Topic: Dream, my memory...

Morpheus Kiss

Date: 2009-08-15 19:47 EST
She remembered a pattern in her hands, the touch of winter could draw snowflakes on flesh.

The Beast was gone. The knowledge of it settled deep within her soul. She had taken that agony, that bit of madness from Zedi into herself and now... she possessed that madness only to lose him.

Long she had found a curling presence in a hearth bound chair, winter born blue eyes distant. Vacant.

Much like the gargoyles, much like the Shade she found a Dreamweaver's path could be barren and cold.

There was no beauty in the winter of her heart.

Only cold. Such a chill.

Even the hearth fire could not warm her. Tears became frozen on her lashes.

So cold.

Hand cupped towards. A memory there of a man that bore tattoo of snake scales to form King of all of those slithering beasts.

The writhing dance of fire in his hand.

He had been so warm...

Could Pheus be blamed with the way her hands had found a pattern along those shinining scales at his back.

Mere tattoos.

Like apparitions...

Perhaps that warmth was an illusion too... but her fingertips felt imprinted by a warmth.

A warmth she wished to feel again.

Phillip Stanton

Date: 2009-08-27 12:25 EST
The dream again.

It is nighttime, as it always is. He is waiting for...something. What was it again? He can't remember now. But it's something important.

They are crouched at the edge of a wood, evergreens and their fresh, sharp smell suffusing the air. Before them is a compound of massive proportions - nearly pyramidal in shape, enclosed in a high, steel fence, concertina razor wire strung along the top in tangled profusion. Obviously meant to keep out intruders, and just as likely to keep other things in. The lights from the place, even from this distance of nearly two miles, are bright enough to throw sharp shadows.

What was it?

Just as the question crosses his mind, a voice next to him whispers. "Becca just came over the radio, Phil. She's got the target in sight, on his way out to us...limousine, looks heavily armored, escort vehicles in front and behind. Charges are planted in the road, ready to go, as soon as the vehicles are in position."

He looks next to him, eyes on the man that had spoken. Dark hair, dark eyes, Native American features, dressed in a form-fitting, neutral grey suit of some kind that he can't identify. Laying before him is a compound bow and quiver full of arrows, and between the two of them lays a long sword - a katana, he thinks, sheathed, the handle carved to resemble a cobra coiled along its length, hooded head standing up from the pommel, mouth open and ready to strike.

Who is that? He looks so...familiar...

And though the question occurs to him, he speaks right back. He can feel the grin on his face, a sort of smartass expression he somehow knows the man next to him will be annoyed with. And though he has no clue who he's speaking to, he says softly, "All right, Mikey. Let her know we're ready and in position. Check in with the others, as well, make sure we're all in place. I don't want to blow this - we need the target alive to collect our payday."

The man next to him scowls, though he can see that he is fighting a smile. "I told you not to call me that, Phil. I always used to hate it when you called me that as a kid."

Chuckling, he turns back to the road before them. "Can't help it, little brother. Old habits die hard, you know?"

Old habits die hard...

He wakes with those words in his ears.

Always that dream, or others like it. Sometimes it gets farther, and he can see the 'target' the voices in the dream speak of. He knows the man in the dream is speaking to him, naming him as 'Phil,' but who is Phil? Who is he talking to?

Is this memory, or just a dream?

If it's a memory, he thinks, it doesn't feel like one of his.

He sits up in bed, head in hand. He doesn't know anyone here, really, except for the woman he had met downstairs in the Inn.

Pheus.

The memory of that cool touch, the way his confusion had eased...the way he had felt no need to look further. He still can't remember who he is, or how he got here...but those few moments by the Hearth had made him feel more...at ease than he had since waking in the cemetary.

He hadn't seen her since, and for a moment, he is tempted to think that perhaps that memory was more dream than reality, as well. Who can say?

Still, just the thought of her seems to bring about his peace of mind once more. And she certainly feels more real in his mind than these dreams that haunt him, taunt him, night after night.

Morpheus Kiss

Date: 2009-08-27 20:15 EST
Walking after midnight but it was not the pattern or place or steps to be expected. She would walk in dreams.

Like an open book were his dreams to read and move through. A ghost, an apparition outlined at the tarnished edges of his memories.

She was just a passenger. A visitor for the time. Trying to make sense of it all. Understand him.

The illusion, the dream moved away dissipated from thick fog into nothingness.

