Topic: Project AMMY

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-04-06 21:01 EST
Rustle, rustle was the sound of old velum in the living room. The room was dim and dark except for a small globe of blue light in the corner by the fire. A furred figure sat there, a large tome open, and fingers that glinted in metal from the light turned the rustling pages. Emerald eyes shown of their own accord as they took in the words and symbols on the pages.

A furred, normal paw was clutched to her chest. A red flecked cloth clasped in her paw. Red forelock gently swayed with each turn of the page. A tail, barely peeking between metal knees, twitched in anxiety. The female panted in worry, and more pages turned faster.

The rustling died and the room went silent, as the emeralds widened at some treasure seen. Metal finger traces the lines of text and a soft whimper was heard. The whimper would heighten to a whine, then finally submitted to a low moan. The tome slid to the floor with a muffled thump. Velum bent, and words smeared where tears had touched them.

Another figure entered the room with the gait of one still waking. His voice was a bit low and sleepy.

"Ammy, you alright?"

Ammy was bent over and crying. She hugged her knees and wouldn't respond to the male. The male came closer to her, blue light touching a metal right arm and leg on the male. He was clad in nothing but dark grey fur. He reached over and touched Ammy's back.

"Ammy what is wrong?"

Ammy continued to cry and the male looked in concern. Worry lit his ice blue eyes. He felt her shiver in pain under his paw, and felt her cough hard. He noted the bloody cloth. With gentleness the male pushed Ammy back into the chair. Blood had leaked from her long lips and dribbled on to her white chest. He gasped.

"I am dying Fleet. I didn't feel good a few days ago and passed it off as just me being tired. Then my body began to hurt. The pain is stabbing me everywhere, then it goes away. I didn't want to worry you, but tonight I started coughing blood and I get dizzy. I thought I would look in a few of my tomes for an alchemy cure." Ammy said softly and a bit weakly.

Fleet wiped the blood from her lips, and began touching her with his metal paw. Lights came to life on the arm as an array of monitors, sensors, and medical devices unfolded. Several alarms immediately went off. He silenced them and kept scanning her waiting for her to continue.

"I cam across Tammy's records on me from the Spiritor Tower and the notes about when she created me. I, she... I am being ripped apart by my own body Fleet. When they made me to be the body of Chaotic, they lacked sufficient human DNA to make her her old body. They shoved Lupinossai genes in everywhere without reason. Now my body is fighting itself." she said even more weakly and with a bleak tone to her voice.

Data would stream across Fleet's eyes. Icy blues began to melt as tears formed. It confirmed her words. Her body was deteriorating from the DNA rejection. How fast he didn't know, but this he did know.

"I am dying."
"You're dying."

The word said in unison. He knelt and hugged her close and didn't let her go throughout the night. Crying would be heard that night from both saviors and heroes of the Den.

Myrlene Spiritor

Date: 2009-04-13 01:15 EST
Myrlene heard the crying in the living room and curled up tight against Tinn. She whispered to her wolf stuffie.

"Why does momma and dad suffer so much? Why can't the mean world leave them be. If I can find a way to make them happy, I will. I am a brave girl, and everyone keeps telling me I am special."

Then she heard her parents utter the words "You're Dying." she heard mom cry more, but dad sounded as if someone took his favorite toy and broke it. Myrlene started crying too, but it was a quiet cry. One of sorrow from what was happening, not just a response to the energy she felt.

That week a lot of things happened that were odd. Dad kept watching momma like a hawk. He wouldn't leave her for very long. He kept doing medical tests on her, holding her paws, and stroking her hair. She saw them kissing more and staring into each others eyes.

At the Whisper Paws Clinic, where she was assisting dad, he would spend a lot of hours in the lab staring at screens. She heard a lot of words and questions asked out loud to no one about Cloning and DNA. She didn't quite understand the words, but she knew the DNA was being bad and hurting mom. What scared her though, was that dad would look at her, and then right through her at nothing. He didn't sleep either.

Momma was scarier. She stayed in her bedroom now. She didn't go out unless she had to. She would just lay in bed and cry from pain. She would cough a lot too. Even though she was scary like this, she always smile when I would come in and set on the bed with her. She loved hearing my stories about pirates and ponies, and hug me when I told her how fast Master Pallin said I was learning the Force.

I found myself wandering the gardens of the Den, feeling a little lost and sad somehow. I knew mom was dying. The grownups thought they hid it from me, but I am not a dumb girl. When I wasn't learning from Master Pallin, the gardens were my friend. Then one day I decided to go down a trail I saw dad walk when the icky virus came and everyone got shots. I found a even bigger garden with cool things inside. But it had a fence and a gate that was locked. I just flew over it.

There were lots of soul gems everywhere. And they all talked to me. So many were sad, a few angry, but two were happy when I talked to them. One was named Foxie, and the other was named Nugget. They were healers from the old world of Lupinoss. They weren't part of the mean ones. They were trying to help others when Fleet and Fen were too busy. The virus killed them quickly. They could see I was unhappy every time I snuck in to play.

I told them why, and that mom was sick. The asked me lots of questions like dad does with patient. After a while they told me what they thought was wrong. Told me that magic could cure her, but how or what type they didn't know. The would just smile and say that I was smart and would figure it out.

They were right. Last night, I was with mom in the Red Dragon Inn. She finally felt better and wanted to go out. Of course when we got there she started to feel bad, but I kept getting her drinks, and even remember the tea dad said would help her when started coughing too much. She was so happy to see me taking care of her. Her smile was gentle, but it also looked sad. Those smile made want to have something from her that was special to keep when she died. I asked her to teach me alchemy.

She told me how alchemy worked, that there was more than just magic in alchemy. She showed me a cool circle called a wish circle that would grant my desires if I could draw my desire simply in the circle. That was my chance! Maybe alchemy would make mom better. I drew the circle, then I drew a picture of DNA that I saw on dads screen. I drew some wolves, a human who looked like Anya, a dog, and werewolf. Anya told me to add a little cross to the DNA.

Then I drew some lungs form a textbook at the clinic. Then the word pain and a no circle on it. Mommy looked scared when I made the alchemy array and wanted to stop me from touching it. I didn't listen and touched it anyways. The symbol turned completely black and my paws glowed with black mist.

