Topic: B'fh?idir, Leanb?n

Niamh Garridan

Date: 2010-02-19 14:39 EST
So sleepy ... eyes drifting closed as she nodded over the counter of the little herbalist shop where she worked, her body jerking itself awake every now and then to reapply herself to the book in front of her before the quiet and heat of the small space lulled her once more towards dozing. There were already three heavy inkblots on the page where she'd dozed off with the pen still on the paper.

Well, at least she knew today what was making her so tired. Sometime in the night, a blast of energy - energy that had felt ever so suspiciously like Lilli - had reverberated like a shockwave through the ground, jolting her awake with her heart racing. From deep sleep to full awakening, the only thing that had kept Niamh from leaping out of bed ready to fight had been Brishen's arm about her, holding her down. And he didn't seem to have been effected by the shockwave. Although ...

"That man kin sleep through anythin'," she snorted to herself, blinking her tired eyes open once again and leaning back to stretch.

She hadn't fallen back to sleep for what felt like hours, lying there with her eyes fixed on the window, tense and alert. Anyone would have thought she was expecting Lilli to come bursting in, all the legions of hell on her heels. But this not knowing what had caused that shuddering, shocking awakening ... it was worse.

A huge yawn took over for a moment, necessitating her to lean back and cover her mouth, smiling apologetically to her employer, who was grinning his little knowing grin over by the working fireplace. The little old man hadn't said a word about her fatigue the last few days, but he kept making little comments about it, laughing to himself.

"Easy there, little'un, don't want you to fall off backwards and do yourselves a damage," he nodded to her, and she laughed softly, inching forward on her stool to turn back to her work.

It was simple enough, though deathly dull. Her pen scratched over the paper, detailing the recipes they had altered or made up during this cold snap to deal with the plethora of winter ailments people were suffering, the number of bottles or jars sold, the sheer tonnage of herbs and spices they'd gone through in the last ... wait a second.

Niamh frowned, her gaze caught and held by the date she had just written. She looked up at her employer, who was still chuckling to himself over the latest brew of medicinal wines he was concocting. 'Yourselves?' she thought to herself. 'Who says that? If I fell, I'd hurt myself, surely ...'

A cold little shiver of uncertainty wriggled its way down her spine as her gaze returned to the date under her pen. It was today's date, but that wasn't what was concerning her.

Suddenly feeling startlingly awake, she leaned down to where her own bag was secreted under the counter, dragging from it her diary. Unhooking the elastic from around it, she flipped the pages to the end of last month, noting with bitten lips the date marked with a big red star. Then she slowly twitched the pages forward, counting under her breath. There was no big red star where there should be one this month.

Niamh's head snapped up, her stare finding her employer, who was watching her with that knowing look in his twinkling blue eyes again. She shook her head, blinking, and looked down again. No red star ... very tired ... a little tender in places ... feeling bloated ... she was just late, right? But now she thought about it, the alternative didn't seem quite so alarming as it might once have done.

Clearing her throat, she dropped her diary back into her bag and rose from her stool.

"M'jus' poppin' out fer a mo'," she told the elderly man who employed her, and was soon to employ Brishen, too. "Anythin' ye'd like while m'out?"

He shook his head, waving her away with another of his irritatingly understanding chuckles. How dare he suspect before she did? It was her body! But by that token, he didn't know why it should be impossible. It wasn't as though she discussed her birth control with her boss. So what might have happened ...

She stopped that train of thought, shrugging into her coat as she stepped out into the cold air. Snow hung about her, settling pure white against her dark hair. No use wondering, not until she was sure. Now ... she glanced up and down the street before heading towards the market proper. Where to find a decent, reliable test somewhere Lilli or Brish weren't going to hear about it before she had something to tell ...

((Rough translation of the Irish Gaelic title - Maybe, Baby.))

Niamh Garridan

Date: 2010-02-22 14:32 EST
Sundays were always slow days in this house, and for once, Niamh had gone with it. She was stretched out on the couch, her face to the fire, sleeping peacefully. Bare feet poked out from under a long skirt, and her tank had ridden up a little to expose the scar on her midriff, left behind by the Sidhe's stone blade.

Brishen had had to go and take over for a man who'd gotten sick at the worksite and spent most of the day laboring. When he returned to see Niamh fast asleep he bowed over her, dropping a kiss to her cheek before quietly slipping off to the bathroom to take a shower and wash the grime of the day away.

