be like sparrin', to keep yer trainin' up, aye?" Like the clan warriors used to do during times of peace, right? He didn't know there was magical healing and titles and things like that. "Dair be m?mate. We were lads together an' he lives...lived here," flashing a frown. "He had to leave for a wee bit, no' certain when he will be back." It wasn't as hard to say anymore merely from repetition but the man was still missed. "He works at the forge wit' me." Refused to say that part in past tense. "But now I live in West End. Well, I have a place there," but he spent far more time with Antonia at her place than in the shit hole room he rented monthly.

So glad when the cab slowed to a gentle stop, he was looking at the door and waiting for Ketch to get out but the man had a queer look on his face. Brows knit together and his head tilted. "Are ye alrigh'?" he asked softly, wondering if this plan to go to the library was being second guessed for any reason. The cabbie was paid and they both slid out, Fin taking several deep breaths and rolling his shoulders, so glad to be back on his own two feet. He looked up at the building before them, studying it before turning back to Ketch. "Did I say somethin' to upset ye?"

The description of Dair didn't ring a bell, though he hadn't expected it to. He considered asking where Dair had gone and then decided it wasn't any of his business. He laughed when Fin mentioned his place in West End, catching the man's meaning when he just sort of trailed off at the end. "Right, yeah, I remember how that one goes," he said with a knowing smile.

At the foot of the stairs leading towards the library entrance, Ketch stuck his hands in his pockets and shrugged. "I'm fine. It's just..." he trailed off and started up the stairs but then stopped again and turned back around to face Fin, mostly so he could read the sincerity in his face when he assured Fin, "It wasn't anything you said." He hemmed and hawed a bit more before finally coming out with it. "I just don't get it. Antonia's probably one of the toughest women I've met in a long time." He turned and started up the stairs again. "How she ends up bloodied and bruised makes no sense to me. Unless the bruiser is holding something over her head." It was just a theory. Antonia had been mostly tight-lipped with him, though she'd shared how she'd ended up in her line of work, as well as her brother's betrayal. "The women these days are far less delicate than they used to be, that's for goddamned sure." Antonia wasn't even the most venomous of his recent acquaintances. That title was held by a brassy blonde named Marie, who had managed to suck all the allure from a French accent in a single scathing syllable.

At the top of the steps, Ketch opened the door and gestured Fin inside.

Ketch was acting like he really wanted to say something so Fin just waited patiently for the man to spit it out. Maybe he was afraid of offending or didn't know how to say it but they wouldn't know until the words were said. Brows rose at the mention of Antonia, following up the stairs alongside the other man. Letting loose a small sigh, he nodded and stepped inside, taking a moment to take in his surroundings. Wow. All those books! It was a little intimidating to someone who was barely literate but it also made him hungry to learn more, as fast as he could.

"Eh, well...ye know wha' she does, aye?" thinking he remembered her saying as much. That she'd shared that with Ketch. And he'd mentioned they were in similar lines of work though...wouldn't that make it easier to understand for him? Brows knit together while he puzzled that out for the space of a heartbeat. "She works for verra dangerous men an' while the lass be tough, she also be...impertinent. To them." Was that saying too much of her business? Would it make her angry to know he said as much? Fin wasn't sure but he was keeping his voice low just in case there was anyone else around. Ketch was well acquainted with Antonia's slick mouth, surely he could draw a line now between that and her bruises. Fin was frowning because it troubled him, a lot - always wondering if the next day she would show up with another injury. He worried about her all the time but... "Ye know how stubborn she be, as well," he muttered, also shoving his hands in his pockets. "Ye tell her no' to do somethin', tha' be exactly wha' she wants to do. She will no' stop until she wants it. Righ' now, it means more to her than just a job." Fin worried about what it would take for her to stop, one day. No doubt something extreme.

Lips twitched and a crooked smile formed, giving the man a sidelong glance. "Less delicate?" he said with amusement. "I would introduce ye to women from m'village an' ask ye if ye thought them delicate." Sure and they were considered the 'weaker sex' and all that but they were hardy Highland women. They could wield a sword, if necessary, and survive a lean winter. "M'aunt Mara might ha? put the fear o' God in ye," grinning now as he thought of her. She had been loving but fierce as a storm if she got a bee in her bonnet.

