Snakes and Swords and Mystic Chords
When Skyler was six years old, he woke one night to angry shouts in the hall outside his bedroom. He went to the door and peered out dazedly. On one side of the hallway his mother stood in the doorframe of her bedroom, shouting at one of her ?friends,? a man named Sergio, who stood at the opposite side of the hall.
?You were supposed to be here three hours ago!? Laura?s voice was shrill and furious.
?Shut-up, you psycho bitch. I come and go when I feel like it!? Sergio shot back.
They both noticed the child at once. ?Skyler, go back to bed,? warned Laura, unconcerned with the fact that her little boy was terrified.
Sergio walked down the hallway, scowling at Laura. ?You?re crazy. You?re losing your mind, Laura. That?s why no one likes to be around you anymore.?
The woman took a fearful step back. ?Stay away from me!? She hurled a flower vase at Sergio. The man turned sideways and the vase shattered on his shoulder, water and pottery shards tumbling down his side. They stared hatred at each other for a tense moment.
Sergio seemed to be debating between simply walking out and throwing up his hands, and getting back at her for attacking him. He glanced down at the broken vase, his expression darkening. Then he bounded down the hall, seized Laura by her shoulders and began shaking her. ?You crazy psycho bitch! You maniac whore!?
Terrified, Skyler ran toward them and shouted. ?Stop! Leave my mom alone! Just leave her alone!? He reached up and took hold of Sergio?s arm, trying to pull the man off his mother.
?Skyler, go back to bed!? Laura ordered, her voice broken due to Sergio?s shaking.
The boy, torn between helping his mother and obeying her order, simply took a step back and began crying. ?I want dada!?
Sergio took one hand off Laura Chamberland and backhanded the six year old. Skyler staggered away and looked pleadingly at his mother through tear-blurred eyes.
Laura had no sympathy. ?I told you to go back to bed!?
Outraged and traumatized, Skyler turned and ran down the hall, the broken pottery crunching beneath his small bare feet. He threw open the front door and darted into the warm summer night, sobbing. Outside, he hid in a bush and watched the house, praying that his mother would come out to find him and see if he was okay. She did not. All the boy could hear was more shouting.
Trembling, Skyler turned his gaze to the Shogun?s castle, standing high on the horizon, its windows glowing red, like hundreds of evil eyeballs. It seemed to be his only option. His father would be livid if Skyler came to him at work, but the boy saw no alternative.
Beneath the light of the full moon, the six year old Skyler Jackson Chamberland plodded disconsolately down the dirt road that wound through the sleeping Japanese city. In the darkness around him, the night wind howled through the trees, unseen owls let out spooky hoots, and fireflies flickered in the mist.
As he came closer and closer to the castle, the structure looked even more imposing. If it seemed big and scary from Skyler?s bedroom window, it looked positively colossal and bloodcurdling up close. Yet as afraid as he was of the Shogun?s castle, it was not as frightening as the home he had just escaped. He came to the base of the ramp that led to the castle?s main gate. The two guards standing watch there looked down curiously as he passed, but did not challenge him. The son of Fredrick Chamberland was known throughout the city, and not unwelcome in the castle where his father served the Shogun. After all, he was only six. Skyler plodded up the ramp toward the main gate.
The two armed guardsmen at the main gate questioned him. ?Something wrong, boy??
?I need my dada,? was all Skyler could say. His long pretty black hair dangled sloppily down on either side of his face. ?Something happened at my house.?
One guard nodded to the other, and together they swung open a large, wide door. Skyler stepped inside, and they closed the door behind him. The boy found himself in a massive, empty foyer with elaborate furnishings and obsidian marble columns. Decorative torches burned on the walls, bathing the room in dim orange light. The boy had only seen this place once before. He did not know where to find his father.
A door at the side of the foyer swung open. An old servant woman slipped out and made for a broad staircase that led to the castle?s upper regions. She walked directly past Skyler without even seeing him.
?Help,? said Skyler, between soft sobs. It was all he could think to say.
