(Many thanks to Mayu for this one!)
July 15th
And, finally, that time of the day had come: the time to run. Footsteps echoed out around the woman as she took a more or less random route through the marketplace. Her only objectives were to both strengthen and exhaust herself. All of Minoko's focus was on making it back to her inn, on keeping up a steady pace, on placing one foot in front of the other. Because of this, her mind was completely and perfectly blank. There was a reason that she looked forward to exercising, after all. It kept everything else at bay.
Heat was never a factor in the Hunter's life. It never bothered her when humidity encroached on one's ability to breathe and threatened comfort with a hot, boiling embrace. So it would come as little surprise when she was there, nestled beneath the dim orange fire of a street lamp, in the middle of the park with a large wooden bokken tight in hand. The repetitious strikes made against thin air carried the semblance of a logger breaking down hefty tree trunks into more manageable planks. Each motion came with a two second pause, enough time to calculate strength and precision and grace, before a wind-up subsequented another strike. The length of a tailed coat didn't deter performance as it flared out behind her from propelled motion when she grounded the sole of a loafer into wilting shards of green grass. The only sound made was a modified voice that broached the otherwise tranquility that parks embodied during the evening hours. "Much better. You're able to judge angle and sense the possibility of a kill. That'll be necessary in actual combat." "Yeah... I got it," the Hunter answered as she straightened her posture, lowering the training blade's tip to the earth.
Aimless jogging led her near the city's park. It wasn't really so aimless, though. She could sense a growing energy, one that was vaguely familiar. It reminded her of the Red Dragon Inn and meatballs, oddly enough. So she followed along, expecting to take a glance at some acquaintance before continuing on her way. Once she was well into the park, dark brown eyes started their search. Minoko's pace slowed after her gaze fell on that delivery girl. It was all she could do to not come to a sudden halt. In her mind, silver eyes were flashing. They were something she had chosen to ignore, simply because their presence made no sense. Kingsley would have noticed if it were true. If Astral powers were useful for anything, they would have to recognize an old friend. Not to mention Sera... The angel's wife would have called out the girl's name in desperation if she had been present. Of course, any initial impression Minoko had of that woman was long gone. The run had now become a walk as she debated with herself whether or not to trust flawed instincts.
"Do you think that's enough for now?" she asked, aiming her mouth at the pendant that swirled a particle catastrophe of raging fire and stormed ice. "Hm. Without putting you in actual combat, I cannot say. Your power has grown, that much I can say."Relief funneled from her throat in a breathy sigh, relinquishing her hold on the bokken's wrapped linen hilt. It hit the ground in a clangorous roar, wood snapping together as though it was fashioned from elastic. She turned with the intention to park herself on a nearby bench when the fire deep in her heart swelled, igniting senses that were in a lull from heavy concentration. Her gaze swiveled through dampening night to another that was near--one that she couldn't have missed if she were a bat without sonar. "...strange girl from the bar that was fighting with that Sera girl." What good would it have done to ignore the presence and continue along like she wasn't staring? None. That's why she altered course and started over at a pace slower than a snail on a dry leaf. She had grown accustomed to not seeing many others around at this particular time of night. Surely it wasn't just some coincidence.
The majority of her relationships seemed to be built on great Rhy'Dinian coincidences, so it wouldn't really be that strange. Finally coming to a stop, Minoko took in the altered appearance of the delivery girl. Her short hair made the whole thing seem even less likely. But those eyes... The memory of a morning where Minoko woke up and saw silver in the place of green surfaced. Eye colors changed often enough. Other things could too. Hell, Shadow could turn into a panther. Shapeshifting was common enough around here, and Mayu was certainly capable of acting. Didn't the fact that they were now approaching each other nearly confirm it? The woman's hand rose up to give the delivery girl a wave, as if that would cause the awkwardness to float away. "Training, hmm?" A polite smile appeared.
The awkwardness settled on the air was subtle, at best. Something that she could wade through without the aid of sucking in an exuberant amount of air and holding it. Maybe she didn't even realize the situation. That was likely, seeing how she scoured the surface layer of Minoko's person, as though she was trying to better place the face and the body to her memory. "...something like that," she offered in response, low-key and just an inch away of her own politeness. "You were the one that was arguing with Sera along with the other woman, weren't you?" She always preferred verbal confirmation to assumption. In this regard, her certainty didn't require anything extra to seal the deal. Thinning the ice was more precise. "That was a little awkward. I never really associated with her before, but she always seemed kind of nice. It was surprising to see her burst like that."
Straight to the point? Minoko couldn't say that she entirely disliked that. It definitely beat standing around and chit chatting about training techniques. "Yeah... That was me." Arguing didn't seem like quite the right word, though. It was more like pointing out someone else's unreasonable ways in her eyes. A nod of her head showed that she agreed with the delivery girl's last statement. "It was. I don't know her very well, but she didn't really seem like the type to be swearing at people in a bar. The death of a friend will do that to you, I guess..."
Round eyes wiggled a little larger for a split second, the only alteration from what cried aloofness to the subject matter. Death was definitely widespread, more than there was oxygen in the air and empty space in the universe. Having experienced it both firsthand and through the constant companionship of others, she could grow to agree with that statement. "It does all kinds of things to a person. Can turn them into a whole different person overnight. I suppose she's been affected hard." That had to be the largest understatement of the year. Even she had trouble believing she just stated that. Shaking it off, she redirected herself to the bench that she was intending to seat herself at originally, dropping on its supportive wooden frame silently. She lurched and tugged her jacket out from beneath her rear before going through the motions of shedding the reinforced cloth fabric from her narrow, bare alabaster shoulders. She didn't offer invitation, but a look did wonders to suggest that she was expecting a mirroring action.
She had been watching for that. The brief moment was noted in her mind as a potential clue, though it was hardly anything. Really, she was hoping for some mention of Toby, since the delivery girl's job had formerly belonged to the deceased. "Did you know him?" The question was asked in a nonchalant manner as Minoko dropped down several inches to the girl's right.
There were two clear cut options available to her, neither of which settled easy with her. It was easy to get caught up a lie, say no, and wave it off every time it happened to come up. It was also easy to simply state the fact as it is. What harm was there? Consequences didn't linger in the latter, and she settled for what would produce the least amount of controversy down the road. "I used to. I think my relationship with him is the reason I got this delivery job. Something about a note and leaving it in the right hands when they were around." Bare shoulders rose in a meek shrug, obviously unclear on all the details. Glancing aside when Minoko sat, she pronounced her lean forward, elbows to knees, slender spine a hooked curve. The look up was fleeting. "You were close?"
"You could say that..." It felt like so long ago already. But they had been close, and then everything had fallen apart. She still dreamt about him sometimes. It wasn't as nearly as often as the other deceased, though. "What's your name?" Curious browns looked to the delivery girl. She was craving honesty and real, true answers. Nothing vague about a plant monster. If anyone knew, it would be Mayu and Mayu alone.
"You could say that..." she echoed. It was becoming a staple to their conversation. They all could say a lot of things, but nothing seemed to be solid concrete with clear cut answers. The voice didn't provide its own opinion on the exchange, which meant everything was either going as it should, or there was nothing worthwhile to even mention here. She couldn't rely on it to tell her what she should be doing. Her slouch became more defined as she answered Minoko truthfully. "I don't have a name," she said without any source of hesitation. It was like asking how the weather was. Liquid mercury sank to the ground, focusing on the space where her feet were spaced apart.