"I know what she does, yeah," he said. It was true that Ketch and Antonia shared a certain line of work that kept them well ensconced in the underbelly of the city, but that might be where the similarity ended. Ketch suspected there was a wide gulf of difference between the way he and Antonia operated. Impertinent rarely; to-the-point and efficient, always, Ketch hid any disagreement or distaste behind the perfected veneer of a Stoic. Until it was time to shift the playing field, that is. The fastest way to climb the ladder was with silent, stalwart focus, and with each new rung achieved, then and only then could he look down upon what he'd left behind and decide what to burn and what to keep. He must have a tsunami's worth of repressed feelings, but he was calculated about the timing of their release. The same tack was often applied in social situations, where Ketch persisted in being mostly polite and affable. Dullness didn't stand out the way sharpness did, and that was entirely the point for a man who wanted to keep his disguises.

"I think she makes it harder on herself." A slight jerk of his head in indication of the stairwell to their left before he started off in that direction. It was a six-floor climb, so he hoped Fin was up for it. Ketch didn't do elevators unless he had to since they tended to suffocate him. Too many walls closing in. "But what do I know? Everyone makes their own judgment calls."

Ketch's smile met Fin's amusement and widened in kind. "Delicate might have been the wrong choice of words. See.." he paused to remove his jacket and fold it over his arm as he moved along at a steady pace. He wasn't a man with the hulking bulge of muscles, but he was leaned by his activities and his endurance was pretty phenomenal. But he would gladly slow to match Fin's pace if he felt him slowing down. "Women where I'm from, they're their own breed. Tough as shit, can kill dinner, then cook it, fashion a bow from some reeds and catgut, but they'll put on lipstick and smile at you so sweetly you'd think they'd been at home eating cake all day. 'Course you get them mad and then you see them froth like a rabid dog. Maybe like your Aunt Mara. Who would love me, by the way, if she's over the age of 60. Elderly ladies have always really liked me for some reason." The charm in his grin was on full display as he socked Fin soundly on the shoulder and took off running up the last three flights.

He started up the stairs without comment - didn't like elevators, either. Moving up and down in a box was weird and made him tense because he didn't trust the mechanics yet. Maybe never would. Fin was much happier moving under his own locomotion. Fin didn't think Antonia was trying to climb a ladder, rather she was comfortable where she was; therefore, she wasn't trying to impress anyone with her behavior. "Aye, tha' is probably so," he said with affection. While he hated to see Antonia with marks on her of any kind, he'd gone in knowing her attitude and what she did for a living, witnessed her busted up before they were involved with each other. All he could do was...well, that was between him and Antonia. He felt a little disloyal speaking of her like this since she was such a private person and was glad when the subject changed.

Ahem, Fin did not need him to slow down on the stairs for him. He didn't just bang on the anvil all day, he cut wood and worked the bellows; walked as many places as he could and on his off days, he swam laps to stay active. His frame tended toward wiry rather than bulky but he wanted to be as far as possible from the sickly ex-junkie that arrived in RhyDin last summer. "I think ye just have an ugly effect on women," he teased with a smirk. " ?Haps ye should work on yer sweet words?" Lips twitched at the comment but he was going to leave it alone until he got socked on the shoulder and Ketch took off running. Gonna be like that, huh?? With a bark of laughter, Fin put on the steam to catch up to the unfair head start, keeping pace with the other man. "Mayhap they love ye because ye run like an auld woman?" With a rude hand gesture, he shot past Ketch to try and reach the last flight first.

The subject of Antonia, as well as any lingering tension Ketch felt, was left behind as Fin jibed him. His pace slowed as he chewed on Fin's jest, which, like most good ones, held a solid kernel of truth; Ketch was not overly flattering or silver-tongued with relative strangers, especially those of the fairer sex, and his tendency towards succinct answers and gruff conversation probably made him seem brutish. It was not really intentional, and he'd been lovestruck more than once, had felt all the great poets' words swimming in his veins and made some bold declarations and whispered promises, but sometimes that felt far away and the space between then and now was too easily filled with the darker symptoms of his shady past.

