Jade found a old notebook, clean and barely used, laying under her bed. She looked through it, noticed a few lil drawings here and there and a list of things to bake and get from town. She smiled at the drawings - most poking innocent fun at her friends. Then she frowned as she picked up a pen and and laid on her bed, thinking of all the things she could write.
She set pen to paper and started writing.
"Jadey's journal.
-Entry 1.
Dear ... Journal? Diary... maybe?,
All the things I write will be heart-felt, but not pretty.
And for prying eyes, you've been warned. But read on if you wish. My life is on display already.
The things I've done lately... have been less than innocent.
I'm ashamed, but I've never regretted anything I've ever done and I won't start here.
Maybe I do these things out of lack of love. I'm surrounded by love-birds and feel oh so let down.
But the funny thing is I just let go of an engagement - a promise and a key to happiness. Damn my forsaken heart for letting go of love. But that feeling is coming back... but for a person I know who could get much better. Much better than a ran-down whoring vampiress.
Oh, sleeping with two different guys in three days? That's going to look good on my already steep record. And flirting with many more men in the time spand of breaking off the engagement, oh that's going to look nice too. It just makes me look desperate and willing. But maybe I am after all these years?
Two-hundred years of love-less nights and maybe I'm getting the attention I deserve. Bad attention is still attention.
Call the press, inform the attorites: I've finally given up on love and I'm just out for a good time. Maybe I'll even give that damn blogger some real gossip.
Who knows, only time will tell. I'll just prolly end up knocked up and end up on the RhyDin verson of Jerry Springer. That would be fun.
Not to mention that I have demonic lawyers trying to kill me... now that is for another entry in itself.
Eh, that and more in another entry... I'm out to bed.
Kisses!
-Jadey."
She set the pen down and stuffed the notebook back under her bed. Jade peeled back the covers and settled in. After a few restless minutes, she finally somehow fell asleep.
She set pen to paper and started writing.
"Jadey's journal.
-Entry 1.
Dear ... Journal? Diary... maybe?,
All the things I write will be heart-felt, but not pretty.
And for prying eyes, you've been warned. But read on if you wish. My life is on display already.
The things I've done lately... have been less than innocent.
I'm ashamed, but I've never regretted anything I've ever done and I won't start here.
Maybe I do these things out of lack of love. I'm surrounded by love-birds and feel oh so let down.
But the funny thing is I just let go of an engagement - a promise and a key to happiness. Damn my forsaken heart for letting go of love. But that feeling is coming back... but for a person I know who could get much better. Much better than a ran-down whoring vampiress.
Oh, sleeping with two different guys in three days? That's going to look good on my already steep record. And flirting with many more men in the time spand of breaking off the engagement, oh that's going to look nice too. It just makes me look desperate and willing. But maybe I am after all these years?
Two-hundred years of love-less nights and maybe I'm getting the attention I deserve. Bad attention is still attention.
Call the press, inform the attorites: I've finally given up on love and I'm just out for a good time. Maybe I'll even give that damn blogger some real gossip.
Who knows, only time will tell. I'll just prolly end up knocked up and end up on the RhyDin verson of Jerry Springer. That would be fun.
Not to mention that I have demonic lawyers trying to kill me... now that is for another entry in itself.
Eh, that and more in another entry... I'm out to bed.
Kisses!
-Jadey."
She set the pen down and stuffed the notebook back under her bed. Jade peeled back the covers and settled in. After a few restless minutes, she finally somehow fell asleep.