The woman let out a startled squeak and slapped her hand to her mouth to stifle it. She spun and saw Skyler for the first time. ?Little boy, I didn?t even see you there. What are you doing here at this late hour??
?I need my dada,? Skyler repeated, his cheeks shiny with tears.
?You . . . you?re Fredrick Chamberland?s boy, aren?t you??
Another servant, a much younger woman, appeared at the top of the staircase. ?Milli,? she asked softly. ?Who?s that??
?It?s Fredrick Chamberland?s son,? Milli answered. ?Something has happened to him.?
?I need my dada!? Skyler screeched at them, balling his small hands into fists and crying harder.
?You should take the boy to him,? the younger woman advised.
?I?m not going down there,? replied Milli.
?Nor am I.?
Milli knelt before Skyler and pointed to a door at the far end of the foyer. ?Take that door, keep following the steps down. Don?t take any of the side doorways, just keep going down the main staircase. Your father will be in the dungeons, most likely.? She placed a comforting hand on his shoulder. ?Why don?t you come up to the nursery, child? We will make you a cup of warm milk and prepare a bed. It?s ... very scary down in the dungeons. Stay up here where it?s warm and cozy.?
?I need my dada.? Skyler drew away from her and walked to the indicated door, his bare feet cold on the polished mahogany floorboards. He tried not to look at the ugly gargoyle statues he passed, or the portraits of mean-looking men and depressing tapestries on the walls. When he stood in the right spot, he placed his small hands on the door and pushed as hard as he could. Very slowly, it creaked open, revealing a dark, narrow staircase. Having come too far to turn back now, he stepped into the blackness. He was afraid, but a numbness spread over him, and the thought of his father waiting in the depths below gave him the courage he needed to proceed with relative calm.
He descended the winding staircase that grew narrower at every turn. He passed many doors with eerie sounds behind them; sounds of labored breathing, sounds of mating (Skyler understood mating, having been subjected to it by his mother and her male callers), sounds of pain, sounds of sadness. Protests, pleads, sighs, growls; all these noises echoed in the darkness, as Skyler trudged numbly along.
The air was damp, cool, stale. The coppery stench of blood stung his nostrils. An occasional tombstone torch lit the way, creating a consistent pattern of light and darkness to elucidate his descent. The few steps just near the torches were illuminated, then they grew darker and darker, vanishing altogether until the next torch brought more light. Some of the torches had gone out, forcing Skyler to feel his way along for several long stretches in utter blackness.
By the time he reached the bottom, the boy was exhausted. He was more tired than frightened, now. A tall guardsman with a disfigured face stood watch before a gate of metal bars. Skyler turned his tired, tear-stained face up to him. ?I need my dada. Something happened at our house.?
The guardsman shouted through the gate. ?Lord Chamberland!?
A male voice replied softly from the shadows behind the gate. ?He?s with the Shogun in the torture chamber! They?re not to be disturbed.?
?His little boy is here. It?s some sort of emergency.?
The one who had spoken behind the gate came to the bars and peered down at the boy. ?How did you get down here? This is no place for a child.?
Skyler could think of nothing to say, except to repeat the same sentence he had repeated to every other guardsman he had encountered. ?I need my dada. Something happened at home.?
The two guardsmen looked at each other. ?I?m not about to go interrupt them and get my ear chopped off for disobedience,? said the one behind the gate.
?Nor I,? the disfigured man agreed.
?It?s my momma,? Skyler told them, weakly. ?She . . .,? he trailed off into tears.
Realizing the implications of this ? a possible situation with Fredrick Chamberland?s wife ? the guard behind the gate threw up his hands. ?Very well, boy. You will go see him yourself. I?m not going in there.? He pointed through the bleak corridor behind him. ?The door at the very end of the hall.?
