Topic: Fragments: Cradle to Graves

Spirited Corsair

Date: 2007-03-21 05:50 EST
The universe operates in the constant shift and correction of a very precarious balance, infinite shades of grey between Black and White. Good and Evil. Heaven and Hell. Life and Death.

In a little cottage on the Eastern shores, a perfect tableau depicting said balance had just been painted by the hands of a skillful killer. A dark-haired woman lay stone dead on the floor of her kitchen, glassy eyes reflecting only the flicker of the nearby hearth, no longer bearing terror, sorrow, joy or laughter. She was still and she was silent, her skin was pale and cold. Her infant child, three and thirty days from the womb, raged and wailed in the nearby cradle, feverish and pink and damp from the heat of her efforts to be heard.

Every time the young widower clutched the babe to his chest, he held the balance near his heart. The budding life of the adored child, her fat cheeks, her sweet breath. Her eyes so like his. The rest of her was a tiny impression of his beautiful wife, taken without apparent reason in her own home. He found joy in his arms though it always mingled with the terrible pain in his heart. It numbed him so.

The world traveled on its wide arc around the sun almost twice before Riley MacNamara swaggered his way up to the front door of the little cottage, rapping on it with a fair amount of force. He was a big one, and he sounded that way. Heavy steps, heavy voice, heavy hands. The door opened, and the sight before him was something of a shock.

Liam MacQuillan had never looked so terrible, not in the twenty years he had known the man. He was haggard and hollow, a shell of the man who had helped him climb to his current position of notoriety and wealth. It did not take long for the captain of the Asteria to learn the full story from his best friend.

"I see only one course ahead. You get out of this house and you come back home. She's dead, Liam. I can't think of a single goddamned reason for you to stay here."

"I cannot leave her. I will not."

A long beat as Riley considered the toddler playing at their feet. Pretty, like her mother, but with that same razor sharp look her father had possessed before the hollowing. It was bad luck to have a woman on a ship, even a tiny one. He turned earnest brown eyes back to his friend, studying the lines on his face. Liam looked so old, so weary. He knew the man would die soon, if left there. Better to brave the bad luck than leave a man behind.

"Then you both shall come to sea."

And that was how it came to be that the only child of Liam and Idoya MacQuillan became the very first woman to live on the Asteria, the only mother she would ever know.

Spirited Corsair

Date: 2007-05-11 06:12 EST
A year passed, and father and daughter had adjusted to the strange life at sea. The crew had even adjusted to having a tiny lady on the ship, and had stopped swearing that it would bring a curse upon them. In truth, it had been the one of the most successful years the Asteria had ever enjoyed. The combination of Liam MacQuillan and Riley MacNamara had always been a winning one.

The storm terrified Maia. She had begged for her father, but was denied-- he was needed above deck. Deacon, the oldest of the ship hands, held the shaking child in his weathered, tattooed arms and sang quietly to her. He didn't seem to mind as the tiny girl wailed like the wind, and curled her fingers so tightly into his shirt that she scratched the skin beneath it.

It was the last night that she was ever so terrified. Maybe somewhere in her heart she knew that above deck, a horrible accident was about to occur. It could have happened to any of the men, but it was Liam who fell from the yard as the ship bucked violently in the waves. It happened so quickly, it was likely he did not feel a thing. He barely had enough to time register that he was falling before he was dead.

Riley did not weep. None of them did, not in front of anyone. It didn't change the fact that they had all lost something and its absence was profound. The heart he kept so well guarded and buried trembled when he looked on the tiny girl, curled up asleep beside one of his oldest friends. He lifted her up, took her to his cabin, and placed her in his own bed. She did not stir, not for the rest of the night.

Everyone had their own opinions about what should happen to Liam's daughter. She was orphaned, but she was not alone. All that time on the account with the men had changed that.

"He's gone now, captain, we should take her to port."

"Just another mouth to feed. One's not pullin' any weight here, if'fn I might add..."

