Topic: A God and Wishes.

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2010-11-21 02:22 EST
Part 1

((This live RP took place about a week ago and is the reason for several changes in several Lupinossai characters.))

Ammy Spiritor: Enters the glen a little noisily. She driving that ATV of hers. Some crates are in the back and they are clinking with glass.

Iimiidiina: The child blinks. He hears an ATV. That has to be Mom.

Ammy Spiritor: The tires of the ATV come to soft crunching halt. She stretched and popped her back. When not leading the Den, she was making her usual delivery runs.
Iimiidiina: He grins a little bit. Daredevil, as always. He looks back at Tysiath.

Tysiath: "It is okay. Do not feel bad. Anyways, at least from my tribe. We have a Goddess of the Hunt. Her name is Kixrath. Then a God of War is Xuthooth. "Then a moment of thinking. "And a Goddess of Fertility... Her name is Merirath. Our Goddess of love being Tairath. Our God of Water and rain being Waasthooth. God of the Plains is Ruusthooth. And Diasooth is God of Sun. Hissarath is Goddess of Moon. God of Smith is Xusimithooth .And finally the God of Death and Underworld is Vissxthooth...."

Tysiath: "Although, I think Verbosk and I may believe in the samething. Feel free to ask him what is beliefs are, too."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy dismounted the ATV and checked the crates. She had delivered her goods already. These were just empty vials and potion bottles. She took a crate and walked to the beach and sat the crate down. Opening the crate, she pulled out one empty vial and pulled out the cork filling the vial with lake water. The lake just had some unique properties that she enjoyed studying.

Iimiidiina: "Do you worship them?"

Tysiath: "I do. Though, with so many things going on I have lost track of what to do. I do need to get back to praying."

Iimiidiina: "What do you do?"

Ammy Spiritor: A light whistling tune as she filled more vials.

Tysiath: "Well, in personal praying. It may be like others to be on knees and worship...which reminds me I may need to make a room for that at home... For example. Like when I use to hunt for my tribe. I would get a dye of black and create markings upon our scales before each hunt so the Kixrath shall be at oursides and let us have successful and plentiful hunts to feed from."

Iimiidiina: He blinks, listening and not judging. He was learning, and frankly this was interesting. Yes, the Lupinossai were polytheistic, technically, but never this many gods.

Tysiath: "Does that make sense to you?"

Iimiidiina: He nods. "Keep going."

Tysiath: She thinks for a moment. "Well, what else are you exactly wanting to know?"

Deguu Nuukel: Deguu walks along the shoreline quietly with his cloak on as usual and hood over head. Eventually he approaches Ammy and looks at what she is doing. "Aawo, Ammy." His tone sounds a little more happier than usual.

Iimiidiina: "Church? Like humans."

Sitalkis: :::the soft sound of bells heralded her arrival, each step in her stride setting off more tones of soft cacophony as her beads, baubles, and ornaments clanged and jangled, softly:::

Ammy Spiritor: "Aawo Tairen." she said with a smile, filling up another glass bottle.

Deguu Nuukel: "What you doing?"

Ammy Spiritor: "I am filling up containers with lake water so I can make potions."

Tysiath: She nods. "Hmm. Well, in my tribe. We celebrate once every couple weeks. And to celebrate in my tribe we go into the middle of....you could say village. And we have a big fire in the middle and we put markings all over our scales. We have dances, foods, water, music by...drums. And even tests of strength. Big fun celebration. But in the end we calm and give silent moment to the gods and goddesses in respect and worship them before we sleep. We thank them for everything we have."

Deguu Nuukel: "What kind of potions?"

Iimiidiina: "How?"

Tysiath: "How what?"

Iimiidiina: "How you thank them?"

Ammy Spiritor: "Depends on what I am going to do. I usually make healing potions and medicinal potions."

Iimiidiina: "Are they good gods?"

Sitalkis: ::her path through the glen took her towards the softly murmuring voices of intent conversations and she slowed her pace so that the sounds of her movment would announce her but not disturb the hearers::

Tysiath: "As I said in ending. Though, I forgot one thing. In the end our Chieftain break off scales of himself and cuts his wrist and puts blood onto his arm and tosses them into the fire. And yes, they are good gods. They treat us very well."

Iimiidiina: "Do they have any Alpha?"

Iimiidiina: "Mates? Do they mate?"

Deguu Nuukel: "Oh." He sits down on the ground and just watches her for a moment. "You know Fiim?"

Ammy Spiritor: "Fiim?" she looked to Tairen for a moment. "That name doesn?t sound familiar."

Tysiath: "Mating?" She pauses on that and thinks 'Do they?' to herself. That never crossed her mind if they mate with each other or not. " I am not sure, but if they do that is none of my business."

Iimiidiina: "What about Alpha? Someone must be Alpha."

Deguu Nuukel: "Oh, you no know Fiim?" He sighs. "Nevermind."

Sitalkis: ::the dakini finally glided to a stop a few feet from Iimii and Tys, listening with evident curiosity to their words about draconian gods:::

Faan: Grumble, mutter, whine. Something in a dark brown cloak with bright blue spots on it talks to itself as it struggled with a woven basket. The person sat it on the grassy ground near a patch of tall growing grass. More muttering as the figure clapped paws together to warm them and started pulling the grass and piling it in the basket.

Ammy Spiritor: "Why do you ask?" she said in a soft voice. "Is she special?"

Deguu Nuukel: He slowly nods. "Yes, she very special."

Sitalkis: ::her attention was distracted by a cloaked person gathering herbs or grasses nearby and her gaze fell upon them gently:::

Ammy Spiritor: "Oh?" she smiled and sat back on her heels. "How special?" it was nice to see Tairen happy.

Deguu Nuukel: He smiles a little bit and his muzzle tilts down a little. "Real special. She mean lots to me."

Faan: Stops in the harvesting of Kaavaa grass to blow warmth on his fingers. Must remind mom to weave him some gloves. He hates the weather in this place.

Iimiidiina: The child waves it off. "Never mind. I only curious." He looks up and past Tysiath... and there's another Lupe!

Tysiath: "They very wise Gods and Goddesses, Iimiidiina. They know better than to be greedy and such. Instead they rule together."

Faan: Actually Faan hated a lot of things. And it all started with the stupid bowl cut his mother gave him!

Ammy Spiritor: "This is good Tairen. Are you resting well? Do you need some more money?"

Deguu Nuukel: "Maybe more money. Sleep....not so good...."

Iimiidiina: "Together..." Absent-mindedly, the boy stands up, then places his muzzle back on his face. Still no control, but he was speaking at whisper without the muzzle.

Ammy Spiritor: "Oh." she nods. "Do you like to work with magical items?" she asked fishing out some Nuukels from a thigh pocket.

Tysiath: A blink and she looks at where Iimiidiina is going. "Iimiidiina, are you okay?" Then looking more over at his direction and sees another and stares curiously.

Deguu Nuukel: "Why you ask?"

Iimiidiina: He strides over to the kid and cants his head.

Faan: Flexing his fingers he went back to pulling up the grass. *Why can't I use a knife to harvest the grass mom?* he thought. *Because you'll cut yourself Faan. You're clumsy still.* He grumbled again hating this chore.

Iimiidiina: The boy stops five strides away from the working... was it a Lupe? He couldn't quite tell. Seemed similar.

Ammy Spiritor: "Well, if you don't mind working with magical items, I could always use an assistant at my store. Then you can be earning money." she said with a smile. She handed him several emerald nuukels. They were roughly worth 20 silver a pop. "If this Fiim is special to you, maybe you should ask her to sleep with you. Maybe her smell and warmth will comfort you long enough to rest?"

Deguu Nuukel: "I no know if I work...I might do something bad....I no want to make you mad." Then a thought about Fiim sleeping with him. He looks back up at Ammy. "I talk to Fiim when I see her again."

Faan: Under all of that clothing to keep him warm Faan would look like an overdressed midget though the tri feathered ears and a random insult in Lupesh may give it away. He didn't know many bad words. If he did, his father would tan his hide and he'd probably have to haul slag buckets for a week as well.

Iimiidiina: "Dii yom niisk hiisaa?"

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy nodded. "Tairen, my shop is protected with magic so that way accidents don't happen. Or if they do I don't worry about them." she was offering him a social outlet to getting back into society. He didn't have to rush into it though.

Faan: Ears canted hearing the words. He looked over his shoulders at Iimiidiina. "Yom woona hiisaa miituu?" He raised a suspicious eyebrow. By the way, under all that clothing, good luck figuring out what sex he is.

Deguu Nuukel: "I assist masters before. I do good work..." he thinks a little more on it. "I think on it. I still no sure." Deguu also took the pouch of money Ammy hands him

Iimiidiina: "Dii yom woona miituu iit?"

Deguu Nuukel: err...the several emerald nuukels that is

Ammy Spiritor: "No rush. I want you to be comfortable, but I do know that when I was able to earn my own money, I didn't feel half as bad anymore."

