*Click*
How do I start one of these things? I have no idea to be honest. I guess I will start with the date... January 26th if I am correct. But who cares what day it is when you are immortal.
I hate writing... but I hate my voice as well.
But I hate writing more so I guess I will record my thoughts this way... literally.
I moved into the Chi Zeta Kappa house and... it is nice I suppose. Rhy is pretty much the only one here I can feel I can talk to about anything. The rest of the girls are not real night owls...
*A little laughter here, but there is a pause.*
The human boy... Brandon... well he gave me a necklace a few days ago. I met his boss and he said we were dating, but when we parted that night... Well I have not seen him since. Jade, the other vampiress... er... one of them at least, says he works all the time.
I guess even though I was once a human I do not understand them. He has a limited life as it is, why would he waste it all working? Then again, if he likes doing it who am I to stop him from doing so. I just do not want to watch him work himself to death.
Speaking of Brandon... he used to be dating Rhy. It does not bother me really. She is so in love with Dean it is almost sickening... She gave me the necklace he gave her. Mine is a moonstone pendent as is her's I believe... odly similar. But that does not bother me either...
Tonight Damien was picking on my friend, Dorin, and he brought up Brandon and said that for someone who loves a mortal who will never love me back, I let Dorin pick on mortals a lot.
I do not know what that set off in me, but I cried. I have not really cried in a long time. Sure I have shed a few tears now and then but I felt like my heart was pierced with a stake. He said he did not mean it, but I cannot help but to wonder. I wonder if this is what it is going to be like all the time...
Me, sitting here alone wondering where he has gone to. I have all the time in the world, so I'm not going anywhere, but who is to measure the time he has left and how much of it will be with me.
It is just like old times is it not?
*Click*
How do I start one of these things? I have no idea to be honest. I guess I will start with the date... January 26th if I am correct. But who cares what day it is when you are immortal.
I hate writing... but I hate my voice as well.
But I hate writing more so I guess I will record my thoughts this way... literally.
I moved into the Chi Zeta Kappa house and... it is nice I suppose. Rhy is pretty much the only one here I can feel I can talk to about anything. The rest of the girls are not real night owls...
*A little laughter here, but there is a pause.*
The human boy... Brandon... well he gave me a necklace a few days ago. I met his boss and he said we were dating, but when we parted that night... Well I have not seen him since. Jade, the other vampiress... er... one of them at least, says he works all the time.
I guess even though I was once a human I do not understand them. He has a limited life as it is, why would he waste it all working? Then again, if he likes doing it who am I to stop him from doing so. I just do not want to watch him work himself to death.
Speaking of Brandon... he used to be dating Rhy. It does not bother me really. She is so in love with Dean it is almost sickening... She gave me the necklace he gave her. Mine is a moonstone pendent as is her's I believe... odly similar. But that does not bother me either...
Tonight Damien was picking on my friend, Dorin, and he brought up Brandon and said that for someone who loves a mortal who will never love me back, I let Dorin pick on mortals a lot.
I do not know what that set off in me, but I cried. I have not really cried in a long time. Sure I have shed a few tears now and then but I felt like my heart was pierced with a stake. He said he did not mean it, but I cannot help but to wonder. I wonder if this is what it is going to be like all the time...
Me, sitting here alone wondering where he has gone to. I have all the time in the world, so I'm not going anywhere, but who is to measure the time he has left and how much of it will be with me.
It is just like old times is it not?
*Click*