Freezing cold water dumped over her head brought consciousness with an onslaught of icy pain. She fired her mind into gear, immediately taking stock of her situation. There was no time to dwell on the mistakes that got her here in the first place. Escaping was her only concern. But, quickly it became apparent, that would be difficult. Rough rope bit into her forearms which were tied palm up to the arms of the chair they had sat her on. Her legs just above the ankles were tied to the legs. There was no give. Yanking at her limbs only created more pain as the rope rubbed her skin raw.
Suddenly Cole was before her, stroking her hair tenderly as he smiled down at her. Even now, even like this, he was handsome. God, how many years had it been since she had last seen him? With Cole, their dirty work would be followed with sweet drugs to numb the guilt and then vicious sex to distract from everything else.
He dropped down to a crouch beside her as his fingers lightly brushed down the curve of her chin. ?You remember Ronald, my dear, do you not??
Her green eyes swept past Cole and for the briefest of moments she could not hide the disgust from reaching her expression. Ronald Tiomialli. How could she forget?
Cole took a step back to watch from the comfort of a stool in the back of the room as Ronald stepped forward now that the reintroduction was complete. ?Where is the baby, dear?? Ronald asked sweetly, gripping her chin between his thumb and forefinger.
Charlie?s green eyes darted from Ronald back to Cole who watched from in stony-eyed silence. ?I don?t know what baby you?re talking about,? she whispered in return.
?Gavin?s child! Don?t act stupid!?
Gavin had a child? The news settled on her heavily. She could tell that Cole was carefully examining her reaction. There was no need to fake shock for she was truly taken aback by the news. ?I did not know he had a child," Charlie replied evenly.
A heavy back handed fist came across her cheek delivered by one of the guards. A surprised cry escaped her throat which was immediately followed by the taste of blood. They were serious. She did not need any further proof of that.
Ronald allowed silence to fall over the room, giving Charlie time to consider her next response now that she knew that they were not above beating her. God, how she wished she had slaughtered the man all those years ago!
"Tell us who has the baby."
Charlie spat a mouthful of blood disdainfully inches from Ronald's shoes. He laughed at the gesture, shaking his head. No more words passed between the pair. Instead, he nodded his head towards the imposing guards towering on either side of her.
The tactic was predictable. Ronald had learned a lot of torture in the years that passed. First they had told her how to save herself and now they would loosen her up. Charlie released a soft sigh, closing her eyes and steeling herself for the beating that she knew was about to follow.
* * * *
How long into that beating had she simply floated away into enveloping blackness? The beating had stopped once she had lost consciousness and the men had left her.
Yet, they did not leave her long. Another bucket of ice cold water brought her awake and was almost welcome for the jump kick it gave her senses. The questions that she could not answered returned as well. She remained silent as her mind worked over the idea that Gavin had fathered a child.
Finally, Charlie lifted her head and forced her voice to come forward. ?Fine, I will tell you where to find the baby. Write this down.?
The guard beside Cole glanced down at him for permission. Cole, with his arms crossed in front of his massive chest and never allowing his steely gray eyes to leave the woman, gave a single nod. The guard picked up a pad from the table and a pen, poised to take down the words.
?After they had heard the king, they went on their way, and the star they had seen in the east went ahead of them until it stopped over the place the child was,? she murmured softly under her breath.
The guard?s pen flew over the paper rapidly to catch the words. Ronald?s bushy eyebrows rose. ?What is that? Some sort of code??
Cole rolled his eyes with a soft chuckle as he slid off his stool. ?No, you idiot. The Book of Matthew. She just quoted the directions to Christ?s manger.? His boots clumped against the wooden floorboards beneath his feet as he moved for the exit. ?Make her consider her next answer.?
Ronald grinned at the permission given. Without another thought, he viciously yanked the pliers back, ripping the thumbnail free of the finger. Cole closed the door on the scene and stomped his way down the hallway as a scream echoed through the dank, stale air.
* * * *
Combat boots were all she could see. The last beating had tipped the chair over which seemed to only make it easier and, thus, they left her there. Now the echoing thud of bloodied combat boots drove her awake.