"Liam would want her to stay with family."

"Ain't got family."

"Meant us."

"Nunnery'd take her."

"My wife'd take her."

"Your wife runs a brothel!"

"Quiet." Captain's word was law, and that was the end of the discussion. Riley thought long and hard about Liam, about the girl, and about what was right. Her birthday was coming, and she would be four. Wouldn't be too many more years before she could pull her weight, do something around the ship. Wouldn't she be nearly as safe with them as she would in some orphanage or nunnery...

Truth be told, he did not want to let her go. He'd probably fathered a few children the times he'd caroused landside, but he had never considered being a father before he met her. Having her around would be keeping a little piece of Liam with him, and it was the least he could do for his best friend. It caused some fighting within the crew. A few of the mates quit, disembarked at port over it, but those men were replaceable. His best friend, his family, was not.

Maia did not really understand what had happened. She asked for her father, and cried when he could not be found. First it was many times a day, but it eventually waned. Before too long, the little girl even stopped having those strange nightmares that made her toss in her sleep.

She never feared another storm.

Spirited Corsair

Date: 2007-10-05 13:08 EST
It was not uncommon, in some of the chaos that came as large shipments were being loaded and unloaded, for a ship to pick up a passenger or two. What was uncommon about this passenger was that he had no real intention to go to sea. All the same, Maia found the timid youth in the belly of the ship, when she had wandered down into the hold quite without supervision. He was a boy of perhaps thirteen years, though she did not know that at the time, and he was huddled in one of her own favorite hiding spots.

He smelled of sandalwood and spices, of fruit and summer days. His voice, though she barely understood a word he said, sounded like music. They did exchange names, and his was Lucien. Maia was careful with that name, speaking it slowly. It is safe to say that the little girl loved him almost instantaneously, with the all proper zeal and devotion of a child. It was Norton who eventually found her in the belly of the ship, laughing with the gypsy boy as he held her in his lap.

The minute he tried to separate them, she began to cry. The gypsy boy was smart, and held fast to four year-old girl who in turn clung to him. Naturally, the crew feared nothing more than bringing harm to the child of Liam MacQuillan, if for no other reason than the regard the captain held for the little lady. Not even that captain seemed to be able to convince the little girl to release her grip on the boy. He tried a les tactful approach.

?Boy. Unhand that child or I will put a bullet to you.?

?He don?t speak a lick of English, Cap?n, either that or he?s real smart at playing stupid.?

The captain pulled his blunderbuss and the boy understood that well enough. Lucien raised both of his arms, his own eyes welling up with fear. He felt like the big bad wolf when his adopted daughter wailed as he reached down and pulled her away from her new playmate. Maia gave in, wrapped her arms around Riley?s neck, and buried her face there, sobbing. Through the incoherent sounds, he could make out one sound.

?Please Riley. Please let him stay with me??

The captain looked a long while at the dark-eyed boy huddled on the floor at his feet. He didn?t belong on the ship.

Then again, neither did the dark-haired girl in his arms.

?Norton. Show him around. Find a way to communicate with him, and keep an eye on him.?

?Cap?n, we already have a cabin boy.?

?Then make him another, or take him to the galley and teach him to cook. Find something, and get him to do it.? MacNamara turned his eyes down to the lad again, addressing him with authority. ?You earn your keep here.?

With that, he turned, carrying the weeping little girl back up to his cabin that she might calm down. Riley heaved a long-suffering sigh and chided himself as he made his way to his quarters.

MacNamara, you are going soft.

Spirited Corsair

Date: 2007-10-05 13:09 EST
It was the springtime after Maia?s ninth birthday. Though MacNamara had taken her education seriously, she was still a wild little thing. Wild hair, wild thoughts, a wild mouth. He remembered how hotheaded Liam had been in his youth. She was not so different from her father the sailor. She was, however, getting too old for him to ignore the facts. Within a few years, he may well be dealing with a young woman instead of a little girl, and that was a very different scenario.