I heard mom cough and gasp for air. When I looked she was falling off the stool. I caught her, but my paws went through her body. I was scared and didn't want to move. I felt her heart and lungs in my paws. Anya was scared to, but told me to pull my paws out slowly. Something grabbed them, and didn't want to let go. Anya touched mom and used her magic, and the thing stopped holding my paws. I pulled them out and something black and icky was in my paws.

Anya had me toss it in the fire and wash my paws. I felt sick, and tired. I only remember curling up by the sink wanting Tinn. Now I am back in my bed. Mom stroked my hair and sung me a lullaby. She hadn't sung since she was sick. She even sounded better when she breathed. Maybe I did help her? I don't know. I fell into dream land and was attacking pirates left and right on my magical flying wolf steed Tinn.

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-04-16 20:25 EST
Ammy sat on the bed, and stroked Myrlene feathered, purple ears.

"Such a special girl you are. You never fail to surprise me and make me smile." the ear stroking progressed to head petting.

Myrlene just snuggled deeper into the blankets. Ammy smiled deeply. She sat by Myrlene the whole night after she had touched her lungs and healed her where everyone else had failed. As she stroked Myrlene, willing her energy into her daughter to help her recover from exertion, she felt odd. She felt as if her connection with magic was slowly being severed.

She didn't know what it meant. She was just happy to be able to breath without coughing up blood. On the bed where she sat was the charred paper with the alchemy array Myrlene made. She kept studying the array in wonder. Simple, direct and to the point, just like a wish but with pictures instead of words.

She looked out the window at light of dawn creeping in. She heard some light snores next door and smiled. With her feeling better, Fleet was finally sleeping. She just sat on the bed and felt like life gave her another undeserved chance to live. This time, she wasn't going to complain about it. She was going to use it.

A cough caught her by surprise. But it was light, and no blood game forth so she relaxed and went back to stroking Myrlene.

Myrlene Spiritor

Date: 2009-05-01 14:37 EST
Myrlene sat in the small Laboratory that Ammy had in their house. She watched mom work on different chemicals, play with all kinds of equipment, and even smile though she looked tired. Mom wanted her to be in the lab today. So she sat on the fluffy sleeping pillow in the corner and watched.

Mom stopped after a bit and waved her over to a work bench. She smiled as Myrlene climbed onto a stool.

"Now then, Lene, we only got to do lesson 1 of your alchemy training before I got sick. Lets get to lesson 2 now."

"Okay mom. How are you feeling today?" she asked.

"Tired, but fine. I haven't been coughing as much. I do feel stabbing pains in my body once in a while but I haven't had an episode in a while. Now then, we talked about using symbols to focus and direct you own soul energy into a wish. This is something good to know when you don't have any material to build something with. However, alchemy is not all magic. It is actually the birth of science." Mom left the table and brought some vials and a few glass dishes.

Myrlene looked at them in awe and listened to mom as she explained what different basic chemicals could do, and how tiny shaving of metal could react to energy. She was a little frightened when mom told her about some ingredients that can explode and burn you really bad.

"Knowing these things will keep you safe and also help when you need them. To show you what I mean, I have nethacite powder I made when I was 19." Mom popped open a small sphere and dumped white, silver powder into a dish for me to look at.

I could feel it draw in energy around the room and I saw the magic flow into it. "Cool!"

Mom just smiled at me.

"Nethacite powder is a secret recipe only I know how to make, and I think it is high time my daughter caries on the knowledge. This is what it is made of......"

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-05-12 18:13 EST
Ammy just beamed as Myrlene managed to transmute fine sand into an ornate glass chalice.

"Good job Myrlene. I am so proud of you. Now then, try transmuting the the stone pebbles into something."

She watched Myrlene trace a new array to cary out the instructions. Today they were testing what all Myrlene could form and affect. So far, she could transmute water, metal, sand, now they were testing stone and soon wood. Myrlene seemed to have the same prowess Ammy had and more.

The pebbles pooled and a very detailed and delicate statue of Ammy rose from the molten stone. Ammy was now very impressed.

"Take a break love and we will test you on wood next." she gave Myrlene a hug and started coughing again.

"It's coming back again isn't it?"Myrlene looked at Ammy concerned.

She grabbed paper and started crafting the array she used that night at the bar. Ammy watched her and asked how the array worked.

"It works because I tell it to make no more pain in your lungs and no more bad DNA in them either."

Ammy watched Myrlene trace some more and then had her stop for a moment.

"I may be coughing, but I am not hurting in my chest anymore. We should see about telling that bad old DNA to come out of me somewhere else."

Myrlened looked up at Ammy in puzzlement. "How?"

Ammy just smiled and ruffled Myrlenes hair. "That answer will require research and study. Welcome to my world Lene."

She took Myrlenes paw and walked her out of the lab and into Ammy and Fleet's room. It was a small bed room with lots of drawers, a table, and the energy in room felt clean, loving and peaceful. Ammy stopped in front of a small closet door. Myrlene wondered is mom was going to dig through clothes for the answer. When Ammy opened the door, there was no closet inside. It was a vast library of books and other records. Myrlene looked in awe.

"Lene, welcome to the Ammy Spiritor library. Your inheritance and birth right. In here, we will find the answer to your question."

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-07-21 00:25 EST
Months have passed since Myrlene stepped into Ammy's library. Today, found her opening the door to it, and stepping in. The large table in in the center of the room still held the pile of books that were studied looking for an alchemical cure for Ammy's illness. The illness was beaten, but death still took Ammy in battle.

Ammy stepped out of the soul gem on Myrlenes head band and wafted around the library with fondness. She kept an eye on Myrlene as her ghostly paws ran over the old books on the shelves. She still remembered how she ripped the library straight of Central during the war and transported it here.

Noting Myrlene was filing books back and pulling new ones. The new ones had caught her interest. Chimaera and Me, The Chimaeran Anatomy, Transmutational Flesh and After Effects, and The Gate. This did not bode well. Ammy softly landed on the table by Myrlene. What are you up to, my daughter? She thought.

Tapping the green river of Force swirling around her she tried to communicate by Force mind speak. *Lene, why have you pulled these books out? Are you trying to create life?*

Lene looked around and touched her head with her paw as she felt something trying to push in. She remembered what Anya had said about Mom trying to reach her. She laid the books aside, sat on the floor and went to meditation mode.

