Closing for Rebirth: Beginnings
Hello
I opened my window and whispered
How are you?
There's no one here
I'm alone in the room
Morning, the morning has arrived
With a heavy downpour (Tick-tack)
Someone please rewind my spring for me.
Hello
Only in old anime I think that kind of person appeared
How are you?
I am so jealous that someone can be loved by all
Sleeping... I must stop saying silly things
And start preparing
Crying... In order to hide my tear marks
"Oh well whatever" has become my favorite phrase
That line from yesterday went straight over my head:
"I don't have any hope for you anymore"
Well, even I myself, don't have any expectations of myself
But still, what was THAT for?
That words that escaped from my throat
were nothing but lies.
Today, too, I have wasted some valuable words
As I continue living my life.
Why is it that you end up hiding it?
Is it that you're scared of being laughed at?
Is it that you don't want to meet anyone?
Is that really true?
Drowning in a sea of the name "ambiguity"
I'm suffering because I can no longer breathe
I now have a small urge to listen to someone's voice
I am so weak.
With my preparation going nowhere at all
I start thinking with my hazy head:
"Should I just find a reason so that I can rest now?"
Nah, I know, I know,
I'm just saying things, that's all,
But I'm not going to rest, so don't get angry at me.
Be I happy or miserable,
The morning sun will rise fairly and cruelly.
I'm already trying my best just to live,
What else do you possibly expect of me?
Why do you end up being bothered by this?
Is it that you actually want to be loved?
Who was it that let go of your hand?
Have you come to a realization?
If my life has a time card,
Then exactly when do I get off my "work"?
Who will pay me my salary
For having been living all this time?
Thank you
I actually want to say "thank you".
Thank you
I actually want to say " thank you".
Thank you
Even if just for once,
While I lament from the bottom of my heart,
I actually want to say "thank you".
Why is it that you end up hiding it?
Is that you actually want me to ask you about it?
I promise that I will not laugh,
So why don't you try telling me?
I won't know anything if you don't open your mouth.
You won't convey anything by merely thinking in your head.
What a troublesome species of organism,
The one called "human", that is.