Skyler moved forward numbly. They didn?t even have to open the gate for him ? he was small enough to squeeze through the bars. He passed many cells as he transcended the hallway, their occupants grunting and leering at the child as he passed. One man tried to press his face between the bars, sneering with rotten teeth. Another man sat far back in his cell, leaning against the wall, grinning the wide, frozen grin of a lunatic. Yet another man reached out for him, flailing an arm rich with scurvy blooms and other rashes. Skyler?s eyes watered from the reek of feces and rotting flesh.
A large oaken door loomed before him, the room in which Skyler would finally find his father. He reached for the knob. It was stiff, and a sharp metallic chafe filled the air when it turned. The door swung slowly inward.
The long room within was illuminated by red light, its source unapparent. Men in dark cloaks paced about, moving from table to table with bowls and implements and vials. Deep cowls covered their faces. None of the druid-like figures noticed the boy. A curtain of chains hanging from the middle of the ceiling served as a divider. Skyler could see figures beyond it, but not clearly.
Just when Skyler was about to pipe up and reiterate his plea for his father, a baritone voice boomed behind the curtain. ?It is time.? The cloaked figures gathered their items into their hands and passed through the curtain of chains, leaving Skyler alone.
Suffering from sensory overload by now, the boy approached the curtain, zombie-like. He got down on his knees and parted the chains just enough to poke his face through. His child eyes grew wide.
The sight before him would burn permanently into his mind, the image searing into his impressionable young psyche forever. It would be another of the many factors that figured into the delinquency and character flaws of his later youth.
A vertical alter, like a stone crucifix, sat in the middle of the room, whereupon a skinny young woman with no clothes was strapped, her arms and legs spread wide. Her face was bloody and swollen, her hair a mess. She breathed slow raspy breaths, as if she?d already screamed her voice away and was now too tired to offer further protests. On the floor before her, there was a recession in the stones, a small pool filled with blood red liquid. The druid-like figures had gathered around the alter and the pool in a semicircle, on their knees.
A voice boomed in the shadows behind the alter. ?Begin.?
Each of the cloaked men held a bowl in their lap, each apparently filled with different grotesque concoctions. They began to chant. One by one they reached into their bowls, grasped handfuls of its contents and slung them at the naked woman. All manners of disgusting ingredients splattered her body: blood, garlic, maggots, earthworms, slugs, blood, slime, snails, eyeballs, blood, animal fur, human teeth, lard, blood. The ingredients covered her body from head to toe; nesting in her hair, splashing her eyes, nose and mouth, dripping from her breasts down to the fuzzy mound between her legs. The woman attempted to say something, but her voice was broken, weak and barely audible. Her head lay limply on her shoulder.
After their bowls were empty, the druid-like figures chanted louder, an ominous, hateful dirge that echoed off the stone walls of the torture chamber. A figure stepped forth from the shadows behind the alter, garbed in a ceremonious black and gold kimono. He was tall and dark, with a full beard lining his cruel face ? the Shogun.
?Come, Azrael!? His deep baritone voice rang out over the monotonous chanting. He spread his arms evangelically, gazing down at the bloody pool. ?Come forth, Lord Azrael! Rise . . . and feast!?
The pool of blood began to roil, bubbling, churning. Then, slowly, a black snake as thick as a man?s leg coiled up from the blood. With beady, malevolent eyes it stared at the woman, its serrated tongue lashing randomly from its mouth. As Azrael loomed amidst them, the cloaked figures chanted still louder ? harmoniously now ? haunting mystical chords, triumphantly heralding and praising their idol?s appearance. The Shogun gazed upon the serpent with greedy, lustful eyes.
Skyler had seen snakes before. But the serpent which emerged from the bloody pool in the floor could not be rightly considered a snake. It would have been like calling a grizzly bear a kitten. The boy felt as though he were caught in a nightmare ? a nightmare from which it was impossible to wake. Trembling, afraid even to breath, he watched in agony, praying his father would somehow appear, take him into his arms and tell him this was all a dream.