Ammy felt a shield drop on Lene, and she tried to reach her daughter again. *Lene? Can you hear me?*

Lene heard mom loud and clear and her eyes snapped open. Gray eyes saw something hovering in front of her that took shape in a few seconds. Ammy was standing there, a few inches off the floor in front of her. "I can hear and see you mom."

Ammy smiled. Finally she had reached her daughter. *What is with the Chimaera books? Thinking about making a body for me?*

Lene looked at the books on the table. "That was the thought. Dad has lost his mind from your death, and tending to him is driving me to that end as well. We need you back mom."

Ammy smiled sadly and nodded. *I know, dear one. I know. Anya has a body for me she was growing since my illness days. It is nearing completion. Talk with Anya and see if you can help.* She wafted over to the table and ghostly paws went through the books.

*Magic and alchemy can not bring a person back. I am not even sure this clone will work. Meddling with death is a dangerous affair.* as if to emphasize this, she flitted over to a shelf and pointed to a book.

Lene stood and pulled it out. The cover read Alfons and Edward Elrich, The Radical Alchemists and Their Price. She flipped the book open and skimmed through it. Every page was chalked full of their personal accounts in life and one theme ran through them all. They had regretted trying to bring back the dead and the loss of their bodies or health from the effects.

Lene looked up to Ammy. "But you said Anya has a clone body growing for you? It's not alchemy, so it's safe right?"

Ammy sighed a bit. *Lene, science is Alchemies daughter. They are very similar. Now if Anya was trying to grow a clone and bring it to life, it wouldn't happen, because it possesses no soul. The body she has for me may work, since I will try to inhabit it. But I am not sure how to.*

Lene rubbed her chin for a bit. Gray eyes took on the glint Ammy's used to when puzzling something out. "If it has to do with life and death, and bringing you back from the dead, someone may know how, and I have 3 in mind."

*Really? Who?*

"Sivannah, Mokksha, or Fen, dad would have been my fourth choice, but... his memories are still tangled in thorns."

Ammy smiled a bit. *Well done. Speak with them and Anya to see how to put me into the new body. I can leave the soul gem for a short time, but I start to fade if I push too much or try to communicate too often.*

Lene nodded but looked around. "Yet you seem strong here?"

Ammy nodded. *A lot of my soul energy has settled into this room. I did a lot of study and thinking here. You could say, it's my grounding.*

Lene nodded again. "Well I'll put these books back for now. Do you want me to modify my cell phone so you can ghost text me?"

Ammy looked surprised. *You can do that?*

Lene just smiled. "I am your daughter. I'll even make it so you can speak from the soul gem and not use up a lot of energy okay?"

Ammy smiled broadly. *Very well Lene. Very well.*

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-08-03 14:51 EST
Fleet sat in his office, lights off, and only the occasional blinking light from his arm illuminating small patches of the air. In his metal paw he held Ammy's soul gem, and stared at it. He took it from Lene when she was conversing with Anya, and left right away. Now he sat here, staring at the red gem.

"I know you can speak Ammy. I've heard from others, you can." He whispered in the dark. He opened his mind and dropped his barriers sending out probes to the soul gem.

Ammy's voice was weak and faded. *I can, my dear Fleetian, but I am fading faster. I don't know what is wrong. I was able to come and go from the soul gem easily. Now I can barely leave without starting to fade.*

Fleet gently rubbed the gem with his normal paw gently. "Soul energy works differently here Ammy. It is not Lupinoss, and Lupinoss has been lost. Destroyed by Takhesis. The safeties and energy for souls to recharge is gone. The gem, made from your body, is trying to keep your soul alive by any means. With the usual means gone, the gem is drawing off Lenes soul and body. Even now it's drawing off of mine, but I have a strong soul for more than two."

*I was the one causing her illness?*

"You were part of the equation. Something else is going on with Lene. I don't know if it's magical or health related. She is going to see Anya, as our lab, without you, is useless. Lene may have damaged something in her body from the massive amounts of magic she has been using. Again, with Lupinoss gone, our soul links have been severed. Recharging our souls has been lost and we must find another way. I will be speaking with Fen to make an announcement to restrict magic use in the den until we can find another soul link."



Fleet closed his eyes for a moment and thought. "No, you will not perish. I am allowing your soul to feed on me. I may be fading in my powers, but I have enough still for you to live for a few more weeks. Anya may have your body ready by now."

*There lies a problem with that though. I don't know how to merge with a blank body.*

Fleet just smiled in the dark. "You never will either. Souls, once parted, are never to come back naturally. To know how to merge with a body and take it is a very serious fight against the laws of life."

*Do you know how to merge me with the body?*

His voice was a cold echo in the dark room. "I do. I do indeed, but it will not be easy, and there is a price. Lene and Anya may believe with science that the price has been reduced, it has to a degree for the casters and creators of the body, but for the soul, the price is the same."

*What is the price Fleetian?*

Fleet left his eyes closed, and his voice took on a serious, and sad tone. "That depends on the soul. The way to merge with the body is the through the gates. To allow you through the gates, you will have to barter with the gate keeper. What it will demand, no one knows. So even if you come back from the dead, you may not be whole ever again."

He sat in the dark office, holding the gem as Ammy's soul tingled in thought, dread, and worry.

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-08-06 23:40 EST
A portal crackled open in the pocket dimension of the Twilight island, 40 feet above the water. Something with metalic blue feathers glided out of it and shot straight into the water. The portal closed. A small surge in magical energy and Fleet burst from the water in a stream of water and dived back into the water.

He broke the surface of the lagoon again and looked around a moment. Something was in his muzzle. He dove back under again. Soon Fleet resurfaced and swam for shore.He walked up the shallows of the lagoon, wearing nothing but his fur and his prostethic limbs. A fish net bag slung over his shoulder. He shook his mane out and made for a fire pit.

Fleet tossed the fish net bag on the sand and shook his body completely pooffing out some like a he'd been thrown in a drier. He slit open the air and stuck his metal paw into the rift and pulled out a pot, knives, assorted vials and bottles, and his personal tome. Items retrieved, he closed the rift, sat on the sand, damp and wet. He laid the breathing system aside and began building a fire for the pot. Pot and fire set, he began working runes in the air around the pot whipering ancient lupesh and manifested pure water in the pot. Then he opened the fish net bag and withdrew one of several live starfish. He dismembered it deftly with an obsidian blade, dropping each piece into the pot and whispering another incantation with each plop of a starfish part.