She smiled faintly in her sleep as his lips brushed her cheek, shifting wearily onto her back as she stretched, listening to him walking away. She heard the water turn on, and him step into the shower, still clinging to sleep, when a thought suddenly struck her, and she sat bolt upright. She'd left the damn test out on the bathroom counter, to remind her to use it.

Brishen hadn't noticed it when he first stepped into the bathroom. But once the water was shut out and he was drying himself off he had a bit more time to look around and paused, staring at the test for a moment in confusion. Securing the towel around his waist, it was picked up and he stepped out, peeking into the living room. "Uh...Niamh?"

She hadn't moved, waiting anxiously to find out if he had noticed it or not, not entirely sure which she was rooting for. "Aye?" she responded, lifting her head to look over the back of the couch at him. Her eyes dropped to the little box in his hand. "Oh."

"Oh." He nodded slowly, walking toward her to brandish the box before setting it down on the back of the couch.

"I havenae taken it yet," she said lightly, her smile more of a grimace than anything.

"But ye think ye uh..." He motioned to the box again.

She sighed softly, drawing her knees up to her chest. "Aye, I think I may be," she murmured apologetically. "I dinnae know how, I've bin takin' me potion regular like, an' nothin's happened before."

"Huh." A hand dropped to secure the towel as he walked around, dropping to sit on the edge of the couch heedless of what water he may drip onto it.

"Aye. Huh." She watched him move to sit down, chewing on her lip anxiously. There wasn't much else to say.

"So when were ye gonna take it?" He asked, thumbing to the box that waited over his shoulder.

"I've had it a coupla days," she admitted awkwardly. "Keep puttin' it off, really. I left it out tae remind me tae do it either t'night, or t'morrow mornin'. Be more accurate in th'mornin', I think."

"Aye?" He asked, nodding slowly in understanding. Truthfully, Brishen didn't know so her word was better than his on the matter.

"P'raps." Niamh nodded, swinging her legs around so her feet lay flat on the floor, eyes staring into the fire. "I jus' dinnae understand how."

"How?" His head canted slowly before Brishen nodded again. "Ah. Aye. I dunno."

She bit her lip, staring at her hands. "If ... if I am," she murmured softly, "things're goin' tae change, aren' they?"

"Eh. Depends on what ye mean by change, love."

"Well, aside from ... ye know," she gestured to her currently flat stomach. "Things willnae be th' same."

"They'll nae be that different though, will they?" He asked quietly, leaning back while a hand combed away his damp hair.

"I dinnae know fer sure," she shrugged, looking over at him. "Question is, if'n I am ... d'ye want it?"

"If ye are then ye are." He nodded slowly, flashing a quick smile. "Aye, I'll want it."

Relief flashed across her face for a split second, her lips curving into a very soft, very fond smile. "I was hopin' ye'd say tha'," she sighed quietly. "I wouldnae end a life b'fore it's begun."

He smiled and leaned to aim a kiss for her cheek. "M'gonna go get dressed." He said while rising from the couch, turning to walk back down the hall.

She nodded, turning her head to brush her lips against his cheek in return before he rose. Her eyes returned to the fire, and her hand absently moved to rest over her womb.

He slipped into their bedroom, rummaging about for a quick set of clean clothes before discarding the towel. Once dressed Brishen stepped back out, moving to sit beside her on the couch again.

She blinked herself out of her thoughts as he sat down, shifting closer to lean against him. "Th'old man thinks I am," she murmured thoughtfully. "Tol' me a coupla days ago tae be careful or I'd knock both o'us off've the stool. How could he know summat like that?"

"I donnae know." He said quietly, brows furrowing while his arm wrapped around her shoulders. "He's all kinds o'crazy, though. No tellin' with 'im."

She laughed softly, nestling close to him. "I was sae afraid ye'd be angry."

"Why'd I be angry?" He asked curiously, tilting his head at her.

"I dunno," she shrugged. "It wasnae planned, nae expected. M'confused meself as tae how it happened ... think mebbe Lilli could tell us, if'n anyone could. I dinnae like not knowin' fer sure."

"Ye remember a while back when ye thought ye may be?" Brishen asked as he leveled a smile on her. "Was I angry then?"

"Aye, I remember," she snorted, smiling a little. "Nae, ye were nae angry wi' it. But I've bin sae careful since."

"If I was nae angry then why'd I be angry now?" He quirked a brow once again. "Regardless o'how careful ye've been."

She shook her head. "I dunno, m' jus' jumpy 'bout it," she shrugged, leaning back against the cushions. "Feels like it might be real, this time."