He grimaced as Fin rocketed past and then pursued the man full throttle, huffing out. "Wouldn't be a fair fight if I had great lines and this face." His tone was self-deprecating as he jostled shoulder to shoulder against Fin, intent on making the man work for his gain. At Fin's next comment, he could only laugh, though it was raspy with the effort he was putting into their rapid ascension. It was only when his coat slipped off his arm and fell to the stairs that he lapsed behind and Fin ascended to the landing first. "Victory due to fumbled coat," Ketch declared.

He swung the door open and leaned back against it, catching his breath. The floor was quiet, more so than the typical library silence, lacking even the hushed noises of bodies in motion, pages turning or hissed whispers. Directly across from view, and with a door flanking either side, there was a three-sided workstation with a woman sitting boredly behind it, turning a pencil end over end. The only sound came as she looked up, lifted an eyebrow and snapped her gum loudly once. "Oh. You're back," she said, as if Ketch had been out for coffee instead of vanished for a number of years.

FinMack

Date: 2015-05-20 01:47 EST
Ketch tipped his head in Fin's direction, "Annie, this is Fin. Fin, meet Annie, light of my life," trying out some of those sweet words, "and keeper of knowledge. I want to show Fin the machine." He had never paid attention long enough to remember what it was called.

Annie stood up. She was tall and slim with pleasantly symmetrical features?although somewhat plain by RhyDin standards. She tucked the pencil behind her ear where it disappeared among the loosening brunette coif of coiled hair and bent to spit the gum in a nearby trashcan, scowling unconvincingly at Ketch. "You know better than to bother with that bs on me. I won't even ask where you've been." Dark eyes slid over to take Fin in with a quick wink to him that betrayed she might secretly be pleased. A smile came slower, but when it did it was warm and disarming. "The Holo," she explained, calling it by its common name since the real title was long and rife with scientific jargon. She reached beneath the desk and pulled out a key, starting for the door situated to the left of the desk.

For Fin?s part, the jibe was empty - he would have been immediately apologetic to know Ketch had taken it to heart in any way. He liked to tease but never maliciously. But hey, Fin could always give him pointers with the ladies! It was something that came easily to him, flattery and sweet words. The only difference between now and what he used to do was that he didn't use them to manipulate others but only when he actually felt they were true. The Scot enjoyed making people feel good.

Ketch caught up to him and they were shoulder to shoulder for the last stretch of stairs. Fin was grinning and panting - briefly considered shoving Ketch's shoulder to throw him off his pace but he didn't want to send the man tumbling back down! He got to the top and only then noticed that Ketch wasn't next to him. Oh, his coat had fallen off? Well, lucky for the Scot, then. He chuffed out a panting laugh, shaking his head. "Aye, ye tell yerself wha'ever ye like," smirking for the victory while trying to get his breath back.

Ketch moved and only then did he look about to see the room in which they stood. It seemed very daunting with those large doors flanking the bored looking woman but Fin gave her a friendly smile anyway as he followed the other man to their destination. There were no books here, which he thought was a little odd for a library but what did he know? Fin was pretty much a country bumpkin learning new things about city life every day. The gum smacking caused brows to raise slightly, looking between the woman and Ketch until he was introduced. "Finlay Mackenzie, it be a pleasure to meet ye, lass." He would have offered his hand for a shake but she didn't seem interested in all that so he just shoved his hands into the pocket of his coat, blue eyes bouncing back and forth between the two as they spoke. Lips twitched to hear their banter and it turned into a grin when the lass winked at him. Was quick to cover it behind his hand and just watched as they were allowed access to a locked door. Well! Ketch couldn't be all that bad at sweet talking if he could get them in through a guarded door, no questions asked! Impressed, he continued to follow along, just looking around to see what else this upper floor might hold.