The noise of music and voices came from a party a ways down the shore. Bad timing on his part. He threw up a black out shield that concealed what he did and what he said, continuing to work, not wishing to disturb the party, or attact unwanted attention. Fleet finished cubing up the 5 starfish he had acquired and switched to a separate set of incantations as he began dicing rainbow eels. The pot began to bubble red from the blood of the starfish and eels.

Once the eels were cubed he looked about. Much activity tonight as the party grew. He would need to move on for the next few steps. A whispered spell from his muzzle and he vanished with everything. His teleport spell brought to the kitchen right next to the stove. He grinned, not having lost his touch. He rubbed the red soul gem around his neck, and placed the pot he was using onto the stove and reworked the previous runes in the air. Festivities on the island would impart erratic energy to this potion he brewed.

Setting vial and bottles on the counter near the pot, he hefted the fish net bag up as well. More reagents were still to be used. He pulled out moon fish and began disecting the fish out removing key pieces. He was still only in his damp fur that now had sand from the islands beach all over him.

"Soon, Ammy. Soon. If you really wish to be alive again, this potion will do it." he flipped open his personal tome and began double checking a few directions.

Fleet worked away at the concoction in the kitchen. Liver, lungs, heart, and brain of the moon fish go into the pot. He added the backbone of the fish as well, whole. His deftness with the obsidian blade coming from his medical skills. Moon fish now gutted and parted of its vital reagents, he tossed the rest of it into the garbage. No one would eat it. The flesh was full of hallucinogens and carcinogens. Eat the moon fish and you'll end up on the darkside of the moon for sure. Checking his tome again he pulled 3 vials out, red, orange, and black and dolloped 5 drops each. He replaced the vials and stirred the pot.

He muttered a few more incantations and stirred counterclock wise now. The brew shifted from blood red to pitch black. Fleet picked up a bottle of granules that looked like gun powder and added the whole bottle to the pot, stirring it in. He whacked the pot on the side and a slight whump! was heard as it rumbled from the clang. Next he pulled out the last item of live reagents from the fish net bag. He stabbed a silver seahorse and left it in the pot to drown, it's green blood mixing with the brew and turning it an icy white color. A grin alighted that old and graying muzzle. He now added a few dried reagents from several jars. Powdered unicorn horn, ashed fire glo weed, crushed phoneix feathers, dried tears of one angel, and the shavings from the crown of thorns. He stirred more. The icey white warmed to a glowing orange, then pulsed into an ice blue that was clear as glass and glowed of its own life. Almost ready.

"Now then, to make the Drought of Life active. What is live must be shed to bring to life the dead." A clean obsidian dagger was drug across his for arm. It would not do well to have other think he was trying suicide again. He let his blood fall into the pot. Glistening maroon gems splashed in the liquid shifting the color to brilliant green. ~What is mine is now thine. What though touchest shall live again. By the blood of a deity, so shall you rise, ye who drinks of this draught.~ he whispered

Fleet stirred the pot more. The pot glowed and resonated with creation energy. It would waft out of the pot, through the kitchen and out from under the kitchen door. It was potent magic. deity magic of ancient kind. Pure, raw, and electric. Done stirring and the potion finished, he stepped to the side and washed the fresh slash on his fore arm. Wound washed, he wrapped clean bandaging around the arms cut. He went back to the pot, and began funneling the drought into 5 dark glass flasks. They each had a rune on them and the glowing green liquid was muted and dark in the flasks. Drought now bottled. He stored the pot and reagents back into the rift.

Sealing all 5 flasks, he places 4 of them in the rift as well, sealing them away. The one he kept, he spoke a few incantations of lupesh and the bottle shrunk. He hung it next to Ammy's soul gem. He walked to the kitchen door and walked out into the common room. Fur was drying, nothing else on and sat on a bar stool and wafted a cool soda over to him. Sipping, he let himself air dry.

Fleet picked up his soda he walked out of the Inn. Fur glistening whitish gray as he stood on the porch, just in his floof. He looked up at the stars and muttered something silently. Just his muzzle moving.

Mokksha rocked back and forth on the swing, turning her head at the sound of the door opening, saw who was where and what he was not wearing, turned red and quickly looked away:::: uhh.....hiya fleet

He glanced over to Mokksha and smiled warmly, walking over to her. In the night, with all the fur, nothing private would be seen. "How are you Mokksha?'

It wasn't what she could or could not see, it was that she could see how much the color of his fur had.....aged...and she hated thinking of what it meant::::: tired, always tired of late.....you?

Fleet sat on the porch swing next to her and just smiled some more. "Doing well. Mind is back together. Mate is calling for me on the other side. Cooking up magic. Would you like a pick me up?" he offered to touch her and sipped his soda.

Mokksha sighed softly:::: no......thank you for the offer, but no.......it was overdoing things like that before that helped get us all where we ended up of late.....so......Ammy, you can hear her even without Lene's phone thing?

"Once I knew she was asking for me. She helped me pull my mind back together." his ears flicked back and to the sides a little at the mention of Lene. Being around Fen, Mokksha may recognize that body language as one of deep concern. "With out our giving spirits though, where would we all be?" he asked softly. "Would you like me to call Fen and arange for him to have time off?"

Mokksha saw the ears, she knew what it meant, oh how many times had Fen done that since their marriage and even before, whenever she had gotten herself into one scrape or another::: you are right Fleet, i guess i am just feeling down because i am soo worried about all of you, and i feel like i should be able to be like Ammy was and be the mommy and i am just not good enough at it, even at being an aunty. ::::she settled back into the swing and looked at Fleet slightly shamefacedly:::

"Lene is her own girl. She's ill currently. Anya is checking her out. Ammy's soul gem was running off of Lene's soul energy. With Lupinoss destroyed, all of us who draw off our souls for magic risk becoming as ill as Lene has. Our soul links have been cut. I am looking for a new source for us to link to." he put his gray furred arm around Mokksha for a moment. "And you need to stop worrying so much. Life happens. And when it goes wrong, some get ideas and go making potions."

She nods and reached out her hand to clasp fleet's furred paw around her shoulder, smiling weakly before murmuring::: see i was soo busy in pediatrics i didn't even see lene getting ill....as for a source, use me as your channel to the force. i may not be a powerful user, but i am alive, so you can at least work through me, at least until i drop dead one day ::::she added an ironic snort::

"No more deaths on my watch." is all he said. "I am looking into the lores of the lunar magic here in rhydin. Being our nature is canid, it would be a fitting new source to link our souls too. Lene's illness, as much as it pains me, is not our fault, or Ammys. She used alchemy to start raising the den and that is what has horrbily depleted her. With help form Anya, and no magic casting for some time, she will recover. But she must go through the trial alone. She must learn from it."