The snake stood erect from the pool in a black, slimy coil. Its head made one revolution, taking in it glorification with amused, malevolent interest. Then its eyes fell on the helpless woman bound before it, and Azrael slinked toward her. Faster than Skyler?s eyes could follow, the serpent lurched and bit the bronze, bloodstained flesh of her belly. Two fang holes appeared on her skin, and blood immediately gushed from them. The woman made a desperate effort to scream, but a broken, hoarse croak was all she could manage. She had screamed her last.
The druid-like figures chanted more rapidly. Skyler could see everything just over their heads, from his hiding place behind the curtain. The snake, as if dancing to the cadence of the chanting, dipped toward the naked woman?s middle.
She used whatever strength remaining to her to struggle franticly against her restraints, yet she could manage little movement, and she was unable to close her legs. Azrael flickered its tongue against her soggy mound, seemingly entertained by her writhing. Then, suddenly and violently, the black snake thrust its head into the hole between her legs. The woman?s head pitched forward and her eyes bulged. Her face froze and her mouth formed a scream of agony that would not ring out.
With slow, foul wriggles and revoltingly sick suction noises, the snake slithered further and further inside of her. The woman twitched sickeningly at each of its slimy jolts, head tossing, lips forming silent pleas. The chants were deafening.
?Lord Chamberland. Come,? the Shogun?s voice rumbled, deeper and louder than the chants.
Finally Skyler saw his father, emerging from the shadows behind the alter. The boy nearly ran forward and clung to him, but something held him back, some soft voice of common sense in his mind. Perhaps it was the fact that Fredrick held a battleaxe at his side, clenched tightly in his right hand. The man had a frightful look in his eyes ? one Skyler had never seen before ? a look of pending psychosis and fragile sanity. His aged face was lined with stress and fatigue.
By now the snake was entirely inside the woman?s body. Clumpy innards began to spew from the gaping crevice between her thighs. Her belly bulged grotesquely. Lumps appeared across her torso where they shouldn?t have been. Fredrick studied her for a moment with vague curiosity, then swung the battleaxe at her. It hewed clean through her neck and thudded dully against the alter. The woman?s head tumbled off her shoulders.
Blood oozed and bubbled from the woman?s open neck like an erupting volcano. Moments later, Azrael the snake slithered out of the opening, slick and shiny with blood and guts. Like a climber who?d just conquered a great mountain, it gazed about proudly at the chanting cloaked figures, the Shogun, and the headsman. The snake then emerged from the woman?s body, steaming, bloated, almost twice as thick as it was before. It dropped to the floor with a wet thud and slithered back into the bloody pool. The chanting slowly quieted, then ceased.
In the sudden silence, the faint whimpering of a small boy could be heard. All of the men turned in Skyler?s direction. Skyler didn?t think it was possible for his father?s face to get any darker, but it did.
Fredrick stomped to where he hid, swatted the chains apart and drew his son up to his face by grabbing the front of his shirt with one hand. ?The devil are you doing here?? He shook the boy, hard, but Skyler, traumatized and dazed, offered no resistance. His head swayed flaccidly. Despite being violently shaken, he was relieved to finally be with his father, and did not care that he was angry. ?Answer me!?
A large hand came down on Fredrick?s shoulder. ?Something?s wrong with him,? the Shogun observed.
Fredrick seemed to have noticed this, too, and ended his tirade. He peered into his son?s watery eyes. ?What?s happened to you??
?Momma.? Skyler tried to pull his head up, but it only rolled loosely from shoulder to shoulder, no strength left in his neck. ?Fighting.?
The Shogun glared heatedly at Fredrick. ?You can?t take care of your own bloody family??
Fredrick Chamberland looked away in shame.
?Go take care of business. Don?t show your face to me again until you can show me you know how to keep your duty and your family separate.? The Shogun?s deep voice was full of malice and spite.
Fredrick?s face tightened as he gazed into the shadows, unable to meet his Shogun?s condescending glare. He tucked Skyler under his arm like a textbook and carried the boy away, the battleaxe still clutched in his other hand. He marched all the way back home through the black of night, through the dungeons, up the long staircase, through the castle foyer and into the city, carrying the lightweight child effortlessly under his arm. The boy?s long black hair dangled down with a sad lack of grace.