The owner of the boots dropped to a crouch beside her and brushed away the hair that was hanging in her face so that she could see his face. Cole. Anger took more emotion than she had to give. Instead, she stared up at him unblinkingly. Cole?s lips finally parted in a sad smile after taking in the work that had been done on her so far. ?It would be better for you if you just told us where Gavin and your friend PJ are keeping the baby.?
PJ? What did PJ have to do with this mess? Who is this baby that they were looking for? The questions ran through her mind quicker than she could process them. The pieces never came together. Her mind was too sluggish, too overwhelmed. Charlie swallowed back the blood in her throat before testing her voice. ?I do not know what this is about. I did not know Gavin had a child.?
Cole heaved a heavy sigh and shook his head slowly. ?Then I am sorry but I will have to send Ronald back in here.?
?Cole, please, I?m telling you the truth,? she begged. She begged! Cole grinned at the accomplishment. He had to be the first man to lower the great Charlie Nausikaa to begging for mercy. How fantastic!
He tucked her hair behind an ear and rubbed her bruised and battered cheek with his thumb. ?I am sorry, my dear. But? I may be able to lessen the pain for you. Heroin was always your favorite drug to dull pain, was it not??
Heroin. A moan escaped her as she shut her eyes tightly against the temptation. Her year of sobriety had been so difficult to struggle for and done almost entirely thanks to Tareth?s support. Finally she had convinced herself that she could do it without him, that she no longer needed drugs. And now, the ability to dull the pain that shot from seemingly every nerve receptacle in her body sung sweetly to her.
?Beg me for it, Charlie. Beg me to end your pain,? Cole whispered into her ear in an almost loving tone.
There was no pride left. There was no hope left. Why not beg? If this was the end why not at least go to it in slightly less pain. ?Please give it to me. Please, Cole.?
He smiled and disappeared from her sight momentarily. For the shortest of seconds, she thought he would not fulfill his promise. But then the rewarding sensation of a pinprick in her right arm and the warm feeling as the liquid was injected into her body signaled the end of the unbearable pain.
Heaving a deeply relieved exhale, she closed her eyes and allowed her savior to set in. Sleep soon dragged her back into its confines as the energy used to fight exhaustion and pain slipped away with her sobriety into the black night? Or was it day? The blacked-out windows gave away no clues.
* * * *
Her head hung limply with a cascade of grungy blonde locks shrouding her face. Blood and salvia dripped from her mouth, pooling on the floor. Someone at some point had set the chair back on its four legs. The ropes were suddenly loosened from her wrists and ankles and she was dragged to her feet. Her green eyes made the concentrated effort to lift from the floor.
A pair of meaty guards held her on her feet by either arm. The cold dead eyes of Ronald Tiomialli met her own. His lips peeled back into a delighted smirk at the destruction he had caused. ?We are to move you now to a cell to give you some time to consider your responses before we begin again. Must we sedate you or will you follow along like a lady??
The anger was no longer controllable. While the wise thing would be to wait for an opening, her mind had been pushed beyond the brink of being able to weigh options and choose her best plan of escape. The torture had been at least successful in ripping her of hope of escape. Instead, she simply wanted blood.
Ripping out of the grip of the guards, she lunged for an empty syringe on the table. The guards were too stunned that she still had fight left in her to react. Her fingers curled around the syringe and swung the needle in at Ronald?s exposed throat. ?You son of a??
The last word was drowned out by Ronald?s scream as she plunged the needle into the man?s fleshy neck. The one blow was the only she could get off before she was hauled off her feet by the guards. She kicked out uselessly with her feet, screaming in rage. ?I?ll kill you this time, you disgusting bastard! I?ll kill you!?
An arm swung around her throat, cutting off her threats as it cut off her oxygen supply. Her fingers instinctively dug into the attacking arm but it only brought the pain anew in her blood encrusted nail-less fingertips.
Slowly her fight gave out and her body went limp. She did not close her eyes but blackness enveloped her anyway. The feeling struck her as familiar and it only took her another second to place it. It felt like death. Her last conscious thought was a silent prayer of forgiveness for her sins and a hope for a peaceful afterlife this time around.