Mokksha nodded, hrrrrming softly and added:::: the offer still stands, if there is a crisis and you need me, use me, we've had mindspeech so the link is already there.

Fleet nodded to Mokkie. "You will be needed for sure to help Ammy find her way past the gate of death. I have just finished a powerful and ancient life binding drought. Once the clone body has drunk of it, Ammy's soul can merge with it. I have warned her though, the gate keeper will expect a toll. What it will want is never the same."

Mokksha nodded firmly:::: i will be glad to help, and as for the gate of death, i might have some sway there too...

"Be careful Mokksha. The keepers of Death and Life often don't like being meddled with. If you believe Kali can be of use, then so be it. Just be careful. I have hurt Fen once already by killing Ammy, he would kill me if anything happened to you."

Mokksha nodded, murmuring gravely:::: i know.

Another slow nod. "Does my fur color worry you so much?" it was a shot in the dark question.

She flinched and murmured:::: you don't look like you did when i first knew you and it is too soon to be so....silvered and grey this much....it would be as if my hair had turned white as snow since then....it frightens me.

"Well Mokksha, I am over 360. I am the oldest living lupinossi now. And with my soul link gone with my realm, my deity powers are fading until I find a new link."

Mokksha stammering:::: that is just it....deities are not supposed to get old or lose their powers......fleet if i offered a sacrifice to your soul, would you get your power and strength back?

Fleet looked to Mokksha. "My powers do not run along that course Mokksha. I am sorry. Pure energy is what I need. I just need to get find the link to harness the moons natural magic. Do you know of any?"

"You could offer a sacrifice to the moon goddess?"

"Moon Goddess." he thought for a moment. "Do you know this goddess?"

"Not personally and it depends what pantheon you follow too."

He thought a moment. "I am not sure how well another goddess will take to a deity asking to share power, but it may be our best chance."

"I could ask for you....."

Fleet's ice blue eyes glowed a moment as he looked to Mokksha. "You are truly one of a kind, Mokki. I don't know anyone else who has sacrificed so much for people not of her kind."

Mokksha snorted::: not of my kind......you and i may not be the same species, but in our souls we are the same, we can never return to where we were born, nor would we want to as things are now.

Fleet looked out to the stars for a moment. "I need to go and tend my daughter. Make sure her and her boyfriend are both healing well."

"Oh gods, i'd better come....i was the one who said it was ok for them to date.......i need to apologize to him now, i told him they wouldn't have any problems."

He stood and offered a gray furred arm to Mokksha. "Care to walk home with a fluffy old wolf." he winked.

She grinned:::: always...:::she tucked her box of chocolates under her arm::::

He took Mokksha's arm gently and stepped away from the porch. Being the street was lighter, his fur was covered in his lab coat and scrubs again. he'd shower to get the sand out of all of those odd places.

She leaned on her adopted unclebrother's arm and let him lead the way home:::

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-08-25 21:33 EST
Ammy didn't feel right in the plane of the between. She was beginning to forget who she was. She look at Fleet and some days not remember who he was. He kept talking about someone called Lene, who she thought she should know. Even her ethereal body was fading no matter how much she rested in the gem. Fleet was looking worse too.

Fleet kept telling her mentally, he had enough soul for the both of them, but she could see he was aging faster and he wasn't using a lot of magic. She had to get into that body right away or she'll end up losing Fleet as well. There were other things she was forgetting, but she couldn't remember them.

Ammy pondered on whether trying to come back was going to happen. She leaned in and whispered into Fleets ear as he slept in the very empty looking bed. "If you don't wish to lose me love, act quickly and get me that body."

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-08-30 02:35 EST
Fleet woke when he heard Ammy whisper to him. He nodded half asleep and when he woke the next day, he went to Ammy's Lab in Whisper Paws Clinic and began setting things up to bring her back to life. Something was brewing that would sweep a lot of people up in a storm of doubt and fear. The Den would need every rally point and hero possible.

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-08-31 22:05 EST
Arca Foxingale knocked on the office door of Fleet. A few moments later, Fleet answered the door.

"Arca? Is there a patient exam that I forgot?"

"No, Dr. Fleetian. I came to give you a message. There is an ambulance at the main door from Riverview Clinic. The driver mentioned that he has a special delivery for you from Dr. Maranya Valkonan. A very special delivery."

Fleet stepped out of his office and closed the door. "Follow me then Arca. I am going to need some help with this delivery and the project that is going to happen this week."

Arca followed him with some concern. Being head nurse, Fleetian, Fen and the new healer adepts kept her abreast of special procedures or projects. Having one dangling here in front of her muzzle was not setting well with her.

Stepping outside of the Whisper Paws Clinic, Fleet headed for the waiting ambulance. He smiled and nodded to the driver. "Nice to see you out here Jim. I hear you have a delivery for me."

"I sure do Dr. Wolf. Dr. Valkonan insisted on getting this body to you promptly today. Ready for me to bring it out?"

Fleet nodded and followed Jim around to the back of the ambulance. Opening the door, a wheeled gurney was in the back of the ambulance. A sheet covered a body on the gurney and there was an odd helmet on the head of the body with several monitor leads and wires coming from it. Jim pulled the gurney out with Fleet helping to guide it down.

Arca surveyed this ordeal with hidden concern. What was Dr. Fleetian doing with a body from the Riverview Clinic?"

"Arca, make sure we have a clear path to Ammy Spiritors lab. Also, please make sure non essential staff and personnel are cleared until we get this body into the lab."

Arca nodded and headed back into Whisper Paws to clear the way. One ear was flicking back and forth. Now she really had a bone of curiosity to chew on. This was not normal procedure, period!

Fleet wheeled the body into the clinic with Jim right behind him. They headed for one of the elevators and moved into it. In seconds they were on the second basement floor and wheeling for the lab. The lab door emanated a robotic voice.

*Voice Recognition Please.*

"Fleetian Wolf, Doctor."