When they stood before the house, Fredrick seemed to have forgotten about the small boy he carried under his arm like a sack. He stood on the front walk, staring hatefully at the home. Skyler, sagging limply, peered up at the twinkling stars through soggy eyes, wishing the nightmare would end.
In the quiet of the night, sounds of frantic lovemaking drifted out of the home. Fredrick listened for long moments, seeming to grow calmer. Finally, he quietly open the front door and approached the bedroom, Skyler in tow.
Grunts and groans grew louder the closer father and son came to the bedroom. The door was ajar. Fredrick kicked it open. It flew into the wall with a bang so loud Skyler slapped his hands over his ears. He felt a great tension come over his father, and wanted badly to be released. Yet the man continued to hold him tightly to his side.
Several candles lit the room within. Sergio, who had been lying naked atop Laura Chamberland, lurched to his feet, staring at the Shogun?s Headsman with wild, terrified eyes. His half-erect penis waggled before him like some halfwit?s impression of a magic wand.
Without a word, Fredrick swung the battle axe in a high arc and brought it down into Sergio?s collarbone. It cleaved through his torso, clean down to his abdomen. Sergio collapsed, mouth agape, blood surging from the fissure. Fredrick wrenched the battleaxe out of his body with a moist crackle of bone and flesh.
Laura hadn?t managed a sound. She clutched the blankets to her chest and watched the scene unfold with a dumbstruck disbelief. But when Fredrick turned his gaze on her, she shrank from it. The man dropped Skyler. The boy hit the floor, spun and pressed his face against the wall, terrified of Sergio?s bloody body that seemed to be staring at him.
?I let you have your fun,? Fredrick rasped down at her ominously. ?All you have to do is keep this little maggot clothed and fed and out of my hair.? He slapped Skyler on the back of the head. The boy whimpered and sank down to his knees.
Laura couldn?t manage a reply. She stared up at him from the bed with fear and loathing. Fredrick?s cruel eyes returned those sentiments. He dropped the axe, and his hands dipped down to his belt buckle. Laura squawked indignantly and tried to roll away, but she was caught by one of Fredrick?s big hands. He clamped it down on the back of her neck and pinned her to the bed. He ripped the sheets back, exposing her naked body. Then he methodically began to whip her bare buttocks and thighs with his leather belt.
Skyler cringed against the wall, eyes closed, covering his ears against his mother?s incensed screams of shame and protest. As leather tore into flesh and Laura cried out, he retreated deeply within himself. The night?s events would leave a permanent scar in his psyche, and forever effect his behavior and demeanor as a juvenile.
When Fredrick finished beating his wife, he led Skyler back to the boy?s bedroom. ?Wait here.?
Anesthetized to where he could barely bring himself to move, the boy somehow found his bed and wilted onto the mattress. His father returned a moment later holding a long, dark object. Skyler peered up at him in silent trepidation.
?Don?t ever come to me again, filth. A real man solves his own problems.? He tossed the object onto Skyler?s bed ? Fredrick Chamberland?s samurai sword, the one he kept locked in a glass display case. ?That?s yours now. If your mother tries to take it from you, stab her with it.?
The boy glanced down at the sword, afraid to touch it. He had seen first hand what weapons like this could do. If his father hadn?t been staring at him, he would have kicked it on the floor.
Without another word, Fredrick Chamberland turned away. He went back to his bedroom and hefted Sergio?s body over his shoulder. The body dripped a trail of blood along the floor as Fredrick left the house and disappeared into the night.
When he was gone, Skyler listened to Laura sob faintly behind the closed door of her bedroom. As reluctant as he was to touch a weapon after seeing his father kill two people with one, the six year old, lying back on his bed in the darkness, eventually took his father?s samurai sword in his hands. He turned the blade over and over in the dim moonlight until he finally fell asleep, clutching the blade to his chest.