Tysiath: Tysiath sighs and does not bother to go over there. She figures she'll bother him like she accidently bothers Tairen.

Iimiidiina: Of course, young Iimiidiina was dressed in the casual wear of males of the Old Country.

Deguu Nuukel: "It not money I feel bad. It other things." he frowns.

Faan: "Moowaa." he said. "Miituu miia woona Kaalma iit pahriis clothing." he pats what he wears.

Iimiidiina: "Ookaa." The boy begins to remove his muzzle.

Ammy Spiritor: "Ah. But being able to get money often will help keep you from thinking of taking what you need." she offered gently.

Faan: His white eyes rimmed in gold watch Iimii. "Yom diia nii leek yom vaas?"

Iimiidiina: It should be noted he is about five years. The boy shakes his head. "Nii. Stroom vuu. Yom viisna priin." And his snout is free from its restraint.

Deguu Nuukel: "What happen exactly in your work?"

Faan: Faan stood his full three and a half feet in height. He was still growing! He put his little paws on his hips wondering if the kid was going to scream at the grass.

Ammy Spiritor: "I mix many ingredients together to make my potions. I collect magical books and artifacts to either sell or use to help others, and I deliver things."

Deguu Nuukel: "That no sound hard."

Iimiidiina: The boy puts a finger on his chin, thinking. Ah! He looks at the grass.

Ammy Spiritor: "I even have the instructions written down for the common potions. I will warn you though that if you want to help me, you'll have to get used to meeting people of all types." she said again gently.

Iimiidiina: "Kaalma. Oopra!" To emphasize his action, paws clench and he "pulls" straight up. And POP. The grass is completely uprooted.

Faan: Faan stagers back wide eyed. How?

Deguu Nuukel: He lets out a small groan at that. Now he is really unsure if he wants to take the offer.

Iimiidiina: He places a hand on his chest. "Diioo."

Ammy Spiritor: She heard that groan and stifled a laugh. "You won't have to meet them right away. We can start by having you help in my shop in the back where you can feel safe, then eventually you can help in the front when you feel brave enough."

Faan: "Diioo?" he stared at Iimiidiina. He couldn't laugh at the boy because grass just doesn't uproot itself, unless you eat a bad mushroom.

Deguu Nuukel: And then a sigh of relief. He really starts to consider it now. "Okay...I think I help, Ammy."

Ammy Spiritor: "Okay." she stood and walked over to the ATV so she could find a map of the Den for Tairen. She didn't want him getting lost and panicking.

Iimiidiina: The boy nods, then looks at the plucked strands of grass. "Liivii." And they started to float. "Moora," and they were pushed into the basket.

Deguu Nuukel: Deguu just sits there and waits for her.

Faan: Well that action clinched it. "Yom nii diio? Yom yuun. Yuun than miituu oom hahma!"

Ammy Spiritor: She came back with a folded up map. Sitting right by Tairen she opened up the map and explained how to find the Den and the least used route so he wouldn't be spooked.

Deguu Nuukel: He looks at the map and nods. "So, I use map to find your shop, too?"

Iimiidiina: He smiles. "Oom vaahoon. Diioo." Iimiidiina: He looks at the clump of grass one more time and repeats the action he just did. The basket is full now.

Ammy Spiritor: She pointed out where the Shop was. "Yes Tairen." she put an arm around him and noticed he didn't feel quite as rough with his scars.

Faan: "Aff!" he shouts in joy and jumps up and down. "Mooya! Mooya!"

Iimiidiina: The child bows low to the overworked bow at the waist. "Yom wiicoom. Oom Iimiidiina."

Deguu Nuukel: And surpsingly enough he lets her put an arm around him as well. "Thank you, Ammy." Then pausing for a moment. "Ammy? Where I learn better common and lupesh? They both no good..."

Faan: "Iimiidiina? Yom orphan Iish?"

Iimiidiina: "Iish. Buus oom poosaa diiaa iina miiaa uuf nii deguu, so... eet ookaa priin."

Ammy Spiritor: "I can teach you, or..." she points to the school that is further into the Den. "You can got to classes."

Faan: He nods. "Miituu Faan." he offered a paw.

Iimiidiina: The Deity took the offered paw after his muzzle was secure.

Faan: The reason for the name would be noticeable as his top front canines were long and peaked past his lips when the muzzle was closed.

Iimiidiina: "Paal Clan?"

Deguu Nuukel: He shakes his head. "You teach..."

Ammy Spiritor: "Okay. Can you read?"

Faan: "Miituu Steele." he thumped his chest proudly which was funny for a 10 year old to do.

Deguu Nuukel: He shakes his head. "No...then again....very very little...."

Iimiidiina: "Foxingale."

Iimiidiina: "Pahmaat, Faan?"

Ammy Spiritor: "I wiil teach to read as well. You will need to know what to mix."

Deguu Nuukel: He nods. "Thank you ,Ammy."

Faan: Faan dipped his head embarrassed now. The bowl cut of olive green hair covering his eyes for a moment and wiped the hair out of his eyes in an annoyed manner. Then he grinned at Iimiidiina showing the long canines he had. "Miituu niiccoom."

Iimiidiina: "Taat ookaa. Oom niicoom taala, hahma? Stroom vuu," he says as he points at his muzzle. Than that little tongue shoots out at Faan.

Deguu Nuukel: "You sure it not trouble I learn?"

Ammy Spiritor: "You're welcome Tairen. I am just glad I can help you recover."

Iimiidiina: He giggles. "Oom niisk iit vaas miituu miiaa. Viisna yom fuus!"

Faan: "Miittuu loova priin. Miituu toos baakii iit miia."

Iimiidiina: "Ookaa. Goombaa!" The boy waves at his new friend before running off to find Momma. Iimiidiina: "Miiaa! Miiaa!"

alicia long: She pulled up by the usual spot by the lake. Dressed in her usual outfit with a small difference. Her leather jacket had been replaced with a thiker black winter jacket with the lonestar insignia embroidered on the right breast, and she wore a matching black fur hat with a chrome badge upon it. Sitting upon her fave rock with a thermos. Opening it and pouring herself a cup of coffee.

Faan: Faan tried to lift the basket but it was heavy and he was tired. He kicked it and decided to go make friends. He saw someone that looked like a dragon and he headed for her.

Ammy Spiritor: She turned and held her arms out and open for Iimii. "Sooah!" she called out happily.

Deguu Nuukel: "Ammy, do I need be in a clan? Iiimiidiina say I need be in clan."

Iimiidiina: The child throws himself, almost literally, on Ammy. "How shopping?"

Ammy Spiritor: "Shopping was great." a look to Tairen. "You don't have to be in a clan Tairen."

Tysiath: Tysiath looks at the one coming to her and she waves a hand "Hello"

Faan: Puffs as he walks for Tysiath and then he stumbled and fell flat. Yay for being a clutz and still growing.

Iimiidiina: "We ready try Canis talk now?"

alicia long: Sip of that coffee. Looking over to the various people gathered.

Ammy Spiritor: "Okay. Maybe Tairen would like to meet Canis too?"

Iimiidiina: "Will you?"

Tysiath: "Are you okay?" She gets up and walks over to him

Faan: He heard common and groaned. Man he had to talk human words. Bleh. "Fine." he mumbled and sat up. He had dirt and mud all over his nose and in his mouth. "Bleh. Dirt no taste good. That why vegetables no taste good."

Ammy Spiritor: "You want me to call her?"

alicia long: Eyes move to Faan. Another sip of that coffee. He was a new face.

Iimiidiina: "No. Tairen. Will he want talk to her?"

Faan: Wiping the dirt out of his muzzle he smiled at Tysiath showing that he didn't get it all out. "You like nice."

Deguu Nuukel: "Canis?" he blinks in some disbelief. "I no know..."

Iimiidiina: Hazel eyes dart to Mom. In the mean time, he looks at an upturned paw and concentrates.

Tysiath: She smiles. "Thank you. And who might you be? I am Tysiath."

Ammy Spiritor: She looked to Iimii. "Well we can try and if he wants to talk then he. If not he can listen."

Faan: "I'm Faan." he said proudly.

Iimiidiina: With a POP, the black soul gem with stripes appears in his palm. After removing his muzzle, the Lupinossai Deity closes his eyes and begins to form the picture of Canis in his mind.

Ammy Spiritor: "So I heard from your father you have a girlfriend now?" she teased gently watching that gem.

Tysiath: "Faan? Well, that is an interesting name" She sits down, crosses her legs and curls her tail around her feet.

Iimiidiina: The child nods. He was trying to concentrate, but didn't want to be rude either.

Faan: Looks down at his small paws. "It mean fang. I'm a freak. My teeth are long." he said embarrassed.

Iimiidiina: Ah. The white-furred female comes to his mind, in perfect detail. "Canisian." The boy calls out, and he braces himself for the energy drain.

alicia long: " If you think about it, Human's are freaks too."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy watched and waited.

Tysiath: "They even call my kind freaks as well. Some people are just mean."