The lab door buzzed and Jim opened the door. Arca appeared behind Fleet again. All staff was directed elsewhere covertly to keep suspicions low. She followed them into the lab. Lights flicked on and the generator, the heart of the clinic hummed in the background. This was the first time Arca had been down here. She looked at the vast amount of equipment in awe.

The body was wheeled to a vertical tank and the gurney was stopped. Fleet walked over and pulled a monitoring crash cart over to the tank then began flipping things on at a bank of controls next to the tank. Jim looked around with a whistle.

"Your lab is kinda big Dr. Wolf. What is half of this equipment? I mean, I've seen a lot advanced diagnostics and cybernetics at Riverviews Lab, but you've got some things in here that are, how should I say it, alien?"

"That's because they are Jim. This is Ammy Spiritors personal lab. Our medical lab was merged with hers to improve what Whisper Paws Clinic could do." He finished prepping the tank.

"Won't this Ammy Spiritor be a bit miffed finding a body in her lab when she get's back?"

Fleet chuckled oddly for a bit as he began uncovering the body on the gurney. "Arca, come over here. We will need to get the body into the stasis tank until the revival process is complete."

He looked to Jim with grin. "Ammy will not mind at all. My wife is very understanding."

Arca and Jim traded looks with each other as Arca helped remove the sheets and then worked on the helmet. They both knew that Fleet's wife was dead. In moments though, that thought would be challenged. On the gurney was Ammy Spiritor, or it was her body at least. No robotic limbs, and the fur color was slightly different but not by much. Red hair, blue forelocks, and as Arca opened an eyelid doing a quick body vitals checklist, green eyes, very green eyes were staring at nothing.

In a combined effort, the three of them managed to get Ammy's body into the stasis tank. Attaching several monitor leads and a respiratory mask on the body, Fleet closed the tanks door and activated the programming. Clear liquid filled the tank within minutes suspending the fully grown, adult body.

Jim looked to Arca again then spoke.

"Dr. Wolf. Are, are you attempting to bring your wife back from the dead?"

Fleet turned and looked at Ammy's body for a moment and caressed the plexiglass tank.

"I am, and I will. Everything needed has been assembled and is ready. I ask as a personal favor of both of you, not to mention what is going on down here until after Ammy is back with us. Don't mention anything at all if you can."

Jim looked at the suspended body and at the Lupe doctor who he has heard a lot of rumors about and just shook his head. Only on Rhydin. Jim packed up the gurney and headed for the labs door.

"As you wish Dr. Wolf. I will let Dr. Valkonan know that you received the body and things are in order. Take care Dr. Wolf."

Arca offered to walk Jim out and let the ambulance technician out of the lab. She looked back into the lab as Fleet took some gem from around his neck and did something with it. She shook her head in dismay. Dr. Wolf appears to have gone completely mad now and she was in charge of following his orders. Great.

Mokksha

Date: 2009-09-01 08:29 EST
Mokksha's pager had gone off while she was making breakfast for Fen and herself and packing lunches too. She looked at the message and called out to her husband. "Fen, dearling, Street just sent a message. He's in Ammy's lab. I've got to go....it's time to start trying to......." She trailed off, she didn't want to say it out loud and maybe invite the attentions of evil spirits or malignant gods or whatever. She had promised Lene, and Fleet and even Ammy herself that she would help as best she could. So she headed over to the clinic, ready to extend her healing powers, her experience with passing thru the barrier of life and not life, thanks to her former priestesshood with Kali and even offer her heart's love and part of her soul if she had to. Ammy was family, and you never quit trying to help family. Not ever.

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-09-01 17:38 EST
Ammy's soul was getting weaker. She barely realized that Fleet had placed her soul gem in the special holder he had made on the stasis tank. It held the gem in perfect alignment with the clones Mind and Heart. Stirring in the gem she looked on the body, her new body with some awe. The body looked a little different without the metal legs or arm she was used to. There were no markings on her fur of alchemy or the chaotic curse. It was a body, pure, simple, clean.

Ammy's hope rose as she kept gazing on the body. Soon, she would be alive again. To be able to touch things, smell things, and live. Some part of her told her that others would be happy too, but as the energy faded from her soul over time, she no longer remembered them much. She remembered Fleet as the male was always holding onto her soulgem but why the male had it she knew not.

And this was the danger mentioned by several to Fleet and Lene. Bringing back Ammy could be done, but what condition her soul was in, one could not tell.

Myrlene Spiritor

Date: 2009-09-01 17:52 EST
Lene's cell phone went off and woke her up. Paw clumsily felt for the phone, Mogriils snoring was heard next to her. He was under the covers with her for the first time in weeks. She found the vibrating, noisy cell phone and flicked it open. A message was on it. Punching it up Lene read the message.

~Lene, meet me in your mothers lab. We have her body now. Time for Project A.M.M.Y. Genesis to begin. Have paged Mokksha already. I know your tired and weak, but we need someone who knows the equipment like you do. Leave Mog at home.

Dad~

She snapped the cell phone shut and groaned a little. She laid back in bed and looked over to Mog. She leaned over and kissed his scarred face, then slipped out of the bed and got some clothes on. She left a note for Mog that she was at the Whisper Paw Clinics helping in Ammy's Lab doing some test and to wait at home for her.

Soon Lene was at the lab walking through the door and she paused in the middle of the lab as she saw the body floating in the stasis tank. Fleet was adjusting equipment and he was hosting something huge into place. It was a large lens that radiated magic energy. Lene walked up to Fleet and looked at the body. It looked like mom alright, but would it still be mom?

She followed Fleet's instructions and worked on a few things and even waved at Mokksha and Arca. Deep inside though, she was waging war with the feelings of loss of mom, and the possibility of getting her back. Was it right? Was it wrong?

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-09-01 18:03 EST
Fleet nodded to Lene and Mokksha when the arrive. He had just finished crafting a soul lens that would help merge Ammy's soul with the body. He would use the potion too, but he was taking no chances. The last time Ammy came to life years ago in Lupinoss, the scientists had no idea what they were doing. With Fleet's knowledge and the help of others, they would bring her back the right way.

As he fastened the lens in place he kept whispering to the soulgem. "Soon Ammy. Soon. Hang in there girl. Don't give up on your memories. We need you."

Lens in place, he moved to the stasis tank console where Lene was helping to adjust a few things. He took the Drought of Life potion from his necklace and opened a feeder port on the console. He fed the entire potion into the machine and it was sucked into a small reservoir waiting for the time they would inject it into the stasis tubes matrix fluid. He looked to Mokksha and nodded to her and explained what would happen.