Leaving her wide eyed. Pale winter born eyes round with a question to know more of him.

She smoothed her palm against the mirror and it seemed to smudge away the dream. Part and take her from it.

"You are as lost as I am, King."

Quietly.

A lone whisper in an empty room.

Never would it reach ears.

Unknown to him the realization that every night she had known his nightmares.

Had done nothing to stop them because she knew his subconscious was trying to make him remember who he was... yet there was peace.

Comfort. Content. That bit of sanctuary she could offer him.

A place to call home in dreams where reality could not be forged into truth.

Moonlight and stories. Kings and Forgotten Queens. Blood and Tears.

Sometimes the past just was not as different as the skin it wore.

Phillip Stanton

Date: 2009-09-04 23:09 EST
The dream continues.

The man next to him - he'd called him Mikey? - gets back on the radio. Or at least, that's what he assumes. He can't hear him speaking to whoever it is he's talking to.

Four others, besides, him, Becca, and me. Blood mages are dangerous, at best. Deadly, at worst. And he's using subvocal mics.

Even in his dream, he can feel the shock at his mind dredging this information up this way. How did I know all that?

It doesn't make the least bit of sense to him, as, in his dream, he turns back to the view. In the distance, he can see multiple vehicles coming at a slow, ponderous pace.

He knows - somehow - when the line of vehicles is passing the group that waits to come from the rear of the line. Even at their snail's pace, it doesn't take long. Another moment and the charges will be set.

He turns to the man next to him. "All right, Michael. They're just about at the point." Another pause, then that smartass grin comes back. "You sure you got those charges set right, Mikey? I know you said you knew what you were doing, but you always did like to brag..."

The man next to him, rather than getting annoyed again, this time looks at him as he holds up a small object with a button on it - a detonator, his dream-memory tells him - and grins. "Tell you what, Phil. You just watch and tell me if I was exaggerating, 'kay?"

A moment later, he pushes the button.

He looks back at the line of vehicles - heavily armored personnel carriers in front and behind of a long limousine - just in time to see the vehicles before and behind the limo explode in a ruinous bloom of fire, concussive blasts that ring his ears in time to the sound of metal screeching in protest with the incredible pyrtechnic force that had been forced onto their frames from under the ground. Within a moment, all four vehicles have been transformed into hulks of blackened, twisted metal.

And over it, he can hear Michael, the man next to him, shouting into the radio. "GO! GO GO GO..."

He wakes suddenly, drenched in sweat this time, the sounds of explosions and the shouts of Michael ringing in his ears.

These times, he can feel that the memories are so close. Like there's something he must be missing, some vital clue in them that he should know.

One hand clenches into a fist and pounds on his leg. Dammit! He should KNOW what these mean!

Why can't he remember it?

Morpheus Kiss

Date: 2009-09-05 08:00 EST
An empty canvas. In her room she rocked back on her heels. She danced through her madness, sang through her sorrow. Now coming back from a peek into those nightmares and dreams of Cobra, there was the desire to paint.

But what?

Was there a door of his spirit that could lead the way?

Pheus did not trust the paints. Once the canvas and the images had been simply that. Beautiful Art.

Yet when the canvas started to become a scrying device and the paint became dreams. That was different.

No Muse. No great manipulation.

Dream Weaver.

Hand dropped the paint brush, the flat of her palm pressing to white canvas.

"Show me."

Changing. Altering. Her palm brushed a glowing energy over that white stretched material.

Dreams could be her paint. That canvas reflected heaven then twisted with hell.

Admist it all. He was there.

Lost within his memories.

His frustration was agony to her. The Sandman's 'daughter' nudged those dreams.

Perhaps to show him the way. It would be his choice if he chose the path to walk.

Phillip Stanton

Date: 2009-09-16 18:31 EST
The final iteration.

The two of them stand in the same instant, but by the time he's stepped out of the cover of the wood towards the burning vehicles, his companion is gone, halfway to the site.

By the gods, does he move fast! And quiet!

He can see, behind the wreckage, a tall, lean woman with bright red hair streaming out behind her, accompanied by three others - hulking figures that conjure in his dream-memories racial names - a troll and two orks, he thinks. All four of them, along with Michael, moving almost faster than the eye can follow.

By this time, the doors of the limousine - which is miraculously untouched - have burst open and armed men dressed in crimson and black striped uniforms, all bearing a curious corpoate logo that reads 'Aztechnology' beneath it, are emerging from it. In a moment, three of them have been killed, one of them sporting a new, feathered arrow shaft from his forehead.

