The End of Her Life
The water lapped against the fine white sand of The Vault, the strange cave where the merfolk kept all of their finds from shipwrecks. Maia felt more at home here than in any of the places that were available to her. Though it was not as bright or comfortable as the strange chamber they had made just for her, it felt more human and more appropriate that she, stranded at sea, could be among the many items that had been lost by man and found by merfolk. She was just like that, now.
She sat with a waterlogged book in her lap, and she did not stir when she saw the intruder enter this place that was as close to her own as any had been in her time as a queen. In walked the sorceress, beautiful in the most unearthly way and with the unmistakable hum of power around her. Celaeno practically glowed with it. By the time her gown was no longer touching the water, the enigma that was Cela was completely dry. In her usual way, she neared Maia. Maia didn?t stir.
?We?ve gone from standing defiantly and tossing accusations and epithets to a complete lack of acknowledgment. I am not sure what I think of this, quarami.?
?You?ve won and I don?t want to talk about it.?
?What do you mean??
?I chose this. I chose it to save them. To save all of them.?
?Him??
?Especially him. I don?t do what you want, and one day he ends up in pieces, like the Paladin. So he?s gone, I?m here, and you f---ing win, you f---ing heartless b-tch.? She may have been defeated, but the epithets had apparently not disappeared from her vocabulary.
Cela smiled and stalked around Maia, feeding off of the despair that she felt pouring off of her little champion. She could feel it, just as certainly as she could feel her own power.
?How did you convince him to leave??
?You know.?
?You told him that you don?t love him.?
?I lied.?
Cela laughed at that, and shook her head.
?Men are simple fools, poor dear, it?s why I never bother with them anymore. You?ll both be better off.?
?Can we be done with this??
?That?s all that you had to say, Maia. If you are ready to leave, I am ready to take you. I have so many grand plans for you.?
?I can?t leave until I?ve saved the people you brought me here to save.?
?Saved,? Cela said with a snap of her fingers, as though it were just as easy as that. ?I?ll see it done. There?s a thing more far more worthy of your considerable talents elsewhere, on the other end of the world.?
?You?ve never been able to just change something, and stop something awful from happening. What?s different now? Why are you in the flesh now? You?ve never come like this before.?
?Don?t be so silly, quarami. You?ve seen me before now.?
?Yes. Once. In the beginning. But why come now??
?It doesn?t matter. Come, take my hand and give us a kiss...?
?What if I told you that I think I know why?? For the first time in that encounter, Maia looked straight up at Cela and met her gaze.
?You can?t know the dealings of these things which surpass your understanding,? she said dismissively.
Maia stood up and got closer and closer to the beauty. ?I thought it might amuse you, but if my ideas frighten you...?
?Nothing frightens me,? interrupted the haughty witch.
?Then hear me out. Hear me out, and then you can have me.?
?I?ll play your game, Maia. Then we can play mine.?
?That?s just it, Cela. It?s been your game all along, from the minute he died and you picked me up. I wouldn?t be surprised if you killed the gypsy, come to think of it. The vamps might have pushed me first, but that?s the loss sent me over the edge. After all, who can be more fearless than a person with nothing left to lose?
?So I follow this Calling into the dark, and I am certain that I was, at the very least, doing good in this world. Or whatever world I was on at the time. The things that died at my hand can hardly be considered anything but unadulterated evil. That much was true, because all along, I could always smell it: the stench of evil. It?s different from good, clearly, but it?s also quite a lot different from chaos. Chaos is a trickier beast. Chaos does what it will, without concern for where the line between right and wrong may fall; certainly you understand that.
?So years and years pass, and I fall further and further out of the world. Nobody knows me. Few remember, and none grieve because this world is so fucked up that it?s perfectly commonplace for someone to simply vanish without explanation. And every step of the way, you are there to guide me. You send me to the next place. You tell me what I might need to make it to the other side. Sometimes, I swear, you save my life, and so I don?t ask questions. Just keep pressing onward.
?Then, for a long stretch, nothing. Just an idea that maybe, just maybe, I should head back to Rhydin. It?s all related, of course. I?m not there a year and there is not only a plague of bloody zombies, but of koru?ucan, a beast that doesn?t even belong to this world. It gets tied to a villain, and I write it off as his work. Evil is at play, and I make a devil?s bargain to keep it out of the city, because something that not even you could have foreseen has happened to me. My heart has started to grow back.
?See, you underestimated the most dangerous part of me: this heart always loved. When I could not love the living, I loved the dead, and it kept me going. The faintest spark and it roared back to life, and I couldn?t be yours. I had too much to lose. I had too much to live for. I told you so, and you told me to leave him. I declined, then. I should have known...
?For you are a greater being. For years, you watched. For years, you took note of every thing that could sway me. What would force my hand and what would stay it. You knew that I would never be able to turn my back on the defenseless. Not when something terrible was afoot. Not when they were dying. You admitted yourself that you altered their prophecies, and now they believe that I?m the only one that can lead them, and that can save them from the thing that is killing them by the score. They?re wrong, of course, about the first thing. I am no queen. But I will save them.?
?You already have, by agreeing to come with me.?
?I don?t think you understand, Celaeno. I know it was you.?
?Yes. I altered the prophecy.?
?No. I know that you killed them, you killed all of them. And I know that you must have spent a lot of your resources to do it, to make a scene that would be big enough and awful enough to catch everyone?s attention. Especially mine. I never could walk away from the slaughter of the innocent. You know that better than any, by now.?
