Topic: Ghostrider

Elison Blue

Date: 2009-11-29 18:30 EST
"who's seen jezebel?
she was born to be the woman i would know
and hold like the breeze
half as tight as both our eyes closed"
--Iron & Wine, "Jezebel"

Eli was sitting his horse at the foot of Cold Wyvern Hill when he heard the news about Madison. The hill was half a day?s ride out from the ranch house, where the clawing twisted branches of millennial pine pushed apart the endless blue overhead and the red rock land below. At the top of the hill was a perpetual cloud thick and lifeless as a hundred-year grave. Forty head of his cattle had run up into it four hours ago, his hands said, stampeded by a quarrel of acony birds taking wing. None of the hands had heard a sound since. None of them were willing to go up into the cloud past the pines.

?Read it in the paper this morn,? Slow Pete told him, and sat back in his saddle to squint up at the place where the mist bled into infinity. ?They done got her. Sent a passel o? Hexxmen after her, and somebody turned her in. S?posed to swing high at noon tomorrow in Lofton.? Even in high summer, the mist boiled outward, fighting an eternal war with the cloudless sky. Pete was the only one on the entire ranch?hells, the only one besides Madi herself who knew who he?d been. He stared up into the reaching fingers of fog with the little man.

No! He cried into the silences of his heart. No. But it was already too late. Lofton was three days by the fastest chain of horses, a week or more by train. He had no magicks to call on, and he had no gods to call his own. Not anymore. ?They finally caught up with her,? was all he said aloud. The three other hands fought to control their horses.

?Yeh,? Pete agreed. ?Reckon she didn?t have the sense or the nerve to play dead like you did.? When the space without words stretched into uneasiness, the horse shifted under him, the bit jingled, his spurs jangled. ?Boy, you cain?t go up that hill. Ain?t no amount o? beef worth facing that hell-fog.?

?It?s forty head. I can?t let that many go, I don?t care what?s waiting for me,? Eli muttered. He pulled the Kindler out of its sheath at his back. Sunlight sparkled along the silver scrollwork down the long, long barrel of the naught-eight rifle.

?But?but the last man who went up that hill didn?t come down for twenty years??

?I can?t afford to lose forty head,? Eli said, and lashed his terrified horse into the fog.

Twelve days later, he rode down out of the fog with thirty-five cattle and all his rifle shells spent.

Elison Blue

Date: 2009-11-29 18:41 EST
"who's seen jezebel?
she went walking where the cedars line the road
her blouse on the ground
where the dogs were hungry, roaming"
--Iron & Wine, "Jezebel"

Magdalena told him the story as she tended his wounds. ?They said she bespelled the deputies,? she drawled, as her blue fingers drifted down either side of the gash in his shoulder. She tilted her head, listening to unheard voices from invisible faces?he was never brave enough to ask her outright what it was that she heard?before turning and reaching for thread and a curved needle. ?Said she threw a dark obeah on them with the power of her voice all by its lonesome, and walked right out of that jail with them janky-weed crazy to do whatever she wanted them to do.?

Hells, she did that to me without no magicks at all, he thought, and grimaced at her. Her wide eyes passed over it with nary a blink of recognition?but then, they never did. The needle sank into his flesh, and a dimple grew to one side of her mouth as he hissed, ?She?s not dead.? It was an idea too big to fit into his head.

?She?s not dead. She turned to a haunt and floated away, maybe, but she?s not dead. Why it matter so bad to you, anyway?? Her eyes followed some instruction of the invisible people, and the needle dug in again. A thin gray wind whistled through the cracks in the walls of the ranch house, but one of the hands in the barracks room was snoring loud enough to ward the ill-wishing sound off.

He spat a curse into those invisible faces. ?You?re a good cook, Maga, and you?re a better healer. But some things you don?t need to know, and being blind don?t automatically entitle you to the knowing.?

Her blue lips smiled at a point just over the shoulder she was stitching. ?Well, then. Guess you done tole me, huh.? Was it his imagination that she stabbed the needle in with a little extra gumption? He focused on the flame of the storm lamp beside the bed, and felt the rough plank walls close in on him with every sure thrust of the bit of steel in her fingers. Madi, slinging spells instead of guns? Who was she, now?

?Special,? he relented, panting, when she was swabbing up the last of the blood. ?She was special to me, once.?

