Night of June 11th
The address was an innocuous string of letters and numbers leading to the corner of No One Lives Here Street and We've All Forgotten What This Was Called Road, somewhere in a corner of the city that had been given over to the lost, wandering souls who needed strange, nameless places to live. Street lights worked sporadically at best and the Watch visited too infrequently. The gutters were all full of trash and the roads were a dirtied, dusty, drab gray. Over the years, rain had softened all the hard edges and muted the colors until everything ran together with the same boring flat look. Most of the businesses had fled long ago, followed by the institutions and public services, until finally it was a few blocks of wasteland, a dark dot on the map where no one with good intentions tread.
So why, exactly, had Michael asked Jessica here on a date? Especially one that involved dressing nice. This section of town was more an 'army boots and razor blades' than 'dress and heels' kind of place. Michael stood under the one working lamp on the block he'd asked Jessica to meet him at, dressed sharply in dark slacks and a sky blue button up shirt, blond hair combed finely and beard trimmed close to his animal maw. A watch dangled off his wrist and he was holding a bouquet of opium poppies, stark red. A large building loomed behind him, occupying most of the block. It had been shut down and boarded up, but someone had recently worked their way in the front doors and got the powering working, as light leaked out and pooled in the empty parking lot. A single sign above the entrance read: RhyDin Science Museum. In some of the windows, there were advertisements for a new body exhibit.
The places of business in RhyDin so often exchanged hands or fell down only to be built back up again, that sometimes even addresses that she recognized after her many years of living here weren't enough of a clue as to figure out what Michael's plans were. But sometimes Jessica would play along with the suspense and allow a surprise to fall into place without hounding for hints and tonight she just followed a simple set of instructions. Besides, she never heard that she wasn't allowed to be armed. The black and white dress held touches of black leather that gave it an aesthetic edge, while her heels were spiked and could easily be turned into a weapon if the situation should arise. Then again, there was very little that Jessica couldn't turn into a weapon of mass destruction. More or less on time, her only hold up being the cat calls that were cast her way as she spilled out of the shadows and stalked the streets. Teeth flashing as she sneered to the drunk and clueless before they fled from her sight. Maybe she was recognized. Or maybe they noticed her twitching fingers. Who knew what she would reach for when her clothing didn't look razor sharp? She could have just been hiding her weapons under an extra layer of subtle tonight. It was easy to spot the lone giant figure underneath the street lamp, if the sight of him didn't give him away, the smell of him would. The flowers were a scent that she picked out even quicker than his and it led to the slight and curious head tilt as she made her approach to the spotlight. Taking in the details behind and around him, a smirk was setting on her lips as she read the signs. Grrrrunt. You could dress up the woman, but you couldn't change her. "You know I won't be allowed to touch them," referring to the bodies in the exhibit inside.
Michael's smile splayed slowly across his jaw, starting at the middle and stretching sweetly to the corners, simple and sublime and yet so very, very savage. It wasn't her fault she'd been made to be the way she was, and it wasn't his fault that she was just the sort of woman he'd been missing all his life. Even watching her walk was enough to make his night. She was gorgeous to a fault and twice as deadly, danger poured into a dress and sex in a razor blade package. Speechless, Michael had to will himself to look away less he be drawn beneath a spell he had so many times been bewitched by. A sandpaper hand offered her the flowers while he turned to face the museum. "Nah, it's abandoned. Some necromancers were -- are -- squatting in it. They're not going to care what you do." A playground, Jessica. It's a playground for you. For her birthday, Michael had given her zombies. For a date, Michael was giving her a whole museum to do with as she pleased. Just wait until an anniversary, if they live that long; he might have to give her the moon. His freehand gestured to the front door. "I told them to get lost for the night. Paid ?em handsomely and threatened to kill them and everyone they knew if they gave us trouble. It's all yours tonight." And that's not all! "It was the only place I could find with a photo booth."
He couldn't look at her and thrusted the flowers at her as he turned around? Empty hands were suddenly full and wrapped around the stems which were bundled and tied together as wild green eyes spun over red petals and her nose drew in the all too familiar scent. "Oh then I can touch." A simple reversal and noticeable pleasure taken in by the story he told of the arranged evening. Lowering the flowers from her view and in time with his gesture to the door, her feet set into a forward motion at an easy pace. That is, until she caught the very last detail and her eyes widened at the flash of a memory. "There's a photo booth?" Not necessarily needing confirmation that she heard him correctly, but suddenly she was grabbing at a watch covered wrist and moving faster as though the building would fade away in a matter of seconds. Was it apparent that she liked how this evening was playing out so far?
Laughter started out in a nervous surprise and ended heavy and warm, following behind them as she pulled him into the building. This was the opposite of what he'd been trying to do a moment ago, where he focused one the Things-Not-Jessica to keep himself from needing to touch her, kiss her, and taste her, as with her leading his attention was allowed to drift down to the woman dragging him forward. God, she was beautiful. Fuck what anyone else thought -- if only he could find the words, if only he could admit he knew them, he might spill his guts and heap upon both of them a world of trouble. Michael's words tumbled out between rapid steps taken at an almost skipping pace, "Yeah, that's part of why I picked it. It was this or some pizza place with terrible food and a clown. Or a mouse. Buck-E-Cheese? There were games and little children and Jessica, it was awful."