?Now you sound insane, Maia. I know that you?re angry...? Cela found herself interrupted by the flicker of worry that crossed her all-powerful mind.
?I thought it was insane, too, until I remembered the function of his people in the grander scheme of things. They are the keepers of the great beasts, to ensure that they don?t vanish, and that they don?t overpower the oceans. Without the merfolk, these things get out of control, and the seas become virtually impossible to cross by any conventional means. They never had a problem until a few of the beasts got out of hand. Well. One beast, in particular, and I?d bet my fledgling fleet that if it wasn?t one transfigured demigoddess, that she was at least giving it its marching orders.?
?Maia, their inability to perform their function may have enabled me to bring you to them, but it does not mean that I was the root of it.?
?No. Your mark, on the other hand...now that is a fair indication that you did have a hand in it. Their bodies were all marked, whether they were shredded and torn to bits or simply dismissed from their shells. Every one of them carried a sign. It wasn?t until I dreamed of you again and again that I remembered it, but there it was, and here it is.? Maia pointed at the talisman hanging around the neck of her mentor tormentor.
?Chaos. Your sign. Your magic. Your power was too vast and your arrogance too great for your spell to work without a trace when you went tearing around their sacred place. I just can?t believe it took me this long to put it together...?
Cela drew her lips into a thin, firm line as her fingers brushed the medallion she wore around her neck- engraved in it were the strange random curves that indicated chaos. Until that moment, she never knew that its mark had been burned on to every one of the bodies she had left behind her. Maia noted her reaction and masked her considerable excitement with a veil of defeat and disgust.
?You killed them, because you knew that I would either save the people and come back to you to save Harry, or lose the sea to the monsters and come back to you to save that. It was a situation in which you saw no way to lose, and you were right. You had me either way. What I can?t figure out is why it has to be me, Celaeno. Why do you have to have me? Why should I have to be your instrument? Your plaything.? Maia sounded so calm, and so resigned as she finished. She was nearly as broken and quietly bitter as the day that Cela found her.
She remembered that wisp of a woman, battered by grief, hoping to die of a broken heart and be shuffled from the mortal coil. That had been Cela, once, long before her soul had been traded for chaos and power beyond life. Maia?s first step had been accepting her role as an instrument. A warrior. A valkyrie. This memory flashed across her thoughts, as Cela replied casually.
?The delightful thing about chaos, Maia, is that it no slave to reason. I want you, and that is reason enough for me,? she said. She did not smile at the smaller, weaker woman. She simply reached out and brushed her fingertips across Maia?s cheek. Maia turned her head away in proud disgust. ?I can always count on you to do the right thing, the selfless thing. Your sacrifice will spare this race, and this race will spare the sea, as it always has. You?ll return to the Calling, and everything goes on, just as it must. It's time to put the ordinary behind you, once and for all.? She could hardly contain her fondness for the brave, dull, predictable woman. Yes, Cela could indeed count on Maia.
?I?m ready to leave now, Cela.?
?And I am ready to take you.?
Cela offered her hand and Maia took it with resolve. Cela?s hand was soft and unusually warm. Maia?s cool rough palm pressed tight against it, and Cela leaned in to kiss her, to use her considerable magic to take them to the next place. In that moment, for the first time in ages, the being of chaos was caught off-guard.
The slender mithril dagger slipped from its sheath, reasonably well concealed within the rather capacious sleeve of Maia?s gown and into her waiting hand. Though the angle was awkward, it was still easy to slide the thin, sharp blade into Cela?s belly. Maia left it there, jaw set. Cela had made a very fine killer out of her. Cela?s deep blue eyes widened in shock and rage and she leaned all the way in, her nails digging into the bare shoulder of the unwilling monarch.
?You?ll pay dearly for that, mortal,? she hissed into Maia?s ear.
Maia scoffed; she was done being used. She smacked her very hard forehead into Cela?s much less-hard nose, adding insult to injury. ?Heard that before,? she sneered. The sailor grabbed tightly the medallion from Cela?s neck and she broke from the sorceress, tearing the talisman from its keeper as she backed rapidly away, causing the witch?s rattle of pain to shift into a scream of fury. Maia backpedaled a few steps before stumbling and landing in the sand. Cela raised her left hand to start an incantation, but before a syllable could leave her lips, the thunder of a single shot rang through the chamber. In the enclosed space, it made a sound so loud that it could be felt.
Harry emerged from within his hiding place?a wardrobe salvaged from some shipwreck?with the Browning extended in his hand. Celaeno?s shock barely had time to register before she sank to her knees and then to the ground. How could she have fallen for it?
Her blood was as red as any human?s, and it poured from her heart, blossoming across her gown and down into the sand. Weakened by mithril, stripped of her talisman, and struck by something so violent as a bullet, she turned out to be just as mortal as anyone. Always thorough, Harry walked past Maia, stood over the body, and fired one more round into her head.
They waited in silence. Within a few minutes, her body began to disintegrate rapidly, as would many very, very old things that no longer have anything to sustain them. Satisfied that she was dead, Harry holstered his Browning and looked over to Maia. The truth had been a lot to process, and he?s not the one that had lived it. For a long minute, she just looked at the body, then she dropped the talisman that was in her hand and closed the distance between them. Without words, they held one another for a very, very long time.