"Finlay Mackenzie, Finlay Mackenzie," Annie repeated, "have you signed a waiver?" Another speculative look at the man had her assuming in the negative, so she picked up a clipboard and offered it to him over her shoulder as she turned the key in the lock. "Sign your name at the bottom. It's a standard agreement, says you won't hold the library liable for anything you see today and/or any personal distress that might result from what you see," the words came out in the monotone rush of one who was used to repeating the the script several times a day.

The door swung open and revealed a dimly lit room, spare of furnishings and altogether unimpressive considering the build up the locked door might have suggested. In the middle of the ceiling a large, reflective dome was suspended, and directly in front of them when they walked in was a box the size of a lectern with a laptop computer open on top of it. Ketch looked aside to see how Fin was getting along so far.

Annie moved in front of the computer and keyed a password in before she stepped aside and gestured. "She's all yours, boys."

Ketch gave her a deadpan stare "Tell Fin how it works. He's technology challenged." Of course he'd benefit from this too, considering he'd always been paying more attention to other parts of Annie than her explanations of the machine.

Annie rolled her eyes, but acquiesced, "So, this is a search engine. For everything. It's like a visual encyclopedia of knowledge, except even better because...." here she paused and typed something into the computer. Beneath the dome in the center of the room, a basket appeared, completely realistic in rendering. The top jarred and out popped a paw, then another before the basket toppled and out spilled a mess of kittens that writhed and tumbled across the floor in a little explosion of furry cuteness, "you see it in virtual rendering. Real as life itself, except in tactility." She hit a key and the basket and kittens vanished. "You can search anything. Any subject, any time, any place. Some of the people searches are messy or incomplete. Do not search yourself unless you're really mentally sound, and do not, do not input a future date in conjunction with your own name. It will screw you up.

Also, do not crash the system with excessive porn. I know that was you, Ketch Creeley."

Annie gave Ketch a stern look and he couldn't help but laugh. Nothing sheepish about the way he grinned, though. "I was just testing the full extent of capabilities. It was purely research." He winked at Fin, though he wasn't sure the man even knew what porn was.

The woman kept saying his name and looking at something and he glanced between her and Ketch just a little uneasily. Eh...was this normal? Ketch seemed relaxed and smiling (and maybe staring at the woman's chest, which made him snort and roll his eyes with a grin). He didn't know what a waiver was and just sorta stared at Annie blankly until she handed him a bit of stiff board with paper on top. There was a pin tucked under the clip but the words were..printed small. And some of them looked very complicated. It was very hard to read once he trailed after them into the dimly lit room. Did he have to give this back right away or could Ketch explain it to him a little better? It all seemed very...official and that made him nervous.

Once in the room, though, he forgot all about the clipboard and intimidating legal document. Rather, he was staring up at the shiny dome in the ceiling, wondering what in the hell that was supposed to do. His mouth was hanging open but it clapped shut when Annie started talking again. He looked to her, to the laptop, to Ketch and back to Annie as she explained what the thing did. He...sort of understood most of that. A little bit. He knew about the internet but the concept still boggled his mind. He jumped when the basket appeared and then...it moved. And kittens came out!! Fin was drawn forward because he could see the kittens and hear them mewing but...just before he got close enough to touch them (because he thought they were real!), they disappeared and he started. Looked back to Annie and Ketch incredulously. It was another one of those things that happened like magic but wasn't magic, right? Like vehicles? The warnings given out passed over his head, not really listening until Ketch was laughing. What was that about? He knew what porn was (thank you Dair) but had missed Annie's rebuke so didn't get the context. He was back in Country Bumpkin mode while looking up at the dome again.

"Wha'...sort o' things d'ye look at on here?" he asked them both. A general question, wondering about Ketch?s search history.

Annie fixed Fin with a stare for his hesitation and tapped the pen against the clipboard a couple of times until Ketch reached and stilled her hand and swiped the clipboard away, setting it aside. "He's fine. I don't think he's the sue-happy type." Annie's brows arched, and her mouth formed an o-shaped moue, ready to protest, but Ketch gave her a look and she rolled her eyes before she gave a deflated sigh. "Fine, fine."