?That right?? She sat back, rinsed her hands in a bowl of bloody water. ?And now? What?s she to you now, Elison??

?Don?t rightly know.?

Elison Blue

Date: 2009-11-29 18:48 EST
"saying, 'wait, we swear
we'll love you more and holy
jezebel, it's we, we that you are for
only'"
--Iron & Wine, "Jezebel"

?Pete, you got ?em ready to drive??

It was just past sunrise. They were standing on the sloping porch of the ranch house together, drinking chewably thick coffee that steamed along with their breath in the bitter cold. Outside, the cattle sang their morning song, fat on a summer?s foraging and ready for sale. From inside, the sound of Magdalena?s spoon rang out as she stirred a pot of grits. Dust already hung in the air. He was going to be glad of the kerchief around his neck later, for sure.

?Yeh. Two hunnert head. Five hands goin? witcher. Why?re you takin? ?em all the way to Rhydin, boy? There?s ten different markets closer. You gonna lose fifty pounds a steer drivin? ?em that far and you know it.?

?I know it.?

?Then why you doin? it?? Slow Pete spat out grounds, ran a hand over his stained gray mustache. ?Don?t tell me?? From this side Eli could see the effects of the apoplexy that had given the man his moniker, dragging one side of his face down into a perpetual scowl, slurring his every word.

Eli shook his head. ?Don?t tell you, hells. Don?t tell the hands. I got an offer on the ranch. Ain?t made up my mind yet, one way or t?other. Some sick slick spellslinging bastard thinks he can live up on Cold Wyvern Hill.? He laughed out puffs of steam.

Pete didn?t. ?You promise me, boy.? Pete rounded on him. ?You promise me this ain?t got nothin? to do with your past. You got no call to go back to gunslinging. You said that part o? you was dead an? lyin? in that empty grave o? your?n. I promised yo? mama I?d look after you when she passed, and I ain?t watchin? you slide back down into them hells. I ain?t a-gonna do it.? Eli had never seen the man so fierce.

?Nothing to do with ?slinging. I promise.?

?Yeh? What about that Madison? Them Hexmen caught her in Rhydin. Reckon she went back there when she got loose? You gonna tell me it ain?t got nothin? to do with her, neither??

As he was shaving the night before, he?d looked at his shirtless self in the tarnished silver mirror above the basin. He was leaner than he remembered himself being in the old days. His hair was getting blonder with age, bleached out in the merciless sunlight of the badlands along with his skin. He wore it long these days, because he didn?t trust Maga not to play blind and chop it nine kinds of ragged just for sh*ts and giggles. He had a few more scars. He still had all his teeth, all his fingers. He was better with a gun than he?d ever been. How long had it been since he?d seen her? Four years? Five? He could still feel her mouth moving over him. Still see her smile in the moonlight, innocent and wicked. Still remember sliding the ring onto her finger. Still remember walking away from her.

?I can?t tell you that, Pete.?

?What?re you gonna do? You think you?re gonna sell this place, run on down there blind and just settle in, happy as a dead pig in the sunshine??

?Figured I?d just go and have a look-see. Sell the cattle. Fifty pounds or not, I?ll get a good return. Big city, it?s a big market. There might be some prime land up for sale. Might buy me a stable, just focus in on horses.? Time to slip in the idea. ?You comin? with me, Pete, or you gonna cuddle up to Maga? Maybe this dude?ll want someone to take care of the property. You two could do just fine with that. He?s s?posed to come by next week to look the place over.?

He could see Pete turning it over in his time-addled brain. ?Hrm. Well.? The old man cleared his throat, turned his head and spat. ?Reckon I might set a spell, then, have me a little palaver with this spellslinger o? your?n. Get the lay of the land, so to speak.?

He couldn?t help laughing. ?So to speak.?

?Yeh.?

?Well, okay, you do that little thing. Wish me luck.?

?Good luck, boy. Hells know you?re gonna need it.?