Inside, the museum opened into a wealth of wings, from earth sciences to electronics to an animal exhibit to a gift shop that had been looted clean. The body exhibit was the only one that still looked new and well lit. There would be no wonder where the necromancers stayed. The entrance was made to look like a giant head with the doors set in an open mouth. A guide on either side of the door explained that following the exhibit would take the museum goer on a head to foot trip through the body, with displays and interactives corresponding to the places in the body the visitor had reached. Michael pursed his lips, "Somewhere in the body exhibit, there's a photobooth. I'm guessing in the section on eyes, but I don't know for sure."
While she foiled his plan to keep his hands to himself, she continued to tug and pull him into the museum without any further delay. Another grunt, but she was shaking her head and not looking back at him as she burst inside the building and the echoes of her steps followed in with her. "No no, this is much better." Not bothering to explain why, he could assume on his own. There was no question which direction Jessica would move along in, there was no hesitation for the open mouth and what would potentially be inside. Eventually, she would notice that he was keeping up with her and needed little to no coaxing to go further with her and released the hold on his wrist. Turning a side long glance his way, thoughtful as she voiced a question. "Not on the one for the brain? Memory, taking snapshots in the mind." Then again, just because that made sense to her, didn't mean it would make sense to the curators when they laid out the exhibit.
"For all I know, it'll be the heart. Because -- feelings, pictures, you know?" Talking about people who shouldn't be allowed to lay out museums, Michael probably would have just made the whole thing a how-to guide on destroying that region of the body. The head would be all about smashing the skull, the heart all about piercing the chest, and so forth. It got real interesting around the guts, and the section for throat was adults only. Michael's hand immediately fit itself over hers when she let go of him for need of contact, and it was through this grip that he pulled her back suddenly to wrap his arm around her waist and look her right in the eyes before burying a long, lingering kiss. She wanted to see the museum and he wanted to see her see the museum, but things were going to start with a deep pressing of lips that drifted open for a while and ended in a deep and hungry grunt. Green eyes took on the lazy quality of a jaguar and he let her go. "Taste good. Look amazing. I'm lucky. Now, lead the way." To the photo booth! Wherever it was. Michael waited for her to go first.
"We can make a wager and see who is right," suggesting as they reached the entrance and he wrapped his hand back around hers and yanked her backwards. A lesser woman might have snapped an ankle in those heels with such a motion, but Jessica managed just as easily as though she was in her Army issued boots. Crashing into the wall of his chest, her fingers interlocking between his before the bouquet of poppies was dropped to a well-placed bench when he leaned down to take over her lips. While the thoughts of the museum and the evening plans still were in the forefront of her mind, she latched onto his arm and sank into a hungry kiss that allowed her mouth to roam over his. When he was speaking, she was punctuating each of his short sentences with an interruption of swift kisses and still holding on to the bicep in her grasp. Low lidded gaze sent up to him with a bit of a smirk for his compliments, but she didn't move until she caught what he thought of the proposed bet.
For all the time she would stay, Michael would hold her, adjusting to fit both arms around her. Broad hands followed the details of her spine and the sweeping curve of her hips. Her probing kisses were fireworks going off in his brain, blindingly bright flashes that scattered thoughts and dashed his thinking. Put the man into a fight and he could track a dozen things at once and be ready to formulate and follow back up plan after back-up plan, but the moment her lips touched his, he was a single minded thing, simple and stupid. Michael stole hot breath from her mouth with a rumbling growl and pressed the sound into her ear with a tuck of his head down into her shoulder, beard scratching her cheek. "Yes. Absolutely. What are we wagering?" The way his hands were smoothing out her dress, there would be no doubt what he would want. Michael smelled her hair and growled again while he waited for her confirmation.
It was a shrewd ploy, his placement of the growl to her ear whether he realized it or not. While her mouth fried pieces of his brain, his growls cleared her mind and left it full of a thick fog of distraction. A moment or two passed before she realized that he was waiting on her for a response. What are we wagering? What are we talking about? Thick lashed and lined green eyes blinked as she pulled herself from her daze, but stayed close and in the realm of personal space. No longer holding hands, hers tugged on the collar of his shirt to suggest a certain level of urgency that she still wished him close for the rest of the pending conversation. "If I win..." Trailing off, a mix of thoughtfulness and working through fog in her tone before continuing on. "I want to take you to a beach." It sounded general and simple, but with Jessica that might not truly be the case. All the same, he'd get no further details than that. "And if you win --well, what do you want?" Reeling her head back enough to watch him in the midst of his reply.
