Koy did not need to answer him. He spoke the truth and they both knew it but she had other questions. ?Wha is it ta ye now though? Yer sister rests not with us.?
?My sister does not, you are correct.? MoonBeryl left the familiar bait out for her to discover on her own.
It did not take long for her to bite. ?This can?t be ?bout yer brother, can it?? She smirked. He could feel the smugness he had counted on appearing. Koy was nothing if not predictable. She clung so eagerly to any possibility that she could have an upperhand on him. ?Seems I?m not the only one with fears tha die hard, eh??
?And yet you mock me so. Forgive me for not being more wounded, Koyliak.?
?So I?m jest a way ta stick it ta ?em??
?It does give me some pleasure in this pitiful existence I am forced to lead here, yes.?
Koy paused. ?Ye?re ?wfully frank today.? She used to have to all but trick him into revealing a glimmer of truth in his tales. The ease with which the information came returned her to a wary state.
MoonBeryl sensed her apprehension. Perhaps he was rustier than he thought when it came to manipulating the elf. ?It is for your sake that I speak plainly.?
She rolled her eyes. ?Tha?s a lame way ta try and insult me fer bein? dumb, even fer ye.?
?I do not mean it as an insult right now. You are twisted and tied, are you not? The thing you lack most is clarity.?
He hit the nail on the head and she hated him for it. There were few who would ever know her so wholly and thoroughly as the Opal did because she could not hide herself from him. ?All right.? It was the smallest acquiescence she could give.
A door banged shut followed by small feet tearing their way upstairs. ?Mom! Momma! Momma!? The childish voice announced Thia before she bursted into the room. The front strands of her hair had already come loose from the braid Koy wove the curls into only a short time earlier.
?I?m here, bee, catch yer breath.? Koy smiled at her daughter while trying to shove MoonBeryl out of her mind.
?Momma look what I?m makin? with Suze today!? Thia waved a piece of paper proudly in Koy?s face. Koy stopped worrying about the Opal and concentrated on keeping the smile on her face despite the icy pit appearing in her stomach as she studied the drawing. ?Do you like it??
?Oh? it?s beautiful, bee.? Koy forced the horror from her face. ?Is this ye?? She pulled Thia gently onto her lap and held the picture out in front of them so they could look at it together. Koy pointed to the small bird with the scribbled face that Koy recognized from her daughter?s other drawings.
?Yeah! I?m flyin? and this is you. You?re stuck, Momma.? Thia?s little finger pointed out her mother with black circles drawn around her stick figure body.
Koy swallowed. ?Why am I stuck?? But she knew the answer.
?You tripped and fell in the spider webby. See? Here.? Thia?s finger trailed from the black circles to the small two black ovals with yellow eyes and more than eight squiggled legs. ?There?s the spider.?
?Havin? all those arms would be handy fer huggin??? Koy took hold of herself and wrapped her own two arms tightly around her daughter and attacked her with a flurry of kisses to her head. Thia squealed and squirmed in delight.
?Momma! So many squeezes, Momma!? She continued to giggle, distracted from the drawing.
?Ye know I can?t help it.? Koy let up her attack.
??Cause of the magnets?? Thia knew this explanation well.
?Aye, ye know I?ve got magnets in my lips tha get stuck ta ye.? Koy kissed the child again and set her back down on carpet.
?Stickies?? Thia held out her hand and smiled hopefully up at her mother.
Koy opened a drawer in the vanity and pulled out glittery purple stickers shaped like stars and hearts. Thia happily grabbed for them.
?Go stick yer drawin? in yer art book and we?ll show yer father when he gets home.?
Thia clutched the picture and the stickers in her tiny fists and tore back out into the hallway to find her book.
?Your daughter scares you?? MoonBeryl showed enough respect to wait until Thia left to pull Koy?s attention back to their conversation.
?I?ve seen tha scene ?fore in my own dreams.? Koy felt so distraught she forgot to play her cards close to the vest. The wren, the spider, and the web that caught her had been a vivid enough nightmare during Koy?s pregnancy that she could still see it now as clearly as ever.
?Coincidence maybe?? His voice took on that deep timbre that offered a certain security to Koy when she heard it in her mind.
?Iffn we?re bein? frank?,? she felt guilty even voicing her thoughts and felt relief again at being able to tell someone. She did not care about how he judged her. ?Sometimes, when my daughter looks me in the eyes, I do not ?lways see her there. It?s somethin? else, somethin? tha can gaze right through ta the core of me. It frightens me. But then she?s there ?gain in a blink??
?Leaving you to wonder about your sanity. That does explain what has you carrying an extra layer of distress.?
?Aye.? It felt so good to confide her deepest fears she dared not share out loud with anyone, even her husband, for fear of what they would think of her. What mother looked at her own child in such a manner?
?All the more reason for us to reunite. We both sense something on the horizon. Let us be prepared. Much as I hate to admit it, at least with you I know you will leave me be to do what I feel is right. I need the space to concentrate, to stay alert. You may not be the smartest ally I could choose, Koyliak, but at least you have good sense to leave me be. Now is the time.?
?Thankee fer the vote of confidence then.?
?Now is not the time for easily injured feelings to rule. Tell me I am wrong and I will go.?
Koy wanted to tell him he was wrong but she could not bring herself to do it. She had her fears about Thia, her fears about what the other Opals, both ShadoWeaver and now IceDancer, might do to her husband, and she could feel an overall change in the air. Something was brewing. MoonBeryl was right. Had she not just seen Harris unable to remain in solid form long enough for a hug hello? She knew he understood the Opals better than most and even he could not keep PathFinder?s powers from interfering.
?Wha would ye have me do?? Koy gave in to the yellow stone?s reasoning.
?Come claim me.?
?And iffn I fail ta win??
She heard him scoff at her question. ?Does it look like your worries are going anywhere quickly? If you fail, try again until you succeed.?
Koy thought about how she could possibly explain her active attempt to claim an Opal when she spent so much breath maligning them to anyone who would listen.
?Let them judge you, Koyliak. Do not hold such pride in the face of keeping your family safe.?
She sighed and gave a more resolute nod. She picked up the pen from her vanity and went to pen a different note than the ones she sent off in her prayer boats.
?Let ?em judge me.?