The grisly action continues. Gunfire erupts into the silence as the people engage each other, and yet he holds back. he can feel power building within him, waiting...watching...

...and from the limo climbs a final man.

This one is dressed in what looks like a suit. Even from this distance, he can tell that this is no off-the-rack affair, even though the cut and design is very foreign to him. The man himself is obviously Hispanic - olive-brown toned skin, dark eyes, black hair.

But something about the way the man cooly assesses the situation before him screams dangerous. And it is then that he knows that this is the man he is waiting for.

The nebulous power within him suddenly climaxes, and from his lips issues a sound - a hissing, spitting sound almost, like the sound a snake might make before it is about to strike - as the power explodes from him, its target the suited man.

He knows, even before the spell is released, that it is meant to stun, not kill or damage. Something in this dream - a memory - tells him that the man is wanted alive.

But whoever this man is, he's very good. And he seems to know that he's the target. There is a flash of watery light as his spell is repelled, the shack wave of it flaring out around the man.

At the same instant, he feels it - the oncoming headache, the feeling of nausea. Always the same, though this time it's light. But distracting all the same.

The target snarls at him as one of the orcs close with him, looking to knowck him unconcious. The suited man is faster than could be believed - he manages to sidestep the attack and in a flash is behind the orc, a knife in hand. Blood spurts from the orc as his throat is slashed cruelly from one ear to the other.

And in that moment, all hell breaks loose.

From the draining corps comes a keeing cry as a horrible, bloodred vision, bloated and horrifying, unidentifiable except as a disgusting mass, springs to life out of the cooling, bloody remains of the orc.

A blood spirit.

A terrible vision of evil, darker magic, fueled and brought to life by the sacrifice of a victim.

The first person it turns its attention to is Michael, opening a maw that reeks of rotting flesh and blood. As Michael raises his sword to defend himself, the bloated bloody spirit swats him aside as if he were a toy. Micheal flies across the open ground to slam into a tree with bone-crushing force.

Terrified, he watches as the monstrosity turns its attention to the woman with the red hair next, who is busy firing her guns into the massive monster.

Uselessly.

At that point, he feels something inside him snap him into action. He dros into a sitting position, closing his eyes, reaching out to the power within himself, drawing on it, using his anger and rage and mind to eject himself from his own body.

Opening them again, he can see the monstrous being in the astral world, and looks down at his own slumped form, then down at his spirit-self.

A massively muscled man, made of light, wielding a sword of the same, stands over his fleshy form.

He doesn't know why or how he's doing this - only that he cannot allow this thing to hurt the man or the woman.

Will not allow it.

He charges the being, his form of light and spirit moving as fast as thought.

The beast reacts, sensing his presence, by swinging a massive limb out at his spirit form. Easily, he dodges, and the sword of light in his hands swings across, cutting into and through the limb with as much ease as a hot knife through soft cheese. The beast roars, whether in pain or rage he can't tell. At the same moment, he summons all of the strength his spirit has to offer and raises the sword overhead, bringing it down with all of his might.

The sword extends, flaring white-hot brightness as it slashes down through the middle of the blood spirit, cutting it cleanly in half. There is a repeat of that keening, roaring wail as the monster disintegrates.

For a long moment, he hangs there, looking around. He catches sight of the redhaired woman, relived to see shi is all right, then looks around for Michael - and freezes.

There, next to his body, is the man in the suit. kneeling over his slumped body.

Knife at his throat.

Looking up at him, into his eyes.

A cruel smile on his face.

There is an instant of comprehension, as he realizes his mistake.

And then the blood cascades from him as his meat body's throat is sliced open.

He sits up, eyes wide, a scream of denial and rage trembling behind his lips.

And for just an instant, he almost has it in his grasp...


...and then it is gone.

He's never gone that far in the dream before. To see the instant of his own death.

Is it the past?

The future?

What's going on here?

For a long time, he sits on the bed, head in hand, trying to understand.

Finally, at last, he speaks.

To the empty room around him, he speaks the name, the only name that comes to him in this moment of confusion and fear.

"Pheus..."

Morpheus Kiss

Date: 2009-09-16 20:19 EST
Her fingers dropped from that canvas and she took a step back. Looked to that canvas that had become nothing blank but instead a living picture. An open window to the soul.