Faan: "Tysiath sounds nice." then a look to Alicia and Faan scurried behind the big dragon lady.

alicia long: She would get up and make her way over to Faan, and the dragonoid. Taking a seat by her. " Hello again."

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2010-11-21 02:41 EST
Iimiidiina: With a sucking-in of breath, the gem takes energy from the child. The white swirls around within, and, much like a dragon jumping <I>between </I>the boy is taken on a mental journey from the Glen to the Old Country.

Faan: Peaks around Tysiath. "You human. You're dangerous!"

Tysiath: Looking at Faan and then to Alicia. "Oh, no. This is Alicia. She is actually nice."

alicia long: " I am human, but i am not dangerous. That is a stereotype that unfortunatly some humans fall into."

Iimii would find himself not going to the peaks like last time but to a hidden copse of treas and a crystal clear lake. Canis was sitting on a rock playing a flute just about the same make that Lene has.

alicia long: " But in general, humans are ignorant,bloodthirsty,sex driven,over domineering apes, but there are people like me, and others who are abit more evolved mentally."

Faan: "Humans ruin Lupinoss! Start many wars." he watches her with those eeirie white and gold rimmed eyes. "But you no look evil."

Iimiidiina: Young Iimiidiina would land on the banks. No sound would be made, because, after all, he was not there physically. Soul gems don't teleport, and, like Sean said, it's hard to escape the Nexus.

alicia long: " Looks are not what make people evil. Actions do. There are many beautiful looking people who are black as pitch inside their hearts."

Canis stopped playing her glimmering silver flute and she would stare right where Iimiidiina's soul stood. *Hello Iimiidiina Foxingale.* she sat the flute down.

Faan: "Humans look evil with black armor and metal skulls."

alicia long: " As for humans starting wars, We are a warlike species it is true, but you need to stop judging a individual because of his or her race. That shows ignorance on your part."

Tysiath: "Trust me, Alicia is not evil, Faan. I have known her for quite some time now."

alicia long: " I had a freind who wore black clothing with skulls, and she was a sweetheart."

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen just looks confused now, not sure what to do

Iimiidiina: ~You know my name?~ Stupid question, but he had to be sure. Outside, in the world of RhyDin, Iimii sat in a trance-like state. Perhaps he is aware, perhaps not.

Faan: "Takes one to know one." he retorted in 10 year old style. But he wasn't hiding behind Tysiath so much now.

alicia long: " Actions, not apperances."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy just patted Tairens hand as only Iimii was talking. But his body looked like he was just meditating.

Canis: *Of course. I know the name of the one who has been calling on my powers and the healing powers of my daughter Foxingale.*

Deguu Nuukel: "What going on, Ammy?"

alicia long: She would reach into her coat pocket and remove her wallet. Opening it up and pulling out a picture. Extending it for Faan to look at. The picture was that of a troll dressed in a lonestar outfit which was black leather with a chrome badge. " Do you think he is bad?"

Ammy Spiritor: "He's soul is in the Old Country now. Talking to Canis probably."

Faan: "No. He look like me. Long teeth."

Iimiidiina: ~I sorry. But there many things happen in my home, in RhyDin, that make me use powers.~

Deguu Nuukel: "Old Country no good..." he frowns

Faan: "I'm sorry I call you dangerous. I have to be careful. I am mom's happiness." he said proudly.

Canis: *I am not scolding you little one. I just know you. Please, come closer. I do not bite.*

alicia long: " Really." She sighed. " Humans are as unique as snowflakes. No two are exactly alike. I can introduce you to plenty of good humans, and i can introduce you to plenty of bad Long teeth."

Tysiath: "It is okay to be cautious, Faan. It helps us survive."

Ammy Spiritor: "I know Tairen, but it's the easiest way to contact a god in Lupinoss I guess."

alicia long: " And i accept your appology."

Iimiidiina: He smiles, then walks.... or is it floating?... over to Canis. ~I try talk you before. But you asleep.~

Faan: "Okay. I run into mean people often. They laugh at my hair, at my teeth, at my eyes, and try to take my clothes, but then I hit them with my stick!"

alicia long: " Well, Stay away from them."

Canis: *Yes. I have been sleeping a lot as my grand niece seems to be very quiet and worries me.*

Faan: "They use same road I use. No pick on me after breaking noses. Humans bleed alot."

Iimiidiina: ~Grand Niece? What that?~ Iimii comes within a pace of Canis' white form.

alicia long: She chuckles. " Some bleed more then others."

Canis: *A daughter born of one of my own children?s children.* she can't really say from Lupis' side or it would just sound really bad.

Tysiath: Tysiath just smiles and listens

Iimiidiina: ~Oh. Who is it? Can I help?~

alicia long: She lifts up her cup and takes another sip of her coffee. Setting the cup down and rubbing her coat covered arms abit and zipping up the front a lil tighter. " Winter's comming."

Faan: "Yeah, but I get yelled at by mom for hurting others. And when dad get home, he yell at me too. Never hit though, just lots of yelling and more chores."

Deguu Nuukel: "Maybe I talk to Canis to at some point?"

alicia long: " Violence is not a answer, but sometimes it is unavoidable."

Faan: "I know. Me never warm here even in winter." Alicia may note he had really large ears like a desert fox and very short almost fuz like fur.

Ammy Spiritor: "Maybe Tairen."

Tysiath: Well....not really smiling at the serious situations....

Canis: *Someone who doesn't believe in me, I am afraid. But she will sometime. What brings you to me tonight?*

alicia long: " Humans have clothing to help them keep warm. Next time i am going to wear my thermal long johns."

Iimiidiina: ~Well... it my Mom of no blood. She worry me, too.~

Faan: "I am wearing pants and a long sleeve shirt under this cloak and I am still cold!"

Iimiidiina: ~She no believe in you. She say she no need gods.~

Canis: *Oh?* Canis regards him for a moment. *Who is your mother?*

Iimiidiina: ~Ammy. Of... Spiritor, I think. She mate to Fleetian.~

Tysiath: With a sigh she takes up her spear and bow. "I am sorry, but I need to leave and go home for now. It was nice meeting you Faan and seeing you Alicia."

Canis: *Well that makes two of us then. That is my Grand Niece. And Fleetian is my great, great, great, great grandson.*

alicia long: " I am wearing panties,pants,two pairs of socks, a sports bra,undershirt,body armor,and this coat. PRetty cold still."

Iimiidiina: ~She is? Can you do something?~

alicia long: " Good seeing you to Tysiath." Sip of her coffee. " This helps though.

Faan: "Okay, Tysiath." then he heard several words he didn't know. "Panties? Bra? What's that?"

Tysiath: With a nod and wave of her tail she walks back to her home to rest for now.

Canis: *Nothing short of talking to her in person. But I must wait to do that. I am still tired from trying to help you heal sweet Myrlene.*

Iimiidiina: ~I heal you!~

alicia long: panties are garments we women wear underneath our pants"

Iimiidiina: ~I can help.~

Faan: "Oh. Must be nice not to have a tail huh?"

alicia long: " And a bra is somthing us women wear to help cover and support our chest underneath our shirts."

Canis: *Iimiidiina. If you heal me, you will not have enough energy for your soul to get back to your body. I will be well in a few more days of rest. Then I will make a trip to Rhydin and visit you.*

Iimiidiina: ~I want be with you, though. So much to learn...~

Faan: Interesting discussion this was going for the 10 year old but he did ask. He decided to sit and pulls small blades of grass.

Canis: *In time, Iimiidiina. In time.*

Iimiidiina: ~Canis, there one other thing.~

Faan: He chewed on a few pieces and played with weaving the others. "You come here often?"

Canis: *Yes, Iimiidiina?*

Deguu Nuukel: "If they gods, Ammy, why they let bad happen?"

alicia long: She rose to her feet and yawned. " Well i am going to go into my van and call it a night. It was nice meeting you Faan, and i will see you around ok?" With that she treks on to her van. Opening the back door. and climbing inside her van, and shutting it behind her.

Iimiidiina: ~Sean... My Dad, human... say there more than one God. That you and Lupis not only ones. How I know you right path?~

Ammy Spiritor: "I ask that question a lot Tairen. I don't know why. I wish I did. I would be a happier Lupe if I did."

Canis: Canis regarded that question for a moment. *Your human father tells the truth. Me and my mate are just two of many gods and godesses. The question on if we are the right path or not can only be answered by each Lupinossai. If you find that following me or Lupis is right, then it is right for you. If you feel you should follow others, then you can follow them too. You have a free will Iimiidiina. All living creatures do.*

Deguu Nuukel: He sighs and frowns. "I ask Canis if I meet her...."

Iimiidiina: ~I want believe in you. I know I believe in you. But... so many people, so many Gods. It hard, you know?~

Faan: Well now he was alone and cold. Lovely. He stands and shuffles towards the other Lupinossai. He could see Iimiidiina, and he knew who Ammy was by reputation in the Den. The other one he didn't though.