?Maia, sit down.? She had come prepared for a lesson, and so she set her books and the leather-bound journal upon the desk. Wide eyes, full as the moon and twice as bright set on the captain. Her father. Her idol. Her captain. Maia loved him fiercely, and it cowed him.

?You are starting to get older.?

?Aye. Lucien says I?m strong enough to wrestle a shark.?

?You may be, but I do not recommend it.?

She measured him with her eyes. Even from a little girl, it was unsettling. Riley wondered if she could see clear through him sometimes. Youth brought such honesty, such clarity. It did not surprise him when she asked, ?We are not to study today, are we??

?No.?

?Then why am I here??

?Because you are getting older, you are going to have to make some choices.?

?Like what I want to be.?

?Just like that.?

?Okay. I want to be a sailor.? She nodded once in affirmation of her own statement, causing a bob of tangled curls.

?It is not quite so easy, m?dear.?

She frowned, and Maia went quiet for a long beat before she spoke up again. ?This is because I am not a boy.?

?Yes it is. Girls cannot be sailors. Men cannot have them working alongside them on the ship.?

?But you have me here.?

?I do. We are very special, and quite unusual.?

?So, I shall just sail with you.?

?Ah? but I cannot sail forever.? Riley smiled fondly at her, resting a hand on the desk where she sat. He remembered when her little feet had dangled far from the floor. These days, her toes rested there, and she always bounced her legs.

?There are places that you can be sent, on land. You can learn to be a lady, and though you will not get to sail, it could be a very fine life for you. You could marry a kind man, who would care for you, and spend your time contemplating beautiful things. Art. Music. Language.?

?That might be well.?

?Indeed it might, Maia.?

?Could I sail sometimes??

?Perhaps you could ride on a ship once in a great while, but as a lady, no, you could not sail.? Dark eyes nearly commanded her attention, and their gazes met. Riley was overwhelmed by a rush of affection for his best friend?s daughter, despite that she had complicated his life beyond belief, despite that she had softened him.

?Tell me, Riley, how could I sail??

?A desperate crew might take a woman, if they needed someone around who truly knew the ins and outs of a ship.?

?Desperate??

?Pirates. Smugglers.?

?Like us??

?Sometimes, yes, like us.?

?Well. I like us.?

?Maia, this is not the life that your mother and father would want for you.?

?They are not here.?

?This is not the life I want for you, either.?

?But? Riley, it is not your life.? It scared her a little to stand up to her Captain, to the only father she knew, but she did it all the same with her jaw set and her brows knitted into quite the frown. She looked positively sullen.

?You would be better off on land.?

?And I will die without the sea.?

Riley certainly understood that. It seemed that the ocean had cast her thrall upon the girl, and how could it not be so? She had grown there, and she knew nothing outside of the roll of the waves and the smell of salt on the air. It had colored her soul just as certainly as the sun had freckled her face. He did not need time to decide. Apparently, neither did she.

?Maia, if you choose this life, you may never be able to turn back. A sailor can never become a lady.?

?And a lady cannot become a sailor??

?No.?

?Then I will be a sailor.?

She stood to leave, and gathered her books to take them back to the tiny space in the fo'c'sle she called her own. Impulsively, he crossed and gathered the little thing up into his arms, and hugged her hard. He smelled her hair, and knew that no true father could have loved her better.

?You will make a name for yourself, do you hear me??

?Aye, sir.?

Spirited Corsair

Date: 2007-10-05 13:10 EST
She had long admired him in fleeting moments, in stolen glances. Christopher Ryan was a sailor through and through. He was strong and lean, with dark skin and golden hair. His colors were all the more beautiful for having been washed in the sun. Ryan reminded her of the sun, of the Apollo of myths.

He had such a boyish grin.