Ketch watched Fin's reaction to the kittens first with curiosity, then with amusement. The poor man seemed completely out of his comfort zone. Ketch only had the slightest glimmer of how the machine worked, but he'd explain it as best as he could. He probably should have paid more attention in high school. "Well," he started, circling closer to Fin and tipping his head to the side indicating the man should approach the machine. "It's not magic," answering an unspoken question. "It's technology. Which is sort of like magic, but based on scientific and physical knowledge. It seems like magic because most of us have no idea how the hell it works, just that it does." Annie lifted a finger and managed to look quite smug. A glance aside at her, and Ketch continued. "Annie knows how it works because she's smarter than us all and will not hesitate to remind us, but she's going to be gracious tonight and take pity on the amount of whiskey we've had to drink and not try to break our brains with the details. Right Annie?" Pointed stare followed by another sigh from Annie who now managed to seem completely beleaguered by the two men even if her eyes continued to dart from point to point upon them. Because they were handsome enough, after all, disregarding their comprehension of physics. "Right, yes. Graciousness. So thoughtful of you to remind me Ketch. And ironic, too." A little smirk in punctuation.

Ketch's quick head shake was only slightly flustered, and he turned back to the machine. "You can look at anything." Pause. Oh. Was Fin asking what Ketch looked at specifically? His brows knit before he made the confession. "Sometimes I look up where I grew up. The time, place and city. It's like...it's like reliving a memory of something in your head except it's there in front of you in 3D, like the kittens. Do you want to look up something? What is your favorite place to remember, maybe from home or when you were little?"

Fin wouldn't sue, it was anathema to him that people would litigate over the things that they did. That wasn't how his brain worked, to blame someone else for something that happened to him. Not with his past, not with the way he felt about the things he'd done. Hell, he'd probably be afraid to tell people he'd been in here, like it was some sort of dire secret that wasn't supposed to leak out.

Even knowing he looked like a goddamn moron in front of these two, he couldn't help his reactions to such wondrous things. "Aye, I've seen computers. Antonia has one. I have a telephone," which was still mostly a mystery to him even if he knew how to actually call (and sometimes text) people. The science behind it was another language to him so he just trusted that if he followed the instructions, it would work as it should. Like magic, but a magic he could trust. Apparently. Glancing to Annie, he smiled and chuckled to himself. "Yer a bloody brilliant lass, Annie. As brilliant as ye are lovely," giving her a wink before he moved to stand near Ketch. He was eyeing up the laptop something fierce while trying to think of what he'd like to see when Ketch spoke up. Fin whipped around to stare at him, eyes wide, brows puckered upward in such a fierce expression of hope that it might have made the other man uncomfortable.

"I can see m'home?" he asked in a whisper. "Like it was?" In Fin's mind, he was thinking he would be able to look down and see it exactly as he'd left it, he'd be able to watch people walk around and live out their lives like a story in front of him. A miniature movie or something like that. Shit, he might never leave this place again.

Ketch Creeley

Date: 2015-05-20 01:59 EST
Annie was not a soft woman but Fin's words?and maybe the accent attached to it?had her ducking a blush and fighting a smile that she'd told herself she was not going to betray in Ketch's presence. She recovered in due time with a scowl directed at Ketch before she walked out of the room. "Don't fuck it up," her final word on the matter.

Ketch gave her a shameless grin as she turned away.

Fin's wonder endeared the man to Ketch quite in spite of himself and against the grain of his natural inclination towards solitude. Those Ketch would count as friends were few and far between. However, there was a lack of guile in Fin that Ketch found refreshing in a city of monsters who put on pretty disguises, and he regarded Fin's wide-eyed, hopeful expression with a rueful half-smile. When he reverently whispered his hope, Ketch laughed outright. Probably because, yes, he was a little uncomfortable. Hope had long become an alien concept to him and to see it so plainly displayed upon another was almost touching and Ketch didn't do "touching" very well.