Those dreams were like dripping paint. Spilling along white canvas.to reveal that moment. A scene played out. Violence and Death. Blood and Rage.

Despair and Shock.

Her fingertips pushed into that canvas, pushed through it. Pressed to the hem and frayed edges of those dreams.

Perhaps he would see her there.

A glistening apparition amongst that violence. Shining silver hair and bold blue eyes. Dressed to kill.

Like she belonged there in the dream.

Pheus could adapt. Make herself a part of the dream, woven so thickly into the belief she belonged there.

She watched it all with wild eyed horror. Perhaps she even screamed his name, lost in a war cry of one of his shield mates. Called him King again.

Then stilled, she was thrown out of that dream.

Heard something that would pull her more.

Her name.

He called to her.

And ever like she was destined to be ... she would go to that call.

It was printed in the fiber of her being.

Summon of name through dream wake.

Was it a wonder then how moments later in his once empty room, now in the corner there was the collapsed presence of Pheus.

Phillip Stanton

Date: 2009-09-18 00:03 EST
He is not even aware, at first, that she had come to the call of her name. Head in hand, over his eyes, trying to grasp the last fleeing threads of dreams, for a long moment the utterance of her name escapes his memory.

It is not until he feels her presence - hears her breathing, out of time with his - that he looks up, confused.

And that is when he sees her, his eyes widening, collapsed in the corner of his room. The pale glow of her skin, the shock of white of her hair, in the darkness of his room, curled in the dark corner, makes him move without thinking.

He stands from the bed quickly, the blanket falling from his form - which is unclothed, his preferred mode of sleeping - to her in the corner, kneeling next to her slumped form.

"Pheus? Are you all right...?"

His hadn falls on her shoulder, shaking her softly, seeking to rouse her. Then he reaches out to her with the other, both hands, one on each side of her face, tilting her head up to him, looking into her face.

Her limp form, her unresponsiveness, spur him to action. He scoops her into his arms, lifting her easily, and carries her to the bed, laying her upon it.

It's only then that he becomes aware of his nudity, feeling her cool body against his naked skin.

Blushing furiously, he picks up a robe from the floor, slipping into it and tying it at his waist, before turning back to her again.

A hand reaches out as he sits on the bed beside her prone form, leaning over her. His hand reaches out again to caress her cheek softly as he looks down on her, a smile on his lips.

He is glad to see her, her prescence driving out the confusion and fear.

After a moment he whispers her name again. "Pheus."

Morpheus Kiss

Date: 2009-09-18 06:27 EST
The Dream King stood behind her, pushing her hair from her face, a slide of fingers along her flesh. Fingers in that pale hair, touching along skin the shade of cream.

"I saved you, child."

He was ignorant of her fear, her anxiety as she stared out across the room at the crumpled, broken figure of a dusky fleshed girl with raven black hair. Had she not once known that girl? Was she not one of the people of her town?

Pale blue eyes glanced over her shoulder to look at the one behind her until she was distracted by something more significant. Blood.

It saturated the white of her dress.

"I... am I dead? Have I died?"

A whisper. She felt dizzy, light headed and felt so cold. The warmth had left her body. Even the soft cream of flesh was starting to pale in winter's snow kissed presence.

"You did... but I brought you back. I could use you."

His hands pushed the blood soaked material from her frame leaving her standing cold and naked in the midst of an empty room. Ashamed she covered herself. Breath catching raggedly in her throat as she saw the subtle changes to her body, felt it in her mind.

Panic filled her and she stumbled, moved to run.

"What have you done to me?!?"
"We all... have our price."

A cry out, little girl lost, memories swiped clean as if that dying girl, dead girl, had never existed. Waking in dreams... all she saw, knew was his touch. The kiss of Morpheus.

The summon, that printed fiber of her being to answer her name within the dream claim of another had not happened in years. It took the breath out of her and near took all the energy out of her.

Her mind flittered through those dreams like a girl lost in the mist and the fog. Apparitions and ghosts.

She felt dizzy and weak with it, limp as if she was one to die all over again.

Warm hands.

Stirring against the comfort of sheets. Her body curled near infantile in motion. Spilling warmth to stir her from that labyrinth of dream patterns she could lose herself to. Lashes fluttering and parted, those blue eyes bright as soulfire. There he was above her, and for a moment she forgot herself, how she got there. Seeing him above her in nothing more in a robe and she layed out on his bed as demure offering. Pale color touched her cheeks. Eyes bright with a whim, she could only respond. Answer with words as she had answered with her presence.