Maia kept her head down, worked hard. She was friendly with the crew but never overly so. She never went carousing when they made landfall, but rather, she studied, always on that quest to make a name for herself. Ryan was a terrible influence.

The tomatoes were always so beautiful in Almeria, and Maia loved to watch the dark haired children running through the streets. Sometimes, she wondered if they could be her cousins. Ryan found her there at the market on their first day of leave, buying some fruit for herself. The tall young man wielded that boyish grin with all the skill he could muster.

?Come, d?Thalia, just this once. It shan?t be the death of you to have a pint with us.?

His charm worked, and despite her best efforts to ignore it, Maia could not deny how she thought of him. Not when she looked at him, and certainly not when he asked her to come away. In a flurry of youth, passion, and the sweet impetuousness of a dying summer, their lives entwined wildly for the two landlocked weeks that followed. They explored the rugged coastline. They slept together day and night, beneath the stars, in haystacks, in the occasional bed. They laughed hard, and long, and often. She could not remember a time in her sixteen years when she had so much fun.

Ryan was a dreamer, and a storyteller, like so many who answered the call of the sea. As they held each other one rainy summer night, listening to each drop drumming against the roof over their head, he dreamed a dream for them. It was a ship without politic, one that they could sail together, one where they be so free and open as they had been for days. Their last night in port together, he carefully put needle and ink to one of his very favorite parts of her, that sleek place where a woman?s leg and side connect, just below her hipbone. The indelible mark he left upon her was his rendering of that ship of dreams.

Ryan was not with the crew for much longer. Smuggling had never held much appeal, and when he found an honest job, he took it, despite that she could not follow. Maia was envious and she was sad for his leaving, though what good did it do her to have a lover aboard if she could never touch him? His last night on the ship, in a darkened galley, they stole a kiss goodbye. It left an imprint on her no less real than the ink she wore forever after.

Spirited Corsair

Date: 2007-10-06 02:50 EST
She was young still, barely eighteen, and winter was in full swing.

The smuggling operation she had been involved with had gone under, and though it would never be her first choice, Maia found herself in the service of a pirate crew, doing many of the duties a second mate might do in a more conventional setting. Riley had given her all the tools to be a great sailor, and she used them well in the service of Captain Lewis and his Mad Mary.

Her grasp of navigation was far better than most men twice her age, simply because she had studied, religiously. From the minute she had left the relative comfort of the Asteria, Maia had committed herself to working twice as hard, twice as fast, and twice as smart as any of her crewmates. Some resented her for it, others respected her. At the end of the day, she was good for business, so the business was relatively good for her.

Maia?s watches always went smoothly, as she made certain her corner of the crew toed the line.

She insisted the men below her call her ?sir.?

As far as she was concerned, there was no difference between her and her larger, hairier counterparts. She dressed like them, fought like them, spoke like they did. The captain seemed to support her, and so the men fell in line. Perhaps it was a precarious situation, but the woman was certainly making a name for herself.

They were sailing through the Lesser Antilles, traveling tried and true routes, and had come to port at Castries. Some of the men were carousing with drink or with whores. Some remained aboard ship, with the captain. Maia had chosen to take her ease in an inn, sleep in a bed in a private room, eat some fresh food. It was a bit of a luxury, yes, but at the end of their shore leave, she?d still likely have more in her pocket than the men who had been wenching and drinking for days on end.

She was on her way back to that quiet room on a pretty dark night. Dark night, dark street. It was not often that she felt small, or unsafe, but something in her gut did not like something about that street.

?Maia.? Selkirk. First mate. Bit of a prat.

?d?Thalia.? She corrected him in a clipped tone, turning in the direction of the voice just briefly before she continued on her way.

?What, are you too good stop to say hello?? Scratch that. He was a lot of a prat.

?I see you quite enough, sir.?

?I am talking to you, you look at me.? He grabbed her arm and pulled. She whirled about, frightened, yes, but more angry than anything else. Maia noted the heavy smell of rum on him, thick on his breath, perhaps even his clothes.