There were specific notes that fit into their songs, rough duets sung in the sleek shadows of the city. Words, turns of phrase, sounds -- the cold rasp of steel, the collapse of fabric on the floor, the wet impacts of flesh, Jessica's grunts, and Michael's growls. The Knight didn't play with ploys or lay traps. He was just singing, and hoping she'd join in too. His beard brushed her temple, lips pressing kisses into her hair. On it he could smell all the things she did, all the places she went, the long hours in the lab, the nights spent with him in bed, the warm night air, and everything else, too. He honestly could not remember ever smelling something so good. A quiet, surprised laugh slipped out and he leaned away to look at her, green eyes seeking green eyes. "A beach? I've never been to a proper one." It was true. The Mississippi didn't count, and besides, he had a hard time remember it as anything more than a fever dream or a faded fantasy. Michael thought about beaches and his own wager while hands moved further down, palms cupping curves. The grin turned.. roguish. "If I win, we don't wait until we get home." He didn't need to explain what he meant, did he?
It was a rare moment with her hair down and hanging loose down her back. For the night it was safe to touch with no acid laced bobby pins or sharp ends dripped in poison that would ravage and fester his skin and kill off others. In response to his laughter and surprise, she only raised her chin higher, to reassert that it was what she was after. His still wandering hands, groping and grabbing at leather wrapped curves would notice something sharp if they reached down to her thighs. If he was checking her for weapons (never a bad idea, especially if she'd allow for such close contact), he appeared to have found the hidden ones. Scoffing then and needing no explanation, her hands released the fabric of his shirt as she spoke, "Who said we were waiting?"
Weapons were always to be expected on both of them. A knowing glow lit his face, giving it a bright air, as a finger felt a hard line strapped to her leg. Should she check his pockets, she would find his own toys -- the twin pair of silver knuckles, for which he'd made so much use of months back. What was good then was good now. Michael grunted at her, taking the last moments to duck in and kiss her fast and light before he upped his ante with a wink. "Then we take pictures." What were photo booths good for, anyway, if not having saving memories? And if there was something that Michael never wanted to forget, it was her, and it was that. Nodding at the exhibit, smile staying with him even if his hands weren't staying with her, "C'mon. You first.?
Checking pockets could potentially lead to other distractions and thus her hands weren't searching his pants, Jessica was already well familiar with what was within them. "Oh, you want naked photos of me?" Asking to be sure that she understood. Leaving the flowers on the bench to be collected again later, if he was finished touching then she was turning for the open mouth entrance to head inside. With her hands free again, they twitched and wiggled in excitement as her mind soon turned to the exhibit that she was free to poke at and touch as she pleased. Well, provided things weren't encased in glass.
Oh, how forward she could be. The brashness was a winning trait. A fellow windmill tilter, but much better looking in a dress. "Absolutely. We both get some." Michael followed like a lean animal on the hunt, sweeping in behind her to move in the warmth her body left floating in the air. Call him Shark, call him Lion, call him Wolf; he was on the trail, hungry and keenly focused. Hands reached out to touch everything they passed, fingers tracing boxes or interacting with the exhibits, but his eyes were always on her. She might want to see the museum, after all, but Michael just wanted to see her see it. He soaked in the bounce in her step, the excited way she approached everything, her approvals, and her criticisms. If you asked him, he was having the better time.
The first room was: Scalp. Hair and skin and bone, in a small room that was setup to be a winding criss-cross Z from the entrance at one end and the brain room at the other. Displays listed off dozens of facts about follicles and interactive exhibits encouraged museum goers to feel the difference between the hairs of a dozen different races. A replica Medusa head was held in a box of mirrors, such that the viewer was forced to see the reflection like the mighty hero Perseus. A model showed a single hair enlarged a thousand times and bisected, listing off the different layers and describing what they did. Michael was distracted, for a time, by a dragon's skull, large enough that he might fit inside it and have room to roll over.
"What would I do with naked pictures of myself?" That she didn't follow along with, but allowed the question to die as they both walked into the first room. "Oh it's been a while since I've scalped something." The comment came out absently, though it was certainly filed away to act out on in the future. Her eyes narrowed at the box of mirrors, but her interest was soon lost when it was noted that it was merely a replica and not an actual gorgon's head. With her mind going in a thousand different directions, her comments and criticisms came out rarely and disjointed with no further explanation as to why she felt or thought something before moving on to the next item. Stopping at the dragon's skull while Michael examined it closer, she voiced a random slip of her past, a mix of amusement and curiosity peeking out in her tone and expression. "I climbed into a dragon once. He was full of organs and mechanical gears and let me take samples. I've wanted to do the same to the blue dragon at the inn." Grrrrrunt. "But she's too small." To climb into that is.
"You can probably scalp me if it's important." There was serious consideration, marked by the squinting look upwards at the top of his head which, though he couldn't see, he could imagine. It would not have been the first time someone had scalped him, and certainly he had his own share of experience doing it to others. An effective strategy against vampires who could heal it off by the next night. With the spice of humor, "We could compare notes and styles. I like using a hatchet." Memories of dark, dingy, dirty rooms circled up before him, blocking out what was happening. Blocking out her. He shook it off with a literally shake of his head and returned to his activity of watching and listening to her, a smile at the corner of his mouth. He glanced between her and the skull, "Never been in a dragon. Killed a few. Very, very dangerous. Hard to take down, breath fire. Hard to find a tougher animal." And a bright, dawning moment. "Icer?"