"You don't...?" Well, this was a first. She had met plenty of people who hadn?t wished to share their names, those who had names unpronounceable to a human tongue, some who had even forgotten their true names. But a girl who had never had a name to begin with? That was sort of sad. "I'm Minoko Funaki. Um... Is there anything you like to be called?"
"Minoko Funaki," she repeated the name as it was delivered to her. There was a familiarity to it, something that she was well-acquainted with. She couldn't place it. As she lifted her upper body from its indolent lean, she tilted her head in that usual confused puppy dog manner of hers. "I don't really go by anything... When people need to distinguish me from others, they refer to me as my title of 'Flowing Claws'." It was a far stretch to consider that a name. Didn't quite have the same effect as "Frank" or "Mary" would.
"Flowing Claws... Alright." She had heard stranger names. It would at least be easy to remember. Minoko pictured the girl as some sort of elegant cat warrior, the type of soldier who would earn that title in her mind. Yes, that would definitely stick. "So how has the delivery job been going? I know it can be more than a handful, or at least it was for him." The boy who didn't sleep had been able to handle it, though, if only because he deprived himself. Slowly, her right hand drifted up to her left earlobe. A moon could never fully take the place of a lightning bolt.
Unless said moon invoked the powers necessary to fight evil and win love. Sh*t'd get real. She met the bench's support abruptly, jolting her from whatever reverie kept her quiet and mostly still. "Hn? The deliveries? Oh, they're all right, I suppose. I'm mostly doing morning runs with a general stop off at that crazy inn place sometime in the late afternoon. It's easy, if a little tedious with the constant running back and forth." The church was definitely lacking in the transportation department and she couldn't rely on jumping across rooftops all her life.
The earrings sadly did not hold any magical powers. Of course, they were made of metal, so Minoko could use them in battle if she felt like incorporating tiny pin pricks in. "It does seem like a tedious job... I guess I never thought of it that way." Why would she? Toby always seemed perfectly content with making the deliveries and chatting up whoever was present at the time. Nostalgia was creeping in at an alarming rate. Her right hand fell and tucked itself in between her left arm and breast. Even through his death, she still simultaneously loved and hated the ginger haired boy. "You're not staying at the church, are you?"
"You start to look past that small fact when you realize you're outside all the time and seeing the city. It's made getting acquainted with the layout all the more easier." Even if she could vividly recall many landmarks and personal haunts of hers in the past, it was still a matter of adapting to something she hadn't seen in an extremely long time. She took the effort to lean away from Minoko before aiming dual liquid silver at her. "Staying there? No, that wouldn't be a very good idea. While everyone there is helpful and nice, most of the people like to give me looks and I'm pretty sure they'd try to shank me with something dull and rusty late at night. I keep a place nearby." A place that she definitely recalled in that mind full of holes. It was even kept mostly tidy since the last time she was there. "...say, you don't also work at the church, do you? If you're interested, I'm pretty positive they wouldn't turn down a little extra hands with the packaging of all this stuff I'm toting around. I think it's just that crazy kitchen woman with the large spoons. ...she kind of sucks."
She couldn't help but giggle at the shanking comment. It kept her thoughts from lingering on the bizarre way that the girl spoke. Like she was new here, but still vaguely familiar with the place. "Oh, no. I couldn't work there... I'm not too fond of the building." Despite what all the religious people running around seemed to think, Jesus was terrifying. How anyone could worship him was a concept that Minoko couldn?t wrap her head around. "Not to mention that I run my own inn. And that I'd probably upset Sera and Patrick by hanging around." A scoff was let out. She still felt bad for not trusting the Gunslinger's opinion on delusional angels.
The taut flesh around the bone of her nose produced an endless supply of small, rolling hills at Minoko's giggle. The way she scrunched it up was a ritual in the making; always when she was even slightly confounded by the display of another's emotion when it seemed random. Still, a giggle was infectious, especially where Minoko was concerned. The edges of her mouth curved up in a weakly produced smile. "No? Hn..." Sera and Patrick, especially, she could get onboard with. "Running your own inn would certainly take up most of your time... It's not the crazy place with all the hell spawns walking around trying to grope each other, is it?"
"The Red Dragon?" A silly smirk appeared. That had to be the best description she had heard of the place in a long time. "No, my inn's called The Black Scorpion. It's located south of the city, and we tend to try and keep the PDA to a minimum..." It came to mind that Mayu had worked there, a long time ago. It had taken a while for people to stop asking about her. "You should stop by if you're ever in the area."
"Right... I forget it's called the Red Dragon." It surprised her how quick new information was lost to her when it didn't pertain to what she was there to accomplish. A sheepish sweep of a hand smothered chopped, jagged locks of raven that glistened in the last remaining breath of sunshine for the evening. She hoped it'd help jog her thoughts. "Black Scorpion? That... sounds a little familiar. Maybe I passed it recently?" Knitting brows was a universal indication of inquisitive, calculating thoughts. Hers was no different. "...south of the city? I haven't left the city. Maybe it was on a pamphlet or some kind of ad..." Somewhere along the way, she trailed off from directly speaking to Minoko and focused her voice more intently on her own two ears. Realizing this, she perked straight up like she'd just been caught sleeping amidst class. "Oh. Stopping by? I could do that. But, a-ah... what's PDA?"
"I don't think we have any ads up right now..." They hadn't had anything up since the riot, unless Patrick had neglected to mention it to her. Stranger things had happened, but advertising wasn't something that they needed to do. Once the crowd came, it never left. "Public display of affection. In other words, the frequent gropings." She had surely picked up the term from Katan or Sam. Modern Americans loved to use acronyms.
If public display of affection wasn't just directly explained to her, she might've focused more on the fact that the Black Scorpion was lodged deep in her brain and she couldn't figure out the reasons why. Unfortunately... "...eeegh. That's a little disturbing. It happens so often that I'm starting to think the place is a little... cursed? That, or it just doesn't conform to standards." She'd have to admit to at least partaking in a little here or there. Everyone was entitled to a few moments of failed judgment and/or relapses when recovering a sense of self. Those moments were well in the past. Like most of her faded memories were. "You seem to have gotten away unscathed. What's your secret?"
Flowing Claws, if you only knew. Minoko was far too familiar with that feeling, hopelessly groping inside her own mind for the reason a certain image wouldn't fade. They could start an amnesia club and pick at threads that led nowhere for hours at a time. Cake would be served! "There aren't any standards there... It's the center of this place, and the free drinks attract every sort of person." Including all the scum. "My...secret?" Minoko turned to face the girl, her eyes wide with surprise. 'Unscathed' was a word that stuck with her, that hit all sorts of nerves. The real reason why she didn't have any scars was that, for some reason, people had tried to protect her. Now she was in a place where she could protect herself. Hopefully.
Maybe she realized the choice of wording was poor, akin to slugging an old woman's dentures out of her wrinkled mouth. She didn't let it fatigue her curiosity. "Your secret," she repeated around her smile that never quite blossomed yet never quite faded. "I've spent a decent amount of time there over the past couple of weeks. I've seen you there once, maybe twice, but never performing any of this... PDA. You must have a secret."