"You can, yes," he nodded. "It's like watching a movie of real events in 3D." He paused and almost backpedaled for a different explanation but figured Antonia had at least clued Fin into the magic of cinematography at some point. Onward, then. "You can even specify a time and date along with the place. Like....." he stepped towards the machine, keyed in a date, time and location always at the forefront of his mind and turned up the sound. The room filled with life: the soft static murmur of conversations, dishes clinking, the chime of a bell. In the center of the room a petite blonde appeared sitting at a cafe table drinking coffee and leafing through the pages of a magazine. It was innocuous, just a little slice of life moment of a classically pretty woman in her early twenties partaking in a day-to-day routine of morning coffee. But it was much more for Ketch, so much more, and it showed in the way he went still, leaning forward to plant his forearms on the podium and watching in silence for close to a minute. At last he cleared his throat and turned away, closing the window on the screen and abruptly dispelling the scene in front of them. "Sometimes the sound is wonky and cuts in and out. Do you want to try it?" He had an idea they might be here awhile. "I can show you how to do it and then leave you alone if you want privacy."

And here all this time, Fin thought he might actually be sweet and/or charming, or maybe he had a really great smile. Was it really just the accent getting him through? That would be disappointing to know. Though it did explain a lot about how many friends Dair seemed to have because he could be a real grumpy fuck. Seeing the slight softening of Annie's expression before he turned to the laptop and turned his face to wink at Ketch. Best wingman evarrrrr.

Everything else faded away, though, at the prospect of being able to see his home. There were only two people he'd told about it the desperate, overwhelming desire to go home and be back on solid ground where things were familiar and unchanging. Well, unchanging in his mind. Ultimately, he longed to go back to a time when his father was still alive because his death seemed to be the point where Fin's world really fell apart but in his heart of hearts, he knew that could never be. But still, it stung every time he thought on it, riddled with guilt and shame at his past and the man he had been for the past ten years, knowing his father would be just as shamed by it. This little taste...it would be bittersweet but he wanted it with every fiber of his being.

Fin did know movies and television, had become pretty accustomed to watching it though 3D was not yet covered with him so that part went whizzed right by. He'd see and then understand, as usual. Always late to the party but trying his hardest to catch up and not be the dunce of the class. Ketch tapped at the keys on the keyboard and Fin drew closer to his side to watch and learn. A scene popped up before them, almost encompassed them and he flinched, not expecting it to be so...large. Like they had literally stepped into a scene from a movie. Fingers passed through the nearest digital image like he and Ketch were the ghosts and not the other way around. Lips parted and he drew breath inward to comment on it but seeing Ketch's expression brought him to silence. It was clear from his stillness, the intent way he watched the woman in the middle of the floor, that this was something personal. This woman meant something to Ketch, he knew her, and so Fin remained silent with him while his expression softened. Any other creature in RhyDin might file this away for future use, seeing it as a weak point in the man that could be used as leverage of some sort but Fin was different. His heart went out to Ketch, knowing well the wounds that loss could leave behind and put his hand on the other man's shoulder to squeeze gently as the scene before them disappeared. Offered a moment of sympathy born from understanding before letting his hand fall away. A question was asked but went unanswered for the moment.

"Was tha' yer mum?" he asked quietly, his gaze cast down at the laptop. "I never knew mine, she died in the birthin' of me." Not exactly a wound but made him think of his Da and that caused a tight little squeeze to his heart. "Eh, how d'ye work this?" flicking a finger toward the computer. "I be lookin' for Ardelve, on the Loch Alsh side, near Eilean Donan." The words came out harsh and guttural, his brogue seeming thicker than ever and nearly unintelligible as the Gaelic sprang to his lips. It almost seemed like another lifetime when that was his first language and he missed speaking it with Dair. Another pang that passed in a moment as he focused on making this thing work. Fin was quiet a moment as he considered when he wanted to see and murmured, "Year of our Lord 1723." That would make him eight years old, a year or so before he was sent to foster with Calum. "Eh..." wondering just how specific he needed to be,, how Ketch had zeroed in specifically on that woman in that shop. "The blacksmith's forge?" He couldn't pinpoint with a street address, those hadn't existed in his village back then.