"Why the **** would I scalp you?" The humor lost on her now and she stared flatly at him as though he had offered to pour acid into her eyes. "I wouldn't ever let you scalp me." Somewhere, someone could hear the faint and quiet sound of a ticking time bomb, getting closer to exploding unless they cut the appropriate wire and stopped it in time. The rest of the conversation was lost on her, too zeroed in on his first set of words.
"Sometimes it's fun, and it's not like it's anything more than really annoying to me." Frowning. Jessica's wires were in a dense nest of crisscrossing colors, winding in on each other so thick that it was hard to find the right one sometimes. Michael made no movements, simply looking down at her with eyes narrowing in concern. "It's not like I think you want to scalp me, or that I want to be scalped."
"I don't get my kicks off by purposely causing you harm. Why the **** would it be fun to scalp someone you actually like? Why would you say such a thing if you didn't want me to do it or think I would want to either?" He was frowning and her flat look turned into narrowed and focused eyes with an obvious and clear frown. "I'm not a ****ing psychopath that would want to experiment on you with the intention of destroying you." It was the last sentence that she spat out with sudden venom, a hint that it was all due to a deep and well hidden nerve that the conversation had somehow struck. A sneer began to form, but it was curling onto her face after she was turning away from him and she was starting for the doorway for the next room.
No words followed her departure. Michael was processing the immediate proceeding events, watching her leave into the next room with a frown that dripped down the sides of his face. A misstep of words, a joking offer in the wrong field, and he had stumbled into a ditch full of murky mire. The Voice made a note for him, which it would remind him of for days and days: do not talk about scalping to Jessica. Do not offer to let Jessica hurt you. Do not suggest you would hurt her. A thick scarred hand reached up to run fingers through the curls of his hair instinctively. Taking a deep breath and glancing around the room now empty except for him and the exhibits, most of which he didn't appreciate like she did. "Well. ****," said out of her ear shot. A few more seconds passed before Michael followed her into the second stop on the exhibit, shoving hands into pockets.
The next room was the brain, the soft spongy lump of fat held between the ears of most creatures. It was one of the biggest rooms in the exhibit's trail through the body. Dozens of brains were on display from a dozen different animals, sentient and non-sentient alike. Single lobe, double lobe, quadruple lobe and more. Large, small, tiny, enormous. Red, pink, blue, gray. If it was a quality of brain, it was in the room. An illithid brain was setup as an interactive display, tentacles still attached. Wires were plugged into the brain at intervals that would make sense to neuroscience but was beyond Michael. To the wires, controls were attached, and by manipulating the controls, the tentacles could be made to move.
A corner of the room was setup for lighter fairs. A 'brain ice cream!' stall rested, stocked full of various flavors of ice cream that came out in brain shaped scoops, with various red syrups offered. Stress relief squeezable brains were for sale, or, in the case of the Chemist and Knight, for taking. Shirts, stuffed toys, et cetera. And, against a wall, a 'Memory Booth'. For pictures, as promised.
Even with the moments of silence between her stalking off into the next room, and Michael waiting in the first alone, Jessica continued to radiate ripples of heat and annoyance while moving among the brain exhibit. If he couldn't feel the tension still spilling from her, there was no doubt that the Voice could. For a while she was merely poking at a parrot's brain, no larger than a cashew before her assault on it turned violent enough to turn it into wet mush. She used the pirate flag that was hung beside it to clean her hand off and move along without a murmured Oops. While tentacles were not intestines, they were the closest thing to it in the room (as she had not yet noticed the photo booth along the wall) and they still held her attention by the time Michael showed up with his hands in his pockets while walking on eggshells. Give her a moment or two and she might notice him, but for now she was seeing what she could do by rewiring the controls.
Whispers and murmurs from the place along his spine where the Voice lived were not necessary for the Malkavian to see the tension in her body. It didn't hurt that a smashed brain rested where, Michael was certain, a whole one should be. The path from the door to her was one to take slowly, with short stops at the exhibits of things he'd killed or had wanted to kill, comparing notes with what was there and what he remembered or what he'd imagined. A troll brain held particular interest and caused in him a pause, as they were hard to get a good look at otherwise. It was even smaller than he'd expected. Grunt. Finally, he was sliding back into place next to her, curious as to what she was doing, though quiet in his observations. As she worked, the smell of strawberry syrup reached him, above the tang of formaldehyde. In the search around the room for it's origin he noticed the stall, the trinkets, and the photo booth. Another grunt and a tip of head at the corner, once she looked at him. If she looked at him.
It was a bit of a trial and error process: discovering just where to step in the mine field that Jessica resided over. In today's case, a suitable distraction had presented itself to sooth and calm the inner-workings of her mind and give her a project to work out and allow her to attempt to relax again. He was given a glance when he first approached, but she continued working on programing the simple controls into something a little more complicated. But she didn't look over at him again until she had finished. Now the controls had a few new options instead of just twitching tentacles. Now the tentacles moved in a truer form as though the creature was alive again. All it needed was a head to be placed just right and the mind flaying (at least in appearance) could take place. Looking over at his grunt and nod in the direction of the wall, she could see the photo booth and raised her chin a touch. Maybe she was smug. "Hmm. I win."