His arm drew her toward him in a warm embrace. "M'sure we can handle it." He laughed quietly then.

She giggled softly, curling her arms around him lovingly. "Aye, guess we can," she agreed with a smile. "Isnae like Lilli or yer fam'ly'd let us muck it up."

"If I can handle ye I can handle anythin'." He added with a one shouldered shrug, tossing a grin down at her.

"Ah, but what if'n it's a girl?" she laughed teasingly. "Ye'll have two o'me tae deal wi', then."

He feigned a distressed groan, a hand lifting to rub his face. "I'll soldier on. Grew up with Lilli, after all."

Niamh laughed cheerfully, squeezing him affectionately. "M'sure any lil'one we have'll be more like their pa, than like me," she giggled.

"Perfect then? Aye. Perfection's easy tae handle." He nodded in a sagely manner.

"Perfect?" Niamh burst out laughing, poking his stomach.

"Aye. Perfect." He replied, grinning down at her before squirming away from the poke.

"Ye're mad, man," she chuckled, pushing herself to sit up. "I tell ye what ... I'll take tha' test now, an' we kin go an' wind up Lilli afterward, whether it's yea or nay, aye?"

"Uh..." He paused, then nodded to her, his arm slipping away. "Alright."

Her brows rose questioningly. "Sure? Ye dinnae have tae agree, ye know?"

He chuckled, waving her off. "Aye. Go."

She smiled, rising to ruffle his hair before slipping down the hall to the bathroom. For once, she shut the door, not particularly wanting an audience for this.

He leaned back into the couch again, watching as she slipped down the hall before turning forward to wait rather impatiently.

It was probably the longest minute she'd ever had to wait, but there it was. A thin blue line across the test strip. She opened the door quietly and walked back to the living room, pausing in the doorway to look at him.

He glanced over his shoulder at her as the door opened, pushing up to stand. "Well?"

She leaned against the doorframe, arms wrapped about her stomach. "S'positive," she nodded warily.

"Positive?" Brows arched as he stepped around the couch, walking toward her. Had to make sure he heard right.

"Aye." She nodded, watching him approach. "M'pregnant."

He stopped in front of her. "Ye should be smilin' then, huh?"

She gazed into his eyes, the grip of her teeth on her lip loosening as the smile slowly rose up, lighting up her face. With a low laugh, she lunged towards him, hugging him tight.

He laughed and reached around, hugging her tight in return, head lowering to kiss the top of hers.

She lifted her head to kiss him, giggling softly. "Yer goin' tae be a da."

"An' ye're goin' tae be a ma." He laughed again, leaning down to press his lips to hers.

She giggled against his lips, squeezing him tight. It would be a couple of days before they knew for certain, but as she'd said, it felt real this time. Somehow, despite magic and potions that Lilli had assured her were totally foolproof, Niamh and Brishen were going to have a baby.

((Scene posted with permission.))

Niamh Garridan

Date: 2010-03-19 17:32 EST
Just one of the many symptoms of pregnancy life had neglected to warn her about was the incessant insomnia. There really was only so long a body could lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, before they had to get up and do something, just to take their mind off not being able to sleep.

Letting out a soft sigh, Niamh lowered her eyes to Brishen, smiling a little at the possessive way he held onto her in his sleep. Now ... how to get out of bed without waking him up. She eased her hands under his arm and gently lifted it. Almost immediately, his grip tightened on her, and she snorted with laughter, managing to shift onto her side and face him.

The moonlight filtered in through the window, casting his face in silver and grey. His sleeping face. Niamh rolled her eyes fondly, leaning over to nuzzle tenderly at his temple, feeling him relax once again. And in that moment of relaxing, she slid backwards, out of his grip. He grunted, his hand searching for her against the bed as he roused.

"Easy, love, m'still here," she murmured softly, brushing her lips to his cheek as her hand caught his, easing it against the bed. There was no reason he should suffer from her insomnia. The sooner this first few months was over, the better, in her mind.

Waiting until he settled back to sleep, she slid from the bed and dragged her pyjamas on, shuffling barefoot across the hall and into the main room. The embers of the fire still glowed warmly, and she encouraged them to leap into flame with a few prods of the poker. Adding another log, Niamh then went in search of a candle, lighting it from the newly crackling flames and setting it on the table beside the couch.

Wrapping herself up in a warm shawl, she curled up on the end of the couch, staring into the flames, waiting out the urge to stay awake. What was the point of being so tired all the time, if she couldn't sleep at night?