Topic: Breakfast at Frankie's: A Remarkable Friendship Strengthens?

Toby Aradam

Date: 2013-06-02 03:40 EST
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It?s not all that unusual to find him wandering around at all hours of the night. What is odd is the pace he takes tonight. Or, rather, this morning, as per the hands of his alarm clock. He'd woken up screaming at it and flown out of bed in a rush.

Frankie's was one of the four places he and his friends all chose to hang out. A simple diner, with red vinyl booths, for mica tables and a long bar with stools that had seats that swiveled and were bolted into the ground. He'd been shocked to find that the man who owned it was actually named Frankie. The diner's tall, neon sign stands out like a beacon against the early morning darkness, on for every single one of the twenty-four hours a day that the place stayed open.

He rushes inside, the crisp air conditioned interior shocking his skin. The air smells like burgers and fries with an underlying current of milkshake. It doesn't take him long to find where he's supposed to be. Even if it hadn't been the only occupied table in the diner, he'd be drawn to Mayu's booth like a helpless moth to a roaring fire. "Sorry I'm late. I kind of--um, fell asleep." His rumpled clothes and bedhead only supported his claim.

She hadn't counted the minutes since she first arrived at Frankie?s and ordered herself one of their signature, oversized milkshakes that could kill a diabetic. Had it been twenty minutes? Thirty? Forty? However long it'd been, time felt like it'd reached a stagnant stand still. Customers came and went, even at such an hour when the waning moon was high overhead and shrouded in a mist of thin cloud cover. The waitress destined for her table was soon off duty, transitioning to a new stage of staff members for the graveyard shift that'd carry clear through breakfast.

Where was he?

Glancing out the window, she spots a streak of orange whisk past the pane of glass and quickly hurry its way indoors; greeted by an odd assortment of those tending to their ritualistic duties. She feigns aloofness, stabbing the mega-sized plastic straw in the flute glass and stirring its still full contents.

"Mn?" She looks up, first at the overhead light shaded by a "Frankie?s!" cover. Then to him. "Oh. That's okay. I just got here."

She lied. She wasn't sure why, but she had. Was it believable? She knew she wasn't any good at that sort of thing. Somehow, she felt more confident in her ability to fib nowadays. Rather than let the moment hang on the air and polish off her paranoia, she motions to the seat opposite the table.

He sits down across from her and scoots in, glad for the coolness of the table to ice the heat of his arms as he folds them along its edge. And smiles. From here, he can see the sweat on the outside of her glass. Not only had she already been served, it had time to sit there. She was probably just trying to make him feel better. He could play along. "Really? Well, that's good. I didn't want to make you sit someplace and wait all night for me by yourself." The thought sends a secret thrill through him. He reaches across the table to drag over the small drink menu and flips through it with his thumb.

It takes him a while to get the next question out. "Have you been busy?"

She hadn't considered hiding the telltale condensation on the glass; an accumulation built upon the stem to perfect a ring at the root. Unaware that he was studying it, she gave him a further chance to calculate the time spent waiting on him when she dragged it closer and away from his reach.

"No, I wasn't waiting or anything stupid like that," she remarks with an off-handed glance out the window. "Just got here," she repeats, oblivious. "...yep..."

Clearing her throat, she straightens in her seat, reclining against the bulging cushion that arched the spine in an uncomfortable curve. "Busy? Not exactly. I mean, there's not a lot going on, if that's what you're asking..."

He snickers over the menu, watching the streak of wet slick the table. "Just got here, huh? How come you're not giving me a hard time about falling asleep before our date? I would've thought you had a bucket of cherries ready to start throwing at me." When a nondescript waiter approaches their table, he orders a chocolate shake, heavy on the chocolate. His eyes return to her after the waiter leaves. "Oh! I got you a game." He sets about fiddling with his bag, something to keep him busy when he asks--"How's Eri?"

Her eyes widen. "A d-date?" Her cheeks flush an angry red hue, her gaze immediately averting to the window that oversaw Franklin Avenue. At the present hour, Franklin was bereft of activity. No stray cars, no passing pedestrians. There wasn't a hint of life in the slightest out there. It didn't deserve the attention she was suddenly putting on it.

"This isn't a date," she grumbles into an open fist as it comes around her mouth.

He always knew how to say something asinine to make her fidget needlessly. Her heart always sprang to life in those times, making her feel more uncomfortable than she naturally did to start with. Her legs splayed, feet bobbing on their balls to keep herself in perpetual motion. It helped distract her from the strange, almost painful tingling that spiraled around her navel.