Elison Blue

Date: 2009-12-11 21:09 EST
"Hear the trumpets, hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singing
Multitudes are marching to the big kettle drum
Voices calling, voices crying
Some are born and some are dying
It's Alpha's and Omega's kingdom come
And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree"
--Johnny Cash, "When the Man Comes Around"

Elison went for a walk in the suffocating cold after his reconnoiter at the Red Dragon Inn, and he thought about once upon a time. He needed a little time to understand everything he?d seen, fit it in with his understanding of the Widow Rye. The people here, he decided, were crazy. What did that say about her? What did he want it to say? It was too much to dwell on just yet, and he liked the way the whiskey was sitting easy on his stomach, warding off the frost in every breath. He didn?t want to stir it up, not yet, so he thought about other things.

He?d never told Slow Pete, but that trip up to chase the forty head of cattle to the top of Cold Wyvern Hill?that hadn?t been the first time he?d ridden into the fog and lived to tell it. Pete hadn?t been there for the first time, and he?d never told anyone else exactly what had happened. The first time had been three months after he?d found old Berenger Shaw?s ranch, six months after he?d sent a stranger out to die for him and left the body for the lawmen to find.

He?d ridden out of the badlands half-starved, sick down to the ends of his soul with its crying out for her. Elijah Donaldson had been dead three months, then, and Elison Blue had been born shivering into a new life a thousand times harder than the one he left: one in which every day carried him farther from her and only iron will kept him from going back. He was doing it to keep her alive, he told himself over and over. He?d done what he had to do. He was wasting away on prickly pear and rabbits without an ounce of fat to be had, and in the fire every night he saw the smile she wore as she hung laundry on the line and he told her he?d be back in a day or so, no longer. He could still see the sheets waving at him like mournful ghosts who knew what he hadn?t known then?that the Hexmen were coming, and it was time for him to die.

She used to tease him about how pretty he was, back then, with dark honey-blond hair that just touched his shoulders, and the tan burned into his face and neck, his arms. Madi hadn?t been born in Lofton, and she took a mighty big pleasure in talking about his redneck ways. Sassy little thing. It shouldn?t have surprised him at all to find out that she?d gone on to sling bullets, but it did. As sweet as she was? It just?didn?t seem right. But maybe when he died, something died in her, too.

That was another thought for later.

So he?d found the ranch. The old man had tested him, found that he was every bit as good with the horses as he?d claimed, and hired him on as a hand to work the herds. The business of the ranch was hard work, and he abandoned himself to it. It made it easier to forget. There were market drives twice a year, one in late spring and another in late fall. The cattle had to be herded up to the higher pastures in the summer, where the air and the grass were sweeter. In the winter they had to be brought down close to the ranch house, where it was easier to get the hay out to them. Fence lines had to be checked and mended. Cows and calves had to be looked after. Horses and dogs and people had to be tended to. Incursions of wolves, cougar, rustlers and stranger things had to be dealt with.

Cold Wyvern Hill, the other hands told him late at night on those days when the money and whiskey flowed and superstitions melted, had always been there with its hell-fog and its secrets. Every payday he could count on someone to come up with some tall tale about it, and every story was more far-fetched than the last. ?There be dragons? was the most believable of the bunch. It was a portal to another country, another world, to the big black sulfurous ether between the stars in the sky where the devils lived. The fog was poison and to breathe it was to die. An army of dead men waited for anyone foolish enough to wander up there.

He amused himself with the stories and paid it no mind until the day that Shaw himself decided to ride out on his land. The owner was seventy if he was a day, and he could barely sit a horse. The hands drew straws, and it fell to him to shepherd the rancher around. The trip was uneventful, a boring waltz across the southern pasture that was only livened by the old man?s stories, until they reached the eastern flank of the Hill.

The old man drew rein, sat back in his saddle and peered up at the place where the sunlight never reached the rock. It was late summer, but no matter how much the badlands heat beat on the fog and boiled it off, there was always more to replace it. The rancher?s horse was a swaybacked old nag better put to pasture than ridden, and couldn?t be bothered to twitch an ear. Elison?s horse, a younger bay gelding with more fire in his heart, refused to stand still under the creeping weight of fear rolling down the sides of the hill.

?My grandpappy told me a story ?bout that fog, once,? Shaw said, and pulled his neck rag up to wipe his seamy face. Elison was sitting his twitchy horse close enough that he could smell the old man?s sour sweat over the strong grassy animal scent of the horses. ?He and his sister used to play up in the pine trees when they was little.? A gnarled finger fixed on a stand of twisted millennial pine about halfway up the hill. ?Right there.?

