?Kindness is a language which the deaf can hear and the and the blind can see.? ~ Mark Twain
She could only recall stepping up to Toby; to discover truths in his words. She cared for Katt so deeply, a way that she knew she mustn't. It was wrong to do so, to even fathom the idea. But it took hold of her, and made her want to push at Toby in ways she equally understood was against her moral values as a friend.
She bore witness to ruby amongst velvet in the night sky as she conversed with him, tore at his conscience. She wanted her answers. Only, she didn't arrive at the destination where she previsioned them to being.
That was when her world, that celebrated existence she was so fond of, vanished. The embrace of her choker, unawares to herself, seized her airflow; drank away her consciousness?
Mayu stumbled up the steps of the caf?, her knees weakened from fright and recently regained consciousness, where Toby had left her before abiding by her quest to find Katt. She could not dare to look his direction, a fear insurmountable that pitted itself in a gut-wrenching feeling within. It had begun that deranged moment when she no longer hid her eyes behind closed lids. When she peeled away the thin layer of protective flesh, and continued to observe that stinging darkness all around her. As though it consumed her; living within the belly of a beast so foul, it could not bathe her mind with the senses of light. Where a door should have been, formless. Where her senses should guide her to warmth, forsaken.
Those intolerable emotions that drew out the worst of reactions, tears, they too were absent. Eye sockets writhed in agony, pools of ocean blue quivering in tiny tremors, struggling to produce the foul liquid she constantly attempted to hide from. Filed finger tips, soiled with globs of filthy earth, tore at the edges of swollen, crimson eyes. The sensation of gouging was present; those actions of panic only heightening buried anxiety. They slammed shut, bountiful lashes curling amongst one another, a testament to her body attempting to shield what was already damaged.
"Why? why c-can't I??" she asked herself, winter striking imposing shivers against her spine. It buckled concaving knees, collapsing with disheartening thuds against the wooden floor, roughing smooth flesh beneath casks of denim. "Why c-can't I? s-see?" It went unanswered, as even her own brain was wracked with untold levels of befuddlement. Any budding strength, to rile anger, to hammer confusion, was sapped at the first miniscule presence.
The girl was left with nothing but herself, with the icy chill of winter sucking away through her nostrils, and into burning lungs. Her chest heaved in rapid motions, a piston without an engine. She couldn't maintain a sense of composure, even as a stranger slowed beside her, to rest a gentle hand on her head. To kneel before the girl and find means of soothing that which had lost it. She was crying, without the satisfaction of tears to sully rosy red cheeks. As the anxiety that clutched her heart increased, so did the aching pain that began to riddle her facial structure. Small, shaky hands seized her eyes, teeth baring as she growled in a feral manner. The pain, unexplainable and unprovoked, was already unbearable.
The voice, baritone and originating from a middle-aged gentleman, panged against eardrums in hushed tones. "There, there, child," he cooed, fingers benevolently brushing tousled teal from her face. He bore witness to bloody red lids as he did so; a violent color that ached his own to merely observe. They evidently were bleeding from beyond his capable reach, streaks of thick blood clotting at the corners. His hand retracted, mouth parting in horror. "Are you okay, girl?"
She wheezed a sound from her throat, hiccuping immediately afterwards. She couldn't muster any strength to reply. She launched a hand like a whip at him, snapping fingers against his shoulder and pulling at him like a support beam, drawing herself closer to his presence; his warmth. She was desperate for aid, her condition growing sixty times worse than the previous ten minutes that passed following Toby's leave. She only wanted an answer to her query, one she knew she was far too panicked to understand. Nobody could immediately provide her with it.
Callous hands grappled the girl and lifted her, the gentleman looking around at the several citizens that passed them by without concern. Dark eyes narrowed, foul intentions evident to only himself, drawing the girl away from the caf? and down the street. He cut a corner when safely away from the main road, and when he was comfortable in assumption he was out of sight from any passers by.
She could only recall stepping up to Toby; to discover truths in his words. She cared for Katt so deeply, a way that she knew she mustn't. It was wrong to do so, to even fathom the idea. But it took hold of her, and made her want to push at Toby in ways she equally understood was against her moral values as a friend.
She bore witness to ruby amongst velvet in the night sky as she conversed with him, tore at his conscience. She wanted her answers. Only, she didn't arrive at the destination where she previsioned them to being.
That was when her world, that celebrated existence she was so fond of, vanished. The embrace of her choker, unawares to herself, seized her airflow; drank away her consciousness?
Mayu stumbled up the steps of the caf?, her knees weakened from fright and recently regained consciousness, where Toby had left her before abiding by her quest to find Katt. She could not dare to look his direction, a fear insurmountable that pitted itself in a gut-wrenching feeling within. It had begun that deranged moment when she no longer hid her eyes behind closed lids. When she peeled away the thin layer of protective flesh, and continued to observe that stinging darkness all around her. As though it consumed her; living within the belly of a beast so foul, it could not bathe her mind with the senses of light. Where a door should have been, formless. Where her senses should guide her to warmth, forsaken.
Those intolerable emotions that drew out the worst of reactions, tears, they too were absent. Eye sockets writhed in agony, pools of ocean blue quivering in tiny tremors, struggling to produce the foul liquid she constantly attempted to hide from. Filed finger tips, soiled with globs of filthy earth, tore at the edges of swollen, crimson eyes. The sensation of gouging was present; those actions of panic only heightening buried anxiety. They slammed shut, bountiful lashes curling amongst one another, a testament to her body attempting to shield what was already damaged.
"Why? why c-can't I??" she asked herself, winter striking imposing shivers against her spine. It buckled concaving knees, collapsing with disheartening thuds against the wooden floor, roughing smooth flesh beneath casks of denim. "Why c-can't I? s-see?" It went unanswered, as even her own brain was wracked with untold levels of befuddlement. Any budding strength, to rile anger, to hammer confusion, was sapped at the first miniscule presence.
The girl was left with nothing but herself, with the icy chill of winter sucking away through her nostrils, and into burning lungs. Her chest heaved in rapid motions, a piston without an engine. She couldn't maintain a sense of composure, even as a stranger slowed beside her, to rest a gentle hand on her head. To kneel before the girl and find means of soothing that which had lost it. She was crying, without the satisfaction of tears to sully rosy red cheeks. As the anxiety that clutched her heart increased, so did the aching pain that began to riddle her facial structure. Small, shaky hands seized her eyes, teeth baring as she growled in a feral manner. The pain, unexplainable and unprovoked, was already unbearable.
The voice, baritone and originating from a middle-aged gentleman, panged against eardrums in hushed tones. "There, there, child," he cooed, fingers benevolently brushing tousled teal from her face. He bore witness to bloody red lids as he did so; a violent color that ached his own to merely observe. They evidently were bleeding from beyond his capable reach, streaks of thick blood clotting at the corners. His hand retracted, mouth parting in horror. "Are you okay, girl?"
She wheezed a sound from her throat, hiccuping immediately afterwards. She couldn't muster any strength to reply. She launched a hand like a whip at him, snapping fingers against his shoulder and pulling at him like a support beam, drawing herself closer to his presence; his warmth. She was desperate for aid, her condition growing sixty times worse than the previous ten minutes that passed following Toby's leave. She only wanted an answer to her query, one she knew she was far too panicked to understand. Nobody could immediately provide her with it.
Callous hands grappled the girl and lifted her, the gentleman looking around at the several citizens that passed them by without concern. Dark eyes narrowed, foul intentions evident to only himself, drawing the girl away from the caf? and down the street. He cut a corner when safely away from the main road, and when he was comfortable in assumption he was out of sight from any passers by.