Ohhhhh. Now she followed. A loud, abrupt laugh came from the woman. "I don't think it's really much of a secret, but I'm terrible with guys..." Not terrible in the ?create an awkward situation and end up looking stupid? way. Terrible in the way that she tried to distance herself, and when that didn't work they ended up dead. Toby had convinced her that she wasn't the reason for that. He had convinced her to open up and be happy. What would he say now as the third ghost, as half a set of haunted blue eyes?
She didn't intend to stare at Minoko as though she'd lost her mind. It was hard not to, though. That laugh was entirely out of place in their current exchange. Acute laughter always foreshadowed something she preferred not to gain knowledge of. Still, she sucked it up, scratched at the definition of her jaw, and went for it. "Terrible with guys is your secret? I guess we both have a history of that one." Granted, she didn't know many. The few she did, though, she really wishes she hadn't. "Ah... what'd you think I meant?"
"I don't know." Having put a stop to her out of place laughter, Minoko settled back onto the bench. Her head tilted backwards as she examined the nearest tree. "I guess something concerning battle... Unscathed makes me think of scars and fires. Not grinding on someone in a booth."
"It seems there's more danger in being assaulted in a booth by a pair of wandering hands much more than being shanked by some kind of... dull and rusty utensil..." It seemed she came full circle. Another sheepish swipe of her hand landed against the nape of her neck, rubbing out the dull ache of d?j? vu. "This guy that you and the other girl were talking about... I take it that's the last one you were involved with?"
"Hmm." Her head rose as she thought over a proper response. "'Involved with' doesn't seem like the right way to put it. I cared for him, and he cared for me, but he really loved someone else. And I knew that. I guess you could say..." The image of Toby Aradam on one knee made her nauseous. "That we made plans to date. But then this guy kidnapped me, and I got these powers, and that made everyone suspicious... So he sided with the girl he loved." As she knew he would. Hope never changed outcomes. "I felt betrayed. After that happened things never were the same, even after we talked it out... And then he died."
It was some tragic love story that could be told in countless renditions by authors all across the land. Staged performances that could roll in millions of crowns. Yet, strangely, she couldn't think of the monetity and all the melonpan and donuts she could buy from it. In fact, she couldn't think of anything at all. Not to say, or to think. That's why she reached over with a skinny arm and settled her small hand cradled by icy temperatures despite the humidity against where she presumed the knee's bone sloped and curved and became the lowest region of fleshy thigh. The squeeze she delivered was strong like the earth, tender like a baby chick's beak bite. "..." Sometimes, words weren't necessary. They couldn't offer the kind of support they were meant to.
It was no love story. If anything, it was a sad story of a friendship that shouldn't have been so easily broken. But there was no going back now. Misunderstandings and insecurities would always linger in the back of her mind. A soft smile was given in response to Flowing Claws's squeeze. "What about you? What's your story?" It would definitely be best if they switched topics. Minoko had two more sob stories that she was not at all in the mood to tell.
She didn't feel as though she had much of a story worth telling. She couldn't go into elaborate detail about a tragic end to a tale of love that she was still gripped by today. In fact, she didn't have much of anybody. That was how things went and she came to accept that fact the very moment she stepped into the world she'd long assumed she wouldn't ever see again. Minoko had shared an aspect of her journey, though. It would be impolite not to do the same. She retracted her grip and settled it between the space where her legs parted at the knee. "I originally wasn't supposed to come here. Something happened, though, which... kind of forced my need to be here. There are..." She paused and glanced aside to Minoko. Just enough for round eyes to skim her over at the corner. Pulling her into this world was a terrible thing to consider. "...things that are here to feed on ordinary people's existence so they can live. They'll kill and kill and erase as much existence as they need in order to do that. They'll erase people from ever having lived if they feed."
So the girl wasn't going to share a love story. Maybe that was for the best. They didn't need any more of that crap. Instead, it was a monster story. Widened dark eyes took in all of the details that Flowing Claws shared. Clearly, she had returned to this land with a mission in mind. "Like demons?" It was obvious that she wasn't entirely following. Such a creature was not comprehensible to her. Minoko's thoughts went to demons, since that had been a somewhat recent problem in her life. Toby, Kingsley, Sai... They all had their horror stories.
Love stories were best left to the birds. She most definitely had hers, one of hardship and remorse. They all did. But that didn?t matter to her today. There were more pressing matters of concern in her mind. One thing that demanded her focus over all others. ?Hm. That would be one way to consider them," a voice emitted from the artifact dangling from her neck. The swath of fire and the smog of ice was majestic at a glance; otherwise ordinary and unseeming. "...they're like me," she amended quickly. "They look like me and exist the same way I do. How they are, though, what they stand for... it's very different." It was more complicated than it first seemed, and the more she went to convey it, the more grim her voice fell. It tumbled down the rabbit hole of reluctance, exchanging words for glances and pursed, flaring lips every now and again. "They hold no remorse for ordinary beings. They do not discriminate. They destroy without mercy. They're... abominations."
The words that seemingly came from nowhere caused her to freeze up. She was now on guard, and though her instincts said that the voice was coming from the delivery girl's direction, Minoko's head spun wildly around looking for the source. She even looked up, half expecting some sort of bird lady above her head. But the air was empty. Looking back to Flowing Claws, Minoko came to the conclusion that the voice had to have come from that necklace. The elemental mixture that it held was most likely the home of a living being. Well, not living in the traditional sense. Perhaps it held a misplaced soul. "And you're going to fight them?"
The haze of her liquid silver eyes fell low to the sidewalk that congregated at their feet. The stones were misplaced, seemingly put together in a hurry by a mason that was ill-experienced or uncaring. The swelled rows that rose from the earth in an unsightly pattern gave her reason to follow the road with her eyes as it branched off to the park's exit. She didn't speak immediately, thinking on what Minoko said to her with consideration. "I guess," she answered in something less than a whisper. "They can do things without anybody ever knowing something happened. People touched by their Fuzetsu stop moving, their consciousness sealed in time. ...you could be dead and replaced without ever realizing it, only thinking you exist." A fate worse than death, some might consider it.
As always, she had questions. So many questions. But it wouldn't feel appropriate to ask any of them. Flowing Claws did not sound eager to fight these creatures. She didn't even sound outright scared. Minoko detected a sort of emptiness in that barely audible voice. And to her, that meant that the girl was probably nothing less than terrified. "That sounds...heavy." It was her turn to reach over and offer her support, wasn't it? And yet, like so many other times, Minoko couldn't bring herself to move. The Asian's own eyes followed after the silver orbs and examined the path. To her, the unevenness of it all perfectly symbolized Rhy'Din.
Things were tranquil in the city, the same as they were deep in her chest. There was no fear or terror clutching her like a protective cast. She had a sworn duty and she was willing to uphold it to her dying breath. She would undoubtedly become a sacrifice. And the best part of it was: Nobody would ever even know. "Heavy," she repeated, liking the way Minoko described it. She nodded solemnly. "Yeah... But it's what I need to do. As a Hunter from Shamanista, I don't know of anything other than that." Didn't know, couldn't remember, or didn't care to remember. That was the true debate. She grew impatient from her lack of motion, scooting her flat rear to the bench edge and rising from it. She needed to consider getting back to work. Those arms were not going to train themselves.