?Yessir?? Elison tugged the reins, got the gelding settled for a bit. ?I?ve heard some wild tales about the place, I won?t lie.?

?Yeh. Something scared his sister one day, and she ran up into that fog. He went after her. He found her after an hour or two, he said it seemed like, and he brought her back down and took her to the ranch house to get her looked over. His ma was sitting on the porch when she saw ?em walkin? up, and she fainted dead away.? The rancher paused to draw breath. ?They?d been gone twenty year. Both of ?em was white ever after, all the color sucked right out of ?em. He used to tell me that he heard voices singin? up there, when he was lookin? for her. Like choirs of angels, he said.? The old man chuckled like knucklebones rattling in a cup. ?My grandpappy was fond of the rye whiskey, though. I never paid it no mind,? he added, and straightening up, he nudged his horse to ride on.

Cattle, like water and people, always seek the easiest way. Generations of animals had beaten a path onto the flank of the hill, carving it down until it was half a foot below the surface of the dirt around it and hard as concrete. The only explanation Elison could give himself, later, was that the old man was more focused on the smooth trail itself than he was on the grassy sides of it. He heard the rattle, and called out a warning, but it was too late. The snake struck the horse?s leg once, twice. Screaming, the old nag reared up?how the rancher kept his seat, Elison never could figure?and bolted up the hill.

There was nothing to be done for it, then. He rode up after, his own horse fighting the bit every step of the way. Twenty of the big bay?s long strides, and the fog was looming up over them. Five more, and he plunged into a whiteout as absolute as a midwinter blizzard.

His horse stopped dead then, sides heaving, head down and shuddering. The sound of the animal?s breathing was stilted, flat. No echoes. Elison stood up in the stirrups and looked around. Nothing. He couldn?t even see the ground below their feet.

?Shaw!? He called, and the fog ate his words. ?Berenger Shaw!? That was louder, to the same effect.

He sat back down in the saddle and strained to listen. He should have heard hoofbeats, should have heard the nag screaming. The old man should have heard him, should have called back. But there was nothing. He turned his head. Nothing. Turned his head. Nothing?

?wait. What was that?

A whisper of sound trickled through the fog pressing hard on every inch of him. A sound like?like?

?was that singing?

Elijah Donaldson was not a man to spook easy. Though he?d been beaten down by grief, neither was Elison Blue. When his blood ran cold in his veins at the thread of sound, of inhuman throats giving voice to something more beautiful than any song he?d ever heard, he refused to turn tail and run. Maybe it was monsters, he reasoned. Like the Siren in the story-books. Maybe Shaw was nearby, and he?d already been charmed by them, fallen prey to them. Shaw was his employer, and he had never in his life let a boss down.

He pulled the Kindler out of its sheath, rested the rifle on his thigh. He took the horse?s reins in his other hand in a good firm grip, and he did the only thing he could think of to do. Maybe if they came for him instead, it would give Shaw time to get away. He couldn?t find the man in this white forever. Maybe they?d both get lucky. He didn?t believe in the Duality, not anymore, but maybe the gods would smile on the poor rancher who didn?t ask for this.

?COME AND GET ME, YOU BASTARDS!? He shouted into the fog.

The voices swelled all around him, a million birds singing in perfect harmony in a tongue he could never hope to understand, no matter how hard he tried later. The fog swirled suddenly. Feathers filled the air, heavy wings beating like the hush after a thunderclap. They pulled him off his horse, then, and bore him up, up, up. His skull filled up with golden light and the sound of their singing.

Then they carried him away.

The hands found him, his horse, and Shaw, a month later. The three of them were fast asleep, laid out at the foot of the hill one morning like the undertaker was coming. It took another day for them to wake. All three of them were bone-white, the color bled out of them, even the big gelding that had been such a dark bay before. The old man took ill from it, and never did completely recover. He made it through the next spring, but died when the aestival winds came. It was only after the man?s death that Elison learned that he?d inherited the ranch. When the will was read before the hands and workers at the ranch, he sat stunned through it.

The solicitor came to him afterward. ?He said you saved his life,? the portly gent said. Elison stared up at him. The solicitor cleared his throat and continued, ?I was told to remind you that he had no descendants, and so there was no loss to your gain. Furthermore, I was told to give you this.?