Canis: *You can believe in me Iimiidiina. I am your Lupinossai Goddess, but I do not mind sharing my place with other gods if it will help you learn to be a great angel.*

Ammy Spiritor: "I think if I met Canis...I don't know what I'd do."

Iimiidiina: ~Can I hear Ammy like this?~

Canis: *No little one. Your soul is very far from your body. The more you contact me though you will get strong enough to talk to me and listen to others.*

Faan: A glance at the soul gem in Iimiidiina paw. "Is he getting his soul sucked out?" Faan asked with suspicion.

Iimiidiina: ~Okay...~ He sounds quite unhappy. ~Will I see you again?~

Deguu Nuukel: Deguu just shrugs. "I no know. He talk to Canis I think?"

Canis: *Yes. Iimiidiina. Anytime you need to ask me something. Just call.*

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy glanced at Faan. "Hello there."

Iimiidiina: Rather non-chalantly, the child tries to hug Canis, even though he might just pass right through her like a ghost.

Canis: He doesn't. Iimiidiina hugs Canis as if he was solid. She is a goddess after all. *May I ask for you to take something back with you?*

Faan: A quiet wave. "Hello Alphrans Ammy."

Iimiidiina: ~Anything for you, Canisian.~ Those furry arms wraps around Canis tightly.

Deguu Nuukel: Deguu looks at Faan. "Who you?"

Canis: She made a necklace of of gold, rubies, and sapphires appear with a small orange soul gem pendant on it. *Can you give this to your mother? It houses the soul of her mother in it. She passed away last spring.*

Iimiidiina: ~How? I a soul right now.~

Canis: The necklace seemed grow faint just Like Iimiidiina. *You can hold it and take it back now. When you get back it will solidify and be real again.*

Faan: "I'm Faan." he said. "Who are you?"

Iimiidiina: ~Oh wow.~ Did he say that out loud? Nevertheless, he clenches a fist around the necklace and held it close. ~She will get it, Canisian. I promise.~ Still not letting go.

Deguu Nuukel: "I Tairen." He lifts up a hand and waves. Not caring if his bracelets are shown anymore.

Canis: *I know you will. Now go. Love your mother, and learn what you can.*

Faan: "Nice to meet you Tairen. Hey cool bracelet! I have one too, but it's not fancy." he shows a blue plastic bracelet around his wrist.

Iimiidiina: The child pulls away. He doesn't want to leave yet. He looks back and forth, not sure what to do.

Canis: *I must rest Iimiidiina.* she said softly and began to vanish.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy just watched Tairen and Faan.

Iimiidiina: Not that he had much of choice. This trip worked like minutes on a cell phone. Once depleted, you couldn't talk anymore. Iimii faded... and back in RhyDin, the child opened his eyes. He waves about, unsteady even on his bottom.

Deguu Nuukel: He just smiles a little, though it may not be entire happiness in that smile. "It nice to meet you, Faan."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy reached out and hugged Iimiidiina close to steady him.

Deguu Nuukel: "You from den, Faan?"

Iimiidiina: "Mom..."

Faan: He would say more but he notes the position of the moon. "Oh no. I gotta go. Mom's gonna be mad, I've been gone to long!" he groaned knowing a yelling is coming his way. Then a look to Tairem. "Steele"

Deguu Nuukel: "Steele?" he looks confused at the word.

Ammy Spiritor: "Yes Iimii?" she whispered to him, kissing his head worried.

Iimiidiina: "I saw Canis. I talk to Canis."

Ammy Spiritor: "Are you sure sweety?"

Iimiidiina: "Yes. Look just like her. White fur. Beautiful. Kind.. She say... She say I must give you this..." When the boy opens his formerly free paw, there is the pendant Canis gave him.

Faan: "Yes. Den Steel. My father is a black smith."

Ammy Spiritor: She looked at the pendant. "What is it for?"

Iimiidiina: "She say... that your mother pass away last year..." The boy offers the pendant.

Deguu Nuukel: Thinking on that word for a moment. It has been quite some time since he even thought of the word and then he shakes his head a little violently. "Okay, nevermind...nevermind...."

Faan: "Well nice to meet you Tairem. I must leave now."

Deguu Nuukel: "Okay...bye..." He waves a hand. His voice does not sound too happy again. He even seems to hide his bracelets again even though he was just showing them. Must be a bad memory being brought back to him.

Faan: Faan left and grabbed the basket grunting. He drug it home.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen slowly looks back at Iimiidiina and Ammy and listens trying to distract himself and get the bad thoughts away again.

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2010-11-21 03:07 EST
Ammy Spiritor: Ammy looked at the pendant again for a long time trying to remember her mother. The only mother she had was the one nice technician in the lab. She reached out a paw to the pendant and it glowed. She heard Tammy's voice in her mind softly. Her paw trembled and she didn't take it. She just stared at it, tears welling up.

Iimiidiina: "I sorry, Mom."

Ammy Spiritor: She wiped tears away trying not to make a sound not wanting to upset anyone. She still didn't take it yet.

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim popped up from the water in the Lake. Yep, hunting as usual. The lupe had no life it seemed.

Iimiidiina: "Mom, please take it..." The fact she wouldn't touch it was bothering him.

Ammy Spiritor: "no. she can't be dead." her voice held a note of a whimper in it.

Iimiidiina: "Mom... She live on. Within soul gem. Please, take it."

Deguu Nuukel: He looks at Ammy and frowns. He is not sure what to say to help her.

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim walked up the beach. Her net bag was empty tonight. Fish were too fast this time.

Ammy Spiritor: She took a breath and reached out and grabbed the pendant holding. It was warm. Tingled, and she heard the lullaby Tammy would sing anytime Ammy hurt during a test or was being punished. Tammy was one of those Lupes that if she died, no one would have known or cared enough to put her in a soul gem. Who did? Why?

Iimiidiina: "Canis give it to me. She also give me message."

Deguu Nuukel: Hearing some small noise of water he slowly looks over and sees Fiim. "Fiim?" He gets up and walks to her, but still he is not as happy as he could be.

Iimiidiina: "She come in few days. She rest a lot because of Lene healing. She worried about you, Mom."

Ammy Spiritor: She just listened quietly, lost in sad thoughts.

Iimiidiina: "I think she want help you."

Fiim Riiroon: "Tairem?" she asked happily. "You there?"

Deguu Nuukel: He goes towards her direction and when he comes up to her he goes to hug her.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy cried now. It had to have been Canis. She clutched the pendat to her chest and curled up next to Iimiidiina.

Iimiidiina: The child strokes the ears and face of his mother, lying down with her, tired from the communication. "She coming, Mom."

Fiim Riiroon: She gave Tairem a big, wet hug. "I miss you. You eat?"

Ammy Spiritor: "Okay." she whispered. Her mind was a whirl of clashing memories and thoughts.

Iimiidiina: "You be okay?"

Ammy Spiritor: She nodded quietly. She had a death grip on that pendant.

Iimiidiina: The child knew, then, that no words were necessary. He just stroked his Mom's ears, much like she would, to comfort her.

Deguu Nuukel: "I miss you, Fiim. I eat early today, but not much." The wetness does not mind him that much. Then he looks back. "Alphrans Ammy mother dead I think. I feel bad, but I no how to comfort."

Fiim Riiroon: She looked over to the strange lupe with metal limbs. "No easy comfort loss of love one. Only time. Me learn that from Alpha Tysiath. Me have some dried fish. Me share. Hunt not good tonight."

Iimiidiina: The boy then begins to hum one of the soothing lullabies his parents taught him before they died.

Ammy Spiritor: Her sorrow was overmatched by the collision of someone higher up caring enough to give her the soul of one of the few people that were ever nice to her. She tried to focus on the ear stroking.

Fiim Riiroon: She nuzzled Tairem with her nose.

Iimiidiina: The child thinks to himself. Could Sean's story be coming true?

Deguu Nuukel: He is still frowning. "Okay. Me give Ammy something first." Tairen wants to do something before he leaves with Fiim. Letting go of Fiim he looks around for some flowers and finds a few to pick. Then takes them over to Ammy to put beside her. "I no forget you, Ammy. I sorry I no comfort well." After placing the flowers beside Ammy he slowly walks back to Fiim even shedding a few tears of his own. Now he is even missing his parents.

Fiim Riiroon: She nods and awaits his return. Then she licked his tears away.

Deguu Nuukel: A tiny smile at the comfort. "Thank you, Fiim. I eat dried fish. Something better than nothing."

Fiim Riiroon: She nodded and lead him over to some trees to sit. She pulled a well wrapped and sealed packet of fish and handed him several large pieces.

Deguu Nuukel: He sits down and takes the offered pieces of fish. "Thank you." And then he begins eating the fish hungrily.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy started to shake, conflicts raging still. The lullaby from both Iimiidiina and Tammy seemed to match each other. "What have I done. What have I done. What have I done." she murmurs repeatedly to herself.

Fiim Riiroon: "Is it good?" she asked with hope. She bit into a piece herself.

Iimiidiina: "Eesh, Miiaa."