"Eri-chan? She's fine," she states, somewhat hurriedly. Her breath wasn't willing to keep up with the strength required to speak; her voice rasped and like she was gurgling sea salt.

He'd have to be blind to miss it, and sitting this close to her, alone with her, he wasn't going to miss a thing. Instead of looking straight at her, he diverts his gaze to the window too, studying her reflection with her hand up against her lips. His own mouth begins to curl. "That's better. Much better. Almost as cute as when you hiccup."

Grinning broadly, he finally produces the case he'd been looking for, sliding it across the table. Her answer of Eri's wellbeing gets met with nothing. He couldn't care less. In fact, he wished she wasn't fine. He taps his finger along the title script. The game cover depicts what appears to be a bipedal fox or other furry creature with over half of its face covered by a low, cone hat. He carries a wicked sword in his hand. Around his head flies a smaller creature, orange, with bat wings and green eyes without whites. "This just came out. It's open 'cause I played it a bit."

"Oh, thank you!" He smiles to the waiter, greedily dragging over his milkshake. Foregoing the straw, he spoons up a massive mountain of shake and eats it. "This tastes amazing."

She momentarily spares their server with a glance as she snares the game's case underneath a series of fingers and pulls it in, surveying the front with manifested tempered glee. The wobble of her eyes belied the indifference she sported; trepidation over his apparent purchase over her dismissed by her selfish desire to have something new to play during the days and nights that she had nothing better to do.

"Whooooa..." she shares with him her astonishment crushing her attempts at acting nonchalant about the gift. She hefts it up and pries the case open, immediately going for the six page instruction manual tucked under the back panel teeth of the cover. "I'm not really into furry things, but this looks pretty outstanding!"

From what she could gather after reading the first page, it was a side scroller that pressed 2d gameplay against a 3d backdrop. It was colorful, fully voice acted, and apparently told a story of a boy who wielded a sentient weapon that instructed him on his journey through some strange, highly primitive world.

In a way, she could relate to it. She flipped to page three as she muttered something about his earlier comment regarding her hiccups. "What made you want to get this?"

He can't glean all her excitement from the window pane, so he lets his gaze wander back to her, reclining in the booth with his shake and long, long spoon. When he stretches out his legs, the toes of his sneakers press up against her booth beneath the table. "Everybody's some kind of animal, but when you're playing you can't even tell. There's some cute stuff in there too." He shrugs to her question. "I don't know. It looked different. I've been playing the same five games lately and it's gotten real boring. When I'm at work, I do the same thing all the time. I don't want to do it when I'm at home. Besides, it's colorful, it looks cool."

He points the rounded end of his spoon at the cover, indicating the orange, flying animal. "This one, Fidget. She made me think of you." He smiles. "When I find things like that, I want you to have them."

"Colorful. Cool. That's about all I'm looking for." She closes the manual after the fourth page, tucking it away in its rightful place. "I guess fun gameplay and a thrilling story helps set the mood, too. I'm not sure what I look for in a game all that much."

It was a testament to how much she didn't know what she was looking for as a whole to things of interest in her life. She closed the jewel case with a snap.

"I don't imagine you called me here just to give me a game. That probably could have been done through the mail or leaving it on my kitchen table after cleaning the place one day." She didn't delve further into her insinuation. He was smart--perceptively so. She knew he'd understand that she was seeking his true motives here.

"If you're going to spend your time working at something, you might as well have fun, right?" He grins sideways, stirring at his shake and spoons up another heaping mouthful. What ice cream he misses on his mouth with his tongue, he catches with a knuckle. His second shrug is as nonchalant as his slouch. "I missed you. I missed seeing you." He chews the shake off his knuckle. "Just you. We used to hang out together by ourselves all the time."

She sucks down a thick glob of cold, marble chocolate and vanilla cream as a means of distracting herself further than she was already attempting to present to him. It was never easy to act the part, especially not when she could tell her face was burning hotter than coals under an open fire.

Swallowing the sip of beverage with some resistance, she finally says, "...ah... y-yeah, well. Busy and all. You know."

She'd forgotten all about telling him that she hadn't been busy in the slightest.

Reluctant as he is to chase away that color from her face, he knows he has to. But that doesn't mean he can't take his time. He catches the straw with his index finger, sucking down one more sip, then he straightens up. Putting his glass on the table, his arms return to their fold. "And I wanted to talk. Face to face." He looks up from his arms. "About Eri. "

Toby Aradam

Date: 2013-06-02 04:08 EST
The drink she's been sucking down must have done a number on her because she froze up when he explained his reasons for calling her out to a diner that was open more frequently than the gates of Heaven. She elegantly folded her fingers around the lip of the glass and pushed into it to draw it away from her, no longer finding the need to distract herself a necessity.