Ketch made a great wingman: through his own frequent fumbles, occasionally scathing glowers, reticence in general to say a generous word to anyone (barring Taneth) or sling easy compliments, the Scot?s company would shine by default. Add in Fin's accent and charm juxtaposed to Ketch, and the man would be on a golden road to glory any day.

The unexpected squeeze to his shoulder drew a string of tension along his shoulders as he surfaced from the memories evoked by the glimpse of the woman. She was a soft spot, yes, a weakness, but he'd long since been inured to the worst of its sting. Or so he told himself. He was excellent at telling himself things until he believed them to be true. It was a means of survival, really. He blinked a slow, languorous ascension of eyelids that diffused the moment and erased the instinctive upward hitch of his shoulders. "Not my mom, no," a light shake of his head and a smile that seemed to crawl upwards rather than beam. "Mimi. She was...is, maybe...a mess. The best kind of mess. For awhile." He felt that was clarification enough and quieted as he listened to Fin described his desired destination, squinting a moment as he sussed out the location around the sudden thickness of Fin's accent. He beckoned Fin closer so they could squeeze around the computer and he could show the Scot how it worked. "That's a good starting place. The more specific you can get, the more specifics you'll see. Like...." rake of his hand through the tousle of hair as he tried to water it down enough for easy digestion, "If you just type in a general time and place, say 'Ardelve, 1723,' you might see any random scene from that year in any random location in Ardelve. You could end up staring at a random field in May. So, the more detailed the better. You can attach keywords to help pinpoint. For instance, something specifically you remember about the forge, or a landmark, and maybe a person's name or two. Even a time or specific date other than the year. But you can just wade around, too; that's always interesting. It?s how I found out this woman I used to see was fooling around. Of course it was years after the fact, but still. Highly satisfying to finally have solid confirmation." His laughter was more amused than bitter, and he waved a hand in front of the keyboard. "Do you think you can manage?" He remembered Fin's hesitation regarding the waiver and added, "I can type it if you need me to."

Well...he'd meant that he, Fin, was a great wingman but Ketch probably had serious skillz! Didn't doubt it for a moment. While Ketch only had one person he considered a friend, Fin already considered the slightly awkward and reticent man to be his friend; someone he'd go out on a limb for, go out of his way for. And for that reason, he didn't want Ketch to leave while he viewed this little slice of his own past. Whatever emotions came up (and doubtless there would be a few), Fin didn't want to be alone with it and was glad of Ketch's company. Didn't take offense at the slight tension he felt as the shoulder under his hand hunched before he retracted his hand. It wasn't taken personally, he knew that many people had defenses in place to help them deal with their own emotions and had nothing to do with him. "She's beautiful," he murmured about Mimi but left the subject alone since it seemed a sore subject.

Listening carefully to Ketch's instructions on how to narrow the search down, he fell into quiet thought. Arms crossed over his chest while they both leaned over the keyboard, Fin's eyes narrowed pensively. Also trying to rack his brain for a date that he might want to see, even though it was meant to just be a starting point. So many years ago...eight years old...in retrospect, every day was wonderful because he had been young and innocent and with his Da. Nothing stuck out in his mind immediately so he just tried to pick a date at random. "The man be Geordie Mackenzie, he was the blacksmith o' the village." He paused and then muttered softly, "Me Da." Taking a breath, he pushed on. "May 2nd, 1723. The day after the Bealtaine fires, the forge." Where his father could be found every day but Sundays. "Eh...noonin' hour." He didn't make any move to type anything on the keyboard because he wasn't sure where those sorts of details needed to be input and left all the wrangling of technology to Ketch, who was obviously more comfortable with it.

"Mm," a grunted agreement, "She was." And on that note, he let the matter rest. It was a sordid and sad story for another night, preferably a stormy one with sheets of rain and the comfort of good whiskey.