"A trip to the beach, then." Truth of the matter was that Michael was simultaneously worried, concerned, interested, and excited. Sand beneath his dead feet, waves across his unliving skin. Moonlight dancing across glass waves of blue gray, ocean and sky running into each other in the distance. And stars. Beautiful, silver stars, hung in a milky splash of sky. It had been a long time since he'd seen true sky, unpolluted by city. Of course, he'd never been to a beach proper. Was he suppose to wear shorts? --Would she wear a bikini? Definitely excited. Michael's jaw tightened as he clamped his teeth down, grinning at the new thought. From the direction of the photo booth to her he turned, appreciating the way she held her head high. God, she was beautiful. Her heat invaded his space. Without looking, "What'd you do to it?" Meaning the mind flayer display with new, improved controls.
He might have not looked, but she did cast a glance back and set the controls back as though there was going to be a museum patron behind them shortly to see the updated display and admire it. "I fixed it." Simple with a shrug of leather covered shoulders as she looked back up to him. "It wasn't life like enough. Now it looks real." Now it looks alive she meant, but no clarification was given. "I pick out the beach." Adding on, though she didn't think she would hear any argument from him on that as she started for the photo booth.
"Of course." That was part of the deal, even if unsaid. She moved off and cleared room for the controls long enough for Michael to reach over and give them a few pushes, curious. Tentacles moved, flexing beneath the manipulations of his hands. He barely noticed, lost in thoughts of moonlight and photos. A second later the Knight was falling in behind her, smiling wide. No more conversation to offer as he was becoming eager to get her into the booth. Hands vanished back into his pockets, if only so he could fetch out the money needed to power the booth.
"We can go next week sometime." Making plans and giving enough time to decide how to break the unmentioned details to him. But the images in his mind's eye were not wrong, and though she didn't know what he was thinking, she still didn't offer out any further details. Once at the booth, she was looking around it to check for a few things and to silence her constant paranoia. Like how there wasn't a door that was about to seal them shut inside the box of the booth, that was it was plugged in, on and appeared to be working as normal. That there wasn't something living inside the booth that she had to kill in order to remove it. Sliding the curtain open and looking inside, Jessica found nothing suspicious and stepped into it. She didn't have to stoop, but he certainly would.
"Sounds perfect. Just let me know when and what to bring." Really, though. He was going to need to know what to bring. Shockingly, 'how to vacation at the beach for a day' was not something the Voice knew any better than he did. Michael was reading over the instructions on the outside, selecting from a choice of photo arrangements and quantity. Thumbs slapped buttons between grunts that bordered on confused. "Uh," was all he said. Bloodied bills were fed into a slot that took them up with a whining whirr. "Four. It's going to take four pictures, once we hit.. start." Which was inside, but he didn't know that. He kept looking out the outside for the button before ducking down to look inside. Oh, there it was. Michael bent down to fit his oversized frame into the space, pointing at the now lit green 'Start' button next to the camera that faced them. He took a brief moment to smooth his hair and fix his clothes before grunting that he was ready when she was.
For a moment Jessica just stared at him and didn't say anything as he gave her instructions while sounding more confused and unaware of what was going on the longer he spoke. But eventually, she just shifted backwards towards the camera and nudged and pushed him to the seat in the booth to sit down. "Yes. I know how these things work. Do you know what kind of pictures you want to take?" Asking as she sat herself in his lap and leaned forward with a stretch of her arm to press the green button.
"Oh, oh --crazy face!"
Scoop! "Arrrr!"
*Flash*
"Close up!" Peeks out with one eye.
Hams it up and gets them nice and close. "Peekaboo!"
*Flash*
"I'm hungry. Chinese after this?" It was the tentacles, made her want noodles, go figure.
"Mm, Chinese. Hello China Panda?" Phone in hand and dialing.
"Pork dumplings too." Twitch of her nose and a tug on his shirt. "Mmm, maybe tell them it doesn't need to be ready for a while."
*Flash*
"Oh, whoops."
"Okay, serious good picture." Fixes her hair.
.. what was he doing? **** she's hot.
*Flash*
The last flash continued to echo in his retinas, a bright aftermath of white that floated in his head, both there and not there all at once. Outside, pictures printed in twin strips of four, one copy for each of them to keep and reflect back on. Tonight was one of those nights, and being in the booth was one of those moments, where things started to feel -- right. They clicked, having more realness to them than other times could claim. Michael's life had so few of them, and it had been such a long time, that it caught him entirely off guard. In his seat, he wavered slightly, emotions welling. Right there, feeling right, feeling good, feeling like he fit, that there was a spot in the world for him, and in that spot he could be happy, Michael's thoughts shifted into territory so untraveled and so genuine that he didn't know what to do or say except to grab her, pull her into a long kiss, and at the end of it, confess with a murmur, "...I think I'm falling in love with you." --Even he blinked at that one, looking at her. Words had gotten out before he could think. Inside his head, the Voice was screaming. Micheal was suddenly very scared and it showed.