?You take your hand off of me, now, and maintain your bloody distance, Mister Selkirk.?

It was with a rush of adrenaline that she noted the set of his jaw, just before he shoved her against the side of a building, her wrist in one meaty hand. She felt the brick of the building scratch at the back of her hand as he pinned it there. Selkirk had seen her fight, even fought along side her, so it was a testament to how much of a prat he was that he had the audacious stupidity to lay a hand on her. Indeed, this was going to get ugly.

?You?re not any better than I am, you---?

His sentence was sure to end with some epithet, but Maia would not wait for things to escalate further. Maia brought her knee up between his legs. The move was a classic for reason. As soon as he was two steps away, she balled up her fist and punched him right in the throat. Selkirk?s eyes welled up, and he gagged and doubled over, cupping himself.

She did not run, she would not stand for this, because it sickened her so. With a strong arm and a quick step, she swept him to the ground, knocking the wind out of him, and pulled his own knife from his belt. In a moment of insane rage, she actually thought she might slit his useless throat and be done with it.

In retrospect, it would frighten her that she had thought that.

Then, instead, she tempered that rage to something more productive, and less terrible. Maia knelt beside him and pressed the knife to his throat. She watched as the horror of what she might do crossed his mind, crossed his gaze.

?Attend smartly, you worthless dog. It is time you and I parted ways, for good. If you report to the Mad Mary for duty, I am going to take this very knife?? Maia then pressed the sharp blade to his belly button, by way of illustration. ?And I will gut you like a fish, and feed what?s left of you to the sharks.?

There was a fire in her pale eyes and strange night shadows that cast her face into unnatural angles. Maia looked, to him, like a thing from nightmares. He screamed as he felt his own blade sink into his skin. She was merciful, for the most part. It was a shallow cut, and a far cry from her first impulse.

?You and I are finished.?

Maia sheathed her brand new knife, and paused only to spit on the bruised and bleeding man on the ground.

She shook all the way back to that quiet room.

Spirited Corsair

Date: 2007-10-09 23:30 EST
Mister Selkirk never did report back to the Mad Mary, and it left Captain Lewis in a tight spot. They had ?acquired? a hold full of perishables, due to move elsewhere, and not too many of his sailors had a personality fit for command. The ones that did lacked the education to navigate properly, and were likely to make them late, make them lost, or run them aground.

It would have to be her. The crew wouldn?t likely take to it well; a woman (and a young one at that) was a strange thing to put in charge of a ship full of men. They might despise it, but they would likely be even more resentful when their cargo spoiled and nobody got paid, so Lewis made the call, and he would leave her, for the most part, to hold her own.

It did not escape his attention that occasionally, she would end her watch in a foul temper with bloodied knuckles. In a way, though, it did tickle him. The dissenter on whom she had bloodied those knuckles, more often than not, wound up with a blackened eye or a fat lip. Within a few weeks, the dissent quieted. Despite her youth, her size, and her laughable sex, the acting first mate stood up against adversity, and even Lewis had to admit that she did a very fine job with his ship. Still, he wanted someone he could really trust as his second-in-command, and he would look for that someone in port.

They delivered their cargo to Bermuda, and the plan was to head back across the deep blue, apply for a letter of marque, and pillage the Spaniards for the crown. Or perhaps pillage the English for another crown- Lewis honestly did not give a fuck either way. The idea of working without the constant threat of arrest, then a long drop and a short stop was one with appeal. He had everything planned out.

Planning is priceless. Plans are useless.

Lewis had left the ship with her, and gone ashore to do what needed to be done. Most of the crew had returned, in expectation of departure, but the captain had not. It was at this time, as the sun dipped low in the west one summer day, that the smoke began billowing up from the village. The island was under attack.