"About Eri," she repeats to him, her tone leaning toward the gruff side with a hint of toxic seasoning. "...I don't see why we have to talk about her here. You dragged me out here. Why ruin the evening by doing something like that?"

His eyes dart between hers. There was something sharp about her unique pupils. He always felt like he was being looked at in an entirely new way. The dragging sound of her glass on the table threatens to steal his attention, but he wills it in place, talking himself out of wincing at the sound of her voice. "So it's true," he says quietly. "You haven't forgiven her." His smile doesn't show much on his mouth, but his eyes flash with enough good cheer to light up sixteen Christmas trees. "Thank god."

She knew what moment he was speaking of back at their apartment unit. Everyone was screaming, making a scene, and being general jerks to one another. It never fully managed to get itself resolved and she clung to her disappointment like barnacles did the sea shelf.

She rolled her eyes at him, putting emphasis on keeping her attention low and aimed at the table every time she could elect to do so. "Truthfully, I haven't forgiven anybody or anything. You know me too well to just... you know," rotating a hand to accentuate what she was going to say next, "stop feeling the way I feel. ...no." She shook her head to further state what her words were lacking. "Right now, I'm still feeling that urge to just walk away from everything like I was that day. I haven't, yet. I don't really know why. ...maybe I'm a better person than people want to make me out to be. Maybe I'm just incapable of deciding for myself and don't know any better. Hellllll if I know."

He could count on one hand the times he'd been this happy. It still didn't compare to the three day stint of hallucination about her supposed feelings for him, but it was a close fourth. He doesn't want to smile or laugh or cheer. So he sucks his lips into his mouth and presses them together. His head ducks, he puts his chin on his crossed forearms. The circlet of silver links on his left wrist glitters near his jaw. "I do know you. But sometimes you can fool me. Only sometimes," now he does smile, "and not for too long.

"Do you still love her?"

She looks up at him from beneath a thick curtain of angst. Her voice dove into shallow waters, low and nearly absent in her throat. Had it not been for her hand coming to rest on the table with a resounding slap that made the silverware clatter, she might've not been able to beckon his attention. "...what are you trying to get at? Didn't we already go through something like this a few weeks ago with Shilo? Why does everybody always ask me about what I'm feeling and why I'm feeling it?"

Her eyes roll again, cutting a path to the window. Leaning against the table, she catches the crest of one bashfully tomato red cheek in the palm of her hand, cupping it in a visual representation of acute boredom. "Next question."

"I'm not trying to get at anything, Mayu. I just want to know. It's me, Toby. It's not Shilo, it's not Eri, it's not--anybody else, but me. You can tell me the truth. Hell, I've practically talked you deaf in one night. I'd like to think you at least know you can do the same to me. Honestly, I wouldn't mind going deaf that way." He smiles at the redness he sees in her cheeks. Maybe that meant no and she just didn't want to own up to it. He could hope. Hoping didn't really get him anywhere, but he always felt a little more alive.

"I don't know if I have any more questions about that. I have a lot of stuff I want to say, though." His grin begins to fade. "I'm not sure how much you'd want to hear it though."

She could level with him if she wanted to. There were plenty of situations in the past that involved her splitting his ears off with something that was bugging her. It wasn't always about personal things in her life. Was that what he was after? Some kind of tidbit of knowledge from her personal history that he could walk away with?

Her lips noticeably thinned from disappointment. "I could talk to you about anything, Toby. Does that mean I want to talk to somebody about this? No. I don't. Right now, I don't know what I want to say or do. I don't have a straight thought in my head. And until I do, making any kind of decision would be irrational. About anything. Even answering a question of yours like that won't be done with any sensible logic behind it. I could change my answer suddenly, without reason, at any time. That wouldn't be doing anybody good.?

He simply smiles. If she was any old friend to him, somebody he'd just met off the street or somebody he'd known for a couple months, he'd be able to let it go. The most he could do here, though, was to just simply remind her of his desire to listen.

But by the way he's grinning, lazy and full, her admission that she could talk to him about anything might have just been the only thing he needed to hear. "Until you do, I'll be waiting. Just ready to go deaf." He straightens up, pulling over his shake. "For what it's worth," he says as he stirs, "I don't think you do. Love her, that is. It's hard to feel the same way about somebody when they repeatedly smash through everything that makes you who you are. It tells you what kind of person they are. And you--" he looks up. "--I can't see you with a horrible person like that, Mayu. I can't." But he shrugs, and smiles. "But there's nothing I can do, is there? Except be there when she hurts you so that I can kick her ass. I'll tell you to turn around and plug your ears so you're not there for anything.?