"Shamanista?" Minoko couldn't say that she was familiar with the girl's home world. She was somewhat familiar with its title, though. A specific memory came to mind where she was discussing Mayu's whereabouts with Kingsley. The land was mentioned, as it surely had been a long time ago in some conversation with Toby. Flowing Claws's former name was on the tip of her tongue.
"Yes," she said with a dip of her head, "it is where I am from." The Hunter took considerable notice of how Minoko came about with the echo of her home. It wasn't just curiosity. It was almost as though she'd heard it before. She turned, facing her with a lift of her chin. "You're familiar with it?"
"Not really." The extent of her knowledge concerning Shamanista was that it was a sort of spirit world. Minoko knew nothing of its location or time. "But I... Someone I used to know was from there." She couldn't stop it this time. It was appropriate, relevant and dying to be said. The name of the girl who had long since disappeared came out of her in a hushed tone. "Mayu."
Her round eyes shivered, crinkling at the corners. It was almost regal, the way that haughty lift of chin came low enough to tap the clavicle. "...I see." She hadn't discarded her own identification. She knew. This woman that was there with her... they knew each other. In some place, at some time. Be it for a minute, a week, or an entire year. "...I knew you, then."
"Do you remember anything?" Minoko wondered if this is what it had been like for her twin when they were reunited. I know so much about you, but you know so little about me... Of course, Minoko's appearance remained largely the same. Whatever Mayu had been through had changed her to the point that if she had said her name was Sally and that she was from Brazil, Minoko would have believed her.
Sally from Brazil looked a hell of a lot better than this representation did. She was still juvenile in shape and size, the only thing that she shared with her previous existence. A shake of her head was slow and pathetic, like she loathed having to answer the way she was. "...bits and pieces. I remember things about certain individuals... people I was close with. That Saffron person... A boy called Toby. Martyr... but she's always inside of me, so that..." That was obvious. Her fingers combed through the mess of dark hair, mopping it up for all the good it'd do. Jagged mountain peaks stubbornly returned to their place. "You're... Minoko Funaki. We were... friends. You were friends... with everybody I knew, but we... had something go on..." Something that eluded her as she ran down the rabbit hole called Memory Lane.
How do you summarize a friendship? Especially one that you had purposely been blocking out of your mind to avoid frustration? Eyes drifted to the sky as she recalled as much as she could. "We met because of Toby. And I first met Toby because you pushed him, or something like that, at the inn. We went out to a cafe... You almost punched me in the face." A faint smile appeared at that memory. "We shared a love of Hello Kitty. You worked at my inn for a while..." Her voice trailed off. Most of the stories she could tell after that point would go from bad to worse. "You were the girl that he loved."
The memories surrounding what happened between various individuals were much less potent than knowing they existed in the first place. She couldn't tell you which day of the week it was when somebody received a gift for their birthday, or where they were when everything went sour. This helped, in some crazy way. At least she knew her mind wasn't just playing tricks on her. It all circulated around one particular fact--the one that she wound up ending with. She couldn't tuck her head
any lower than it already was, so she accentuated the gesture with a drop of eyes. "...I'm sorry."
"Don't be." Her heart grew heavy as yet another memory came to mind: Mayu forcing Toby to take Minoko on that lone awkward, wonderful date. "You tried to set us up, y'know. But Toby... Toby wouldn't have it." He had loved Mayu and Mayu alone. Minoko began to pick at a cuticle as she transitioned to a more significant subject. "I only have pieces of the first fourteen years of my life, so I have an idea of where you're at right now. And we didn't know each other for very long, but if you have any questions I'll do my absolute best to answer them." 'Assuming that you want to remember' was tacked on in her mind. If the Funaki twins knew anything, it was that forgetting was sometimes best.
Forgetting had been best. She could force a clean slate out of everything without the need to consider her guilty consciousness over adolescent stupidity. What she didn't want to remain blanketed in the recesses of her mind were the friends that she'd had and couldn't perfectly recall. She nodded in understanding, for what it was worth. "...I don't remember really setting him up with anybody toward the end, but I... I did that a lot, I think. To help him find somebody he could be happy with that I felt would treat him the best. If I had done that with you, then..." She chanced a look up at Minoko, bereft of happiness but not quite consumed in the sorrow she knew held her heart. "...You were a good person, from what I do remember of our friendship. I know that much... I know I miss that much, even if everything else is kind of... wadded up in my head."
She was silent, totally lost in days gone by. Pieces of so many conversations were surfacing. Instinctively, Minoko began to rub at her unscarred neck. It was a habit she had picked up in a borrowed body. "I'm sorry to ask this... But were you there when he died?" This was it. She knew it would be it, simply because she had no desire to speak of Toby any longer. The dead needed to be buried and forgotten. If Minoko was to have any sort of relationship with Mayu, then she wanted it to be truly theirs this time. Before, Toby had always been in the middle. Cemeteries had separated too many people in the past. Not again, never again.
She shoved her hands away inside the deep pockets of her jacket and looked to the sky, sucking in a hefty breath through the small crevice of her nostrils. It didn't dissuade her from dry heaving, and she stuck her tongue out with a "pffft" before she lost whatever dinner she'd put into her tiny tummy. "No," she answered simply. "He came to the house when everybody was getting beaten senseless. I told him that he shouldn't have been there, but he... insisted." She spoke with a vital toxin that oozed off her tongue. "...It was my job to take care of things... I purposely kept him... everyone away from me, so nothing like that would ever happen." When she glanced back to Minoko, the crinkling of her eyes had accentuated guilt that marred her conscience. "...I wasn't there when he died. I was taken away before I could do anything to help him. ...it's how he wanted it to be, I guess..."
Her eyes drifted shut as she listened to Mayu's response. And once the girl was finished, Minoko couldn't help but smile. "I'm sure he wouldn't have wanted it any other way..." When Kingsley first told her what happened, she had known. In fact, she had hated both of them for it: May for letting it happen and Toby for throwing his life away. But the parallels between the two girls on the bench had grown to obnoxious levels. A long time ago, someone had died to save Minoko. And to hate Toby and May would be to hate Ki and herself. One of the few things she could truly remember was Ki's smile when he died. In her heart, she was sure that Toby had looked the same way.
That, or he had an incredible "Oh shiiii-" face. The girl actually went full out and assumed he was utterly fearful until the very moment he died. She wouldn't ever know, and, honestly, she was all right with that. Although she didn't hold any nostalgic memory of the woman there with her, she turned to face her with a lighthearted smile tickling the corners of her mouth. The slight protrusion of an apostrophe in the form of a fang hooked her lower lip; good natured despite the horrific turn in conversation. "I'm sure you were a very good friend to him. He didn't like letting many people in his life, be it casual or personal. You... were one of the few we really cared for, I'm sure. ...if that means anything." She didn't remember. That generally downplayed one's feelings, much to her chagrin.
Eyes popped open to take in Mayu's smile. Her only response to that was a shake of her head. Though the words did mean a lot to her, it simply hadn't been like that at the end. But no longer would she dwell on the past. There had been really good times and equally bad times. None of that mattered now. The woman abruptly rose to her feet. Arms were uncrossed and stretched above her head. "It does. I really appreciate that you let me know what happened, since no one at the church wanted to... Are you hungry?" Running made her hungry. Maybe they could get some nostalgic shrimp.