"I am going to hit the lens with my new magic to charge it up. When the lens is charged, it will take the energy and focus it on the soul gem. Ammy's soul will be moved from the gem to the body's mind and heart. Once there, we inject the Drought of Life potion into the matrix fluid in the tank. It will be taken in by the body rapidly. It should help bind the soul to the new body. That's not the end of it. This is where it gets tricky. Once the soul is in the body, we need to wake the soul up by trying to get it through the Gate of Death. You and I will try to talk her through. Okay?"

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-09-03 02:00 EST
After a day of double checking everything on the stasis tank, and with soul lens, Fleet stepped into place. He was 4 feet from the huge crystalline lens and he focused on his task. He would need to barrage the lens with enough power to shunt Ammy's soul into the body without cracking the lens or burning out the soul gem. He took a breath.

Lene stood to the side a safe distance and behind a workbench were she and Mokksha could duck behind if anything blew. Goggles were on over her eyes and she gave the thumbs up to Fleet as she held Mokksha's hand.

Fleet nodded and tapped the coursing spark of lightning in his soul. The new magic was something one had to get used to as it was very addicting and very powerful. Reaching into the ecstatic energy he let the lighting flow over him and his arms. His blue eyes sparked as he looked at the lens.

Come on Fleet ol' boy. Do this right, and Ammy is back among. Do it wrong, and well...remember the burnt children you helped. The body will be just ash in the stasis matrix fluid. No pressure huh.

"Ammy, brace yourself, your about to be reborn. Uuliiuum Traansmuun Iinniilii Spaarrii Soolnii." Fleet spoke.

Lightning cracked from his paws and arced for the lens hungrily. The air was thick with ozone. The soul lens shrieked as the lightning hit, but it didn't crack. It glowed with life, pulsing blue as the energy fed into it. A pinprick of violet light built up in intensity at its center. With a loud snap, a beam of violet light pulsed from the lens and into Ammy's soul gem. The beam split in two and illuminated the clones head and heart in the tank. The beam pulsed with red beads along it like a string of pearls. The soul was carried from gem to body.

At that point, Lene raced for the console of the tank and hit the feed button to inject the Drought of Life into the stasis matrix gel. The clear gel turned bright, fluorescent green. A red aura appeared around the body as the soul entered it and begin to seep out like a sponge. The green liquid kept it from escaping and slowly pushed the soul back into the body and actually seeped in as well.

Ammy's clone body was now pulsing green as the potion took hold and her soul was now anchored to the body. Fleet stopped pumping magic into the lens. With the power fading the lens cracked and crumbled to sand. Fleet was dropped to his knees panting. It took a lot out of him, but with the new magic he had, he could feel himself recharging quickly.

It was time for the hardest part. Deaths gate and the price to bring a soul back.

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-09-03 21:45 EST
Ammy was barely conscious of the ordeal happening in the lab from her soul gem. When the energy from the lens hit the gem though, she felt a magical jolt and everything went black.

It seemed like centuries passed before she woke. She was on sand, black sand. Her paws felt and odd assortment of bones under the sand. Pushing herself up off of her belly she sat kneeling looking around. It was a vast plane of nothing like the Between she was in, save for two things.

The infinite black sand, and a large, corroded bronze gate with double doors. Skeletons were molded into the bronze in odd dancing and pleading gestures. Thorns of iron sprouted from their eye sockets, and rusty gargoyles glared from their eternal perches on top of the gate posts.

Ammy stood and walked for the gate to inspect it further. It emanated power that was cold and hot. She could hear a heart beat on the other side of the gate. She walked around the gate a couple of times noting that the images and skeletons were the same. Something told her that this gate was familiar to her. Her paw touched the gate and it opened a crack. Something blew out of the crack and congealed into a figure.

Red robes and an ornate silver mask in the shape of a skull. Green eyes burned in the socket casting off noxious fumes.

"Another soul attempts to cross the gate of Death into Life. What makes you so special to return to the realms of mortals?" A rasping voice like nails on a chalk board emanated from the figure.

Ammy' ears flattened against her skull at the pitch. She looked at the figure for a moment.

"My family wishes me to return. My mate wants me back. I am needed in the realms. My time was cut short prematurely."

A wind whipped up from nowhere blasting black sand against Ammy. She braced her arms and covered her muzzle and face. The sandstorm subsided, and at her feet lay many skeletons.

"Many souls have used that excuse to attempt entry. Those answers will not suffice. A tribute, offering, or toll is the only means to sway me to let you pass. What can you offer?"

Ammy couldn't believe she had to barter for her life. What did a soul have to offer? She looked at the gate behind the figure, at how it was cracked open, and then at the skeletons. She could try to bolt for the gate.

The figure chuckled, a sound that was between breaking glass and grinding metal. It pointed to the skeletons on the sand.

"Try if you wish, foolish one. They were sent to oblivion where they stood as they pondered what you ponder. Only payment will get you through. Again, what do you offer?"

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-09-04 14:46 EST
Fleet stood up painfully from his crouch. His body was still recovering from the energy spent. Lene came over to help him walk to a chair to sit. He looked to Lene for a moment.

"It is time for me to travel to the Gate of Life and Death. Your mother will be on the Death side, and will have to find a way to get through."

"Let me come with you please?" Lene begged.

Fleet shook his head slowly. "Your body is still too weak to handle the travel to the gate. Don't worry so much. Your Aunt Mokkie will be coming with me. We are hoping a distant acquaintance will be able to help."

Lene nodded slowly, tears starting to appear on her cheek. She really wanted to help and not just sit and watch. But watch she must. Fleet hugged Lene close, as if he was hugging her for the last time. When one traveled to the gate, dying there was a large possibility.

Releasing Lene, Fleet sat back and gathered his focus. Slowing his heart rate and breathing, his soul left his body in the chair, a sleeping husk. He was on the Between plain and saw a gate in the distance. He walked for the gate.

Ammy Spiritor

Date: 2009-09-07 20:41 EST
Ammy stared at the Keeper of the Gate of Death and Life as she considered its question very carefully. She did not wish to be sent to oblivion after clinging to a soul gem for so long. She wanted to be home with people she vaguely remembered as family. Ammy looked to the Keeper.