The note only had three lines:

He was right
You know that now
Guard it well, boy

Elison Blue

Date: 2010-05-12 02:22 EST
?A tall handsome stranger rode into town
With fire in his eyes burning red as sundown
His boots were all dusty, his coat open wide
Six ways of dying hung low on his side?
--H. Dorrough, ?The Tall Handsome Stranger,?
performed by Marty Robbins

Eli was fifteen, first time he killed a man.

He went into Lofton Town that day on his pa?s orders, with money given him from the cashbox kept by Slow Pete--who was just Pete, back in those days, before the apoplexy took him--and a song in his heart. His horse Lorn, called ?Loon? by his brothers due to the piebald?s one blue eye and tendency to wander sideways in random patterns, kept time with a swishing tail. His legs were already too long for the stirrups on his saddle. They?d been let out as much as the leather would allow, and still his knees stuck out knobbly on both sides of the fat old gelding. He was growing faster than his body could stand it. His ma was sure he?d stand taller than both his brothers, and she was driven near to distraction with the mending and hemming and stitching and stretching, trying to keep his clothes fitting him just a little bit longer.

The sky was blue and bigger than both the gods overhead. He thought about those gods for a few minutes as Lorn clopped along the dusty dirt road. He was the baby, the spare, the extra. His pa meant to pass the ranch on to Edgar, and Harry had been apprenticed to the farrier in town for two years gone. It had been proposed in his twelfth year that he join the Church and become a Priest of the Duality. So he?d studied. He?d learned his letters, his numbers and sums. He?d learned to read, and found that he liked the sere, spare passages of the Precepts, the harsh truths and harder judgments shared by the Father and Son upon the heads of humanity. It was black and white. It was simple. He liked that.

But not as much as he?d liked horses, and not near as much as he?d liked guns. Little Elijah spent as much of his time as he was allowed out with the animals, learning their secrets, talking their language. Boy had a way with horses, the ranch hands said, and watched admiringly as the kid too small to use a saddle sweet-talked the roughest rides into doing his bidding. When he wasn?t with the horses, he was learning how to shoot. He begged time with all the guns, saved his pennies up to afford extra ammunition. He learned how to clean the six-shooters, the rifles. He learned how to cast his own shot for his pa?s twice-barreled, learned how to ready a muzzle-loader. He was insatiable. He was a crack shot by the time he was twelve. He had his eye on one of the newer Kindlers, the silver-barreled rifles that shone like a blessing from the Duality. His heart ached every time he saw one. He?d bred his mare to the stallion on the next two ranches over, and his pa said that he could use the proceeds from the get?s sale to buy himself one. Until then, he had to make do with a busted old revolver with a crooked sight that Edgar had given him for a Christmas present on his fourteenth birthday.

He topped the hill and there was Lofton, visible among the line of trees shading the length of the river that fed the town water and took its wastes away. Electricity and advanced fuel were scarce out in the badlands. They did what they could with what they had, and so the flour mill had a waterwheel on it, and one was like to see carriages and wagons more often than autocars. There was a barge that came up the river once a month with freight, and the train came through the tiny station every week. The clapboard buildings with their exaggeratedly tall facades clung to the main street.

The Church of the Duality and the bank were brick, set on opposite corners of a crossroads as if Gods and Mammon felt the need to keep a close eye on one another. The general store, livery and tailor kept company in a cheerful trio of red-painted wood, with the hotel just north. Likewise, the blacksmith and farrier were flanked by the squat ugly building with the bloody stripe of the barber-surgeon?s pole. The saloon was near the station--this was a year before Sasha Cervenka came and took over the saloon and made it into a fancy-house--and a corral for animals shipping in or out was on the other side. The jail stood alone, hunched into itself. Eli could imagine it glaring at the other buildings, an angry bully ready to take on the world. Barns and houses spread farther out, squatting low and near to the earth, fenced off with barbed wire or jagged split-rail fences. Foxes and ?coons slunk around the periphery, looking for easy pickings, and deer and rabbits got into the kitchen gardens when they could.