Ammy Spiritor: "I should have returned home. Should have freed mom. Brought her here." she cried.

Iimiidiina: "Piiwuu. Piiwuu."

Deguu Nuukel: "It good." He moves over directly beside her as he continues to eat more.

Fiim Riiroon: She nods and strokes his fur with a free paw noting some tangles and matts. "I have gift for you."

Deguu Nuukel: "Gift?" He looks at her surprised.

Ammy Spiritor: She shudders and berates herself. "Bad Ammy. Weak Ammy. Crying won?t help. You have tests to do. You must get up and perform magic or they'll hurt you."

Iimiidiina: "Ammy, you Alphrans. They no hurt you."

Fiim Riiroon: She nodded and pulled from the net back two sturdy fish bone combs. "I make you pretty?"

Iimiidiina: "Nobody can. Not while I'm here."

Ammy Spiritor: "Must get up. Spiritor will beat me for laying down too long. I hurt mom."

Deguu Nuukel: "Pretty?" He could not help but get a small smile on his muzzle. "You mean groom?"

Iimiidiina: "You no hurt anybody."

Fiim Riiroon: "Yes. You tangled. Matt's. No good. Not healthy. Get worse, you be shaved."

Ammy Spiritor: Seems ammy was locked in her past for the time being reliving something. "He's coming. Pick me up please! My leg doesn't hurt if you help me stand. Please mom, help me up."

Iimiidiina: Now he's confused. He looks from side to side, not sure what to do now.

Deguu Nuukel: He nod. "Okay. I use combs." He looks at the combs. Then back at Fiim. "Fiim." And right after saying her name he goes to kiss her since she kissed him, but he didn't get the chance to kiss her until now.

Fiim Riiroon: "Wha.." mmmph. muzzled by a kiss.

Deguu Nuukel: Taking his muzzle away from hers. "I love Fiim." He says with a smile.

Iimiidiina: He looks at Ammy. "Hahmavaa Ammy." And a telepathic link is established. ~Mom. Mom!~

Ammy Spiritor: "I can get up Spiritor. I was just tired. My leg hurts." she spoke. Iimii's connection would let him see what her memory was. He would see a much younger Ammy. Pale, a bit thin. No metal limbs, though her legs had plenty of lash marks on them and one of her legs was bleeding. This mother she spoke of was tall, and defiant looking. Spiritor was thin but tall Soultre with glowing black eyes. Tammy seemed to be standing between Ammy and Spiritor.

Iimiidiina: He looks from side in the Mind-vision, observing the situation.

Fiim Riiroon: She blinked at the kiss and the statement. "I, uhm, I." she was speechless. All she could think of was pick up the combs and brush his fur, so she did, teasing out the tangles gently. After a few minutes she spoke again. "I love Tairem."

Ammy Spiritor: ~The little wretch is slacking off Tammy. I must have those spells for our next invasion. If she wants to lie around and be lazy I will motivate her!~ Spiritors voice growled loudly in the room of her mind. Tammy didn't back down. *No you won?t. Ammy is tired, bleeding, and at her limit. You want a dead slave?* Behind Tammy, Ammy was trying to get up but her legs stung so much. She had to get up or mom will make master mad.

Deguu Nuukel: He smiles more. "You love me too?" The combing felt a little good to him as well.

Iimiidiina: The boy rushes over. Maybe he can help Ammy!

Fiim Riiroon: "Yes." more combing.

Iimiidiina: ~Mom!~ He tries to pull up on her arm.

Ammy Spiritor: Iimii would be like a ghost going through things he touched.

Iimiidiina: What? He can't do anything... Muudra, muudra, muudra... He looks around frantically, trying to think of something to do, some way of ending this terrible memory

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen takes off his cloak and puts it on the ground so Fiim can comb more of his fur. "We be together, Fiim?" He is overwhelmed with happiness now. Bad thoughts fading away.

Ammy Spiritor: ~Tammy. Move!~ Spiritor loomed. He had something in his paw. Oh Lupis not the barbed cat tail. Ammy struggled more. *No Spiritor. You put me in charge of her, I say no!* she stamped a foot paw on the floor. ~You say? You say! I am your master as well wretch.~ scrape of metal was heard and the whip was unfurled.

Fiim Riiroon: Oh, my, this question was sudden. More combing. "Me be with you but confused. You want me as friend yes? You want me mate?"

Iimiidiina: The boy runs at Spiritor, trying to defend his Mom, but of course, he would pass straight through...

Deguu Nuukel: He shakes his head. "Like relationship. Boyfriend girlfriend. Love. That love. That together. I love you. I care for you."

Ammy Spiritor: She could hear the barbs drag, her young mind counting out all 20 of them by the jingling alone. "Canis. Please hear me. Canis please hear me. Please protect mother. Please. I am sorry I am just a slave. I am sorry I am not worthy of your love, but mom shouldn't be punished. Please Canis, protect her." Ammy's voice echoed as she prayed. The prayer died on her lips when she heard the wet thunk of the whip and the scream as flesh was rent.

Fiim Riiroon: "Oh. Me like that. Me like caring for you. Me can keep you warm too at night." she offered.

Iimiidiina: The boy looks back, blinking. Was his mother praying? So she did believe... Then the realization dawns on him.

Deguu Nuukel: "I keep you warm, too." Still smiling at her.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy struggled onto her elbows looking up seeing Mom lashed again. "Canis, please, help me up. Give me strength so I can help mother, please." she wept crawling. More lashings happened. She heard Tammy fall to the ground crying, saw her cower in fear now. Why wasn't Canis answering her? Why was she ignoring her? "Please Canis." she prayed again. Spiritor sneered. *Gods don't listen to slaves!* he pulled the whip up ready to start on her next.

Fiim Riiroon: "That is nice. Me get cold when sleep alone. Short fur. You have nice fur again soon." more coming. "Maybe give you bath?"

Deguu Nuukel: He nods his head happily. "I give you bath, too. I comb fur for you. And massage. And comfort like you comfort me." Tairen even goes to hug her again.

Ammy Spiritor: She wept bitterly waiting for the lashing. Is it true. Cause she was property, no god would listen to her? Was she on her own? Hot needles exploded in on her back as she was lashed the first time. She cried. The barbs skittered across the ground for another go. If she was alone, what could she do? Mom was hurt bad, and she would be to now. No, no they won?t be. She knows magic. If Canis won?t listen to a slave, then she'll make Spiritor listen to a slave with magic!

Another lash and she screamed. Shaking off the pain she dipped her fingers in her own blood and traced out an array and activated it, slammed a pillar of stone into Spiritors form. A mage shield shattered the pillar and he laughed cruelly. The spell took what little she had left and she collapsed. She tried, she failed. Canis failed. She had failed mother. Rough hands picked her up. *She tried to kill me. Lock in chains with no light and no food. And get this pathetic slave out of my sight. She is to never see Ammy again!*

Fiim Riiroon: She nuzzled him and hugged hm back. "That be verry nice Tairem. You so kind."

Iimiidiina: The boy is overcome with a sense of grief and sorrow for his mother.

Deguu Nuukel: "That what love partners do. They be kind and loving, right?"

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim nodded. "Yes."

Ammy Spiritor: Her memory slowly fades to a blackness of a room without light. She was in more pain now and the chains rattled hurting her ears. She felt alone, betrayed, and weak. A glimmer of white appeared. A translucent Lupe showed up in the room. The soft light hurting Ammy's eyes after being in the dark for three days. "Who are you?" she asked horsely. *I am Canis. I came as fast as I could but many need my help. Let me heal you.*

Deguu Nuukel: He goes to kiss her again. "I happy with you. You help make bad thoughts go away."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy spat at the form. "Get away from me. You're not Canis. Canis loves every female lupinossai. Where were you when mom was whipped? When I was whipped? Am I not important to you? Is it because I am a slave? Many need help, but I really needed it!" she screamed at the figure.

Fiim Riiroon: She smiled and hugged him again. "You make bad memories go away too."

Deguu Nuukel: "We make new good memories together. We remember them always. We drown bad memories." He held on to her and does not let go of hugging.

Ammy Spiritor: *I can only be in so many places with so many crying for help during the wars. Wars your magic has not helped but made worse.* the figure said. Ammy felt an icy stab in her chest. "I was forced too! I don't want war! I don't want magic! It all hurts! You can't blame me or my mother for that!" she screamed again. She strained at the chains wanting to rip apart Canis. *I can help you now.* Canis offered.

Iimiidiina: ~Canis...~

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy felt bitter hate build inside. "Help my mother. I no longer worship you. You're not my goddess. I have no god. May Lupis abandon you and Fen take your life!" she screamed at Canis. The figure whispered something before it vanished. *One day you will understand. That day I will give you your mothers soul that I will protect. Good bye, Ammy.* Her memories blanked out as Ammy howled in that dark room of her mind and waking to reality. She was now howling in the real world. A howl of pure mourning, pure anguis, and pure hate. It was a chilling howl.

Iimiidiina: The child is jerked out. "Mom!"