"What am I allowed to offer as a soul?" she asked.

"Very clever you are. Nigh have any asked what they can barter with. It is your first step away from certain nothingness. Search your soul. What you have to trade is what you have in you. Memories, magic, energy for the body you return to, your mind, or your soul energy." it cackled again, then paused a moment. It felt Fleet approaching the gate from the other side. It looked to Ammy and issued another cackle.

"I feel one who knows you coming for your soul. Bartering your love or his life for yours is one quite acceptable, quite delicious indeed."

Ammy stared in shock at the Keeper. Fleet was here? Why was he near this cursed gate again, and why did the Keeper say delicious?

"Do you feed on souls, Keeper?" she asked again.

"Yeessss."

"Could I barter with a soul not mine not given life yet?" Ammy asked. It was risky, but she had a possible plan.

The Keeper canted it's head at her for a moment. "Tricky thou art I see. You wish to barter with your yet unborn children?" It asked icily.

She felt cold hearing the Keeper say it like that, but she nodded. "Yes. I have on daughter already. One blessed gem, I shall not need anymore."

The Keeper scraped metal claws across its metal mask in thought. "A mortal offering, willingly, the loss of reproduction for it's own life. You are strange indeed, though the flow of life is the same weather in flow or in reverse. The death of your future offspring for the rebirth of your life is powerful, emotional, untainted. I will accept this offer."

The Keeper flitted for Ammy so suddenly, she backed up in fright. Cold, achingly cold metal claws plunged into the soul form of her body, into the belly. The Keeper removed it's hand and with it a string of pearls, each one glowing and pulsing dangled from it's metal claws.

"From hence till I see your soul cross these gates again, you will be barren, infertile, desolate. May you be happy with your barter." The Keeper cackled one last time and vanished.

Ammy huddled on the black sand, arms and paws clutched across her belly as she shivered. She closed her eyes and wept, but knew she would live again. The Gates cracked open more and ground open with shriek of metal. They came to a rumbling stop and Ammy heard foot steps in the sand. She felt a paw touch her shoulder and another one grab her arm to lift her up.

"Ammy, my love, my soul mate. I have come to take you home." It was Fleets voice.

Ammy stood and literally leaped into his ghostly arms and welcomed that embrace. Ghostly tears still streamed from her eyes as Fleet hugged her.

"What did you barter Ammy? I was expecting to fight to get you back." Fleet said calmly.

"I...I... bartered the future lives of any more children I have Fleet. It was selfish, but we have one daughter, we need no other children." she said softly.

Fleet looked at her for a moment then nodded slowly. "A sacrifice that I will stand behind. I know that was difficult to chose, but it has been done. Let me take you home Ammy. We miss you a lot."

Ammy nodded and felt warmed by Fleet's acceptance of her forsaking future generations to come. For Lupes, the need to breed and have offspring is almost life itself. She felt Fleet scoop her up in his arms. Fleet turned and walked out of the Gate of Death into the light of Life. The Keeper was there and watched Fleet a moment.

"Curious indeed you are, Fleetian Paladium. One soul yet molded by so many other souls. You are truly a finely crafted being. I will look forward to collecting your soul when you die." The Keeper faded and the Gate of Life and Death snapped shut with a thunder clap.

Ammy woke and found herself floating in liquid. Thick liquid with a mask over her muzzle. She was breathing. Breathing! She felt a heart beat, and a pulse. She felt the liquid slick her fur and caress her stickily. She opened her eyes and saw her lab, her body, and Lene standing over Fleets body worriedly. She move a finger, then her paws, then her arms relishing the fact she had a body again.

Soon she was moving her body more and was treading the liquid in the tank to warm the dormant muscles. Lene and Fleet were soon in front of the tank and some equipment was brought over. Soon, very soon, she would be out.

Fleetwolf

Date: 2009-09-07 21:01 EST
Fleet woke from his astral walk. He was breathing with relief that the ordeal was not difficult, though he hoped Ammy would be able to live with the price. Standing up and stretching he hugged Lene who was standing by him like a sponge.

"We have her back Lene. Help me pull the diagnostic sensors to the tank. i want to make sure everything is sound before I open the tank."

Lene nodded and help him wheel over a large cart of equipment. Inside the tank they both saw Ammy moving and flexing muscles. She was definitely awake and aware. Attaching read out lines and firing up the cart, Fleet began full scans of Ammy's body waving to her to let her know she was doing well. When the ultrasound and x-rays were run, his suspicions were confirmed.

Ammy's body was perfectly cloned by Anya and her clinic. He looked at the pre-check scans and the post revival scans. Her barter had been manifested. Ammy was brought back to life, and the Keeper got it's payment. Ammy's new body had no uterus or ovaries. The new body was barren. Lene saw the missing organs as well and looked at Fleet.

"Is mom going to be okay?" Lene asked.

Fleet just grinned, then laughed. "She will be completely fine Lene. I will need to get her onto hormone pills for now, but the price was paid for her to come back to life. What the Keeper doesn't realize is that we can get what she paid back." He would ask Anya to clone the missing organs needed if Ammy wished. For now, he stored away the equipment and punched in the sequence to drain the tank. 30 minutes. It would take 30 minutes.

"Lene, run home and grab some clothes. Ammy is going to feel cold and most likely would love to have some dignity again." Fleet smiled.

Lene left the lab and raced home. Opening the closet in her parents room she looked for mothers clothing. Digging through the boxes and trunk, she found some, threw them in a back back and ran back to the clinic. As she got back into the lab, Fleet was just opening the door on the tank.

Ammy stepped out, shivering a little, and wet. Fur clung everywhere and her red, curly, waist long hair clung to her body as well. Bright green eyes looked about in familiarity and she smiled at Fleet, Lene, and Mokkie. Lene hurried up and handed Ammy the pack.

"Here Mom. I have some clothes for you."

Ammy took the pack, knelt down and hugged Lene tightly. Then she stood and walked to the restroom and closed the door. Fleet and Lene hugged each other and waited for Ammy to finish dressing. Ammy stepped out of of the restroom in an odd blue bolt of fabric tied over her chest and a purple kulat/ sash bottom. A name tag reading Ammy was on the blue fabric.

Ammy just grinned seeing Fleet and Lene look at her in awe. "It was something I was going to wear before I died. Thank you Lene for choosing. Now, I could use a hug from both of you and something to eat. I am starving."