He rode down into town and ran his family?s errands: ten pounds of sugar for his ma, two boxes of shotgun shell cases for his pa, a hundred-foot length of rope for Edgar and an order at the blacksmith?s for six hundred feet of barbed wire. He said hello to Harry at the farrier?s. He looked through the shelves at the tailor?s for a set of ready-made kerchiefs in a color his ma favored, and asked the tall gaunt man behind the counter?but no, that would have to wait for another shipment and another day. When he was done, he had ten pennies left. His father had told him to spend it as he would, and be back to the ranch house by dark. None of the sad selection of books at the general store appealed to him, and he was flush with bullets. The Kindler was twenty silver universals. Pennies counted for nothing, stacked against that. He?d acquired the beginnings of a taste for whiskey, sampled out of his brothers? hip flasks. And so it was a natural thing for Lorn to amble over to the saloon. He hitched the horse to the rail and walked inside.

The saloon was a smoky cavern, the glass in the windows already painted a dull brown by all the pipes and cigars and cigarillos and coal burnt inside. Some fool banged away on a tinny half-tuned piano. The tarnished silver of the mirror behind the bar framed his face in bottles of scotch and whiskey as he slid past the swinging doors: tanned, too young, eyes too wide. A fancy-girl leered at him, a tired and automatic gesture. Then she took a better look at him, scoffed, and turned away. There were two separate games going on at different tables: faro, one looked like, and stud poker the other. A few of the men playing looked vaguely familiar?dusty and hard as the beaten-down street outside. He shook his head, clomped over to the bar.

A tall gaunt man who looked like he?d be better suited to work at the undertaker?s took his order, examined his face, and passed him a shot of whiskey. Eli sipped at it as he looked around. It was cheap stuff, burned like fire and spread hot greasy fingers through his belly as he drank it. He finished the shot, had another.

?Boy,? rasped one of the older men at the poker table as the game fell apart through sheer lack of interest. ?You got a familiar face to me. You run with the Bryants and them?? The other four men were talking to each other in low voices, sending him the occasional glance. One in particular, a younger fellow, was taking a particular interest in the six on his hip.

?Yessir.? Eli sipped down a little too much of the whiskey and was mighty proud of himself for holding in the cough.

?What?s yer name??

?Elijah, sir.?

?Elijah. Hrm.? The man cut a look sideways at the younger, who?d just stood up. ?Donaldson??

?Yessir.?

?Yeh, you the brother of that farrier?s boy,? said the younger man. There was something about him that set Eli?s teeth on edge just looking at him?a greasiness, a meanness in the yellow-toothed grin that was being pointed at him that he didn?t like, not one bit. ?I heard you was stylin? yourself a pistolero, boy.?

His pride tweaked and his head fuzzy, Eli snapped back, ?What do you care??

The man barked a laugh at him. The older laid a hand on his arm, gave him a warning look, but he shook both off and said, ?Reckon I ought to find out how good. Let?s go outside and have us a little contest.?

After fifteen more minutes? baiting and over the protests of the other men in the saloon, Eli found himself outside on the street, his busted old six in his hand and his boots planted wide. Thirty feet away the other man grinned yellow murder at him. ?Okay, it?s like this,? the man said. ?You got a hat on. I got a hat on. Let?s us see who can shoot whose hat off first, hey, boy??

Eli swallowed, nodded. He was sure he should be afraid, but he felt oddly calm. The world had fallen away: the shouts of the men calling more men along to watch, someone with shiny brass on his vest striding up the street toward them, the flare of a woman?s skirt and the whinny of a horse were things that were happening to other people. Where he was, there was only him and the man.

?I?m going to count to three,? the man told him, and laid a hand on the pistol at his own hip. ?Draw and shoot.?

Eli nodded again and waited. His vision contracted further, to the man?s hand on his revolver and the sound of his voice. His fingers curled around the grip of his six.

?One??

?Hey! Hey, you two, there ain?t no call for this! Joseph, you can?t be squarin? off against no green boy!? someone shouted, but the words were miles away, as meaningless as a hawk?s scream.

??two??

Eli breathed in, felt the air settle down deep in his lungs, sighed it out again. The man?s hand tightened further on his revolver.

??three!?

He waited. He didn?t draw right away. He waited until he saw that the angle on the man's draw was wrong, and the man wasn?t going to shoot his hat off his head. The man was going to kill him. The whole thing was a ruse. The man just wanted someone to die.

Eli drew down and fired one bullet.

The Hexxmen came for him the next day.