There were flashes of moments when Jessica could seem almost normal by most people's standards. They were merely brief blips of time swiftly taken over by violent outbursts of the terrors that ran rampant in RhyDin's streets, but they could still exist in moments like the one shared in the photo booth. After the flash of the camera, she settled back into his chest behind her and decided she was pleased with the outcome with how the photos had gone. Now all they had to do was sit and wait for them to be printed, and it appeared that Michael had plans on how they would spend that time as he locked her up in a kiss. Tangling her arms around him and hungrily returning it before his confession brought everything to a screeching and abrupt halt. Thick lashes fluttered up with a blink or two before she was staring up at him with her mouth falling open in obvious surprise. One moment she had been holding on whatever she could of him, and after his words registered she was pushing back and away from him. Trying to get some sliver of space between the two of them, as though that would erase what he just said, or what she thought she just heard. "What? No." Disbelief.
"I -- " -- am at a loss of words. They became tangled in his mouth, letters fumbling over each other as they mixed and mashed themselves together in configurations and reconfigurations. Where had that come from, the admission? Like a sudden outburst, grown from a seed of guilt, Michael had spoken from a place that was as sensitive as it was hard to pin down. Love? What was it to him? The Voice in his head was roaring, babbling and bubbling along the whole of his spine, until its thousand tongues wagged themselves into a humming, indistinct chatter. It was no help. The Beast stirred once, looking up from its cave, before going back to sleep. Michael was alone in the mess. Alone, except, for Jessica. Long limbs loosened but hands were left disparately clinging to her sides, as if contact between them could win the day. If he is truly at sea, then he has gone over the side of the ship, and now he is holding onto the life raft for dear life. "--I do. I think. I don't know, it's all so confusing." It was. It really was. Michael looked away without letting go, seeking some spot where her disbelief could be avoided. Quieter, "I'm falling in love with you. I know I am."
Latched onto and backed up into the wall of the photo booth, her eyes cut over his shoulder to the flimsy curtain that was in her way between further anxiety and freedom. "Michael I...." Swallowing thickly as she looked back up to him, or rather his profile as he was turning away. Suddenly her shoulders sank and any effort she had been making to flee the small box of the booth was starting to slip away. "I don't know what to say." Since it was a tiny room to fill with confessions, she'd give one of her own. Not that she was ever a wordsmith. They had touched a bit on why perhaps, but her hesitation still lingered as a matter of not completely trusting herself. It was a conversation that even between two sane people could be difficult and risky, but between two cracked souls with shattered minds --who really knew how it was supposed to go.
"Either do I." It was there, now. The corpse of his honesty. And for once, the dead body confused instead of interesting them. Do words rot if left to lie too long? Do confessions bloat in rest, bleach white in sunlight, crumble with age? Michael truly didn't know what to do, and out of that lack of planning, he was doing the only thing he ever wanted to do when she was close; he started pulling her back in, turning his bearded mouth back to hers. A hesitation in the tugging for contact, a pause before a kiss, and eyes heavy with the tumult of emotions went looking for hers hesitantly. "I need you. Not just -- in the usual way. I need your voice, too. Your approval. All of it. S'first thing I think about when I wake up." The words were falling into place awkwardly, but they were coming out. "Maybe this is stupid. And we'll ruin each other. I'm telling you, even if I cared to, I couldn't stop it." There, in the confined space of a photo booth, in the back corner of a museum, Michael opened what was left of his heart, where the scars of time had shriveled it. The Voice was quieting and Michael was left to listen to her breath, to smell her, to taste her on the air. "..that's all. Just thought I'd warn you." And then he waited for her response before he finished pulling her back for a kiss. For a monster who faced down the darkest corners of the world, he sure could be scared of one small, fierce, mad woman.
Where most women might have smiled and melted at the sweet and sincere confession whispered to them by a Knight in leather armor, Jessica was frowning obviously with worry etching onto her features and spinning in her eyes. While she wasn't a fortune teller, her track history was giving her a sight of the future where everything was going to go back up in flames. As much as she did love fire ---"We will ruin each other." That much she seemed certain of and he was whispered back against his hovering mouth over hers. "I don't want to ruin," words cut off the rest of her sentence as the specifics of what she didn't want to ruin, but didn't matter much in the end. The whirlwind of the heated kiss started up again, since her tongue could go in motion but still didn't have the right words for the current conversation. He'd have to judge by actions instead.
To ruin, then. They could toast to their twin destructions, where flames would rush through their lives in all its burning, changing glory. His life was ash with or without her, anyway. Ash with or without. Sometime, somewhere, someone had told him that ash made for wonderful new growth, and that forests relied on fires to renew themselves. The old gave way for the new, destruction gave way to rebirth. Michael gave himself to Jessica, and though they were doomed, something new and beautiful could be waiting on the other side. Something good. It gave him hope. --he'd forgotten what it felt like. Michael's hands moved around her, following her form with needing palms and craving fingers, and as arms wound behind hips, he lifted her to deposit her into a lap that felt empty without her weight. The kiss turned from tentative and soft to hot and needing, as if the fire had already started somewhere inside and her touch fanned it to new heights. Lips across lips became tongue against tongue, arms around her became a hand in her hair and another rising along a thigh, and from the softness of his heart, a hardness of his body grew. If there were any question about where it was going, Michael drew her lower lip between his teeth with a bite that drew blood. Grunnnt.