July 15th
And, finally, that time of the day had come: the time to run. Footsteps echoed out around the woman as she took a more or less random route through the marketplace. Her only objectives were to both strengthen and exhaust herself. All of Minoko's focus was on making it back to her inn, on keeping up a steady pace, on placing one foot in front of the other. Because of this, her mind was completely and perfectly blank. There was a reason that she looked forward to exercising, after all. It kept everything else at bay.
Heat was never a factor in the Hunter's life. It never bothered her when humidity encroached on one's ability to breathe and threatened comfort with a hot, boiling embrace. So it would come as little surprise when she was there, nestled beneath the dim orange fire of a street lamp, in the middle of the park with a large wooden bokken tight in hand. The repetitious strikes made against thin air carried the semblance of a logger breaking down hefty tree trunks into more manageable planks. Each motion came with a two second pause, enough time to calculate strength and precision and grace, before a wind-up subsequented another strike. The length of a tailed coat didn't deter performance as it flared out behind her from propelled motion when she grounded the sole of a loafer into wilting shards of green grass. The only sound made was a modified voice that broached the otherwise tranquility that parks embodied during the evening hours. "Much better. You're able to judge angle and sense the possibility of a kill. That'll be necessary in actual combat." "Yeah... I got it," the Hunter answered as she straightened her posture, lowering the training blade's tip to the earth.
Aimless jogging led her near the city's park. It wasn't really so aimless, though. She could sense a growing energy, one that was vaguely familiar. It reminded her of the Red Dragon Inn and meatballs, oddly enough. So she followed along, expecting to take a glance at some acquaintance before continuing on her way. Once she was well into the park, dark brown eyes started their search. Minoko's pace slowed after her gaze fell on that delivery girl. It was all she could do to not come to a sudden halt. In her mind, silver eyes were flashing. They were something she had chosen to ignore, simply because their presence made no sense. Kingsley would have noticed if it were true. If Astral powers were useful for anything, they would have to recognize an old friend. Not to mention Sera... The angel's wife would have called out the girl's name in desperation if she had been present. Of course, any initial impression Minoko had of that woman was long gone. The run had now become a walk as she debated with herself whether or not to trust flawed instincts.
"Do you think that's enough for now?" she asked, aiming her mouth at the pendant that swirled a particle catastrophe of raging fire and stormed ice. "Hm. Without putting you in actual combat, I cannot say. Your power has grown, that much I can say."Relief funneled from her throat in a breathy sigh, relinquishing her hold on the bokken's wrapped linen hilt. It hit the ground in a clangorous roar, wood snapping together as though it was fashioned from elastic. She turned with the intention to park herself on a nearby bench when the fire deep in her heart swelled, igniting senses that were in a lull from heavy concentration. Her gaze swiveled through dampening night to another that was near--one that she couldn't have missed if she were a bat without sonar. "...strange girl from the bar that was fighting with that Sera girl." What good would it have done to ignore the presence and continue along like she wasn't staring? None. That's why she altered course and started over at a pace slower than a snail on a dry leaf. She had grown accustomed to not seeing many others around at this particular time of night. Surely it wasn't just some coincidence.
The majority of her relationships seemed to be built on great Rhy'Dinian coincidences, so it wouldn't really be that strange. Finally coming to a stop, Minoko took in the altered appearance of the delivery girl. Her short hair made the whole thing seem even less likely. But those eyes... The memory of a morning where Minoko woke up and saw silver in the place of green surfaced. Eye colors changed often enough. Other things could too. Hell, Shadow could turn into a panther. Shapeshifting was common enough around here, and Mayu was certainly capable of acting. Didn't the fact that they were now approaching each other nearly confirm it? The woman's hand rose up to give the delivery girl a wave, as if that would cause the awkwardness to float away. "Training, hmm?" A polite smile appeared.
The awkwardness settled on the air was subtle, at best. Something that she could wade through without the aid of sucking in an exuberant amount of air and holding it. Maybe she didn't even realize the situation. That was likely, seeing how she scoured the surface layer of Minoko's person, as though she was trying to better place the face and the body to her memory. "...something like that," she offered in response, low-key and just an inch away of her own politeness. "You were the one that was arguing with Sera along with the other woman, weren't you?" She always preferred verbal confirmation to assumption. In this regard, her certainty didn't require anything extra to seal the deal. Thinning the ice was more precise. "That was a little awkward. I never really associated with her before, but she always seemed kind of nice. It was surprising to see her burst like that."
Straight to the point? Minoko couldn't say that she entirely disliked that. It definitely beat standing around and chit chatting about training techniques. "Yeah... That was me." Arguing didn't seem like quite the right word, though. It was more like pointing out someone else's unreasonable ways in her eyes. A nod of her head showed that she agreed with the delivery girl's last statement. "It was. I don't know her very well, but she didn't really seem like the type to be swearing at people in a bar. The death of a friend will do that to you, I guess..."
Round eyes wiggled a little larger for a split second, the only alteration from what cried aloofness to the subject matter. Death was definitely widespread, more than there was oxygen in the air and empty space in the universe. Having experienced it both firsthand and through the constant companionship of others, she could grow to agree with that statement. "It does all kinds of things to a person. Can turn them into a whole different person overnight. I suppose she's been affected hard." That had to be the largest understatement of the year. Even she had trouble believing she just stated that. Shaking it off, she redirected herself to the bench that she was intending to seat herself at originally, dropping on its supportive wooden frame silently. She lurched and tugged her jacket out from beneath her rear before going through the motions of shedding the reinforced cloth fabric from her narrow, bare alabaster shoulders. She didn't offer invitation, but a look did wonders to suggest that she was expecting a mirroring action.
She had been watching for that. The brief moment was noted in her mind as a potential clue, though it was hardly anything. Really, she was hoping for some mention of Toby, since the delivery girl's job had formerly belonged to the deceased. "Did you know him?" The question was asked in a nonchalant manner as Minoko dropped down several inches to the girl's right.
There were two clear cut options available to her, neither of which settled easy with her. It was easy to get caught up a lie, say no, and wave it off every time it happened to come up. It was also easy to simply state the fact as it is. What harm was there? Consequences didn't linger in the latter, and she settled for what would produce the least amount of controversy down the road. "I used to. I think my relationship with him is the reason I got this delivery job. Something about a note and leaving it in the right hands when they were around." Bare shoulders rose in a meek shrug, obviously unclear on all the details. Glancing aside when Minoko sat, she pronounced her lean forward, elbows to knees, slender spine a hooked curve. The look up was fleeting. "You were close?"
"You could say that..." It felt like so long ago already. But they had been close, and then everything had fallen apart. She still dreamt about him sometimes. It wasn't as nearly as often as the other deceased, though. "What's your name?" Curious browns looked to the delivery girl. She was craving honesty and real, true answers. Nothing vague about a plant monster. If anyone knew, it would be Mayu and Mayu alone.
"You could say that..." she echoed. It was becoming a staple to their conversation. They all could say a lot of things, but nothing seemed to be solid concrete with clear cut answers. The voice didn't provide its own opinion on the exchange, which meant everything was either going as it should, or there was nothing worthwhile to even mention here. She couldn't rely on it to tell her what she should be doing. Her slouch became more defined as she answered Minoko truthfully. "I don't have a name," she said without any source of hesitation. It was like asking how the weather was. Liquid mercury sank to the ground, focusing on the space where her feet were spaced apart.