"King."

Phillip Stanton

Date: 2009-09-27 00:54 EST
"Pheus."

The smile on his face is both embarassed and wondering, his warm had still on her cool cheek, looking down into her eyes. His eyes rake over her form, wondering what exactly had possessed him to lay her out here - there's a couch that would have done just as well. Her laid out demurely there is, without a doubt, a very solid and real temptation, and he is forced to pull himself back to reality.

"How did you get here? And are you all right?"

The dream is still fresh in his mind, the sight of his body's throat being slit from the outside a horrible memory in his thoughts. For a moment, he shudders at that recollection, because it had been so real...and yet, he could not reconcile that with something that had actually happened.

Instinctively, he reaches up to his neck, feeling along the line of his neck with the hand that is not touching her cheek.

There is an instant of dread as his hand nears the skin. Will there be a scar there? His breath catches as he closes the final inch.

To find perfectly smooth skin under his hand. He breathes again, a sigh of relief.

He looks back down at her with a shaky smile, that same relief showing agains on his face. As he looks down at her, his gze traveling along ehr lovely form again, his eyes widen as he reaches her face, her shockingly pale skin and white hair.

"You were there...in the dream."

Morpheus Kiss

Date: 2009-09-27 07:33 EST
"I was. I was watching you... helping you." She could have held an apology on her tongue but there was no apology that came. The Maiden was bright and alive in that moment. The thrive of magic and energy all but shimmered around her as she looked at him, watched the way his eyes drifted over her form.

Pheus knew well that look in the eyes of the Dream King, the Sandman that had taken her as his own prodigy. One who even then had taken her to his bed. Those pale blue eyes knew well that look in a man. Desire.

A furrow of brows as his eyes did not seem so ... hungry... though. There was a faint smile upon her lips as hands reached, pulled him down toward her. A whisper on her lips.

"Death in dreams is Death in Life. You had to be taken from that before the last drop of your blood spilled to feed the earth."

Her lips found his jaw, needing to find that source of panic and fear and take it from him. A subtle shake of head as he questioned.

"You called to me... and I answered you."

Simple as that. Call for the Dreamer in a dream and she would be there. Boldness then. Lips brushed his own. Kiss as sacred as a sweet dream.

Phillip Stanton

Date: 2009-10-01 15:20 EST
Her very presence, so near, soothes the fear and confusion the dreams have brought to him. The brush of her lips against his jaw, the way she tenderly pulls him near, not only serves to distract his mind from the thoughts of the violence in his dreams, but frees him of it completely, replacing the cold and the fear with a wondrous sort of warmth that teals through his mind and body as her lips brush against his.

His eyes close lazily, and for the first time in weeks, the faces, the visions and sounds from his dreams, are not what he sees or hears.

All he can see is Pheus, all he can hear is his heart thudding suddenly fast and hard and alive, blood pulsing in his ears, drwoning out all else as his hand reach up to cup her cool cheeks, his lips touching hers, lingering against them, a deep, shaky breath taken in, inhaling her scent.

When at last he does pull away again, the smile on his lips as he looks down into her eyes is - for the first time since coming to Rhy'Din - free of sadness or confusion or fear.

It's as if the dreams have been driven away. The answers he sought to find while in their terrifying embrace seem to be distant, no longer important, replaced by this pale vision of pristine beuty his eyes rest on.

Thank you, Pheus...I am very glad you came."

Morpheus Kiss

Date: 2009-10-01 17:47 EST
"I am glad I came too, King."

She sank down against the bed, those ice blue eyes bright with wonder as she looked up at him. Considering and thoughtful.

"I will help you as I can to find the way through the darkness of those nightmares. So that you might control them..."

Much time had been surpassed with Pheus as the Dream Maiden. Sitting up slowly she looked over the man that had captivated her own visions and dreams.

The paint of her thoughts had ever brushed a vision of him on the blank canvas.

She was uncertain if she could help him find himself but she would be there for him every step of the way.

"I am glad that you called to me... there has been too much coldness in my spirit. Like Ice in my veins... and I took the Beast's madness to help him...and he left me."

Hushed. A distance of eyes. A wistful smile.

"Sometimes others can be free, but even without the collar...I still feel trapped. With you though...I feel perhaps... you could free my own dreams."