Lifted and draped into his lap, she was writhing and molding herself into a straddling position with her knees pressed into the seat he was perched on and spiked decorated heels pointed behind her. His hand would likely push high enough to come across the trio of throwing knives strapped high on her thigh before he would reach anything else he may have been going for. Where he thought it was obvious the direction they were headed, Jessica was suddenly stirred from the haze of lust a second time in that tiny booth. This time it was as he drew blood. His bite possibly becoming worse as she suddenly jerked and shoved at his chest with one hand splayed against it, the other held up to her mouth to catch a trickling of red blood on her fingertips. Though she was silent, the look of shock was clear on her face as if to say: You bit me!
Blood painted his lip, dead center, where teeth had broken her skin in a moment lost to the heat that burned behind their skin. The slap of palm to chest broke the spell he'd fallen under. Immediately he was shifting in his seat, cleaning his mouth off with the back of a hand no longer lost in the tangles of hair. Even her thigh was freed from a long fingered grasp. "****. Sorry. Got carried away." There were no fangs, no vampiric Kiss to pollute their emotional pull together, but rules were rules. Breaking them made him feel small and sinful. Getting nowhere, he started looking at the way out of the booth.
It was an awkward moment if there ever was one. It wasn't just a rule, it was a promise. And though by accident it was a clear reminder to herself why she had the foresight to issue it in the first place. While she lingered in the shock and surprise with no rant looking as though it was quick to follow, he was pulling his hands back to himself and unknowingly left a sudden feeling on her skin in the process. It was like an abrupt cold shower of undesire. The awkward and nagging discomfort lingered further when he looked to the curtain and she suddenly felt a telling ache in her chest. It was the cause of her frown. Feeling unwanted suddenly, she began the shift off of his lap and to her feet. Pushing the hem of her dress back down, smoothing over the blades to hide them again with her clean hand. Apparently she wasn't interested in staining the rare dress just yet. The curtain was flipped aside and she exited, snatching up the photo strips with blood stained hands and looked them over to the side of the booth. Green eyes focused on the quick snaps of a pleasant memory that suddenly felt so far away and not within the past five minutes.
Michael did something he rarely did, even when run through the vast stamina that was his and only his to claim; he sagged. Not just in the shoulders, where weight suddenly seemed to tug at him, but in his back, too. In his hands, which fell from her and into the air around him. In his face, which bore sadness and regret across it, unfamiliar in tone. He sagged right down to his soul, or whatever was left of it. It only got worse when she left him alone. Michael buried the scars that crossed his cheeks into hands that looked worse, grateful to have a chance to collecting himself and hide behind a curtain, but uncertain about what to do now. Jessica's blood sizzled at the tip of his tongue and he felt ashamed, utterly, at how much he'd missed it. How good it tasted. --it was worse than anything he could rightly put into context. Though it was by no means a new feeling, he hated himself, truly hated himself, and feared what his failings would lead to. It took a handful of minutes, true full minutes, before he rose from his seat and stepped out. Life and light seemed gone from him in equal measure.
Blood spotted the photographs now, smeared at the edges only though and did not stain their faces. It was confusing to hold a series of expressions that almost no one ever saw, and then to be matched with the heavy tension and sadness that hung in the air. Movement caught out of the corner of her eye pulled her out of the daze, and when he exited the photo booth, that tiny box that managed to contain both joy and horror, both pleasure and pain, Jessica would thrust one of the photo strips into his chest and for a hand to collect. "For you." So he wouldn't forget to hold on to it and keep it. Eyes lingered on his face for a moment before she turned away and refocused on the room they were currently in. It was an attempt to place herself back into the present and at the same time distract herself from the awkward situation at hand.
Likewise, the Knight was forcing himself to focus on what was on hand, ignoring the hunger that lay in his mouth not just for blood, but for savage kisses, and for words. It's funny how a man could want so many things all at once. Delicately, Michael collected the photo strip and looked at it with a bittersweet tinge that made a faint smile part his face. He whispered, without meaning it for her exactly, "Beautiful." He kept looking at it on its way to his pocket, slipped in longwise to protect it from bends or rips. The smile faded as he looked up around the room. Suddenly the brain seemed a lot less interesting. "All right. Onward?"
She had watched him long enough to catch the glimmer of a forming smile, but at his suggestion to move forward, she started in motion for the next doorway. While she was curious as to what came next, hopefully it was eyes since that feature would hold her interest even after the roller coaster they were just on, she stopped suddenly just before the door frame and tipped her chin to her shoulder. Not looking back, but the sudden need to leave a confession in a room marked with memories seemed prudent and urgent. "I believe I am too." Another lingering pause before she made an addition, though while it was simply stated and likely obvious, it was still difficult to get out. "I like you." With no more admissions ready to flow from their tongues, she escaped into the next room.