"You don't...?" Well, this was a first. She had met plenty of people who hadn?t wished to share their names, those who had names unpronounceable to a human tongue, some who had even forgotten their true names. But a girl who had never had a name to begin with? That was sort of sad. "I'm Minoko Funaki. Um... Is there anything you like to be called?"
"Minoko Funaki," she repeated the name as it was delivered to her. There was a familiarity to it, something that she was well-acquainted with. She couldn't place it. As she lifted her upper body from its indolent lean, she tilted her head in that usual confused puppy dog manner of hers. "I don't really go by anything... When people need to distinguish me from others, they refer to me as my title of 'Flowing Claws'." It was a far stretch to consider that a name. Didn't quite have the same effect as "Frank" or "Mary" would.
"Flowing Claws... Alright." She had heard stranger names. It would at least be easy to remember. Minoko pictured the girl as some sort of elegant cat warrior, the type of soldier who would earn that title in her mind. Yes, that would definitely stick. "So how has the delivery job been going? I know it can be more than a handful, or at least it was for him." The boy who didn't sleep had been able to handle it, though, if only because he deprived himself. Slowly, her right hand drifted up to her left earlobe. A moon could never fully take the place of a lightning bolt.
Unless said moon invoked the powers necessary to fight evil and win love. Sh*t'd get real. She met the bench's support abruptly, jolting her from whatever reverie kept her quiet and mostly still. "Hn? The deliveries? Oh, they're all right, I suppose. I'm mostly doing morning runs with a general stop off at that crazy inn place sometime in the late afternoon. It's easy, if a little tedious with the constant running back and forth." The church was definitely lacking in the transportation department and she couldn't rely on jumping across rooftops all her life.
The earrings sadly did not hold any magical powers. Of course, they were made of metal, so Minoko could use them in battle if she felt like incorporating tiny pin pricks in. "It does seem like a tedious job... I guess I never thought of it that way." Why would she? Toby always seemed perfectly content with making the deliveries and chatting up whoever was present at the time. Nostalgia was creeping in at an alarming rate. Her right hand fell and tucked itself in between her left arm and breast. Even through his death, she still simultaneously loved and hated the ginger haired boy. "You're not staying at the church, are you?"
"You start to look past that small fact when you realize you're outside all the time and seeing the city. It's made getting acquainted with the layout all the more easier." Even if she could vividly recall many landmarks and personal haunts of hers in the past, it was still a matter of adapting to something she hadn't seen in an extremely long time. She took the effort to lean away from Minoko before aiming dual liquid silver at her. "Staying there? No, that wouldn't be a very good idea. While everyone there is helpful and nice, most of the people like to give me looks and I'm pretty sure they'd try to shank me with something dull and rusty late at night. I keep a place nearby." A place that she definitely recalled in that mind full of holes. It was even kept mostly tidy since the last time she was there. "...say, you don't also work at the church, do you? If you're interested, I'm pretty positive they wouldn't turn down a little extra hands with the packaging of all this stuff I'm toting around. I think it's just that crazy kitchen woman with the large spoons. ...she kind of sucks."
She couldn't help but giggle at the shanking comment. It kept her thoughts from lingering on the bizarre way that the girl spoke. Like she was new here, but still vaguely familiar with the place. "Oh, no. I couldn't work there... I'm not too fond of the building." Despite what all the religious people running around seemed to think, Jesus was terrifying. How anyone could worship him was a concept that Minoko couldn?t wrap her head around. "Not to mention that I run my own inn. And that I'd probably upset Sera and Patrick by hanging around." A scoff was let out. She still felt bad for not trusting the Gunslinger's opinion on delusional angels.
The taut flesh around the bone of her nose produced an endless supply of small, rolling hills at Minoko's giggle. The way she scrunched it up was a ritual in the making; always when she was even slightly confounded by the display of another's emotion when it seemed random. Still, a giggle was infectious, especially where Minoko was concerned. The edges of her mouth curved up in a weakly produced smile. "No? Hn..." Sera and Patrick, especially, she could get onboard with. "Running your own inn would certainly take up most of your time... It's not the crazy place with all the hell spawns walking around trying to grope each other, is it?"
"The Red Dragon?" A silly smirk appeared. That had to be the best description she had heard of the place in a long time. "No, my inn's called The Black Scorpion. It's located south of the city, and we tend to try and keep the PDA to a minimum..." It came to mind that Mayu had worked there, a long time ago. It had taken a while for people to stop asking about her. "You should stop by if you're ever in the area."
"Right... I forget it's called the Red Dragon." It surprised her how quick new information was lost to her when it didn't pertain to what she was there to accomplish. A sheepish sweep of a hand smothered chopped, jagged locks of raven that glistened in the last remaining breath of sunshine for the evening. She hoped it'd help jog her thoughts. "Black Scorpion? That... sounds a little familiar. Maybe I passed it recently?" Knitting brows was a universal indication of inquisitive, calculating thoughts. Hers was no different. "...south of the city? I haven't left the city. Maybe it was on a pamphlet or some kind of ad..." Somewhere along the way, she trailed off from directly speaking to Minoko and focused her voice more intently on her own two ears. Realizing this, she perked straight up like she'd just been caught sleeping amidst class. "Oh. Stopping by? I could do that. But, a-ah... what's PDA?"
"I don't think we have any ads up right now..." They hadn't had anything up since the riot, unless Patrick had neglected to mention it to her. Stranger things had happened, but advertising wasn't something that they needed to do. Once the crowd came, it never left. "Public display of affection. In other words, the frequent gropings." She had surely picked up the term from Katan or Sam. Modern Americans loved to use acronyms.
If public display of affection wasn't just directly explained to her, she might've focused more on the fact that the Black Scorpion was lodged deep in her brain and she couldn't figure out the reasons why. Unfortunately... "...eeegh. That's a little disturbing. It happens so often that I'm starting to think the place is a little... cursed? That, or it just doesn't conform to standards." She'd have to admit to at least partaking in a little here or there. Everyone was entitled to a few moments of failed judgment and/or relapses when recovering a sense of self. Those moments were well in the past. Like most of her faded memories were. "You seem to have gotten away unscathed. What's your secret?"
Flowing Claws, if you only knew. Minoko was far too familiar with that feeling, hopelessly groping inside her own mind for the reason a certain image wouldn't fade. They could start an amnesia club and pick at threads that led nowhere for hours at a time. Cake would be served! "There aren't any standards there... It's the center of this place, and the free drinks attract every sort of person." Including all the scum. "My...secret?" Minoko turned to face the girl, her eyes wide with surprise. 'Unscathed' was a word that stuck with her, that hit all sorts of nerves. The real reason why she didn't have any scars was that, for some reason, people had tried to protect her. Now she was in a place where she could protect herself. Hopefully.
Maybe she realized the choice of wording was poor, akin to slugging an old woman's dentures out of her wrinkled mouth. She didn't let it fatigue her curiosity. "Your secret," she repeated around her smile that never quite blossomed yet never quite faded. "I've spent a decent amount of time there over the past couple of weeks. I've seen you there once, maybe twice, but never performing any of this... PDA. You must have a secret."