From their place anchored in the harbor, Maia could see the pandemonium breaking out a few miles down shore. On the horizon, headed straight for them, the tell tale dots of ships. Maybe coming to help. Maybe coming to burn everything.

We are going to get sacked, or worse?

The same thought was running across the mind of the men on the ship, and she could see it in the restless way they were looking at her. It wasn?t right to leave the captain, but they could always circle around in a few days and pick him up. Better that than to wait around and see if they were getting attacked or arrested or both.

?All hands to deck! Man the capstan. Weight anchor. Cast off all lines! Now, now, bloody NOW!?

She ran and worked in spurts along side them on her way to the helm, barking commands up and down the ship all the while. Fear was a great motivator, and for once, she did not need to be the one inspiring it to get an inch of cooperation. They were underway, and the Mad Mary left Bermuda in a big hurry.

At the time, it seemed like the worst possible luck. They left without pursuit, which was certainly a blessing, but in her haste to put distance between herself and the battle happening at the island, Maia sailed them right into the nose of one of the strangest storms she had ever seen. Standing on the deck, trying to maintain order, she was soaked through by the wild rains and Maia found herself clinging to the wheel, so as not the be tossed as the ship bucked in the wild waves.

The clouds parted, and it was like coming to the eye of a hurricane. The skies above were perfect, though strangely bright. Despite that she was sopping wet, all of her hair began to stand on end. Maia felt a dread like she had not known since childhood. Her stomach turned. She looked up again, and the sky grew brighter, and brighter still.

This is the end.

For a moment, she felt everything.

Then, she felt nothing at all.


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There is an abstract space in which the mind lives. It is aware of the passing of time, but can never be bothered with specific amounts. This was the first feeling Maia had as she regained her wits. It was later, and she was face down, on the deck of the ship.

There was sunlight at her back, and the sound of gentle water, gentle wind. She stood up, clothes still vaguely damp from the storm, and began to look around the ship. Maia found about half of the crew, splayed on the deck. Still living, but unconscious. She roused them.

The other half? gone.

Far towards the horizon she saw the murky ambiguous whisper of land. Just a dark mass. She had to wonder what mass it was. They snagged some of the wind, and though it was a great deal of work for the considerably smaller crew, they managed to keep the galleon running.

Closer grew the sight of land, and Maia was going through the charts and maps, trying to figure out where in the hell they were. It wasn?t an island. It was a bloody continent. She had no desire to be in Florida again. Coastline didn?t look like Florida, though. There were cliffs.

For days, the exhausted crew ran the Mad Mary along the coast, and Maia just prayed they would not hit rocks, or shallows, or an unfriendly navy. Or cannibals. Finally, a city, a harbor, a civilization came into view. They dropped anchor, and with her cutlass on her belt and more than a little bit of wariness, Maia had a few of the crew row her to shore.

?Welcome, m?lady!?

His hair was like silver cobwebs, coming from beneath his hat at odd angles. He held a ledger and he stood with a hunch. The man had strange fingers.

?She?s a beaut. Earth made??

?I pray your pardon??

?She looks Earth made. Flat sails, and ooooh, look at the gallery on her? Galleon, isn?t she? Haven?t seen the likes of her in a while! What?s her name??

?Sir. Where is this, exactly??

?Northport.?

?Sounds English.?

He smiled. ?Don?t hold that against us.?

?Not England??

?Not even close.?

"What bloody country are we in??

The look that crossed his face was one of deep sympathy and immediate understanding. The elder nodded, his lips drawn up in matter-of-fact line. He had seen this before, perhaps a hundred times. It never got any easier to explain.

?I see. You are one of those. M?lady?something has happened to you, to your ship.?

?What??

?You have come here from another world, likely through the Nexus.?

?What??

He was so patient, so strangely respectful. He duffed his cap to her then, and confused, Maia looked to the elder, only to notice that from his strange silvery hair protruded a lengthy, pointed set of ears.

?M?lady, let me be the first to say?Welcome to Rhy?Din.?