There are times where the Malkavian can be incredibly dense, slow moving in a fast world. Words could hit and pass through him like a hail of bullets and only when the wounds began to bleed could he tell what had happened. This was one of those times. Jessica's first admission struck him and he was entirely uncertain what she meant, and even with the clarification, things only started to sink in after she'd managed to vanish into the next room ahead of him. Only then did the holes seep meaning, blooming realization. Michael was quick to catch up to her, long steps crossing distance in short seconds. As he pulled up next to her, he did something else he rarely did; he put his hand in hers and twined the fingers. Before she could react, he bent in and stole a closed lip kiss, turned on his heels, and settled in line with her and paid zero attention to the room at large.
Just as she had hoped, this room was for eyes. It was arranged like one, circular and large, such that they entered through the pupil and the far end was the optic nerve. Exhibits were organized to match the area of the eye they occupied, room wise. The closest ones included rows upon rows of thousands of irises, a veritable rainbow from one end of the spectrum to the other. Further away, interactive displays demonstrated how the fine muscles around the eye caused the lens to flex or the eye to move. A powered exhibit featured photo receptors linked to televisions, so that museum goers could turn on or off various elements of vision and experience color blindness, light blindness, and other, more unusual conditions. And there was more, much more, most of it outside Michael's understanding, but what interested him most was a section entirely for Beholders, where people were invited to come up and aim eye stalks at targets set into the wall and behind protective one way mirrors. If he wasn't being a good boyfriend, he would have immediately pulled them in that direction to play with the destructive forces.
Entangled fingers caused her to give a slow look up and see his mouth coming at hers, but he was turning away before much of a returned reaction could be given. Instead of smiling or pulling him back down for another, she simply squeezed his rough hand in her own before her attention was lost in a sea of irises. Her mouth opened just slightly in awe at the massive display which was bigger than her collection at home. It was with her own trained skill that she could pick and point out the eyes of different creatures, but for the moment she didn't touch anything since her hands were both occupied. One hand in his, the other still clutching the strip of photos, and she'd use that hand to point to the eyes she could name the previous owners of. For whatever reason, the exhibit involving the televisions had her turning away with a severe squint of her eyes and she tugged him silently further on.
Michael followed close enough that arms remained slack between them. Only occasionally did he look away from her and never once did he stop listening to what she had to say, soaking her in. He asked questions, seeking clarifications, and was impressed by her knowledge. Though he recognized a few of the things she pointed out, he didn't know more than half. In fact, the only thing he could add to any of it was that the seventeenth eye in the fourth row in the third display on the left belonged to someone he knew once, and that he was surprised to find it here. Hopefully it didn't mean anything beyond the eye having a new location, from skull to display case, but he didn't seem to disturbed by the notion it could have been worse. As they moved through the room, Michael glanced at her copy of the strip. "Want me to hold that for you?"
At his glance, her grip on the slip of photo paper tightened. It might not end up in a pristine fashion by the end of the night, but it was hers and like a child unwilling to share, she didn't want to let it out. Shaking her head and tucking it behind her as though he was thinking of snatching it from her, she moved on to the section with the targets and Beholders where her expression started to knot up and furrow. It appeared she didn't understand what the purpose of it was.
Michael smiled, in a fashion he had not smiled in a long time. Though the bittersweet weight of their combined natures weighed down on the edges, turning the smile at the corners, it was a much needed reassurance that, despite all that had just happened between his confession of words and confession of actions, she still cherished the strip and everything it represented. As a monster, it was easy for him to believe that no one wanted him, and that he was alone in the world, adrift in a dark sea without compass or direction. The tiny gesture of putting her photostrip behind her meant so very much. So much. So he smiled, and showed her how the exhibit worked. ?Like this,? he said, and demonstrated. The Voice told him the fine details, but he didn?t listen to it. Instead, he listened to her. What she said meant more. And he knew in that moment that it would always mean more. Always.
Relief was shown to the display when he took no effort to steal the slip of photo paper from her and allowed her to keep it, even in its newly wrinkling fashion. It was her brief moment of normalcy, documented proof that even a pair such as themselves could do a sweet and innocent romantic act. Not that she ever had any intention of ever letting any eyes outside of this very room see it. Once he began to demonstrate how the exhibit worked and was to be handled, the excitement and interest in it all slipped forth in an obvious nature again. Her own eyes were focused and alert, a sniper?s sharpness to them as she was given the opportunity to aim a stalk and destroy the target etched into the wall. ?I am almost disappointed this place was closed down.? Almost because if this place had drawn in a crowd, the two of them most certainly would not be visiting it.
?Maybe it?ll open back up some day, and we can sneak it when it?s closed.? Michael was truly happiest when they were alone, together. In the vast emptiness of the museum, when it was just the two of them, when they were honestly alone -- that was when the mad man felt the least lonely, the least on edge. The most complete. Jessica gave him something he did not yet understand, made him feel something scary, something strange. She made him want to be better. Not for him, but for her. She made him --
Happy. The feeling struck him as he watched her work.
She made him happy.
He sent a hand across her lower back and watched, smiling. He wished the moment could last forever. He wished the museum were infinite. He wished..
?Good shot, Jessica. Real good one.? The Knight smiled, and was happy.
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(Taken from live play between Mad Knight and Jessica Lucino.)
(Photo strip put together by Mad Knight.)