Ohhhhh. Now she followed. A loud, abrupt laugh came from the woman. "I don't think it's really much of a secret, but I'm terrible with guys..." Not terrible in the ?create an awkward situation and end up looking stupid? way. Terrible in the way that she tried to distance herself, and when that didn't work they ended up dead. Toby had convinced her that she wasn't the reason for that. He had convinced her to open up and be happy. What would he say now as the third ghost, as half a set of haunted blue eyes?
She didn't intend to stare at Minoko as though she'd lost her mind. It was hard not to, though. That laugh was entirely out of place in their current exchange. Acute laughter always foreshadowed something she preferred not to gain knowledge of. Still, she sucked it up, scratched at the definition of her jaw, and went for it. "Terrible with guys is your secret? I guess we both have a history of that one." Granted, she didn't know many. The few she did, though, she really wishes she hadn't. "Ah... what'd you think I meant?"
"I don't know." Having put a stop to her out of place laughter, Minoko settled back onto the bench. Her head tilted backwards as she examined the nearest tree. "I guess something concerning battle... Unscathed makes me think of scars and fires. Not grinding on someone in a booth."
"It seems there's more danger in being assaulted in a booth by a pair of wandering hands much more than being shanked by some kind of... dull and rusty utensil..." It seemed she came full circle. Another sheepish swipe of her hand landed against the nape of her neck, rubbing out the dull ache of d?j? vu. "This guy that you and the other girl were talking about... I take it that's the last one you were involved with?"
"Hmm." Her head rose as she thought over a proper response. "'Involved with' doesn't seem like the right way to put it. I cared for him, and he cared for me, but he really loved someone else. And I knew that. I guess you could say..." The image of Toby Aradam on one knee made her nauseous. "That we made plans to date. But then this guy kidnapped me, and I got these powers, and that made everyone suspicious... So he sided with the girl he loved." As she knew he would. Hope never changed outcomes. "I felt betrayed. After that happened things never were the same, even after we talked it out... And then he died."
It was some tragic love story that could be told in countless renditions by authors all across the land. Staged performances that could roll in millions of crowns. Yet, strangely, she couldn't think of the monetity and all the melonpan and donuts she could buy from it. In fact, she couldn't think of anything at all. Not to say, or to think. That's why she reached over with a skinny arm and settled her small hand cradled by icy temperatures despite the humidity against where she presumed the knee's bone sloped and curved and became the lowest region of fleshy thigh. The squeeze she delivered was strong like the earth, tender like a baby chick's beak bite. "..." Sometimes, words weren't necessary. They couldn't offer the kind of support they were meant to.
It was no love story. If anything, it was a sad story of a friendship that shouldn't have been so easily broken. But there was no going back now. Misunderstandings and insecurities would always linger in the back of her mind. A soft smile was given in response to Flowing Claws's squeeze. "What about you? What's your story?" It would definitely be best if they switched topics. Minoko had two more sob stories that she was not at all in the mood to tell.
She didn't feel as though she had much of a story worth telling. She couldn't go into elaborate detail about a tragic end to a tale of love that she was still gripped by today. In fact, she didn't have much of anybody. That was how things went and she came to accept that fact the very moment she stepped into the world she'd long assumed she wouldn't ever see again. Minoko had shared an aspect of her journey, though. It would be impolite not to do the same. She retracted her grip and settled it between the space where her legs parted at the knee. "I originally wasn't supposed to come here. Something happened, though, which... kind of forced my need to be here. There are..." She paused and glanced aside to Minoko. Just enough for round eyes to skim her over at the corner. Pulling her into this world was a terrible thing to consider. "...things that are here to feed on ordinary people's existence so they can live. They'll kill and kill and erase as much existence as they need in order to do that. They'll erase people from ever having lived if they feed."
So the girl wasn't going to share a love story. Maybe that was for the best. They didn't need any more of that crap. Instead, it was a monster story. Widened dark eyes took in all of the details that Flowing Claws shared. Clearly, she had returned to this land with a mission in mind. "Like demons?" It was obvious that she wasn't entirely following. Such a creature was not comprehensible to her. Minoko's thoughts went to demons, since that had been a somewhat recent problem in her life. Toby, Kingsley, Sai... They all had their horror stories.
Love stories were best left to the birds. She most definitely had hers, one of hardship and remorse. They all did. But that didn?t matter to her today. There were more pressing matters of concern in her mind. One thing that demanded her focus over all others. ?Hm. That would be one way to consider them," a voice emitted from the artifact dangling from her neck. The swath of fire and the smog of ice was majestic at a glance; otherwise ordinary and unseeming. "...they're like me," she amended quickly. "They look like me and exist the same way I do. How they are, though, what they stand for... it's very different." It was more complicated than it first seemed, and the more she went to convey it, the more grim her voice fell. It tumbled down the rabbit hole of reluctance, exchanging words for glances and pursed, flaring lips every now and again. "They hold no remorse for ordinary beings. They do not discriminate. They destroy without mercy. They're... abominations."
The words that seemingly came from nowhere caused her to freeze up. She was now on guard, and though her instincts said that the voice was coming from the delivery girl's direction, Minoko's head spun wildly around looking for the source. She even looked up, half expecting some sort of bird lady above her head. But the air was empty. Looking back to Flowing Claws, Minoko came to the conclusion that the voice had to have come from that necklace. The elemental mixture that it held was most likely the home of a living being. Well, not living in the traditional sense. Perhaps it held a misplaced soul. "And you're going to fight them?"
The haze of her liquid silver eyes fell low to the sidewalk that congregated at their feet. The stones were misplaced, seemingly put together in a hurry by a mason that was ill-experienced or uncaring. The swelled rows that rose from the earth in an unsightly pattern gave her reason to follow the road with her eyes as it branched off to the park's exit. She didn't speak immediately, thinking on what Minoko said to her with consideration. "I guess," she answered in something less than a whisper. "They can do things without anybody ever knowing something happened. People touched by their Fuzetsu stop moving, their consciousness sealed in time. ...you could be dead and replaced without ever realizing it, only thinking you exist." A fate worse than death, some might consider it.
As always, she had questions. So many questions. But it wouldn't feel appropriate to ask any of them. Flowing Claws did not sound eager to fight these creatures. She didn't even sound outright scared. Minoko detected a sort of emptiness in that barely audible voice. And to her, that meant that the girl was probably nothing less than terrified. "That sounds...heavy." It was her turn to reach over and offer her support, wasn't it? And yet, like so many other times, Minoko couldn't bring herself to move. The Asian's own eyes followed after the silver orbs and examined the path. To her, the unevenness of it all perfectly symbolized Rhy'Din.
Things were tranquil in the city, the same as they were deep in her chest. There was no fear or terror clutching her like a protective cast. She had a sworn duty and she was willing to uphold it to her dying breath. She would undoubtedly become a sacrifice. And the best part of it was: Nobody would ever even know. "Heavy," she repeated, liking the way Minoko described it. She nodded solemnly. "Yeah... But it's what I need to do. As a Hunter from Shamanista, I don't know of anything other than that." Didn't know, couldn't remember, or didn't care to remember. That was the true debate. She grew impatient from her lack of motion, scooting her flat rear to the bench edge and rising from it. She needed to consider getting back to work. Those arms were not going to train themselves.