"There's nothing you can do, no," she intones to him, refraining from casting any glances his way that might give away more than she was willing to share with him at present. Fairly, there wasn't a lot that was sitting on the surface of her mind that matched what was deep within both her heart and her body. She couldn't feel anything at all; a cold, lifeless husk. That was all she was at the end of the day. It wasn't until the last few days that she felt to be the thing she truly was at her core.

She pushed the milkshake further away from her, replacing it with the game he'd given her. It was tucked away on her lap under the table's mottled breadth. "I don't know if she's horrible. I don't know if she's misguided. I don't know if she's selfish and only after her own wants. ...I don't know. That's the thing about her. I know plenty about the kind of person she tells me she wants to be. But I always see something slightly different every time I wake up the next day. Even when I force myself not to look for things that may be wrong--I always see them. Like when she freaked out when we were back in Shamanista. Like she did the night you were at the apartment. ...it's always something."

There. He'd gotten her to speak. She didn't even seem fazed that she'd taken off in some kind of tangent that made her throat dry and her heart sink. She blinked her eyes, once, a weary fluttering of lashes, and looked off from him toward the restaurant?s lively atmosphere. The colors cased away the feeling of being but two survivors in a desolate world. The place was dead--silent and eerie except for the clattering of dishes being cleaned behind large, opaque cream walls.

"I don't know," she repeats with finality after a prolonged delay.

Only because he'd said it first was he able to hear it again from her lips. There wasn't anything he could do about this particular situation, but he was by no means helpless. He was right here with her, him. She'd been willing to come out in the dark, all by herself, and wait for him. Not Eri. Him.

He quickly schools the surprise off his face when she speaks, feeling the flutter of a phantom heartbeat in his chest. He holds his shake steady, the red straw between his teeth, and he watches her face as she talks. When she looks off, he tries to do it too, but he can't. The desire to draw her to him, wrap her absurdly small body up in his arms and never let her go, never let her breathe, is almost overwhelming. He swallows the mouthful of milkshake he'd taken.

"Is that why you're so unsure about everything?"

Scooting to the booth's edge, she collects the game under the straining grip of her left hand and climbs to her feet, tossing down a wad of cash to pay for both mediocre orders they'd made tonight, leaving enough for a generous tip in shown gratitude for taking care of her while she waited for Toby to arrive.

She didn't spare him a look as she shrugged her jacket up over her shoulders and loosely buttoned it at the waist. Since it was much too large for her slight frame, she didn't do anything extra to ensure it'd stay on her during her trip home. The game was stuffed into one pocket, capitalizing on the trench pockets it sported.

"I'm unsure about everything because I'm always unsure about everything. I can't weigh the consequences of my actions against my feeling of needing to do what has to be done."

She wasn't sure when, or how, she came about facing him during her intention of moving toward the door. Standing there, staring at him like a doe in headlights, she opened her mouth with the intention of saying something. What she'd been thinking and what began to formulate on the tip of her tongue were two entirely different matters and slew the potential resistance she was throwing up for her own benefit.

"I'm scared."

The look of shock that came over her was more acceptable to a person that was being slugged in the face with a fish that didn't deserve it. Her mouth curved and shaped into a perfect "o" shape, her fingers, and only her fingers, shaking from joint to tip. The wobble in her eyes that originally bore excitement was now shivering with a desperate ache.

And from it all, she didn't know what she was supposed to do next. Stay? Run?

"Sorry," she uttered as she turned away from him.

Without preamble, she hurried to the revolving door and blasted her way out to the street, picking a direction at random in hopes she'd get lost in the city that was too much like a maze at a drearily, haunted carnival.

Something tells him not to move too quickly to follow her up. He?d follow her to the ends of the earth if he had to, and if they found out the world was flat, he?d dive off of it after her. But staying by her side wasn?t worth it if it was the very thing that made her run away from him. His entire body tingles with inactivity. He grips the edge of his booth to keep himself grounded, only his eyes moving when she does, painting the picture that she could make a clean getaway if that?s really what she needed.

When she speaks, his face doesn?t know what to do, stuck in a limbo between pain and confusion. Before he can make sense of what she?d admitted, she was gone, the diner?s door easing closed behind her. Its lethargy begs him to move. He swears it asks him what he?s waiting for. Leaving his half full shake behind, he dashes after her.

The street, when he reaches it, is as devoid of life as a ruin.