Fiim Riiroon: "Yes. Drown them in deep lake."

Deguu Nuukel: He smiles at Fiim then looks in the direction of the howl in the night. "That no sound good."

Ammy Spiritor: She curled up tighter. "She was right. My fault. All my fault, not hers. I made the wars worse. Why was I born. Why do I exist. All I do is cause pain, death, and chaos. I want to hold you again mom." she wept.

Fiim Riiroon: A glance at the howl. Her ears twitched in a faint memory. She knew that howl. She thought for a moment and then remembered vividly. She was one of the slaves that escorted the bleeding mother away. "It not good." is all she whispered. "She have same master as me. Cruel master. Me no want to remember."

Deguu Nuukel: A look to Fiim and he frowns. "Talking no help?"

Fiim Riiroon: A slight shiver ran down her spine. "Hold me. Tell me I am good slave."

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen does in fact hold her, but the other part he does not agree on. "But you no slave. You here with me. We free. You good person, but you no slave"

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy stood slowly, painfully as if she was injured or remembering pain. She started to walk for the lake. Wash away the pain, drown it. Make it go away.

Iimiidiina: "Mom?" The boy follows Ammy.

Fiim Riiroon: She nodded and leaned into him press her cheek tight into his chest. She took a deep breath of him, trying to calm down.

Ammy Spiritor: She kept walking and soon she was a few steps from the water. She'll make it go away. A few more steps and the water will be cold, but a few more steps and she will. A few more steps and she'll have peace. Ammy was intent on drowning.

Deguu Nuukel: With one arm around her and the other reaching back. he grabs his cloak and tries to put it over her to help comfort her, then the fre arm wrapping back around her. "I hold you. I comfort. I care. You no tell if you no want to."

Fiim Riiroon: "Please." She begged.

Iimiidiina: "Mom!" Oh, he caught her feelings, her thoughts of suicide. No, he wasn't going to lose another parent! He grabs Ammy's arm and jerks back. "Mom! Mom! Don't!!!"

Ammy Spiritor: She drags him along with her. Water was lapping at her metal paws.

Iimiidiina: "Grrrrr, STROOM!" And his feet dig into the dirt with his self-strength spell.

Deguu Nuukel: "You good Fiim...you good..." He looks back again hearing shouting in the night. He recognizes that small voice, it is Iimiidiina's. "Fiim. I love you. But we go see what wrong. Little one screaming."

Fleetwolf: The water shimmered in front of the two and Fleet rose from the water out of nowhere. He did not have a happy look on his face. "Just what do you think you're doing Ammy" He held out a paw. He notes Iimii trying to stop her.

Iimiidiina: He circles around to Ammy's front and pushes against her, the water lapping aorund his feet.

Fiim Riiroon: "Okay. Maybe we help."

Iimiidiina: The boy is completely unaware of Granddads presence.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy halted for a moment looking dazed. "Let me go, please. I hurt too much. I don't know what to believe anymore." her voice pleaded. "Let me die."

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim stood and headed for the lake. The sight wasn't pretty.

Iimiidiina: Young Iimiidiina rests against Ammy's front, his paws on her belly.

Deguu Nuukel: Deguu stands up and walks with Fiim. He even moves a hand closer to hers to hold to help comfort her as they walk towards the others.

Fleetwolf: "Ammy! Snap out of it!" he barked loudly.

Ammy Spiritor: "Fleet? Is that you? You?re a god right? Are you going to give up on me too?" she asked in hollow voice. She started to push forward again.

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2010-11-21 03:59 EST
Fleetwolf: "Lupis be damned! Stop this. Don't make me hurt you!" he stepped forward starting to restrain her.

Fiim Riiroon: "No good. She lost." is all Fiim said. She started for the water knowing if ammy went in, she would pull her out so ammy won't drown.

Deguu Nuukel: Seeing what Ammy is doing and looking at where Fiim is going. He got the idea of what is going on quickly and let his new love go where needed. He moves to the others "Alphrans Ammy? What going on? I know you hurt."

Ammy Spiritor: She stopped again, shivering. "Hurt me all you want. That's all the gods are good for. Hurt!" she cried. Feeling lost and wanting to sleep forever, she raised her paws ready to clap them.

Iimiidiina: He grunts and pushes against Ammy again. "HAAT!" Iimii was trying to freeze her position so she doesn't do anything stupid.

Fleetwolf: Fleet cursed colorfully. "Fine. You want a god to hurt you. So be it." His eyes flashed blue and slammed a fist into her adding the might of a powerful spell into it. He aimed for the auto mail. It could take the abuse.

Iimiidiina: With a yip, Iimii rolls out of the way.

Ammy Spiritor: The punch crumpled metal and the impact lifted her up and away from the water. She landed 50 feet back in a gasp for air.

Deguu Nuukel: With eyes wide open at the sight and seeing where Ammy lands. He quickly runs to her side to kneel down. "Ammy!" Tairen looks down. "Ammy! It me Tairen..." Though he stops there, not sure what to say.

Fleetwolf: "Listen here." Fleet was fuming as he marched across the water, not even getting wet. "You blame yourself and the gods for too damn much! It is not you or ours. The only god that can be anywhere and everywhere at once is the Spark. And he is not interested in any of us. That's why we were made. You want grief. Try being the one of the only three Den Wolf males alive! My whole Den was slaughtered because of the Spiritors Den. I could hold a grudge and kill, but then I would be back where I was when you died the first time! Alone!? He was on top of her now, yelling at her. The air around him was ice cold.

Ammy Spiritor: She flinched and blinked, coming to some level of sanity.

Iimiidiina: Wow. Iimii had no idea Granddad could be so... angry and loud.

Fleetwolf: Tairem, being a magic user would feel the surge of magic and emotion like a maelstrom around Fleet. The elderly deity was incensed and was going to put a stop to this nonsense.

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim decided the beach looked safe and stayed where she was.

Iimiidiina: The child starts to pray. "Canisian, peesee hiisaa oomas. Hiisaa yiim. Hiisaa miiaa."

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen shivered at the cold air and the surges of magic and emotion. It leaves him in a state of shock for a moment, but eventually he slowly backs away feeling he should be of safe distance just in case and returns to Fiim.

Fleetwolf: "You want to die? What about our daughter? What about Iimii? What about Vuu? What about Me? What about those that need you! Look!" he shoved his one natural wrist at Ammy showing a long scar running down the length of his forearm. "You died, and I tried to follow you. I am not going to try suicide twice! Now stop it!"

Ammy Spiritor: "I..but..." she held up the locket. The source of the memories being unlocked.

Fleetwolf: Fleet grabbed the pendant out of her paw. "Is this why you're going nuts? Then you don't need it!" he snarled and threw the pendant far and fast into the lake hearing it plop into the water. Then he slapped Ammy hard across the muzzle.

Iimiidiina: "Granddad! canis give that to her!"

Fiim Riiroon: She heard the splash of the pendant, but she didn't move. She just watched this lupe beat up Ammy. She was very confused now.

Iimiidiina: The boy rushes up and touches Fleets back. "Granddad! Piiwuu! Piiwuu. Haat. Yom diinii woona pahriis yiim aashbuum."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy yipped in pain at the slap. She tried to curl up. "I'm sorry Fleet. I'm sorry. I was selfish."

Fleetwolf: He raised his paw again and lowered it hearing Ammy. He bowed his head and took a long deep breath.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen moves to Fiim's side to take her hand. He is quite worried, but not sure what to do.

Fleetwolf: "And I am sorry I broke laws and brought you back to life. I did it so I could have my mate back. But I can't have her freaking out at everything or trying to kill herself."

Iimiidiina: He pants, then slowly slides back to Fiim. He didn't like seeing them like this.

Ammy Spiritor: "I'm sorry Fleet." she sobbed.

Fleetwolf: "You need help Ammy."

Iimiidiina: The child looks around, hoping maybe Canis will come now. She can solve everything.

Fiim Riiroon: Takes Tairems paw and watches. The way Ammy flipped out scared Fiim. What if she were to do the same thing over her past, or, or, Tairem? she looked at him and hugged him tightly. "You no go insane."

Ammy Spiritor: "Help me."

Fleetwolf: Fleet stood and offered Ammy a paw up.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy stood with help, shakily. The automail was repairing itself now.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen immediately hugs Fiim and shakes his head. Even the thought of insanity scares him.

Fleetwolf: He hugged Ammy tightly, and kissed her. "You need to accept your memories and let them go."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy shivered and nodded. After a few moments, she spoke softly. "I failed Canis. She didn't fail me. I rejected her." pressed into Fleet's embrace. "How do I take her back?" she sounded lost.

Iimiidiina: Young Iimiidiina looks over and finds his muzzle in the mud nearby. "Coomaa," and the muzzle came to his waiting hand. The boy secures muzzle to face.

Canis: *Simple ask for me to be your goddess again, Ammy.* a soft voice whispered in the Glen.

Iimiidiina: The boy looks around. "Canisian?"