"Shamanista?" Minoko couldn't say that she was familiar with the girl's home world. She was somewhat familiar with its title, though. A specific memory came to mind where she was discussing Mayu's whereabouts with Kingsley. The land was mentioned, as it surely had been a long time ago in some conversation with Toby. Flowing Claws's former name was on the tip of her tongue.
"Yes," she said with a dip of her head, "it is where I am from." The Hunter took considerable notice of how Minoko came about with the echo of her home. It wasn't just curiosity. It was almost as though she'd heard it before. She turned, facing her with a lift of her chin. "You're familiar with it?"
"Not really." The extent of her knowledge concerning Shamanista was that it was a sort of spirit world. Minoko knew nothing of its location or time. "But I... Someone I used to know was from there." She couldn't stop it this time. It was appropriate, relevant and dying to be said. The name of the girl who had long since disappeared came out of her in a hushed tone. "Mayu."
Her round eyes shivered, crinkling at the corners. It was almost regal, the way that haughty lift of chin came low enough to tap the clavicle. "...I see." She hadn't discarded her own identification. She knew. This woman that was there with her... they knew each other. In some place, at some time. Be it for a minute, a week, or an entire year. "...I knew you, then."
"Do you remember anything?" Minoko wondered if this is what it had been like for her twin when they were reunited. I know so much about you, but you know so little about me... Of course, Minoko's appearance remained largely the same. Whatever Mayu had been through had changed her to the point that if she had said her name was Sally and that she was from Brazil, Minoko would have believed her.
Sally from Brazil looked a hell of a lot better than this representation did. She was still juvenile in shape and size, the only thing that she shared with her previous existence. A shake of her head was slow and pathetic, like she loathed having to answer the way she was. "...bits and pieces. I remember things about certain individuals... people I was close with. That Saffron person... A boy called Toby. Martyr... but she's always inside of me, so that..." That was obvious. Her fingers combed through the mess of dark hair, mopping it up for all the good it'd do. Jagged mountain peaks stubbornly returned to their place. "You're... Minoko Funaki. We were... friends. You were friends... with everybody I knew, but we... had something go on..." Something that eluded her as she ran down the rabbit hole called Memory Lane.
How do you summarize a friendship? Especially one that you had purposely been blocking out of your mind to avoid frustration? Eyes drifted to the sky as she recalled as much as she could. "We met because of Toby. And I first met Toby because you pushed him, or something like that, at the inn. We went out to a cafe... You almost punched me in the face." A faint smile appeared at that memory. "We shared a love of Hello Kitty. You worked at my inn for a while..." Her voice trailed off. Most of the stories she could tell after that point would go from bad to worse. "You were the girl that he loved."
The memories surrounding what happened between various individuals were much less potent than knowing they existed in the first place. She couldn't tell you which day of the week it was when somebody received a gift for their birthday, or where they were when everything went sour. This helped, in some crazy way. At least she knew her mind wasn't just playing tricks on her. It all circulated around one particular fact--the one that she wound up ending with. She couldn't tuck her head
any lower than it already was, so she accentuated the gesture with a drop of eyes. "...I'm sorry."
"Don't be." Her heart grew heavy as yet another memory came to mind: Mayu forcing Toby to take Minoko on that lone awkward, wonderful date. "You tried to set us up, y'know. But Toby... Toby wouldn't have it." He had loved Mayu and Mayu alone. Minoko began to pick at a cuticle as she transitioned to a more significant subject. "I only have pieces of the first fourteen years of my life, so I have an idea of where you're at right now. And we didn't know each other for very long, but if you have any questions I'll do my absolute best to answer them." 'Assuming that you want to remember' was tacked on in her mind. If the Funaki twins knew anything, it was that forgetting was sometimes best.
Forgetting had been best. She could force a clean slate out of everything without the need to consider her guilty consciousness over adolescent stupidity. What she didn't want to remain blanketed in the recesses of her mind were the friends that she'd had and couldn't perfectly recall. She nodded in understanding, for what it was worth. "...I don't remember really setting him up with anybody toward the end, but I... I did that a lot, I think. To help him find somebody he could be happy with that I felt would treat him the best. If I had done that with you, then..." She chanced a look up at Minoko, bereft of happiness but not quite consumed in the sorrow she knew held her heart. "...You were a good person, from what I do remember of our friendship. I know that much... I know I miss that much, even if everything else is kind of... wadded up in my head."
She was silent, totally lost in days gone by. Pieces of so many conversations were surfacing. Instinctively, Minoko began to rub at her unscarred neck. It was a habit she had picked up in a borrowed body. "I'm sorry to ask this... But were you there when he died?" This was it. She knew it would be it, simply because she had no desire to speak of Toby any longer. The dead needed to be buried and forgotten. If Minoko was to have any sort of relationship with Mayu, then she wanted it to be truly theirs this time. Before, Toby had always been in the middle. Cemeteries had separated too many people in the past. Not again, never again.
She shoved her hands away inside the deep pockets of her jacket and looked to the sky, sucking in a hefty breath through the small crevice of her nostrils. It didn't dissuade her from dry heaving, and she stuck her tongue out with a "pffft" before she lost whatever dinner she'd put into her tiny tummy. "No," she answered simply. "He came to the house when everybody was getting beaten senseless. I told him that he shouldn't have been there, but he... insisted." She spoke with a vital toxin that oozed off her tongue. "...It was my job to take care of things... I purposely kept him... everyone away from me, so nothing like that would ever happen." When she glanced back to Minoko, the crinkling of her eyes had accentuated guilt that marred her conscience. "...I wasn't there when he died. I was taken away before I could do anything to help him. ...it's how he wanted it to be, I guess..."
Her eyes drifted shut as she listened to Mayu's response. And once the girl was finished, Minoko couldn't help but smile. "I'm sure he wouldn't have wanted it any other way..." When Kingsley first told her what happened, she had known. In fact, she had hated both of them for it: May for letting it happen and Toby for throwing his life away. But the parallels between the two girls on the bench had grown to obnoxious levels. A long time ago, someone had died to save Minoko. And to hate Toby and May would be to hate Ki and herself. One of the few things she could truly remember was Ki's smile when he died. In her heart, she was sure that Toby had looked the same way.
That, or he had an incredible "Oh shiiii-" face. The girl actually went full out and assumed he was utterly fearful until the very moment he died. She wouldn't ever know, and, honestly, she was all right with that. Although she didn't hold any nostalgic memory of the woman there with her, she turned to face her with a lighthearted smile tickling the corners of her mouth. The slight protrusion of an apostrophe in the form of a fang hooked her lower lip; good natured despite the horrific turn in conversation. "I'm sure you were a very good friend to him. He didn't like letting many people in his life, be it casual or personal. You... were one of the few we really cared for, I'm sure. ...if that means anything." She didn't remember. That generally downplayed one's feelings, much to her chagrin.
Eyes popped open to take in Mayu's smile. Her only response to that was a shake of her head. Though the words did mean a lot to her, it simply hadn't been like that at the end. But no longer would she dwell on the past. There had been really good times and equally bad times. None of that mattered now. The woman abruptly rose to her feet. Arms were uncrossed and stretched above her head. "It does. I really appreciate that you let me know what happened, since no one at the church wanted to... Are you hungry?" Running made her hungry. Maybe they could get some nostalgic shrimp.