Ketch was patient as Fin sorted through memories, fumbled around for his pack of cigarettes, tapped one out and set it in his mouth, unlit. Rolled it corner to corner a few times before he pinched it by the filter and tucked it behind an ear. He'd catch hell if Annie even thought he'd consider smoking in the room, and the act was a minor defiance that cued a private little smile. Above all things, Annie most enjoyed being given reasons to dislike him. It was an unspoken, yet mutually agreed upon dynamic between them, and he fulfilled his role to a T.

"Your dad?" Alright, a domestic scene, a visitation to days gone by and a boyhood long past its prime. It seemed so benign considering the uses the machine had been put to that Ketch's sidelong gaze at Fin slanted dubiously, as if measuring the innocence that might still lurk in the man and weighing it against the ashes of his own. He looked back to the screen and began pecking at the keys, inserting the bits of information Fin offered separated by commas. It was enough, he felt, to get them pretty damn close, if not perfectly centered on the desired place. An index finger hovered over the enter key as he asked, "Are you ready?" If the answer was yes, the button would be jabbed and the machine would come to life once more.

Fin would definitely collect on that story some other dark and stormy night with much, much good whiskey. At least 18 years old.

With a nod, he urged Ketch to hit that button and see what happened, oblivious to any suspicion or disbelief on Ketch's part. Fin...wasn't quite certain what to expect in terms of how long it might take for an image to form or how it would coalesce or...what. But what he did see floored him. It was Himself, his Da, standing right in front of him. A strangled, choked noise escaped him after his initial gasp and a hand flew to Ketch's arm unconsciously. Fingers dug into the other man's arm until his knuckles were white, probably causing pain but it wasn't intentional, he was just caught off guard. As much as he'd imagined his Da standing in front of him a million times, he'd still been unprepared. Tears welled in his eyes as he watched the older man turn to speak to someone that was out of view. Fin's heart felt like it was going to squeeze itself out of existence and it was hard to breathe while he stared with such longing. The tears spilled over and tracked down his cheek silently while he was caught, pinned there in that moment and unable to do anything but stare and squeeze poor Ketch's arm.

Geordie Mackenzie did indeed resemble his son but for some small differences here and there. His torso was thicker, not as narrow or wiry in the waist and hips. The hair had a definite reddish cast to it, more strawberry than blonde, and there was a moustache that bled into some mutton chops. His eyes were a light grey, not the starling icy blue of Fin's. The hammer in his beefy hand lifted into the air once more, coming down before he stopped again, this time looking in another direction. A little boy came flying into the forge on skinny, coltish legs, shouting something in Gaelic. Fin not only understood it, but he remembered. Little Fin said something and made a sour face, causing his father to laugh and roll his eyes with good natured mirth.

"I remember..." his voice hoarse, barely audible, finally releasing Ketch's arm if he hadn't been pried off already. Instead, he gripped the little podium where the laptop rested because he didn't know what else to do with himself, needed some sort of anchor to keep him on his feet. "The day after...it was Bealtaine...Red Mara kissed me." That was what he reported to his father with such a disgusted look on his face, feeling heavy with sorrow as it all came back to him. His father told him that one day, he would like that sort of business but he would have to be patient and wait for it. Little Fin hated waited for anything and had already buzzed on to another subject while his father listened patiently, the love he had for his only child plain in his indulgent gaze. It hurt so much to see it, to know he would never have it again that the Scot couldn?t do anything but stand and stare, rooted to the spot as he watched his own life unfold before him.

Ketch?s back went ramrod straight when Fin?s fingers hooked his bicep and showed no signs of releasing. He read a miasma of emotions on the countenance across from him and took a single step back, as if to put distance between himself and the potential of a shockwave emitted from the other man. With effort, he fixed his attention on the scene playing out before them and relaxed slightly when Fin released his grip on his arm only to tense up again when he realized Fin was crying. He?d known Fin all of a couple of hours and in combination with his own lackluster ability with comforting words or sentiments, the situation spelled mental overload with a single solution blazing neon against the backs of his eyelids: retreat and give the man some space. He took two more steps back, murmured some words about giving the man time with his memories and made a quick exit from the room, drifting from the maelstrom of feelings to the tempest of Annie?s scowl. Of the two, the latter was a familiar comfort.