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen looks around for a moment. He wonders where that vice came from and who it is.

Canis: *I am sorry for your loss Ammy. I truly am. But what was done cannot be changed. All I can offer is to guide you forward, past the ruins of your life. Please come back to me my lost daughter.*

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim went really quiet. The whispered to Tairem. "It Canis. Goddes of Lupe Females."

Deguu Nuukel: Now looking at Fiim. "Goddess of Lupe Female? I no understand....male have no deity?" His slavery has made him ignorant about the gods so he knows little to nothing.

Fiim Riiroon: Ammy thought a long moment on this. Memories warred with her willingness to say yes. Fleet holding her though told her that she wasn't worthless to a god. She was married to one. That was proof enough they loved her. She whispered again. "Male god Lupis."

Iimiidiina: "Canis? Where are you?"

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy felt dizzy, struggling with the words to speak.

Fleetwolf: "Come on Ammy. You can do it. You are strong."

A white light appeared in the middle of the lake. A white furred female lupe stood on the waters.

Deguu Nuukel: "I no know Lupis..." he frowns. "That why I never helped?"


Canis: *Ammy. Will you take me back?* Canis asked again.

Fiim Riiroon: "Me not sure."

Iimiidiina: Empathetic as ever, Iimii detected the presence, the arrival, of Canis. He turns around, towards the lake, and he smiles widely. "Canis!"

Fiim Riiroon: She knew of the gods, but as a slave, worshipping them were often discouraged to break the slave further.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy reached deep inside of her soul and grabbed her will power. More memories caved in on her again and let out an ear piercing howl of challenge. The memories fell back, leaving her. The howl seemed to be cleansing and left her weak wobbly on her legs. She started to faint feeling light headed. She uttered the words she wanted to say. "I am sorry Canis. Be my goddess. Take back this fool." she collapsed.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen looks over at the water and sees Canis and even hearing Iimiidiina calling out that name. To him, if Canis is the goddess for female lupes, he doesn't care about her at all. Instead he makes sure his back is turned to her. And just gives more of a "hmph!" noise of unsatisfaction.

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim just watched and hugged Tairem. She felt like kneeling for some reason.

Iimiidiina: He wants to run out there and give Canis a big huge hug. But, hence, he cannot walk on water yet.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen felt a little better from the hug of Fiim, but now he feels like walking away. The only reason he is barely stil lthere is that he just wants to make sure everyone is okay

Fleetwolf: Fleet gently held Ammy and laid her down genly on the grass to rest. He stood and looked at Canis on the lake. Time for a chat with Canis. He walked for his great great great great grand dam. He paused by Iimii. He held out a paw in invitation to walk with him.

Iimiidiina: The boy takes Fleet's offered paw.

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim takes Tairems paw and pulls him gently to follow her over to Ammy to make sure she is okay. Let the gods do their thing.

Iimiidiina: But, he is all eyes for Canis. His patron God, the one he shares direct heritage to.

Fleetwolf: He walked across the water, allowing Iimii to walk on water as well. He stopped a few feet away from her. "Canis." he bowed his head for a moment.

Deguu Nuukel: He let Fiim lead him to Ammy. Once they are by Ammy he kneels down by her. "Ammy? Are you okay?"

Iimiidiina: The boy bows his head as well.

Ammy Spiritor: "Tired. Weak. But...happy." she said in peace.

Iimiidiina: "You said few days, Canis."

Deguu Nuukel: "Anything I and Fiim I do to help?"

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim stroked Ammy's hair and then sat by her but also stroking Tairem.

Ammy Spiritor: "Just pet me."

Canis: *I did Iimiidiina. But the pendant worked like I had hope it would. It unlocked her faith, that faith restored a good portion of my energy and I didn't want to make the same mistake twice..* Canis looked to Fleet. *Fleetian. You are looking quite aged. This is not good.*

Deguu Nuukel: "Okay." Tairen sits down by Fiim and Ammy and pets Ammy. The petting from Fiim helps him feel a little more better, too.

Fiim Riiroon: "Ammy friend, yes?" she asked Tairen.

Deguu Nuukel: "Ammy friend. She help me feel better, too. She also Alphrans of Den, but I no go to den just yet. Soon though. I be her assistant."

Fleetwolf: "I have had difficulties adjusting to a realm not my own Canis. My powers are flawed and failing." he said simply.

Canis nodded understanding this. She looked down to Iimiidiina now. *And you were very brave for trying to stop your mother.*

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim nodded. "You friend, Ammy friend, me friend. We all hurt before. We all try by happy. We be pack?"

Iimiidiina: The orphan blushes at the compliment and angled his muzzle downwards. "Mooya."

Ammy Spiritor: Breaths deeply being petted, feeling nothing inside. Her memories were still there, but she felt no pain, no shame, no horror from them. She felt she had a clean slate.

Deguu Nuukel: "But you and I more than friend, Fiim." He looks at her.

Fleetwolf: "So Canis, now what? You don't cross boundaries just to say hello." Fleet's tone was a little curt, but he's been in a bad mood tonight.

Fiim Riiroon: "Yes. Me you lovers." she hugged him close and tight.

Iimiidiina: He hits Fleet a bit. Show some respect, old man!

Deguu Nuukel: Deguu holds FIim tightly as well, but soon starts petting Ammy again. "Ammy. If you ever want talk. We listen."

Canis: *Charming as ever Fleet. Take after Lupis more.* she chuckled. *Iimii. He has a right. And you are correct. I came here to make amends for my past failing in a time filled with war. I will grant each one of you, including the two former slaves a personal wish.*
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Ammy Spiritor: "Okay." she said softly. Serene.

Iimiidiina: "What?"

Fleetwolf: "Very well."

Iimiidiina: "Anything?"

Iimiidiina: This was a gift. He couldn't waste it idly. Hmmm...

Canis: *Anything within my realm of ability Iimiidiina*

Fleetwolf: "May I make Ammy's wish for her. She is kind of out of it."

Iimiidiina: Did he want to spend it on friends? Himself? The Den? RhyDin in general?

Deguu Nuukel: Deguu didn't hear what Canis said about wishes. He is just focused on Ammy and Fiim right now.

Canis: *You may Fleetian. I will hear your requests, then we will ask the other two.*

Iimiidiina: He looks at Fleet, then Ammy and the two freed slaves tending her, then Canis. He looks at his paws, then back at Canis.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy reached up weakly and stroked Tairens paw in a silent thanks.

Fleetwolf: "I want my age and powers reset to when I was first knighted as a deity. A clean slate. One that will allow me to adapt to Rhydin and truly help my people, the Den to be what they can be."
Canis simply smiled. ?I can make you an angel for my cause, but I cannot make you a deity of this realm. Do you accept this??

Fleet: He nodded.

She reached out and touched his forehead, glowing white with holy power. *Kneel Fleet*


Deguu Nuukel: Without a word he feels the paw of Ammy stroke his own. He continues to stroke her hair, though. He knows no slave of any kind has it easy, unless they are pure lucky. Silently he thinks about even things he has seen but not experienced personally as he strokes her fur more. No emotions show, just silence and staring.

Fleetwolf: Fleet knelt on the water.

Canis: "By the powers of the Great Spark, given to me to see fit to do what I deem right, I, Canis, Mother of all Lupinossai give you a rebirth. Rise, Fleetian Wolf, Loaa of Canis, may you watch your domain of Male Lupinossai, Guiding Light to those that seek it, and to aid those you wish." she infused a blinding pulse of energy into Fleet.

Fleetwolf: Fleet rose. As he did so, the water shimmered and flowed around him, covering him then washing away. As the water left him, he was young again. Mid 20's, full of dark rich grays, and the auto mail limbs were gone. His normal limbs were restored.

Iimiidiina: Granddad is young now! Wonder how Ammy is going to feel...

Canis: *What is the wish you think Ammy would like best?*

Iimiidiina: To be as young as Granddad? To have children again?

Fleetwolf: Fleet thought about this long and hard. He regarded his beloved mate. ?I don't want her to die anymore Canis. It tears me apart. I want Ammy to be my mate in life and as my partner in guiding the lupes. I want her to be an angel as well.?

Iimiidiina: The boys jaw would drop, if it wasn't restrained.

Canis: Canis didn't even blink. She nodded. *She has endured much and has died and been revived more than any mortal should. Some may call her a saint. I shall make her a Loaa, but she's needs to be present.* without further word, Canis lifts her paw and encircles Ammy, Fiim, and Tairen and brings them over to them on a floating disc of soft light. This type won?t hurt eyes.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen saw this light appearing under him and since it is light...he went to cover his eyes, but stops as he notices it does not hurt. And as they start floating he is confused and looks back. Now realizing that they are going towards the others he holds Fiim's paw tightly, not sure what to think.

The disc stopped there. Canis inclined her head and filled Ammy with energy. *Ammy. Time to get up. Rise Child.*

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy opened her eyes feeling well rested. She rose as asked, looking in awe.

Canis: *Ammy, your mate, Fleet, has asked for me to make you an angel. I am giving one wish to all here. I am granting his wish. Kneel Ammy.* her voice was soft. Ammy bowed and knelt. Canis could feel the demonic powers in Ammy. That will not do, but the abilities they gave her were of use. She smiled then. Raising a paw, it glowed a brilliant crimson. She set it on Ammy's bowed head. "Ammy, you were lost and have come back. You have endured suffering for far too long. By the power given to me by the Great Spark, to do with as I deem fit to use the power, I knight thee, Ammy the Radiant, Loaa of Canis. I declare your domain to be all lost orphans, of freedom, and of all female Lupinossai in this realm. I know you will lead them well and I know you will love all lost children. Rise Ammy, and be reborn.*

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy stood, and the water glimmered as it had with Fleet swirling around her and covering her. As it left her, her auto mail vanished, her limbs restored. The demon smut on her soul was removed, her abilities and a few more remained though. Her eyes, once emerald now glowed gold.

Iimiidiina: He smiles. This was happy. Very happy.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen looks at Ammy in awe. This is all unbelievable to him. Maybe it is all a dream....

Fleetwolf: Fleet pulled Ammy into a tight hug crying in joy. He would have a mate now that will not die just like him.

Ammy Spiritor: Canis looked to Iimiidiina. *What is your wish young one?*

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy hugged Fleet black feeling very strange, but not caring anymore.

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Iimiidiina: He had been thinking, a lot. Something that will benefit not only him, but the Den, and maybe the world, over. He looks dead-on at Canis and say: "I want you, Canis. I want learn from you. I want you teach me all about being Deity, and how to not be afraid anymore."

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim put her paw in Tairens just watching.

Deguu Nuukel: His paw clenches Fiim's quickly as he just stares at all that goes on without a single word.

Iimiidiina: Yes, Vuusoolta was teaching him. But this was a chance to learn from the source. The first Deity... that is hardly an opportunity to miss.

Canis: Canis tilted her head at this for a moment. That was an interesting request, yet one very doable. *Very well, Iimiidiina. I can do this, but it does not count as a wish. You merely had to ask. Do you have another wish?* as she spoke a crystal orb, 5 inches in diameter appeared in her paw and she held it out to Iimii. *This is a direct line to me. No need to channel energy. Just speak and I will answer.*

Iimiidiina: He blinks, then smiles. A do-over! How fantastic! He gently takes the orb, then looks at it. "Where I put it?" As he asks, he is thinking. What does he want second most?

Canis: *Perform the same task your father showed you to make it appear and disappear.* She smiled.

Iimiidiina: His parents back? No, he had a loving Father and Mother already, and his real parents could talk at anytime to him. A blessing? No, anybody can do that... "I want my voice perfect... and I want it to scare away nightmares and bad things." Oh yes. That's perfect. Power over his worst fears, and those around him as well. Perfect gift for a natural empath.

Fleetwolf: While holding ammy, he held out a paw and the pendant he had thrown resurfaced to his paw. "I believe this belongs to you." he put it around Ammy's neck.

Iimiidiina: The boy begins to remove his muzzle. He doesn't want it getting destroyed or something like the auto mail of his Mom and Granddad. He holds the orb in one hand, the muzzle in the other now. Might as well get him a big foam cowboy hat, too.

Canis: Canis lifted an eyebrow in some amusement but nodded. *I bestow upon you Iimiidiina, the gift of a perfect voice befitting your abilities.* she reached out and touched his throat, then his heart, and finally his forehead with a green glowing energy. Iimii would feel his powers align and synchronize in perfect harmony.

Iimiidiina: He giggles. It tickled his insides.

Canis: Now she looked at Fiim and Tairen. Gentle eyes regarded them. *And what would you two like?*

Iimiidiina: Hm. He needed to test it out. He looks at Fiim and Tairen. "Wait," he pleads to them both.

Deguu Nuukel: "I no understand, Canis. If you deity of female lupes, then why you care about males?"

Iimiidiina: "I want try something."

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy put a hand on Iimii now. Just petting him.

Canis: *I care Tairen as I gave birth to all Lupes, male or female.*

Iimiidiina: The child SHOUTS at them....

Deguu Nuukel: He looks over at Iimiidiina silently after heraing Canis

Iimiidiina: And nothing happens. No flinging, no uprooted trees. Just... a grand feeling of well-being seeping through the area, driving away all fear, doubt, anger.

Ammy Spiritor: A glance to Iimii.

Fleetwolf: Fleet just smiled

Iimiidiina: Hazel eyes dart around. What just happened? And why did he suddenly feel like a thousand balloons? He slowly smiles, then shouts and whoops with joy. No more being afraid of his own voice!

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim thought on this for a moment. "Gift nice, but me happy as I am. Would like to follow you, but me no need gift"

Iimiidiina: Then he leaped over the water at Canis, wanting to give her the biggest hug he had ever given!

Canis: *But Fiim it is given. I must grant it.* she gave Iimiidiina a hug.

Deguu Nuukel: Tairen looks between Fiim and Canis. Then back to Fiim. "What if I give you gift, Fiim?"

Iimiidiina: He clings to Canis, nuzzling her belly with his nose. "Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!"

Fiim Riiroon: "I will accept gift from Tairen. Will Tairen accept gift as well?"

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy watched quietly nuzzling Fleet.

Iimiidiina: Now he just holds on. He has no space to jump back to the light raft. Oh dear, this is quite the pickle, unless he wants to get wet. But then he has an idea! "Moora," and the boy teleported the short distance back to the raft.

Fiim Riiroon: "Fiim want Tairen no more scars."

Deguu Nuukel: He smiles and nods and still holds Fiim's paw. "I wish Fiim can have pups. She no able to have them and I want her be happy."

Iimiidiina: He looks at the orb, which he somehow managed to keep a hold of, then concentrated. With a POP, it disappears. Now, out of habit, he begins to reapply the muzzle.

Canis: *Done.* she smiled touching Fiims belly with a gold glowing paw restoring her body to full reproduction. Her other gold glowing paw touched every single scar on Tairen making them vanish. His body would fill out some as well.

Deguu Nuukel: Feeling the touch and looking at himself seeing the scars go away. He is in awe and looks at Fiim, then Canis. Tairen is completely speechless.

Iimiidiina: Now young Iimiidiina hugs Ammy. This was certainly a good night... until the Nexus had to snatch the poor boy and carry him, fortunately, to Sean's apartment and his own bed. Talk about a pleasent surprise for Dad.

Canis: Canis stepped back now, smiled. *I believe all is in order though I have two more things to mention. Ammy, being a deity now, you can have children once again. Fleet, your son now awakens at your home. I have sped his recovery. I only wish I could help your daughter. I will speak with my sister goddess Mishakal and ask her to assist you as best she can. Now I must leave. I am very tired.* Canis vanished, but not without putting them on dry land now.

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim felt her belly and was surprised at no scar. She hugged Tairen noting he wasn't skin and bones anymore. "Oh Tairen. Me very happy!"


Deguu Nuukel: "They do care...." He speaks to himself. Then looks to Fiim and smiles widely and hugs her. "I am too!"

Fleetwolf: Fleet just smiled watching the two. "Well now. Looks like things just got more interesting." he hugged ammy. Then he looked to Tairen. ?Tairen the gods truly do care. I will be happy to help you." since he was now the new Loaa of male lupes in Rhydin.

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy nodded and crossed over to hug Fiim. "We can both have kids again. And I will do all I can to be a good Loaa to you and all other females, orphans, and those seeking freedom."

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim hugged Ammy back, sniffling with happy tears.

Deguu Nuukel: Hearing Fleet he looks over. "If you care...I stay believe." He smiles at Fleet and moves to take Fiim's paw. He is ready to sleep with her and for them to comfort each other and not sleep alone ever again.

Fleetwolf: Fleet nodded. "I am not leaving anytime in the next several centuries." he smiled.

Fiim Riiroon: Fiim let go of Ammy and hugged Tairen again. "We go to my safe spot?"

Ammy Spiritor: Ammy stepped back and embraced Fleet watching the two.

Deguu Nuukel: He nods. "We sleep together. No more alone. We be warm."

Fleetwolf: "I think I can help with that." Fleet grinned. "Let me send you two to your safe spot."

Deguu Nuukel: He smiles at Fleet. "You do that?"

Ammy Spiritor: "And when you get there, you'll find a new lair built for you already." she said with a smile. Loaa powers. gonna take time getting used to those but she was off to a good start.

Fleetwolf: He bowed his head. "As your Loaa, yes." he smiled.

Deguu Nuukel: He bows his head "Thank you Ammy and Fleet." Tairen stays close to Fiim.

Fiim Riiroon: She wrapped arms around him and rested her head on his chest.

Fleetwolf: A wave of his paw and the two would vanish and reappear at that safe spot.

Ammy Spiritor: And true to ammy's word, the little area of trees and bushes was now a small den, sturdy, warm, and ready for living in.

Fleetwolf: Then Fleet, holding Ammy's paw, vanished.